#***I'M IN MISERY THANKS FOR ASKING.***
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god she was....she was just wronged in so many ways..... Her former Archon was killed and turned into a flower by Rukkhadevata in order to keep her consciousness on Teyvat Her power and true nature were sealed away by not just Celestia but the hydro dragon in order to preserve Fontaine in her grief because she could have destroyed it on top of being unwilling to go with Celestia's bullshit... Leaving her as an Oceanid/Human to wander Teyvat still in her grief, sadness, and anger until she joined the fatui... it's no wonder she wants to drown fontaine and destroy it because it's the ONLY way she'll get justice for what happened to her and her family.... And her legacy is left in stories sailors tell each other and songs bards sing to tell the tale of the seas either as tales/songs painting her in a bad light or a good light...
#* {OOC}#* {Innamorati/Leucosia; OC}#***I'M IN MISERY THANKS FOR ASKING.***#I'M SOO O OOOOO OO OOO !!!!!!!!
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✨🌸 Sunshine on your skin, flowers in my soul 🌸✨
🌊🫧Summary → In the midst of his reconciliation with Team Wish, Dusknoir begins coughing up flowers. This unfortunate brand of bad luck should be a cosmic joke. A spiteful punishment that the world has brought down on him out of malice, out of vengeance for his past deeds. A cruel, agonizing curse manifested with the single unjustified purpose of preventing him from realizing happiness, ever seeking redemption, ever righting his multitudes of wrongs and moving on with his life. But that's not true, and he knows it deep down. Knows it in the very core of his soul like the flood of petals building in this throat.
This is his fault because he is a coward, and that's all he has ever been. A backstabbing, lonely coward.
And now he is going to die because of it.
[AO3]
[CH. I -- Word Count -- 13,290]
🌒💫 Return → the act of going back to a place, person, or memory
[CH. II -- TBA]
#(Momentarily comes back from hiatus just to drop this and then proceeds to immediately leave)#I didn't forget about my fic that I promised literally a year ago! Woo!#Here's the 1st chapter fellas!#I've been through misery and hell (still there tbh) but I'm hanging in there with my pencil and paper#(mutuals I did this for YOU)#(scribz once again THANK you for the art ilysm)#I gave up on trying to write everything coherently like a perfectionist before posting chapters#I've decided I'm just gonna post 'em as they're done instead of hoarding them all until I'm satisfied with the entire fic#It was unhealthy and hard to be motivated while writing all of this in my own little isolated box#Maybe with some feedback from readers I'll be more willing to focus on this and get it done rather than let it rot in my docs for months#Sunshine on your skin; flowers in my soul#my fic#Dusknoir/Grovyle#Dusknoir/Grovyle/Celebi#Hero/Partner#Echo/Sora#echo/umbreon#sora/lucario#pmd ocs#lots and LOTS of feelings in this fic be warned my friends#Must admit I am so nervous sharing this publicly cause it's like baring my whole heart to you guys#If you take a peek then I hope you end up enjoying it c:#pls leave me asks if you wanna share thoughts!!! I'd be so unbelievably happy to talk about this fic if anyone is interested#or maybe post a comment or kudos on AO3 instead!! anything pls I'd be indebted to you forever#No promises on a fic update schedule but I will TRY not to let it take months this time#pmd explorers#pmd eos#pmd sky#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd fanfic
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🧍♀️ where the hell did u all come from
hi hello thank u for all the new followers i just got.
just letting y'all know right off the bat there will be absolutely no talk of anything besides my silly cats here, this is my isolated little kitty cat corner and i will not be flooding it with anything else besides my silly gay cats
#just letting y'all know now#i have already had multiple people asking me why i wasn't talking about certain political topics or other such things#it's because i am trying to keep this focused entirely on my story and characters and disregarding all other topics#i've had enough misery in my life related to conflict and politics i'm writing this comic to be happy#so pls do not ask me to be your mouthpiece for any causes thank you 🙏🏻#this also means if u send me an ask relating to anything that isn't comic related it will be ignored sorry about that
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hi, I was wondering if you had made a dolace dissonance playlist with all the songs featured in the fic on it? If not, I made one link :
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3xM5TRZPpStGVFiZkK5yOf?si=io91evoLS2-HzDBpyQ0muA&pi=u-bY5wL3hURhe8
This fic has altered my brain chemistry so thank you for writing it!!
