#2024 yap sesh

[chaotic-mystery]

˗ˏˋ come come, join me ´ˎ˗

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2024, what a year. I started off as one person and I feel like an entirely different person going into 2025.

I’m usually not the type to talk about change because I feel like you are the change and I often times don’t like being vulnerable enough to talk about myself and my inner monologue but this is a safe space I try to create for not only you, but for myself.

I’m ending this year with knowing more of myself than I did at the beginning of the year. Finding me and who I am, what I like, finding new hobbies and interests (phasmophobia almost nightly with Ali and Angela especially) sonny angels, watching a shit ton of movies, reading more books, falling back in love with an artist I grew up with (thank you ts)

So many fics I’ve written and received so much love on and i cannot thank you enough for it. This year I really tried to push myself to write things that are sad and uncomfortable emotionally for myself. If I can write a silly fic that means a lot to someone else, I want to do that. I’m only human and I tend to be really harsh on myself and my writing but I'm trying to give myself the space to do better. I have so many goals as far as writing for next year and I’m hoping to achieve some, if not all.

As a reformed mischief maker (thank you Ali, I love you a million times), I can admit i was not the best of a friend to some and I hurt them, I can only apologize and not make the same mistakes again. I’ve also been learning to be the bigger person and it’s a daily struggle especially when I shouldn’t have to be put in that position to begin with, when all I’m doing is living peacefully. Minding my own business, but alas I'm steering away from stooping to loser status to match energy.

Sometimes things happen for a reason and it’s fine. People leave and you aren’t friends anymore, it’s fine. It’s time to close that chapter and move on.

I’m going into 2025 with amazing friends surrounding me and protecting me, and all of the ones who supported me endlessly. I refuse to take old petty crazy drama (or people) with me into the new year. I know you're still watching me, kisses bitch <3

Favorite Fics I've Written This Year

Pink Haze- You missed Joel while he was gone on patrol, so of course you'd welcome him home with your mouth first. wc: 2K ||

Consider It A Favor- Your AC breaks in your car and the one person around to help is your neighbor, Mr.Miller. wc: 3.4K ||

Code Red Series (ongoing)- Moving back to Texas to fix your life but you fall for your dads asshole best friend, Joel Miller.

Take A Hint- Frankie doesn’t know how to be an ex boyfriend and he doesn’t know how to not take things too far. wc: 3.4K ||

Professor's Pet- Professor Miller wants you to teach the class tomorrow morning & you need help being less nervous. What if he’s the reason you’re nervous, though? || This was for @/studioghibelli 's writing challege they had which was so fun! wc: 2.6k ||

I love you all <3 this is an open invitation to anyone to reflect on their year ! Thank you womb sister for making this graphic & crossing my path. I love you @pedgito

[tyummyz]

WHATT

THANK YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH FOR 100 😛😛

i live laugh love u all and i promise today ill put that new au out

i seriously love all of u and thank u for 100 followers 🫶🏻🫶🏻

[ghostlylemonz]

Can’t come to the phone rn sorry going through some intense internal conflict (trying to choose between team stardust and sea foam for art fight 2024)

[jam-packed]

everyday i think abt my beautiful gf and say insane things abt him to my friend who does not care

[yourninjasareajoke]

the amount of times i’ve seen cate in the past week is statistically wack

lets bffr. im only here for the free shirts.

[tyummyz]

hey! so what the hell!!

@cupiidk1lls @mattsbows @mattybsgroupie @mrsarnold @freshloveee

idek who else to tag but if u see this reblog and tag other people because this is hella insane

Hello dear!

Sorry for bothering you, but it's important to remind you to turn off your asks for a few days! Bad things are going to happen on Tumblr soon...

Don t know anything about this but BETTER BE SAFE EVERYBODY!!!!!!

