#16monthstogo

[sohniilove]

I want to start diarising this part of my life... so here we go...

Wedding planning is in full swing! the major things are pretty much booked, and so far we’ve had everything we’ve wanted. Some people told me planning would really test our relationship, and i can see how it would. There’s so much disappointment, stress and frustration involved when you’re dealing with budgets and time constraints. But honestly, wedding planning for me has made me realise that i am 1000000% marrying the RIGHT man. 

He's patient, kind and understanding beyond words. He never freaks out, he always compromises when needed, but most importantly, he tells me clearly when he’s adamant on something and is so appreciative when i compromise for him. I always wanted to get married for the wedding itself, but he’s taught me what it’s like to be excited to get married for the marriage. 

He simplifies the most complicated of situations and goes above and beyond just to made me slightly more comfortable. I really need to find ways to give back somehow, because he deserves so damn much! 

The next time i’ll see him is in 4 months, and i’m hoping to plan a bunch of fun stuff for us to do in England. Whilst the distance is tough and i’d rather we be together.. I wouldn't trade this time in my life for anything, i’m always so happy, and even when i’m sad, i’m not truly sad because i know how lucky i am to have him. He truly is Mr Perfect - some day when we’re married i want to sit with him and show him these notes, just so he knows how loved he was before our life together even began. 

[kpop-is-my-fix]

Please be safe Junsu, we live be and miss you so much! I can’t believe it’s been 5 months since you enlisted, just 16 more months till you come me back to us! Please stay strong and safe, and know we’ll always love, support you and wait patiently for you @xiaxiaxia1215 you look so gorgeous in your uniform, but then again you look gorgeous in anything you wear! Again love you always❤️🎶😍💪🏻🙏🏻🔥💖 #junsu #xia #jyjfromtvxq #jyj #musical #gorgeous #talented #angel #imissyou #deahnotethemusical #iloveyoujunsu #beautifulvoice🎤 #16monthstogo #myangel