#500 pages worth of dissertation knowledge in my head

[carefulfears]

I am so curious about your David Duchovny feelings. Like the longform version, not the digest.

omg hi babe....this is a crazy question tbh like i have no idea how to go about answering this. like i really appreciate you reaching out and being curious but i have been through too much...i've seen too much...i know too much... and i was talking with a friend earlier about how like, i don't consider myself a Fan, i really think of it more like i'm studying his work the way you would study someone in school. i'm a fan of his work, absolutely, but i know that i have some (lovely) actual fans of his that follow me and i know that i have some (lovely) haters of his that follow me, so sometimes i'm unsure of what to share or say, in a medium and community like this.

but i have really grown to love studying his work, i know a lot about his writing and a lot about his acting and a lot about his music. i know a lot about his press and his podcast and his interviews and the way he speaks and thinks. i have really enjoyed having a large context and understanding of a creator while interpreting their art, which i think can be missing in discussion sometimes, but that i don't think should be missing in any kind of "serious" (even self-serious like my dumb ass occasionally) analysis or criticism.

i've said it briefly before but this "project" really just started as me making up something dumb to do while i was really struggling, and it's become something that's very interesting and stimulating and important to me. i think that's insane and i really appreciate it. and i really appreciate taking questions from you guys who care about learning something about his work, and who care about me and my insights. i hope to be able to (and to get better at) sharing both my objective "findings," and my completely personal and intimate and subjective opinions, of which i have so many about so many specific things.

sorry that this is kind of the digest version and answered nothing but those are my david duchovny Feelings.....i have many many many more david duchovny Thoughts and am always open to any questions/curiosities if it strikes anyone. as of today i've seen 31 movies, read 4 books, watched 4 tv shows if you include my current aquarius viewings, and dug through decades of press and hours of podcasts. and i'm still goin :)