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windsofcourage · 2 months ago
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THE CORNERS OF HIS eyes tightened . a divot formed just above the bridge of his nose , & . link wished nothing more in that moment than that she might leave it be . moments like these , in the space between what lay scattered & . what stayed true , were FRAGILE ENOUGH AS IT WAS . maybe link didn't want to ruin it . or maybe he just didn't want to LET IT GO just yet .
HE WEDGED THE POINT of his canine tooth into the flesh beneath his lip . nostrils flared . somehow it felt worse to to spurn earnestness with reservation . still . that didn't make any part of the truth come easy .
❝  i believe you . ❞
LINK LET THE WEIGHT of those words settle on his own shoulders . picked at the end of his pant's leg . it was truth , after all . but the idea of saying it out loud — the ache in him stung . the unease in him twisted . there were some things that still didn't make sense . like malice - twisted monsters that murdered & . maimed . glimmer of light - scales woven into carefully measured fabric . the wish of a gentle heart / no matter how bad the wound . . . & . seething anger behind : YOU'RE THE HYLIAN THAT STOLE LADY MIPHA AWAY .
the divine beast is crying once again . / awash in a pool of tears .
HE BLINKED . IT ALL grew muddy . link felt sick again .
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❝  . . . i just— . . . give me time . ❞
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−−−  ꧁ this energy was different . softer . less foreboding . albeit a bit . . .
embarrassing . ( foreign ?? )
enough so , that zelda pinched her own lip to quell the way her own frankness caught her off guard . a candidness born of a the lingering question mark ( ? ) that hung over their heads : she'd never quite been able to tell what link thought of her , the person . even less so now . but she knew what she thought of him .
" as am i , incredibly lucky . "
so perhaps this all came a bit natural . and maybe it was okay to speak frankly .
" i would be . . . remissed to allow you to believe that you are alone . that is to say , we have been through a lot , you and i . " she speaks into her hand , keeping link in the corner of her sight as she continues to take strides , forging her way to her point .
. . . and while zelda hated to be the song bird of their woes , it was impossible to not bring them back around to the elephant in the room .
parsing the swell in her chest to the pain in its depths : zelda worried for him . not because he was weak , but because he was none the wiser . and maybe ignorance is bliss , so then if that was the case then it must be a curse to walk in truth's shadow , three paces behind .
" so , you can talk to me , you know . " because he probably doesn't know .
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dondeeee911 · 4 months ago
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Why your FS won’t let you go 🫂
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Wait! Don't go...
Hug 1 > Hug 2 > Hug 3
Pile 1
 “You see me, you accept all of me without conditions, I can let my guard down around you, I feel safe🥺”. For quite some time, your person has struggled with being seen and heard. They just never understood why recognition was so easy for others and not them. They’ve felt unloved, lonely, and imperfect. Your FS thrives off of your admiration, opinions, and your presence. They never knew someone could be so fascinated by them. The simple fact that YOU acknowledge them makes them feel sooo special.🥹They appreciate your attentiveness and support with all they do. Wow, you have been their biggest supporter in life, willing to be around while they go chase after those dreams. Dont take that for granted! Your uplifting spirit and words of positivity are what make them value you, it’s something worth not losing. You make them feel desired, inside and out.
