#2018 was ok then i got super slowed-down depression. then mid 2019 i recovered. did a general uni admission test. got into uni | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

myrtaceaae · 2 years ago

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Like idk. My sister has anxiety, and she doesn't take anything or see anyone, and she's doing fine and has a job, and yeah has horrible anxiety attacks. But can you know. Do things.

Whereas I'm constantly seeing some fucking professional, or doing tests or some other nonsense, and I just seem not to improve at all. Get worse even.

It just puts me in the headspace, of what if I did get off my meds and stop seeing professionals? I was working before all that happened, so like. Is the issue being over-treated, rather than something with my brain

#about me #it just. thing have not gotten better #since like. end of 2019.#2018 was ok then i got super slowed-down depression. then mid 2019 i recovered. did a general uni admission test. got into uni #and immediately getting into uni had a manic episode that led to a depressive episode that led to a manic episode that led to a depres-#things haven't gone ok for so long #briefly in 2021 they were ok. well not really. but i wasn't in an episode i was just dangerously dissociated

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