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12/25/22
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#waroffaithedit#war of faith#zhui feng zhe#wei ruolai#shen tunan#shenlai#compilation#long post#zfz 2#zfz 4#zfz 9#zfz 10#zfz 12#zfz 13#zfz 16#zfz 17#zfz 22#zfz 23#zfz 25#zfz 34#zfz 38#my gifs#ugh his heart eyes are just devastating#and there are many more examples#but this post was getting outta hand as is#chrm chrm
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A Date to Remember <3
#nyanaknifeart#art#illustrations#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#welcome home fanart#23 8 1 20 4 15 5 19 5 22 5 18 25 20 8 9 14 7 13 5 1 14 20 8 9 19 12 15 15 11#19 15 6 6 9 6 25 15 21 18 5 19 5 5 9 14 7 20 8 9 19 7 15 15 4 12 21 3 11 6 9 14 4 9 14 7 1 12 12 15 6 9 20
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Imagine the Red hair pirates being a cute found family during the holidays
Uta: tried sitting down at the Adult's table
Hongou: ah ah ah, no, kids sit at the kiddie table *points at the small table closer to the kitchen*
Uta: Eh! I'm an adult.
You: * leaning on the table, smoking a fat blunt* You're like what, six?
Uta: *gasps* I'm ten!! I'm not a little kid anymore! Gosh.
Hongou: Of really? Then what's a mortgage?
Uta: Some sort of death pledge?
Benn: It sometimes feels like it, but no. Those who know what mortgages are can sit at the adults table.
Benn, Yassop, and Hongou: *finally take their seats at the adult's table with you*
The rest of the crew: *go crouch around the Kids table*
You: really guys?
Shanks: What, I've lived on a boat my whole life, mortgages are out of my sphere of existence.
You: how lucky you are.
Uta: *sticks her tongue at you* Mortgages are a stupid metric to measure adulthood.
You: alright alright, you can all sit at the adult table.
Uta: Yay! Now get up. Only I can sit at the head of the table.
You: *Laughs as you get up* What a little diva.
The crew: *gasps in shock*
Shanks: *covers her ears and gawks at you in disbelief*
Benn: We don't use the D-word around Uta.
You: oh *crouches down to her height, so you can look her in the eyes* My apologies I didn't know that you took offense to that term. Now is there a T-word you wanna say, since I'm giving you my seat?
Uta: T-word? .... Oh, thank you! *gives you a big smile*
You: *pats her on the shoulder* you're welcome sweet pea.
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#one piece#one piece x reader#one piece scenario#one piece imagine#red haired pirates#red hair pirates#red haired shanks#red hair shanks#shanks x reader#akagami no shanks#shanks#benn beckman#uta#uta one piece#one piece hongou#from the depths of the dragon's hoard#tma original#12/25/22#no beta we die like men
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its odd.
you would have never expected to fall for this person out of all people. hey⌠maybe mr. eyecandy, ayato. but thoma?? thatâs unspoken territory.
thoma is supposed to be your best friend. the one you could rely on when you need to vent. so⌠how did you even catch feelings for the guy?
its been like two years since the friendship has started. you memorized how long he takes his naps and when he wakes up from those naps. from basic facts like favorite color to oddly specific ones like which donut is his favorite? it is chocolate with sprinkles (SPECIFICALLY with more red sprinkles than the others!).
ok.. maybe, thatâs how. but you refuse to have feelings for him. especially when you know he will never return them. he aches, longs for and yearns for different entire girl.
that girl being ayaka kamisato. you cant help but envy her. she has the affections of a man you want. to love. but you dont blame him. she is such a beautiful girl if you were thoma; you would also crush on someone like her.
but it is easier to crush on someone when theyre distracted with their own crush. easier to slip away from the feelings you harbor towards him even though they eat you up inside slowly.
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The Journey South
The Watcher and the Thief, Chapter 3 Scene 1
Whumptober Day 22: 22 BLEEDING THROUGH BANDAGES | Tourniquet | Reopening Wounds | "Oh that's not good"
Whumptober Day 25: SURGERY | Stitches | Being Monitored | "It's for your own good."
Whumptober Prompts List | Masterpost
Tales from Valaria Masterpost
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Fandom: Original Work
Words: 1600
Tag List: @fourwingedsnake @whumperofworlds @pigeonwhumps @mr-orion @scaewolf
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CW: blood, stitches, wound cleaning, worry
A/N: Hector and his stubbornly optimistic apprentice Luc have begun their journey south in search of a magician who can reverse Luc's curse. But can they find her before Luc bleeds out? A Watcher met on the road may provide an answer.