Pile 2
   In a world full of sh*** people, they found solace in you. Your FS has had it with people who make no effort to love and be loved correctly. People who lack the decency to be a better person for themselves and others. When your person sees you, they get this gist that you are a person who’s in continuous competition with yourself, outdoing the outdated versions of who you used to be. They look up to you and your transformative nature,✨like a life coach; there is always something to learn from you; to improve on. Being left behind with those who leave themselves behind is not where your person wants to be. Now, your lover wants to be better for you and with you! “ I’d rather be where you are, wherever you are, im never going to be without you”. You are their lighthouse, a beacon forever lighting the way.🫶🏽
Pile 3
  They don’t believe in giving up on the things they love, and maybe that’s the downside, but they don’t care when it comes to you. Not even the tiniest disagreements would make them call it quits. You may start arguments. It seems you are easily triggered by things said and done or threaten to leave because in the past you’ve endured a bit too much, but the thought of your person losing you hurts; they would rather you stay and they endure that pain for you. There is something in you that they see as worth saving, a rare essence and energy you carry that can’t be replicated, and that, they just can’t give up on. Yeah, It was easier for them to discard others in their past because they just “knew”, but you love, your love hits differently. They believe if they stay and heal with you they will be rewarded with the love of a lifetime.“ I see your potential, and i’m not giving up” 🤝🏽🤞🏽
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nakmor-leigh · 9 months ago
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Assigning rock/metal/punk songs to the companions because why not
Halsin
Footsteps - Pop Evil
I've walked an empty mile/ Wore down this lonely soul/ I take these footsteps/ Go higher/ Go higher
(Really hard not to give him the love songs i have saved bc i love him so much)
Wyll
Leviathan - Volbeat
Horns that sprout out from your head/ A glowing light beneath the surface/ You said that you and I/Could make 'em all terrified/ And clean up the whole world
(Not only does this song reflect Wyll's journey to find and awaken Ansur, but it's WYLL, WYLL is the leviathan!!)
Karlach
I am the Fire - Halestorm
Roaring like the sun/ And I am the one/ I've been waiting for/ Screaming like a siren/ alive and burning brighter/ I am the Fire
(Very on the nose but i couldn't find a song that fit both her personality and her story like this)
Gale
Fear Inoculum - Tool
Exhale/ Expel/ Recast my tale/ Weave my allegorical elegy
(This song fits in overall vibes, lyrics, and even long-windedness [affectionate]. Literally sounds like someone casting a spell)
Shadowheart
Haunted - Evanescence
Long lost words whisper slowly to me/ Still can't find what keeps me here/ When all this time I've been so hollow inside
(Yes yes "Bring Me To Life" is a very Shart song but, aside from Evanescence being a Shadowheart BAND in general, i think the lyrics of Haunted fit her the most)
Astarion
I'm Not Jesus - Apocalyptica
When your world comes crashing down/ I want to be there/ If God is looking down on me/ I'm not Jesus/ Jesus wasn't there
(Me 🤝🏽 Astarion: surviving horrible abuse and being very bitter about it 🥲)
Lae’zel
Indestructible - Disturbed
Another mission/ The powers have called me away/ Another time/ To carry the colors again/ My motivation/ An oath I've sworn to defend/ To win the honor/ Of coming back home again
(This entire song is her entire personality and character motivation)
Minthara
Looking Down the Barrel of Today - Hatebreed
Once had a shotgun to my head/ They said i wasn't worth the bullets/ Now the world is my trigger/ And I'm here to fucking pull it
(I gotta be honest, i haven't recruited Minthara yet, so this is just off what little i know about her. She can have a badass fight song, as a treat)
Jaheira
When Legends Rise - Godsmack
Throat is dry/ My vision's fading/ I'm paralyzed/ And left here waiting/ Taking time/ Just one step forward/ Won't lose my mind/ I'm here to stay
(Jaheira is awesome and a legend. She keeps trying to give up the fight but always finds herself stepping up again because it's the right thing to do)
Minsc
Tribute - Tenacious D
So we played the first thing/ That came to our heads/ Just so happened to be/ The best song in the world/ It was the best song in the world
(¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It sounds like his exact type of story telling, and exactly like something that would happen to him lmaoooo)
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of-mutton-and-wool · 6 months ago
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So more cotl reincarnate thoughts
Basically reminder
Because the youngest died first
The youngest are the oldest and the oldest are the youngest
I’m not entirely sure if their disabilities carry into this life ( I am leaning towards yes so, we are going to assume these apply here)
Oh and it’s like hundreds of years after the main plot so it’s modern times
Shamura
- their about 14-15ish at the start of this au
- their parents are pretty neglectful. They keep food in the fridge but never have time to see shamura, so they mostly spent time by themselves when they were at a age where they could ‘take care of themselves’
- because of this neglect shamura struggles in social interactions because nobody taught them anything how to really interact with their peers
- plus they struggle in school due to undiagnosed memory issues + adhd (they don’t know. Doctors scare them so they try not to say anything)
- they aren’t exactly bullied? But like, they aren’t exactly friends with anyone either
- … its lonely at school.
