#70spornstar

[shellshocklove]

Hiii, so I really don't know how long it's been since you wrote/finished the I wanna be your lover 70spornstar series, nor do I know if you answered this question in a comment or anything, but I saw where at the end you asked for what people thought about the end. I also saw where you said that you might be convinced to do like small writings to continue the universe.

I think your writing is amazing, and your storyline are very captivating. Honestly I admit to coming back to that series and stuff for a reread. But the ending, admittedly, strikes a cord in me. I understand Joel is supposed to be a porn star and there is a very clear line of it being work, and maybe this is just me, but i wouldn't be able to be in a relationship with someone who I knew was going to fuck someone else everytime they left for work. And the thoughts of 'the reader' throughout, especially in the last chapter, definitely point to her feelings being in that same boat.

Ig that's why the ending just feels incomplete or something ? Like he says to talk to her about it cause his job has caused relationship issues before, but then sex follows and that feels like a place where talking should have actually happened. Ik it's smut, but it made it seems rushed and like their relationship was left open-ended. And again, maybe it's just me, but Joel's whole confession and stuff wouldn't make me anymore secure or confident in a relationship considering his profession, so love or not, there would definitely have to be a change. That's part of why their ending just feels so incomplete.

So I was hoping to ask and see if you'd ever be willing to write some small stuff about them, maybe a short on them having a non-sex resolved conversation where she tells him how she actually feels about his job being having sex with other people (and him hopefully leaving said job), or something.

Ofc this is your story, and whatever you decide to do with it is completely up to you. I hope you don't find any offense in anything I've said, I genuinely admire your writing skills and you ideas, and you seem like a lovely person as well. This ask is being sent with the upmost respect and appreciation to your skills. I don't want to come off as controlling or your stories or anything at all, so I hope I did not <3

hi, thank you so much for your ask . it's been a few months since it was finished and the ending has been a little divisive. i really appreciate your ask so don't worry about that, it's been long enough now that i won't take any offense. i'd probably be a little hurt had this been right after the last part was out, i'm not gonna lie, but that's just how it is with putting yourself and your writing out there. it's raw and scary and you can never know if people will understand what you're trying to say- and some won't. i've answered some of this before in asks (in here somewhere), but i'm gonna try and answer it more in this ask (it's long i'm so sorry).

you're not the first one who wants joel to quit, and from the start that was never my intention. in no scenario in my head would that happen when they got together. and i completely understand that people would have different feelings about this. i think it makes the story interesting bc we're all coming at this from different perspectives. this was also never meant to be a series. i wrote the first part as a one shot in august. i went back and forth on doing a part two, and all of this was just gonna be a part two to further the plot of them getting together, as this whole thing plays out over just one week.

i wanted to explore her more, and the thoughts your brain will conjure up when you are anxious in new situation (or i guess her insecurity since this was all new to her, and her trauma from the past enhancing it all) this is why i think people got so invested? bc i tricked you guys a little bit from writing it from her perspective bc her thoughts are obviously valid, but they also have a mind of their own. i think people who have anxiety can relate to that. that your thoughts start to feed you worst case scenarios, and those thoughts aren't necessarily true. she's not a reliable narrator on this whole thing.

the ending might feel incomplete bc this isn't their love story? it's just the story of how they got together. it's not tied up in a pretty pink bow bc it will continue from here (in their little alternative universe in all our brains). their 'love story' starts after just crazy love, if that makes sense? to me it's not realistic to have one conversation and then everything is fine. they'll have to feel out the relationship and live in it a little, talk to each other and figure out how it works best for them. and that isn't in the series bc it wasn't supposed to be a series originally lol. and also to have some empathy for the reader in all of this at the end. she'd had a few awful days with high anxiety and some depression. her uncle coming only furthered her anxiety and dread about everything. making her have a full thorough conversation with joel at the end of all this felt just cruel to me. she already told him everything about her family, and needed comfort (even if she didn't know it herself), and joel showed her comfort and love the way he knows best (eating pus– *gunshot*).