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Three days earlierâŚ
âWeâll rest here.â
âAre you sure? Thereâs still a few hours of daylight left.â
Hector gave Luc a flat stare. While his apprentice was clearly trying to put on a brave face, his body language betrayed him. Exhaustion lined every inch of Lucâs body, and the way he held himself in the saddle betrayed how every movement bothered the wounds in his back and chest. Every sway and dip was accompanied by a wince or a tightening of the jaw as he tried to hide his pain.
But he knew Hectorâs eye for detail better than anyone, and his shoulders slumped. âOkay, we can stop here.â
âHereâ ended up being a spot a short distance from the road, hidden behind a small hill and the tall scraggly bushes common in the sparse plains southwest of the Fells. They had left the blockade as soon as they were able, but progress through the Fells on horseback was, as usual, slower than Hector would prefer, losing most of their daylight navigating through barely passable terrain.
Hector dismounted and secured their horses before he helped Luc down. Luc hissed through his teeth when he hit the ground, jaw clenched. âThatâs⌠thatâs gonna be pleasant.â
âSilas said to change the dressing every morning and evening. You think youâre up for it now?â
Luc hesitated before responding. âLetâs get it over with.â
Hector unloaded their supplies from the horses, setting them down beside Luc as the boy slowly lowered himself to the ground, face set against the pain. It was only until after Hector finished loosening the saddles and removing the bridles from both horses that he realized he was stalling.
He exhaled sharply and went back to Luc, digging the medical supplies out of the saddlebags. The elves had made sure they would not run out of things like bandages, dressings, augri for cleaning wounds, or various medicines on their journey. Understandable, considering Hector wasnât certain how long it would take before they tracked down Qila Scoria. Magicians were unpredictable in how they chose to use their gifts, but last anyone in the Fells had heard, she was near Valdove, a few daysâ journey south.
He was stalling again. âShirt off,â he commanded, a little too sharply for the situation from the sideways glance Luc gave him before complying. The young Watcher hissed through his teeth again as he raised his arms above his head and worked the shirt over his head in slow movements.
Hector set his jaw when he saw the state of the bandages wrapped around the wounds on Lucâs chest and back. Blood was beginning to seep through the cloth and in some spots had entirely soaked through. Stitches or no stitches beneath the bandages, the carved runes were proving their refusal to properly close.
âIs it bad?â Luc asked quietly.
Hector untied the knot holding the bandages tightly and began to unwind them. âThey havenât gotten worse, if thatâs what youâre asking.â
âWellâŚâ Luc began, thinking, âI suppose itâs all I could be asking for. Every day that passes without infection is a good day for me.â
Hector finished removing the bandages and set them aside, trying to ignore his nephewâs blood on his fingers as he pressed a clean cloth reeking with pure alcohol to the small, uniform cuts. Luc stiffened when the cloth made contact, but he did not cry out. âStill finding the silver lining,â Hector muttered, methodically working his way across Lucâs back, âI admire your perseverance.â
âI try,â Luc said, wincing with each movement. The runes sliced into his skin had been stitched shut by the elves, but that didnât prevent the curse from continuing its work and keeping the wounds from closing.
Hector worked in silence, moving on from cleaning the wounds as quickly as possible. Rewrapping was much the same as unwrapping, although Hector felt his work was clumsier than that done by the practiced hands of the elven surgeons.
How many more times must I do this? He wondered as he put away the medical supplies. Lucâs blood was no longer on his hands physically, but he could still feel the thick, sticky liquid every time he rubbed his fingers together. How much longer until he bleeds out?
âŚHow much longer until I have to bury another family member?
He didnât voice any of these thoughts aloud. Not when he gathered some fallen branches from the nearby shrubs to start a small fire. Not when the fire grew hot enough to cook with. Not when he prepared their evening meal. Not when they ate in silence, the chill of the autumn night pressing against their backs.
Hector didnât voice any of the thoughts aloud.
But he suspected, from the way Luc occasionally shot glances his way, that he could still hear them, even if he didnât answer aloud either.
Facing your own death is one thing. Hector faced his so often that such a threat was almost meaningless.
Facing the death of your apprentice is another.
And facing the death of your apprentice when it might happen through circumstances utterly out of your control? Another thing entirely.
Not to mention the very real possibility that Qila Scoria, once they found her, would be unable or unwilling to provide aid. Then what? Search for the next magician? And the next? What if they encountered the one who had done this to Luc in the first place? They had only gotten away alive because Hector had caught her by surprise, he doubted the same thing would happen twice.
âI can help keep watch,â Luc offered as they were settling down for the night.
