#A Flurry of Emotions
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Day 50
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#i deadass almost forgot abt it twice on day 50 im used to llooking in the same spot but it wasnt there anymore because it MOVED#i was genuinely stunned and was just saying 'oh.' or 'wow.' or the variants of out of words to describe what im feeling#that and the occasional yelp of surprise#so i deadass forgot about the train in the flurry of emotions . until i heard it SCREAMIMG and i had also yelled at that moment#i had put my head in my hands for a solid few seconds as i jusr kept hearing that fuckass train in c comand 1 go COOOCHGOHDHOGIHAB#before i actually functioned again and probably over shielded all agents i could near the possible path#i didnt qant ANY of them to die !!! on day 50 too!!! come on man its basically a free day#other thing was that i let Ryn have the last work. was going to be vincent with mosb but we were a few enerfy short#uhmm. say it as a sorry for letting your wife (girlfriend) die ryn. sorry ryn .... you get to have the final fuck ass abno work of the day#x lobcorp#its mostly my thoughts than trhing to be in chafacter. tis not in character. i just needed a pad for some comedic timing#/<QUEUE>/
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Post canon Falin thoughts
Do you think Falin has trauma about dying?
Chilchuck has a grudge against Mimics for killing him so many times, Marcille is wary of slimes, Laios wanted to defeat the armors that defeated him.
Sometimes outfits that squeeze tight around the middle feel too much like the bite of dragons teeth. Hot humidity is too much like the inside of a mouth, of a stomach.
But that was only one death. Another was outside the mad mage's house.
She can't eat curry anymore without feeling sick. Laios and Marcille make some excuse to the kitchens when she takes one bite and has to leave the table, and the kitchens don't serve curry anymore. Falin doesn't drink alcohol anymore, the hazy sleepy buzz leaving her disoriented and panicky.
Marcille sneaks up behind her one day and covers her eyes, a playful game of guess who. Falin spends the next half hour apologizing for the deep scratches in Marcille's arms, even after they've been magically healed, unable to fully explain the desperate fighting response that had come over her.
Laios is playing with his napkin after a meal as he talks. Falin loves her brother's fidgets, his active hands, but when they pull the fabric taut she has some cold wave of dread and it's suddenly very hard to breathe.
It's not always. It's not everything. She lives a full life, a happy life, with her brother and her friends. That death happened when she was mostly dragon, and the dragon is mostly gone now. But part of her remembers.
#dungeon meshi#falin touden#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi post canon#she's been through so much she's gonna have to carry that weight with her#also it having been Laios to do it has to be a wild flurry of emotions#these siblings love each other so much
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another fun round of expressions from the Abisalli Emotion Challenge, i didn't expect to like drawing Grogar so much!
Flurry Heart took me a surprising amount of time, and not just because of the way i do gradients in this style, for some reason the baby face was a bit of a challenge for me
#mlp#my little pony#abisalli emotion challenge#my art#mlp fanart#mlp flam#mlp grogar#mlp silver spoon#mlp flurry heart#mlp tempest shadow#mlp tempest#i actually dont have much else to say in the tags this time#the rest of the drawings are good! i like them#but no other interesting observations from me today#oh well
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im so so invested in this actually oh my gosh was the guide their father figure/guardian? ascended by unknown means but tethered to this plane by his love for his children and now spending his time providing them as much aid as he can in his current form.. do flurry and fennel see him? do they catch glimpses of gold or brown stripes in the corner of their eye and turn to see nothing but leaves blowing in the wind? do they lie together in their nest and feel the warmth of another comforting presence among them, but open their eyes to nothing but themselves and the stars looking down from above? perhaps this hurts the guide, hurts him so much seeing his daughters struggle while he himself is being torn between mortality and the world beyond and lucky to ever reach a paw into their realm? do the sisters smell him on the gifts he leaves behind? does he hear them shiver at night?
my voice repeats what you all say: i love you, i love you, i love you
#rain world#this gets the maintag ok#rw voidlands#rwvl ask#rwvl the guide#rwvl gale#rwvl flurry#rwvl fennel#BTW WHEAT. THIS MADE ME SO INCREDIBLY EMOTIONAL OVER MY OWN OCS#YOUR WORDS YOUR MIND...............#i love guide one of my favorite voidlands characters
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a little hurt/comfort. angsty at first.
sadness.
it slowly seeps, at first. from your heart—always from that fragile spot beneath your breast—too soft to do any good. blue bleeds until it settles in your bones, clouds your mind, wearies your soul. until it wholly consumes.
it’s painful to watch. it doesn’t matter how many times he sees you crumble into dust; each and every instance is no less devastating than the last.