i won't write an "alternative ending" bc that would be against my original thoughts/ideas. i appreciate that you want more from the story and i guess to be frank or talk about the last part from a doylist perspective: there had to be smut in it bc unfortunately that is what people want to read at the end of the day. i'm sure if there was no smut (in a pornstar au no less), to some it would feel incomplete. so i had to balance the story, trying to tie it up (but not too much so you had something to think about the story, and leave you wanting more 😉), and fit in a smut scene that had the right amount of hot and sweet. i'm sorry if me saying that makes the story lose it's magic or something, but that's just the reality of fanfic writing.

as for continuing the universe i've been open to it if people wanted it, but there hasn't been any feedback from people wanting it so i've just left it. originally my thoughts were a loose blurbiverse of some kind with love-story-furthering stories (less than 10k for once 💀) intertwined with smaller one-shot-esque stories that had nothing to do with the plot but were more of a slices of life type of thing. i have small ideas and an end goal for them in my mind (one that would probably satisfy you guys who wants him to quit), but as there has been no demand for it i've decided to just let them be.

i hope thinking of this story as the beginning and not the end of them will help it not feel as incomplete to you? they will deal with it together at some point even if i write it or not. joel is more whipped for her than you think and he'd really do anything for her, but quitting a job he's successful at and makes a lot of money from, bc of a relationship that hasn't started yet i think is cruel to joel as a character. yes, to him this is love (the real deal), and previous relationships haven't worked out bc of his job. but this relationship haven't started with on the same premise as this one. reader knows the industry, she knows it's not real deep down. they started out this rocky bc nothing was defined, and i think joel underestimated her inexperience and their working relationship. to him they had started dating after pismo beach, and he thinks that's implied. that's why he's coming over- he wants to spend time with his girlfriend. but bc of her professionalism, to him, when they're at work they're professional and it's a secret, but when they're alone she's his girlfriend. joel isn't familiar with her anxiety or her past yet, bc to him it's come across as professionalism. you can't blame a guy for not knowing- he's not a mind reader.

i'm sorry this is so long, but i hope this has shed some light on a few things. don't hesitate to reach out again if something is unclear. i understand that not everything i've talked about here came across well enough in the story, and i can only say that it's my shortcomings as the writer, and i'm sorry about that. but then again i don't consider myself a writer or really any good at in the first place lmao so maybe it's ok to not be great at everything. this is just for fun!

[isaac-meyers-makeup-artist]

We had a blast dressing up for the @thechrysalisinn #70stheme holiday party! We went for John Holmes Vibes. #70sfashion #70spornstar (at Bellingham Golf & Country Club) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtPQjZzntCF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sh7xiabq3lbn

[lovelayladesigns]

Porn star! To buy this card, search J70 via our website www.lovelayladesigns.co.uk #70spornstar #lovelayla #funnycards #leaving #newjob #work #workplace https://www.instagram.com/p/BwxU-xdF6m2/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ta2d0xgdvlin

[sabinemondestin]

The day I met this guy @realronjeremy ...I had my own critical judgements about him but it turns out he was cool 😜😜😀 #ronjeremy #pornactor #star #hollywood #rainbowsunset #sunsetboulevard #70spornstar #actor #actorlife #losangelesworld #losangelesmodel #hollywoodactress #sunsetboulevard #lifeinla #hollywoodstyle #sunsetstrip #sunsetstriplive #losangeles_city #queensabine #sabinethequeen #sabinequeen #sabinemondestin (at RAINBOW BAR AND GRILL) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvmY1QQHb-_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15n8ndjre1ifz

[bucksfucks]

so i was just speaking with my nana and she was telling me about the 70s and said the going down on someone was called muff diving or or her favorite was yodeling in the canyon and it made me think of 70spornstar bucky and i thought you should know

this is truly the best piece of information i have been given and i will be using muff diving as my next pornstar!bucky oneshot title 🤌🏻✨

[misstahoe]

Seventies Porn Star! 25/31 Halloween Classic #31daysofhalloween #70spornstar https://www.instagram.com/p/BpW_jCHlJPj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sg9jzzhdx4x6

[fasteddiegloor]

So I model my facial hair after my father... #70sPornStar #MissYouMom (at Denver Tech Center (DTC))

[broughtbybrokenminds]

For our last Hair and Beards application I made @ecchambers090 a sleazy 1970s porn star. Hand laid the eyebrows, moustache, and chest hair. She embodied the look perfectly. I think applying chest hair is my new favorite thing. #SFX #makeup #hairlaying #savinihigh #declife #70spornstar #moustache #pornstache

[booksandblunts]

“Get on your fucking knees,” he commands, speaking against the shell of your ear.