Hiii!
Omg this is so cool, thank you for making a playlist! I recently got around to making some playlists of my own, and this is the perfect excuse to share the links:
🎶Dolce Dissonance (All Songs)
🎶ANGEL's Album: 'Everything...I didn't Say'
🎶Will's Album: 'Always Towards My Sun'
🎶ANGEL's EP: 'IT ENDS IN TEARS'
🎶ANGEL's Full Discography
Thanks for the ask & for reading along! <3 <3 <3
~Sarc
(If anyone else has playlists based on any of my fics feel free to link them in the comments, I'd love to see them Xx )
#I'm hoping to release playlists for Misery and my one-shots eventually#thanks for the ask!#my readers are amazing and i love you all
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Do we have a favorite tree for Blorbo Supreme?
I keep coming back to mangroves for some reason but also the other day when I was walking along the ponds the big weeping willow also got me thinking about him
THE WEEPING WILLOW 😭⛏️ ughhh why can't I draw that's so perfect for him
I've always associated him with pine trees because @purple-ant writes him smelling faintly like pine needles in her fics, and I've fully accepted that into my head canons. Maybe it's fitting if it is like those conifers that exist in arid climates and live for thousands of years. Something-something-time-resin preserving vibes.
#this was such a good question thank you Alm!!#also RIP your dashboards I am officially doctor-ordered not to move and I'm so grumpy and playing tumblr is my only consolation#asks are open if anyone wants to further distract me from my self-induced misery#seriously so humiliating the nurse was like “what happened” OH I STEPPED IN A HOLE#the doctor did call her technician back in to give me compliments about my tattoos though so at least that's something
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Alien invasion in ur askbox.
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Hello anonymous aliens, failte go dtí an domhain (welcome to earth)
#this was fun#it made me smile#I was in a misery spiral after a fight with my dad while in a flare up#But now I'm smiling like an idiot#So thank you#Thank you for taking the time out of your day to make mine a bit brighter#Lovely asks
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omg how does your shattered's design look !!?? have you posted her before??? ^_^
i did! kinda sorta hhh the design is not that complicated but it never stays consistent so I never made a ref (I also never found the time or energy xd) but I have a doodle of what she should look like!
the brown in her color palette is leather so it's all shiny and darker once you shade it >:Dc
#ask#my art#shattered#shattered dream#s!d#fem!shattered#fem!s!d#i would tell you to go through these tags but I don't want anyone to look at my old cringy shattered art UGHGHG she looked so baaad#don't put yourself through that misery please u_u but aaa hope this is enough for you anon cause I haven't drawn her in a while xD#unless people ask for more of a specific girl I just draw whatever's fun for me at the moment but most of the time it's the same girlies</3#i'm so glad you're taking an interest in her!! she's so cool waghgag her design is based off of dark cream shattered more than canon tho#the combo collared shirt black gloves and heels stuck with me okay HGHGHG he just has so much swag<333 of course i'd give her those<3#thank you so much for passing by anon!!! muah muah have an amazing dayyy<333
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hi tumblr 😓
#sabs posts!#had a really busy day today :<#and i'll probably have one tmrw too#thank u for all the asks 🤍#i'll get to them when i feel up to it#my stomach hurts and i'm in kind of a shitty mood so i don't think rn is the best time for me to reply#but i read them all !! 🤞 u guys r very sweet#anyways i'm gonna go back to wallowing in misery /hj#bye bye tumblr 🤍
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Top 5 armand moments!