[tyummyz]

ᝰ.ᐟ the sounds of opposite style . . . ✉️

summary = while swan is trying to decorate their cozy, pink living room for christmas, she’s met by some…unexpected music from colby.

warnings = cursing + just silly fluff with swan and colby

a / n = thank you to @mattsbows , ur inbox inspired this whole thing

swan was stood on a birch step-stool infront of her and colby’s tree. she was tying some pink ribbons onto the branches that she could now reach with help of the stool. swan had also decided that she definitely wasn’t doing the back of the tree since ‘nobody would see it anyways’. she had some pink, plaid pajama pants on, the ones that colby gave her for christmas of course, and colby was supposed to be wearing his matching ones — but he was in some black sweatpants, back in the bedroom since he claimed he was too tired to help swan decorate.

swan jumped off the stool and smiled, stepping back until she was against the counter. she looked up and down in satisfaction, giving a few excited jumps because of how pretty their tree looked. she pulled her phone out and took a couple pictures of it to put on instagram later.

“perfect!” swan whispered to herself, clapping her hands a bit. she went to the oven while it started to beep, she grabbed her pink oven-mitt and pulled a tray of soon-to-be peanut butter blossoms. she sat them on the counter and took another picture before letting them cool. she sat on the counter and laid back on it, her blonde hair sprawling out all over the marble counters.

everything seemed to be all relaxed while swan waited for the cookies to be cooled off enough to plop some hershey kisses onto them. well, it was calm until the tv in the living room switched on and $uicideboy$ started blasting throughout the house.

swan squealed and dropped her phone, covering her ears and groaning. she walked over and saw spotify open on the tv, she immediately rolled her eyes. wouldn’t be the first time colby connected to the tv and blasted music.

“colby!” swan screamed, her voice drowned out by the music. swan looked around at her and colby’s living room (which was slowly becoming just her living room). the loud music a contrast between the bow-shaped throw pillows, the soft pink and white blankets draped over the black couches, the shades of pink and white decorations that covered every shelf there, the small candles on the glass coffee table. it all screamed ‘swan’, but this music was all colby.

swan groaned and she stormed back to her and colby’s room, pushing the door open with her hip and walking to colby who was laying back on the bed. she grabbed his phone and shut off the music, crossing her arms and looking down at her dumbfounded boyfriend.

“uh…hey, gorgeous.” colby yapped, giving swan that goofy smile she always found adorable.

“colby— no more connecting to the tv! it’s ruining my whole vibe i got going on.” swan huffed, looking at her boyfriend, who was still in pajamas.

“sorry, baby. how about i come help you bake to make up for it?” colby’s words immediately got a smile on swan’s face,

“get in your pink pajamas and come meet me in the kitchen!” she cheered, kissing his nose and skipping to the kitchen.

the rest of their night went exactly as swan wanted, colby claimed the pink pjs and the cookies were all ruining his day, but swan knew he was just joking.

the two also knew this wouldn’t be the last time that colby blasted his music, and it certainly wasn’t the first.

[tyummyz]

i too am wondering this

[tyummyz]

VICTORIA’S SECRET SUPERMODEL . .

⟡ ݁₊ . v.s model!reader . . . paired with christopher sturniolo

⋆˚𝜗𝜚 vicki . . . pink queen . princess . white wings . black hair . silver girly . black polka-dots . piercings . camera flashes . glamorous . large arianator . ‘ ’ yes, and? ‘ ’

MAGAZINE SECTIONS!

ONE-SHOTS 🪽 .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

pending . . .

HEADCANONS 🪽 .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

pending . . .

SOCIAL POSTS 🪽 .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

- insta posts — ft. reader’s post + chris’s fangirling

EXTRAS 🪽 .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

pending . . .

credit page!

sparkles = @bernardsbendystraws

playboy gif = @animatedglittergraphics-n-more

[tyummyz]

migraines and cozy blankets

↳ a fic requested by lilah! — ft. little!matt and gf+cg!reader

summary: matt has been having quite a lot of trouble all day with his migraine (may or may not cause him to regress)

warnings: use of y/n , swearing , not much else / maybe some mentions of nausea but no actual throwing up!

a / n: thank u @sturniolocafe for the request + the awesome nickname and im SO SO sorry it took me years 💔💔 + NO AND I REPEAT NO RELATIONSHIP IS CARRIED INTO MATT’S HEADSPACE, ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP IS STRICTLY OUTSIDE OF IT

divider credits: @saradika-graphics + as for the sparkles…i still have no clue

matt laid on the soft blankets that coated his girlfriend’s couch, he could hear some noises from the kitchen, allowing him to assume that y/n was cooking something. matt’s mind was focused on the throbbing going on in his head, he wanted to just sleep it off and usually he’d do that but this migraine was too much of a bother to even allow him to sleep it off. he groaned softly and put his hands onto his head, not wanting to bother y/n again with his complaints that she insisted were no big deal.

matt groggily got up and walked his way to the kitchen, his head carrying another feeling, a smaller one that obviously wasn’t as painful. he leaned on the counter and saw his girlfriend walking around and cooking what looked to be some kind of pasta. “damn— my head is killing me..” matt muttered, apparently he didn’t do it quiet enough because y/n looked over and kissed his cheek.

