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[talkfastromance4]

bubbly 😊💕 for the one word description

Aww thank you!💖🫧☺️

[kaleidoscopeminds]

meg’s 1k celebration

@2fangirl4u || winters with luke

[redrattlers]

Hi, Em! 🥰 If I'm not too late 👉🏻👈🏻⭐

hey cami! never too late but sorry it took a minute to get to your ask! i’m here now!!

for you I really wanted something sweet and fun, so I picked Be Sweet by Japanese Breakfast! ☺️

[rebelwith0utacause]

∞

Anarbor - Passion For Publication

'Cause we were falling apart Built to crumble from the start I'm a cold metal machine And I'll do things you've never seen And what they don't tell you in church is Saints are sinners too

[tekweela]

🤠💖✌🏻

thank you!!

[bandsanitizer]

∞ 🥰

hi cami!! 😊 thanks for the ask!

Spaces - One Direction

who’s going to be the first one to compromise? / who’s going to be the first one to set it all on fire? / who’s going to be the last one to drive away? / forgetting every single promise we ever made

one of my favorite songs from them!!! and yes that’s the entire second verse but I love it and particularly how it compares to the first verse. also lilo vocals!!!

put a "∞" in my ask box and I'll shuffle my music player and give you my favorite lyric from the song that comes up

[ierogenvy]

Hiii! ♡ 7 & 18 from the music asks, pls? :)

7: a song to drive to

oh dear i work better with songs not to drive to (bc in singing them i gotta go fast and also scream along + close my eyes). hm u kno i think im gonna go with i wanna get better by bleachers. nothing beats screaming along to it in the dark on a backroad

18: a song from the year that you were born

idk instinctively know late 90s music that well so i looked up the billboard top 100 for 1998 so my answer is youre still the one by shania twain (disclaimer i do know like, some of the other songs from this list and from the 90s in general, but like, the 90s is not my area of expertise)

[nostalgiabones]

15 & 32 🥰🥺

Thank you for asking angel! 🥰

15: fav 5sos dog?

This is hard because they’re all so sweet 😭 I think either petunia or moose because they seem the most cuddly and I would like to squish petunia’s face in a loving way

32: fav tattoo from any boy?

They all have GORGEOUS tattoos but my favourite is Luke’s hummingbird 🥺🥰 it’s just so pretty and I think it really suits him 🥺 Ashton’s star gets an honourable mention too though

Ask me some 5sos questions!

[kindahoping4forever]

Stage!Ash: The Lost Fics, A Special Event Coming This Weekend

Encore, one of my fav fics I've written, was published one year ago today! What was supposed to be a quick little PWP to celebrate Ashton's return to the stage somehow became a multi-part series and one of the sweetest romances I've written to date. One of my favorite things about the series was that it was interwoven with the IRL timeline, so we got to see that couple inserted into real life situations we'd just witnessed. I had lots more planned for them but unfortunately my health woes got the best of me and I took an unofficial sabbatical from writing, leaving 2 new installments of the series unfinished.

Until now! To be completely honest, I'm still struggling healthwise and writing is very much a challenge but I've been chipping away at these fics little by little all year, determined to see them through. So! This weekend, I hope you'll join me in throwing back to late 2021 for some Stage!Ash offstage holiday adventures. 😌

Wild Horses Couldn't Drag Me Away - NEW Friday, 2 September

Ashton's cowboy Halloween costume lassos the two of you into exploring a new side to your relationship.

You Feel Like A Holiday - NEW Saturday, 3 September

Every day with Ashton feels like a gift but even more so when you spend Christmas together at his cabin in the mountains.

In case you need a refresher course, the Encore Series Masterlist can be found here

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[wastelandcth]

Tomorrow Will Be Kinder - afi

summary: A brighter day is coming my way. 

author’s notes: I’m going to be really honest, this was @in-superbloom​ birthday present last week and I wanted to share it with her first before everyone else got to read it too. Inspired by this song!

warnings: angst, ashton is sad and that’s okay. 

masterlist || request

Ashton watched as the black clouds passed overhead, swirling into themselves before being spit back out. They were heavy with rain and at a moment's notice, prepared to flood the Earth with their torrential tears. If he was truly worried about the rain, he would've moved inside, found comfort in the warmth of the home he'd made for himself. He probably would've wrapped himself up in the fuzzy robe that was currently on the floor of his bathroom and laid around the house listening to the pitter-patter of the raindrops against the roof and the windows. He would've sipped on a warm coffee and watched as the mountains he lived in disappeared behind the fog of rain and thunder, listening to the music that nature provided for him. If he was really worried about the rain, Ashton would've been more careful to no be in his pool, floating through the water as he tried to clear his mind the only noise around him was the muffled sound of thunder beneath the surface of the water.