Hector looked at him sharply, about to argue, but Luc continued, speaking quickly. âIâm not going to be able to sleep well anyway, no matter which way I lay down Iâm going to be on the stitches, and you canât keep watch all night and navigate the next day, so get a couple hours of sleep, at leastâŚ.â
Hector exhaled in frustration. He had a point. âFine.â He unclipped his pistol from his belt and held it out to Luc, still in its holster. His apprentice stared at it for a long moment before hesitantly taking it. âI donât expect you to have the same range of motion as you would normally. Iâve seen you shoot, youâre a good marksman.â
Few Watchers carried firearms, most in Hectorâs generation preferred the bow or crossbow, having used them for decades. But Hector knew a dangerous and useful weapon when he saw one, and so when he got his hands on one he made sure he learned how to use it well. Such skill was imparted onto Luc, although you wouldnât know it by the way he handled the weapon like a hot coal.
Hector contented himself with the crossbow he had inherited from his own mentor. Luc was as familiar with it as Hector himself, but the extra exertion from reloading the bolt was guaranteed to tear the stitches in his back.
âFirst watch?â Even before the words completely left his lips Hector knew the answer.
Luc nodded, turning the pistol over in his hands. âPerhaps when my watch is done I'll be exhausted enough to actually get some sleep.â
Hector allowed himself to return his nephewâs smile. He hoped his optimism would be able to last long enough for the curse to be reversed.
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They met the unfamiliar Watcher ten hours later.
The sun had only just risen above the horizon, the last wisps of morning fog yet to evaporate. She was walking south along the road, the same direction as Hector and Luc, and from her unbothered disposition when they caught up, she had heard them coming a while before.
ââMorning,â she wished them as they rode up on her right. She wore a cloak dyed in the recognizable greens and browns of a Watcher, although hers were a more muted shade than Hector's own coat. Her curly brown hair was tied back in a low ponytail. She carried a bow in one hand, a quiver hanging from one hip and a short sword on the other.
Judging from her relaxed posture as she walked, she deemed them no threat. But her short sword was at easy reach, and any number of other weapons could be hidden within the folds of her clothing.
As Hector made his assessment, the way her eyes darted between him and his apprentice showed how she made hers. She frowned when she noticed Hectorâs pistol holstered on Luc's belt. âWatchers in the north carry firearms now?â
âFires faster than a bow or crossbow,â Hector countered.
âHm. Noisier too.â
âEasier to carry.â
âHarder to acquire ammunition.â
âYet.â
She sighed. âFair enough.â She closed the distance between them and stuck out her hand towards Hector. On his horse, she came to the middle of his chest, estimating her height around one hundred and seventy centimeters. âThe name's Kaira. Kaira Ta'ruen.â
He shook the offered hand. âHector Epsilona. This is my apprentice, Luc.â
Kaira nodded to his nephew before turning back to Hector. âWhat brings two northerners to this lonely road?â
âCould ask the same of you.â
âFair enough. I came from west of here, was called out to find a couple missing folks. Tracked them almost to the Fells whereâŚ.â She narrowed her eyes. âYou two wouldn't happen to know something about a serial killer up in the Fells, do you?â
Hector glanced back at Luc, who gave him an imperceptible shrug. Probably the best he could do without bothering his wounds. âAs a matter of fact⌠yes. We do. We were called in from Caenum to help with the elven blockadeâŚ.â
#whumptober2024#no. 22#no. 25#bleeding through the bandages#blood#oc#fic#stitches#wound cleaning#worry#my writing#whump#whump writing#curse#curse whump#fantasy whump#oc whump#hector epsilona#luc epsilona#kaira ta'ruen#the watcher and the thief#tales from valaria#btw Kaira's 5'7#Hector's horse is 12 hands roughly 60 inches#that makes him like 6'3#he tall
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ever since I was little I never gave a fuck if anyone else liked me, I just wanted to like me and eventually I did for a little while but then I forgot how
#2012 and 2016 were my 2 best years probably#12/13 & 16/17 yro me slayed too hard I fear#1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10/11/14/15/18/19/20/21/22/23/24/25 flopped#though 20 was ok ily lockdown
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Angel Man
the Brother Silken Windhound
#the Brother#Silken Windhound#sighthound#angel man#Happy Howl-a Daze#photozoi#12-25-22#tis the season#dogs in costume#dogs in hats#dogblr
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November 30th, 1942
This is very much inspired by that post thats like 'remember how Bucky said he enlisted so Steve wouldn't worry about him'. I just couldn't stop thinking about Bucky getting his draft letter and being so worried about people worrying about him. This draws heavily from the lore developed in the chat with @bucknastysbabe , inculding but not limited to: Rebeccas food thing, George Barnes the WWI vet who died from a medical problem caused by his time in the amry, Steve and Rebecca being close, Ma Barnes being one of the kindest people in the world and a midwestern girlie...etc etc. Sources for the bits of research I did for this fic are here and here.
