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greywoe · 11 months ago

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"The she-wolf laid into the squires with a tourney sword, scattering them all. The crannogman was bruised and bloodied, so she took him back to her lair to clean his cuts and bind them up with linen."

#asoiaf #asoiaf fanart #lyanna stark #howland reed #my drawings #i wonder how many times i've reread that chapter with meera's story lol #i like this moment esp it's so sweet #and clearly made an impact on howland as he followed ned into the war later.. all the way to the tower #ohhhh you know what now i want a howland and jon interaction. i want them to meet. oh man #asos #anyway i've been in a bit of a slump lately so this isn't great but eh. i've got a few backlogged as well i might upload..sometime #it was super foggy today to the point of not seeing anything which was very cool so i guess that motivated me to finish this #i like weird weather but it should have snowed damn it. there's almost always snow on my birthday so this feels like an ominous sign #also there are odd places in my neighbourhood where tons of crows and rooks and jackdaws gather for whatever reason and i see them on walks #and i always go hmm looks like a feast for crows over there. heh

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thatgoddamngingerundercut · 1 month ago

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180524 Mnet BTS Comeback Show Highlight Reel cr. 0613data

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irissimsccfinds · 2 months ago

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Doodles I've been doodling because THIS MAN AND HIS DAUGHTER FOREVER RENT FREE IN MY HEAD ASJKFKFJKHADSAFA

and i was too busy to draw anything proper until now because m dad was hospitalised due to high blood sugar because of his sugar intake

and my oc meissa being mummy

#dragon prince #my art #fanart #dragon prince fanart #aaravos #leola #tdp leola #tdp aaravos #mystery of aaravos #continuethesaga #the brainrot is real #i think my blood pressure is high since i've been babysitting form 8 am to 10 pm unpaid and unappreciated #this brainrot is single-handedly holding my sanity by the thread #i havent got commission since last month and it was from one person #i feel guilty for the prices since I up it a bit #re #anyone reading this tags?#no?#eh

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detshin · 11 months ago

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What do you feel about DC manga going on hiatus “indefinitely”… then MK coming back?

Is that so?

Oh well .... Uh ... Not too different from the usual then, no?

#detective conan #dcmk #good for the mk part of the fandom honestly hahaha #as for me I've been feeling extremely cold with the 30th anniversary“celebration”#because we barely got anything #so yeah #I don't know #if they're not going to come out with anything good for that... what are they waiting for no?#it feels like they just- are taking us for granted and don't really bother to put much effort into it tbh #maybe it's just me #possibly #but eh whatever #I'm just too exhausted with this manga to complain today

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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I have found a beautiful perfect humble rock specimen that is light yellow with a weird dark yellowy brown lining, somewhat resembling a chunk of smoked gouda cheese... effervescent

