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doodle!! Dump!!!
#guys pls save me frm sch#i hav.#1 month to study 2 yrs worth of stuff#PLS I NEED AN ACADEMIC GLOWUP SO BAD MY REPORT CARD ISNT FUNNY ANYMORE😭#ahem anyways#enjoy these doodles :3#present mic#bnha#mha#yamada hizashi#hizashi yamada#bnha fanart#aizawa shouta#boku no hero academia#erasermic#eraserhead
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wondering why im so fucking sleepy for no reason then remembered I forgot to take my meds for 3 days
#how did i live in this world unmedicated like#i have always been this sleepy and tired all the time i just thought it was a personal flaw#taking adhd meds actually made me so#idk when i first had it i coulsnt stop telling my friends how awesome it was to be awake#its like theres no longer a heavy cloud over my consciousness 80% of the time#i could actually read books without dozing off it was amazing ..#so why did i forget...idk i just forgot. i have the forgot disorder#tbh a few months ago id know if i forgot my meds bc I'd just suddenly get sleepy in the middle of the day#these few days i just attributed it to academic stress and lack of sleep and what not but it only just occured to me like#uh#5 min ago#that this is how i feel without medication#cool. cool. i forgot about my brain condition and accidentally slept my whole morning away instead of writing my reports#its actually crazy to me that i need external influences to function normally like i need my awake pills#caffeiene doesnt even do shit for me#i need my stupid fucking cocaine#sorry im just angry at myself again for 1)wasting away hours being sleepu#2)forgot my meds made me remember my debuff. a reminder that i cant ever be normal#adhd is fun except when its not fun then. it fucking sucks#its only good for yapping
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writing this in the tags bc i need to articulate it somewhere that isn’t to my mother on the phone
#I work at a firm w seven (well. six.) partners#so they are all technically my bosses but I rlly only do work for two /maybe/ four of them#i was hired under the guise of being my one boss’ like. protege.#as in when he retires I’ll take over his practice. and also he’s so busy that i could help some of that now.#his area of practice is like. so complex and huge that it isn’t something u learn in months. maybe not even years.#but atp what happens is he meets directly w the clients and then i do literally everything else.#which is fine. except for two things.#1) he has now started joking about how he’s going to be ‘the face’ of it while i do everything#which wouldn’t bother me so much if he was Paying Me For It.#bc 2) he’s only allocating HALF. my hourly rate for those type of clients#I spend. idk prob 70% of my billable hours on his clients. and he’s only allocating half my hourly for them.#and im just like. I wasn’t hired to be ur assistant 😭 im an attorney too 😭 teach me???????????#some days when I really sit and think abt it it just makes me want to switch to directly report to my other boss#i looooove working for my other boss. and i rlly enjoy his area of practice too!!!!#and he like. has basic respect for me as an attorney 😭#anyway idk. it gets more frustrating the more responsibility i take on………….#thoughts inspired by good boss apologizing to me today for overstepping me while talking to a client#and referring to it as being like my bad boss 😭#not bad. he isn’t a bad boss. i just. idk KENFKWNFKSNDK
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“We created these problems, we can solve these problems.” -Doris Kearns Goodwin
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Jon Stewart on Never Ending Elections with Doris Kearns Goodwin and Eugene Daniels
“The idea that this vetting process is somehow getting us closer to more competent and better leadership is nonsense and insane. And we have created an electoral campaign system that does the opposite.” On this week’s episode Jon Stewart is joined by Doris Kearns Goodwin and Eugene Daniels.
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Biden Is Out, Harris Is In with Jon Stewart, Doris Kearns Goodwin & Eugene Daniels
In the turbulent month since President Biden’s disastrous debate performance, the media has been speculating as to whether it was probable, or even possible, for him to drop out of the race. Turns out, it was both. In light of Biden’s historic decision, how effectively did the media guide the public through the election chaos? This week, helping us to contextualize the moment and understand the challenges in covering it, Jon Stewart is joined by Doris Kearns Goodwin, presidential historian and author of whose most recent book is An Unfinished Love Story: A Personal History of the 1960s, as well as Eugene Daniels, POLITICO White House correspondent and Playbook co-author. Together, they examine the flaws in our electoral process and media coverage, offer some possible fixes, and provide facts —not speculation — about what to expect in the weeks ahead.