November 30th, 1942
In 1942, on the Monday after Thanksgiving, Bucky got a letter. He saw it when he got home from the docks, slightly crumpled between Rebeccaâs algebra and geography books on the kitchen counter. It had gotten a little damp in the mailing process and was stuck to the front of a letter to his mother, from her own mother back in Iowa. He didnât think too much of it-he was too exhausted to think much of anything. Unloading crates from ships was far from the worst work in the world, but it sure did zap his energy and fill his sinuses with dust and dirt and smoke. Some of the old timers-guys who claimed to remember striking for a 5 cent raise-liked to joke that pretty soon âpretty boy Barnesâ would get to know the sort of back pain that went hand-in-hand with a lifetime of hauling cargo, and that would trump exhaustion every time.Â
Bucky always laughed it off. They were just joking around, and heâd take any ache in the world if it meant being able to take care of his family, anyway. Even if his Ma kept bringing up trade schools that werenât too far or too expensive, and Steve was champing at the bit to join the military, Bucky was fine right where he was. He was just fine in the apartment he grew up in, working hard, flirting with the girls running telegrams in the harbormaster's office, walking Rebecca home from school when he got off in time. He got fantasy novels from the library with Clark Gable knights and Lana Turner princesses on the covers; He boxed on the weekends and was always a good sport; He caught Rebecca in the short hallway connecting their bedrooms every morning and gave her a noogie; He went to the cinema with Steve when they both had a little change in their pockets and flicked popcorn kernels at each other like they were kids.Â
All that to say-Bucky was doing perfectly fine. He wasnât raring to make a name for himself or see some great bloody glory. He definitely wasnât interested in signing up for the war. The picture of his father on the mantel, clean shaven in an army uniform from twenty years ago, kicked the sense back into him whenever he thought about it. If the photograph of the man Bucky could barely remember didnât work, the urn next to it surely did.Â
And all of these things were reasons why, when he unstuck the damp mail from his sisters schoolbooks, the bottom just about dropped out of his stomach. The ink was a little smeared from getting wet, but still perfectly legible: for him, with the selective service system logo stamped right on the front.Â
It was like the entire apartment tilted, rocked like a seesaw and threw him completely off balance. Without even thinking, Bucky stuffed the letter into his pocket. He didnât want to look at it, think about it, deal with it. Whatever it said-as if there was any question as to its contents-he would worry about later. Preferably not standing in the middle of the kitchen in his grimy work clothes, whale eyed and frightfully pale.
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The letter remained stuffed deep in Buckys pocket until after supper. Bathed, comfortably full and bone deep tired, he was usually out like a light after working a full day. But instead of passing out underneath the quilt-a gift from the elderly widow two floors up, after heâd spent the summer of â35 bringing up her mail and groceries and painting over the water damage on her kitchen ceiling-he fished the letter out from the pants strewn on the floor and justâŚheld it. Looked at it. Turned it over, looked at where his address had been smudged a little by the damp. It was definitely for him; no mistake there. His full name was right there on the address line, middle initial and everything.Â
Maybe it was completely mundane! Every guy had to sign up for selective service-tons of them probably got letters about misspelled words or unchecked boxes. Maybe heâd written something down incorrectly back when he had filled out the forms. 18-year-olds were stupid, after all, and he probably hadnât been paying that much attention to the information he was putting down. That was most likely it; Heâd put his birthday down as October 3rd instead of March 10th by accident, or initialed something that was supposed to be a signature or vice versa. So what if itâd been four years since he filled out that paperwork? Tiny errors like that were probably pretty low priority for the selective service, especially after America joined the war.Â
He was just going to open the letter and see what they needed him to fix or resign.Â
He opened the letter. He read it once, then twice, then three times.Â
There was no problem with the paperwork heâd filled out at 18.Â
He didnât need to resign any forms or recheck any boxes. Â
He did need to report to the local selective service board the following Tuesday.Â
Oh. Oh fuck. Oh fuck.Â
