#82+ times and i still don't know how to draw his hair....

[krotiation]

Decided to count how many times I've drawn each borderlands character. I think rhys is winning

[wandafiction]

Massage And Important Conversations - Just Us Chapter 81

Warnings: Talks Of Safe Sex Practice and Kinks, Brief Mentions of Non Con.

Word Count: 4907

Series List | Chapter 80 | Chapter 82

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I'm once again woken up by the light that is seeping through the open curtain, neither of us having closed them yesterday, smiling when I feel the weight on top of me shuffle a little. Looking at the bedside clock and seeing it read 7.27am I decide to get myself up, because I probably won't be able to go back to sleep now anyway. 

I shuffle out from underneath Wanda replacing myself with a pillow and placing a cushion between her legs. I freeze when she mumbles something, her lips slapping together, hoping I've not woken her. When she settles back down I creep over to the window, closing the blackout curtains and plunging the room into darkness. I turn on the small lamp on the chest of drawers adjusting the brightness to the lowest setting.

It's giving out enough light so I can search my draws for clothes but not enough to wake up sleeping beauty. I slip on some underwear, sweatpants and a hoodie before grabbing a piece of paper to leave Wanda a note. 

Morning Princess,

Sorry for not staying in bed with you but I needed to sort the washing out, and make sure everything is cleaned properly. We are off to Banff today, if you feel up to it. It's a 30 minute drive and we can grab some food and have a small walk around. We don't have to stay there the whole day, it is only a small little town. 

Anyway, once you wake up just message me and I will bring you up some pancakes and coffee. 

Love you 

Xxx

I place the note next to her on the pillow so it's the first thing she sees when she wakes up, before I make my way downstairs to sort everything out. I walk into the living room grabbing my airpods out of my bag, connecting them to my phone and finding something to listen to on Spotify. I find one called Spring Cleaning 🌼🌺 and the music choice I know for sure is going to distract me from my task.

Oh well. Hitting play the first song that starts playing is Stupid Love by Lady Gaga and I start dancing my way to the utility room. I grab the washing line that's one end of the room and slide my feet along the floor in time to the music to the other. When we designed this place we made sure there was enough room to hang stuff up inside because we did not want it to freeze outside. I tie off the line on the other end of the room, spinning around and swaying my way over to the washing machine before dropping down to open the door. 

Because they are high thread count sheets I don't risk putting them in the tumble dryer so they go straight on the line, making sure they aren't folded over themselves so they can dry properly. I grab the tie and cloth, walking back upstairs and sneaking into our room once again. My eyes stay trained on Wanda as I shuffle to the bathroom hanging them up on the towel radiator. 

I walk back out walking over to my sleeping princess, leaving a small kiss on her forehead causing her to smile in her sleep. I stroke some hair out of her face admiring her for the moment, my eyes trailing down her bare back to where the sheets pool at her hips. She is tightly holding onto the pillow that replaced my body and the cushion is gently resting between her legs still. I leave a small kiss on her back before moving to leave but a grip on my hand stops me.

"Stay." She tugs on my hand lightly, her voice full of rasp, and I move back crouching down next to the bed to be level with her eye line.

"Hi princess." Her right hand still has a hold of mine so I bring my left hand up to cup her cheeks. 

Her eyes flutter open, causing me to gently bite the corner of my lip at how they sparkle in the dim light from the lamp I forgot to turn off earlier. Her thumb starts tracing my knuckles as we just look at each other, silence engulfing the room around us. After a moment I lean forward pressing our lips together in a small kiss that is easily reciprocated by Wanda. I pull apart licking at my dry lips, Wanda's eyes darting to watch the movement with a soft smile on her face before they move to look back at mine. I hear music playing still, realising I still have my airpods in. I turn the music off and put them on the bedside table.

"How are you feeling this morning princess?" 

"Sore." I huff out a laugh, my thumb continuously drawing circles on her cheeks.

"Thank you for letting me know, but that's not really what I meant. I mean how are you feeling after last night emotionally wise. I know you agreed with everything in the moment, but how do you feel about it now?" 

"It was new, it was wild and it was really adventurous. I really like discovering new things about me with you. You make me feel so safe and so secure." Her eyes search mine for a second before she continues. "I'm not going to lie, I was a little nervous, not like scared nervous. Just trying new things nervous, I don't know if that makes sense. Everything you did to me last night set off a fire within me I didn't even know I had, set off desires I didn't even know I wanted. You gave me the things that I didn't know I needed. So I would like to keep discovering these things with you, if you're up for some adventure." 

"I'm always up for some adventure princess. I'm glad you're okay, it wouldn't have been a bad thing to tell me you got lost in the moment and now you think about it it's not for you. But if you want us to keep trying different things, figure out what makes you...tick...well enjoy the ride. But I think maybe we also need to make a few lists."

"A few lists?" I give her a small nod as I climb onto the bed, my knees hurting from being crouched so long. 

I remove the pillow from beneath Wanda pulling her body back onto mine, her hands instantly slide underneath my hoodie to get to my skin. Her fingers on one hand trace along my abs while her other hand rests under the small of my back. I pull at the cushion slightly raising my eyebrow in silent question. Wanda lifts her hips allowing me to remove the cushion and she places her left leg on top of me while the other remains on the bed.

"Yeah. A few lists. So the first one would be what you know you like, so any positions or kinks that you know you want to do. The next one will be stuff you know you definitely don't want to try or even be considered. And then the third one will be things you want to try but are neither a yes or no until we get to the point of trying." 

"Will you make a list too?" 

"I can. But I will take a look at yours first and we can talk about it, discuss the ideas and then I can just add my stuff onto yours if that makes sense."

"Mhmm. Perfect sense. So last night is definitely going on the yes list."

"Oh yeah?"

"Fuck yeah."

"Okay princess. So you said you were sore?" She nods her head against my chest. "Would you like a massage? I have some oil and that pain relief cream."

"Please." 

"Of course princess. You just stay there, be your perfect little self. I'm just going to grab the stuff from the bathroom. I'll be right back."

"Okay. I love you. Thank you for looking after me."

"I will always look after you. Love you too." I peck her lips before slipping back out from underneath her, putting the cushion back between her legs.

I grab the lotion and cream and make my way back into the room, turning to the bedroom to lock it. Even though we aren't doing anything sexual I still don't want them walking in on a very naked Wanda while I give her a massage. I place the stuff next to her on the, and she turns her head to look back at me with a fuzzy smile on her face.

"What hurts the most?"

"I would say my legs, but I don't think I can feel them." She laughs out while I start to climb on the bed behind her.

"Okay, well I will start with your back just to help you relax then make my way down to your legs because I'm sure once I start working on them you will be able to feel them for sure."

"Mkay. Also the note was cute."