But Ashton did not have a care in the world. Well actually, that was a lie. He had a lot of cares in the world and it was sinking him down further and further, weighing on him like a stack of brick placed on his shoulders ready to pull him deeper under the water, until the first raindrop landed against his forehead.

The past couple of days had been a whirlwind for him. His body and mind were completely apart and Ashton had, on multiple occasions, found himself doing things he'd never even remember starting. There was the day where Ashton looked up only to find himself in the studio with Calum, something he hadn't remembered planning or even getting up to do. Then there was the date night he'd gone to, where his eyes were focused on the screen for far too long before he realized that he'd been at a movie theatre. It seemed like his life was going on without him and Ashton wasn't too sure how to stop it. The raindrop, a heavy and cold presence on his skin, left him gasping as the world paused for just a moment, everything hanging in a suspended silence before the sky opened up and curtains of rain fell down on Ashton.

"What are you doing?" a voice called out, over the splashing of rain and thunder, bringing Ashton's eyes from the sky and over to the sliding glass door that had opened up much like the skies had a few seconds ago, "You're an absolute madman!"

Ashton watched her, her own wide eyes watching the scene in front of her, as she rushed over to the edge of the pool with a towel in her hands and her eyes squinting as the raindrops crashed against her skin. He was out of the pool before he could even register his body moving, his hands taking the towel and wrapping it around his shoulders, not that it made much of a difference. The dry towel soon became another weight on his shoulders, soaked with rainwater and the pool water that Ashton had dragged out with him.

"What are you doing here?" he asked confused, his hands on her arms as he watched the soft strands of her hair stick to her forehead, "I thought you were out of town this week?"

"My meetings got canceled," she called out, her body jumping over the loud crack of thunder that shook the ground beneath them, "I called but you didn't answer."

Ashton frowned, his eyes searching for any sense of regret in her eyes, another loud crack of thunder finally spurring him into motion as his feet led both of them back through the glass doors. The whoosh of the doors sliding close, blocking out the rain storm from their shivering bodies, made Ashton's ears ring and with the silence that it left behind. His eyes watched his backyard, only hours before sunny and bright now covered in fog and clouds that felt more like his brain, the wind picking up and slamming down onto the ground. The trees around his house shook and swayed, dancing in the wind as the world shook around the storm.

"Ashton," her voice whispered, the warmth on her hand finding the cold skin of Ashton's back, the feeling sending goosebumps through his body as his eyes closed, "What's going on?"

"Nothing," Ashton mumbled, "I guess it's just been a bad day," he shrugged, his eyes finally opening to look over at her, a frown finding its way on his face as he saw her, "We need to get you into a warm shower, you're going to get sick."

Before she could answer, before she could throw a snarky reply back at him, Ashton took her hand and led her through the quiet of his house. Their footsteps echoed through the halls, the silence cut sharply when the shower was turned on. He knew he was being stubborn, that she was just trying her best to help him vent and open up with what was on his mind, but Ashton could barely put into words what exactly was wrong. The bathroom was soon steaming, the warm fog enveloping Ashton and her in the safety of the shower, melting down Ashton's stress and fog in his own brain.

"I missed you," Ashton whispered, his forehead leaning against hers as he breathed in the steam, letting it clear his lungs and his mind, "I missed you a lot."

"I missed you too," she whispered, her hands coming up to tangle in the curls Ashton knew she loved so much, "And you know that I'm always here for you. That the cloudy days are going to clear up."

Laying in bed, under the bedsheets with the warmth of her body next to his, Ashton looked out the tall windows that his bedroom had. He remembered when he'd first toured the place, the large windows almost made him skip the tour, he had never liked the idea of big windows because it meant that he'd have to buy large curtains and he wasn't even sure where to start looking for them. But he eventually looked past the troubles that came with large windows and  as he laid there in bed, listening to the soft breaths that left her as she laid her head on his chest, he realized that those giant windows were a blessing. The storm outside had slowly passed, the harsh wind reduce to a soft breeze and the black clouds now replaced with thin white clouds floating through the sky.