- because of this shamura is very enthusiastic and latched onto anyone who gives them the time of day
- this leads to shamura befriending Leshy, the city’s local Florida man.
- they got a shitty laptop for their 12th birthday and have unrestricted internet access (to their gain and detriment)!
- their main interests are mythology, video games, and programming + hacking
- they honestly feel the safest inside their room in a little tent they created with webbing and tents
- they babysit camellia from time to time!!
- once did soccer. Got kicked off because they bit another kid
Leshy
- like, 30
- he was born blind :].
- he’s married!!! To the yellow cat, Elio!! They have a daughter and her name is camellia!!
-how does that work? I don’t know! Its best not to ask
- he loves his family very much
- he’s known for causing trouble around the city, no major crime (to his dismay, but he has a husband and daughter he wants to stay close to).
- he thinks the governing body of the city is a bunch of cowards
- I’m not entirely sure how Leshy gets around just yet but I’m tempted to give him a service worm which assists him in his schemes! Or he’s lived in the city his whole life. Maybe both.
-cops hate him. He hates the cops.
- sorta concerned that shamura hangs around him because ‘shouldn’t you be hanging out with your peers??? ‘
- but hey leshys got a pal!
- Leshy 🤝 shamura (living in the unmarketable part of town)
- he can purr :]
- Leshy really resents his parents. They were the opposite of shamura’s, they were VERY overprotective and basically locked Leshy at home
- he doesn’t talk to them anymore. They’ve long since moved out so they will leave him alone.
- when he’s upset Leshy tends to fall back into some old self destructive habits
- despite being very lively he doesn’t often go to crowded parts of town because he much prefers to be able to hear thank you very much.
Heket
- late 20s (probably about 28)
- she feels… stuck. She didn’t have enough money for collage and she ended up dropping out of high school for reasons I can’t think of right now
- she lives with her family and siblings. They operate decently successful supermarket.
- heket wants to be satisfied but she’s not. There is this anger inside her she can’t do anything about.
- she’s had her fair share of petty crime in her youth. Unlike Leshy she’s mellowed out.
- she’s selectively mute again due to lore reasons. She knows sign language and usually keeps a notepad on her.
- She sees kallamar a lot, and being the only other person she knows who knows sign language, she and him are good aquitances
- the type to blast music when she’s upset
- the only one I would trust behind a steering wheel
- decent relationship with her parents (shocking).
- decent with kids as well! She babysits her siblings a lot. Babysat shamura when they were younger (they haven’t spoken since)
- probably started smoking in high school and has yet to quit the habit
- honestly romantic intimacy scares her so she’s not in the romance scene
- she actually used to be in a band! She still has her base and plays it sometimes, reminds her of simpler times
- also as a way to try and manage her anger she took up crocheting. While not particularly patient she can make a damn good granny square.
- she doesn’t drink. She just doesn’t consider herself a fun person to drink around.
Kallamar
- about 24ish
- cunty,, in collage. He’s a trust fund kid </3
- he’s in college for medicine but really kallamar wants to be a fashion designer (but daddy said no because ‘that’s not a man’s job’)
- still, when he isn’t drowning in work kallamar daydreams about running his own clothing brand.
- kallamar frequents a local convenience store because they are the only place to have the drinks he likes, and thus he’s become friendly with heket!
- considers her his friend. Your honor he’s just a little lonely
- you will NEVER catch him lacking in the fit department. Will GUSH about his choices if you let him
- some of his fits are definitely not practical tho, he just doesn’t know when to not wear something
- he makes most of the stuff he wears! His mother taught him
- he thinks he’s pretty. Not in a vain way, he just thinks he’s an attractive person
- pericings guy.