"Ahh so you read it." I shuffle up so my legs are stradling either side of Wanda's waist but not putting any of my body weight on her, not wanting to cause any pain. "I didn't know you woke up."

"Yeah, I woke up when you swapped yourself out for a pillow thinking I wouldn't notice." She huffs out a laugh and I put a little massage oil in my hand rubbing them together to warm it up. "But the cushion was greatly appreciated."

"Only the best for my princess." I shuffle up slowly, placing myself on her bum. "Is this okay?" 

"Yeah, I still have the cushion underneath so you're fine."

"Okay just let me know if I need to get off at any point."

"I will." 

I lean down, placing my hands in the space between her shoulders and neck. I slowly and gently start rubbing my thumbs over the skin, only putting a tiny bit of pressure on the area, just above her shoulder blades. My fingers push and pull gently at the skin above her collar bones in time with the movement of my thumbs. Seeing no bad reaction from Wanda I push my thumbs in deeper feeling the tense muscle below it slowly easing up. The moan that leaves Wanda's lips makes me smirk and she stuffs her face into the pillow to try and muffle them as I continue. 

I move my hands outwards so my thumbs and fingers start rolling over her shoulders before keeping the movement going as I move all the way to her neck. My thumbs go to the base of her neck at the back, and I push them into the muscles and I swipe my thumbs up and down alongside the top of her spine. My fingers roll and pull the skin and muscle in the crook of her neck before slowly moving up to join my thumbs where I start kneading at the skin at the base of her neck.

Wanda's body sinks into the bed more as my hands move down her neck and follow the outline of her shoulders blades as I put some pressure on her back using my thumbs, my fingers closed into a fist allowing my knuckles to gently push against the skin. I put both my hands on her right shoulder blade and allow my thumbs to rub gently along the outline feeling for any tension and when I find some I apply pressure rolling my thumbs around the area. 

"Can you fold your arms up so your head is resting on your hands for me Princess?" She doesn't say anything but moves her arms up a little before bending her elbows so she can rest her head on the back of her hands.

 "This might be a little painful because it's a bit more deep tissue here. Just try not to run away from my hand. It will feel so much better once I get this done okay?"

"I trust you." I lean down kissing her bare shoulder, resting my cheek against it to look at her as she tilts her head to look at me.

"I know you do, but when I say it's going to hurt it's going to hurt. Especially when I get to the knots I know are there." 

"Mkay, can you distract me from the pain somehow?" I hum as I sit back up rubbing more oil on my hands before putting them on her now defined shoulder blade where I have more access to the muscle around it due to it being lifted up slightly.

"What about, we start going through the list? I will ask you a question and you just say yes or no."

"Sounds good." I start to apply pressure to quite a big knot I can feel, seeing her face scrunch up as I do so.

"You got to breathe for me Princess, nice slow breathes in and out."

"Mhmm." She lets out the breath she was holding and I roll my thumb against the knot causing her to hiss in pain.

"You okay, you want me to keep going?" 

"Mhmm. Keep going. Ask me a question." I keep my thumb rolling in tight circles, keeping an eye on Wanda's breathing and reactions.

"Okay so we have sort of established this from last night but I still need to ask. Yes or no to a gag?" 

"Yes…" She takes a sharp breath when the knot releases and the tension from that area diminishes and I move my thumb down to the next one. 

"Okay so the use of the silk tie as a gag. Yes or no?"

"Yeah." She breathes a sigh of relief when the final knot by her right shoulder blade relaxes and I move to her left blade.

"What about a gag that is tied around your head, you know, secured on."

"No, I like to know that if I need to I can remove it quickly."

"Okay so we stay with the tie?"

"Yeah."

"Okay so we know that blindfold and handcuffs is a Yes, correct?"

"Corr..ow." She whines when I start to massage on her other shoulder blades, her muscles tensing under the pressure.

"Breath for me and relax." She takes a few breaths as she allows her body to sink back into the bed. "That's it, I'm going to start again now Okay."

"Okay. And yes to blindfold and cuffs."

"Okay. So what about all 3 at the same time?" 

"I think so."

"Should we put that on the maybe list and come back to it?" 

"Yeah."

"Okay, next question." Once I feel the last knot remove from her back I start gently rubbing my hands and some oil all over applying light pressure with the heel of my hands as they move up and down her back. 

"Go ahead."

"So we have discovered you have a praise kink." I smirk as Wanda blushes hiding her face into the pillow. "What about degradation?" 

"Like what?" I continue my gentle pressure on her back as I move my hands up from the base of her back up to her neck next to her spine.

"So instead of calling you a good girl or something it's the opposite and sometimes involves the words slut and whore. Well not just those but you get the jist. So degrading terms instead of praise."

"Mmm no. Big turn off."

"Okay so straight on the no list." 

"Is that okay?" I stop my movements at her question leaning down so my cheek rests on her shoulder again.

"This isn't about if I'm okay with you saying no Wanda this is about making sure I don't cross a line before, during or after sex. I want to make sure I don't make you uncomfortable, hurt or scare you with anything we do."

"You would never hurt or scare me."

"Not on purpose but without these conversations we can't set those clear boundaries that we need. We should have probably had this conversation before the first time I tied you up, but we just always seemed to get lost in the moment. So if you say no. Then it's a no. Someone very smart once said no is a full sentence, and I live by that."

"Who said that?"

"Some actress or something." 

"Okay now can you get back to the massage I was enjoying it." I huff out a small laugh as I kiss her cheek sitting back up and start gently pinching her skin between my thumb and finger making sure it relaxes and is not painful.

"Next question. So you like the strap, yes?"

"Mhmm, I love that thing." I press a kiss to her spine as I slowly move my hands down to the base.

I shuffle down the bed, moving to sit next to her legs instead of on them. I move all the way down to her feet, putting some more oil in her hand before grabbing her left foot. I gently lift it off the bed, her knee bending as her thigh stays on the bed. I move myself so I'm sitting on my calfs and her foot can rest in my lap. I wrap both hands around her foot, my fingers resting on the top while my thumbs gently press into the bottom and start working their magic once more. 

"From what I've seen you like the teasing and foreplay, yeah?"

"Yeah. I know it sounds weird but I really like being riled up and then you doing what you do best with your amazing hands. Like you did yesterday."

"Okay so that's another yes. Choking yes or no?"

"Yes, and you should know because you have done it plenty of times."

"I know I still wanted to make sure." 

I move my hands from her foot up to her calf where I start pushing my thumbs into the tense muscle, slowly pushing her leg upwards, bending it at the knee so it comes to rest against my chest. I change the way my hands are having my eight fingers digging into her calf as I push and pull at her muscle. Her satisfied moan leaves her lips.

"So you like choking. What about if I was to slap you? You know like hit that cute little butt of yours."

"Maybe."

"Okay. I'm moving my hands to your thigh. This is probably going to hurt a bit so I will stop with the questions so you can concentrate on breathing for me."