Ok, SO many memorably filthy sexy Bucky moments in this but THIS line absolutely shook me. You wrote this so, so well, from the opening scene I was immediately lost in it like I was watching a movie. 70sPornstar!Bucky is so toxic and narcissistic but you gave him just enough nuanced moments to make him just so intoxicating and irresistible and I would absolutely let him use me however and whenever he wanted

Tainted Love

Summary: As a rising star in the adult film industry, you catch the eye of a one Bucky Barnes, who is set on ensuring you only work with him.

Pairing: 70spornstar!Bucky Barnes x 70spornstar!f!Reader

Word count: 10.6k

Warnings: Smut (oral m/f receiving, vaginal penetration, cum shot, cum play, creampie, spanking, rough sex). Praise kink. Degradation kink. Use of pet names (kitten, princess). Toxic behavior (possessiveness, obsession). Semi-public sex (they’re pornstars!!). Swearing. Descriptions of alcohol consumption and smoking. (18+ only).

A/N: This is my submission for @sweeterthanthis ‘Quote me on it’ follower challenge. Congrats, Lau!! You’re an amazing human being and an incredible influence! I hope you enjoy!! I chose the prompt “Yes, I’m drunk and you’re beautiful. And tomorrow morning, I’ll be sober but you’ll still be beautiful” which will be in bold. Thank you to @please-buckme and @navybrat817 for looking this over! I appreciate it so much! Dividers by the lovely @firefly-graphics. Happy reading! 💜

A steady beat of bass and drums flows through the house—a modern take on the ranch-style home architects seem to be obsessed with at the moment—and mixes with the lively chatter of people, adding a fun layer to the party ambience. He hears the music, but Bucky couldn’t tell you what song it is. Probably something by The Rolling Stones if he had to guess.

He’s almost three sheets to the wind, no longer registering most of his surroundings, expect for the gaudy new wallpaper in Tony’s guest bathroom. One more look at it and Bucky is sure the green-tiled floor will be painted with the contents of his earlier dinner. Nearly everything in this place makes his head hurt to look at; showy and obnoxiously bright, a perfect representation of the man who owns it.

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[sunshinebuckybarnes]

Here we go again, my September fic rec list 🍂 as always please make sure you check the warnings for each individual fic before reading. You are responsible for your own media consumption. This blog along with the majority tagged are 18+ and the majority of these fics contain adult themes. 

Make sure you give these incredible writer’s some love and reblogs because they deserve the damn world! Hope you enjoy these as much as I did 💖

Bucky Barnes

*The match by @babyboibucky (CEO!Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Toxic love by @gogolucky13 (70spornstar!Bucky Barnes x 70spornstar!f!Reader, 70spornstar!Bucky Barnes x 70spornstar!f!Reader x 70spornstar!Sam Wilson)

*Stark hub: The soldier by @world-of-aus (Pornstar!Bucky x Pornstar!Reader)

*A scarred enigma by @tuiccim (Bucky Barnes x OC Lexa Green)

Three and an infinity by @thefallenbibliophilequote (Bucky x Reader)

*Take my breath by @buckycuddlebuddy (dilf!neighbor!pornstar!bucky barnes x reader)

*Bride of soldat by @vampy-doll (Bucky Barnes x reader)

Remind me by @navybrat817 (Bucky Barnes x Female Reader)

Bonnie & Clyde 2.0 by @little-diable (Biker!Bucky Barnes x female reader)

Lure by @bccky (Bucky Barnes X Reader)

