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monamidaesung · 7 years ago
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2prcntmilk mentioned you in a post: “katbeom: sixpenceee: Japanese artist Akie Nakata turns stones and...”:
…your hand ISSA ROCK ?????!!! @ monamidaesung your pet rock is
quiet you!! my rock is gr8
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winterwarlock · 11 years ago
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Hey, y'all! I think I'm long overdue to make a follow forever list, so here it is, as of September 2013, nearly two years after I first made this blog! I'm low on the follow count, but I love all the people on this list! My incredibly good friends are bolded, but if you're on this list you're absolutely considered a fantastic person and/or great friend to me.
So, in alphabetical order, my friends:
2prcntmilk // clockwork-queen // darkmasterplan // heartlandians // // heartmindand5eoul // hoseokj // i-didnt-want-oppas-feels-so-i // invisisong // ivashkinator // ladymothwing // le--cirquedesreves // leeminhosnoona // luckystar45 // minhvuns // monamidaesung // my-gosh-its-snowing // perfecteeran // queenofthechodings // smile-for-hugs // specialeggrolls // spikedette // vipnikiki // wingedshiori 
In addition, fantastic blogs that I don't talk to but will always follow (not alphabetical):
feversart // kimchiscenarios //  nickola-nickart // dubbledeckerbus // fishingboatproceeds // caterpiii // itsnicolemunoz // shewhohangsoutincemetaries // referenceforwriters 
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azim-steppes · 12 years ago
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So uh even milk likes kpop
2 percent even I love you.
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monamidaesung · 7 years ago
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2prcntmilk replied to your post: “my flights are booked, I’m off to LA to visit my sister for a week on...”:
so much fomo
)))):
wish you could come
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monamidaesung · 7 years ago
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2prcntmilk replied to your post: what did I do?
Wth happened. Are they bad comments?
No comments, just likes and reblogs
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monamidaesung · 10 years ago
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so 2prcntmilk wanted me to make a post about this morning so here I go??
(prepare for a post that is basically as long as an essay)
I had my first session with a counselor this morning. I was so fucking scared idk why, just anxious and stuff. I felt like I was going to be sick. so I got there about 20 minutes early b/c why not right what the hell might as well go ham
so I sat down in the chair in her office and she sat like kiddy-corner to me. I had to sign some papers b/c the place I went to is government run and OHIP covered and stuff and, you know, legal stuff and stuff etc and stuff. then she was like “so, your doctor recommended you come see us? so tell me, what’s been going on? it says here you feel stuck and like you’re drowning?” and basically we...chatted. like 2 people just meeting, who want to be friends, but only I talked. anytime I would slow down a bit she would jump in and fill any possible incoming awkward silence with another question, and they were simple questions that I just rambled about but she seemed genuinely interested so I never felt like what I was saying was....worthless
it was like she was a fortune teller. or...you know how you see those star-sign things on here and when they apply to you you’re like “oh. my. GOD. that is SO ME!!!11!1!!” well like everything she said about how anxiety and depression works in people fit me to a tee. she also said some “I can tell, from what you said about X Y and Z that you...” a few times and it was like “omFG SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS????” it was like....such a fucking relief.
and you know how I was terrified she would focus on my weight, well the only time she even mentioned weight was when she asked how I comfort myself when I’m having a sort of anxiety- or depression-fueled episode and I said that I eat my emotions a lot. she said it’s actually good, b/c I can recognize that I’m doing it for comfort and there’s a lot of other worse things I could be doing and now that the weather’s getting better, I should try walking in the sun some more b/c A) sun = light = happiness, B) it’s another way to comfort yourself if you get some time to yourself, C) she now knows I listen to bubblegum pop korean music and said that’s great b/c the music could make me happier and I listen to music when I walk and, D) if I see people while walking a simple “hello” in passing could actually raise my confidence b/c it’s a mini victory like “hey, I spoke to a stranger and didn’t burst into flame!!1!1!!1!” she even said she’d never suggest a diet or anything ever
so she gave me a whole books worth of papers to read about mindfullness and actual instructions on how to do deep breathing and meditation (”you hear people say ‘breathe deeply! MeDiTaTe!!” but no one really tells you how to do it”). she then told me she likes to meet with people every few weeks b/c if you meet every single week and you ask “so, what’s been going on?” in a week maybe nothing happened, but just this once she wants me to come back next week, just to touch base and make sure everything’s still ok
she told me that our short term goals will be to work on the cause of my anxiety and long term she wants to have me do little things that will force me to sort of break through it all, but she kept repeating “that’s LONG term though, think months from now, not anytime soon”, she kept reassuring me she said working on the things that make me anxious, building my confidence, making me see worth in myself, will help with my depression she told me about the....triangle thing? like mood-actions-thoughts. like if you constantly think negative thoughts, your mood is constantly a bad one so you don’t do anything, like an endless cycle right? so she said there’s no one fix, and her goal will never be to turn me into the party girl/social butterfly, but to work on my thoughts which will effect my mood which will effect what I do
she also asked about my online friends, she said she encounters a lot of people who meet friends online and these “friends” are more harmful than anything, like people that encourage harmful thoughts or actions, but I assured her that you lovely people have only ever supported me and have helped me through some really tough times and have encouraged my search for help and she’s really happy about that so <3′s to you guys!