SO HARD TO CHOOSE! Going to try to pick ones that I didn't put in the ask I got about favorite overall iwtv scenes (or I would be repeating a lot!):
2x04 His conversation with Louis on the bench in the rain, from the umbrella to the "yes, maître". Genuinely, I was so shocked and delighted that in a mainstream TV show I was watching, the main couple - a queer couple - were explicitly textually incorporating kink into their relationship. And it wasn't like, shock value exploitative sex-negative etc.! It wasn't even really about sex in that moment it was about how they could fit into one another and fulfill one another's needs. I know there's plenty of debate about how ~healthy it is for them but I was mostly just so excited to see it. To me it was romantic as hell and no one will ever change my mind.
2x06 "Are you asking or making me" truly in all my years of making gifsets for various shows, never has a single brief exchange elicited so many wildly different interpretations and responses from people in the tags. Also that thing his voice does when he asks, and the big sad eyes. I simply love raw vulnerability.
2x05 The entire scene of him cleaning the blood off young Daniel's neck and convincing him it's better to die and then holding and biting him. It's so soft and intimate and horrifying. Like I was already shipping them long before that point don't get it twisted, but if I hadn't been? Absolute kryptonite. It's just hypnotic, the whole thing.
2x05 "He's fine, we're all fine!" with the dissonant horror movie music? The vibrating eyes? The absolute blistering unfiltered rage? Perfection. No other word for it. Emotionally hits just as hard for me as Louis's "learn to live honestly" in the finale but just for a VERY different emotional reality. That shit is cathartic I could watch it a million times and not be tired of it.
2x05 Armand starting to tell Daniel his life story and cutting himself off after like one (1) sentence. I said it in the tags of a gifset somewhere around here but I'm so fascinated/moved by all the moments when Armand chooses to be silent. This one in particular! The way he stops hits like a punch to the gut. It's so much worse that he stops. Power of suggestion and filling in the blanks based on what we know about his history. Genuinely hard to watch but like, the show just nails it.
#all my favorite moments are like. such serious ones ksjdnfksdf#but honestly i'm not gonna pretend and throw in lighter or comedic stuff#i know what i am. i love melodrama and angst and tragedy and misery. it's just who i am#and that's one reason i love this show. it doesn't flinch away from all that#anyway thank you for asking!#interview with the vampire
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btw my mom said it. she said it to me looking me in the eyes. i told her about how difficult it was for me to get through those family reunions, and she admitted it was very important to her, important enough that she was just going to do it anyway.
#i know there are compromises out there#and i'm not going to live w them my whole life so i'll be out fairly soon all things considered#and i'm trying to be understanding when people's priorities aren't the same as mine#but i uh. would be lying if i said it doesn't hurt a little wittle bit.#i'm gonna keep handling it because i've been an asshole to my parents for long enough#i largely owe them that. cooperating and spending time with them and engaging in what matters to them.#but then she's says things like ''but whenever you move out you'll still be part of the family and invited if you want uwu''#it's just ?????? okay thanks ???? perhaps you could also try seeing things from my point of view perhaps????#it's all circling back to that. they have a very weird way to ''help'' me#throwback to them trying to cure my depression with amusement parks#when i would have liked a little less of that and a little more help and understanding#it feels like they're trying to put bandaids on a cancer#''you don't ask for help'' okay no help is coming. i am not being helped.#the system can't help me cause there's no damn beds no damn professionals no damn time to help everyone#the people around me can't help me because it's not their job or within their wheelhouse to help me#and they've got their own shit to deal with#on that note#i was discussing stuff with my mom#and i mentionned it was indeed pretty difficult to manage your time when you had to deal with school and friends and your parents#and she was like ''deal with your parents???? what do you have to deal with????''#oh i don't KNOW maybe that i'm officially an associate of my dad and i have to help out w events and some accounting#or maybe i have to pay back the fucking years i spent being an ungrateful child now i do everything you expect me to and it's exhausting#maybe that you constantly remind me i am living in YOUR house by touching my shit instead of letting me deal with shit at my own pace#maybe the fact that despite everything i care about you and i want us to have a good relationship and that takes WORK and i'm exhausted#maybe the fact that you keep giving me advice that is unproductive misguided misunderstanding etc etc#and cold comfort after you did something you knew to be difficult for me#how you keep encouraging shit that i don't want and am unhappy with because it's the ''normal'' way#how you raised me from childhood to be an empty shell in a family of empty shells#broadcasting my misery#vent
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the preview of jane being caught and you mentioned that it was inspired by an ask. i think it’s mine? is it about the reading and delving too much on trt that it bled into dreams? if yes, then omg. i cant wait on how you will turn the nightmare into reality 😭
if not, i will still think it’s connected and consider it an ask answered. thanks pasta. hope you’re getting better and better. miss your brain. 🙏🥰
That's the one! I couldn't find it in my box, there are two many asks, but the idea has been gnaaaawing furiously on my brain since you sent it in! Before I got sick, I wound up just having to write a little something cause the idea refused to leave me alone, and that little something turned into a BIG something (it's looking like 2 or 3 chapters). Which is great cause I'm still struggling with covid brain fog and I'm finding editing something already there a lot easier than writing something new. So it's win win for you and me! Though not for Jane and Matt, whoops. 😅
You're very welcome, anon! And thank you, I'm getting there. All I gotta beat now is the brain fog and the fatigue. Baby steps!
