#03.10.2021 r.

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Krytyka badań naukowych [Niedziela - 03.10.2021 r.]

Zwolennicy OBE uważają, że naukowcy nie są w stanie zweryfikować wszystkich dowodów dotyczących tego zjawiska. Krytycy naukowych analiz doznań OBE twierdzą, że nie obejmują one przypadków eksterioryzacji przez osoby niewidome od urodzenia. Wskazują również na niemożność wytłumaczenia w ten sposób przypadków, gdy osoba opuszczająca ciało opisuje dziejące się w dużej odległości od niej zdarzenie, które po weryfikacji okazuje się być prawdziwe. Dziennikarz i publicysta Marek Rymuszko w swojej książce “Polskie życie po życiu. Relacje ludzi uratowanych ze stanu śmierci klinicznej” opisuje między innymi przypadek, w którym pacjent podczas zabiegu w szpitalu opuścił ciało, a potem zrelacjonował dziejący się w tym samym czasie wypadek samochodowy, którego fizycznie nie miał możliwości obserwować i o którym nie mógł wiedzieć. Podobne przypadki opisują w swoich publikacjach doktor Raymond Moody oraz amerykański kardiolog Michael Sabom.

Badacz zjawisk paranormalnych i autor kilku książek o OBE Preston Dennett, uważa że te badania nie są w stanie wyjaśnić w jaki sposób człowiek mógłby pozyskiwać weryfikowalną informację z odległych lokalizacji, co jego zdaniem ma miejsce, w niektórych przypadkach podróży poza ciałem.

[callmelexy]

03.10.2021

An open letter to my first love,

If you’ve clicked into my tumblr then this is meant for you. I decided to pen down my thoughts and since i won’t be contacting you, i guess this is my way of expressing what i have to say.

I found out you got married through social media. Felt like i was in a wildfire. My emotions were on another level. I experienced sadness, confusion, anger, guilt and disappointment in 24 hours. I didn’t sleep and neither have i really eaten. You’re probably thinking “aren’t you over me already?” , the answer? Yes and no.

You tried reaching out to me several times in the month leading up to your wedding. Do i regret not responding? A little bit. I fantasize that if i picked up the phone to call you or reply your text, maybe the person you’d be marrying was me. Yet, i’m also coming to terms that perhaps i really just wasn’t your “jodoh”. After all, we had a passionate, loving relationship but nothing concrete. Because honestly, one call, one “i will fight for you” was more than enough to make me throw myself back to you. Until the very end, i waited for you. I have no regrets. Because i guess, it wasn’t meant to be.

I do wonder though… All those attempts to reach out… why? Was this a game to you? Let’s see how far i can string Alex along? Let’s see if Alex still loves me?

What was rly the end game?

Perhaps Natasha’s msg to you about “niat” was enough to make you walk towards marrying someone else. And since you have a ring on your finger, i truly wish you nothing but the very best.

Just know that i do keep our memories close to my heart. Our long drives to penang/s’pore/alam/pd etc. Our staycations. Our long talks about life and the future. We’d talk about sending our kids to Chinese school and how i would talk to them in Chinese when i wanted to complain about you. How i would call you “Lao Gong 老公” instead of “abang” or “husband”. How you sneaked me out of my house when we first started dating. How you let me try my first “kurma”. The warmness and comfort i felt when i looked into your eyes. The way you’d let me hold onto your arms. Don’t worry, those happy memories will stay with me.

My brother cooked steaks for dinner today. And i held in tears remembering your fav western meal were lamb chops. You loved fries too. Your favorite McD order is “Ayam Goreng Kahwin”. You had to eat it with McD’s chilli sauce. You like sour cream and onion chips, as well as sweet potato, salted egg and honey mustard. Your go-to order at Dominos is Flaming Tuna and Pizza Hut, Hawaiian. Once in awhile, you’d crave for Super Ring. Your fav dessert is cheesecake but you’d settle for a cheese tart or portugese egg tart. You loveeeeee ikan patin and rendang. Also the wantanmee at R&R Dengkil. Those hot chakois near KD and shellout but you won’t eat the prawns. Haha

The thing is… i’m sad and grieving but i also feel a sense of relief. My tears are for us. For what was us. I know that i feel this way because i rly did love you. I rly did and still do cherish our time together. After reviewing the last 9 years, many (including myself) commented on the areas you lacked and how you didn’t treat me right but my tears also prove that i really did love you for who you were. I accepted our differences. I gave 100% and nothing left behind to make this work. And for that, i’m grateful. I remember how you helped me mainly through my family life and study life. I’m grateful for that too.

1 week/month/year from today, i will be different. So will you. There are after all, only 2 constants in life, change and death. I hope we both find the happiness and peace we deserve. I hope we both find purpose and meaning in life. I hope you succeed.

Through all of this, thank you for being my first love. And thank you for letting me be yours. It was an unforgettable journey.

Goodbye.

-Pipi Pau