#jon stewart#bearded jon#the jon stewart show#the daily show with jon stewart#the colbert report#the late show with stephen colbert#the problem with jon stewart#the weekly show with jon stewart#doris kearns goodwin#eugene daniels#indecision 2024#joe biden#kamala harris#elections#campaigning#primaries#campaign finance reform#voting#our long ass campaign season#seriously what the fuck#this could be done in 1-2 months#psa to fucking vote#interview#discussion#short#videos
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lab reports are so fun oh my god
#reworking an organic 1 report for my writing final (with permission)#and i'm having so much fun revisiting this#my data was so good#can't wait to do this again in tminus one month!!!#stem major shenanigans
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hmmmmm wife's work is pulling some extremely shady (and illegal!) shit so they maybe hopefully get some legal penalties
#(it's a vet clinic)#they already got got for treating wildlife without the proper license(s) last month#1) bosses were warned by a receptionist that her chair might be broken then... it broke. and she hurt herself. she gets l&i.#they then cut her hours enough to drop from full-time.#so there's some retaliation.#2) during a staff meeting the bosses said they would withhold pay from one of the doctors (for a stupid reason but to do it at all...)#so there's some (threatened) wage theft as well#3) tried to retroactively get someone actively on parental leave to sign paperwork saying she'd be back at work 2 weeks earlier#than her government-provided parental leave afforded her#like they chastised her A FULL WEEK into the leave bc they didn't give her the paperwork saying she ''should have signed it before leaving'#which as far as i know is just a really shitty + shady move but afaik not illegal per se#4) the x-ray room is just an open room with no door or barrier between where employees walk and like it's BEEN like that#so wife reported them to osha ❤️#(there are many not-illegal reasons why the bosses are terrible but these are the legally/potentially legally actionable ones)
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#multiple terrible news reports regarding the fat bears#1) another bear was killed on camera yesterday#a mama bear at that (she emancipated her cub a couple of months ago)#not a bear I was very familiar with but sounds like it was horrific so that's...a thing#2) really struggling to get excited about Fat Bear Week starting tomorrow lol#3) pretty sure the bear cam tumblr that popped up this summer blocked me#which like...fine that's your right but also rude#I've been up since 5:00 and I shall whine about this for a minute#(and then continue on with my work day)
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#there was a period where I used this blog to vent quite a lot#I've tried to stop doing that because 1) I'm just trying to be more positive in general#and 2) even if it's just venting about little things - it's still negative and probably not that much fun for you who still follow my blog#thanks for that btw#so as you probably know I was incredibly anxious about turning 30 this year#that happened a few months ago and I'm pleased to report that it's been fine#it's not a big deal at all#(I mean. aunties now raise their eyebrow slightly higher than before. since I still have neither a spouse nor phd. but whatevs)#turning 30 has been fine :)#on a completely unrelated note : this has been the absolute worst year of my life so far#certainly the worst since the desastre that was 2015#but as of today I think 2023 exceeds that#and honestly. if its 1 god-awful year in 8. those aren't the worst statistics and life is overwhelmingly bearable. maybe even pleasant#and genuinely. truly. these are bad luck events completely unrelated to turning 30#so anxiety of aging and life milestones is pointless#that's my lesson as a tumblr-elder (but real-world-young-person)#also yes yes el problema es el capitalismo etc but if any star sign people can explain what caused my bad luck this year : please do !
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i also possibly maybe perhaps even. lost my id and i can't stop thinking about it
#that one post about adhd costs due to constantly losing shit auegh#like taking out an id and even reporting it's missing. costs money here. and man.#i needed it for a job i applied to luckily i had some photos left on my phone from back when i had to take a picture of it#like i have 1 maybe 2 ideas of where it might be of it isn't :((( i don't feel like being chewed out for it anytime soon#+ i can't even make a new one here I'll have to go home for it#which means i won't have an id for like. the next 2 months at least if i don't find it. pain and fucking suffering
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thank you all for the boops hehe <3
#i don't post here anymore but i still enjoy checking the notifications and seeing people still enjoy my cat doodles#the doodle where i mentioned going on HRT in the caption has been getting traction again lately so#i am happy to report i'm now a year and 1-2 months on HRT :D
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stressed and having absolutely zero drive within me to complete anything god how is this year already off to such a great start
#hahaha how am i supposed to have 17-25 pages of a technical report i havent even started done by next week#fucking beats me !!!#not to mention completing another team assignment + another cs assignment + work#im either selling my soul or sleeping a total of 5 hours this week#my motivation has plummeted to a depth so deep i haven't felt this bad in ages#even worse i have nothing to cling on like i normally do#and by that i mean even music... like how bad is it when music cant even do anything for me anymore#i need.. i need something to look forward to until april#im turning 20 this month and i cant even be excited because im stressed out of my MIND#me on a coop term thinking: oh wow this term will be so easy im only taking 1 course there's no way it'll be as stressful as a regular term#i was so so utterly wrong oh my god#personal
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just ✨✨✨✨✨ overpowered peepaw real ✨ ✨ and calling koby his protege,,, future of the marines,,,,,,,,
also obsessed with??? how his abilities are called after space stuff?? meteor shower,,, galaxy fist,,,, <- they are very normal ab space
and just the chapter being called The Legendary Hero!!!!!1
#one piece spoilers#op spoilers#1080#{ ooc } ✗ 「 WENP reporter 」#[ in class rn but feeling Soooo normal#[ just!!!#[ !!!!!!!!1#[ yelling#[ these past few months.... i am winning.....