she also said that although I’m feeling better now that I’m taking cymbalta, that I’ve only been on it for less than a month and I’ll be seeing more changes/effects in the next 3 or so weeks. she explained that with anti-depressants what most people notice first is changes in the...what was it...like passive traits effected by depression. like you might notice your sleep pattern change (less oversleeping and/or not being able to get to sleep, more a regulated sleep pattern), you might notice your apatite will change, your energy will increase too. she said your mood will change (hopefully improve) last, so that’s why a lot of anti-depressants caution about possible increases in suicidal thoughts, b/c you suddenly have more energy and more drive but your mood is still shit so if you had suicidal thoughts before but never acted on it, now you have more energy and drive and might act on it so she warned me and made sure I had her number in case of an emergency and told me that that period lasts like a week at most and to “push past it” if I can
this is gonna be good guys, I think this is gonna be good it’s scary, but it’s gonna be good
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monamidaesung · 10 years ago
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2prcntmilk replied to your post: “I just had a coughing fit and...”:
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monamidaesung · 10 years ago
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"gif sev!" juli says
says "ok" and then proceeds to gif Aurey
heh oops
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monamidaesung · 10 years ago
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2prcntmilk replied to your post “[[MOR] all I’ve been doing lately is taking way too long to make...”
Sev. Always gif Sev.
Thank you Juli. Gr9 suggestion. I will spend the rest of the week giffing everything Sev does.
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monamidaesung · 10 years ago
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I'm leaving in about 90 minutes to meet up with my mom and then we're off to Toronto. Surgery's tomorrow at 9:30 am (so I have to be there at 7). Then approximately 2 hours of surgery, 1 hour recovery, and then I get to go home.
I'm basically a giant ball of nerves right now hahahAHAHAHAHA
IF ANYTHING GOES WRONG, 2prcntmilk NEEDS TO ACCESS MY LAPTOP TO TELL ALL THE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE IN EVERY BLOG I RUN WHAT HAPPENED OK? OK.
I LOVE YOU ALL, BYEEEEE
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monamidaesung · 10 years ago
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Ok, first tag (that I missed!) I was tagged by stillpixilated!
Post 5 Pictures Of Yourself/Of Something That Makes You Feel Beautiful And Write 5 Things That You Like About Yourself. Then Tag 5 People That You Think Are Beautiful. Keep It Going That Way People Can Feel Loved & Important.
I'm going to do the list first b/c tbh I don't think there's 5 pictures of me anywhere on my computer/ on social media that aren't embarrassing as fudge so
1. I like my love of video games I guess. Like, I like how game-centered my life has been and remains to be.
2. I may hate it occasionally but when it comes down to it I actually like how soft hearted I can be. I cry about all the things, and tell me a story about why I should and I'll donate to any cause if I have the means. I'm an emotional wreck all the time and I'm usually angry at myself about it but when I think about it....I'm just glad I'm not angry and heartless, b/c there's so many reasons to be angry and heartless all the time. I'd rather be overly emotional and a crybaby than a heartless angry soulless person idk.
3. I....ummmm....I like...umm........my shorter hair? Sure.
4. Crap. 2 more to go ok so ummmmmmmmm my...calves....are pretty ok?
5. This is really hard wtf omg. OH! I like how I've canged. Like I used to look at other girls and be envious or bitter or mean in my head like "omg she's dressed like such a slut" or "ew omg look at her EW" but now I look at every and all ladies and really just think only good things about them. Honestly. I haven't had an unprovoked negative thought about a girl in the ages and it's just so refreshing, I recommended it, A++ life change, appreciate everyone for who they choose to be b/c everyone chooses to be gr8 ok.