- he’s an average student, not particularly special.
- he envies heket a little because it looks like she’s got it all figured out and has her whole life set out
- kallamar is paralyzed by uncertainty in his one future
- he’s got a fast reaction time, VERY good at dance dance revolution.
- he’s to afraid to get a tattoo but he paints little symbols on himself!
- very sassy. Kinda mean to, in his head he’s Regina George but in reality he’s just kinda pathetic
- however he gives really good advice.
No narinder lore (yet) sorry :[
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shiningstarlight101 · 2 years ago
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Hello lonely travelers, you've enjoyed my Oli headcanons and i thank you for that. Now, may i offer you more crumbs in the form of esmp(s2) Jimmy headcanons 😎🤝🤠
-He is not a toy aha (unless)
-Is inside of a puppet-like body
-Honestly i love to headcanon him to be s1 Jimmy because he's old and a god
-And that's part of the reason why Joel bullies him a lot even tho Jimmy doesn't remember
-Preferably eats golden carrots due to his body but tumble town is kind of poor so he doesnt have the money for it
-Has concidered making a pact with the bandits at least once (hello fellow villain!Jimmy enjoyers)
-Really hated his body being turned small through magic but he honestly doesn't mind that much
-Let's Scar break literally every rule (this is already half canon, how many laws has scar broken infront of him 😭)
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nota1eks · 11 months ago
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masterlist of all my fics!
im notaleks on ao3. but here's all my fics in goddamned order (best to worst in my opinion)! also with so, so many links so you can get to the places :))
PROJECT HAIL MARY (21 fics)
SERIES: 434,000 hours
The Elimination Project -- Rocky's POV of the trip to Tau Ceti (then his arrival back on Erid)
And if I make it through / It's all because of you -- sequel to TEP / Rocky and Grace's return and settling on Erid; Adrian POV
OTHER
5 times people thought Grace and Stratt were "engaged in sexual congress" + 1 time they didn't! -- 5x fic, just what it sound slik e(but really 4x bc we saw one in the book
and so on -- the days following the explosion at baikonur, all the way up to coma time; Ilyukhina POV
off-brand trolley problem -- the unseen meeting wherein The Scientists have to decide whether or not to kill grace
everybody's got a plan until you're punched in the face -- (by Sherbet42 and myself!) (AU wherein Yao & Ilyukhina survive) the hail mary crew argue over whether or not to go save rocky. someone gets punched
untitled stratt fic (or, stratt slaying) -- after grace has been kidnapped off to launch, stratt goes through some of grace's items
You shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way? -- good ol ryland grace has a mental breakdown after having had published his paper on water & life (and getting fired)
EPIC RAP BATTLES OF HISTORY: 1 ng of astrophage VS 1 mg of astrophage!!! -- dubois and shapiro do a bit of science before launch. it’s an edge case they’re testing, but it’s better safe and tested than sorry later…right? right?? / or: the test that gets dubois and shapiro killed.
Just The Two of Us: You and I -- one-shot collection of grace & rocky being The Best Duo
Eva Stratt, Praetor Maximus -- scientists and stratt being a little silly. really just self-indulgent because i wanted to write about the earth crew :)
a dream of water -- grace has a lil breakdown on erid 'cause he's lonely and sad and has scurvy
Get Back to Where You Once Belonged -- AU wherein grace was able to ge tback to earth. i wrote this a LONG time ago so it's not very good.
all-nighting -- grace works too much, for his lack of having a life. stratt, concerned for the safety of everyone on stratt's vat (and grace's, tbh), intervenes
alone no longer -- grace and rocky discuss romantic, sexual, & platonic attraction. grace is sure something is wrong with him -- he has never felt romantic nor sexual attraction. rocky thinks otherwise.
pandaemonium: a discord chatfic -- THE CREW GET A DISCORD? IT GETS GOT? / *I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE THIS. / **wanting to try a new type of CSS 🤝 the 3am flavour of phm brainrot
it's hot and we rot in this oven... -- a day in the life of a worker on the sahara, assembling/laying down blackpanels
Rocky T. Cowboy (I AM SO SORRY) -- (deep breath...) rocky as a cowboy. i'm not sure either. it's crack, ok?