“sorry you feel that way, baby. d’you want some medicine? it might help.” she spoke, already grabbing some advil and getting a glass of water.

matt nodded and took some water into his mouth, swallowing the first pill and then the second one. he silently prayed they’d work soon. he felt a hand ruffling his hair and this small motion made small tears enter the corners of his eyes and a younger mindset cloud his stressed one.

“matt? you okay, honey?” y/n spoke, her tone soft. she saw matt shake his head, clearly the nickname and her soft tone sent him further into his regressed headspace. luckily, y/n picked up rather quickly and she turned the stove on a lower setting, pulling matt in close and letting his tears fall freely. “oh…you poor thing, it’s okay…mama’s got ya..” she cooed, using one hand to rub matt’s back and the other tended to dinner.

y/n helped matt get his serving of pasta and she got him situated, giving him a sippy cup with juice in it. she ate her own plate while helping matt out, wiping his tears with her thumb.

“mama.?” matt started, pushing the finished plate to the side, “um…can- ‘an we watch snoopy.?” he asked with a sniffle.

“of course, baby! wanna get into comfy clothes and then mama can put it on?” she smiled, knowing the little was referring to the charlie brown christmas movie, otherwise known as matt’s favorite.

y/n tidied up the kitchen and then she took matt to his nursery — a cozy, light blue and snoopy themed room with tons of stuff specifically for matt’s regression, otherwise known as little matt’s heaven — she helped the little change into some comfy pajamas, ones that matt exclaimed and declared the softest ones and the ‘bestest’ ones.

“arms up!” y/n smiled, which matt giggled and raised his arms, allowing his caregiver to slip the pajamas over his head. he looked at the bed and ran over, making y/n question what he was up to.

“mama- mama! cans i take ‘em down?” he gestured to a couple stuffed animals on the bed, including a few blankets in his question. he cheered at the nod he received and the two began to grab blankets, matt feeling each one before nodding or shaking his head. they piled the stuffed animals on top and then matt nodded, clearly satisfied. “t’ank ’ou!!” he gave a toothy smile.

“you’re welcome, sweetheart! ready to go watch your movie?” y/n questioned with a head tilt.

“‘es, p’ease! cans we race too?” matt bounced up and down as he awaited an answer.

“hmm…of course!” y/n nodded, getting a happy stream of ‘thank ‘ou’s from matt.

the two raced downstairs, per matt’s request, and y/n helped him settle on the couch with cozy blankets and stuffed animals that covered half of the couch. matt was relaxed with his head on his caregiver’s lap, giggling as she ran one hand through his hair. her other hand occupied with putting the movie on.

matt had been so caught up with his caregiver, he forgot about his migraine. it was still lingering, which he did expect, but it had gotten a bit better. he smiled and snuggled into his caregiver, clutching the shark stuffed animal he’d gotten from y/n for his birthday about a year ago. sadly, matt hardly lasted more than an hour into the movie, but y/n smiled and thanked everything that her boy was finally resting and he was feeling a bit better. after a while, y/n too fell asleep with matt in her lap, her thoughts clear and happy. matt’s head just a faint, distant feeling by now, and hopefully it’d stay like that forever.