“it’s just one of those days,” you said in the morning, eyes devoid of the brightness that should have accompanied your smile. he knew something was wrong. but he can’t force you to share your burdens.
now, he is witnessing the life leave your body.
you close and curl in on yourself, shrinking, wishing to disappear before him. as if he would let you.
the warmth of his skin against yours makes your eyes sting. he can’t see the tears that sparkle as they wet his shirt—your face is buried in the soft fabric, fingers gripping the garment like a lifeline.
words of comfort light as air leave his lips, but most don’t reach your burning ears. the sentiment is what counts. and the hand that soothes up and down your back is all you can really focus on, anyway.
he never tells you to stop crying. he lets you have your way, shifting to pull you into his lap, palm moving up to smooth over your hair. his chest is damp with your sadness, aches in tune with your own.
how long you stay like that doesn’t matter; it always ends the same. you come up for air, face a mess (your words, not his). your gaze is puffy and your voice is thick as you whisper, “sorry.”
“don’t apologize,” is his reply, kisses dotted on your eyelids and cheeks and nose for good measure.
sadness comes and goes. but the two of you always remain.
#ummmm i wrote this in a flurry of emotion#sorry idk what else to say#depression is a bitch#insert your fave#hurt/comfort#tw angst#cw angst#༄ kae writes
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#greatest songs of all time#i have such a complex emotional reaction to this song#i firstly think that in a way its haunted and it echoes the sounds of souls either lost or gone reminding you that your time will come#its also impossibly cacophonous in the way it exudes hopelessness futility and in a way depression#there is a loneliness to the song#perhaps its the very simple synths weaving in and out of the chorus and the arpeggios and the vocal harmonies#as a metaphor of a soul is observing life but never experiencing it#it just echoes the impossibility of being an outsider i guess#even though the synth doesn't exude a feeling of sadness or depression or anything negative#there is this unmistakable pain to it#suffering rather#maybe even anguish#i dont know all i know is it perfectly captures the suffocating flurry of emotions i go through every time i want to commit suicide#vatican shadow#dominick fernow#hospital productions#ambient techno
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some of y'all have grown so comfortable with being emotionally manipulative it hurts.
no, threatening someone with, or god save, attempting to commit suicide over a disagreement is extremely fucking toxic and may cause permanent trauma to the other person.
like just don't do that?
and friends, if someone does this to you, OK , honestly even advised, to leave (Once they're out of harm's way of course). we mustn't put our mental health in jeopardy, this is not your fault.