As for the picture, this one time I took this series of gr8 selfies:
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Apparently I need 5 though sooo here, have this one
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(credit to 2prcntmilk for that one)
Tagging i-didnt-want-oppas-feels-so-i, kpoppinginmonsea, seungri-and-justin-fivever, 2prcntmilk, kimtansfluffypinkcardigan, (sneaking in daebakbitch too ok) and EVERYONE ELSE B/C YOU'RE ALL BEAUTIFUL
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monamidaesung · 11 years ago
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seungri-and-justin-fivever replied to your post: “so I’m starting my new job tomorrow it’s till and merchandising so...”:
YOU'LL DO GREAT!!! HOPE YOU HAVE AN AWESOME DAY TOMORROW, LOVE! <3 :)
2prcntmilk replied to your post: “so I’m starting my new job tomorrow it’s till and merchandising so...”:
you'll be fine!
thanks guys but brb gonna go try to not throw up lol I hate my life
(no but seriously thank you and ily <3)
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monamidaesung · 11 years ago
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So I went to see Justin Timberlake on Valentine's Day with my sister Juli and.....well that happened
We got there at like 7pm and the show was supposed to start at 8. We had seats this time omg thank god. But like dear Air Canada Center; did you design your seats for fucking twigs? B/c Juli's much smaller than me and SHE found the seats ridiculously small so you can imagine how me and my width found them. Like I get that you want to fit as many people in as possible so you can makea-da-money but COME ON NOW. And then you're sitting next to people? with elbows? and with, in the case of the girl beside me, a voluminous rear end? COME ON
Anyway, so I had been up since 6 and hadn't slept well that night before b/c of my dog and we'd been driving for like a total of a million hours so I was dead sitting there at 7pm. I was already getting a headache and we were just sitting there. It wasn't a good sign. There was a DJ there, playing music and interacting with the slowly growing crowd. My ear was crackling and my head was bothering me and my eyes were being annoying, it was an even worse sign.
We were in section 101, so in the back, higher up, but not nosebleed seats. we were pretty centered, so we could see the entire stage.
And then Justin Timberlake graced us with his presence
Guys. Guys guys guys GUYS
He did Summer Love and Rock Your Body and Senorita ("I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING BOUT REALLY LEAVING WITH YOU") and Love Stoned and an acoustic version of What Goes Around and both the Comes Around and the I Think That She Knows preludes which are my FAVORITE THINGS EVER
and Tunnel Vision and TKO and Cabaret and MORE
and and and we all sang along with Drink You Away
and "everything I see is beautiful 'cause all" HE SAW WAS US
and like EVERY SINGLE SONG Juli would turn to be and be like "THIS ONE'S MY FAAAAV TT____TT"
and he sang Murder which bleNDED INTO BEL BIV DEVO'S POISON. CAN WE PLEASE DISCUSS. CAN WE PLEASE. (that video's super embarrassing b/c I get so into the song I couldn't hear myself so holy shit I'm so off key and.....eurg)
and at one point the front section of the stage raised up and was moved towards the back (where we were) but Juli and I didn't even realize until it was like halfway there and we were like "Wait, why are the VIP people under the stage all of a sudd-OMG HE'S CLOSER TO US????"
and there was a 10 minute intermission and THIS IS HOW JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE RETURNS FROM AN INTERMISSION [in 2 parts b/c a HOLY SHIT ATTRACTIVE British man had to get past us so I had to stop for a sec] like that shitty video obviously doesn't do it justice. I don't think any video could. the lights were reflecting off of smoke so like the green lights at 00:47 in the first vid looked like walls of green light to us.
it was just....ridiculous. he's so suave and smooth and stupidly attractive and HE HITS THOSE HIGH NOTES LIKE IT'S NOBODIES BUSINESS and he did the entire concert in a suit b/c he is class personified (OTHER JUSTIN'S TAKE NOTICE) and anD aND AND EURG I PROBABLY FORGOT SOMETHING BUT OH WELL THE END
OH I FORGOT!
HE SANG "THE ROOF THE ROOF THE ROOF IS ON FIRE" B/C HE AND SEUNGRI NEED TO DO A COLLAB OK
and speaking of kpop wow like I can;t get over how DIFFERENT a feeling that concert was than from bigbang's concert like wow
oh and encore song was Sexy Back so you know
THAT
HAPPENED
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monamidaesung · 11 years ago
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i think you should get me that psychedelic cat shirt
I'll get you some psychedelic shit Juli
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monamidaesung · 11 years ago
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My younger sister, Juli, is batshit crazy and is running the TOUGH MUDDER tomorrow!
Y'all should go and wish her luck which actually shE WON'T NEED B/C SHE CAN DO IT I KNOW IT WOOOO GO JULI!!!!!
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monamidaesung · 12 years ago
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