#*fangirls 5ever about this*

[seokmashu]

moot appreciation & 1000th post ❤️

to celebrate the end of predebut era, zb1's debut, my lovely 5ever moots, and my 1000th post! (also bc this ask has been sitting in my inbox for a few weeks now and i figured it's time!) it's been a few months since i joined zumblr and i wanted to shout out a few people who have made this experience so fun and lively and wonderful and whose friendships i really treasure ❤️ i love all of you mwah now let's goo!!

💌 cherrie // @cherriegyu 🍒

cherrieee tietie 🫶 when i first came on tumblr you were one of the only ppl i talked to and you made me feel so welcome in the community- i loved discussing lex's hp ideas with you, our bias lists and being a zerorat (💀) imy and love you lots <3

💌 moni // @taerrrrrae 🐨

moni you're always so sincere when reading and reacting to other ppl's works, responding to asks, and letting other ppl know you're thinking of them, that i find it so inspiring~ i mean who else would compose poems for their moots?? you're such a sweet person a 7 star hallabong fr <3

💌 riri // @chxrrymxxnlight 🌛

ririii my fav riyangi fangirl!! you're so cute and i appreciate how you always keep me up to date about zb1 stuff (like within 0.1 seconds of them posting, insane) even tho we always miss each other cuz we live in opposite timezones 😭 i hope u only have happy days ahead and i'm so excited to hear more about this story you're writing and drawing!! <3

💌 tee // @haesunflower ⛳

teee! i'm so glad you sent me that message when we first became moots bc it's so much fun talking to you~ remember the gyuvin cheeto ask i sent you? 💀 and all those times you were thirsty over wrote about zb1 ahem. i love discussing fic ideas with you because you simply give the best reactions and i'm so happy you get to live out your y/n fantasy fr fr 😭 <3

💌 rose // @ohdudedhesflirting 🐝

ah yes rose one of the only other seokryus that i know on tumbles 😭 your thirsty reactions to posts are so funny and always crack me up~ i'm sooo glad you started writing more bc i love reading your fics!! still mad you didn't tag me in the first one 😤 but it's ok since it literally wrenched my heart out ;; i hope you're doing better now and that you had a wonderful bday <3

💌 lex // @bp-zb1fics 🦇

lex i know you haven't been as active lately but it doesn't feel right to not include you in this since you were literally my d-1 bestie when i first started this blog- i loved discussing fic ideas with you and joking around making silly posts and sending each other twts and telling each other about our dreams and reading all the wonderful stuff you wrote! i hope you're doing well now, i'm thinking about you <3

💌 venom // @zerobaseonefics 🕸️

you were one of the first people i talked to when i arrived at zumblr and i remember thinking wow she seems cool i wanna get to know her! little did we know that was the start of a century long feud however thankfully we can say war is over now that you've admited defeat 😇 fr tho, you're such a talented writer and i really admire how you always make time to listen to and talk to everyone~ your love for spiderman is sooo cute you act cool all the time but you're actually the cutest yk? thank you for encouraging me to post my art back then, i really don't think i would've started posting my bday series if it weren't for you and ilysm <3

💌 hazel // @hanbeanz 🔮

aka the don 😎 hazel i think you're such a talented gifmaker and the way you include your stream of consciousness always cracks me up lolol i think you're an awesome leader and it's fun discussing ideas for zb1net tg, don't feel too discouraged and i also hope you don't get too burnt out either<3 also that time you sent me an ask about your emoji tag still cracks me up hahaha <3

💌 alma // @gunwookstan 🐭

my fav fav fav mattwook fangirl almaaaaa <3 i'm so happy you messaged me bc we are literally kindred spirits when it comes to reacting to our boys LOL it was sooo funny that one time i was scrolling twt and accidentally found your account and you were like sweats uhhh that's not me ok sure 👀 talking with you always brightens my day ily sooo much mwah <3

💌 rin // @jjanguri 🐳

rininining!! my sweet, kind, open-hearted friend who can't help but cry from simply existing 🥺 from our first interaction i could tell you were gonna be lots of fun to talk to~ i love being spymasters tg, hearing ab your feud with your cubicle mate, the tattoos you plan on getting, your reactions to hao, and your love of eating bricks and concrete <3 bc of you "goobert" and "monch" are imprinted into my mind LOL and also i think it's soo impressive how you churn out 10 gifsets every day even tho you're so busy all the time~ idk what's up with the whole ss and meow agenda you've been cooking up lately but grrrr i'm keeping my eye on you 👀 thanks for being such a fun but also calming presence my lovely friend and i hope you know i'm here for you when the going gets tough <3

💌 iana // @taeraex 🦖

iana our cute adorable bb <33 it's funny that your bias is taerae bc both of you could stand still doing nothing and i would still think it's the funniest thing LOLL i love talking to you about astrological signs and your stalker behavior and being petty and your random bursting out into song and playing codenames with you (we fr are connected to the same wifi bc it's crazy how similar our instincts are) it's always such a fun time when you're around 😛 you could talk for hours and hours and i would love listening to every second of it you're just so funny and endearing and cute <3 also thank u for always supplying the cute cat pics bc there is a SEVERE drought going on 🙏 i hope u get some sleep bc i'm always worried ab you y'know <3

💌 lili // @y--eontan 🦎

o lilicat how i adore you, you're so funny and brazen and sweet and every time i see you lurking in chat i just wanna go pspspsps 😽 before we started talking i remember seeing your emoji gifset and i remember thinking this is so cool i can't wait to see the part 2!! and then you messaged me and i was like :0 your reactions to gunwookie are soo cute that i just wanna spam you with every noot noot/cheek pic i see~ it's so funny the way you complain about stuff and block people you have no patience for lmaooo i am seated for our next complaining sesh 🫡 your comments and little quips always catch me off guard bc you're so deadpan and i love your sense of humor haha also when you drew that lil orange puppy on the art i made for you? *bursts into tears* <3

💌 hope // @zeroze 🕊️

my cute hopieee i'm so sorry i called u buzz lightyear when all u wanted to be was bubbles 😭 it's so much fun theorizing ab zb1 concepts with you bc we share one mind when it comes to our music tastes and thank you for always looking out for me and asking if i'm gonna watch stuff with you and making sure i go to bed at a reasonable hour 🫶 you're so sweet and kind and funny (thinking about the time you banned iana 💀) even tho you never let me have my own cute emoji reacts :'( i hope your exhibition wraps up well and you can fiiiinally have the break you deserve! and i also hope you have the best time in japan/korea (if we don't end up meeting up!!) and i SWEARRR i'll go to bed earlier (just for u 😚) <3

💌 maria // @sunghanbinie 🌺

aka jiff, lieutenant mario, and the other half of our shared braincell -- i love how we can talk about anything and everything, from when we wake up to when we go to bed, you've simply been there for everything. even though you torment me day-to-day with monkey allegations and thirsty matt gifs, you're also always there to listen to my troubles and check up on me when i'm feeling down - i appreciate you so so much from playing 49584 games together every night and spilling tea to fangirling over zb1 and giving me gif advice. you are my constant <3 i think you're so smart and funny and such a talented gifmaker and writer. i love our little jokes and making fun of each other at every opportunity, and i truly don't think being on zumblr would've been the same without you <3 i love you sooo much mwah mwah mwah <333

finally, a shoutout to moots who i haven't spoken to as much but who i want to get to know better because i just think they're so talented and cute and cool: @jinkiseason // @zb1s // @zerobaseone // @seokmatthewz // @sung-hanbin // @yunacoeur // @keiwook // @cinnajun // @juyomiao <3

this was written from the heart at like 4am and i hope you all know just how much i love and appreciate each and every one of you <3 1000 posts and 10000 more to go! can't wait to spend the next 2.5 years with y'all 😁

[antivanruffles]

20 questions for fic writers

Was tagged by @supermarine-silvally

How many works do you have on ao3?

205 lol

2. What's your total ao3 word count?

796,133

3. What fandoms do you write for?

I mean, I have 20-ish different fandoms posted on Ao3, but various other odds and ends over the years.

I guess mainly: Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Hunter x Hunter, Baldur's Gate 3 (because new and shiny), Sailor Moon, Critical Role (mainly c1), and The Greatest Showman which no one cares about anymore but Anne/Phillip 5ever.

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Five Times Cullen Failed to Propose, and 1 Time He Didn't (DAI, 641) Something Different (Horizon, 517) Five Times Varric made Cassandra Blush, and One Time Made Him (DAI, 444) Overnight Delivery (Gossip Girl, 438 - this one legit surprised me?) Out of Body Experience (DAI, 389)

(Side note: love me my 5+1s, no one at me)

5. Do you respond to comments?

I try to! I very much appreciate all comments, but sometimes I don't know what to say beyond "thank you" and feel like I should say more? IDK!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I guess The End of a Possibility, a companion piece to Possibilities (I'm so original). Because ahaha I was so mean to Alt!Varric in that.

7. What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Honestly most all of mine are pretty dang happy? I'm all fluff and/or smut all the time. LOL

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Not that I'm aware of.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I do write smut. Kind as in kinky or vanilla? I'm a lot more vanilla because it's just as much about the emotions as it is the deed.... mostly. LOL

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Not generally? The most I've done is like imagining certain characters in other universes. Like the Dragon Age crew in the Mass Effect universe or something similar.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Again, not that I'm aware of?

12. What's the longest you've spent working on one fic? And the shortest?

I couldn't tell you the longest. I've had multichapter fics that have taken months to finish, or one-shots that took years to finish because I was stuck on the generally idea, or it got shoved on the back burner.

