#0626

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Absol collection

[buglyknight]

1340) Passion-fruits

Face-sagging lull

Ghastly draping skull

Eyebrows raised

Always surprised

Sorry for not being responsive

Too busy smoking cigarettes

Stuck in pointless combative reflection

Oh, is it like this for you, right now?

I wish you well

Passion-fruits taste like

My own rotting skin

Eat the orange with the rind

Gag on the flavor

Must I do everything on a whim?

If given too much time I'll

Always find myself by your side

Impulse, help me rip these stitches

Hurt myself until I'm laughing

There's a ridiculousness to the destruction

Giddy at a bleeding and bruised body

Is this what I learned to treat as love?

I'm loosening the life span

I shouldn't have said that.

The four chambers grow weary

When does it become

Takotsubo cardiomyopathy?

Clutching my chest with swollen fists

A head cracking the soil beneath the snow

Is it strange to miss feeling something so

Viciously?

I'm sorry

I've been a stranger to my friends, lately

I prepare for an unraveling

Practice that same song on piano

Sore muscles expand

I want to swing a 900 again.

Her coworker says

She's never seen someone hit it so passionately

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[celebratedaily]

June 26th - Holidays

Marriage Equality Day (US) Do Your Damn Laundry Already (Game Grumps CalendAPRIL) Pudding Day Stitch Day (Lilo And Stitch)

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240626 (w3n.0) UNESCO – preview

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[a-fix-of-muses]

Currently Listening To: "Call Trevor (337-0626)" by Incredible' Me

[project-daydream]

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[crevicedwelling]

on the honeybee front, if i remember correctly their presence is associated with reduced foraging success in the western bumblebee (bombus occidentalis) in california which has the knock-on effect of changing task allocation and thus reproductive success (doi 10.1890/02-0626).

also they're probably mostly responsible for the spread and pollination of an invasive legume in tasmania (issn 0006-3207. the doi was too long to bother copying down from zotero) and i think they've been implicated in several other invasive plants' reproductive success in australia. but i could be making that up

also on a tangent i think it's weird how people say mellifera are nicer than wasps because they don't sting multiple times. they have a barbed stinger which sticks in vertebrate skin, rips out their guts with it, and has its own ganglion dedicated to pumping as much venom in as possible. compared to wasps just having a couple light stabs i would think the average person would prefer the latter

thanks!! useful to know. and yeah I forget where I posted it on here but I’ve talked before about how honey production and large colony size is associated with really painful nasty stings, often accomplished through barbed/self sacrificial stings, in both bees and wasps (Polybia, Brachygastra, Synoeca). most solitary stinging bees/wasps are just a “hey let go of me” warning to big vertebrates like us

[lonestarflight]

Space Shuttle Columbia being prepared for hoisting by the derrick at White Sands Missile Range, New Mexico.

Note: Workers are installing the shuttle tailcone

Photograph by Steve Schmidt

Date: April 3, 1982

NASA ID: WSTF 0382-0543, WSTF 0382-0626, WSTY 0382-0622

source

[buglyknight]

1341) Invertebrate

Ah this is an easy feeling to recognize

The anxious gnawing of abandonment

When did I become a slug?

I am some - pointless hypocrite

Not even a day has passed

Get over it.

Don't leave me, please.

I want to be the one doing the leaving.

Chasm from a pot hole

Brain, quit burning me to ashes.

DON'T LEAVE. DON'T LEAVE. DON'T LEAVE.

The feeling resides like a fire

At the top of my skull

When did I forget how to relax my eyebrows?

Always fraying my forehead with wrinkles

I hope you're alright.

---

I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN?

YOU LOATHE YOURSELF SO MUCH.

BLEEDING DRY WITH BITTERNESS

At least she messaged back.

GOOD. NOW YOU CAN BE THE ONE WHO LEAVES.

SHOULD YOUR HEART EVER STOP HOPING

IT WILL BE HELD BY HER

AND NOT HELD TO HER

SLUG. INVERTEBRATE.

Must I always be halfway between

Fight or flight?

FREEZE. WAIT.

Does the universe really

Give back what we put in?

NO, ALL THAT YOU POUR OUT IS LOST

THE SUN WILL EXPLODE

THE STARS WILL FADE AWAY

THE CORE OF THE EARTH WILL FREEZE

So why not stay?

YES. TORTURE YOURSELF WITH

IMMATURE LONGING AND HOPE

THAT THINGS WILL SOMEHOW GET BETTER

IF YOU REPEAT THE CYCLE FOR THE FIFTH TIME.

ELEVEN YEARS OF BEING A WORM.

RETURN THE RING.

YOU HAVE NEVER DESERVED THIS LOVE.

TO HOLD SOMETHING SO BRIGHT.

REMEMBER?

WHAT DID MOTHER SAY?

WHAT DID THEY ALL SAY?

