#5/1/2021

[marvelsgirl616]

I'M NOT OKAY RN 😭💕

(for those who don't know Julian played Billy Maximoff in WandaVision)

[rubiisun]

Random assortment of old doodles that I couldn’t organize properly 🫶

[jokeanddaggerdept]

[captainjade101]

Tokoyami: my ribs still ache from laughing at divorce rates

[finnickodaiir]

You guys are sleeping on the 2012 Mean performance. Not only was it good, but the irony of it all. She got a shit ton of backlash for her weak vocals in her 2010 Grammys performance, especially from Bob whatever his last name is (who was very condescending in his review) and then she sings Mean at the Grammys 2 years later (a song about that one critic who went too far) and replaces one of the lines with 'someday I'll be singing this at the Grammys' and wins 2 Grammys for that song! Queen shit

[raptorrobot]

TERRARIA CALAMITY MOD MENTION, KING???

few of you are aware of the history i have with calamity.... and ohh baby, is it Extensive

[galindatopland]

sounds about right yes

[taitavva]

the fact that pego has animal ears in all of the sketches means nothing. i swear

[janiedean]

god hello some news ig?

... yeah HI *waves*

so, I've been crap at keeping up with social media lately and I miss hanging out on here and I'm planning to keep up at least this month but i'mma just give a small update here sooo

dunno if it was obvious from my last post but I moved out of parents' and going in between feeling proud of myself for not fucking up dinner to crying over how much I suck when I manage to burn pre-made soup but hey the place is still not a complete mess so that's a win

I worked two jobs last year which completely sapped 90% of my force of will to do anything

rn I'm sticking with one which is sadly not exactly earning me atm so I'm trying to get the whole thing going decently but I have to hang on a bit more and then it might hopefully meanwhile I'll settle for scraping by but I could do worse

(I can't say what it is specifically as much as I'd like because it's a thing I actually enjoy doing but it's extremely niche and if I said what it is I'd end up giving doxxing fodder and I'm still paranoid but I can share on dm) (let's just say it's the good kind of retail)

the highlight of my last month for good or bad was watching all of attack on titan in one week and let's just say it was a decision™️

let's say that I'm mentally in a very bleh place but not being with the parents all the time has tbf helped some so hopefully I'll dig myself out asap also because I'd like to y'know be active again

(tbf there was a thing that has happened... entirely too long ago at this point and don't I wish I could get over it but a hello of a long time later I came to terms with the fact that it yeeted me straight into crap coping mechanisms that I thought I had gotten over ten years ago (thought being the key word) and I really don't wanna air dirty laundry also bc I really should move on but when I'm like this I feel like I'm bothering most people with my mere presence and I tend to self-isolate and tbh right now is worse than it was fifteen years ago but eh I'll get over it but like if I show up then I disappear for three weeks then show up again it's... that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

anyway hello people I missed you all I swear I'll be more present this next year hoping it's not 90% crap as this one was T_T

[so-much-for-subtlety]

on Wednesday I was looking into our companies paid sick leave policy (we get 5 days) and I looked up NY laws and saw that companies with over 99 employees are required to give 7 days paid sick leave.

our NY office has 200 people, so I emailed HR to ask if we are exempt for some reason, or if they have accidentally given us the wrong number of required paid sick days.

in the past when I’ve sent a question to HR they have normally replied in the same day so it’s so interesting that I’ve not had a response yet.

[kindahoping4forever]

Anyways happy 3 years since this Important Content

[gobbluthbutagirl]

3 years ago today was the worst day of my life. Ok maybe not the absolute worst ever but top 5 for sure

[dexaroth]

i do have to say that i think ive felt really really bad for the past. 2 months? 3? and its quite unusual. im not usually this depressed at the end of the year i think. well records exist to be broken dont they 😁 *chimp grimace*

[ghostlycod]

“I have this scene in my head for my fic that I really love but i don’t feel like writing all of the other stuff to get to it.”

I see this comment like 5 times a day in fic writing spaces lol

a scene that you don’t want to write is a scene you don’t want to read. don’t write stuff you don’t want to read.

me, personally: wait until the scenes that get you to that first initial scene you were excited about are just as interesting as that scene too. it won’t be the first, second, or third thing you think of. if u have a scene you really want to write, write that, and keep writing only those exciting scenes that come to you. eventually you have a million interesting scenes for your fic and they become puzzle pieces for you to arrange and then eventually the strings come together and you realize you really do have an interesting way to get to that original scene, and you’re just as excited to write it, if you haven’t already written it when you were brainstorming other scenes earlier in the writing process that you didn’t even realize could carry your story like that.

[thorinlandscaping]

oh wait oh wait oh WAIT ALEX RIDER SEASON 3 IS OUT?? AND NO ONE TOLD ME???