#I am still very into trash collecting at the moment and even went out and got one of those grabby sticks for cheap and a little #bucket I can carry around and put trash in. so I am going on walks in nature a bit more (not really to enjoy nature but more to play the #very fun Real Life Hidden Object Point And Click Game that is 'hunt for bottle caps and cans' .. but eh.. whatever gets me out of the #house lol).. anyway.. some nature places near water will have cool rocks #Which I know you're not supposed to take them and I MOSTLY dont.. but every once in a while it's like... when else will I ever find a #gouda rock... I have cleaned up 4 buckets of trash today.. I have helped the environment.. mayhaps.. i could take a One Single Rocke as a #treate... ANYWAY. but yeah. I don't know the names of rocks but there's a rock that's a matte muted marigold yellow sort of #color and I call them 'cheese rock'. I'm pretty sure this one is of the 'cheese rock' species but it just has weird brown coloration #like maybe it got stained or something on one side of it. Most of the other cheese rocks have no markings. though sometimes there will be a #auburn reddish sort of hue on a corner or something.. hrmm.. curious. I also got a Beginner's Hobby rock tumbler and some supplies #so I might try polishing some of the rocks from my enormous rock collection. even though they're all street rocks I picked up from sidewalk #and stuff. I saw a video where someone put random gravel and stuff in a rock tumbler and none of them were Stunning Gems or whatver #but some still turned out cool enough that I would be pleased with the result... OUgh.. I want to post more I need to like do costumes and #sculptures and stuff and be Active On Social Media and think about my Future and Career and how it always benefits artists to keep an #active social media or etc. but I just feel so tired and bad lately. I think the summer heat waves have really exhausted me. I also have #been trying to make new friends + on a weird schedule so I've been socializing and also watching media too much. I notice I always start #to feel this kind of unsettled stress of not making any forward progress in my life if I do that for too long. like 'Okay this week I've #done nothing but meet up with two friends & watch like 10 episodes of tv and only worked on a few projects on the side.. this is HORRIBLE!'#(ppl who follow me here that I talk to on discord: this isn't about you! Im specifically just referencing being tired of introductory talks #with a new round of random strangers during my Friend Hunt. Just clarifying so it couldn't be misinterpreted as vaguepost implying that I'm #secretly bothered by talking to you or etc. lol.. anyway) . Which I know to MOST people 'I talked to a lot of friends and watched some cool #stuff!' sounds like a GOOD relaxing time but.. to me it is not ghhj.. Those are 'external' focuses on things outside myself which bothers #me if not moderated. Like.. i MUST retreat internally to work on my worldbuilding and my own thoughts and etc. at very regular intervals or #it will really start to bear on me too much. Brain Mandated Hermit Isolation lol. Just being too detached from my world and stuff for #too long feels increasingly bad. PLUS. every day I don't make tangible progress towards my goals is a day wasted that I could have been #investing in my future by working on novels/games/sculptures/actual career relevant stuff. Not even in a Capitalism way i just genuinely #enjoy Completing Tasks & feel miserable if I don't for too long. EVEN the media I'm watching I turn into A Task since I rank in a detailed #google doc list after viewing lol.. Like EW movie too boring on it's own. NEED to turn it into something I can categorize and analyze ghghj #LOVE to make things more complicated than they need to be. like YAAAY organizational tasks! yaay meticulous sorting!! BOO ''mindless fun''!

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silverware-is-interesting · 9 months ago

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some frames from a thing i doubt i'll actually clean up

these are just the ones i especially like :)

#silverware's art #kinitopet #kinitopet band au #sonny chamberlain #they're not in order but whatever it's alright #maybe i'll clean it up since i've got the pretty um. eh. in some places. but i have the storyboard done #but i still need to do sonny's colour ref..#i know what i WANT him to look like. but i just haven't gotten the colours down-#tw minor blood #it's nothing much in these frames though #also ignore the different colours i just didn't feel like colour picking

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keeps-ache · 2 months ago

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yippee woohoo :3

#just me hi #pfp; changed 💥#might tweak it later but mm prolly not lol #//anywho i do have a couple things i wanna talk about;#so i'm still trying to figure out how to use this mp3 player - not that i can't work it but the downloading process is confusing pfshv #cuz firstly the past couple times i've gone to use the downloader on my computer but i went to the 'backup and retrieval' thing for so i d #past the retrieval thing bc. i didn't have files to retrieve. and it was true but it Was frustrating hfsvhg #now here's the neat thing: i had somehow pinned the backup and retrieval center for the app instead of the actual app. which worked as it #was meant. but by some weird weird mistake i. Well #it was a nice discovery at least lmfsvh :)#/and also it's gotten colderrrrrr YAYY #which means i leave the window open while sleeping YIPPEEE #absolutely sucks having it open in the summer and i sleep v awesomely when it's open in the winter so Yyyyyyey :33 #also means more than half of my clothing is now safely wearable YAAAY #downside. can't wear chanclas anymore <////3 #i mean i could but i like to know my toes are still attached sometimes. it's just a little comforting to know pfhsvbhg #upside i get to wear my snowboots again at some point YAAAAAAYYY #man i really only wear like 2 pairs of shoes huh #also hopefully i get to enjoy winter this year cuz it does feels like getting dragged into the Lagoons by every force of nature for some #reason but i am going to glean my spirits regardless so EHEGH #//oh i also got a haircut :33 my mom is getting better at cutting the kind of style i like and i don't mind if she messes up (i would like #to experience Bad Hair please [grab hands]) but she kept measuring it and then muttering behind my head 'so that's jacked up' LFBVHS #ma you won't survive as a barber hgkfjsvk <3 #//oo i've gotta poot pa toof #toodles ehe :3