Shortest would be doing flash fic prompts, so like 15 minutes?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I have!

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

*cries in fangirl* I LOVE THEM ALL

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

NEVER SAY NEVER!!

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think I'm good at writing dialogue, and I can be funny sometimes.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

How do descriptions?

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I've made this mistake in my life, but I think now that I am older I am firmly in the realm of: don't do it unless you are proficient in that language, or can have someone translate for you.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Sailor Moon!

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Which ship is my favorite? Which child do I love most? Why are you such a cruel questionnaire? God, I suppose I should give some semblance of an answer since I didn't on the other one.

UHH, I can honestly say I had an absolute blast writing Out of Body Experience, and had a great time getting people's reactions to it. :)

Tagging: whomst ever would like to steal this meme (because I'm terrible and lazy, but I DO genuinely want people to do it if they want)

[jenomark]

I don't mean to come @ you aggressively but MY. WHOLE. DAMN. HEART. I just caught up with Seven Months and sjfosnglerb, I'm def a DoJae stan and your fic is tearing me to shreds (in a very good way). Seven Months is SO FREAKING GOOD. I love that it's more told from dy's POV and something about your writing is just *immaculate* I can feel every ounce of dy's emotions through you and I just- I can't wait for the December update! I hope you're well, can't wait to read your other stuff! 💙

Hi I just sent the ask about Seven Months but I just- I literally cannot rn my heart is racing so fast at how excited your writing makes me. Not to be *weird* but I'm fangirling over you and your writing it's just I haven't gotten this excited about a fic in 5ever and Seven Months is so so good I wanna shout it from the rooftops ;-; YOU HAVE AN AMAZING BRAIN FOR COMING UP WITH SUCH A GREAT STORY, it's gonna take me a sec to get over it but in all seriousness I think you truly are so talented 💙

Thank you!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[taenys]

so, i finally bought the story of light albums. 

it took me this long, for obvious reasons. (i’ve honestly only watched the good evening, i want you, and our page music videos like....1-3 times each. yeah...it’s just not......easy.) it would’ve been a lot longer if i hadn’t happened upon them in PERSON at the japanese bookstore thomas and i went to on sunday. seeing them in flesh before my very own eyes like that, in oregon of all places, i had to buy them. no question about it. and i’m glad i did. 

i regretted waiting this long to buy them (i feel like a bad fan), but i guess i was just afraid. afraid to see the pictures, and listen to the songs (yeah, i haven’t even heard the songs on the albums yet), to face reality. but going through the pictures was definitely less strenuous  now that it’s been some time since their release, so the waiting was good. good for my healing. it still wasn’t easy, though. fuck. when i did my little unboxing in the car, eager to see which photocards i got (spoiler, i got my baby bunny jinki in both!!!!!!) i did my very best not to cry! didn’t want to ruin the day :/ but looking at them now...phew. god the pictures are so beautiful. so so beautiful. 

i’ve started to accept the ache that i’m going to feel deep in my chest, that stabbing feeling, when i see four people in the pictures. it’s just...never going to be okay or normal. not for me, anyways. the absence of him is everywhere. it is alarmingly obvious and it is EXCRUCIATING. i can’t ~fangirl~ as happily about shinee like before, but that’s okay. i’ve accepted that. because they will ALWAYS make me happy and i will ALWAYS love them (catch me at age 80 in my retirement home blasting the amigo album lmao shawol 5ever). in fact, ruby and i were talking about how much we miss shinee and how we hope they do another US tour or something so we can see them. i hope taemin does one (as he’s rumored to be planning one) because i will be there front fucking row, singing my heart out, because they’re my boys. they’ve been my boys for nearly a decade, and they’ll always be my boys. they will always be my ultimate source of joy. their music will always illuminate my darkest of days. 

basically, i’m a shawol deep in my bones. and i’ll always be a shawol. i’m a shawol first, and a person second :’)

[friend-me-up-hussie]

Cirava, tagora and mallek.

Cirava

favourite thing about them: Their fashion and aesthetic. They know what they’re doing, and they’re awfully good at it.

least favourite thing about them: The trust issues. I know they probably got doxxed by highbloods, but they turned so quickly just because their fans liked MC/ the player. I hope they get help for that

favourite line: “oh. my. fuck. this shit is transcendent. wow. you got me speechless”. That was pretty sweet, especially after the ending that we shall not speak of.

brOTP: Cirava♦Tagora. Shipped it way before their routes came out.

OTP: Cirava❤Chixie is good. Chahut, is good too. Chahut❤Cirava❤Chixie is very good.

nOTP:  ok tbh I don’t really have any nOTPs, probably ‘cus I ship practically everything? also maybe I've missed out on a lot of ships or something. I try to catch up on them but for now, I’ll just leave the nOTPs blank I guess.

random headcanon: They 

unpopular opinion: They aren’t my fave? I mean, they’re cool and all, and I love their aesthetic, but it’s not like they’re high on my list of favourite hiveswap characters.  Y’all already know I have a thing for the ones no ones really likes coughZebruhcoughfightmecough.

song/s i associate with them: Love Again by Pentatonix / Where Are Ü Now by Skrillex and Diplo(their backstory good gog)

favourite picture of them: they’re p.cute here

Tagora

favourite thing about them: Tsun-tsun-tsun-tsundere (brand new coffee maker claimed as old one).

least favourite thing about them: charging you for everything, even just for talking. he could probably swindle you out of every penny you’ve got and then some.

favorite line: “My name is Tagora Gorjek, but please, call me Gor-Gor.”. Yep, that’s all it took

brOTP: Tagora♦Me, Cirava♦Tagora, Tagora♦MC, prank bros 5ever. Teal family. all of them supporting each other is 👌.

OTP: Tagora❤Me, Tagora♠Galekh, Tagora❤MC (he’s a rainbow fucker and an alien fucker come on have you seen his route)

nOTP: 

random headcanon: 

unpopular opinion: I’ve loved him since before his route came out. He seemed like a slimeball swindler from the very beginning and I still loved him them. Hell, I don’t even remember how or why I started liking him but since then the mere mention of “Gor-gor" and ill swoon

song I associate with them: Can I Get A Witness by SonReal (You gotta admit, it suits him. It even got the lawyer theme. I swear this is his feelings about Galekh good gog).

favourite picture of them: This is the most sincere I’ve ever seen him

tbh any sprite edits, especially blushing ones, of him are good shit.

Mallek

favourite thing about them: uh, idk what to tell ya it was love at first sight. I have a thing for piercings, and a thing for tall, spiky hair guys (Marshall Lee, Tom Lucitor, Jack Spicer). It just so happens that these two things made sweet love and created Mallek.

least favourite thing about them: um, I guess his mildly violent reactions (pushing MC into the river), though that’s a blue blood thing, and with some help he’ll be alright.

favourite line: “when im done with you im gonna own your entire system;”. I spent about 5 minutes fangirling before I could continue. Then I came across (you should not have tried to be cute at the edge of a river) “yeah you don’t have to try; i mean; fuck;”. Cue another 10 minutes of fangirling.

brOTP: Diemen♦Mallek♦MC, Mallek♦Diemen, Cerulean Fam.

OTP: Mallek❤Galekh, MC❤Mallek❤Galekh, Mallek❤MC (see above), Mallek❤Me, Mallek❤Zebruh, MC❤Mallek❤Zebruh, Me❤Mallek❤Zebruh (fucking fight me)

nOTP: 

random headcanon: He’s a p.good cook. No food-wars style foodgasm or anything, but if social media didn’t give hives, he could’ve had a very popular cooking channel on GrubTube.

unpopular opinion: This boy smells, and you can’t tell me otherwise. He gets so caught up in work that he forgets to shower, wash his clothes, and clean up spills. Have you seen his hive?

song/s I associate with them: Imagine by John Lennon/ High Hopes by Panic at the Disco (got a lyricstuck idea for that now too)

favourite picture of them: admit it, we all nearly died when he appeared like this.

[honeygokko]

Just an appreciation post for those I love here <3

@ohsaizo ONE OF THE SWEETEST <3 It was just mutual encouragement at first, and then it became so much more x3 I TRUST YOU WITH MY LIFE SAM! And I hope you’ll write a lot because you’re awesome and reading your works always makes me smile!

@shiranata BEST MUM™ I miss you, where are you Shira? ;o; Shitposting together is the greatest thing we have! Also your arts are always so cute, I need more of them in my life! SO COME BACK OR ELSE I’LL DO BAD THING TO YASUMASA :fire:

@alva-radio YOU LIL SHIT, MY WAIFU, MY LITTLE GODDESS <3 Do I have to say more? :P Just :clap: continue :clap: to :clap: shitpost :clap: please IT BRINGS ME LIFE

@harunobutakeda WE KNOW EACH OTHER FOR LIKE A MONTH???? A LITTLE MORE??? BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! NARUTO FAM 5EVER ToT APRIL, THE KOTARO SHINGEN OF MY BENUYUKI ELOJGTJBETK

@be-my-prince MORE THAN JUST A FURRY, YOU’RE A LITTLE SUNSHINE IN MY HEART AND THE ONLY ONE I WANT TO SHARE HIDEYOSHI WITH GHRZJGRZ

@pseudofaux I WISH WE COULD TALK MORE, YOU’RE SO PRECIOUS PSEU <3 You’re always here whenever I need help and you’re an awesome human being <3 A LOT OF LOVE FOR YOU AND YOUR AMAZING WRITINGS <3

@wingcinna AN OTHER PEARL OF THIS FANDOM <3 I also wish we could talk more, I WANT YOU TO END MY LIFE CINNA, WITH ALL THE FANGIRLING ABOUT OUR LOVELY NPCS

@mystical-glider I MISS YOU SO MUCH ;O; COME BACK INTO MY LIFE :knife: 

and surely other people~

[tragedess-a]

POSITIVITY POST

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH        !        and i’ve been wanting to give you all some lovings   .    but rather than spam the dash with a thousand things here are shout outs to some people on this website who deserve so much happiness and joy okay ?    ( i’m sure this list won’t include everyone that it should but i’mma try .   )

@algaenotwar​ :   sofia you are the fucking sweetest bitch out there .   i forever admire your kindness and your dedication to monty .    i will gladly start a petition to take him away from jroth and give him to you .   you’re the only one i trust with him tbh .