"Okay." 

I move to the side of her leg gently placing it back down on the bed as I place my hands at the top of her thigh and at the bottom of her thigh. My thumbs resting on the outside while I spread my fingers to rest on the inside. I apply light pressure and hear her take in a sharp breath. 

"You okay." She nods against her pillow. "Breathe for me Princess. In and out, nice deep breaths for me." 

"Oww." She whines into her pillow as she pushes her face more into it as she scrunches.

"I know princess. Do you want me to keep going?" 

"Yeah. You're just going to have to do it and deal with my whining."

"Okay, but tell me to stop and I will." 

"Okay, you can start again."

I start applying pressure with my thumbs slowly dragging them in circles as my fingers push into her muscles and her back arches slightly trying to run away from my hands. Her grip on her pillow turns her knuckles white as she tries to keep her breathing nice and even every now and again hissing in pain. 

I move my hands after a few minutes. Lining my thumbs up with the middle of her thigh at the top, my fingers on either side. I slowly squish her thigh between my hands and drag them down to her knee before changing direction and pushing them all the way back to the top. I do this a few times, small whines and 'ows' leaving Wanda's mouth as I do so.

Once I'm done I slowly take my hands away and climb off the bed so I can do the same with her other leg, once again rubbing my hand with the oil before starting at her feet.

"How are you doing princess?" 

"It hurts but it's more relief than anything. Once you put the cream on I think I should be able to walk." 

"I hope so, we still have to go to Banff today."

"Fuck off. What's the time?" We both laugh at her profanity as I turn to look at the clock.

"9.55am. So plenty of time for you to recuperate and recover."

"Perfect. Okay since you're doing my foot you can ask more questions."

"Okay so we've tied your hands together, what about your feet." 

"Uhm, put that on the to try list. I'm not sure about not being able to move but it also excites me at the same time."

"Okay, so that's a maybe. So what are our safe signals again?"

"Red and three taps means stop."

"Okay, so let's add yellow in there which means slow down and green which means continue. So if you are completely bound I can ask you for a color and you can let me know."

"What about if I'm gagged too?" 

"I will remove the gag to ask you. I will buy a smaller tie so it doesn't take up your whole mouth and you can easily speak around it as well."

"Okay. So like thinner material or not rolled up so many times."

"Exactly. We need to make sure we communicate with each other if we do stuff like we did last night. Of course during the less kinky stuff safe words and being comfortable are still important but you won't be tied or gagged, so it's easier to get someone to stop."

"Okay. So what your saying is we need to go to a sex shop together?"

"If that's what you want."

"We can do it at some point back in New York, I've never actually been in one for anything other than lingerie."

"Well it will be good to see what catches your eye in that place." I move my hands down to her calves, looking at her to see her already caring eyes staring back. 

"Okay so you like the teasing and the foreplay. What about vibrating underwear?" 

"Is it exactly like it sounds?"

"It is. You wear it, I control it." 

"Yes." 

"Okay back to the bedroom. Hair pulling?" 

"Maybe." 

"Spitting?"

"No." 

"Okay what about the use of a vibrator?" 

"As in, you watch me or you use it on me?"

"Let's say both."

"Yes and will need to try it. I feel like if you're watching it's more arousing than if you're on top of me using it, but I would like to try."

"Okay last one because I'm moving down to your thigh again. Is there anything that is a big no from you that jumps to the front of your mind?"

"There is actually." She stops what she is saying to look at me, her eyes searching mine for something, so I place her leg back down and make my way to where her head is, bending down so we are level.

"Go ahead princess. It is important that I know these things." 

"I, uhm...it's." I see tears begin to well up in her eyes and my brows scrunch in concern as I bring my hand up to cup her cheek and wipe a few away.

"It's okay Wanda. This is a safe space. Whatever you say in this room stays between us." 

"No is a full sentence, that's what you said."

"No is a full sentence. What's going on to make you upset?" She shrugs her shoulders as she inhales a shaky breath, turning her body around and moving it up so she is sitting against the headboard looking down at me. I lay a hand on her thigh gently rubbing it making sure to not apply any pressure on the sore muscle.

"I don't want to upset you because it's something that uhm...it's something."

"It's something that you and Vision used to do?" She nods her head, her bottom lip quivering and I move to sit on the bed with both my hands cupping her face. "You can tell me Wanda, I'm not going to get mad at you for talking about past sexual experiences especially if it has allowed you to figure out things that you do and don't like."

"You're not going to get mad?"

"Wanda, baby, my beautiful princess. I am not even going to get close to mad. It's the most important thing to me that you are comfortable and happy with what we do in and out of the bedroom and if you have learnt from past experiences that's okay. You learn these things with different people, I want to make sure I don't cross the line when it comes to you feeling safe. So what did you and Vision used to do that you've realised is something you don't like."

"He used to keep going." I press my lips together stopping myself from saying anything, as her eyes become glassy. "He always used to say come on just one more. And I know that that's what some people are into, but I always just felt like I had to give him it because he was my husband. I just hated it so much sometimes that I would cry afterwards. I would be too sensitive and sore and he would keep going because he was getting close and who was I to deny him that."

"Okay. So you are right some people do enjoy the over stimulation but that's why we have the colors and the three taps thing. Most people avoid using words like 'no, stop and don't' because they are used playfully. So that's why we've set clear and easy safe words. So I will never, never, keep going if you don't want to. You just say red or tap me 3 times and it all stops. You are in no way obliged to keep going just because someone is getting close to their high because that creates a feeling of an unsafe environment. Don't ever think that just because you love someone you have to give in to them, because if you have said no or stop and they keep going it is no longer safe sex. It becomes abusive Wanda, and I know you don't want to hear that but it is true Wanda. If you Told Vision to stop, and it wasn't part of your playfulness, and he didn't then that's abuse. If you tell me to stop, if we've not discussed beforehand that it's something you are going to say in a playful way, then I stop. I will never be mad at you for wanting to stop. You know what you do and don't want and it's important to me that I don't cross any lines or boundaries that make you uncomfortable." 

"I mean sometimes the pain was pleasurable but other times I just wanted him to get off me and give me a break. I never thought it was anything else but him just wanting to keep going. I think because he was my husband I just thought it was him showing his love or something crazy like that. But you have shown me a completely different side of love, and it's truly amazing to see what it's meant to be like instead of what I thought it was." I smile softly at her gently rubbing my thumbs along her cheekbones.

"And that's more than okay. So over stimulation isn't for you, and that's perfectly okay. Thank you for telling me." 

"I've never told anyone that before." 

"I'm proud of you for opening up."

"Thank you." She bows her head and I see a few tears drip down into her lap, before inhaling sharply and looking at me with a nervous smile. "Can we put it on the maybe list?"

"We can, but if at any point you change your mind and want it on the no list it is more than okay to do so."