Buckys first thought wasnât âI donât want to join the militaryâ. It wasnât even âIâm scaredâ. Buckys very first thought was for his family. He couldnât be in the military! He was an important part of the household! The Barnes had only recently edged back into a relatively comfortable financial situation because of the combined incomes Bucky and his Ma brought in, and someone had to be around to look after Rebecca-as much as sheâd protest and whine that she was 16, she didnât need to be looked after-when their Ma couldnât. Someone needed to haul Steve out of fights and into dance halls, because yes, Steve was as good as family, wouldâve been even if Rebecca hadnât declared he had âadopted brother rightsâ years ago.Â
Buckys second thought was âI donât want to join the militaryâ, because he didnât. Heâd never wanted to, never even seriously entertained the idea. There had already been a Barnes man in a war and it had destroyed him; robbed a good man of his peace and his health, robbed Buckys mother of a husband and himself and Rebecca of a father. Hell, Rebecca had never even met their father-he had died two months before she was born. A couple of old photographs, a ceramic urn, and a watch and wedding band with no hand to wear them were all she knew of the man.Â
It made Buckys stomach turn to think about leaving his family for the thing that had put his father in the grave before 40.Â
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The next morning he started to think. He couldnât tell his Ma heâd been drafted-he certainly couldnât tell Rebecca or Steve. Theyâd all worry too much for him. The downside to having loved ones was that as much as you loved them, they also loved you. And loving someone meant worrying for them when they were about to get scooped out of their life with less than a months notice.Â
Itâd be less worrying if he'd just enlisted, if he had made a choice, even a rash, ill-advised one. At least that would imply he had some sort of excitement or confidence in joining the military. At least that would imply that he was ready, that nobody needed to worry about him because Bucky himself wasnât worried or scared or hesitant.Â
That was the thought that he chewed on all day. Chewed on it so much, in fact, that he barely chewed anything else, including his supper. And that was strange behavior for Bucky.Â
âWhatâs wrong with you?â Rebecca had asked him. It sounded incredibly blunt, but to be entirely fair, she had first made a frantic gesture towards the peas on her plate with her head-because Rebecca was not eating peas that week, and if she could switch their plates without their Ma noticing she could avoid a stern look and a âclean plates clubâ lecture-and then kicked him under the table when her head tossing got no response.Â
Their Ma was looking at him, too. If there was one thing the Barnes siblings were, it was chatty, and although Rebecca had been blathering on about how a girl in her geography class had gotten in trouble for wearing lipstick, Bucky had been almost entirely silent. And heâd barely touched his food even though he wasnât on the same legume strike as his sister.Â
He shrugged, trying to play it cool, casual and calm. He took a bite of his food-the peas were fine even if they came from a can, because their Ma was an excellent cook. Rebecca was just weird about food sometimes-to give himself time to think.Â
He settled on âI canât walk you home next week.âÂ
Rebecca sighed in that âGod, youâre all so uptight and dramaticâ way that teenagers do. âI donât need you to walk me home. Iâm not a kid, I know how to get home from school.âÂ
Their Ma gave him another curious look, though. âDid you make plans?â she asked. âWith Steve? With a girl?â
She didnât sound upset, justâŚcurious. It was odd, after all, for Bucky to not want to walk Rebecca home. He tried very hard to align his hours at the docks with her school schedule. It was important to him, to make sure she was safe and that nobody bothered her.Â
âSort of.â He replied.Â
He knew that wasnât a very good answer, and his Mas face reflected it. Heâd never in one million years chose some dame over his sister, and Steve was as good as Rebeccas second brother. He was more likely to just join in on the walk than make plans over it. Hell, half of the time they did things as a trio-things like pooling Christmas and birthday money to go to Coney Island, an outing upon which the then teen boys had ridden the Cyclone, Steve had vomited into a public trash can, and Rebecca had proven that she was somehow remarkable at darts despite never having played before in her life.Â
His Ma raised her eyebrow. God, he was bad at lying, bad at keeping secrets, bad at misleading people.Â
âI-â He met his Mas eyes for a moment, took a deep breath, steeled himself. âItâll be a few days next week, actually. I enlisted and Iâm reporting to induction on Tuesday.âÂ
The world didnât end once he said it. A small part of him-the part that reminded Bucky he hadnât lied to his Ma since he was 17 and she asked if he had cigarettes in his bedroom, and even then heâd come clean about two hours later-had expected something huge and dramatic to happen. Maybe both his mother and sister would drop their forks and snap their heads up, maybe a police siren or fire alarm would go off somewhere nearby, maybe lightning would strike the building.Â
But none of that happened. Rebecca continued pushing her food around her plate. âNo you didnât.â She scoffed.