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medicinemane · 3 months ago

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At least I could disable the suggestions but just... I'm sick of it, I'm sick of companies trying to think for me

I'd rather be miserable but doing shit my own way than placid and glass eyed and just taking whatever companies tell me to

Like... literally just asking what I get out of writing a post on tumblr... zero suggestions, just letting me say whatever dumb stuff comes to my head

#the problem is that doing things my way is actually working well; it's just really slow and it's coming from a bad starting point #everything that makes me miserable was even more miserable growing up #you maybe see me and think that I'm doing really horribly; and that may be true; but I'm also truthfully at my peak right now #and frankly as much as I worry about it A LOT; I'm kinda still on the rise in a lot of ways #...I just take way too long to do things; I want to be quicker because a lot of this stuff isn't... it's not being slow and steady #it's being depressed and having trouble working on shit #but... when I do stuff my way the end result tends to be strong #I got a house in 2019 for instance... like in that economy; I feel like that counts as a pretty high roll outcome; you know?#the parts of my life I hate are all... it's like Marley in the Christmas Carol; I've got all these chains around me #and... about 80% of those chains are just my mom or my mom's choices... she blows through so much money all the time #it makes me want to die #but all that shit... it's the past haunting me and drowning me #but shit's better than it was and... I have more friends now that I did in the past; I'm closer to making money than I've been in the past #(part of it is that I kinda want to get shit stabilized in the household; be doing stuff like cooking before I try and sell shit)#(also understand that everyone in high school liked me... we just never saw each other outside of school)#(so it was a situation where I had 'friends'; by that standard everyone at school was a friend)#(but I didn't have a single person I was close with and I was totally isolated in a crowd)#(friend is just a word in english that has to cover a really really wide range of relationships)#(but these days I do have actual friends... just a shame none of us live in the same town... or even state; you know?)#(I like all the people I went to high school with; they all cared a lot and were very bad at it)#(couldn't figure out that like... just give me some company; that's a good 80% of what I'm lacking)#(...I think part of it was they were all stoners and I wasn't; so they felt like... eh... like something something)#(and when I say all stoners I mean... I think... easily 80% of the school; probably 90% and maybe higher were all stoners)#(it uh... was not an easy thing for the staff; cause they obviously all knew; but... figuring out how to best handle it)#(like hell; I wouldn't want to deal with that)#(also like 95% were smokers... you have to understand that most of these kids were rich kids)#(off the top of my head I can only think of 2 other kids who were poor... just... uh...)#(if I named the city the school was in; you'd probably be like 'oh... makes sense')#(I liked everyone there; everyone liked me... just... they were very bad at just basic stuff like spending time together)#(eh... you don't need to hear more)

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transgender-catboy · 1 year ago

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Uh oh! Self doubt at 1am, these negative thoughts aren't supposed to appear until 3am at least!!

#hah #ah. oh dear #vent #i think it's because im stuck in an art rut #almost art block but not quite.#i just. i dont think I'm doing good #like. no progress or anything #just kinda stuck #. plus everyone else around me #they're just so amazing and talented #and they keep getting better #i got this fancy tablet and stuff. but I look at my art #and i might as well be back to drawing on my phone #I don't feel like I've grown. at all #if anything i might have regressed #eh. idk. I'm just . just in my own head i guess

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ybkitten · 5 months ago

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I don't have a caption! Artfight attack for @iztopher!