"Okay." 

"It's just gone 10.15am. Why don't we come back to this conversation at another point, write down what we have now and then finish it off later. We both need food and drinks, and I don't think another bath will do you any harm. Then after the bath we can put the pain relief cream on. Okay?"

"More than okay. I love you baby. Thank you for being so caring and attentive. Making sure that I'm comfortable with what you and I do in the bedroom, or out of the bedroom. I've never been one to explore this sort of thing and you make it so easy to talk about. You make me feel so safe. You are moy chelovek. (My person)." 

"You are moy chelovek too." 

"I love you so fucking much." Wanda places her hand on the back of my neck pulling us into a searing kiss.

"I love you too, so much."

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[rainyday-deer]

Hi so going through some of your tags and looking at your amazing edits and gifs, I was jw what app you used for it and maybe if you could give me some tips for editing?

Awh, thank you! That's v sweet!

When it comes to edits, I usually use PS CC 2018, and then whatever art program I'm using at the time (It used to be SAI, now it's Clip)

As for tips, uhhhh... I'm not the best at explaining things, but I'll do my best!

I'll use some of my favorites as examples because I think visuals help lmao

This one in particular is the product of me frankensteining a LOT of different parts. The characters are all from different scenes, so is the background, and even Rapunzel's mouth is from a different scene and wasn't originally part of the screencap her body was from. With edits, I try not to redraw a whole lot of pieces myself, esp if they're stylized a certain way (IE; Mouths, Eyes, accessories) and try to pull them from other screencaps I have. If I can find it in the show, i will use it, even if it's just as a base. They're almost always on their own layer.

The only thing I often draw on my own is Rapunzel's hair, and just the very ends, only when I'm giving her a hair cut, just because it's easier. This is usually also on its own layer, under the Punz cut out once I've erased her braid.

Sidenote: Changing things like eye and hair colors. It usually looks MUCH nicer and less... Obvious that you changed it if you sort of build the color up. Rapunzel's hair is changed to brown by using a hue layer first, and then a multiply layer at like 82% to get it as close to canon as I can without just slapping color over her hair and having to redraw things like details or texture or lighting that might already exist.

It's actually WAY simpler to cut out ALL of a character, and then change things on a separate layer from everything else, esp if I want to keep the background the same, or just don't want to disrupt it, OR need to have a group layer over it (like for changing hair colors/covering something up.)

It's ALSO way easier to just... slap the character or a different background, or find the same one without anyone in it (which is easier than you think, since characters move around, or when they leave an area, there's usually a frame or two of the BG on its own)

Of course, if that's not possible (like in the above), you can usually get away with clone stamping the bg underneath the cut out of the character to try and cover up any existing bits of what might still be there.

And also sometimes just shrinking it waaaay down makes it harder to see any bg inconsistencies-- Which is fine for things like icons, which is what this was originally for:

ALSO HANDY: Pay attention to the BGs lighting, and even if you're going to change it later, it's generally easier to change the lighting on EVERYTHING if the BG and Character already match:

The BG and both characters were already daylit, so it made matching them a lot easier. Not that it's IMPOSSIBLE, it's just WAY easier. (Compare Hector below, who was in darker lighting than the BG was initially. He took a lot longer to adjust just right.)

It also kind of helps to sort of study how characters are framed in the actual show? Pay attention to scaling, the horizon line, etc. Use things like blurring or scale to your advantage to give the impression of some sort of depth, so it just doesn't look like you slapped one character on top of another. Try to make eye contact! Try to see if you can make it look like something is happening! Play around, see what looks good!

ESPECIALLY play around and see what you can turn 100% into something else. The shadow demon was originally only Tromus' hands and arms. Goopy Punz there was once just a Normal Rapunzel cap. It's v handy to push and see what you can do.

I draw, so a lot of this stuff I'm already familiar with, and it helps a lot tbh, since I use what I know.

That said EVERYTHING and I mean EVERYTHING is 10x easier if you have a tablet. You have better control over the lasso tool, the brushes, color picking.

I've always kind of looked at it as like... Digital paper dolls. Everything is its own piece, and it's fun to try and see what you can get away with.

[faetarou]

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kenma who might joke about it, but his games are nowhere near as important to him as you are, because his games don't smile at him like that and make his heart race.

kenma who does a lot of 'playing it cool' but if you literally touch his hair or kiss his cheek he'll actually turn bright red and won't be able to stop smiling for a solid hour.

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kenma who is definitely soft for you, despite his insisting that he's not, and you can almost always catch him randomly staring at you with his hair falling in his eyes, that tiny smile on his face.

kenma who doesn't talk a lot and isn't the most emotional person, but you make him want to never shut up again, and he didn't know it was possible to feel this way about one person, but he does. he loves you.

࿐ 𝐟𝐚𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 !!

psst psst ty @sunkeiji for helping me in my indecision

742 notes • Posted 2021-10-21 09:28:25 GMT

#4

kiyoomi who melts every time you trace the moles scattered on his body – his forehead, his back, his arms – shoving that you love the parts of him that even he doesn't.

kiyoomi who gets a real kick from bragging about you, because a) it makes atsumu annoyed, and b) he can show just how much he cares about you.

kiyoomi who is actually an incredible chef, and would learn to cook anything from cultural dishes to those impossible aesthetic dishes off tiktok, if it makes you smile when you eat it.

kiyoomi who enjoys any and all height difference between you two, using it to completely envelop you in his embraces and occasionally swing you up into his arms like you're nothing at all.

kiyoomi who always notices when you're running low on your favourite snacks and drinks and goes out to get them for you, rain, hail or shine.

kiyoomi who loves your kisses to his hands the most – don't listen when he teases that it's just because "you can't reach any other part of me", because he's blushing so hard he's almost the sun.

kiyoomi who is simultaneously shier and more mischievous than you had ever anticipated, depending on who he's around, but is neither around you (hint: what he is is soft and totally smitten).

kiyoomi who pretends to get annoyed when you act dramatic about how tired you are, but allows you to sleep on his shoulder every time and carries you to bed, making sure to kiss you to sleep.

kiyoomi who kisses with delicacy and leaves you wanting more, but every brush of his lips is also scared and desperate, and you just need to hold his cheeks and kiss him all the harder, to say i'm here.

kiyoomi who can't do big romantic gestures like all his 'friends', but he can do the hand-holding and the forehead kisses, just hoping they convey how his love for you is all but bursting out of him.

for @itachiyama

࿐ 𝐟𝐚𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 !!