@arcadicn​ :    i AM SO HEART EYES OVER ALL YOUR MUSES !    i’m so happy i found you again because i loved writing with you so much back in the day and i’m honestly so damn excited to get started again babe !

@azhefa​ :   len ,   i know you’re not on much anymore but i’ll always fucking love you and how beautifully you write every muse you’ve taken on .   i’m so proud to be your friend because you’re an amazing person and one i’ll always admire no matter if you’re on the dash or not .

@bartendertm​ :   i LOVE YOU AND CAMI SO MUCH .    i honestly want to get some stuff going with you so damn badly because your blog is so wonderful and you’re such a talented mun i don’t even know what to do with myself when i read your writing .    you deserve all the fucking best and so does cami bitch .

@bldreina​ :   mal you’re so fucking amazing .    you’re genuinely one of the sweetest people i know in the rpc .   from day one you’ve been so wonderful to me and i know i absolutely don’t deserve it .    i love you and i love your octavia and our little family 5ever thanks .

@bxar​ :   YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST POSITIVE AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE EVER .    i don’t know you well but you’re such a fucking light on the dash and i get so happy ever time i see your posts .

@cvckroach​ :   icb how in love clarke is with murphy it’s literally upsetting .   but beyond my obsession with our ship you capture murphy so fucking well it’s upsetting .    i love your writing and your graphics so damn much and you’re just so fun to talk to ooc .    you deserve a damn award for being the best .

@dyefirst​ :    moo you’re a damn angel and i hope you know it .    you have such range when it comes to your muses and you’re always creating some new wonderful dynamic to whoever you’re writing .    you are so fucking talented it knocks me on my ass every god damn day okay ?    from graphics to writing i’m heart eyes over every blog you have and clarke is heart eyes over wells forever .    ooc you’re also the fucking sweetest and most supportive and i will never not love you for that .

@gonatombom​ :   i’ve honestly missed writing with you a lot !    you’re so sweet and so fun to plot with  and i’ve always admited the time and effort you put into your muses .   you just get them so fucking well .

@groundrisen​ :    yOU are the sweetest fucking person and i love you and niylah more than words can describe .    honestly your dedication to your muse knocks me on my ass and i just want to get some things going with you because i’m so heart eyes it’s not even funny .

@harpermcintyrc​ : I MISS WRITING WITH YOU HOE !   you and harper are two of the sweetest beings i’ve ever known and it’s ridiculous how much i love you both .   you write her so god damn well it wrecks me and makes me just want to bow down to you tbh .   but also icb how much i ship harper with both echo and clarke because of you and i fucking love it  .    you’re a queen who honestly deserves all the best .

@heartfcund​ :    bitch i gave you a whole rant about how much i love you like three days ago but you’re my wife and the best k thanks bye . 

@mechabrat​ :   you’re a demon andrea but i fucking love you so much okay ?   every muse you take on you write so god damn well it makes me want to cry ?    you’re genuinely the best god damn person and you’re so generous and talented .    i’m beyond lucky to count you as one of my close friends and i’m never gonna forget that .    every ship we have makes my heart sing and honestly is it even one of our blogs if you and i don’t have a ship on it ?   i do have just one question though :  wHERE did you get your psd ????

@omousvarii​ :   listen no matter what damn blog you’re on kat ,   you deserve so much love ,    affection and praise .    i can’t believe how much you bring out my muse for clarke on our threads on bellamy .    they all just wreck me because damn we do angst well together and it makes me emo .    i can’t wait to learn more about grant so i can drag you into writing with me over there too because you’re so talented and wonderful i just want to do all the damn things with you . 

@panthae​ :   hi i love you and your clarke so much .    it’s so cool to see someone else talking about clarke’s darker sides and i’m so heart eyes over all the different things you’re doing with her ?    you honestly have such a unique style on all your blogs and i’m forever heart eyes .    you deserve all the best babes .

@phiinn​ :   gOD DAMN YOU KILL ME .    your writing is so breath taking babe and i can’t say that enough .    i know i’m the worst about responding but i love you and finn so much it’s genuinely upsetting to me .    you capture him so well and write in a way that wrenches my heart okay ?    you’re a badass and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise .

@pridefought​ :    we haven’t talked in a minute buT YOU NEED TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MUSES .   i watch from afar as you rock the fuck out of every single one and i honestly admire your writing so damn much .    when it comes to zach he is honestly such a wonderful ship for clarke that i just didn’t see coming and we need to do more things with them asap thanks .

@protectecl​ :   my doTTIR !   listen you have made me so fucking happy since we started writing together and i can’t say that enough .    seriously .   you capture madi so well and clarke and i love you and her so damn much it’s ridiculous .   you’re my fave lil awkward taco .

@ragedrivn​ :   yOU ARE SO DAMN TALENTED AND WONDERFUL OKAY ?   we haven’t done much together but i admire you so much and that’s never gonna change .    you’re a light in the rpc and i’m just over here fangirling 24/7 it’s fine .

@rcbelking​ :   you’re such a sweetheart !    honestly we haven’t written in a minute but i love you and your bellamy a lot .    honestly you are so kind and talented and your love for bellamy and bellarke is so pure and wonderful .    and hozier.   how could i forget hozier ?

@selfavenged​ :   maya i’m so fucking glad you decided to come back to the rpc because you have so much damn talented and you bring every muse you write to life in ways i can’t even describe .    i’m so hyped to start writing with you again !

@soldiiermade​ :   karli ,   i know we have yet to write much on this blog bUT I NEEDED TO GIVE YOU A SHOUT OUT .    you have me more whipped for becho than i ever thought possible and i just love your writing so god damn much .   but more than that ,   you’re such a sweet person ooc and always supportive without dragging yourself into drama which i admire .    and you’re willing to let me go on my weird little rants and tangents which i appreciate so much .    you’re honestly the best babe .

@sytheheart​ :    HI YOU JUST DESERVE TO KNOW YOU AND QUINN GIVE ME LIFE AND I ADMIRE YOU EVERY GOD DAMN DAY .    your graphics are beautiful ,    your writing is breath taking and you and a person are the sweetest ever and deserve all the joy in the world .

@sythegun​ :    for someone who writes such a trash muse you are the best ever .    i call him trash only in the sense that he’s terrible ,    but you write him so damn well .    i’ve watched you progress so much as a writer in the time i’ve known you em and i’m over here admiring and cheering you on forever .    you’re so fucking talented and your style is so unique i love it .    plUS YOU’RE THE FUCKING SWEETEST and i’m a mess because of how wonderful you are .

@surviivorforged​ :   faiTH !   we haven’t talked much recently but i love you a lot okay ?   you’re such a wonderful soul and you honestly make me laugh so god damn much .    you and morgan are so cute when you’re together and you guys make me so damn happy .    but besides being cute you’re such a talented writer and you always blow me the fuck away with your murphy .    i fucking love it okay ?

@tetheredatlas​ :   HELLO i admire the fuck out of every muse you write every damn day .    you’re honestly so damn wonderful both as a writer and a mun that it just wrecks me ?    i’m honestly so excited to do more with dean and clarke and hopefully develop some other ships with you .

@waldenborn​ :   who the fuck gave you the right to be so talented lilly ?    it’s actually rude how much each of your muses capture my heart :   even the ones i don’t write with .    but the one i do write with   ( helo obvi )   owns my heart and clarke’s .    they’re such a wonderful ship and i alway enjoy doing things with them and with you so god damn much .    keep on rocking on my queen because i’m over here fan girling over you every damn second .

@wretchedatlas​ :    morgannnnnnnnnnn ,    i love you so much .   you’re such a sweet soul and you have so much to give to the world .   i seriously don’t know what the fuck i’d do without you because you’re the god damn best okay baby ?   ( and i’m not just being nice you hoe .    )   you’re so talented and strong and you deserve the god damn world and so much support and love honey .

[luckyfae-blog]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO @voulatile ! AKA THE WIFE

            it’s so crazy that we’ve only known each other for less than a month and we just clicked so fast. i wanted to do something a little something for you because you’re always making me smile and laugh.plus, it’s your day and wanted to give you some sort of present. thanks for all the pepe memes and barry the bee. we’re going to be buried in the memes and the love of course. but you’re just so sweet and always hyping me up, i feel so blessed. i always enjoy our conversations and i’m just so happy we finally talked i already told you, but i already fangirled when you followed me on this account and i think the rest is history. let me talk a bit about you playing nic, because !! your portrayal is so on point and your love for him really does show with your headcanons and the conversations we’ve had ( although brief ), i can see how passionate you are about him. plus, all your threads with @fukogi are god tier and has me peeping the dash whenever you guys post stuff. you really give him a voice in your words and nic is so feeling, but he’s not the type to show it. if it is, it’s in such little gestures that go much more than words itself. what could be more nic than that? one day, i’ll pay you a visit and we can watch the bee movie, but also be our blonde bad selves ! cali represent, what ?!!!  i love you so much, i hope you have a fun day. 

          love you 5ever,                   misty

[dxffxdxl]

SO here is my review of the shape of water that nobody gives a shit about but that I have to write nevertheless because the movie is freaking awesome

Ok so the friendship between Eliza and Zelda is fucking goals and soo cute to see. Like I can get really introverted sometimes and obviously it isn’t being mute but... That feeling when you don’t have to worry about talking or not because your friend already knows that you aren’t being rude you just don’t feel like talking and they tell you about their stuff instead? I got that feeling from them and it was super nice.