[tyummyz]

girl I almost didn't realize this was you

i would cry if you didn’t know this was me because i can’t LIVE LAUGH LOVE without roro

[overtake]

yap sesh | hungary 2024

[tyummyz]

ᝰ.ᐟ cat and mouse . . . ✉️

summary = a crossover episode between white-cat!reader and @pr3ttyf4wn ‘s mouse!reader . .

warnings = minor curses + just pure fluff!

a / n = i love them + my white-cat reader goes by kitty for this + will probably go by kitty for everything :))

divider credits! = @bernardsbendystraws

antique coincidences

kitty was resting her arm on the glass counter of her small antique shop, her brown hair falling gently over her forehead, shielding some of her eyes. she blew her hair from her face and then stood up, tapping her white, painted nails on the counter in complete boredom. she looked over when she heard the small, golden bell ring, signing that someone had walked in. she got on her tippy toes, trying to see who entered from over the shelves, yet it didn’t work too well so she had to pray that they would bring something to the counter. she adjusted the baggy, low-rise jeans that she had, pulling a loose thread from the pink bow that was stitched onto the pocket. she looked up and smiled when she saw a ginger woman walking up to the counter, kitty admired the tattoos that she had on and even wondered if she’d ever get any of her own.

“hey! i love your hair! find everything alright? well— i guess i can’t say that in an antique shop…” she laughed softly and began to ring up the other girl, who talked to her in a sweet voice in return. kitty placed some stuff — what the ginger had bought + some extra goodies — into a bag, tying a white bow on the handle as an extra touch she always added. she smiled and waved, wishing the other a wonderful day.

kitty smiled and then walked off to go stock some shelves — and maybe stalk some people on socials from behind the counter, something she always denied doing.

bike accidents

kitty had been fiddling with her large chain of keys and keychains, trying to find the one that locked her antique shop. it had just hit 7:00PM and she was attempting to lock up. she cheered in success, blushing when she realized how loudly and how publicly she yelled that, but she locked the shop and began to walk onto the other side of the sidewalk.

while kitty was fumbling to put the keys on a loop of her jeans, she looked up and squealed when she saw a bike coming towards her. she moved a bit and caught her breath.

“oh shit— i’m so, so sorry—!” she rambled continuous apologies when she saw the same ginger girl from earlier, she saw her bile and wanted to compliment it but she snapped her head back up to their rambles of apologies and nearly missed injuries.

she finally hooked her keys and walked off, wondering how the same ginger girl she’d ran into earlier almost injured the two of them. of course, kitty never blamed her, and she even insisted it was her own fault and not the ginger’s fault.

coffee spills

kitty had made her way to a stand around the park to get some coffee. she got some vanilla coffee that the barista had talked her into trying, and she was watching the steam come off of the top, even taking a picture from her phone camera, rather than the one she had hanging on her shoulder from a strap.

she picked up the cup and took a sip, smiling in satisfaction as she began to walk back to her bench, focusing maybe a bit too much on the steamy beverage.

before anyone knew it, kitty had collided with someone, coffee spilling over each girl — she saw the same figure and spewed many apologies while cleaning both up with a napkin. the girls’ apologies mixed into a large apology, and soon kitty giggled, laughing about the coincidences and even bringing up how this wasn’t their first run in.

when the two parted yet again, kitty removed her white sweater and tucked it in a small tote bag she had on her other shoulder, grabbing a hair tie from the bag as well.

park benches

kitty had pulled her brown hair up into a ponytail, a white bow tied around it. she was looking down at her camera, stumbling over her own feet occasionally as she headed to the park she always went to after she locked up her shop.

she looked up and halted at the entrance, seeing someone already occupying her bench. she didn’t mind, though. it was a public bench, how would anyone get angry about someone sitting on a piece of property? it wasn’t like kitty owned it.

she saw the figure…maybe feeding birds? or maybe watching some? kitty couldn’t tell, but she did recognize the figure yet again, the same one that had been with her in this crazy day with even crazier events — maybe the universe was trying to push them to be friends with all of these encounters. it was odd, but kitty was too much of a disaster-prone girl to stir up a conversation, so she took her camera and sat at another bench and took pictures of the scenery. but then she paused, would it really go so bad if she just introduced herself…?

kitty toughened up and stood back up, walking over and smiling.

“hi! uhm…d’you mind if i sit here?” she saw the girl nod and she sat down, listening to the ginger speak for a moment. “—i’m…kitty- by the way!” kitty gave a toothy smile, her cheeks still a light pink color.

she found out the ginger was referred to as ‘mouse’ and she immediately made the connection of how their names went together like a cat and a mouse.

kitty knew, from a part near the back of her mind, that the universe definitely wanted this to happen, the moments weren’t coincidences, and she wondered now what would happen in the future since they were properly introduced now..