743 notes • Posted 2021-10-02 21:11:49 GMT

#3

rintarou who somehow knows your own schedule better than you do yourself, always reminding you when certain assignments are due for their classes and bringing snacks as motivation.

rintarou who is the embodiment of non-destructive chaos, laughing his head off as he drags you to a 7/11 in the stupidly early hours of the morning to buy slurpees and run through the city with them.

rintarou who gets clingy at night, against everyone's expectations, begging you to lie on top of him because it's very comfortable and he gets to tease you for being small, though he's really just too lanky.

rintarou who shares his favourite chuupets with you, because you mean enough to him, and he loves your grin as you tease him for choking on them when he sucks a little too hard.

rintarou who is far smarter than people give him credit for, and is more than willing to spend long nights calmly detangling maths problems or drafting essays if it helps you.

rintarou who lets you do his makeup and braid his hair, proudly wearing it outside even when people stare at him, because fuck it, it made you happy, and he'll do anything for that outcome.

rintarou who has the dirty secret of being ridiculously good at making really good homemade smoothies or milkshakes from out of date fruit, and regularly makes them for you.

rintarou who actually punched someone on one occasion for looking at you strangely, smirking whilst you chided him and iced his swollen fist and realising for the first time how special you were to him.

rintarou who carries your stuff every time you go out, because he's actually really thoughtful like that.

rintarou who doesn't know when he started looking at you like that, but he never wants to stop, because in his eyes, you are better than any of the other 'good things in the world' ... well, you are his world.

for @bro-send-dudes

࿐ 𝐟𝐚𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 !!

811 notes • Posted 2021-09-25 13:01:50 GMT

#2

hajime who laughs lowly and quietly - almost like he's afraid of anyone hearing him, but it's such a warm noise of genuine happiness you smile each time you hear it.

hajime who loves to kiss you every time he comes into the same room as you, even if he just ducked out for two seconds, brushing his lips over yours once or twice with the fondest smile.

hajime who notices when you stare at his arms and subtly starts wearing tank tops more, though he still relentlessly teases you about it (his arms are big okay you should be allowed to stare /j)

hajime who has a tiny notebook with your name on the front, filled with little notes like your favourite foods for him to buy, your favourite places for dates, and pages and pages of him writing out his love.

hajime who isn't particularly eloquent with affection, but he shows it in his own way, in teasing comments and gentle smirks, wrapping his arm around your shoulders to let you know that he's there.

hajime who pretends that he doesn't flush brightly every time you compliment him, acts like his heart still doesn't skip a beat every time your skin makes contact with his, feigns composure when he's literally so in love it's stupid.

hajime who lets you dress him up for halloween, taking photos and looking at them on lonely days, looking at your matching smiles and remembering the sound of your laugh that night.

hajime who complains endlessly about oikawa to you, rambling on and on, not noticing the way that you start smiling at his cute hand gestures and the disguised affection for his best friend.

hajime who loves to hug you with everything he has, picking you up spinning you around like it's a dance, before setting you back on the floor and burying his face in your neck to murmur secret words.

hajime who is yours, and he'll show it a thousand fucking times if he has to, because this love that he has for you doesn't fit into one word or a hundred - it just is, and it's yours.

for @yutari happy 1.5k :))

࿐ 𝐟𝐚𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 !!

885 notes • Posted 2021-10-13 02:00:40 GMT

#1

tooru who smirks every time he sees you at one of his volleyball matches, trying his hardest to stifle the pure joy pulsing through him because you're there, for him.

tooru who always keeps one part of your couple routine, even when he's busy beyond belief, ignoring phone calls and schedules to eat breakfast with you or make dinner together.

tooru who cares so much, but isn't always sure how to show it, so on the days when he can, he holds you like the world is ending, kissing you over and over as though he's drowning and you're oxygen.

tooru who likes to rest his chin on your head as he hugs you from behind, not caring if you're in public or not, because it's so comfortable to just drape himself over you.

tooru who still blushes like a kid every time you call him pretty, stuttering through the heat in his cheeks to compliment you right back, because he's cute like that.

tooru who shares food with you and only you, even splitting his treasured milkbread to give you some, as a way of showing his love for you.

tooru who comes to you any time he needs comfort, burying his face in the side of your neck and being calmed by the way you play with his hair and cup his cheeks and whisper that everything's okay.

tooru who has seen love uniquely ever since he was a child; who sees it in the teasing comments and the comfortable silence and the love-filled tears, and has added you to that list of what love is for him.

tooru who cries in your arms when you tell him that he's enough, finding it so hard to accept, but will always be the first person to say the same to you, because you're not just enough, you're all he needs.

tooru who is well aware that he can be childish and petty, but doesn't mind growing up, because the future just brings more time with you, and he's nothing if not yours.

for @alittleoaktree

࿐ 𝐟𝐚𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 !!

990 notes • Posted 2021-09-27 13:01:50 GMT

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YGO Questionnaire Part 2 Electric Boogaloo

So, my gf/bf @howaboutalittlehelpneos tagged me to do this again a... good long while ago, and I had wanted to wait until I'd finished my GX rewatch before trying this again. But ouch oof I accidentally also got through all of 5Ds again before getting to this lol

But the 5Ds rewatch definitely reshaped a lot of my thoughts, so... cracks knuckles. This won't be spoiler free, fair warning~

Favorite Series: ugh the formatting killed my original essay on this but okay GX and 5Ds are pretty tied in my book, now-- I love them equally, but in different ways! GX fulfills my love for subversive coming-of-age stories with a heartwarming, humorous, and also soulcrushing touch, and I love how each season brings a new story and new characters-- it's like reading installments of a novel series, and I think the formatting works wonders for it as a whole. It has some absolutely phenomenal character writing, too-- even the characters I dislike are ones I can appreciate for what they introduce to the story! And honestly, not enough people give the first two seasons of GX the credit it deserves: they're half the charm, really. How are you going to feel the full impact of the heartbreaking content in seasons 3 and 4 if you aren't properly attached to the characters?

But on 5Ds's side of things... it fulfills my love for stories with time loops, found family, human nature, and of course, love and death and how they intertwine. I love how the leading characters are just a bunch of broken kids from broken circumstances who all find a home with each other, and of course, how it highlights class disparity and how fucked up the prison/"justice" systems are. Yea, sure, maybe it underwent executive meddling and all, but I genuinely love it for what it is and I wish more people appreciated it... my only problem with 5Ds is the untwist with Z-ONE and then the ending s m h I adore it overall and I could go off for a long while on it. Overall, these are my two instinctive recommendations for anyone getting into Yugioh!

(look at these boys they're so important) Favorite Protagonist: Oh, believe me, absolutely nothing has changed here-- Yusei Fudo is and always will be my favorite protagonist, and my rewatch only solidified that.