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Starting to wonder if I have bipolar but then I would literally have almost every mental illness. Like fr I'm not kidding you, I'm a collector and I never chose this
#it does run in my family since my mom had it#i just wonder because while im almost always suicidal the way that prevents itself can greatly change very quickly#like periodically ill be stuck to my bed very sad very mopy for like 3 weeks to 3 months#and then sudden i get this burst of false energy that is actually severe restlessness#and i NEED to do something when that happens. sometimes i just cannot sleep because ive gotta do something#sometimes i frantically draw or write and ill have these moments where i feel ecstatic and when i come back to normal levels of sadness#im convinced i mustve been delusional to think the thoughts that i had then#usually the sadness isnt as bad during those periods but the suicidality is much worse actually because i become very frantic#and have so much more energy#idk. my theory thus far has been either 1) adhd causing mood dysregulation and hyperactivity#2) fluctuations in my depression and anxiety combating each other. actually both of these.#or 3) DID. just DID. i think thats lretty self explanatory#the interesting thing is that i think what i described with point 1 and 2 would be clinically considered bipolar...?#listen clinicians dont always consider the other factors that contribute to what symptoms the person is having#especially in psychology where the lines are very blurry since diagnosis tends to be made on behavioral observations#and also on self reported symptoms.i suspect im one of the only people who would describe symptoms like 'im having x because i have y'#and not just 'im having x symptom'#skfjfh sorry to everyone who reads my tags 👍 psychology special interest go brr
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the drop in my movie watching habits since i started grad school. u can see the very first week- i watched nothing for a whole week for the first time in maybe years
#the last blue one is this week i have watched 1 movie so far the europa report#the last big spike was my fall break last month i think#no wait actually that was my gothic fling a couple weeks ago...
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hmmmmmmm i wanna cry
#gonna vent !#i'm havinf a crisis i think#1 my ADD is getting so much worse#2 i gained like 10 lbs during my internship#3 i cant focus on anything anymore#4 i wanna sell all my le sserafim photocards worth over $800 usd#and so on and so on#i just feel so lost#im in d middle of writing my report n i just cant be assed to do so#n i feel a lot dumber#like intellectually .... im not smart at all#i just dont know what to do anymore like i dont feel passionate abt anything anymore and i hate it#oh also i feel like im going through another psychotic break for Reasons i dont wanna disclose#i feel LOSTTTT#i cant put anything into words coz i dont know how i feel i dont know anything !!!!!!!!!!!#these past few months have been so ??????? i feel like i was floating the entire time#august hasnt been good to me so far . sad#oh also im not friends with anyone from my uni anymore ! no reason we just drifted apart n#or idk maybe i did something wrong#i wanna scream into a void . or maybe i wanna get sucked into a void n just disappear
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Me @ Starbucks when I quit after 3 weeks of training & a week of work when I realized they don't require employee only bathrooms a n d can take that privilage away.
When you're being trained you have at least 2 people on the floor with you and a manager, so it was ok if any 4 of us had to use the bathroom- but closing by myself at location 3x bigger than what I was trained at, fully alone with only a manager who didn't help at all (which violates their terms and conditions you sign in your part and full contract btw), & being unable to pee for 3hrs while making d r i n k s and cleaning machines that dispense l i q u i d s was my last straw.
I almost pissed myself in my car trying to pee in a trenta cup I stole because y e s they can lock the bathrooms at closing after the manager does an inspection to see if it needs to be cleaned. And I didn't realize because I was cleaning all prior shifts {everyone was new but I was the only one who had worked retail and fastfood prior so you can imagine how much mopping happened between drinks}. So when finally I was going to pee- 20 min before we had to clock out, the manager said no. She did the inspection and I was told to just suck it up (yes I reported her to hr but they hadnt installed cameras at the new location yet interally but had drive thru and outdoor done so =/)
I did the work of 3 people, got paid 1 month of work, & almost peed myself. Fuck Starbucks, I beg all coffee & drink locations to not be like Starbucks. Shit was so traumatizing I never worked fast food since. And especially cafes, have bathrooms and make the effort to have employee only ones or someone will piss everywhere.
#mun post#boycott starbucks#the meme reminded me of the horrors of 2018#and yes- texas - specifically dallas tx#i didnt need to doo doo from the doo doo juice thankfully#since starbucks is collapsing right now and i checked- im not under NDA - this is 1 of many horrors i experienced#happy boycottmas#i made $1600 in a month but it was not worth it doubly when i reported 2018 taxes and got $8 as a return T3T#doo doo juice
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