*Personal trainer by @buckybarneschokeme (PT!Bucky x reader)

Undercurrent by @trashmenofmarvel (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Over & over by @mrwinterr (Pornstar!Bucky Barnes AU x Pornstar!Female Reader)

Selfish by @metalbuckaroo (dbf!bucky x f!reader)

Bucky Barnes / Steve Rogers ✨

Don't you want me by @summerofsnowflakes

Loves eternal kiss by @jobean12-blog (Stucky x reader)

Sam Wilson ✨

What you wanted by @honeysugarcoves (semi-dark!sam wilson x reader)

In a garden of wilted flowers by @ambrosiase (sam wilson x fem!reader)

Tangled (in these sheets, in your arms) by @babycap (sam wilson x fem!reader)

Andy barber ✨

My sanctuary, you're holy to me by @jamalflanagan (Andy Barber x woc!reader)

Easily distracted by @jobean12-blog (Andy Barber x reader)

Bucky Barnes / Steve Rogers / Sam Wilson ✨

Come to and agreement by @swtbbybarnes (Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers x reader x Sam Wilson)

Jake Jensen / Andy Barber ✨

*A different kind of love by @river-soul (Alpha!Andy x Omega!Reader x Beta!Jake)

Bucky Barnes / Steve Rogers / Billy Russo / frank Castle ✨

The Geneva bed and breakfast convention by @tuiccim (Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes x Reader x Frank Castle x Billy Russo)

Ransom Drysdale / Ari Levinson ✨

A very bad idea by @the-iceni-bitch (Ransom Drysdale x fem!reader (OTP) x Ari Levinson)

Ari Levinson ✨

A promised threat by @geminixevans (CEO!Ari Levinson x Black Reader)

Steve Rogers ✨

Where he belongs / don't f*ck with the queen by @angrythingstarlight (Beefy Biker!Steve Rogers x Reader)

*Always on my mind by @the-iceni-bitch (dilf!Steve Rogers x tattoo artist!reader)

Eucharist by @mypoisonedvine (priest!Steve Rogers x reader)

*His inheritance by @jtargaryen18 (Mobster Steve Rogers x Mobster daughter reader)

*After the rain by @sweetlyscared (King!Steve Rogers x Princess!Reader, one sided Bucky x Princess!Reader)

Fill me up by @jtargaryen18 (Steve Rogers x reader)

Subtitles by @holacia2 (Steve Rogers x Spanish speaker!reader)

*Time to run by @syntheticavenger (Mob Boss! Steve Rogers x Female Reader)

Ransom Drysdale ✨

*Exposed kisses by @holacia2 (Ransom Drysdale x reader)

Sweater weather by @jobean12-blog (Ransom Drysdale x reader)

Lee Bodecker ✨

Please me by @gogolucky13 (Lee Bodecker x f!Reader)

Chris Beck

Quitting time by @navybrat817 (Chris Beck x female reader)

Andy Barber / Ari Levinson ✨

Peach by @geminixevans (Ari Levinson x Black Reader x Andy Barber)

Andy Barber / Frank Adler ✨

*Moments silence by @syntheticavenger (Dark! Andy Barber x Female Reader & Frank Adler x Female Reader)

Andy Barber / Ransom Drysdale ✨

The deals we make by @river-soul (Andy Barber x Reader x Ransom Drysdale)

Andy barber / Ari Levinson / Ransom Drysdale ✨

*Necessary arrangements by @stargazingfangirl18 (Andy Barber x Fem!Reader; Ari Levinson x Fem!Reader; Ransom Drysdale x Fem!Reader)

Curtis Everett ✨

*Wilford's demands by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork (Curtis Everett x reader)

[bucksfucks]

Going off that other anon, you wouldn’t feel a type of way if I were to write a 70spornstar!bucky story?? bc I’ve been toying around with that idea for a while and then saw you wrote something related to it and was like ah damn 😅😂

no of course not!! i’ve never written anything more than blurbs for pornstar!bucky and like i said, i don’t have any rights to that au!!! <<3

so you write that story and i can’t wait to read the filth that will ensue!!