Whumptober day 7: Radio Silence -- After the launch of the Hail Mary, Stratt gets got and, while her imprisoner-state is being decided, a solo faction keeps her in a box
happy new years! -- a little baby new year's fic about grace, stratt, and dubois hanging out :)
settle down, class. -- abby et al's perspective of grace booking the hell out of class. written simply to get me out of a writing slump.
PETER CLINES' WORKS (3 fics)
Are We Even? (Paradox Bound fic) -- Harry and Eli thought that their journeying would be easy. fun, even. That is, until a man shows up, robs Harry, and threatens Eli. Then thee two travellers must come to a consensus in their argument -- however one-sided it may be.
bad things happen to the people you love (Koturoverse AKA Threshold Universe fic) -- post-terminus shits and giggles. also AU where aleks (not me, i'm on about aleksander koturovic) lives bc he's great and so silly
praying or surrendering (neither will help anyway) (Koturoverse fic) -- koturovic does have the key to the cuffs and repays a debt by helping murdoch inside.
BODIES (NETFLIX SHOW) (1 fic)
haunted by longing -- Alfred is sooo gay but he has sooo much internalized homophobia but we love a good moral dilemma in this household
MISC (2 fics)
je te souris, tu me surprends (et j'aurais voulu te plaire encore) -- 2024 olympics fic
and if they're beside me, i know i need never care -- 2024 olympics fic
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myhusbandsasemni · 3 years ago
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OC Associations Tag Game
Thanks for the tag @writingonesdreams I am heccin excited about this one
I want to do some stuff for Of Magpies and Mages so I’ll do Aiden, Haphik, Riften, and Keith who are basically the only real characters I have at the mo XD
⏳ TIME
-- Late morning - Aiden (Not too early, but not late either, the perfect warmth of the earth just finishing waking up, plenty of time to get everything done that needs to be)
-- Sunset - Haphik (The golden glow that warms your skin as a last good bye to everyone sitting on their porches with a good pipe before the world become blue and then fades into twilight, the last heat from the day rising up from the ground, already missing the sun.)
-- Sunrise - Riften (a dark sunrise, the sun is rising, but hiding behind the clouds. It smells like rain and books.)
-- Afternoon - Keith (the sun beating down on a field, working and knowing you only have a few more hours until you can leave the field and take care of chores around the hours, sitting underneath a tree now and again for a quick break before getting back out under the sun.)
🤝 RELATIONSHIP
-- Son - Aiden (the teenager who is just now realizing how much trauma they have stored inside of them, the loving kid nonetheless, the potential wrapped up in a single body.)
--Uncle - Haphik (loving and smart, careful and wise, passing out advice as well as opportunities to gain some grit out in the garden with him, as well as have a treat afterwards. An empty hole now that he is gone.)
--Stranger - Riften (you may have only seen him in the street with a feather in his dark hair, or you may have thought you knew him, but either way, he is rather hard to get to know. It is difficult for him to open up to other anymore.)
--Brother - Keith (he will be there to beat up your bullies, loving and helpful. He will take you under your wing if you look like you’re lonely enough. Hides his problems from you so he can help you with yours.)
✨ SEASON
-- Winter - Aiden (sitting inside, reading the books that your mentor needs you to read, warm drink in hand and notebook by your side where you take notes quickly before hiding your hands back in your blanket or against your drink as the snow gently falls outside and piles on the window sill.)
--Summer - Haphik (Walking down the lanes to visit neighbors, sitting outside on the porch, waving at passersby, sitting in the shade of trees and watching the kids run around and play out in a field as the light filters into speckles between the leaves above.)