[nochedie]

— get to know me! ☕️

hi! i am still relatively new to using tumblr regularly (i only found out yesterday you can choose where the read more cut goes?? leave me alone) and i haven’t really spoken about myself yet so here is a little icebreaker! i would love to make some more mutuals and my ask box is always open for a yap sesh 🫶🏼

— my name is actually eden but i do use edie more regularly as i do prefer it!

— i’m 25!

— i used to write when i was maybe 15/16 for teen wolf, the walking dead etc and a little bit of stranger things later on but i haven’t written fics since then!

— i am a travel agent! i LOVE working in travel and i’m always trying to find ways to incorporate it into one of my fics but i haven’t thought of the right way yet lmfao

— i have been watching supernatural since 2014 (i watched seasons 9/10/11 i THINK) but haven’t watched it all the way through and honestly lost any and all recollection so have been watching the entire series since about the start of september this year, i’m currently on season 8

— sometimes i struggle to call myself a dean or a sam girl because i don’t think i can choose but deep down i am just a dean girl and there’s nothing i can do about that

— i am from the uk! hate it 👍🏼

— other interests include photography, stuffed animals lmfao, iced coffee (i drank 8 in about two hours once and my friends still talk about it like it’s an urban myth)

— recently i had been playing fallout 4 pretty regularly but i played so long that it got easy and i’m not really here for that. give me a mirelurk queen type challenge

— then i played the entirety of powerwash simulator. and that really healed me

— i also love cozy games, eg animal crossing, wylde flowers. my favorite cozy game is unpacking it’s just SO calming.

— my album of the year for 2024 was big ideas by remi wolf PLEASEEEE tell me someone loves this album as much as me because i just. iloveremiwolfsomuch

— to be honest if a character does something bad i could still love them but uh. you know they still did that thing… unless their name is castiel. castiel can’t do wrong because he is castiel. that’s castiel. that’s my baby castiel. that’s my baby in a trenchcoat castiel.

that’s honestly all i can think of and i think half of this was me just yapping??? anyways :) come say hi plss! 🫶🏼

[tyummyz]

. . . say hello to . . .

-> white-cat!reader . . . x benoftheweek !

𐔌 . ⋮ one-shots

+ cat and mouse . . . white-cat!reader x mouse!reader

𐔌 . ⋮ headcanons

hmm…

𐔌 . ⋮ extras

hmm…

𐔌 . ⋮ white-cat!reader .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

𐔌 . ⋮ ‘ ’ kitty ‘ ’ = brunette . bows . antique shop owner . sugar, no spice . awkward moments . cupid . cameras . small towns >> bigger cities . cupcakes . baking . . !

i was 90% sure nobody has done white-cat specifically! i apologize if someone has and if you know who, please let me know!

[sozila]

ABOUT ME!

hiiii, i’m sozila 😋 i’m a 19 y/o second year uni student from the US studying medicine, and i love to write!

★ personality types: - i’m an aries sun, aries moon, and virgo rising :) - entp (unfortunately i share this with gojo. do we act alike guys pls lmk😰) - my chinese zodiac is the rooster!

★ some likes: - spicy food, reese's, pasta - making art (digital media/trad, photography, writing, cinematography) - yapping and being overly social lol

★ some dislikes: - dishonesty - tomatoes, unseasoned food, meat (i'm vegetarian!) - elon musk’s fuckass cybertrucks. guys they ruin my mood anytime i see one while driving

★ tv shows/anime i like! - atla, south park, the boys, miraculous ladybug, kamisama kiss, fruits basket, kimi ni todoke, spy x family, haikyuu, demon slayer, and a lot more hehe :) feel free to ask me if i like/have watched something, most likely i have! (also huge on kdramas.. just lmk <3)

★ other interests! - resident evil, fnaf, cod, spiderverse, indie horror, misc. manhwa, mads mikkelsen... (yes it's that serious hehe)

little reminder that my inbox is always open for yap seshes so feel free to talk about stuff besides my writing too :) i loooove to hear from you all! peace luv bathtub! ♡

♡ ribbon divider by thetaey, graphics from pinterest ♡ © sozila 2024, all rights reserved. please do not plagiarize, translate, or repost any of my work on other mediums or sites. cross-posts on ao3 and tumblr under same alias.