I just... love him so much? He's seen so much hell in his life and carries so much guilt on his shoulders, but he still has room in his heart to believe in others and to believe that anyone can defy fate and find hope even at rock bottom. I love that he's initially introduced as this quiet, brooding figure when he really just turns out to be a huge softie who wears his heart on his sleeve half the time and wants to bring about change for Satellite and its people. Plus I just really love that his greatest flaw is something that would ordinarily be a positive trait-- he's Overly self-sacrificial, to the point where he's basically setting himself on fire to keep others warm, and that's not really framed as something Heroic

Just... he makes me so happy. I have two Yusei charms that I ordinarily keep on my keys (one was a gift from Zenzen) and they're a constant source of serotonin for me. He's Peak comfort character for me. Best protag in my book Favorite Rival: Same deal here-- still Manjoume!

look at him he's so important

While he spends a lot of the anime getting the good old damsel in distress treatment (getting suckered into a cult, getting knocked into a coma, becoming a zombie, getting fucking Killed, etc), I still think his character arc is really well-written overall and I only appreciated it even more when I watched GX again. I love the fact that he's got a soft heart he buries beneath the edgy facade, and that he's simultaneously really sharp and also kind of dense lol. He's just a fun character and watching how he evolves from episode one to episode one hundred eighty is such a satisfying journey.

Plus, props to him for being such a versatile duelist-- 50 wins in a row is HARD as is, let alone with a deck full of cards he just found laying around in the Arctic. Three ace monsters, three different archetypes... he's a really good duelist and I'm proud of him for it

Oh, but honestly, I don't really dislike any of the rivals-- I'm neutral towards Revolver and Reiji, but the remaining four (Kaiba, Manjoume, Jack, and Shark) compel me. yes I accidentally wound up liking Jack Atlas shhh Favorite BFF: Honestly, I really like most of the characters who fit this archetype-- Joey, Crow, Gongenzaka, Soulburner... I still lean a little bit more towards Joey, but I really appreciate all four of them. I'm gonna say Joey again, just because I find his evolution as a character the most compelling, but I appreciate the other three a lot. Soulburner has the best design though Favorite GFF: Oh absolutely still Aki, but I honestly... really love most female Yugioh characters? I'm assuming this is lead girls only, but like. I'm dumb and gay and I love Girls so this is naturally the most difficult one for me to answer lol

Aki just resonates with me the most because she's the prime example of how trauma doesn't always manifest in palatable ways-- when we first meet her, she's angry and lashes out at anyone and anything just because she wants the world to suffer in the same ways she's suffered, and then... we get to watch her grow from that, once she's free from Divine and able to heal the way she needs to heal. I know the second half of 5Ds didn't give her character the attention it deserved, but I'm still proud of her for winding up on the path she did-- seeing her channel her power and energy into wanting to heal and help others was just so good and was one of the few things I really Loved about the 5Ds ending.

oh, but like. Asuka Tenjoin and Aoi Zaizen are very close seconds for me!!! Aki just has a vice grip on my heart Favorite Villain: Okay, it's still technically Vector-- I think he's the most entertaining, well-written, and effective villain out of all of the ones we've seen so far, but... I also want to add Takuma Saiou and then all of Yliaster as honorable mentions?

As someone fond of tarot myself, I was naturally pretty intrigued by Saiou the first time I watched GX, but my attachment to him only grew the second time around where I actually got the chance to understand his character better. Plus, like... the visuals with him are fucking astounding and he's always so interesting to watch.

As for Yliaster, I just... really love how the big bad of 5Ds turned out to just essentially be a broken man desperate to save anyone and anything and three robotic reconstructions of the friends he'd lost. I still think the untwist with Z-ONE was stupid and I much prefer the idea of him and Yusei being the same person, but I'm still compelled by the other three-- well. Paradox less so, because we don't get a lot of Paradox lore, but. Aporia and Antinomy for sure.

ugh Yugioh has some damn good villains

Favorite Card: now that I actually play the TCG game...

Stardust is always going to be my favorite of all cards because it checks every box for me (my favorite YGO character's ace monster, space theme, what more could I want), but Aromaseraphy Rosemary has really become one of my aces in my best TCG deck! I'm still mastering irl plays, but I'm happy with my progress and I love my plant gang...

Favorite Episode: alright, here's where there's actually been a Lot of change, so...

Season 0: Episode 16: "Turnabout by a Hair's Breadth - The White-Robed Crisis" -- The more I think about this one, the more I love it; there's a... lot of corruption in the medical industry, and I've seen a lot of it firsthand, so just. Seeing a corrupt doctor get what he deserved at the end was cathartic, in a way? Plus, a Jounouchi-centric episode is always a good time.

Duel Monsters: Episodes 96-97: "Darkness vs. Darkness/One Turn Kill" -- this hasn't changed, I still love seeing Marik and Bakura bitch at each other for two whole episodes LMAO

GX: Episode 152: "Activate Super-Fusion! Rainbow Neos" -- This one hasn't changed and it likely never will-- I take so much pride in seeing Judai push forward, past the fear and guilt he's carrying, all to save Johan... it's cathartic and I never get sick of watching it.

5Ds: sweats. still all of Crash Town, but also episodes 137-147-- the Ark Cradle is one of my favorite parts of 5Ds and one of my favorite YGO arcs period, and even though each duel is a fucking gut punch, I love the emotional intensity and weight in each episode... It hurts but in a mostly good way

Zexal: Episode 143: "The Aloof Duelist 'Nasch': The Destined Final Duel" -- this one hasn't changed! Still hurts, still love it, I still weep over Ryouga Shark Kamishiro on a daily basis

Arc-V: Episodes 81-82: "Our Respective Battlefields/The Ultimate Falcon VS The Black-Feathered Thunder" -- Okay, honestly, this was hard because I... genuinely. really don't like Arc-V very much at all lol (it's just not my cup of tea, but more power to those who do like it!), but I thought this duel was a lot of fun! Shun is my absolute favorite from Arc-V and I really like the friendship he struck up with Crow a lot, so here we are

VRAINS (so far): Episode 25-26: "Virus Deck Operation/Three Draws Leading to Hope" -- honestly I am so biased because I just really love Blue Angel and I loved seeing her get a well-deserved victory like this lol. I'm not done with VRAINS, so this is probably gonna change, but anytime Blue Angel or Soulburner are on screen, I'm happy

Favorite Decks to Use: Aromages will always have my heart, but I adore Cyber Angels too! I'm building my Trickstar deck, my Synchron/Stardust deck (just waiting on Dawn of Majesty...), and my Magician Girls deck, too! Fusion, Ritual, Synchro, XYZ, Pendulum, or Link?: Synchros my beloved... but also Ritual Years in fandom: I've been here for just a little over one year now! and I wuv it... I'm never looking back Who am I tagging: no one I'm too shy

[transssexualheart]

Do all, entertain me so I don't have to do hw

ah man i was actually doing hw for once

1- my name?rain

2- do i have any nicknames?my mom calls me rainbow, my brother calls me ron, my friends don’t really call me by any nicknames anymore