"I love you," Ashton whispered, knowing that the words would fall on sleeping ears and that he would eventually find the courage to scream them out when she was awake, "Brighter days are coming our way."

Because Ashton knew that the dark days had taken over and that they felt impossible to get away from, that the wind and the thunder in his brain would soon end and eventually, the sun would shine. He knew that the cold he felt in his bones would be replaced with warmth one day, much like the warmth he felt there next to her in bed, and that eventually the stars would align and Ashton knew that tomorrow would be kinder.

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[kaleidoscopeminds]

happy birthday, meg! ♡ ur an amazing person (and even a more amazing gif maker 💚) hope u have a wonderful day, sending lots of love!

oh thank you so much cami my love!!!! 💖

[redrattlers]

hi, em! ♡ 32 & 40 from the askss

hi cami💛

32. Do you believe in star signs?

unfortunately not really, but I like to play with the idea that it could be! the universe FASCINATES me and there’s so much we don’t understand or even know about so to that extent I like to believe that there could be some truth to it y’know? and like, okay a lot of astrology is basically applying it to what makes sense to you and your life so in that sense I like that it can get you to reflect on yourself! I personally believe any kind of introspection is super important for growth and hapiness so I’m all for it!!

40. What makes a person ‘good’? Are you a ‘good person’?

When it comes to everyday life it’s all about perspective and empathy for me! To me everyone is good until proven otherwise, and even then before I judge someone I always try to see things from their point of view, because their experience and feelings are as valid as mine. I won’t put the bad label on someone right away if they do something I don’t like. Your intentions and motivations truly have to be evil and it has to be a repetitive thing for me to get there! And to answer the second question if I follow my logic I am also a good person!!

late night ask?

[rebelwith0utacause]

hiii! ♡ camila for the mini playlist 🥰🥰

Hi there 😊 Hope you like it 😊

C - Canals - All Time Low

A - Avalanche - Bring Me The Horizon

M - Miss Murder - AFI

I - In Common - Alicia Keys

L - Live In The Moment - Portugal The Man

A - Adrienne - The Calling

[ashtcnirwin]

do you have any blog recs for a new 5sos stan? i recently got into them from reading fics on ao3 (tidal wave was one of the first i read, it was incredible) and now i'm trying to find good blogs to follow but it's really hard haha💖

wait hold up, you got into 5sos via fic? that's where you started? you came across a 5sos fic on ao3, opened it, read it and became a fan because of that? well there's a nice twist to the usual standard, love that for you😌

blog recs yess! here are some fantastic blogs that post mostly or exclusively 5sos-related things and they're all ran by lovely, lovely people! OH and welcome to the fandom🧡 (and ty for the compliment, so happy you liked tw!)

@lifewasradical @kaleidoscopeminds @daydadahlias@kindahoping4forever @mulletcal @squishmichael@burstingsunrise @merry-the-cookie @redrattlers @bandsanitizer @bente-gifs @allsassnoclass @ashtonsunshine @ashtonhours @lukemichaelcalumashton @in-superbloom @igarbagecannoteven @cringeycal @calumsash @lukeshemmings @ghost-of-you @camelliastreet @besideyou @glitterblazercalum @blackbutterfliescal @karajaynetoday

and here are some fantastic blogs that post a fair bit of 5sos content but also things from other fandoms (like atl, taylor swift, 1d, teen wolf, spn, and/or....this dude who has to do with cars (???)): @clumsyclifford @2fangirl4u @pxrxmoore @calumthoodshands @calmfolklore @calumsthood @tirednotflirting @thenervousduck @calumfcknghood @wildflowersmalum @ijustdontlikepeople

[bandsanitizer]

LOOK AT WHAT THE WHOLE VIBING SOMEWHERE ELSE DID TO HIM, HE CAME BACK LOOKING LIKE THAT™

EXACTLY!!!! WHAT????

[nostalgiabones]

hiii! ♡ camila for the playlist ask 👉🏻👈🏻

Hi!!

caroline (B side) - all time low 

all I want - olivia rodrigo 

moving along - 5sos 

ice cream man - yungblud 

less than I do - the band camino 

afterglow - all time low