In my humble opinion, good representation of how things were for disabled people/lgbt people/poc back then in the 60s (and sadly, nowadays). And the misogyny... Idk why people complain about the sexy stuff with our fish boy when the real nasty stuff was how the women (not only the cleaners) were treated, or the comments towards poc... I mean, not nasty as in “I don’t want to see that represented in a movie” but in a “shit I wouldn’t be able to stand it on a daily basis”.

Just a lil bit of interesting science (I kinda wish that they explained more of it)

It makes a great job at making you hate the bad guy from the begining.

A++++ soundtrack, lovely music

Okay I’m gonna get into fangirl mode past here.

Giles aka best neighbor 5ever. Just like Zelda, he’s so fucking ride or die... And he was friends with the asset at the end, it was so cute♥

The asset. Omg my dear fish boy... How can you be better than 90% of the men in the movie when you don’t even talk? Also, visually he was awesome as fuck to see on screen. I didn’t see him as sexy but... Pretty. Mesmerizing, I couldn’t stop looking at him.

“Corn Flakes were invented to prevent people from masturbating” Loooooool I could hear people at the cinema cackling.

Somebody give Giles a boyfriend please.

I don’t really know where is this going but I just need to share how much I liked this.

The cats. The scene with the cats (the cute one). I almost died form cuteness, it was like watching a huge menacing dog being friends with kittens.

The scientist was really nice too.

Also fuck Strickland, please and thank you.

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 15.09.17 lb

anika’s had enough of the husband being a right pain in her butt and put the phone on airplane mode. 😆😆😆

shivaay, it’s not like you were telling her your feelings over the phone anyway. lbr, you were just calling and being like “achcha wyd? hmmm. theek hai.” ad nauseam. 🙄🙄🙄

he decides to do the completely normal thing in this situation. no, not calm the f down and get a hobby or something, but to write a letter instead. 😐😐😐

knowing his extraaaaa ass, he’ll get khanna to deliver it as well. 😌😌😌

my aesthetic of the day: billu repeatedly saying the word “chitthi” till it doesn’t make sense anymore. 😁😁😁

FOR FUCKS SAKE SHIVAAY, KHANNA IS SECURITY. NOT YOUR… PERSONAL SHOPPER. IT’S NOT HIS JOB TO BUY YOU FANCY SCENTED PAPER TO WRITE LOVE LETTERS ON. 😒😒😒

“GET ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PAPER ON EARTH!!!!!!”

jesus christ, this man is intolerable. how khanna himself hasn’t killed him, is beyond me. khanna deserves a damn raise. 😣😣😣

look how pleased he is with himself. 🙄🙄🙄

lo, udhar gauri came back home, shivaay comforted her, got a champi, talked about love letters, raat se din ho gayi, par idhar om ki exhibition abhi bhi chal rahi hai. 😑😑😑

great, this snobby couple are back. why are all rich people who are into art so damn pretentious and such assholes? 😤😤😤

UM EXCUSE ME, WHO THE FUCK EVEN ARE YOU PEOPLE TO SAY THESE THINGS???? EXHIBITION HAI, PAINTING DEKHO AUR CHALTE BANO. LITERALLY NO ONE ASKED YOU FOR RELATIONSHIP ADVICE HERE. 😒😒😒

om, why the fuckkkkkkk can’t you say these things in front of herrrrr ughhhh 😫😫😫😫😫

ok omki ka paara chadh raha hai, he’s ready to cut a bougie bitch. 🔪🔪🔪🔪

sigh, i get it from his pov too: he wanted to protect her, from the shitty snobby people of his social class. my heart just hurtsssss. for the BOTH of them. 😭😭😭😭😭

om you better not get mad at her for this though. 😑😑😑

LMAO KHANNA GOT SHIVAAY NEWSPAPER. AND COZ HE SAID KHOOBSOORAT PAPER, HE GOT HIM THE ONE WITH ALL THE PICS OF THE MODELS 😂😂😂

omggg khanna did anika’s “i’m so smart” gesture. 😯😯😯

headcanon: anika and khanna actually hang out quite a bit. anika bitches a lot about “tumhare shivaay sir” to him and khanna fucking loves it. 😊😊😊

lord, he’s all heart-eyed just at the prospect of WRITING a letter. #saveHimFromHimself 😭😭😭

lmaoooooo khanna’s like sir you’re hanging out with omkara too much these days. you’re beginning to talk like him. “kuch HUA hai kya???” 🤣🤣🤣🤣

hahahaha khanna’s grin as he leaves. 😂😂😂

“svetlana???? kyaaa laaana????” 

lololololol. 😂😂😂😂

oh no. my fears and predictions came true. pinky’s teaming up with svetlana to blow this all up from the inside. ghar ka bhedi hi lanka dhaane waala hai. sighhh. 😕😕😕

khanna’s in serioussss danger of getting fired for his impertinence and nautanki today. 😐😐😐

“isse kya ho gaya??? lagta hai yeh bhi pyaar mein hai.”

nope, he’s just extra happy for his otp. remember, he’s literally been shipping you two since day 1. 😇😇😇

my god, this lovesick, besotted fooooool. 😭😭😭😭😭

ok paper 1 down. 

LOL BALLPOINT PEN MEIN ROMANCE NAHI HAI. 😆😆😆

paper 2 down. 

try #3 - with ink pen. 🖋🖋🖋

woooop! dadi alert! 😯😯😯

lollllll look at him trying to cover up. 😂😂😂

“main toh naye pen ki NIB dekh raha tha!” 

sure, bro. uh huh. 😆😆😆

dadi be calling out billu’s ajeebness. dadi, it’s too late tbh. pehle hi karti, iske bachpan mein, toh aaj yeh aisa nahi hota. 🙄🙄🙄

OMFG HIS SHARMAANA IS TOO CUTE AND I CAN’T STOP LAUGHINGGGGGG 😂😂😂😂😂😂

oh no dadi is singing again. dadi plz no. 😖😖😖😖

ok attempt # 3 continues. 

oh god, abhi handwriting gandiiiii hai. ouff, toh ab 10 din cursive writing practice karke likhega kya??? 😒😒😒

also, shout out to original “keede makode waali handwriting” 4 Lions Bade Bhaiyya, Arnav Singh Raizada 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand he’s giving up. awaiiii khanna ko itna bhagaaya “most beautiful paper in the world” ke liye. 😒😒😒

waaah. full fledged professional video cam leke aaya hai. why can’t you just use the front cam of your phone like NORMAL PPL shivaay. lord. 🙄🙄🙄

……. and he’s doing this in the living room. WHY??? 😣😣😣

wow. he’s handling this much better than i thought he would. must be all that media training and his comfort with the camera. 😐😐😐

lol awwww “main jaanta hoon thank you sunke tumhe bura laga and you don’t want to hear it ever again…” 

oh billu!!!!!!!

lmaoooo aw, he’s taking a break to drink paani. 

“i’m back.” ugh i am dying at how adorable he’s being. 😭😭😭

“anika, tumne toh apni khidkitod style mein jo kehna tha keh diya… lekin mujhse nahi hota, kyunki main main hoon…” 

oh man, he’s talking about dhadkanein and a kahaani and i’m already beginning to cry a little bit. 😥😥😥

“sunogi na? forward mat karna.” 

god howwwwwwww different they both look right now from that first ep. 

“tumne notice kiya??? MAIN BINA CRINGE KIYE GOBAR BOL RAHA HOON! GOBARGOBARGOBARGOBARGOBAR! I CAN SAY IT!” 

ok yuck shivvay stop hitting yourself in the head with your chappal. 😬😬😬

AW HE THOUGHT SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL RIGHT BACK THEN 😚😚😚

“toot tum rahi thi, lekin bikhar main raha tha.”

ok i… i’m really full-on crying right now. i can’t handle all these feelings. oh shivaaaaay. *holds him 5ever and cries* 😭😭😭😭😭

time for another paani break. 

pffffffft, i can’t believe you just said the words “hate chemistry”, shivaay. 🙄🙄🙄

MALLIKA. THEIR CUPID. GOD BLESS HER FOREVER. SHE’LL FOREVER REMAIN ONE OF MY FAVOURITE CHARACTERS THIS SHOW HAS EVER GIVEN ME. 💖💖💖💖💖💖 NO REALLY, LIKE, AFTER SHIVIKA AND RIKARA, I THINK I LOVE MALLIKA THE MOST.

“you’ve made me the luckiest man, anika. i feel like the luckiest man in this world today. tumhari wajah se.” 

i’m weeping like a damn bitch baby right now. 

