#-> trigger warning this even though i don‘t necessarily have an ed nor is this about it but just to be safe | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

uhode · 7 months ago

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despise the fact that we’re all trained to associate thinness with health even on subconscious levels i don’t really look at my body mostly because i don’t care but the other day i’ve noticed that i’d gained some weight and got really frustrated and bitter about it which is fascinating because i just gained back the weight i’ve lost in october/november due to eating half a meal every two days and not sleeping like actually this is me getting better and getting healthy again

#and it really got to me for a moment and i usually just don’t care this is literally just my body why should i care it simply doesn’t matter #and it’s not even a dramatic weight gain i just don’t have 48 kilos anymore and my body isn’t shutting down like i’m just back at normal #eating disorder #ed #-> trigger warning this even though i don‘t necessarily have an ed nor is this about it but just to be safe

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