#the red thread#i've got like 2k asks in my box and can't find shit but#your ask IS THE ASK I WAS THINKING OF#you sent it in and it just chewed on my brain constantly for WEEKS#and i knew exactly how i'd write it#and it was so distracting that i wound up just writing it cause sometimes you gotta do that with an idea that won't leave#and now it is a nice big tasty chunk of pain and misery that i'm happily editing 😂#so thank you for the inspo and sending your ask in!#it's giving me a way to get back in while i'm still stuck in slow writey brain fog land 🥰
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corvo for tge ask game?
First impression: pathetic wet rat man. genuinely sympathize with him
Impression now: still genuinely sympathize with him. wet rat man (tragic)
Favorite moment: him casually waking up after the encounter with god and going on about his day like he wasn't just given magic powers and can now devour people with a swarm of rats
Idea for a story: nothing comes to mind rn
Unpopular opinion: idk if its unpopular or not. making a dh2 playthrough as corvo in high!chaos should be canon (apart from emily's). i mean. aren't you tired of being nice? don't you just want to go ape shit? the possibility of him going on a killing rampage after dh1 events showed him that mercyful aproach doesn't mean that it won't happen to him and his loved ones once again? its not about saving them not its about revenge. taking out years of hatred and grief
Favorite relationship: i'd say corvosider since i've got into dh because of it. although any major characters relationship (not necessary romantic) with him is interesting to me.
Favorite headcanon: he's much more anxious and not confident with everything connected to the family and all that. it the most fragile part of him and he's constantly not sure if he's doing it right. its not noly about bringind up emily but relationship with jessamine as a whole (and post doto corvosider if you go that way)
tge ask post
#ask game tag#thank you for the ask!!#i'm not as into corvosider as i was before thanks to the evil lesbians discovery. i mean its EVIL LESBIANS. underrated#i'm longing to replay the games on high chaos. its been a while since i felt misery.
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as much as i fucking loved the tv show with my whole heart and how faithful it is to the game and i wanna see pedro and bella knock it out of the park again i'm just very apprehensive for what's next
don't get me wrong the last of us part I is one of my fave games ever but even the promise of tlou season 2 won't get me to play misery porn: the game myself
like if you enjoyed part II that's totally fine good for you but i just feel like so many things could've been handled differently and every time i remember that part II is a thing i just get this hollow feeling inside that shadows my fond memories of part I
#my thoughts no one asked for#the last of us#tlou part 2#like i get it's about hate#but there's a difference between hate#and extensive misery that just makes you wonder#why you got on this ride in the first place#i read this one really great article#about what small changes they could've made to the storyline#and it made the whole thing so much more cohesive#and now i'm sad that version of the game doesn't actually exist#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk
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I was crying out of gratitude because i thought this gave me one (1) additional day so i could get some sleep today and finish it by tonight before i realized there was no 31st September- he gave me an Entire additional Month???!!?