Their Ma didnât dismiss his statement as a joke, but her expression was difficult to read. âYou did?â She asked, her voice stern and level.Â
Bucky kept going. In for a penny, in for a pound. âI was just thinking about it and it seemed like a good idea. I stopped at the recruiting center last week. IâŚâÂ
He trailed off. This wasnât a perfectly thought through lie, but it felt like a necessary one.Â
âYeah.â
Rebeccas fork actually did clatter to her plate once he finished talking. She looked up at her brother, agape with bright pink spots at the high points of her cheeks.Â
âYouâre fucking joking! You canât just leave!âÂ
âRebecca Grace!â Their Ma snapped, though it was clear that her heart wasnât in it.Â
Rebecca shot up from the table, her eyes-bright blue like Buckys, like their late fathers-welling up with tears. âNo! You canât leave, thatâs not fair!âÂ
With that she stormed off, the slam of her bedroom door in the small apartment sounding like a gunshot.Â
Bucky swallowed and looked down at his food. He wasnât hungry anymore.Â
âJames.âÂ
He looked up at his Ma. Guilt immediately began to eat at him. Guilt for the lie, guilt for having to leave them, guilt for everything his Ma had been through and would go through in the future.Â
âWhat branch?âÂ
He swallowed again. The guilt was crawling up his throat like vomit. He wanted to admit it was a lie, to say he was scared and didnât want to go and didnât know what to do. But there was nothing to be done. All he could do was help the people who loved him to not worry so much.Â
âArmy. Like dad.âÂ
She raised her eyebrows. They barely ever spoke about George Barnes military career. Not to say that they never spoke about Bucky and Rebeccas father at all-heâd been the love of their Mas life, she had plenty of stories about him. But they didnât talk about his time in Europe. Bucky had always gotten the impression that his father hadnât spoken much about his time in Europe when he was still alive, anyway.Â
âYour father was drafted. He didnât choose the army.âÂ
He shrugged.Â
She sighed and put her fork down, picked it back up, put it down again.Â
âI donât-â She sighed again. âI canât tell you what to do. Youâre a grown man and you get to make your own choices.âÂ
Bucky didnât feel like a grown man at that moment. He felt like a little boy trying to convince his mother that he wasnât afraid of the dark.Â
âDo you genuinely want to join the military?â Â
The earnest concern in the question was what broke him. He took a very deep breath and met his Mas eyes, blue on brown. She had asked like there was any changing it. Even if he had voluntarily enlisted, he wouldnât be able to do anything about it after the fact.Â
âNo. I-IâŚthe letter came yesterday and I have to go on Tuesday and I-.â Bucky cut himself off, feeling something far too much like tears in his eyes, something far too much like a sob beginning to choke up his throat.Â
âJamie, sweetheartâŚâ She stood from the table and opened her arms to him, a hug that he gladly accepted. Three inches taller than his mother or not, 22 years old or not, there was nothing more comforting than his Mas embrace.Â
âItâll be alright, Jamie.âÂ
By god, he hoped so.Â
#my writing#bucky barnes fanfiction#rebecca barnes#winnifred barnes#bucky barnes#bucky barnes fic#I made myself sad multiple times writing this#height ref: winnifred barnes is Yuylia Aug who is 5'9 and sebstan is 6'0. three inch difference. also in the chat lore george barnes is#alain delon and rebecca is katie mcgrath#it all makes sense dont worry about it#rebecca barnes your personality is entirely made up but I love you#also I KNOW he was born in 1917 so 25 in 42 not 22 but. listen guys fucking listen.#Once upon a time I gaslit myself into thinking his bday was 1920 so thats just how it is in this fic.#we're all gonna have to make peace with that#I love rebecca I love her and buckys relationship#she is 16 and moody and scared to miss her big brother even more scared of losing him#still mad about endgame bc what steve just left rebecca and her mom hanging like that??? thinking bucky was dead??? never spoke to them ?#no#not my steve rogers he wouldnt. he told becca about the donner party when she was 6. he saw her cut her own bangs when she was 12#she's family he wouldn't leave her hanging like that#cross posted on ao3
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some doodles of my freakazoids (+new oc)
#once again gonna tag them in order#may 13 2024#drawing of viktor in a sorta emo cowboy fit ig#may 4 2024#had to genderbend viktor again cuz hot waman...#may 18 2024#first doodle of viktors redesign#may 19 2024#may 26 2024#may 25 2024#my baby my son#the coke baggie one is also may 19th#may 22 2024#new oc!!!!!!! hes an osprey#may 12 2024#both of these on that day. this is another new oc!!! shes an osprey-like character and she is viktors aunt#i drew too much and couldnt fit the latest pride month doodle here rip#shimo's art#shimo's ocs#viktor willow#micheal feng#driver alexander#alexander paju#realgar pandion#heather willow#oc#art#oc art#original character#lol i reached 30 tags rip
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pixiesofficial: The combo you didnât know you needed...