“pehli baar jab tum meri baahon mein giri thi. pehli baar tumhe khone ka darr hua tha uss din. mujhe aise laga ki agar maine tumhe kho diya toh… duniya sahi nahi lagegi.”  . . . . . “meri engagement tia se ho chuki thi, lekin main soch… main tumhare baare mein hamesha sochta tha. ladta tha tumse, par khud se bhi ladta tha. pata nahi kyun, lekin tumhare saath rehne ki chaah thi hamesha mujhe.”

i can’t stop crying. 😭😭😭😭😭

i feel like they should really have had him apologize again and seem really remorseful about the whole daksh thing and the way he married her. like… that was seriously horrible, and he should have given her a proper official apology in this speech. 😐😐😐

oh harneet, the rest of this was A+ perfect, why didn’t you just write that bit in????? 😩😩😩

“insaan ko pyaar na ho toh kya ho???? tum ho hi aisi, yaar!”

he’s said “yaar” so many times in this speech. not complaining. just observing. 😶😶😶

…. mom ka dil jeet liya???? uh. no. 😑😑😑

come on. prettty huuuuuuuuuge slip up there. why wouldn’t they edit that out?? 😐😐😐

“main tumhe itna pyaar doonga, ke aansoon kya hote hai, tum bhool jaogi. itna pyaar karoonga, itna pyaar karoonga ki, main… mujhe nahi pata! saare jawaab mere paas nahi hai! sab kuch yaad nahi rehta!” 

billu now knows how we fangirls feel. no words. just flailing and squealing and screaming. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

“woh jo teen shabd hai, woh is feeling se bohut chote hai. aur yeh jo feelings hai woh bohut bade hai, aur sirf teen shabd mein is saare feelings ko capture karna…. feelings ke saath nainsaafi hogi.”

billlllu yaaaaaaaar, bas bhi kar, mere naazuk dil se aur saha nahi jaata! *weeeping* 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

“kuch aur ho na ho…. tumne mujhe ishqbaaz zaroor bana diya.” 

hate to be that person, BUT SHE TOLD YOU SO! SHE TOLD YOU THAT YOU’D SAY IT! MWAHAHAHA! 

ok after that EPIC scene, i reallllllly don’t care about rudra’s romantic nonsense. 😒😒😒

i really can’t believe that this 4 years older nonsense is what they’re focusing on as the “conflict” in their relationship. instead of rudra’s patriarchal mentality, and bhavya’s emotional numbness and insecurities. like… there’s literally so many other issues. but no, go with the most stupid, cliched one. fuck this coupling. 😤😤😤

oh no bulbul, why the sad and dramatic bangle removal?????? 😟😟😟

oh shit, om is back. please god, don’t let this get worse than it is. my heart can’t bear it. 😥😥😥

ok good, he looks stricken at the sight of her sadness. 😶😶😶

and gooooood, she just left. abhi filhaal kehne-sunne ke liye kuch bhi nahi hai. 😔😔😔

girl, stop thinking about HIS izzat. 😑😑😑

oh my baby bulbullllllll. *hugs her tight* you’re so good and pure and you deserve to be so happy. 😭😭😭😭😭

oufffff, either get a move on with this tejViLana plotline, or just fuck offf with it. so manyyyy other issues to focus/resolve and phirrrr se time waste on wohi svetlana ki dhamki type scenes. 😒😒😒

lmao her disdainnnnn when she said “personal life” hahahahahahaha 😂😂😂

everyone’s got theirrrrr eyes on pinkyyyyyy and her fuckery now. good! 👀👀👀

shaktiji is finally becoming active and taking charge round here. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

siiiiiiiigh. this fight is just exhausting meeeee. coz iska resolution toh kuch hona nahi hai. awaiii ki negativity, killing my buzz. 😣😣😣

oh pinkyyyyyyy. 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

lmao svetlana’s boredom!max face. she is me and i am her. 😆😆😆

she’s like ok fuck this i’m out. 👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

OMFG SVETLANA MURDERING A TOMATO, WHILE SINGING MAAR DIYA JAAYE YA CHOD DIYA JAAYE 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

lmaoooooo the sign language. esp. when jhanvi is like “why don’t you just take the damn thing offf?????” these two are so married. 😂😂😂

they shouldn’t have showed us that jhanvi has a dummy by her. that would have been a good surprise reveal for monday/later. 😕😕😕

can’t believe svetlana got a fancier car than shivaay. 😒😒😒

ohhhhhhhhh boyyyy. GIRL FIGHT. jhanvi about to kick some assssssssssss. 😟😟😟

svetlana be like FINALLY. THIS BITCH CAUGHT UP. 🙄🙄🙄

what sultry looks. they should make out. 😚😚😚😚 #foreverCaptainOfSvetViShip

OH GOD, PINKY BOUGHT SUNDARI BUA. WHY? 😫😫😫😫

AND WHY IS SHIVAAY SAVING SUNDARI BUA? SHE’S THE FUCKING WORST. COME THE FUCK ON, SHIVAAY! 😣😣😣

OOOOOOH WAIT. HE WAS JUST BUTTERING HER UP FOR THE REAL DEAL. GOOD GOING SHIVAAY! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

[scvaqes]

FINGER GUNS U (≧◡≦)

&. sweet nothings ft @rxmade​​​​ || accepting !!

       WHOA THERE EXCUSE ME BUT WHO ARE YOU and what have you done to my lungs my heart my soul and my entire existence ok but real talk tho if i’m going to ramble about u we might not see the light of tomorrow SO I JUST wanna say thank you for pulling me into this rollercoaster ride of feels ( even if i’ve never ridden a single one irl welp ) and even though sometimes i lowkey hate it bc just when i thought i’m the one on the offense attacking u with feels you take a sneak and take it up to the top :) and would you look at that i was blindsided -- lmaojk but lemme also say how in awe i am of how we basically finish each others’ thoughts and sentences by now esp when it comes to THE HUSBANDS^tm and even if half the time i’m the one bothering u with thoughts about them you still entertain me and let me humor u with my fangirl and if that’s not any clear indication of how amazing it is to ship all our ships and be ride or dies with u idk what is — amirite am i making any sense ?? nah ?? ok ~runs off to the sunset screaming~ me + u + the squad 5ever

[the-guccidamn]

a decade; an entry.

it’s december 31st and weirdly enough, i just want to cry. over what? i have no idea, i am still trying to figure out. maybe because it’s not only the year ending, but a whole ass decade. maybe because exo is having a concert right now and i stopped streaming because i am afraid it might really be their last. maybe because the holidays, in general, are making me upset. i don’t know, i just feel upset.

but i wanted to do a recap just for the sake of it. scratch that, tbh i am just one of those sentimental human beings who love going back and remembering. 

so here goes.

2010

graduated elementary with flying colors. valedictorian. i remember being just so eager to learn, to be the best, to achieve and achieve and achieve things - as many as i can. i remember entering high school and being blown away by the presence of new people. high school made things more interesting - socially. i belonged to squads. i had legit crushes that turned into heartbreaks (or so i thought back then). high school drama was also prominent, was it even high school without it? everything was just so new, refreshing, interesting and there i was still trying to be on top of it - in a good way. or not. i tried to blend in, to belong, whilst aiming for that first honor medal. this was also the year i cried for the first time because i was not able to attend a damn concert. i hate u justin bieber for making me feel distraught that day in may. i also hate the fact that i did not know it was going to be our last annual family outing. corregidor was still a place to revisit though, thanks to the history attached to it - no, i don’t think i liked their beach very much.

2011

a continuation of the eager version of me. you know this year might have been my calmest and chillest year had it not been for the fact that my family’s life turned upside down. my dad got diagnosed with cancer and well, you can say nothing has been the same ever since. it wasn’t until i am typing this that i realized how traumatic that year was. sudden visits to the hospitals. me being on edge all the time. me trying to be the same eager vane who wants to achieve as many as she can to make her parents proud, while trying to hide the fact that she is so so SO SCARED of what might happen. looking back, i tried so hard to busy myself with academics, with friends, just so i wouldn’t have to dwell with my family’s current situation. home made me so stressed - emotionally and mentally, but i couldn’t just run away because i knew back then that it would be such a waste of time and energy and just - i did not wanna regret anything. it was also the year when i sprained my ankle during sparring. we took Taekwondo classes - would have been a black belter or somewhere close to that if we continued it though, i mean maybe.

2012

the inevitable happened. 5 became 4. and i don’t know. to be honest, i am currently contemplating whether or not i have cried enough during that year, or even allowed myself enough time needed to just feel the pain because i don’t think it has healed yet. or will it ever be healed? does time really heal all wounds, or does it just make them more tolerable? it is pathetic but i can trace everything that i have been hurting about lately to this year alone. my heart literally breaks every now and then, and every now and then i try so hard to mend it because who wants to live the rest of their lives with a shattered heart? goodness me. i spent the summer of it acting though, and preparing for my first ever musical appearance. the workshop was satisfying as i got compliments for my acting. little did they know that every day i attended it was me already acting out that i was, in fact, okay and not on the verge of crying. it’s funny because 2012 was also the year when a huge turn point of my whole identity happened. it was during the time when i was tolerating the pain of having my wisdom teeth removed, and out of boredom i searched One Direction on Youtube - the rest was history. One Direction literally became my savers, distraction, whatever you can call it. It was unhealthy, in some part, yes, but at least I do not feel devastated, at loss, sui***al. It was such a big change. I am still the eager vane who tried to achieve and achieve but now a new reason was added, it’s to be worthy of asking a concert ticket just in case 1d decided to pay Manila a visit. I was such a sucker for them. it was when i discovered stan twitter, new people who are also “like me”, exposed to new cultures, time differences, the fangirl culture - oh the fan parties what fun. I hated and loved niall, louis, liam, zayn and harry (OH HARRY) at the same time. along with my fangirl awakening, 2012 was the year when i attended my first ever concert. it was of the jonas brothers. i won the ticket through twitter out of sheer desperation (i even skipped school because i was just so upset at the thought of not going) and then there i was. found myself inside moa arena, alone, in lowerbox. and when when you looked me in the eyes played, a wave of feelings hit me. i felt at home. the moment, i left the arena, there was a newly discovered need of attending concerts inside me already. i also got braces this year.