#artfight #artfight 2024 #art challenge #someone else's OC #hmm I don't draw regular people very often do I tag this as like human woman #eh who knows tagging is a mystery #I wanted to draw something really stuffy and old-timey with her #she's all gloomy and serious and I mean #she did do at least one whole murder #I think she deserves the rain #I feel bad that I'm not a very fast artist and I've got my rsi #I would have loved to make this look more like a real victorian portrait #maybe next time

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one-winged-dreams · 10 months ago

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@little-shiny-sharpies

AKJGEHVFOIWSEGHJNOI:AEGHG SHINY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

A man: >:(

Me: I NEED TO MARRY YOU IMMEDIATELY

#the husband club really is just beefy men whose eyebrows are permanently stuck Like That™#viral doesn't count because he's a blonde twink though #so it's just TWO beefy dark-haired men who could lift me like a couple of grapes and look permanently inconvenienced at any given moment #i feel like i've got some NON-husbands who fit the criteria as well but eh #shiny!

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motheatenscarf · 1 year ago

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Man, I'm REALLY liking Dancer in group content.

Not to toot my own horn, but as a melee dps main at heart, this feels like the ranged class that was built for me specifically because I'm really good at syncing up with Reapers in particular because it's my main class and I know the fights decently enough by now to know when to buff them for uptime.

Picking ONE dance partner and buffing them specifically makes me feel like a god of war handing out boons to my champion.

In my heart of hearts, all I want to play is a gremlin with a shiv but that's why I'm good at Dancer. I understand those people and will make them the best murderer here.

Go forth my gremlin, my champion, and KILL!

#Caitlin Plays FF14 #it's legit my 2nd favorite class to play after reaper #i actually am enjoying most of the classes i've picked up so far #i fucking love reaper and dancer and i really like dark knight and red mage #DRK doesn't have the best feel to PLAY as for tank but it's so thematically delicious that i don't care. it's so aesthetic #red mage also has a good aesthetic with the gear but it doesn't suit talia so i don't care. but i do like being able to dualcast rez #that's fucking invaluable and even if i'm not the best at it i more than make up for it by being the fuck on top of rezes #reaper is just fun. just full stop. it's thematic. it's aesthetic. it's CRUNCHY and MEAN with high mobility and plays nicely with dancer #and Dancer is also just FUN. the aesthetic is eh but the theme of 'you're the other half of my battle couple now' is my favorite thing #it doesn't do a lot of damage on its own but boy do i love. not having a casting bar. and being able to just dip when i need to out of aoe #i grant you i haven't touched much else than those 4 classes but BOY did i hate paladin which i got to level 66 and bailed on forever

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baishouqijia · 2 years ago

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i am desperately trying to be more active but i'm experiencing mental burnout. just want to say thank you for the interactions even when i'm only checking in here now and again - i'll respond when i'm feeling better! <3

#nothing really happened - work and the house just got on top of me.#for context i was promoted to a management position in october and i hit my stride so i have a lot of responsibilities and i'm hhh.#having to play catch up in terms of skillset. i'm good at my job but i'm not the best - therefore ? i must keep pushing :y #as for home... Man (horse.jpg)#we bought a house a year ago. i envy people who renovate days after moving in. we're a year in and i'm only just redoing the kitchen floor #after a leak that happened in JUNE 2022. it's expensive as fuck and takes so much time.#i'm so fortunate to be able to afford a house but like. i won't lie. it's really hard having to be responsible for everything that goes #wrong with it. my kitchen has been subfloor for months. we destroyed our kitchen island trying to make room for the floor to be done #so we're down storage and stuff is just piling up. eh i know this is like. first world problem and really not a big deal.#but when your house is in disrepair because you don't have the money to fix it quickly or time to do it yourself. shit's hard.#anyway this is a rant. don't want a wrench or a tissue- just wanna get it out.#[puts on pantalone hat] i have money anxiety too #like i earn the most i've ever earned. i won't really get much higher than this atm. i'm due a bonus and i can cash out my shares #but fixing up the house is so expensive. i'm worried i'm gonna lose it all somehow. idfk why. when things are going well i worry i'm gonna #lose it all somehow. growing up poor does a number on your resource guarding. if i spend a penny I Will Lose It All.#' dima why do you like pantalone so much ' HE JUST LIKE ME FRRRR #sry this is a ramble . i treat tumblr tags like my diary but i hope you enjoyed the read xoxox #anyways! point is! i'm alive! i'm itching to come back but i dont have the mental space for fun rn.#can't have fun until i feel safe enough to have fun if that makes sense.#aight byeee