-- Spring - Riften (long coats to block the rain and wind, careful of where you step as mud appears along every part of the ground, the smell of the world awakening, and the chance to go about the world in a new way.)
-- Autumn - Keith (Going out to the fields and hurrying to harvest everything, hours spent picking beans or moving gourds, kids asking if they could help eat-I mean help pick the berries and letting them do so. The soft rustle of dead stalk against dead stalk and the glorious sunsets where all of the world is bathed in warm light and clouds are painted in bright splashes of color.)
🌀 DESTRUCTION
— Whirlpool - Aiden (Small and beautiful from a distance, but as soon as you come in too close, you will be dragged in, drowned and embraced all the way down.)
— Drought - Haphik (Hot and burning, a glare that will dehydrate you completely when on his bad side. Ominous in a clear sky sort of way.)
—Plague - Riften (A creeping painfulness, quiet and slow, but inevitable. A pain that spreads with too much contact with other people.)
— Landslide - Keith (A quiet rumble, followed but a horrifying realization that the land is moving. All you can try to do is get out of the way as you watch the landscape changing right in front of your eyes, trees and boulders being swallowed up by the tons of mud and dirt.)
🌄 LANDSCAPE
— Koi pond - Aiden (Beautiful, but in need of constant care and maintenance to keep clean and heathy. Potential for many different shapes, sizes, and looks.)
— Mountain Range - Haphik (Strong and steadfast, sometimes very mysterious, but beautiful in the mornings. At once loving and dangerous, protective and destructive. Welcoming and forbidding.)
— Snake River - Riften (Yes, this very specific river. Long and weaving, large and inviting. Dangerous in certain places, but also a good place to hang out and make memories at. Standing on an observation deck and looking down at the river of water, making its way through the world in a hesitant and weaving course, but making it nonetheless.)
— Plains - Keith (Wide and open. Often windy, but hiding no secrets. Waves of plants, living from the wide expanses, open to the sun. Easiest to travel, earth below, sky above.)
Holy crap that took way too long to complete. I’ve been picking away at this for, what, a week now? That was fun though. I’m not really going to tag anyone for this game (I mean go for it if you want) so I’m just going to put in the Magpies and Mages Taglist
Of Magpies and Mages tag list: @thepotatowriter @thethistlegirl
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kpophubb · 2 years ago
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Hey~ it's me~
Your Hee Annonie !
Firstly, the way we both just made an entire fic based on that Hoon edit 😩🖤 Secondly, your posts ?? Just ✨️ I just keep finding myself binge reading them. Shopping dates with enha, skinship with Jakehoon, the recs list ? 🤝💓
Also here are soft (?) hour thoughts for you 🤭
So keeping the personality of the intimidating-reserved-confident! Y/n but also make her dominant (NOT IN THAT WAY🧐) (unless 👀)
But I'm not sure who would fit this scenario the most. Or who would enjoy being with someone like her the most in the hyung line 🤔
A non-sexually dominant y/n! Yknow whenever she and enha member walk on the footpath, she always pulls the member towards the inside. At first they're just like ":O???" Because what just happened ? Like ummm very flustered and loved it but also shouldn't they be doing this ??
They try to bring you to the inside part of the footpath, but you just cut them off by putting you hand around their waist, continue walking and change the topic.
The Boys : 😳😧😮🥵😵‍💫🥴
Don't even get me started when you do that. When you put your hand around their waist while walking or standing ...or even cuddling?? The guys just feel like they have ascended to heaven.
One time you wore heels 👠 that made you slightly taller than them (idk about you but I am like 5"11 so if I wore a high heel, I'd be taller than them or the same height at least....) ANYWAY
You wore heels, you two wearing walking towards a restaurant or smth, when you pull him on the inside part of footpath and snake your arm around his waist protectively. You BET YOUR MONEY the boy's legs were shaky.
Legs? shaky. Heart ? Melting.
Brain? Not working. Hotel? Trivago.
