#A.W.

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[aaron-asswipe]

((OOC.

CHAT HOW DO I INTERACT/RP WOTH PEOPLE IVE NEVER ACTUALLY INTERACTED WITH BUT THEY HAVE COME UP ON MY FYP???

LIKE I JUST STARTED RP'ING AND I HAVE ALOT TO CATCH UP WITH AND DONT WABT TO SUDDENLY APEAR AND LIKE RUIN SOMEONES RP'ING THING.

LIKE I KNOW NOTHING ABT THE RPS THAT HAVE BEEN HAPPENING AND LIKE THE MAJOR STUFF BUT I STILL WANT TO INTERACT WITH THEM, BECAUSE FROM WHAT IVE SEEN THEYRE LIKE SUPER COOL AND AWESOME

BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM ASS AT RP'ING AND DONT WANT TO GIVE LIKE SHORT SLOPPY RESPONDS WHILE THE OTHER PERSON WRITES MASTEPIECES

makes sense?))

[bluesheep23]

Hi guys, Aaron backstory post,

Heavy TW i guess??

I'm just copy pasting from the discord server ig so no smooth transition or whatever

It's kinda long so super duper sorry for that, and it makes no sense with bad grammar.

Aaron is a single child to a couple who live in upper gotham (saffer than usual gotham, but still gotham) and they were like a happy family, until they weren't.

His dad lost his job and started to drink as well as cheat on his wife behind her back. And like one day Mom funds out and divorces him and they also go to court for custody of Aaron because mom does not want him to live eith a drunkard. but dad somehow bribes the judge into giving him full custody with drugs and money.

The house they lived in was under mom's name so dad and Aaron had to move to the bad side of gotham. Where his dad later found a job in a night club, meaning he would never be home and when he was he would be drunk and with a girl.

This Led to Aaron hating his dad but it never stayed. Everytime he would see his dad coming back from his job (most of the time high) he would fall to his knee and start crying, the only word that would leave his mouth was "Im sorry, i ruined your life" over and over again until he passes out.

That always made Aaron's resolve to hate his date crumble. During this time he started to avoid his dad and would just stay in his room, since he felt that he was being a terrible song to his dad, because even after everything his dad did he's still his dad and is trying to improve their lives and how much he regret doing what he did.

Also i should mention that Aaron is his dad's will to live, like he bribed the judge out of desperation since the mom was also going to take away visiting permisdion or whatever divorced people do. So like if Aaron wasnt in his life he would have killed himself the day the divorce ended.

Okay so while Aaron is in his room, trying to avoid his dad and the girl he was seeing these past few weeks he overhears the lady propossing to his dad that they should elope and start all over again and stuff but this meant that he wluld have to leave Aaron behind, to which his Dad flat out refuses.

He said thing how he would kill himself if Aaron wasnt with him, how he needed to take responsibility for him and how Aaron was his will to live as well as the thing that kept him going in life.

And at that moment Aaron realised that no matter what his dad did he couldn't bring himself to hate him, so from then on he tries to improve his relationship with his dad.

Okay so it also turned out that the lady was in an abusive marriage aswell and that was why she proposed to elope.

And somehow the husband of the lady find out and goes ballistic and breaks into their house to catch them and kill them (he was on drugs).

Okay so while Dad and lady are making out, husband pulls up and confronts them, they have a screaming match before the husband takes out a gun and shoots them both.

At the same time Aaron returns home and finds the man looming over his Dad's body, the husband realises that Aaron was also there and shoots him.

Okay so while Aaron eyes flashes before his eyes, his vision rapidly blurring, a window panel pops up infront of him, asking if Aaron would like to play a game, and if he said yes it would let him live.

Aaron presses yes and then a warning pops up, saying that everytime he would revive, someone else at random would die, a soul for a soul to keep things balanced. Howver Aaron doesn't read the last part and just presses confirm and revives.

The Husband watches as Aaron gets up after getting shot in the chest, looking perfectly fine, his hair just slightly red.

The man as he was on drugs thought he was going crazy and shot Aaron over and over, Aaron kept reviving and taking a step towards the man, getting killed like 6 time while making his way to the man before gets scared and drops the gun in fear, thinking that aaron was a demon that was after him.

Aaron then picked up the gun the man dropped before shooting him in the heart. After that he just fell down onto the ground and broke down crying.

After the whole ordeal he was put back in with his mother. He never told anyone the truth abt what happened and his new abilities.

Just lied to people that the husband killed himself after killing both his dad and the lady since he was high.

Also chat he has like mission panels that help him out and stuff like when he was put with his mom he got a mission saying something like

[NEW MISSION]

{LIE TO MOM ABOUT THE EVENTS THAT HAPPENED}

<failure to complete the will cause the game to end>

something like the solo leveling system panel and other system manwha.

Thinking abt highschool era asswipe that had a wolf cut who was probably closeted pansexual teenager.

