#. I LEFT

[omatoxin]

ok i'm back

[bluemoonrabbit]

Man... the students who dislike me really ramped up the whole subtly ignoring me/putting me down to straight-up mean girl behavior in the last few days. Just now during our final closing meeting they gave heartfelt speeches thanking my co-lead one by one... not one of them even mentioned me. I did half of this trip, but not a peep. They finished with their speeches about her and then were like "okay cool, all done, let's drink!" So cool, love this very transparent snub. I have not felt this sensation of being surrounded by people who at best tolerate me and at worst openly hate me since middle school.

[shesuntitledx3]

You broke me.

All I could do was watching you doing nothing to stop me from leaving.

So I left.

[real-doozy]

[madsgotmadagain]

FTM maze runner oc PART 2

heyyy so i posted this like a year ago at this point and didn't realize somone wanted a part 2 until like this month so I finally got around to it! Highly recommend reading that post before this one as it has been over a year at this point and you might need some context for this post to make sense.

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So the greenie finally figured out he's in fact NOT a girl so now he's gotta explain the situation to everyone else.

Naturally he was a bit anxious to, as to his knowledge, nobody else in the glad even knew what he was talking about. Honestly, HE didn't really know what he was talking about.

All he really knew was that being a girl just felt wrong. And cutting his hair, binding his chest (again, please don't bind with bandages it's really no good for yall), looking like and being called a boy... it all just felt right. Like it should have been that way the whole time.

Thus, after thinking through all he wanted to say, how he was going to say it, and bracing himself for negative reactions, he told his fellow medjacks.

At first, Jeff and Clint were a bit confused, but after explaining everything to them, they seemed to sort of understand.

To them, it was his life. Provided he wasn't hurting himself, they didn't really have a problem with it. Plus, he was their friend and fellow medjack. They're were only the 3 of them. Boy or girl, that wasn't about to change.

And after that positive exchange, he told some other people he was close with

Word spreads quickly around the glade. Before long, everyone had a rough understanding of what had changed, and dispite some confusion, they were all to busy with their respective jobs to care all that much.

Some thought it was weird or stupid or wrong, but they didn't really have the time or engery to waste on an exchange, and if they did, they were promptly shut down by another glader.

"Hey, by the way," Jeff asked as the medjacks were all sorting in a new shipment of supplies from the box. "Do you know you remember your name yet?"

"Oh yeah," Clint followed up. "I just got used to calling you dude. Got that figured out now?"

The boy smiled at the questions. He had thought that through a lot until this point. So he nodded.

"Yeah, actually, I think I kinda always have. Just didnt know cause it was a boy name." He says, leaning on a counter top to look at them.

"It's Kelvin. I like the name Kelvin. Call me Kelvin."

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And there you have it! The part 2 at least 1 person has been waiting for! I hope you enjoyed it if decided to read it.

As of right now, I don't think Im gonna make a part 3 because I just don't know where the story would go from here and I'm not all that into the maze runner anymore :/

Thank you all and have a good morning/afternoon/night!

[vogelmeister]

i saw my coworker at one of my local shopping districts today and she was like why are u here and i was like “bored”

[0p1er0]

Hey!

*Doesn't get an answer*

*leaves*

[wandering-free-and-queer]

Becoming pagan turned me into a hedonist. I love that for me.

[emotionallywritten]

[outofmyheartandintoyourlungs]

November 29, 2022

I was a shape shifter In a lions fur coat

Was I trying to be brave?

Save the sinner, become the saviour

I was a pawn in a losing game

You’d strike a match

I’d douse the flame

All because I wanted you

to call me by my name

I hid it well for a while

Wore a mask to cover my gloomy disposition

Braved storms that I did not beckon

Lost myself in your ocean

I put you on a pedestal

I became a safe house for your suffering

All you did was waste my salvation

Sacrificed myself for nothing

Played it off like I was living the dream

But inside I was screaming

Wondering if I was losing my mind

Kept myself from leaving

It was all sadistic

I’d twist And turn

At every inch, every curve

Ready to fight back just as dirty

Had this dream I had it all

I was chosen

Yet it wasn’t by you,

it’s what I longed for

Then I woke up screaming

I watched it crash and burn

As the seasons turned

From summer to fall

~About my trauma bond of a relationship, losing my mental health, losing myself

[realnielsbohr]

ur ap gov teacher and theater director being the same person SEEMS like a lot of fun until u are watching Hamilton animatics in class

[ilguna]

anyway fuck my coworkers. it’s hard being the morally correct one all the time. that’s why i told my manager i threw up to force them bitches to close. goodbye and good luck assholes.

[bunnyboy-juice]

tbh snooping on my ex doesnt even hurt bc of him directly atp- im glad he's getting better and happier. what hurts is seeing ppl who claimed that no matter what they'd be there for us both who chose him bc he played victim so well

[psychicuniiverse]

I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me.

I know that your love is gone I can't breathe

I'm so weak, I know this isn't easy

Don't tell me that your love is gone

That your love is gone

That your love is gone, hmm

I can't breathe, I'm so weak, I know this isn't easy

Don't tell me that your love is gone

[justaloadofgarbage]

I am resisting

I WILL NOT DO IT!!

i’m strong enough

[riacte]

not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]