#i don't deserve this#i should fail#but I'm grateful as hell#so I'll go to sleep now and then write this paper over the next 5 days and then start my other one#5 days is more than enough to write 25 pages#I feel bad#he shouldn't have#but god thank you thank you thank you#i didn't ask for an extension btw#i just asked for feedback on the topic and apologized for messaging him so late#I'm- I'm speechless#idk#small acts of kindness when I feel like dying are- too much#I'll go cry a bit more now and then sleep a few hours#*screams*#void screams#academic misery#i repeat#i do Not deserve this
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Hi, same anon from before haha, but like- THANK YOU for acknowledging Sakura's trauma. This is coming from someone who does ship Sasusaku. It's just like- WHY did they just have her forgive him so easily? WHY was SHE the one expected to forgive and mend their relationship. As much as I love Sasuke, the ending left me like... "and everyone is just- okay with this?" WHEN THEY LITERALLY LET HIM WALK FREE LIKE "oh haha all water under the bridge". Man deserved SOME consequences for his actions and I will be FOREVER angry at how the ending of naruto was handled. So many people got screwed over, but Sakura especially
I'm loving these asks so much I feel like a cool kid
I agree 100% with you!! I actually believe SasuSaku could have worked just fine, if they had showed him caring about her, thinking about and missing her, if she had been shown to truly understand him and his motivations to leave the village, but that never happened. He OBVIOUSLY didn't have such feelings for her, he didn't even know why the fuck she liked him! He tried to kill her multiple times, called her annoying and never once showed he worried or cared about her (fuck, he didn't even bat an eyelash when she got stabbed by Madara). They had some potential when they were genin, but that was as KIDS, and even then it wasn't fully developed!
Now I see SP trying to make them romantic and shit but like, weren't they supposed to be in love BEFORE? They try to force that romantic ring bs down our throats like it's the most romantic shit ever, as if he didn't inflict an insane amount of pain and misery upon her, as if she had ever tried to understand him instead of forcing him to return to a village that destroyed his clan. But in reality we are just seeing Sakura fighting for scraps of attention while we are supposed to ignore the entire fucking shippuden in which he didn't give a second thought about her and tried to kill her more than once.
#Sas*Sak* had no development whatsoever#were they cure as genin? Yes#but NOTHING else happened after that#her biggest source of pain misery and self-doubt was him#I laugh every time I see people trying to say he loves her because he held her after she saved his ass from being stuck in another dimensio#like oh yeah that's romantic#he stopped her from falling onto the floor and proceeded to not care about her#that's ♥true love♥#sorry I'm too bitter anon#thanks so much for the ask!!#◆ ┈ ┊ today on: omg miko no || ( ooc )#anti-ending
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face reveal
#vent in tags#Erm sorry guys not to be personal on my personal blog but#i'm so fucking miserable.#constantly.#i try to be happy i really do i mean i have friends and two partners and a wonderful dog and a roof over my head and food and i have so muc#i have so much to be happy and thankful over and wonderful friends i get to talk to Every Day#yet all it does is give me a distraction. something to focus on and as soon as it's gone i get reminded how fucking bleak everything is#i'm so miserable#i'm constantly drowning in my own fucking misery and i don't know how to stop.#i can't afford therapy and i can't ask my family to pay for it for me bcuz my mother doesn't have the money either#and even if she did would i even go?#i've isolated myself from everyone. it's been years since i've last talked to someone irl (that i don't live with). my life is so empty#and all it does is make me feel worse#even when i'm fixated on an interest or two my daydreams of it are completely ruined by my misery bleeding into it lmfao#when i'm not thinking about how awful i feel i'm thinking about dying and when i'm not thinking about dying i'm thinking about how hopeless#my future is and rinse and repeat it just repeats and repeats and Repeats#i say i can't remember my days because i have a bad memory but the truth is it's because every day is the fucking same#every day i do the same shit i drown in my misery work a little or focus on something i'm into for like an hour before laying in bed and#thinking about dying Again and it just repeats over and over every hour every day every week every fucking month#i'm so miserable.#i want to kill myself. i want to die; but i know i'm too much of a fucking pussy to do it now lmfao#i want to die
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