NEVER. NEVER. NEVER. NEVER. NEVER.

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GOOD. CRY. SNIVEL. COWER. BEG.

BEG FOR SOME IMAGINARY BEING TO HELP

HAS THE SKY OPENED UP YET?

HAS THE NIGHT DONE ANYTHING BUT SWALLOW YOU WHOLE?

THOSE TWINKLING POCKETS OF NUCLEAR FISSION

THEY NEVER MEANT ANYTHING

SHE WILL FALL IN SOMEONE ELSE'S ARMS

LOOK AT THEM AND BE AT PEACE

YOU WILL BE SOAKED IN THE AFTERTHOUGHT OF SPRINKLERS

WHILE YOU SIT THERE AND TWIDDLE YOUR THUMBS

HOPING FOR A MIRACLE THAT WILL SHOW ITSELF

IN YOUR PASSIVITY.

NOBODY IS COMING TO SAVE YOU.

NOBODY WILL MEET YOU AT THE GAZEBO

YOU WILL BE ALONE. ALONE. ALONE. ALONE.

WHAT PATHETIC LEARNED HELPLESSNESS

ABANDONMENT ISSUES?

YOU CAN ABANDON EVERYTHING EXCEPT THIS

SO COMPLACENT

YOU SLIME COVERED INSECT

WIPE THE MUCUS ON YOUR FACE

WHERE IT BELONGS

MONSTER.

I'm leaving. I'll leave.

OH, WILL YOU?

The one who leaves, wins

ALWAYS SECOND TO SOMETHING ELSE

SOMEONE ELSE.

YOU WILL ALWAYS LOSE.

Help me. Can somebody help me?

Is anybody capable of helping me?

Please, a hand to hold. Please.

I want to hold someone's hand.

I'm so afraid

I was so scared she wouldn't respond

DO YOU ENJOY BEING SO CRIPPLED?

WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN SHE LEAVES AGAIN?

SHE WILL.

Won't she?

YOU HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO LEAVES.

ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN SO GOOD AT?

EAT YOURSELF ALIVE IF YOU MUST

ANYTHING TO SURVIVE

THAT IS ALL YOU DO

NEVER TAKE A STEP FORWARD OR BACKWARD

FOLLOW THE WHIMS OF THE WORLD

PASSIONLESS AND EMPTY HUSK

SO DESPERATE TO BE BRIGHT

SIT AND ARGUE WITH YOURSELF

LIKE TWO MISMATCHED PUZZLE PIECES

SHOVED INTO ONE MIND

UNTIL YOU DO NOTHING

REPRESS YOURSELF AND EVERY FEELING

YOUR HEART IN A CHOKEHOLD

UNTIL YOU STOP THE BEATING WITH A BULLET

NEVER AMOUNT TO MORE THAN A STATISTIC.

YOU ARE JUST A ROACH.

NEVER EXCITED, ALWAYS BORED

SOMETHING INSIDE YOU IS DEEPLY WRONG.

WHAT DO YOU HAVE WORTH LOVING?

IT WILL ALWAYS BE UGLY.

IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING

it will leave over and over and over

hold on for dear life

until you find your own hands

wrapped around your throat

at least i got her through June

NOW JULY? AUGUST? WHEN DOES IT END?

HOW MANY PARTS OF YOU WILL CRACK

BEFORE YOU SHATTER?

[whywishesarehorses]

BLM Mustangs for Sale - Delta Facility

These horses are part of the July 2024 auction.

6 YEAR OLD BROWN FEMALE HORSE (0626) 15hh

3 YEAR OLD BAY FEMALE HORSE (0698) 14.2hh

4 YEAR OLD BAY FEMALE HORSE (1267) 14hh

5 YEAR OLD BLACK GELDING HORSE (1873) 14.3hh (he's so pretty. those socks!!)

5 YEAR OLD BAY GELDING HORSE (1879) 14.3hh

5 YEAR OLD BAY GELDING HORSE (1961) 15.3hh (may have been pulled)

3 YEAR OLD SORREL GELDING HORSE (1983) 15hh (may have been pulled)

5 YEAR OLD BROWN GELDING HORSE (1986) 15.3hh (may have been pulled)

6 YEAR OLD BLACK GELDING HORSE (2131) 14hh (he's trying to see over the fence his whole video)

6 YEAR OLD BLACK FEMALE HORSE (5427) 13.2hh (may have been pulled)

3 YEAR OLD SORREL FEMALE HORSE (8316) 13hh (almost def NOT pregante)

2 YEAR OLD SORREL FEMALE HORSE (9687) 11.2 (height taken as a foal; may have been pulled)

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June 26th - Fictional Birthdays

Marina (Animal Crossing) Marlo (Animal Crossing) Patrick Trueman (EastEnders) Haruno Sora (Vocaloid) Benito the Blueberry Cow (Squishmallows)

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Third attack for artfight. I am so late.

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