#we wont look into that thp
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trying sooo hard not to blow up on my friends online rnnn. Its tempting. But I think thats my self sabotage going on 😊😊 So, I shall, just keep yelling here where they cant see it unless they decide to go looking. At that point its on them tho. And fufills my wish anyways. I go out looking like the asshole i am, AND I got to self destruct!
#ker talks#Im sooo so sorrh i use this acc to be negativr so much#I really dont want to#but i dont have anyone to rant to about this#and i feel like im loosing my mind all the time#abd everyone conspired against me#we wont look into that thp#cause uhhh im mentally sane and normal#and evrryday i feel more and more like i have smth that causes this paranoia and delusions#I kin both engie and medic for godsake#(this is glosing over my superiority complex and god complex i get a lot though i think im being dramatic)#(i think im just egotistical and sort of shitty)#(and terrible at connecting with others because of that)#maybe its just the state of sleep deprivation i get into a lot cayse i have bad sleeping problems#idk i wish i wasnt human this shit sucks and is irritating#like id be very happy to be a robot#i hate both the physiological and psychological problems with being hunab#as well as the sociological problems#look at me using big words.
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K so I was listening to ‘‘tis the damn season and it kind of connects to some lyrics in MA&THP and a lot in illicit affairs. Thoughts?
I totally see the illicit affairs parallels and yeah this is another haylor song imo lol
Apparently its dorothea story where she comes back and rediscovers an old flame 👀 (is dorothea taylor and the flame *****)
Call me babe for the weekend - can make the bad guys good for a weekend (blank space) - call my bluff call you babe (inthaf) - giving me your weekends (cardigan)
The road not taken looks real good now - take the road less traveled by tell yourself you can always stop (illicit affairs) - I think the road less taken is the one leading to him and maybe she took the road more traveled by (like the conventional way of just meeting someone and that's kinda it) but either way it leads back to him but here shes wishing she chose him first
It always leads to you and my hometown- reminds me of the only thing we share is this small town (dbatc) also points to both roads lead back to him eventually they always do
Sleep in half the day for old times sake - feels like home stay in bed the whole weekend (inthaf) they are familiar with each other and their habits like they are returning to what they once knew even if just for another weekend
I wont ask you to wait if you dont ask me to stay(that's just a haylor line if I ever heard one lol)
And the heart I know I'm breaking is my own to leave the warmest bed I've ever known - she leaves worrying about starting into old patterns again and she leaves even though she knows it'll hurt her and the warmest bed shes ever known is once again that comfort and understanding they had like they had a connection that wont be replicated but she knows she has to leave anyways (bc of la and her career and whtv)
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True love is real
*opens random chat app*
Jessy: Hi how are you today
Tommy : I just got out of a break up
Jessy: oh I am very sorry that must of really been hard
Tommy: It was
Jessy: Well I am always here for you
Tommy: Thanks
*2 months later *
Tommy: Can I ask you something ?
Jessy: yeah sure anything
Tommy: want to be ibfwb?
Jessy: I only what half of that means
Tommy: which part ?
Jessy: Internet Best Friends
Tommy: Right not the wb is with benfits
Jessy: Yeah sure
Tommy: Kay
*4 years later *
Jessy: heyyy
Tommy: Hey Jessy we have been ibfwb for a long time and i was just wondering if you would like to me gf ?
Jessy: Tommy ?
Tommy: yes ?
Jessy: I thought i was already your gf
Tommy: oh (heart emoji)
Jessy: I guess it is offecial
*1 year later *
Jessy: I cant wait to meet you, about to get on the plain
Tommy: yeah me toooo love you boo be safe
Jessy: hey i am at your door !
Tommy: ok coming\
*half a year later *
Tommy: ya know how you want to move next door to me ?
Jessy: yes ?
Tommy: I was thinking how about you just move in with me
Jessy: Tommy , I have money to move next to you
Tommy: come on Jessy just move in with me
Jessy: I will talk to my mom
* a week later *
Jessy:" Ugh Tommy I LOVE YOU SO MUCH " "I AM MOVING IN WITH YOU "
TOMMY: "Jessy , I only have one bed , there is only room 4 one bed "
Jessy: That is Fine
* 9 months later *
Mom: Hey sweetie how is the new house ?
