#2.5 months

[thatsunnyalien]

Decided to print my story and I’m feeling quite proud. It’s the first long form writing I’ve ever completed so I decided to throw it down in the middle of all of my journals as I try to start my next story.

Wish me luck!

Sticky reads: Not to judge the proverbial book by its cover but I'd venture to say he was all cover, no pages.

Things I’ve learned from this:

-Write everyday, even if it’s just a sentence or two.

-Write the scene you want to write, organize it all later.

-There is no bad writing, just something you might cannibalize later.

-One scene at a time makes a story.

-Don't be afraid to read it out loud like an actor on a stage.

Stats for Nerds:

Start: 2024, October 29th

End: 2025, January 21st

Below is the link for the fic itself:

In Dreams of Blood and Water (95217 words) by SunnyAlien Chapters: 34/34 Fandom: Life Eater (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Johnny/Ralph Characters: Johnny, Ralph, Zimforth, OCs Additional Tags: POV First Person, Pre-Canon, Post-Canon, Canon Canon, Expanded Universe, canon AU, Angst, Complicated Relationships, Cosmic Conflict, Sexual Content, Stockholm Syndrome, Lima Syndrome, Supernatural Elements, Survivors Guilt, babies first fanfic, Whoops Wrote too Much, Enemies to Friends to Lovers to ???, Abuse, Blood and Gore, Corpses, Death, Drinking, Drug Use, Emotional Baggage, Fire, Graphic descriptions, Homophobia, Insects, Kidnapping, Mental Instability, PTSD, Religion, Self-Harm, Smoking, Spiders, Suicide, Trauma, Violence, Vomit, Its Life Eater, All Chapters Titles are Song Lyrics, All Hail The Spider God Referenced Summary: Johnny has spent the last ten years of his life locked in a man’s basement but now that he’s free he has to come to terms that his life is never going to be the same. He is different, home is different, and Ralph? He’s not sure how he feels about any of that, but he’s trying to make the best of it. One thing though still lingers dormant in the back of his mind, Zimforth, and it still wants him dead. Johnny needs to find the will to keep fighting even when it begins to all fall apart. Can Johnny survive the end of the world without losing himself and everything that matters? Fic Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLkqwkRkgOj8in5y_QJJUSFMBRL6M6-Z4j&si=9G5Gy7ddtlBLTZ3e

[diplexchimera]

ah yes, I love being tricked by my body

no, no. I do not mind feeling like I'm about shit myself to death, only to discover all farts

[butchyena]

i got offered TWO promotions today tehe

[johnwickfucker]

it's a little strange seeing myself in the mirror after i take off my shirt and getting the urge to avert my eyes?? i feel almost nervous for a few seconds before having to remind myself that what i'm seeing is, in fact, My Own torso

[awkwardcatman]

i shaved for the first time the other day and i have a bit of stubble 😍

[alphacommander]

mmmmm please dont "dine and dash" on patreon :\. I'm glad you're interested in the work but, you could just wait till its published publicly insteaddddd....

[freebird81]

Meet Mogley🐶

[symphogear]

tmw you’re informed that tumblr never saved your changes to your blog from almost a year ago so it still said you’re 21 in your about and suddenly NOW everyone decides to notice it :///////////////////////////

[walking-to-mordor]

Just comparing....

Well, I just noticed my left shoulder is lower than my right.  My kid says he always noticed that. Thanks for not telling me I am crooked. 

I have to get rid of so many clothes. So much of what I own no longer fits.  Out of 6 pairs of jeans I own, 4 were too big (I have not worn jeans all summer, so I didn’t know). The only two that still fit are because they are smaller sized.  Fall/winter, I will not need to buy much clothing, especially since I like my sweaters and sweatshirts large and cosy.  Next spring/summer could be (hopefully will be) very interesting. 

The t-shirt I am wearing I bought a year ago, and never wore it until today. I was always planning on wearing it, but blah blah blah... tried it on the other day, and it is now relegated to gym-shirt status.  

Anyhoo...I got the chance to take all around photos, so I just wanted to compare from the starting point. 

[queerghosty]

[toryalexandr-ea-blog]

Baby laughs

Little CJ never laughed as much as she did at auntie Nox on boxing day, she’s been laughing more ever since :)

[riles2015]

Doing up that daily scar care routine. I can't even count how much tape I've gone through so far.

[chrysanthemumie]

I’ve seriously never put this much effort into school before. I’m not procrastinating and I’m feeling confident. Still overwhelmed sometimes but….

I've also never participated or talked this much in classes before and omg it helps so much to not feel alone why did I wait til my last semester of college to talk to people

[queerghosty]

2.5 months on T

Hair: A little over 2.5 months on T and my facial hair is starting to come in. My upper lip has some dark hairs and the rest of my face has light fuzzies. Mostly at my chin though. Hair is still coming in and darkening on the rest of my body as well.

Voice: Voice still cracks a lot so that's been fun but I have also been overwhelmed with allergies so I'm not sure what part of that is causing it cracking. Recently had to make a video for class and do I really sound like that?? I hope that it keeps dropping a bit more.

 Muscle Growth: I’ve been slacking on the gym with final approaching so I haven't really noticed much growth in muscles or anything. 

That's about it for now still going at my new dose of 0.4mls.  

[vankaurver]

so ready to move out.