#.aliatheadorable.

[cloudyeol]

   His fingers shook. It was not cold or stressful, it was from anger. He was angry at himself. Kim Sungyeol had managed to get himself into the same situation again. He had his heart broken. It had taken him so long to break down the walls around him but again, rather than happiness, pain had found its way inside. Alia was the most important person to him. She was his number one, but now, even she had left him. He obviously wasn't as important to her, seeing as she had broken up with him through a text. A text. It felt humiliating. It felt like the world was crumbling down. Sungyeol was done with it. Humans weren't worth it. He didn't deserve love and he would probably never get it. He would die alone. He could see it now. Maybe Alia was looking just for a warm body. Maybe she just wanted him for his looks. He'd never know. He'd never trust her. Friends, she said in the text. They would stay friends, she said. Never. Never would Sungyeol ever utter a word in her presence. She was as dead as the memory of his family. It took him two bottles of vodka to get drunk, but in the end, he was satisfied with the result. Tears made him feel lighter. Tears of being abandoned, tears of sadness, tears of craving for the one he loved. He fell asleep on the carpet with his face wet with tears. As he woke up with a crick on his neck, he thought that maybe that was what's best for everyone.

[cloudyeol]

alia-the-adorable said: [/is too lost in her fondling to hear him correctly but stops seconds later] Hmm?

'You're not so much unlike a fangirl...'

[cloudyeol]

(/touches your arms) oh so manly (/continues to feel them up)

'Are…

…are you alright?’

[cloudyeol]

For you as well

…why are you doing this.

[cloudyeol]

╰☆╮

'This is a thing I already knew,

but thanks anyway.’

[cloudyeol]

All the texts!

Send “✆” for a morning text. 

{ sent at 06.05am, reciever: Alia the needy } Morning. Have a good day and don’t forget about the dinner. c: 

Send “✉” for a text that wasn’t sent. 

{ drafted at 01.14am } I think I’m regretting it all, even if I get to see your smile everyday.

Send “☎” for a rushed text. 

{ sent at 01.57pm, reciever: Alia the needy } I forgot my shoes at your place, shoot!

{ sent at 01.58pm, reciever: Alia the needy } Manager is going to have my head!

Send “⁇” for a drunk text.

{ sent at 11.34pm, reciever: Alia the needy } dont u disappaer like a baloon under my touch…

Send “✿” for a suggestive text. 

{ sent at 10.28pm, reciever: Alia the needy } Tomorrow I’ll take you on a ride on my batmobile.

{ sent at 10.32pm, reciever: Alia the needy } That’s what they call my black van.

Send “ø” for a late night text.

{ sent at 01.54am, reciever: Alia the needy } Are you asleep?

{ sent at 01.57am, reciever: Alia the needy } I miss you.

Send “✘” for a hateful text.

{ sent at 03.57pm, reciever: Alia the needy } Your managers were about to kick my ass about our relationship

{ sent at 04.00pm, reciever: Alia the needy } They fucked me over, what the hell did you tell them?!