Jessy: great mom , i have to tell you something
Mom : can I guess ?
Jessy: sure
Mom: did tommy ask to marry you ?
Jessy: no
Mom: are you pregant ?
Jessy: will you be mad if i say yes ?
Mom: no
Mom: but i also have to tell you something
Jessy : yea sure go ahead
Mom : your father died
Jessy: Omg mom when did this happen i am coming home
Mom: Just now i am calling for help
Jessy: Tommy my dad just died
Tommy: did you tell him you are 6 months pregnant
Jessy: no i told my mom but i didnt get to say i was 6 months
Tommy: Babe it is gonna be okay
Jessy: I need you to come home i cant be here alone
Tommy: are you sure your 6 months ?
Jessy: your the one who said i was , so i thought you were right ?
Tommy: Oh I was just guessing ,I am coming to get you and talk a doc.
Jessy : okay I am waiting out side
Tommy: I am pulling up now
Jessy: I see you
* Gets to the doc. office *
Doc: Hi how are you today
Jessy: Ugh
Tommy: We know she is pregnant but we dont know how long , and stuff like boy or girl.
Doc: Ok lets have a look let me go get your files real quick
Jessy: Tommy come here i have to tell you something
Tommy: yes ?
Jessy: That was the boy friend that dated before you , i had also almost had a child with him but then after it was born he took it .
Tommy: That was years ago
Doc : ok Jessy are you ready to have a couple test done ?
Jessy: sure
Doc: please come this way , And BABY DADDY stay here
Tommy: Could please come ?
Doc : sorry
*jessy and the doc. walk out *
Doc: How are you ?
Jessy: great
Doc: ready to have your 2nd ?
Jessy: *1st
Doc : Jessy It is me marco
Jessy: Ik
Doc: Caroline is is almost 6 years old everyday she asks to meet you . Maybe you can come by and meet her ?
Jessy: Marco , you broke my heart , i just need to get this appt. done with my dad just died
*doc does all the test needed *
* walks jessy back to the room*
Jessy: are the test back ?
Doc: in a couple i will be back with resaluts
Jessy: Thank you
* holds tommy's hand *
*couple mintues later *
* doc. comes in with a sheet of paper *
Doc: you are having twins you are 8 months pregant and you are having 2 females , you are almost 9 mouths they are do the 11th of may
Jessy: Tommy we did it !!!
Doc: I am proud of you , having your 3rd is a great thing
Tommy: 3rd ?
Doc.: Have you not told him about caroline ?
Jessy: omg MARCO why are you doing this to me
Tommy: Who is Caroline
Jessy: My 1st child !
Tommy: you were not kidding when you told me that story ?
Jessy: no
Doc: Caroline would love to me you Jessy !
Jessy: I am about to have 2 of her half siblings she might be mad dont you think ?
Tommy: well ... she is only 6 so i mean she wont understand
Jessy: may we see her right now ?
Doc. : sure , can i drive you jessy ?
Jesssy: if it is okay with tommy ?
Doc. : May I take my babymoma ?
Tommy: yeah sure
* Jessy gets in to docs. car *
Marco: Hey Jessy I really have miss you the day you let me have caroline was amazing then you left ... we could have been having these twin girl the two of us .
Jessy: Marco I loved you and you went an got LILLY and had such a great time with her after my 9 months was over !
*Marco grabs Jessy's face and starts kissing it . Then Jessy's phone goes off*
*jessy checks it *
Tommy: hey where are you
Jessy: Meet us on 123 apple street .
Tommy: where are you ?
Jessy: at a gas station
Tommy: ok
* Jessy looks into Marco eyes*
Jessy: Marco , i dont know if these are Tommy's kids . We meet at a club a couple months ago and i think we got down ya know so can we check who kids they are ?
Marco: yeah sure , if they are you are coming back to me right ?
Jessy: yes
* they come up to the house and CAROLINE runs out to the car *
Caroline: Daddy is this my mommy ?
Jessy: Yes I am
Caroline: OMG I have been waiting for you
Jessy : yess i have heard may i have a hug ?
Caroline : yes
*they hug*
Caroline : why are you so FAT
Marco: That is rude caroline !
Jessy: I am having 2 babies
Caroline : I am going to siblings ?
