#143always

[jerkizzle]

Love in times of corona virus 😂

You felt like home once upon a time

Now i don’t even recognize you anymore

Possibly because I let my feelings justify you

I was blinded by my feelings for you

And ignored the real you.

I knew you were damaged

I also knew I couldn’t fix you

But I hoped you’d want better for yourself

Just like I want better for myself.

I now see your not ready

Your not ready to heal

Your not ready to grow

Your not ready for my love

Because what I have to offer is real

Genuine and unconditional

Your not ready for real love or commitment

Sex is fun, but at the end of the day it’s just sex

Lust isn’t love

Just know you turned your back on something real

I’m sorry you can’t see your own destructive patterns

[infinitebitgaming]

#love my new #xboxdesignlab customized #143always controller from #wifey 💁🏽‍♀️🎮❤️

[mommiinwiife]

@bigdiesel113 thank you for loving me💕 #143always (at Grand Forks, North Dakota)

[jerkizzle]

D.A.F

I don’t know how or why, but I always know when your coming back to me. It always frightens me not knowing whether or not it will be good or bad. Most of the times if not all of time I always end up getting hurt. Hurt by your unnecessary use of words to describe me. Taking out your frustrations on me, when I’m not to blame for. It’s been a long road.. some good and bad memories. I’ll always try to keep the good ones, but no matter how many times I forgive you I’ll always remember the bad ones too. Maybe I’m doing wrong by forgiving you, but there’s no room for resentment in my heart. I always ment when I said I loved you and I still do, and forever will. I can only hope you find your peace and what your looking for.

-Jerkizzle