2013

if this was the peak of 1d, this was the peak of my high school life i guess. or was it because i was in my fourth year? nonetheless, i remember just feeling so high that year. figuratively. i was so busy with academics and fangirling i had no time to feel low. do you get what i am saying? it was sort of the year where everything in my life is fitting into places. i really busied myself with trying to achieve as many as i can because i wanted to be the class valedictorian. i joined the interschool youth month event - there’s a fake council meeting we had back then, and i remember feeling so giddy that they picked my proposal. i also made friends with the people i met there. i had felt accomplished when i was able to write and finish a script for a play - which i also directed, and played in. i felt so so sooo proud of myself for performing a monologue during the talent contest of the most outstanding student of muntinlupa, and even more so when i learned i placed 12th. i felt so accomplished for being the student council’s president, for contributing to the choreo of our cheerdance, for winning the field demonstration, for having lots of hohol with friends, for getting a passing score during the mock UPCAT, and even more so for passing UPCAT, and even UST (damn you, Ateneo). 2013 made me feel i had everything figured out.

2014

Assumption College - man, I did not expect to end here. an all girls’ school, really? but it’s still a prestigious one so...... i hated myself for not pursuing UST or UPLB. talk about culture shock, this was what this year was all about. it’s a blur now, honestly. i remembered just trying so hard to belong again. i tried to blend in to the elite girls there - whilst sticking to my identity. i did not join any clubs, although i wanted to, because as an academic scholar, i had to see if i would be able to balance them out if ever. but i also remember trying to fulfill my uaap dreams - it was the year i became so obsessed with uaap men’s basketball (hello, von pessumal), i went to real games (thank u sweet anne and vhon) and i event went to the cheerdance competition. and it did not happen again lol. 2014 was just the year of frosh vane and everyone in college being surprised that i do well academically.

2015

now this is a pretty interesting year. would i like to relive it? 95% yes. the 5% is because this was the year zayn left 1d, broke my heart and had me healing it for 4 months. anyway, to start, i attended two concerts this year. 1st was The Vamps - this was just impulsive. i liked them but did not really stan. now idk the main reason why i pushed myself so hard to find a gen-ad ticket for their show - but hey their music was my jam back then, also i learned that gen-ad was for desperate people only because it was so high my acrophobia was shaking so there you go. i attended Graphika as well that year - i was enlightened of what my program could do, guess it was the start of falling in “like” for my program which i also chose impulsively. the second concert was the one and only, of One Direction. BEST DAY STILL. ONE FOR THE BOOKS. AN ACTUAL CONCERT I WAITED FOR. I REMEMBER HOW HAPPY I FELT THAT DAY DESPITE THE SHITTY EXPERIENCE OF LINING UP UNDER THE SUN FOR 11 HOURS (little did i know it was nothing compared to what i would be doing now). BUT MY GOODNESS, SEEING THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME LIVE, EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE ONLY FOUR, WAS ENOUGH. I FELT SO HIGH AND JUST GENUINELY HAPPY I WAS SCREAMING AND CRYING THAT NIGHT. I LOVE ONE DIRECTION 5EVER. I FELT SO LOVED BACK THEN IDK EXACTLY HOW IT HAPPENED BUT I JUST DID AND I ALSO REMEMBER NOT WANTING TO LEAVE THE CONCERT GROUNDS AND NOT WANTING IT TO END. but zayn left, 4 days later. man, it felt like a real breakup, and i did not even have a boyfriend so. thankfully, my school went through an academic calendar shift meaning we had 4 months of vacation so i was able to mend it during that time and enjoyed watching tons and tons of movies and series. also, my family was able to go to Baguio after so many years, there’s that. anyway i went back to school with a newly appreciation and knowledge for films whilst sporting my new short hair look. the first semester of my sophomore year was a blast - i felt like a real communication arts student for the first time. we spent our days editing, shooting, script writing, acting, concept making, IT WAS FUN AND I LOVED IT SO SO SO MUCH. even more so when my pieces got compliments and praises from my professors, i was so pleased with myself. the second half of 2015 was me putting a twist to my college life. i joined a club, and not just any club, i joined the school’s dance company. hip-hop team. with a legit coach (no pun intended). and dare i say it was life changing? i learned a lot since then. values that only a dedicated student-athlete can understand. looking back, auditioning for tadc (no matter how scary it went) was an A+ decision. i would audition again tbvh. it opened me to a new community and experiences not everyone has the privilege to have. trainings may have been tough but the bliss you feel after every successful run was enough to keep going. 

2016

I TURNED 18. it was the year i had my jade west phase. i had no regrets. it was the year when i had my first ever dance competition - we lost 1st place though, but it was motivation for me to not leave the group and continue to strive for the better. 2016 WAS THE YEAR FOR FANGIRL VANE. I SAW 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER. LIVE. IT WAS AS AMAZING AS EVER. after camping out for the first time just for the sake of buying a ticket with soundcheck inclusions, did not buy it myself though because i had a performance at the same time, I FINALLY GOT TO BE IN THE VIP MOSHPIT OF THE BAND I LOVE THE MOST. IT WAS A THRILLING ROLLERCOASTER NIGHT. I DANCED SO HARD. CRIED BECAUSE THE SONGS BROUGHT SO MUCH MEMORIES. FREAKED OUT BECAUSE LUKE MY BOYFRIEND HEMMINGS WAS JUST AN ARM AWAY. I ALSO GOT MICHAEL’S GUITAR PICK. I CAN SAFELY SAY I WON THAT DAY. I WANTED TO DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. 2016 was when i really busied myself in dancing. my first crissa competition and let me tell you how fulfilling it was to compete with top schools and perform on the same stage as them. who could have thought i would be performing at the big dome, right? it’s really just me and my growth as a dancer for 2016. oh and my slowly coming back to the kdrama/kpop world.

2017

EXO. THE PLOT TWIST OF MY 2017. the moment i impulsively attended THE EXORDIUM IN MANILA, i was in it for life. it was 1d all over again. I SPENT DAYS FANGIRLING, KEEPING UP, WATCHING FANCAMS AND VIDEOS. READING SEKAI FICS. ACTUALLY BUYING ALBUMS AND MERCH. AND WOW JUST A NEW FANDOM CULTURE TO LEARN AND DROWN MYSELF IN. EXO was meant to be though, knew it when i danced to Growl back in 2013 but never did i think i would be in it SOOOOO DEEP. THE IMPULSIVE DECISION TO ATTEND THEIR CONCERT WAS SO WORTH IT. I FELT SO SO SO HIGH AGAIN AND ANOTHER KIND OF BONAFIDE HAPPINESS. i am thankful to have found another distraction/motivation especially when things are getting hard in school. campaigns here, campaigns there. and thesis. stupid thesis. it’s really that thing in school that will make you cry. 2017 was also my last academic year. my senior year in college. and it changed a lot in school especially when you are part of organizations, it gets busier than ever, more schedules, you cannot keep up. i cannot believe i was able to balance thesis, academics and tadc especially on the last quarter of the year. had to study, submit requirements, train endlessly, at the same time i was honestly going insane. HOWEVER, TADC CAME IN 4TH PLACE DURING CRISSA FINALS with a team consisted of half rookies HU TO THE RRAH. I also became more committed to the team than ever :( i never expected it but i guess such things happen when you actually do like what you are doing. coach vimi also acknowledged me a lot this year :( i felt so pleased again.

2018

i really don’t wanna remember this year. after graduation, my mental health dropped to an all time low. i was paranoid, insane, anxious. it was the start. i also got an appendicitis and underwent appendectomy this year. but hey, on december i got a stable job at a well-known accounting firm (uh, what? right). earlier during this year though, i saw exo again for the 2nd time. it was bittersweet, i swore to do better for the next tour. and yes, for all it’s worth, for all those times i strived so hard to get an uno whilst being surrounded by org commitments and pagod na ako moods, i graduated magna cum laude from assumption college. still, a win for me. oh and 2018, i finally got my braces off.

2019

here it is, the last year year of this decade. what can i say? to be honest, it was just me holding my mental health in. there were worst days, but there were also the best days. best days include me lining up for 30 hours for an exo ticket (with camila, and surprisingly, my mom). it ended up with me feeling blessed and grateful, and my heart full. of course, there’s the concert itself. seeing exo for the third time doesn’t really feel different compared to the first time i saw them last 2017. they were down 3 members yes, but i still felt so happy to share that moment with them. that’s when i knew i was really in it for life. best days also include me accomplishing my tasks in my work with flourish, getting compliments from my boss. oh and it also includes the outings i had with my family. went to the beach twice this year - first in batangas, second in pagudpud. cried in batangas because it has really been so long and beaches remind me of the good old times. in ilocos, it went well, i am glad we got to see that despite our situation, outings like this are still possible. i am so glad to say, or rather write, that i am ending this year and this decade, with a calm heart. i am happy, as happy as i can be this year. we had a pleasant staycation during Christmas. and i finally handed in my resignation, plus i got to have 2 weeks off thanks to my approved VL. exo made me cry though :( i hope to see them still next year.

for 2020, and for the next decade, i hope to be happy. the genuine happy. i pray that my family would be healthy, stress-free and happy, and complete. i pray that everything will go well with my new job. i pray that i will be able to do more outings with my family (even internationally, please). as for the little things, i hope i can fix my back problems, i hope i can continue to write (even just sekai fics), i hope i can visit south korea for an exo concert, i hope i can attend more concerts, i hope for the little things that will make me happy. i hope nothing more but a healthy and bounty new year and decade for me, my family, my relatives, and my friends, especially to those who cared. i will also include the people who need it the most, and this country as well, because i just can’t stand seeing people have less while some have more. anyway, cheers.