Okay, what if he was in the popular group in high school, but like most of his school was homophonicmeaning, so was his "friend" group.

and like his group, like bullied a boy who was rumored to be gay but like asswipe didn't bully him, but he didn't stop it either.

because he didn't want them to like think he was into men (he was) because he like stood up for a gay boy, so he just stood by as they bullied him.

Also going to make that aaron had multiple crushes on dudes, that were his friends drowing up but didn't say anything because he was scared

okay so maybe Aaron and the boy (I'll call him Michael) gets like paired together for a project and they like start meeting up for it

michael is distant at first but then slowly warms up to Aaron as the story progresses and they later start to fall for each other, but aaron like pushes his feelings to the bottom since he doenst want to get bullied and shit by his so called friends

okay so maybe one day while they have like HUUGGEEE tension they end up kissing and aaron comes out to Michael abt being pan

and like they secretly start dating

but liek at the same time Michael's bullying becomes worse since one of the guys from the grouped saw Michael all giddy and happy while texting on his phone and snatches it from him to read it and saw that he was texting his "secret" boyfriend

they didn't know it was Aaron, and like the bullying gets worse, aaron still doesn't do anything about it and michael is like excusing his behaviour because he knows how aaron struggles with his sexuality and stuff.

but one day he overhears one of the group member asking aaron why he was so buddy buddy with michael, and he's like trying to avoid the questions until one of them asks if he was also like a f slur like michael and aaron freezes up

and then he lies that he's not and that how he's only nice because he wants a good grade on the project and how michael is doing all the work for him

and ofcourse since he michael overhears it he assumed it was true and and caused a big fight between them when he confronted aaron abt it causing them to go on a break

Okay so during this era the bullying gets even more worse, with even michael's parent getting called in and they're like super strict catholics and homophobes and like his life just goes down in general

during this, he's just waiting for any sign of aaron defending him or anything, but it never happens since Aaron is like 1000× more scared than he ever was

and during this time michael starts to resent Aaron like crazy and like makes a plan to get back at him.

meanwhile Aaron's mom finds out abt his sexuality and is like super supportive and like basically nothing how aaron thought she was going to react. and he like decides to finally do the right thing and stick up for michael even if it means he would get bullied like crazy

so he gets a bouquet of flowers and decides to confess to michael in front of the class and make things right between them

But it was too late,

SINCE WHEN HE ENTERS THE CLASSROOM THAT MORNING WITH THE FLOWERS HE FIND EVERYONE HUDDLED AROUND THE THE CHALK BOARD WHERE

okay like tw ig

there was the messages between him and michael plus michael had edited Aaron's face on gay porn thing and printed them, sticking to the board with a suicide letter basically just blaming him for everything.

So like michael had killed himself.

Oh and then aaron gets bullied and it's like really bad.

oh, after he graduates, he cuts his long, luscious hair since the hair holds memories thing. and promises to never let himself fall in love with someone else since he thinks that he'll only make them suffer. and after that, he joins a pop band that was his safe space before he gets kicked out for not fitting their aesthetic.

Also what if asswipe had like mostly blue hair in highschool but after that incident he committed several times and always revived and fell into big depression and that why his hair is now mostly red with still a few blue and the only reason he stopped was because his mom caught him when he was going to try again.

Comment 😼😼 if you made it this far.

Powers lore will drop soon and stuff ig.

[olive-anne]

I took a little journey to the unknown

And I've come back changed, I can feel it in my bones

I fucked with forces that our eyes can't see

Now the darkness got a hold on me

Oh, the darkness got a hold on me...

(meet me in the woods – lord huron)

[quillaffinity]

bae plssss do a web weave for asaden🥺🥺

your akiangel and dazaatsu ones already made me feel sooo overwhelmed (in a good way ofc), i think i'd actually die happy with asaden

tis my only way to cope cuz i bet my ass fujimoto will never give them a happy ending

😭😭

your love like a star(fish)

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whose been waiting for who here? you are the heartbeat of my life

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Chainsaw Man is written and drawn by Fujimoto Tatsuki  

csm / leith ross, "we'll never have sex" / erik j. brown / hera lindsay bird / csm / hera lindsay bird / james baldwin / a.w. , "i was an island" / csm / richard siken / csm / ???

quill notes - i actually havent read this arc yet, so my apologies if its a lil clunky. im not the type to get flustered over spoilers, so this was actually kinda fun!

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

Why.

Before, it was about WHOLE CIVILISATIONS, but NOW it's about a small little island?

Do you SEE what you're doing?

THAT'S the type of shit that makes me not like England.

[nibbleline]

waaaaaaah... husband ;(

[thesquireinvictus]

A chapter epigraph in one of MacDonald’s novels introduced me to his poetry with these lines from ‘Dejection: An Ode' -

Ah! from the soul itself must issue forth A light, a glory, a fair luminous cloud Enveloping the Earth— And from the soul itself must there be sent A sweet and potent voice, of its own birth, Of all sweet sounds the life and element!

