#(true facts about the phisaya)

[phisaya]

Your muse as a cupcake.

"Half almond cake and half red velvet, with decorative frosting and candy pieces. Oh, and there's vanilla cream with a bit of pink food coloring on the inside. It's too cute to eat!"

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[phisaya]

5 songs that always inspire you to write your muse

Running Up That Hill - Kate Bush

Mareta No'm Faces Plorar - Jordi Savall & Montserrat Figueras

Dream Lover - Bobby Darin

Hallucinating - Elohim

Get Some - Ghosted, KAMILLE

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[phisaya]

What do your angel wings look like?

Blue You got blue wings! I imagine these to be a deep, rich, jewel-toned blue, but they're YOUR wings, so you decide. You are the sound of water moving gently on the side of a boat. You are a bowl of chopped parsnips to be made into soup for your neighbor who is sick. You are a soft touch on the arm to a friend who is sad, you are the folded corner of a page of a book. you are gifts wrapped in ribbon and too much tape. You are the feeling a dog gets when it is pet on the head. You are an open window on a warm summer night. You are the knowledge that it will be okay. You are: Angel of peace.

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3-5 things your muse can easily be identified by.

colors.

Dark teal

Seafoam green

Cyan

Cyclamen pink

Raspberry red

scents.

Saltwater

Floral-scented soap

Coconut

Ice cream

Chlorine

fashion.

Sun dresses in pastel colors

Ballet flats paired with bobby socks

Hair clips holding back bangs

Oversized sweaters that feel like a hug

Short-shorts that disappear under any shirt that's long enough

objects.

Seashells that still have bits of sand in them

Cutesy cellphone charms

Grocery store bouquets

Kandi bracelets

A well-loved childhood plush doll

body language.

Hair twirling

Rocking on heels

Twisting waist back and forth

Clasping hands together

aesthetics.

The glow of an underground swimming pool

A kelp forest swaying gently in the waves while otters play and look for food

Having an outburst and then running away while crying

Walking with a lover and spontaneously hugging their arm; holding hands isn't enough

Swimming underwater and feeling like you're flying

[phisaya]

What Love Are You

love as tenderness

[ love as gentleness after a lifetime of cruelty ] when ocean vuong said "sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined" and when pablo neruda said "like a jar you housed the infinite tenderness and the infinite oblivion shattered you like a jar" and when anais mitchell wrote "all i've ever known is how to hold my own, and now i wanna hold you, too”

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[phisaya]

(Phisaya is not a violent person by any means, but if she saw someone she didn't recognize holding Mari/Waverly (depends on which verse we're in) she'd have no choice but to Take Action.)

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What's peculiar about your soul?

Your soul is... Hungry

Visitors are not supposed to tap against the enclosure of your soul. It sends it into a manic frenzy. Understimulation gnaws at it like a hunger pain... It gravitates towards sights and sounds- towards new people, interesting places, foreign smells. It shudders in place when it is held, vibrating like an atom. You want to be real. You want to be held. You want the sensations of life returned to you. You did not know it was possible to crave quite so much.

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How Do Strangers Perceive You?

full of golden light

the smell of soup cooking in the other room. golden hour sunlight peeking in through the windows. laughter that bounces against the walls and smiles you can't help but mirror. you're easy to approach. your best feature is probably your smile. you don't mind looking silly if it makes people laugh. you're not easily embarrassed.

you're calm and you make people feel at ease. you're a good listener because you really really care what they have to say. people leave every interaction with you feeling just a little bit more loved. you're a kind soul, and people can see that. you mean so much more to people than you know.

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[phisaya]

Why do people love you?

because you nurture them

you take care of people's souls. people are drawn to you because you make them feel fulfilled. your love is tender, constant, and whole. however, you often forget to nurture yourself in the same way, finding yourself burnt out and empty. save some gentleness for yourself. you deserve it.

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What color is your aura?

Honey

friendship bracelets, beehives, school busses, children's books, flower petals, honeyed toast, polaroids. your essence is honey: you are devoted and endlessly enthusiastic. your friendships are your security; you shroud yourself with people who make you smile and feel lost at sea without them. often you are quick to dedicate yourself to whatever hand feeds you. you are the companion. you are the confidant. you find kinship in like-minded individuals of peach, marigold, yellow, and orange, who share your love of teamwork. you are also drawn to the streamlined souls terracotta and chiffon, who will help you grow and discover your own confidence. however, you may struggle to get along with the heedless personalities of orchid and chartreuse who seem like fair weather friends.

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(In terms of how breedable Phisaya is? She lays anywhere from a dozen to two dozen eggs per clutch. Not all of those will end up fertilized, but if you breed her, you’d better be ready for the consequences.)

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Phisaya + some members of her biological family

Left to right: Phisaya, Sozir (father, super dead), Sanev (aunt), Evlina (grandma)

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Likeable person test

Look at her. Can you say ‘no’ to this face?

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(I wonder how much of our muses’ opinions on Hell and Sinners and stuff comes from each mun’s personal interpretation of HH’s version of Hell. I’m of the opinion that 95% of the Sinners there were genuinely awful people who deserved it, while the other 5% were sent there unfairly.

Phisaya’s relationships with the Sinner muses on this blog are the first positive interactions she’s had with them. She’ll routinely forget who’s dead and who isn’t. Her relationships with the Clutter are by far the most positive ones she has had on this blog (barring Asmodeus but that’s a totally different dynamic), but that’s more just she vibes with them really well.

Prior to this blog, she has been told that Sinners are mostly bad people. While she’s aware that good ones exist, in my interpretation of Hell, she’d be justified if she ever felt skeptical or nervous. But also, as reiterated earlier, she often forgets that a lot of people she talks to are dead in the first place.

Based on what I remember writing on this blog in the past, her trepidation towards people is usually based on what they do rather than what they are. I wanted her to just be a normal girl, who is squicked out by the violence and cruelty of Hell. Much like the average viewer would be horrified and disgusted by the Eclipse scene in Berserk.)

[phisaya]

HOW IS YOUR SOUL PERCEIVED?

the kindred spirit

your soul is like a mirror for others to find their own beauty. you see the best in people and you strive to bring it out in them. you draw all sorts of people to yourself and you make them feel seen. but who sees you?

you try so hard to take care of everyone else, watering everyone else's garden until there's nothing left for your own flowers. when will you fight for your own heart as strongly as you try to nurture others?

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what is your throne made of ?

glass

the leader who sits on a throne of glass values honesty and integrity. they rule their kingdom democratically and will uphold justice at any cost. their intelligence and perception is unrivalled in any of the surrounding lands. they will always be transparent with their views and be true to their people and what they stand for. however, it is unwise to lie to a ruler of glass - they can see right through any deception and believe dishonesty to be the most severe of crimes.