#4 itchy tasty cosplay

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Captain Olimar from Pikmin

Cosplay by 4 itchy Tasty! 

Photo by Victor Jackson 

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I’m a part of a cosplay crew known as  4 itchy Tasty! Cosplay, who is known for their Pokemon puppets, League of Legends cosplay (Fiddlesticks, Leona, etc.), Sonic, and so many more. Here’s a video of our Pokemon in action! <3 Thank you to FrostFipps for this rad time!

Check them out here: https://www.facebook.com/4itchytastycosplay

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It had a couple of good moments. My boyfriend gave me the most thoughtful gift(s!!!). My roommate brought me a piece of cake to blow candles on that was very tasty (not a cake cause it's my bfs bday tomorrow and we're gonna get one cake since we're only 4 people and I wanted it to be for him). We cosplayed and my boyfriend was super hot(!!!!!). He thought I was really hot too and made sure I knew. Since it was Saturday the con was packed. It was overwhelming. My other friend got me the 13th volume of Tokyo Ghoul as a gift (my favourite volume). And then I had to fuck it up. I got triggered. Then we went out for food. My roommate paid for it. I didn't finish it. I went to the bathroom to purge. My boyfriend caught me. I went cold in my attitude. He got upset. I got upset. I got scared and embarrassed. I cleaned up and stormed out of the bathroom. Not a word spoken. We went back home. We talked over text from separate rooms. He had panic attacks. My parents called me. Wished me to get anything I wished for in life while misgendering me. My boyfriend got even more upset that I didn't go up to him and talk face to face. I went. We talked just a bit. I blanked out. My whole body got itchy (dormant eczema). My hair still has spray haircolor on it. I'm still in make up. Half naked. Alone in the living room. In the dark. Smoking. Waiting for my roommate to come back from her mental breakdown walk. I might need to go out and look for them. Every year my birthday goes to shit. And every year it's my fault in one way or the other. I keep fucking things up and disappointing everyone. For once someone genuinely gives a shit and I turn cold on them. I know it's a trauma response, but that doesn't make it okay. I can never keep a healthy distance.

My bday is in 2 days... I'm scared. It's always been bad. A disappointment beyond measure. But this time I'm in another city with my roommate/best friend, my boyfriend who is actually nice for change, and another friend of ours who I really trust. We are going to go to comic con. That friend is going to buy me a gift. I'll get to give my boyfriend his present (his bday is in 3 days). My roommate wants to get me stuff too. We will cosplay. Me and my boyfriend are dressing up as genderbend versions of clawdeen and draculaura. I bought myself presents. A couple of days ago I found out I can actually go to college. My mom got hearing aids and can finally hear again. So why am I like this?

Why do I feel like shit? Why do I feel like everyone and everything is against me while it's the exact opposite for the first time in years?