OH OH OH
Not to mention how MUCH the member LOVE (maybe Jake and hoon specifically)(actually even Hee would seem to enjoy it) (Jay too tho???) (Idk you tell me) when you are protective.
You're not a jealous person. It's just out of pure protectiveness and care. Its just a lot of little things that make them super super blushy and mushy.
Bringing them flowers, calling them your pretty boy/ my boy/ my fav. Your hand around their waist. Fixing their tie for them. Always pampering- not necessarily expensive gifts. You tell them you're going to your workplace/college somewhere (totally unrelated area to a grocery basically) and an hour or so layer call them asking how many bottle/can of their fav juice do they want for their stock up or like snack stash.
They'd be like "weren't you in class /at dentist (or smth)"
And you'd just go "yeah, but I figured I'd stock up your stash while I was out..." And they just ??? Melt?? You always go OUT of your way to make them happy.
The protecting their head from bumping into stuff, grabbing them from their belt loop, fixing their collar, buying groceries FOR THEM, giving flowers.
They're just. Down bad. So bad.
Also also
How are you ?? I hope you're doing well ✌️ how is the scene with Med school going? 🏫
Stay hydrated for clear skin 😌💝
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It’s HEE HEEE HEEE! Without a doubt in my mind, I know heeseung would love this dom y/n so freaking much! He himself said that he’s not very emotionally strong and at secret places like home, he’s actually the youngest and needs the most love & affection. He needs to be cared for constantly and he gets really lonely easily. So I’m sure he would be head over heels for this kind of girl who will be super caring and responsible without him having to ask for it. Keep him on the other side of the road, hold his hands and walk infront of him, do his hair and help him get dressed and shower him with love and you will see how he melts before your eyes.🥺 non-sexual dominance or sexual dominance, I have a feeling heeseung will be down bad for this type of girl the most!!
Next, I think Jake would love this y/n the most? He is very affectionate and clingy and no doubt that he loves people who love him and care for him. So if his girl feeds him, gives him forehead kisses, pats his head and treats him like his baby, I’m sure this loyal puppy will cling to your torso 24/7.🥹 (totally imagining myself here lmao bc I’m that type of person) AND AND as for being possessive? Don’t even get me started THE WHOLE HYUNG LINE would LOVE A PROTECTIVE S/O and find her so cute when she’s being jealous. Hee will immediately melt into your arms and bask you in kisses and call you cute, jake would blush so much and become extra loving with you and secretly hope there are more cases where you get jealous and possessive of him, jay would smile so much and liquify on the inside and constantly reassure you that he’s yours only and hoon?? Oh boy he will be instant K.O. Lmao. Fireworks and bazooka exploding in his chest right there! And his precious eye-y smile and smol dimple will appear in 0 seconds. 💘😳 but let me tell you, he loves to tease people so much so there’s no doubt he will tease you and get you to be possessive more, only to fall in love with your cuteness even more!
Now, coming to you, oh my god girl your imagination is just >.< 💯 your imagines always make my heart flutter so much and I smile and blush and laugh when I read your asks. They’re so long and adorable, and I always take out time to answer each and every line that you say!💖 and WOW 5’11?😳 THAT IS SO COOL AND JUST WOW!! Now I really wanna see you and hug you fr haha. I’m 5’5 inches, bc after all, god made me for my man who’s 5’10 :p (obv talking about jakey here) I’m sure hee would love it when you wear heels and wouldn’t mind at all even if you’re the same height as him. If anything, he loves to feel that cause I just know he loves the feel of someone who loves him and protects him!! Jay would find it real cool, but uhm won’t let his s/o look taller than him bc it might hit his pride lol😆 as for jakey, I feel like he wouldn’t mind and would love everything about you but another one who’s gonna whine if you look taller or the same height as him. Loves his girl feeling tiny in his arms! <3 and SUNGHOON?? Ah boy you’re definitely hoon’s girl. Wear heels with him and he will also wear heeled shoes and sneakers ahaha, and show you off to the whole world how y’all the power, strong couple 😏 help I always imagine you with sunghoon and this type of y/n istg. You definitely give off that attractive, confident, independent y/n vibe for me who HOON WOULD BE A SECRET SIMP FOR!
