#(this is glosing over my superiority complex and god complex i get a lot though i think im being dramatic) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

medicaltechnician · 9 months

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trying sooo hard not to blow up on my friends online rnnn. Its tempting. But I think thats my self sabotage going on 😊😊 So, I shall, just keep yelling here where they cant see it unless they decide to go looking. At that point its on them tho. And fufills my wish anyways. I go out looking like the asshole i am, AND I got to self destruct!

#ker talks #Im sooo so sorrh i use this acc to be negativr so much #I really dont want to #but i dont have anyone to rant to about this #and i feel like im loosing my mind all the time #abd everyone conspired against me #we wont look into that thp #cause uhhh im mentally sane and normal #and evrryday i feel more and more like i have smth that causes this paranoia and delusions #I kin both engie and medic for godsake #(this is glosing over my superiority complex and god complex i get a lot though i think im being dramatic)#(i think im just egotistical and sort of shitty)#(and terrible at connecting with others because of that)#maybe its just the state of sleep deprivation i get into a lot cayse i have bad sleeping problems #idk i wish i wasnt human this shit sucks and is irritating #like id be very happy to be a robot #i hate both the physiological and psychological problems with being hunab #as well as the sociological problems #look at me using big words.

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