#10:24pm

[hyuuukais]

ok goodnight 🗣🗣🗣

[the-daily-scrommit]

January 28, 2023

Jan 28, 2023 - Fourteenth entry

This week has been interesting, to say the least.

My ex's birthday was the 25th, and the few days leading up to it, I felt strongly that something would happen the night of the 24th, 25th, or within the few days following.

The night of the 26th, they ask to call, and I accept. They tell me about how thankful they are for what I brought to their life and that they didn't say it enough throughout the relationship; that may be one of the first, if not only, self-aware things they've said about where they lacked in the relationship so far. We also ended up talking about the pursuit of friendship between us following me making a comment about how I don't actually know how they felt at the time. They had told me they did want to pursue a friendship with me and start talking casually again, but that it, "might be hard for [them] to make time for [me] this upcoming month," because of their schedule. That conversation was the first time they had brought up actually making time for me instead of only finding time for me; it was a shocker and even now is really stuck in my head.

I let them know that because they were the one who wanted to end the relationship and wanted so much space, they will have to be the one to reach out and pursue me. They seemed content with that, and it didn't seem to change their stance on wanting to be friends. I was very firm that I might never see them again, and I'm content with that. Later over text, I was transparent that I'm not even sure that I want to keep them in my life. Two days later and they still have yet to respond.

It's probably for the better, though. Yesterday, I spent some time with a mutual friend of mine and my ex's. They confirmed a lot that I disregarded throughout that relationship; it was so much of me giving everything I had for so little in return. I could drawl on and on about everything and make an itemized list of where they fucked up, but I don't have much of a reason to anymore. I've already done that over and over to friends on text and calls and in my head and personal journals to one extent or another.

They really fucked up. One of these days, they'll realize that, and a little sadistic part of me can't wait for that day to come.

Right now, while I'm experiencing a lot of intense outward anger, the rest of me is at peace. I know I'm in a better place than they are with how much I'm doing for myself and in general. I have a lot of good shit coming to me and it's all so close and within reach, I know it.

For now, I should call it a night, at least as far as screaming on the internet about my shit ex goes. I will talk to you all whenever I feel like it next.

Until next time, goodnight, take care; I am sending you love <3

[itssummerok]

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9 hrs later

[ao3feed-bottom-geralt-rights]

by niezjadajmnie

"Watch your mouth, bard." the witcher growled. "I could hold you down and do whatever I want with you. You wouldn't stand a chance against me. I could strangle you, destroy you right here and now."

Jaskier only smiled. "Of course you could. Dare you try?"

OR

Geralt needs to blow off some steam and Jaskier is more than happy to help. On his terms, of course.

Words: 3163, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: The Witcher (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Jaskier | Dandelion

Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion

Additional Tags: Teasing, Dirty Talk, Ballads, Bottom Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Horny Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Top Jaskier | Dandelion, Potions, Threats of Violence, Riding, Spit As Lube, Discipline, Songwriting, very dominant Jaskier|Dandelion, Pet Names, Geralt is a good boy, Porn With Plot, degrading, Begging

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[saintmeghanmarkle]

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[food-log-life]

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[rkntg]

[kuromi-hoemie]

i want a burger

[ellestray]

elle's favorite ateez fics. f = fluff ; s = smut ; sg = suggestive ; a = angst. ✧ = absolute favorites, must read. (only adding notes for these few fics to ensure readability for the overall list!) word count in brackets. last updated: may 2nd, 2024

authors; if you wish to be untagged, please let me know!

currently no individual fic for hongjoong, yeosang & jongho. please refer to the OT8 section, or come back for future updates!

성화 SEONGHWA

✧ [11,1k] plastic flowers — @bobateastay ( f ; s ; a ) ↪ note: this fic revolves around abortion, so please keep this in mind before reading. i read this on a flight— and i don't know if it was the altitude, but it broke me. the author beautifully wrote this, in a way where unconditional love, hope and pain are intertwined. one of the most pleasantly surprising and touching reads i've had on this platform by far.

✧ [2,3k] essence — @hwaightme ( f ) ↪ note: this one is for the poetic, hopelessly romantic fics lovers. everything i've read from this author was beautiful so far! the poetry in this fic was so pretty that i felt the need to share it to my friends... although i usually never share fics out of tumblr. i'm excited to read through more of your writings, bai!