Lastly, coming to me 😛 I’ve recently applied for visa since my university is overseas. Lmao, my lazy ass is on a vacation for 6 months before staring uni, I intentionally chose the semester next year. Cause life will become really hectic once I get there, and to live in an unknown place where I know nobody will be harder 😣! Ofc being independent and successful is one of my biggest life goals, but something bigger than that is to be happy and make others happy💖 so I’m on a break and making fun memories and doing everything I want to do. Watching dramas, reading books, going out w my best friend, spending time w family, going to the gym, enjoying kpop comebacks and being here on tumblr etc etc. ofc I stay hydrated, I’m very skin conscious bahah I have a whole routine for it :p and I hope you stay too!💘 in case you needed to hear it today, I really love your presence here on my blog sm. you’re so appreciated. Thank you for brightening up my smile with your lovely asks. ಥ_ಥ ♡ I’m so happy you like my fics, I can recommend you my fav written ones if you’d like <3
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hello 😱🤝🤷‍♀️🎵🐺 for rhythm man i want to kiss him so badly
RHYTHM MAN MY BELOVED
😱 [any fears?] - he absolutely hates white noise or similar sounds without any rhyme or reason to them. since his purpose is to analyse audio to find patterns or muffled sounds within it, he tends to panic if he's listening to something that he can't pick anything distinct out of because it makes him paranoid that he might not be working properly. there's also the fact that psychic cry [which he's weak to] is just a blast of white noise at a frequency strong enough to damage his internal components, which after everything is over and done with upgrades the discomfort and paranoia into actual fear
🤝 [approach to intimacy?] - as friendly as he is casually, he actually gets pretty nervous around legitimate emotional intimacy - he kinda puts up this front of hey it's ya boy rhythm i'm fine no undiagnosed adhd here just your cool pal rhythm man being totally cool and normal, and he struggles to be honest about his real feelings if they're anything less than cheerful and relaxed. he definitely appreciates getting the opportunity to be emotionally intimate! it's just quite a way out of his comfort zone and he doesn't really know how to approach it
as for physical intimacy, he's fine with it so long as it's on the casual side! it's worth noting that he's aroace and a little put off by the thought of romance in general, so anything with overtly romantic vibes is gonna freak him out a bit and lead to him shutting down the interaction fairly quickly, but he's super chill with physical affection between friends! he would accept your kiss if it is a strictly platonic one on the cheek
🤷‍♀️ [approach to strangers compared to friends?] - rhythm's default course of action is to be nice to everyone he meets, so he acts about the same way around strangers as he does around people he actually knows. once he's gotten to know someone more personally, though, he starts to pick up on what makes them laugh or feel comfortable around him and develop inside jokes, and adjusts his approach to specific people accordingly. he's also more likely to try and suppress his jokey attitude around strangers who intimidate him for whatever reason, but given time he'll either relax into how he normally acts or at least figure out where he can push the envelope and dare to be a little snarky
🎵 [songs associated with them?] - ain't nothing like a funky beat is my theme claim for him! by extension i think hideki naganuma's composition style fits rhythm man really well - i haven't actually listened to any jsr music yet, but i'm intimately familiar with the sonic rush and rush adventure soundtracks, and i think the combination of banging drum beats and basslines with crunchy vocal samples fits him so well
🐺 [thoughts on being alone?] - he likes being alone but hates being lonely, if that makes sense. rhythm definitely likes and needs to have time to himself sometimes; it gets tiring for him to maintain the high-energy cheerful personality at full blast all the time, and he's at his happiest when he's just chilling out by himself making music or playing video games and not worrying about his job or what people think of him. on the other hand, he really craves validation and wants to feel emotionally connected with people, so there's a delicate balance for him to maintain between having enough time alone to recharge his [metaphorical] social battery without getting isolated and sad. his success at maintaining said balance varies
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