Jessy & Marco : Ugh
Tommy : Hello I am Tommy
Caroline: who that
Jessy : tommy can i talk to you
Tommy: yes
Jessy: the kids might not be yours
Tommy: what do you mean ?
Jessy: remember that night i was really mad at you and i didnt come home for 2 days ?
TommY : yes that was almost 9 months ago !
Jessy: Well I went to the club and then i came to Marco's house
Tommy : are you serious
Jessy: yes
Tommy: I am going home , see you there
Jessy: dont leave me
Tommy: bye
Caroline : where is he going ?
Jessy: home
Caroline : Mommy will you stay with us forever ?
Jessy: I am not ure
Marco : Mommy is having your 2 younger sisters in 10 days
Jessy: crap i am
Jessy: what is that sound ?
Marco : your mom
Jessy: why is she here
Marco : your dad died and she didnt know where to go , i knew you were going to come in today to my clinic , i was the one texting for your mom
Jessy: Marco , caroline needs to take a nap so we can catch up
Marco: Caroline give a kiss good night
Caroline: ok
* kisses Marco on his cheeck , and runs and kisses jessy's lips and hey tummy 2 times *
Jessy: goodnight baby i love you caroline
* Marco grabs Jessy's face and starts kissing it to his room *
Jessy: Marco , i missed you
Marco: Me too Jessy
* marco takes jessy's shirt off and starts feeling her belly and talking *
Marco: Hello babies this daddy talking to you
Jessy: we dont know that marco
Marco : lets go get a test
Jessy: right now
Marco: sure
Marco : I have some test over there it takes a day
Jessy: okay i am staying over night tho , tommy is really mad
Marco: Jessy you can stay as long as you want
Jessy : thank you so much marco , maybe when i have the babies we can have so fun
Marco : sounds good
Jessy: I am really tired
Marco : me too , crawl under the sheets
Jessy: kay
*next day *
Marco : Jessy!
Jessy: Hey Marco , where am I ?
Marco: Your about to give birth !
Jessy: your my doc.
Marco: I am also they dad , i checked this morning
Jessy: Please just get tommy here i need someones hand you the one how get to get the baby
Marco: Ok
"Jessy" Marco: Hey Tommy , I know your mad but i need to come i am giving birth in less than a(n) hour .
Tommy: I am on the way , hey btw i am not mad if marco is the dad all that matters is that we can still be bfwb
Jessy: we can but i think i am getting together with Marco because they are his kids
Tommy: I understand !hey remember your sister Bethany ?
Jessy : yes what about her ? she is 4 years older than me .
Tommy: i am 6 years older than you ...
Jessy : yes , are you asking me to hook you up with her ?
Tommy: yeah
Jessy: ok maybe when she come to see in the hos. place
Tommy: hey on my way
*Jessy gives birth to twins *
Marco: Hey I am really proud of you ?
Marco: Jessy ?
Marco: Hello ?
Bethany: Hey Marco , are you and Jessy a thing now ? are you having more kids with her or are this tommy's ?
Marco: Bethany yes they are my kids , but you and tommy would be a great couple ?
Bethany : me and Tommy dated in the 6th grade he was in the 8th grade thp ..
Marco: you guys are great give him another shot
Bethany: Ok , is he here ?
Marco : yes he is talking to jessy
Bethany : I dont want kid this year tho , does he want kids ?
Marco : I can ask him
Bethany : How is Caroline , how is jessy with caroline ?
Marco : Caroline is so happy to meet jessy and jessy was in pain but was happy .
Bethany: can i borrow you bedroom and your bed ?
Marco: only for you and tommy ... bring caroline and your mom here before you use my house
Bethany : sure
Bethany : Hello Tommy remember me ?
Tommy: yes i do
Jessy: hey bethany, I love you but i am bout to go back to bed .
Tommy: damn your hot
Bethany : thanks
Bethany: hey let go catch up ?
Tommy: yeah sure ?
Tommy: before we hook up , do you want kids yet or no ?
Bethany: I dont care as long as they are yours !
Tommy: sounds good
*Bethany and Tommy leave to get caroline and jessy's mom*
*Marco come over to jessy*
Marco: what are we gonna name our 2 little girls ?
Jessy: Emma and Maddie
TO BE CONTAINED
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