[1,2k] the first snow and being in love — @i-luvsang ( f )

[884] 02:36 — @hwapetals ( f )

[642] adoration — @kisshwa ( f ; sg )

[8,6k] both — @hwaightme ( s ; f )

[200] 10:24pm — @hotteoki ( f )

[986] anguish — @kisshwa ( a )

[n/a] bf texts — @hotteoki ( f )

[79] 9:22pm — @cozykpopblurbs ( f )

[1,6k] i'll be with you — @cheollipop ( f )

[519] lazy make out sessions — @crazyforhwa ( s )

[1,2k] realistic sex — @byuntrash101 ( s ; f )

윤호 YUNHO

✧ [13k + 18,2k] unprofessional attraction ; pt.1 , pt.2 , [tbc] — @jk97 ( f ; s ; a ) ↪ note: i was so engulfed into this fic that i skipped a lecture to continue reading. fics that are heavier nsfw-wise usually aren't my thing, but here, every single line pulled me in. hell, i felt even more insane about yunho after reading this. saying i'm excited about the next chapters would be an understatement.

✧ [14k] closer, face down — @ncteez ( s ; f ) ↪ note: again, although i usually prefer fluff over smut, i absolutely loved this fic... the build up made it so enticing! i don't know if a re-edit still is in the works, but i'd absolutely re-read it regardless!

✧ [84,5k] project: make you love me (series) — @hwaslayer ( f ; a ; s ) ↪ note: pulled an all nighter to read the entire series in one go... it was that fun to read! the relationship was built up at a nice, natural pace, while still keeping the reader on their toes. (this made me very excited about the seonghwa series in progress..!)

[1,1k] bedfellows — @sungbeam ( f )

[1,3k] he knows he loves you — @honeyhotteoks ( f )

[2,5k] convenience store chances — @ohmyamor ( f )

[n/a] boyfriend texts — @koizekomi ( f )

[300] nothing sweeter — @i-luvsang ( f )

[1,1k] nsfw alphabet — @yunhobug ( s )

[425] 3:52am — @edenesth ( f ; sg? )

산 SAN

✧ [3,7k] leave the window open — @sungbeam ( f ) ↪ note: so sweet. so comforting. the kind of heartwarming fic that feels like hot cocoa on a cold winter day. (also made me feel insane about san... but let's not talk about that.)

[1k] always available — @everyonewooeverywhere ( f )

✧ [1,6k] capturing us — @03jyh23 ( f ) ↪ note: another sweet, poetic, hopelessly romantic fic— my favorite kind! finding fics like these always feels like discovering a little treasure. looking forward to all the wips!

[n/a] boyfriend texts — @koizekomi ( f )

[2,6k] take a break - @cheollipop ( f ; s )

[249] 21:23 — @petitemingi ( f )

[350] boyfriend headcanons — @i-luvsang ( f )

[600] one more minute — @seonghwaddict ( f )

[1,3k] no strings, no expectations — @seonghwaddict ( a ; sg ; f? )

[468] stretch marks — @beenbaanbuun ( f )

[475] valentine's series : movies — @whimsicalwritingsandmore ( f )

[n/a] instagram stories with bf san — @lwtqts ( f )

[371] hold me — @cheeseceli ( f )

민기 MINGI

[800] untitled — @cheollipop ( a ; f )

[2,8k] mind over matter — @mingisaddctn ( s )

[256] 23:22 — @petitemingi ( f )

[1k] 23:46 — @seonghwaddict ( f )

[447] princess treatment — @cheeseceli ( f )

우영 WOOYOUNG

✧ [1,2k] broke you heart, i'll put it back together — @dairyminki ( a ; f ) ↪ note: loved this so much that i had to read it twice. something about wooyoung hopelessly in love wanting to fix this... name twin, if you're reading this, hi- i'd be seated for a part 2 if you ever have the time to write it!