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upperranktwo · 11 months ago

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Good morning!!!! Have a lovely Tuesday!

#you may wonder why I write my gm posts despite my account not getting as much interaction as it once got #because I like doing it!#i can feel myself slipping into a bad episode so I think today will be a me day!#i'm gonna try and go out somewhere which i've been puttijg off becajse I feel eh #but I think I need a little self care time for myself #depression my hatred ♡♡♡#hope the rest of you enjoy your day!

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keeps-ache · 5 months ago

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[curled into a ball on the floor] i am dealing with the failure in a healthy, rational way do not mind me

#just me hi #not lying either i'm. i'm dealing hghbshfvh #can try and try but there is a point where i feel like i'm 4 years old and can't figure out what i'm doing wrong and it frustrates me beyon #frustration loll [<- was on the verge of tears earlier]#4 yo me VS. the dipping pen. and the paper. and the sketch. and the subject. hbfhsvfh #/but upside i've figured out how to really draw roses now :DD #which is awesome because i love how they look. and i want to eat them lol #speaking of roses does anybody know the name of some pink ones that smell almost like candy? we had some of those growing in our yard in #detroit and i just really really liked them. very pretty things :>#//anyway i did get some catharsis out of cutting parts off that i didn't like + negative space lol #like yeah you one up'd me‚ piece of paper with ink on it‚ but in the end i have the scissors. and i liked how you looked anyway hfsh #/and i'm figuring out how to draw the actual feather details on the wings!! that's cool :D #it always felt like a lot of noise but i've almost got it in a way i can figure ehe :3 #/scissor-tailed flycatcher we SHALL meet again. watch yourself hbfhshvfbh #//anyway anywho anypoo YEA. i'm good lol :3 #i gotta catch up on my revenges tonight dear lird #i think i can do them rapid-fire if i can stick to one size canvas lol #but yea... let's see how it goes hfsh .w.#toodles n poodles n tons of pool noodles o/

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theskoomacat · 10 months ago

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my brain wrote such a fun little book of poetry by a beetle in today's dream, like damn. i didn't know i had it in me. the beetle itself was absolutely stellar too

#me and my dad somehow pissed off a god of some elf? ant? guys and were to obliterated by the god #some otherfsiry godmother-like entity showed up saying they can do nothing to help us #and looked at me like at an idiot as i blissfully read the small book of poetry and cradled the beetle #i would die happy #dream tag #real talk. i've recently become aware just how many of my dreams recently have me... unsettled in the dream #to the point of me willing to classify them as stress dreams despite me being annoyed and not scared in them #like. a milder example is me trying to show a homeless guy a very cheap but tasty diner but i kept missing the turn and getting us lost #just Annoying #then i dreamt i got stabbed in the stomach be a large object but my mom(?) applied stitches so it just annoyingly hurt on the inside #and i was sure i wasn't dying and i wasn't panicking at all but we couldn't get to the hospital for some reason #now this dream where i'm basically scheduled to die but i feel happy #it's like stress is threatening me with a larger and larger weapon every night but i just go Eh.

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