Weâll be joining @mychemicalromance at their show at Rogers Centre - Toronto, ON on August 22nd đ¨đŚ
[Nov 12, 2024]
#mikey way#mcr#pixies#live#lltbp#ig#2024#nov 2024#11/12/24#11/15/24#2025#aug 2025#8/22/25#2025 lltbp na tour#toronto#rogers centre#photo#originals
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Jinx: To Giveđ or To Take? The Subtle Battle of Love â¤ď¸ and Power đĽ in Jinx
Finally the essay "To Giveđ or To Take? The Subtle Battle of Love â¤ď¸ and Power đĽ in Jinx is finished. Feel free to comment. Retweet/like it as support. đ@_MinGwa #ě§íŹě¤ #Jinx #Jinxmanhwa #kimDan #Jaekyung #joojaekyung #mingwa #jinxanalysis
Please support the authors by reading the Manhwas on the official websites. This is where you can read the manhwa: Jinx But be aware that the Manhwa is a mature Yaoi, which means, it is about homosexuality with explicit scenes. Here is the link of the table of contents about Jinx.��Here is the link where you can find the table of contents of analyzed Manhwas. Here are the links, if you areâŚ
#Analyses#Baek Junmin#Chapter 1#Chapter 12#Chapter 13#Chapter 14#chapter 16#Chapter 17#Chapter 18#Chapter 21#Chapter 22#Chapter 23#chapter 25#Chapter 26#Chapter 29#Chapter 30#Chapter 31#Chapter 36#Chapter 37#Chapter 40#Chapter 41#Chapter 43#Chapter 45#Chapter 47#Chapter 48#Chapter 49#Chapter 50#Chapter 51#Chapter 52#Chapter 53
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hello! if you would have the time, may i please ask, what could it mean having the 10th house lord in saturn in capricorn on the 5th house in the d-10 chart?! thank you đ
Saturn, the lord of the 10th house (career and profession) placed in the 5th house in Capricorn in the D-10 chart, suggests the individual to have a disciplined approach towards creativity, education and speculative ventures in his professional life. This placement may indicate careers in fields requiring structured thinking such as education, research or government positions. One can achieve success through systematic planning, perseverance and attention to detail. However, there may be challenges in balancing work responsibilities with personal activities or managing authority figures in creative or educational settings, requiring patience and practicality for career development. Those who had more information could use THEKUNDLI.COM. Which can give you accurate information.
#astro chart#astro community#astro observations#astrologer#birth chart#numerology#cancer horoscope: star sign dates#galaxy#planets#aries horoscope: star sign dates#aquarius weekly horoscope: what your star sign has in store for november 19 â 25#aries weekly horoscope: what your star sign has in store for october 1 â 7#cancer weekly horoscope: what your star sign has in store for november 26 â december 2#capricorn horoscope: star sign dates#cancer weekly horoscope: what your star sign has in store for october 29 â november 4#capricorn weekly horoscope: what your star sign has in store for november 5 â 11#capricorn weekly horoscope: what your star sign has in store for october 22 â 28#gemini horoscope: star sign dates#gemini weekly horoscope: what your star sign has in store for november 12 â 18#kundli#follow astro girls#astrology
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Fellas, is it gay to love something so much that any real reminder of it overwhelms you with emotion? Makes you curl up and throw it away so you don't break down and cry from just pure joy? Because you can't let yourself be happy and in love for some fucking reason, even if it's not a person you're in love with?
#gravity falls#9 10-21-19-20 23-1-14-20 20-15 2-5 1-2-12-5 20-15 1-12-12-15-23 13-25-19-5-12-6 20-15 12-15-22-5 1-7-1-9-14#9-19 20-8-1-20 19-15 14-21-3-8 20-16 1-19-11 6-15-18?#(did that on my fingers so excuse any errors)
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U'nia Redfeather Vairemont
Pronouns: She/Her
Gender: Trans Woman
Sexuality: Polyamourous Lesbian/Demi
Bloodline: Mixed Duskwight/Xaela
Jobs: Mystic Knight [MTK] (PLD with more magic w/ sword imbueing), MNK, AST/WHM Hybrid, DRK, FSH, CUL
Height: 7'8"
Short Bio: Selectively mute and willing to sit on the sidelines in a conversation, U'nia seems to most as the stoic silent type. To those that know her, however, she's a beacon of love and care, willing to shine her light on any that will accept. It takes a lot to get her to open up, but when she does you'll never find a more stalwart friend.