[2,2k] vacation — @bobateastay ( f ; s )

OT8

[700] when you don't say i love you back — @jjunberry ( f )

[2,4k] romance tropes — @beenbaanbuun ( f )

[n/a] situationships (texts) ; pt.1 , pt.2 — @yunhoszn ( f )

[2,9k + 3k] as boyfriends ; hyung line , maknae line — @honeyhotteoks ( f : s )

[n/a] sex ban (texts) — @kisshwa ( sg ; f )

[n/a] sending you a pic of themselves (texts) — @bombuni ( f )

[1,3k] outfit turn-ons — @starillusion13 ( sg )

[1,2k] make-up sex — @nateezfics ( f ; a ; s )

[944] showering — @seonghwaddict ( f ; sg )

[1,6k] as boyfriends — @atiny-moon ( f ; sg )

[2,5k] that one specific habit they do that highlights their love language — @sanhwaism ( f )

[1,1k] top 3 kinks — @seonghwaddict ( s )

[2,8k] making out — @sxcret-garden ( sg ; f )

[n/a] asking them to draw a flower (texts) — @eightmakesonebraincell ( f )

if any link is broken, or if i made any mistake when tagging fics— please kindly let me know!

[call-memissbrightside]

you finally check your messages when you catch the 6am bus after a night out with your friends.

8:48pm-Hey u good?

9:32pm- u getting ready or just yappin?

10:45pm- are you headed out?

10:12pm- im gonna eat ur ramen leftovers

11:24pm- hey u took ur vape?

11:37pm- dont mix weed n booze babe

12:45am- stop hitting ur vape, ur asthma

12:46am- brat

1:55am- love u gn

2:37am- don’t forget to take ur contacts out

3:54am- looks like u had fun, m glad

6:00am- all nighter? Babe bffr

You giggle at the newest message, finally replying.

6:08am- u love me

Toji didn’t hesitate to answer.

6:09am - fuck off

6:10am - pick me up a donut on ur way home

6:11am - n ill reconsider spanking ur ass for goin crazy

You weren’t too worried, he was mostly all bark and no bite. Your phone pings.

6:15am- love u

6:16am - m happy u had fun with ur friends

6:17am- pay attention to what bus stop to get off!

His text made you jump, remembering sluggishly you needed to get off. You stumble off the bus, all the fun you had last night still lingering in your blood stream.

6:19am- stay there

6:20am- im coming to get u

6:21am -ur def getting me a fuckin donut

[thatbuddie]

after buck and eddie get together, eddie starts giving buck absentminded kisses all the time.

kiss on the forehead after he passes him his morning coffee. kiss on the cheek while buck is cooking dinner. kiss on the back of his hand as buck drives them to bobby’s house for a family bbq. kiss on top of his head while they cuddle watching a documentary. kiss on his shoulder while they sit on the station couch reading in between calls.

but buck’s favorite kisses? the ones edde blows him from a distance. when no one is looking during a call and they have to separate, buck doing evac and eddie treating some minor burns. when buck is pulling out of the their driveway to go meet maddie and jee for lunch and eddie sees him off from the front porch. during their family night out at the movies with chris in between them before the action film their son chose and they’re both probably going to hate begins.

every single blown kiss is always followed by eddie mouthing “i love you” at him, and every single time buck feels himself start to blush, the butterflies in his stomach staging a very chaotic and uncoordinated flash mob.

there’s something so exhilarating about knowing that no matter how close or far away they physically are eddie always wants to be kissing him. like eddie knows just as well as buck does that his lips were always meant to graze buck’s skin and leave behind goosebumps for hours to come.

even when they can’t see each other at all, buck knows eddie is thinking about it too because eddie does not go more than 3 hours without sending him little 😘 emojis. he doesn’t say anything else, doesn’t contextualize them because he doesn’t need to. it's just random 😘 throughout the day, scattered in between the rest of their texts.

buck [3:33pm]: got caught in traffic, chris and i will be there soon! eddie [3:33pm]: ok, hen and denny just arrived eddie [6:03pm]: 😘

&

eddie [11:27am]: can you write “chris dentist appointment” on the kitchen calendar for 10/17? buck [11:31am]: done! eddie [11:32am]: thanks, baby eddie [2:16pm]: 😘

&

buck [10:08am]: we also need eggs! buck [11:43am]: remind me to replace the lightbulb in chris’s bedside lamp eddie [1:14pm]: 😘 eddie [3:09pm]: your amazon package just arrived buck [3:09pm]: yaaaaaaay eddie [7:24pm]: 😘

&

eddie [6:02am]: 😘 eddie [8:56am]: 😘 eddie [9:07am]: 😘 eddie [12:31pm]: 😘 buck [3:17pm]: 😘😘😘