3- zodiac sign?leo, borderline virgo 

4- video game i play to chill, not to win?animal crossing

5- book/series i reread?harry potter

6- aliens or ghosts?uhhhh ghosts

7- writer i trust enough to read anything they write?idk if there’s any

8- favorite radio station?i don’t listen to the radio much

9- favorite flavor of anything?watermelon or blue raspberry

10- the word i use all the time to describe something great?idk, i say hell yeah a lot

11- favorite song?robbers by the 1975 probably (im listening to it now lol)

12- the question you ask new friends to get to know them better?i usually ask what they’re doing when we text and they tell and through this over time you hear about their family and intrests

13- favorite word?either “soft” or “gentle”

14- last person who hurt me, did i forgive them?not sure, i think i was the last person to hurt me, and i don’t really forgive myself for anything

15- last song i listened to?robbers by the 1975

16- tv show i always recommend?rick and morty

17- pirates or ninjas?see on one hand i have gay pirates and on the other i have nsp so idk

18- movie i watch when i’m feeling down?probably some pokemon movie lmao

19- song that i always start my shuffle with/wake up song/always on loop song?my alarm is nine in the afternoon by p!atd, i usually shuffle the fiddler on the roof soundtrack starting with the wedding dance song or now i have everything, on loop i usually have do i wanna know by arctic monkeys or sarah smiles by p!atd

20- favorite video games?any pokemon game

21- what am i most afraid of?the people i love secretly hating me or abandoning me or dying

22- a good quality of mine?uhhhhh,,, i guess um. my hair is dark? so it makes it easier to see facial hair and shit on me which is helpful for my trans ass

23- a bad quality of mine?i can’t shut up about anything i’m interested in bc i obsess myself with things that make me happy and always want to talk about them because they’re the the things that keep me alive but it gets annoying and i get a lot of “would you shut up about this subject”

24- cats or dogs?how could i CHOOSE

25- actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they’re in?i don’t pay a lot of attention to the actors for ppl in movies, i think the only actor i was willing to go see whatever they were in was u lmao

26- favorite season?spring/autumn

27- am i in a relationship?no

28- something i miss?the way things used to be sometimes

29- my best friend? i’ve considered u my best friend for a long time, if i didn’t delete messages u could probably find me talking to newer ppl (mainly chloe, who was that girl i asked out and rejected me) being like “yeah so she’s my best friend and she’s great”

30- eye color?brown

31- hair color?dark brown

32- someone i love?diakjgbjfgvldgjh

33- someone i trust?i trust u and zee the most

34- someone i always think about?Get Out Of This Home

35- am i excited about anything?dying

36- my current obsession?playing amazing grace on the piano

37- favorite tv shows as a child?i loved sesame street

38- do i have someone of the opposite sex i can tell everything to?not really

39- am i superstitious?idk

40- what do i think about most?what the fuck do you think 

41- do i have any strange phobias?i don’t think so

42- do i prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?not sure

43- favorite hobbies?drawing, writing, playing piano

44- last book i read?the great american whatever, great book btw, read it if ur looking for more gay books. warning though for death (that’s not really a spoiler i promise)

45- last film i watched?blue is the warmest color, didn’t finish it tho

46- do i play any instruments?piano

47- favorite animals?cats and dogs

48- top 5 blogs on tumblr that i follow?@ dreamts@ maroonracoon@ hugables@ roswater@ fauning

49- superpower i wish i could have?to pause time

50- how do i destress?what

51- do i like confrontation?no

52- when do i feel most at peace?when i sleep

53- what makes me smile?hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

54- do i sleep with the lights on or off?off

55- play any sports?no

56- what is my song of the week?idk the week just started my guy

57- favorite drink?grape juice

58- when did i last send a handwritten letter to somebody?idk

59- afraid of heights?not really

60- pet peeve?when u tell someone to stop fuckin touching u and they keep doing it immediately after

61- what was the last concert i went to see?the 1975!! just last night

62- am i vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian?no 

63- what occupation did i want to do when i was younger?i really wanted to be a singer

64- have i ever had a friend turn into an enemy?i’ve had fights with friends but we either made up or stopped being friends but aren’t enemies

65- what fictional universe would i like to be a part of?idk

66- something i worry about?friends when they’re sad, i know some of them probably won’t but i still worry about them hurting themselves

67- scared of the dark?yeah

68- who are my best friends?you, zee, shannon, spencer, i could go on but there’s a lot

69- what do i admire most about others?musical abilities, especially with singing

70- can i sing?idk, logically i have no reason to think that i can’t because literally everyone that’s ever heard me sing says it’s not bad or that i have a nice voice but i’m still unconvinced

71- something i wish i could do?sing in front of people without having an anxiety attack, speaking of singing

72- if i won the lottery, what would i do?buy myself and my friends a ton of shit probably

73- have i ever skipped school?i’ve faked being sick to get out of school

74- favorite place on the planet?idk man i haven’t been many places

75- where do i want to live?kinda wanna live in nyc

76- do i have any pets?cat named danny, two fish one named goldy and the other shaneeta dee

77- what is my current desktop picture?an nsp concert but i’ve been meaning to change it for a while now

78- early bird or night owl?night owl

79- sunsets or sunrise?sunsets

80- can i drive?no

81- story behind my last kiss?it was so long ago man i can’t really remember

82- earphones or headphones?earphones

83- have i ever had braces?no

84- story behind one of my scars?idk if i have any but i have a scab that i picked at until it bled in piano class because i was Not Ok and many times after for the same reason and that’s probably gonna scar now

85- favorite genre of music?idk

86- who is my hero?idk

87- favorite comic book characters?i don’t really read comic books much

88- what makes me really angry?when people hurt my friends 

89- kindle or real book?real book

90- favorite sporty activity?idk man

91- what is the one thing that isn’t tight in schools that should be???????

92- what was my favorite subject at school?idk man i guess art is ok but i’m not the biggest fan of my teacher

93- siblings?two, one brother and a sister

94- what was the last thing i bought?probably food

95- how tall am i?i think 5′5

96- can i cook?i can make grilled cheese and also pancakes

97- can i bake?if u give me a recipe then probably

98- 3 things i love?my friendspianosleeping

99- 3 things i hate?donald trumpdepressionanxiety

100- do i have more girl friends or boy friends?idk a lot of my friends are non binary or i don’t know their gender

101- who do i get on with better, girls or boys?im tempted to say girls but that’s just bc i have a preference for girls romantically in reality it doesn’t really matter as long as u aren’t a dick

102- where was i born?albany

103- sexual orientation?pan, probably somewhere on the ace spectrum bc sexual attraction is so so rare for me so if i think ur hot u better believe u are

104- where do i currently live?new york

105- last person i texted?you

106- last time i cried?not sure, i think last week when i had that big meltdown that y’all saw where @ hero-art was sending me asks through it