Tags: Screenshots || Lore || Aesthetic
Relationship tags: Girls in Red [U'nia/Alisaie/Lyse] Dreaming in Blue [U'nia/Ysayle] Void and Ash [U'nia/Flidais] One Steppe at a Time [U'nia/Cirina] In Menphina's Arms [U'nia/Zhloe] Niabette [U'nia/Nabette] U'niyami [U'nia/Ayami] Mirth and Magic [U'nia/Ayami/Flidais] Written in the Stars [U'nia/Leveva] of Sea and Steppe [U'nia/Yugiri] Full Metal Shield [U'nia/A'vyra]
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Nabette Vairemont
Pronouns: She/Her
Gender: Cis Woman
Sexuality: Bi
Bloodline: Mixed Duskwight/Xaela
Jobs: Sage
Height: 6'11"
Short Bio: Fiercely loyal and protective of her sister to a fault, Nabette can come across as grating to those that don't know her. Energetic and good with people at face value, yet not knowing how to make that connection beyond that. Those stubborn enough to work through that will find a woman who won't throw them away for anything.
Tags: Screenshots || Lore || Aesthetic
Relationship Tags: Niabette [U'nia/Nabette]
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Shyssa Ironheart
Pronouns: They/Them
Gender: ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
Sexuality: Pan
Bloodline: Hyur (when alive), Android now
Jobs: Nightblade [NTB] (a mix of Gladiator and Samurai)
Height: 5'10"
Short Bio: Once a technician and enforcer in the Allagan Empire, a tragic accident almost took their life. On the last thread of that life, their partner put them into life support for nearly a year while she laboured to research soul transference. Reaching a breakthrough, Shyssa's soul was taken from their nearly dead body and placed into an android recreation of them, staying powered until the Allagan Empire crumbled in the wake of the Calamity of Earth. Repowered for the first time in multiple eras, rebuilt by the wishes of she who bears the soul Shyssa once did, they now explore a world so different from the one they knew, trying to find a purpose.
Tags: Screenshots || Lore || Aesthetic
Relationship Tags: Weaponized Waltz (Allagan Era) Shyssa/Honey B Built to Last [Shyssa/Crescent] Reassemble [Shyssa/A'vyra]
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A'vyra Mitu
Pronouns: He/She/They (in that order)
Gender: GNC Cis Man
Sexuality: Bi
Bloodline: Mixed Seeker/Keeper Miqo'te
Jobs: MCH, GNB, BSM, CRP
Height: 4'11"
Short Bio: Explosive. A word with many meanings, and all of which apply to A'vyra. She bursts with energy, both on and off the battlefield, and his voice matches in volume. He's often first to act and last to leave, willing to give himself up to buy time for his friends. To know A'vyra is to know unrelenting support, and unwavering devotion.
Tags: Screenshots || Lore || Aesthetic
Relationship Tags: The Soldier and the Poet [A'vyra/Alphinaud] Frienemies [A'vyra/Prudence] Bulletproof [A'vyra/Kabniel] Gay Crimes [A'vyra/Flidais] Reassemble [A'vyra/Shyssa] Full Metal Shield [A'vyra/U'nia]
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Oketra
Pronouns: She/Her
Gender: Cis Woman
Sexuality: Aro/Ace
Bloodline: Mixed Rava Viera/Raen Au Ra
Jobs: BLM, NIN, DNC
Height: 6'
Short Bio: Prickly and standoffish to those that don't know her, and often to those that do, Oketra seems to most as just another asshole in the world. Yet to those she's close to, that deign to look beyond that, see a woman who cares fervently for any and everyone she may come across. She just doesn't always show it how you'd expect.
Tags: Screenshots || Lore || Aesthetic
Relationship Tags: Oketra/Krile Oketra/Cymet
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Noressa
Pronouns: She/her
Gender: Trans Woman
Sexuality: Lesbian
Bloodline: Drahn (13th Au Ra)
Jobs: Memoriate (WAR with a hammer and magic)
Height: 6'7" (6'11" with the horns)
Short Bio: A veteran of the Contramemoria, Noressa has cheated death due to the actions of a woman who couldn't leave well enough alone. Now, out of her time and out of her world, she still has a lot to grow accustomed to, to find her place in the Source.
Tags: Screenshots || Lore || Aesthetic
#edit 11/12/24: adjusted A'vyra's sexuality#edit 11/22/24: added multiple ship tags to A'vyra/U'nia/Shyssa#edit 11/25/24: added Noressa
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