#TW Suicide Mention#seen a post bout polyamory#and ppl threatening murder suicide#ok i get some ppl are really ungood with their emotions but if like#half of yall#comfortably#state that you'd try murder suicide or murder a man#over a mere suggestion/question/offer#That's definitely not okay?#Like if this happens in a flurry of emotions after a heated argument with seemingly no compromise its different than someone saying#lol if someone suggested polyamory murder suicide#thats not even#no you don't love this person you are OBSESSED#you don't want what's best for them#you are using them#Like i hate to put it this way#But someone else cannot “fix you”#if ur monogamous and ur partner suggest polyamory like a question then u can decline and maybe u can compromise#if ur partner insists - it'd make them complete - and no compromise cannot be reached like u dont feel comf with it#then i'm sorry to say but you're not good for eachother#and it's best to just end that relationship
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Ive finished the game
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Me BSing hcs like: The fact that Kae is not only able to create a shield when he is dangerously low HP but also the fact that he is able to regenerate HP when he hits opponents with Frostgnaw is definitely due to him receiving his Vision when Diluc had tried to kill him in their Confrontation...but could it be possible that his familial ties to the Abyss Order could have influenced that HP drain of his-
#//And that's without mentioning the fact that Glacial Waltz's duration increases FOR EVERY OPPONENT DEFEATED#//Between that and his lil teleporting trick like an Abyss mage's (minus the flurries of ice); I have SO many thinkings#//Deffo love the abilities of his being an amalgam of Vision based and Abyssal energy imbued#//Deffo love that fact meaning it hurts a bit to use his Vision at all; esp with the teleporting being such a Staple to his combat style#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Sidetracking a bit; but I also like to think that even after the Abyss is defeated/beaten back enough to not be such a threat; he'd still#keep his abilities from it/some connection to it. Bc he's so used to it being such a big PART of his fighting style/assets to use in a pinc#//But also bc keeping that connection means it'd help him keep track of any remnants of the Order far easier#//He could track them down with far more ease; sense if they are growing stronger; get intel from Domains/abyssal traces#//Of course being very mindful to keep it a secret & trying to not involve his loved ones/fellow knights of it all#//But he very much is careful esp bc of risks of him being corrupted by it; keeping a keen eye on his mental/physical/emotional states#//Deffo has plans to leave Mond and/or end his own life if he starts seeing the Abyssal corruption affecting him irreversibly#suicide mention tw#//Kind of but also kind of not; considering some of the ways how he'd go abt it#//Knows it'd be harder to the further it goes; so he has particular criteria he keeps tracks of to ensure if they come to pass#//he; in a clearer state of mind; would either 1) use his Vision to try & purge the energy out of himself (extremely painful; COULD kill#if the corruption runs deep enough & save him the trouble) or 2) use the aggressiveness of the corruption to provoke someone (esp Luc)#into taking care of him &thus ending the problem all together. Bc he KNOWS he's strong; only a handful of beings could actually kill him#//& actually be WILLING to; without hesitation. Luc comes to mind first bc of their Confrontation. But also bc Kae'd be happy w him being#the last person he ever sees. Thinks it'd be comforting more than anyone else. Esp since a lover would just break his heart to see them#//Worst case scenario is him falling to the corruption & sb breaking it out of him in the moment#//Bc the Instant he realizes what's happening; esp if they are crying and/or angered at him; he WILL fatally wound himself#//And make SURE it's not something he can come back from; save by a miracle (or 'curse' as he'd see it)#//Probably making an icicle and slitting his own throat; if not jamming the thing into his heart#//he won't hesitate; wont offer explanations; final words or apologies; he cant risk that moment of clarity being too short for it#//he HAS to make sure he can't hurt anyone any further; no matter what it means for him#//Which is partly why he'd be so keen to make sure it's not found out; bc he KNOWS he can be talked out of keeping those abilities#//Or worse; he'd fight them on it; and thus make for a fucken MESS in the aftermath if he's been too far along in the corruption#//But he KNOWS that even with the risks; the powers are a VALUABLE asset to him; &thus desperately wants to keep them#//'sidetracking a bit'; I said. Proceed to write a wHOLE FUCKEN NEW HC IN TAGS; I did; kjfbgkftg. Whoops lmao
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(TOTK SPOILERS including and especially in the tags)
I had a thought just in passing, about the whole "Link is a blank-slate protagonist" so the players could self-insert into him.
The whole Ganondorf final boss fight was great on so many aspects, and I just thought about how hilarious it would be that Ganondorf, expecting a serious, grim-faced knight, would instead face a very excited, madly grinning Link.
Like, I've watched the reaction of many players, and lots of them were just so pumped up because they had been waiting, and wanting a good, epic final fight so badly.
I just find it funny if the whole "Finally ! A worthy opponent ! Our battle will be legendary !" came from Link.
Or maybe we'll just have an enthusiastic, screeching Link.
