#4decadesoflife

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Thank you too my Gorgeous friend of Nearly 15 years Cheryle Mac who bought me a gold crown because I’m Queen 👑 B !!! And a Beautiful Birthday Mug , Photo frame for my new Crib and a Book on how too help heal my trauma !!! You are so special too me . I love you more than words can say !!! And thanks to my Mama Wendy Healey for my #glutenfree #dairyfree #40thbirthdaycake !!! And my Birthday Badge !!! Cheryle said it was Absolutely Delicious 😋. Thank you too everyone who cares for me !!! I don’t know why anyone cares or loves me ... but I know that’s the Anorexia Nervosa talking and the #bodydysmorphia !!! My Day has been much better than I expected ... but as of tomorrow no more photos of my head for a while ... Tube feeding Day !!! #brees40thbirthdayparty #4decadesoflife #mymamaisamazing #mymamaismyhero #birthdayflowers💐 #glutenfreedairyfreebirthdaycake #beautiful40thbirthdaypresents #friendsarefamily #friendsarenyworld #friendsarepriceless #gratitude #Anorexic #anorexia #anorexianervosa #fuckeatingdisorders #chronicallyill #chronicillness #lupus #lupusflare #addisonsdisease #adrenalinsufficiency #celulitis #painsucks #nasogastrictube #nasogastricfeeding #spoonie #spoonielife #spooniesupport #glutenfree #vegan #sugarfreelife #fatfreevegan . 🙏🏼🎁🎊🎉🎂😊♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ (at Westmead Public Hospital - IIC) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0A9NQ_nKmuiNqekBjaEyDLd-DtrMjfd4JsCkU0/?igshid=1tvr7yaskf1rh

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Well I woke up about an hour ago for some Morphine and all the nurses were by my bed and they all sang Happy 😃 Birthday 🎁 too me !!!! And I stared Crying because I thought it was just so sweet !!! And they said to me this is your birthday 🎁 gift .... Birthday Morphine 😂 and I said do I get a bigger injection or what !!! And they said any more than 7.5 milligrams for you at your size would stop you breathing and it’s a big dose for a little person 😂👍. And I said I know but they know my sense of humour!!! A bit shout out too my dear friend in Kentucky @uno_nicolerocks and little Connor who then Live video chatted with me on Insta and Connor kissed the phone and then blew me a big kiss whilst half in a bath full of water because it’s so hot there being Summer !!! Thank you Nicole I can’t wait too see you next May and meet little Connor finally . This is for ALL of my friends. Like it says we might not always see each other but I love you all dearly and value each and every one of you SO Much !!!! That includes my family.... love them all too . Family’s are complex but at the end of the day family is family and I can’t stop loving anyone I just don’t operate that way !!!! But what a Very start too my 4th Decade on this crazy place called Earth !!! #friendsarefamily #friendsarefamilytoo #friendarethefamilywechoose #NicoleandConnor #kentuckyusa #family #familyiseverythingtome #loveyou #love #unconditionallove❤️ #brees40thbirthdayparty #4decadesoflife #lifeisprecious #Anorexic #anorexianervosa #fuckeatingdisorders #addisonsdisease #adrenalinsufficiency #lupus #celulitis #sepsis . I’m Actually very proud of Myself that I have lived 20 years longer than they expected.... But today I really miss my #bbf Ashley - Jada who@ so tragically passed on 18/12/2016. But I know she is smiling down from heaven loving me and blowing kisses... but I do feel a sadness that she isn’t here to celebrate this truly special day with me , I know she is so proud of me . 💯😊🥳🎂🎊🎉👍🎁🍹🎉🎊♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ (at Westmead Public Hospital - IIC) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz_lvs6nsFrmBdh9ujV9-KB6nWgShMrbPqoo500/?igshid=1341ufuw80kkm