107- guilty pleasure?hhgghg,,hggg, watching vids of u singing

108- favorite youtuber?probably still the game grumps

109- a photo of myselfdamn bitch just search the tag # rain shows you his face

110- do i like selfies?i take a lot, usually just because my makeup looks cool that day, but they’re mostly shit

111- favorite game app?i don’t play game apps

112- my relationship with my parents?:/

113- favorite accents?idk man

114- a place i have not been but would like to visit?metropolitan museum of art

115- favorite number?five

116- can i juggle?no

117- am i religious?no

118- do i like space?it’s cool

119- do i like the deep ocean?it’s pretty

120- am i much of a daredevil?lol no

121- am i allergic to anything?i think grass

122- can i curl my tongue?yeah

123- can i wiggle my ears?no

124- do i like clowns?don’t really have an opinion on them

125- the beatles or elvis?i don’t listen to either of them

126- my current project?my dumbass lab writeup

127- am i a bad loser?i don’t think so

128- do i admit when i’m wrong?yes

129- forest or beach?beach

130- favorite piece of advice?“love everyone, forgive everyone, especially yourself.”

131- am i a good liar?i think so

132- hogwarts house/divergent faction/hunger games district?i’m a gryffindor and i didn’t read divergent or the hunger games

133- do i talk to myself?all the time

134- am i very social?no

135- do i like gossip?maybe? idk as long as no one is hurt

136- do i keep a journal/diary?i guess my writing blog is kind of an over exaggerated diary

137- have i ever hopelessly failed a test?i got a zero on a quiz once if that counts

138- do i believe in second chances?depends

139- if i found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would i  do?get my mom to turn it in to ppl who know what to do with it

140- do i believe people are capable of change?yeah i suppose, but depends

141- have i ever been underweight?no

142- am i ticklish?very

143- have i ever been in a submarine?no

144- have i ever been on a plane?when i was seven

145- in a film about my life, who would i cast as myself, friends, and family?ah man idk i don’t have an extensive knowledge of actors

146- have i ever been overweight?no

147- do i have any piercings?one in each ear

148- what fictional character do i wish was real?idk

149- do i have any tattoos?two, one on my ankle and another on my ass

150- what is the best decision i have made in my life so far?to realize that i fucked up and to apologize

151- do i believe in karma?i guess

152- do i wear glasses or contacts?i need glasses but don’t wear them much

153- what was my first car?none

154- do i want children?depends on who i’d have them with

155- who is the most intelligent person i know?idk man it’s kinda subjective isn’t it?

156- my most embarrassing moment?my whole entire life

157- what makes me nostalgic?old songs

158- have i ever pulled an all nighter?oh yeah

159- which do i value most in others, brains or beauty?brains

160- what color dominates my wardrobe?idk actually

161- have i ever had a paranormal experience?not really

162- what do i hate most about myself?i’m stupid, i hurt and bother others way too much 

163- what do i love most about myself?ok i’m honestly not being a self loathing dick on purpose here i genuinely can’t think of something i love about myself

164- do i like adventure?yeah

165- do i believe in fate? maybe

166- favorite animal?question already asked bro

167- have i ever been on radio?no

168- have i ever been on tv?no, but yesterday i got asked to be (i declined because of anxiety)

169- how old am i?fourteen

170- one of my favorite quotes?“and you know that it’s not good, that there is no good, that nothing good can ever come out of it. but you do it anyway. and then... well. and then you burn.”

171- do i hold grudges?depends

172- do i trust easily?i don’t think so

173- have i learnt from my mistakes?yeah

174- best gift i’ve ever received?well my computer was p good though i payed for part of it

175- do i dream?yeah

176- have i ever had a night terror?yeah

177- do i remember my dreams, and what is the one that comes to mind?i do, and i just remembered the dream i had where there was this weird ass magical storm by my school that happened once thousands of years before on the same day and ppl thought it was a myth but it wasn’t, it was controlled by some ghost of a little girl and it lasted for weeks and eventually within our small shelter by the school people just died arbitrarily and some died from the storm who went out to try and get food and some starved, and soon all that was left was me and three others and it was horrible because every time we closed our eyes we were afraid we were going to open them and someone would be dead

178- an experience that has made me stronger?idk. probably my dad dying?

179- if i were immortal what would i do?try and undo that immortality or send myself into a coma forever because god i already want to die having to live forever would be the biggest curse ever

180- do i like shopping?sure

181- if i could get away with a crime, what would i do?idk man i don’t think about a life of crime much

182- what does family mean to me?people who care about me and love me and that i care about and love back

183- what is my spirit animal?im p sure that as a white person i’m not supposed to have one

184- how do i want to be remembered?for kindness

185- if i could master one skill, what would i choose?being better at piano

186- what is my greatest failure?everything

187- what is my greatest achievement?don’t know, i’m not proud of many things that i do

188- love or money?love

189- love or career?love

190- if i could time travel, where and when would i want to go?nowhere, i don’t want to spoil the future for myself and i don’t want to fuck with the past

191- what makes me the happiest?FUCK off

192- what is “home” to me?being with someone i love

193- what motivates me?i don’t know. not much anymore

194- if i could choose my last words, what would they be?idk, it depends on who i’d say them to

195- would i ever want to encounter aliens?if they’re nice then yes

196- a movie that scared me as a child?coraline

197- something i hated as a child that i like now?idk

198- zombies or vampires?vampires bc baz

199- live in the city or the suburbs?city

200- dragons or wizards?wizards

201- a nightmare that stayed with me?so this is from when i was little, my dad was driving my brother and i to the park and i was in the backseat bc i was tiny. so i said something to him and got no reply, i looked over and he wasn’t in the front seat, he was gone and nobody was driving. i look out the front and we’re headed for a part where we were meant to turn and there’s a giant steep hill and the car just keeps going forwards. it drives up the hill then flips over and crashes and rolls back down the hill and then i woke up

202- how do i define love?oh gosh. it’s in trusting other people to tell everything, even if they don’t “get” you, even if they won’t understand what you mean or how you feel because you trust them. it’s in the way you feel accepted around them. and all the inside jokes and knowing glances and doing everything you can to help when they’re down and feeling at home around them.

203- do i judge a book by it’s cover?a little

204- have i ever had my heart broken?yeah

205- do i like my handwriting?not really

206- sweet or savory?sweet

207- worst job i’ve had?never had a job

208- do i collect anything?ramune bottles and pokemon cards 

209- item of clothing or jewelry you’ll never see me without?don’t think there is one

210- what is on my bucket list?kiss a girl

211- how do i handle anger?vent to a friend

212- was i named after anyone?not with my first name, but my mom gave me my middle name after her friend from college

213- do i use sarcasm a lot?no.............of course not

214- what tv character am i most like?not sure

215- what is the weirdest talent i have?talent. What Is That

216- favorite fictional character?how could i choose one

thanks for asking