My imagination lit up. I thought, ‘Is the ‘glory’ here the same something I saw at the creek?’ I searched for Coleridge in library anthologies, found more, and read on, asking, ‘Him, too?’

[green-ame]

Farewells

[federer7]

Some Jolly Sicilian Boys. 1914

Photo: A.W. Cutler 

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[aaron-asswipe]

I need help beating minecraft

I keep dying in the Netherlands

someone, anyone, please help me

[bluesheep23]

Asswipe's love language is sharing, especially sharing food, so when he's next to someone he doesn't like he quietly scoots his plate away and then side eyes them

[olive-anne]

THE DEAL | dreams retold #1

a short retelling of a dream i had last night as a challenge and writing practice

date: 19/2/25 word count: 850 song: the waiting game (kalandra)

It wasn't my usual way of solving things. In fact, I would've never believed I'd come to such circumstance to even consider doing something so reckless and dangerous.

But here I was, standing face to face with a real demon. He wasn't even too upset about being summoned by a young, clueless girl. I guess he was up for trading.

"I need you to save my father."

That was all I saw and all I cared about. I couldn't let that fate happen to him.

The demon was playful if anything, smirking at me with mischief in his eyes. I entertained him.

I didn't quite know why, but he didn't scare me too much. His origin did. But he was not all that full of malice as I would've imagined.

He talked me over the rules. I agreed with them, after all, why not let a demon possess my body for a while?

I watched him as he took over my body in front of my friends, appreciating my agility and stamina. I was a winter sports champion and went from one contest to another. My legs didn't betray him when he ran, and he, in turn, didn't let my friends see his ink black eyes in place of mine.

Me and him became closer and not just in a sense of two souls stacked over each other.

I found myself lounging in his home because I was his responsibility now, wearing my favorite cardigan. When I thought of the deal, I held onto my last scraps of hope that it would turn out well for me. The same couldn't be said about him as he closed himself in his office behind large mahogany double doors and anxiously called this and that person over the phone. He was worried about me and my impending death that came with the deal.

I came to stand between the doors and lean against them, knowing very well he was hiding from me. The avoidance couldn't be explained by anything else but his care. He looked like the world's weight was strapped onto his back, and the heaviness left him no hope. Perhaps I should've panicked.

"We'll figure it out. Somehow," I tried to reassure him, watching him from between the doors.

Finally he let me step in, as he kept shutting me out and leaving me behind the closed doors earlier. Avoiding me like disease.

His body relaxed slightly, and his eyes softened as he watched me from behind the massive desk in the middle of the room. I have gotten through to him.

I walked in and he met me halfway. I couldn't quite control myself as I sought the comfort of his embrace and realised it only when his breath caught in his throat.

He leaned down, and I brushed my lips against his. And that was all we did for a few long moments; not quite a kiss, but our lips met intimately, and our body heat seeped into each other. It was soft and warm and inherently human – and yet otherwordly, crossing the gates of Hell from which my demon came.

And he held me, and he kissed me, and that was enough to keep me grounded.

On another day, I came to a small village. It was night, and all was lit by candles, small lights and lanterns, and the busy, crowded street couldn't feel cozier. A woman from the market chatted with me with a wide smile and street comedians sang about me.

I continued to the farthest end where my demon's house was, one that the council would settle in.

I believed all would end well, maybe because of the newfound love or the music and chatter on the cobbled street that brought me a sense of home.

But when I was inside, and the council arrived, I listened with growing nervosity.

The matter wasn't if I would die, but how soon.

At last, they decided for their tradition of picking the outcome in a rather random, chancy way. And the final verdict? Two years.

Two years.

When I first caught the number being spoken with a sense of finality, for the first time I got scared. I didn't want to die.

I could see visions of myself in my mind, of my pale cold body floating on top of water like drowned Ophelia, hair spread around over the ripples of water. My eyes, dark and piercing, blinking at dark, lonely woods surrounding the lake (or was it a river?).

My life essence transforming into something that shouldn't be alive at all. The afterlife.

The demon feigned indifference, but I knew it cracked him open inside, the pain desensitizing all the fears he had, turning them stone cold.

All of a sudden, two years felt like two weeks.

Later, when we were alone again, I found him lying down contemplating. I just lay down on top of him, nuzzling his neck for warmth.

Secretly, I thought about what would happen after my death, when my pink cheeks turn white and my heart stops beating even when he pulls me close.

Would he visit me in the afterlife or entirely forget about me?

[papillon-de-mai]

“We are forlorn like children, and experienced like old men, we are crude and sorrowful and superficial—I believe we are lost.”

— Erich Maria Remarque, from "All Quiet on the Western Front" (translated by A. W. Wheen)

[carry-on-my-wayward-meg]

Stole my Sun, gave it to my enemy, betrayed me, stole my 11:11, and dumped me.