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[yumenosakiacademy]

smth abt how kinich's life was so quiet n lonely b4 ajaw entered it (his parents were dead n he lived alone n isolated, save 4 the times he'd travel in2 the tribe) but now he has another presence there to alleviate the suffocating silence n cold tht once filled his home. (even if said presence is an annoying little dragon who talks too much, when previously he was used 2 such 'peace')

n similarly, ajaw's life, too, was quiet n lonely whilst he was sealed away in the ruins, surrounded by dark walls n w only himself 2 talk 2 as the yrs upon yrs upon yrs passed by. no warm sun upon his back, no wind thru his wings, no company with which 2 bask upon his presence. but now he has a human with whom he can yap 2 n keep him company (even if said human doesn't respect him at ALL n is 2 harsh, hmph!)

even if both won't admit it, two is better than one, now isn't it? a shared respite from the emptiness of a silent room, even if its a bit annoying from time 2 time. n tho nowadays, kinich has companions tht hes obtained in the time since he'd 1st met ajaw, he only rly had him in tht time b4 he'd met them.

(n when kinich eventually finally dies... well... ajaw will b forced 2 re-experience loneliness once again, albeit now not confined n w more of an understandingof what "companionship" is like.)

[yumenosakiacademy]

makoto kept youji alive in his house for a day/overnight at minimum or possibly a couple of days b4 killing him, as shown by his drama cd... how bad do u think the pheromones tht youji was emitting were fucking him up... he had already snapped from madness n possessiveness, but I wonder if THATS part of what caused him 2 kill n eat youji.

bc b4, he'd wanted youji 4 himself, mostly. away from tetsuo, n thinking youji smells delicious delicious delicious but ultimately it was an unfamiliar/unknown mating instinct mixed w the hunger due 2 jus how insanely good youjis smell was n makoto not knowing abt things like mating n the feral instincts applying 2 him/the conceot of osus n mesus n the whole shebang. but upon youji denying him over n over n not wanting 2 go along w makotos desires thts when he thought... this hunger. if I eat youji, he'll b mine. Stay mine. n the feelings only strengthened being in such close proximity 2 youji.. in the v place one could consider youjis nest, even, bc its his dwelling.

n being in the same house w youji... in a house tht smells LIKE youji so thoroughly in n out thru his bedsheets, his closet, trapped n encapsulated n absorbed within its walls.. his scent so thoroughly soaked in every corner, wrapped around him like he's dronwing in it... invigorating his hunger, his desire- the pheromones making him Worse n Worse. esp if it was for multiple days tht he stayed there. more time 4 it 2 seep in2 his being.

if youjis smell was strong b4 in lil bursts of class time n after school dates, how overwhelming do u think it would b under conditions like tht? when 1 has a tasty meal freshly cooked in the kitchen or a box of aromatic sweets left out 4 ur nose 2 pick up on, it lures u in, does it not? it entices u, does it not? n arousal would make the smell n pheromones stronger, I reckon. jus like how makoto fucked him b4 his final snap where he fatally bit him.

if youji couldn't b his mate, he'd b his Meal.

n there is love n possession n madness in tht act all the same.