[thirstyfortom]

Ahhh! I've been looking for a blog with open requests thank you thank you! Can I have RFA +Saeran walking in on MC playing an instrument like really well? Like she'd been hiding it but they Caught her? Thank you! I would love you 5ever lololol

Maybe this isn’t as fluffy as you wanted, I tried to give MC some motivation for not wanting to play, and some of them are kinda sad, but I hope you still enjoy this!

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC playing an instrument really well

Zen

You told him you used to play violin as a kid, but never showed him, alleging you were rusty

It was one of his rehearsals on stage, you were watching this in your seat

When there was a problem with the sound system, the pre-recorded soundtrack from one of the song wasn’t working

He immediately looks at you and tells somebody in the staff to get a violin asap

“Come on, babe! You’ve got this!” “Zen, it’s been too long! It will sound awful!” “So my melodic and soothing voice will muffle any bad sounds. Please? I just need something to set the mood for my solo!”

How can you say ‘no’ to his pleading eyes? You agree hesitatingly. The staff guy hands you a violin.

Zen starts to sing as you gently move the bow on the violin’s chords. It starts a little rough, but you get used to it pretty quickly.

Everybody is staring at you, and Zen stops singing to watch you. Shit! Is it that bad? You stop immediately, puzzled.

“Babe, it’s wonderful!” he hugs you, and all the staff go “awwwww”.

Now he never rehearses his songs without your violin soundtrack.

Yoosung

You showed him photos of when you used to be on marching band at school

Yeah, he always wondered why there was a big tuba hidden on your closet, he never thought you actually played it, this thing seems so big for you

He begs you to play a little for him, you refuse telling how long has it been, you probably don’t even know how to do this anymore.

So he takes the tuba and tries to blow, it’s so cute because he’s so red and it can’t even make a sound.

He tries and tries, but bless his heart, he’ll pass out due to lack of oxygenation on the brain if he keeps going with this.

So you gently take the tuba and give him a few tips about how to properly breathe and how to place your lips correctly, showing him to do it in the process.

Then you realize you’re actually playing the tuba, and he’s watching you with all the attention in the world.

Did he just trick you to play to him? Oh, behind that cute face, there’s a mischievous brain…

“Oh, I think I got it, MC. Let me try again!” Nah, not really, he really just wanted to learn how to play.

He manages to make a very weak sound to come out of the tuba, and you aren’t even able to tease him as how much he’s celebrating to his little improvement.

Jaehee

She notices you have the tendency of drumming your fingers on the table, you always apologize if it’s annoying her

But it’s never annoying, because it sounds really rhythmical, as if you knew exactly how to drum.

She asks you and you shyly explain you used to play drum, actually, you were on a band in high school

You showed the photos and she loves it, you looked really cool back then, she would never say it out loud, but you looked “badass”

She wants to see you play so much, but you brush it off telling your old drum is at your parent’s place and you’re very rusty.

But she keeps begging, and you’re such a sucker when she pleads you just like that. Also, it’s a great excuse to take her to meet your parents lolololol

So there you are in your old room, she can’t hold back a chuckle seeing all the rock band posters, you were so different back then…

But yeah, probably not that different when you hit the drumsticks against each other says: “1… 2… 1, 2, 3, 4!” and start playing.

You even get a little cocky twirling one of the drumsticks in the palm of your hand before hitting the drums. You just really want to impress her.

Your father knocks at the door telling you to shut it down, and you immediately stop, he thinks you’re obeying him, but you just stopped to make out with your girlfriend.

Yeah, nothing much changed since you were a teenager, after all.

Jumin

C & R just bought a record company, the fist artists to sign up are this rock band

Even though he hates it, Jumin is doing PR and meeting the guys, he brought you along to make this bearable

You’re trying so hard not to fangirl, you love this band and are so happy they are making a comeback under your fiancée’s label record!!!

Jumin is bored as shit, but he keeps smiling and posing to the photos with the band.

One of the photographers suggests he should hold the bass, he refuses and passes it to you. “Here, why don’t you do it?” you look at him, puzzled.

You awkwardly take the bass and run your fingers on the chords, it’s been a while… “Do you play?” one of the guys in the band asks.

“She used to.” Jumin answers for you “See how it feels natural on her hands?” you’re blushing hard, it’s too hard to handle this interaction between your fiancée and the guy you used to have this huge crush when you were younger, and they’re talking about you!

The guys keep encouraging you to play a little, and how wouldn’t you do it? All the men you love are expecting this from you! So you play a famous bass line from one of their band’s songs.

The guys are cheering you and Jumin smiles softly. You told him how you had to sell your bass to pay a few bills and how much you missed to play it.

Luckily enough, now you’re earning this bass with the autographs from all the band’s members a a gift. Jumin can’t hold back his own smile seeing you so happy.

But his smile fades away as the guys get too excited about you, telling they want to take you on tour and everybody would pay attention to a bass player like you.

You smile politely, step away a little and hold Jumin’s hand. He’s not the rock star of your teenage dreams, he’s just… something even better. And you’re more into private jam sessions right now, with just you fiancée as your audience.

Saeyoung

Due to the background check, he is pretty aware of your passion for jazz and how you used to play the sax when you were a teenager.

He didn’t find any videos of you playing, though. What a shame…

But he knows you keep a sax on your closet, and he’s dying to watch you perform a little to him.

You are not sure what you’re looking at when he invites you to come over. He’s wearing a black beret, round shaped glasses, a black turtleneck sweater and black pants.

“MC, I would be so glad if we could inspire each other. I wrote this spoken word piece, would you play a little?”

“Saeyoung, it’s been so long.” “Oh, but what is time, MC? If nothing but this old man holding his pocket watch, watching us through his thick lens of despair, despairing at how much time he lost without living the fullest…” he talks dramatically, doing some contemporary dance moves with his arms.

Yeah, you have nothing to say, better put your lips on the sax’s mouthpiece and go along with whatever he’s trying to do.

As he keeps reciting something about space cats and salty and sweet flavors of HBC and Dr. Pepper dancing in his mouth, you just focus on playing the sax.

Why did you ever stop doing this? Yeah, maybe you couldn’t be a pro as you wished, but playing just for fun is awesome too, you shouldn’t have been so hard on yourself.

Saeyoung apparently agrees, as he’s watching you, mesmerized. He even stopped reciting his great poem just to listen to you and be transported to New Orleans, circa 1922.

When you finish, he’s applauding you. This will definitely be the main subject on his next poem.

Saeran

He also has a background check of you, and he knows you play piano! He even managed to get some videos of you doing recitals as a kid and as a teenager.

He lost count of how many times he watched those, and every single time, he whispered to himself: “So… fucking… cute!”

He would love to watch you live, but how could he manage to get a piano?

You’re organizing a RFA party, the first one since he officially joined the organization, he doesn’t care about anything , he just wants a piano at the party.

As the party is happening, you keep watching the piano player, Saeran notices and observes your fascinated face, you look like you’re on a trance.

“You alright?” “Yeah, sure, it’s just… I used to play piano to my sister when she was alive. I… didn’t feel like playing when she left. Is this silly?” oh… now he feels like an asshole, this piano is giving you bad memories!

“No, It’s not silly, I guess…” “Yeah… so hey, let’s get back to work!” and then everything felt wrong about that piano there. Shit, what was he thinking? He really thought you would just see the piano and feel this urge to play it? Stupid! That’s what he gets from daydreaming so much about you.

When the party is over, you two are working on make sure everything turned out as planned. He sees the empty room, and the piano there… ugh, he feels sick! And he can’t even look at you.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” “I’m sorry about the piano thing, okay? I thought you would like to play as soon as you would see it, I didn’t know, I…” “Hey, it’s fine! Don’t worry!”

You chuckle “That’s why you were so insistent on the piano?” he’s blushing. And he’s even redder when you sit on the bench. “Any requests from the audience?”

“Hey! You don’t need to do this for me! Come on!” “Nah, I want to, it’s been a while I don’t play to someone who’s so willing to listen. So… got any request?”

He loves everything you play, and he catches himself sitting beside you, completely hypnotized by your focused eyes and your agile fingers.

But what he really likes is when you teach him to play a few notes of “Three Blind Mice”. Your sister always smiled when you played this one, it was almost like the smile you’re receiving right now from him. Turning bad memories into good ones is so overwhelming.

[originfire]

Who is forced into bad relationships in HP?

The better question is who wasn’t?

First off what I always found bad about the HP universe is that at 12 you should already know what courses and marks you need for your job that you should ideally start at 17. And if you find out that the job is not the real thing for you, well you’re screwed since there is no real program taking the courses you didn’t take in order to learn a new job. You should also ideally be halfway to marriage at 17 having found your partner at Hogwarts/have your parents arrange a marriage.

Like, how many people get devorced in HP? None that I know of. Everyone that is single either had a partner that died in the war (or old age/had a deadly accident/angsty stuff) or they were never married in the first place. And the latter are either criminals or people that are looked down upon because of one reason or another (like being a werewolf/being Snape/being scarred).