#the legend of zelda#totk spoilers#tears of the kingdom#so many incredible moments during the fight#the flurry rush#the HEALTH BAR#he looks so cool also#side note but i does mean that some Links were quite emotional for some reason fighting Colgera haha#totk#totk link#totk ganondorf
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Oh hey while mlp is still trending- Check it out I posted more of my poetry :D!! It's about an adult Flurry Heart this time :3
#Headcannoned to hell as always and feel free to give me pointers on this!!#Idk how clear I was about what was going on in this since it's a bit different from what I normally write#Less focused on emotion as I try to write from a perspective who struggles to understand who they're speaking about#flurry heart#my little pony#mlp#poetry#my fic
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okay i'm about to ramble about the song Right Where It Belongs. the beginning of the song feels so,,,, empty. like you're definitely missing something that you think would make everything better. the music just feels so lacking something. but towards the end of the song it starts to feel so full and YET it still feels like something's missing. it's that emotion of what you thought would help you not doing that at all.
the lyrics kind of reflect this as well (or at least, i interpret it to). the idea of having this idea in your head that you have this thing, you need this thing, to kinda fill your life and give you this kind of fulfilment maybe. the idea of making a choice between staying in this deluded idea that yes, your beliefs are real. you DO need all this to fill yourself up you just need to find it. or realising that this isn't what you need and that this isn't going to help you at all. you're still empty. you're still missing something. you're not really happy and this isn't really what you want.
the music helps the vibe and emotions SO well too. it starts out soft, softer than the other songs so far. there's that effect on trent's voice that makes him feel so far away. so quiet and small and hopeless. there's also that significant lack of a bass in the back, lack of percussion too which is rare to be missing from an nin song. all you have is this high pitched, hollow sounding piano with the synths to accompany it (but even the synths feel bare). there's something missing from the music. it's emptier than usual. it feels almost incomplete. and then the instrumentals slowly and gradually get slightly louder. trying to fill in that space missing from the lack bass and drums but it doesn't work. and THEN the bass is added. a simple plucking of notes. it's not soft either, it's definitely there. but the music still feels bare.
then the effect on trent's voice is turned off. everything is louder. the addition of cheering in the back too. but it STILL feels so empty. it's just gradually attempting to fill that silence and emptiness with more noise but it doesn't do that. it doesn't work. it's still empty. it's still missing something.
the music sets up the emotion so well and it blends so well with the lyrics that it's just so. wow. you're left feeling that exact same way as you listen to the song.
tl;dr i love this song so much and the lyrics and music work so well together please give it a listen!!
#also i think the fact that trent is singing much gentler in this one adds to that#like i there's obviously a different mood set when he's in that desperate screaling kind of singing vs when he's kinda crooning maybe#but yk it's VERY obvious how the way he sings sets the mood in this song i think.#but then again i'm just a teenager and i don't really know anything and#i wrote this in a flurry of emotions#so all of this could be absolute bullshit and not what was intended by the song#but it sure as hell made me feel this way'#vex rambles#nin again#long post#<- in case
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it’s interesting because i think most of my favorite works are my least “popular” performance wise. what resonates with me as a writer is generally not smut; i like to lean into atmosphere and psychology. my fics are really more vignettes than anything else. i enjoy writing character studies and tension and emotions, but either i don’t communicate those things properly in my writing, or people would rather get to the good stuff (whatever that means for them). anyway, it can be disheartening, but i also have to remember that i’m here to write for myself at the end of the day. becuase otherwise i’m chasing popularity—which is ephemeral—instead of fulfillment. my favorite works can stay cult classics… only the coolest people know about them, anyway.
#zoro fic didn’t really seem to hit which initially made me sad bc i wrote it in a flurry of emotion but i wrote it for me and that’s really#all that matters. i could write about more popular characters or sex all the time but then it would be robotic. and writing shouldn’t#be robotic—it’s an art form!#i even almost made it one of those ‘fill in your face’ things but i was thinking about zoro so i wrote about him in it bc i want to be#authentic. the fear of flopping shan’t stop me… i finally wrote in earnest for the first time in a week and that makes me happy
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tragic: a character u like is happy because of a character u hate
#i actually dont hate cirrus#i think theyre both very interesting characters#but i cant describe the flurry of emotions i felt looking at these panels LMAO#ig i should get used to it now in this kinda story#lost in the cloud#vinnie talks
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