The magic community is partly stuck in the middle ages. Like give people some time to grow up before they are expected to make all of these hard desicions that unless they’re rich they have no way of changing. Esp since you don’t really get to know how people would act if there weren’t all of these other guys around 24/7. And marrying someone because they saved your life (in a war) isn’t a good basis for a relationship. That is hero worship even if you want to call it something else. If you only realise your “feelings” because they saved your life, those feelings aren’t really of romantic nature.

The only ship that I shipped through the process of becoming canon are Bill and Fleur. And that has mostly to do with the fact that they didn’t go to the same school and are older then most of the characters. (On some days I also like Hermoine/Ron.) 

I would have understood that Rowling made some of the more teenage drama couples canon (like Harry/Ginny) if she didn’t have the whole time skip at the end that would have allowed for her to change the couples around to better fit the characters long term. But no.

And yes, even after all these years I’m still creeped out that the guy who is constantly told that he looks and acts like his father married a girl that looks and acts almost exacly like his mother. And if you wanted to have Harry be part of the Weasley family so bad, why not have them adopt him through the muggle world? Arthur would be beaming through the whole process and Harry would have the family he always wanted without giving into the cliche of Hero + (”ex”)Fangirl = True Love 5ever that I grew tired of when I was 6.

When you can basically predict most of the canon couples from the first and second book/movie your romantic relationships aren’t really all that diverse and new. And while people may like predictability when it comes to relationships, in a series that has all of these nice and unexpected plot twists, I personally expected more. All of the relationships can be filed under huge, predictable, cliche driven letdown.

And you know what the thing about cliche relationships is? In rl most of them break up after a while because of one reason or another. Cliche relationships aren’t build to last they are build to impress in that moment and that moment alone.

So yeah. Anyone forced into a relationship that follows a cliche that doesn’t really allow the characters to just be is forced into a bad relationship. Relationships should be build on characters and their chemistry, not the characters and their chemistry build on a cliche.

My opinion. Like it or not, but it won’t change no matter what someone tries to tell me. 

[waterlilyvioletfog]

Lady Midnight- A Summary (SPOILERS!!!)

Kit: ThErE’S MaGicK In ThE Air.

Johnny: You be my biggest secret Kit, but that’s enough for now, gotta keep the fangirls guessing, Kit!

Emma: Dead bodies! WOO-HOO!!!!!

Diana: Ems, no.

Cristina: Don’t worry, Ems, I gots your back. *Legit she used her camera* *no really, you don’t get it* *this fact is stunning*

Emma: I miss my parents. I’ve been looking for their murderers for five years.

Emma: I miss Julian so much, I mentioned just the name Julian, not even Jules, just Julian 19 times last chapter. Anyway, Julian and our children decided to go visit his Conveniently Very Very Old Great-Aunt Who Lives In England, and I am very very lonely with only Cristina for company.

Cristina: Wtf? What about Uncle Arthur?

Emma: We can’t talk about Arthur yet! It’ll spoil the ending! And how angsty Julian is!

*fast-forward, children have come home, Arthur’s crazy, Jules and Ems have fought and made up, and Julian is the only capable adult in the entire place at the age of seventeen, this is the way it has been for FIVE YEARS*

Faeries: Here *push Mark forward* We will give you back your brother if you promise to Nancy Drew for us.

Mark: *is very very very confused*

Julian: Another sibling home to help me take care of the childrens!

Mark: *not functioning*

Julian: I don’t care, my brother is home, I don’t care.

Dru & Ty & Liv: You thought you guys could Nancy Drew your way through this without our help? Well YOU THOUGHT WRONG.

*fast-forward, there have been at least seven exposition dumps, Julian almost died, and Emma and Julian are slowly falling in love and becoming Super-Parabatai*

Emma Julian Cristina Mark: PArTy pArTY AAAAALLLLL NIIIIIGHT.

Mark: *super bi*

Cristina: Oh. *is sad*

Mark: *would totally sleep with Tina if she let him*

Emma: Lemme talk to Johnny about the whole situation.

Kitty: *MEETS AND IT IS BEAUTIFUL, THEY SHALL BE TOGETHER 5EVER.*

Johnny: Go away Emma!

Emma: *sad face* Dats okay. Yo Kit! My number be in your dad’s phone. You ever need me, it’s under Carstairs. *wink wink*

Kit: The f*ck? I’m super Tysexual, Ems.

Emma: Trust me kid, you’ll be glad you knew where my number is in about 275 odd pages.

Emma and Julian: *finally have sex*

Me: Thank the Angel.

Diego: *turns up out of no where* *turns out he’s the dude who would’ve gotten Jules killed if it weren’t for the magic of being Super-Parabatai*

Me: Get away from Tina.

Kieran: *is a snitch*

Me: Get away from Mark.

Malcolm: *SPOILER* *is the murderer* *is also Ems’ parents’ murderer*

Malcolm: *kidnaps Tavvy, who is seven and sleepy and likes Lollipops as well as bed-time stories*

Everyone: NO YOU FUCKING DON’T.

Emma: *kills Malcolm*

Johnny: *swiftly gets eaten by demons*

Kit: WhAt ThE fUCk Is HAPPENING?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!

Jem and Tessa: *appear about of no where* Kit, you’re a Herondale, come along now, time to add you to the Institute’s collection of Rambunctious Children.

Jem: Oh Emma? Super-Parabatai are illegal because they get everyone killed when they go crazy with power. And both the Super-Parabatai get themselves killed.

Emma:… *thinks* Welp. I MuST PuLl A WiLl hERoNdALe And PreTenD I dOn’T LoVE Him.

Emma: Yo, Mark, wanna hook up?

Mark: Sure.

[20170506]

SVT new prologue: an essay

first of all, powerpoint? pledis pls ur opening reminds me of powerpoint im off school for summer break now pls don’t

wikihow-sunbaenim, pls teach me how to become the window, the camera, the background, the sunlight cuz Jeonghan

coupstatu and neaga hosh commenting each other and coups laughing and hosh dancing and im breathing uncontrollably

luv u forever seungkwan u r such an adorable sunshine

jisoos just as beautiful as ever

here we have exhibition a: joshua hong born and raised in the usa can’t even win against kimbap kidding at his childhood game

ritz carlton vs jeju kimbap

chan chan CHAN at neverland

i just realize chan is one year older than me and look at me im a potato

joshua on a horse and DK is mr horse man

im not fine MY HEARTEU MY HEARTEU IS OMG

pledis u lowkey reply 1988 trash

exhibition b vernon being pouty and emo and giving awkward laughs

lee jihoon son of min yoongi

like father like son such an old soul in the form of a walking cotton candy

look at his smiles when he talks abt Hollywood jisoos dammit

F4 + Boo Diva

wikihow: how to be a trampoline

VERKWAN playing volleyball is lifeu im not done with their waltz and now dis im done

Haikyuu!!verkwan

oh my jisoos look at their faces when the ball landed on the tree =))))

Mingyu the umbrella man to the rescue

“you are my hero”

boo seungkwan engrisk is on point ppl great job seungkwan u have evolved well

clumsy mingoo confirmed

mingoo with an umbrella reminds me of mary poppins

Mary Poppins!Mingyu AU pls

mingyu the model to mingoo the awkward puppy

mingoo stop smiling im dying

“im ready” carats: NO MINGOO WE ARE NOT

minghao & hosh fangirl over mingoo

did i mention abt pledis leading the crack vid industry?

junhui-ssi how can u be so adorable and optimistic and free

wen’s junhui mode off SVT’s jun MODE ON SLAY ME WITH THAT DANCE OF YOURS JUN

he is beauty he is grace he’s mr.united states

love junhui he is such a gem

wonwow and his singing just give me so many feels jisoos im getting emotional

also minghao the ultimate photobomber

my children pls take care of yourself and rest well

pledis give them air conditioners not just ceiling fans

woozi trying to say smt and the kids just jump in and say his words

i swear he is gonna kill them look at his glares

the sun pls love them don’t hurt them

im really worried abt them having danced at that very hot weather and they r still cheery

also hong jisoos with his extra good mood

also jun’s speech, “i think it’s best when the 13 of us are together” makes me so happy

their overreacting makes me happy too

hoshi suggesting lame instant transportation trick im not even surprised

woozi reaction to wonwoo it’s so beautiful im dying

his snores

svt trying to cover the cracks with their feet

ballerina!DK au pls

their choreography i repeat their choreography is such a gem let us all take our whole life to appreciate its beauty and grace

SK’s thanking speech im so proud of him - say the name seventeen

hoshi: “don’t” || everyone: “wanna cry!” -im crying

kinda reminds me of suju (leeteuk: “super juni” suju: “or!!”)

that E.T. moments thou mingoo just casually touching dk’s hair and dk touches E.T.

is dk a lowkey E.T’s fan?

hello are u yoon jeonghan the famous hollywood star?

boo’s scandalous gasp

perf team dancing i have watched their vids and i haven’t regretted watching them gosh

MINGYU STANDING NEAR THE ‘AMERICAN GODS’

im not breathing pls send help

mingoo looks like a model why why why such man like this appears on earth

perf team

“hey there model mingyu im gonna hi5 u but i hate u so how about not” ft. seungcheol & his smirk

seungcheol/mingoo laugh

jeonghan in black: an angel’s dark side

last but not least, pledis pls don’t even think of sleeping on them if u don’t wanna see a huff getting mad

in conclusion, SVT are such dorks u will just slip nto their diamond life and stay there 5ever and there are no returns.