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yall are about to piss me off by not having any PASSING basic knowledge of the way the u.s. military manipulates its recruits into joining by typing up one of your uninformed, unresearched, unempathetic, individualistic, unbelievably annoying posts about how 100% of the people in the military ended up there because they just Love America So Damn Much! they're extremely mature and informed at time of recruitment, they can totally leave anytime they want, they totally had tons of other avenues in life they could've taken, there was no rush at all to get income as fast as possible, and everyone in the military also totally is part of the combat divisions and personally enjoys being IN the military very much, big believers of violence. everyone in the military is shooting guns all day, that's how that works. they LOVE BLOODSHED. also I love the "amewicans haha" twang to this type of shit because you're actually TOTALLY stealing our Thing, which is turning systemic issues into Individual Issues. Instead of talking about the powers that be, it's so Personal Choice up in here. It's, "well you shouldn't have done it then. I totally wouldn't because I know better." you don't wanna talk about the military industrial complex as a whole, and you don't want to talk about recruiters, you just want to pin the blame on Specific Individual People one-by-one, as if they're responsible for the system that they're being ground up in. someone was in the military? bad person, no matter what. it's easier to believe that, I guess, than to acknowledge that Normal People (with high school educations) are manipulated and incentivized into joining a system that is Bad. at like age 18. but yeah no that 18 year old should have just been smarter lol haha anyway here are some screenshots for no particular reason
side note this reply of someone going "umm just get loans and go into a high paying field it's easy XD" as a direct response to someone trying to explain how most americans joining the military are being funneled in that direction out of a need for money.
and another person who Decided that americans join the military just CLENCHING their teeth thinking of other people, and not thinking completely selfishly about their own selves and their own income/housing/healthcare.
#I had a longer post w more bullshit in it but ukw nobody's even gonna read THIS one. so.#dumb ass cunts seriously LMAO just the individualism of it all....#we're all just selectively forgetting that most people join the military straight out of high school / after failing to kickstart#their lives so they don't know shit yet and they are categorically not educated and don't have money#you NEED money and have been groomed by recruiters ALREADY into believing this is#The Best and Only to make a survivable amount of money without a college education-- bc they can't afford college btw#and they don't want to take on student debt either bc everyone already knows what a big fuckeroo that is#recruiters WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET YOU TO JOIN. they will KEEP CALLING YOU. they'll answer your questions#to make it sound like this is going to be a GREAT life decision. you can get all KINDS of jobs (true)#they love to say the thing about how only about 15% of the military will actually see combat in any way#they love to list all the jobs where you will literally just be working at an office or a pharmacy or in tech etc etc etc#the recruiters are offering housing healthcare steady pay and BONUSES if you sign on for longer.#so you let your guard down because you were so scared of the actual fighting. BECAUSE YOU'RE 18 IN THIS SCENARIO BTW.#you cunts will not meet anyone who hates the military as much as people who are NOW DONE working in the military#you don't know enough when they get you and then either you stay placated by the benefits or you scramble away as fast as possible#the number one military haters are people who know what goes on bc they already did it#source: I LIVE NEXT TO A MILITARY BASE LMAO PEOPLE HATE IT HERE!! they are NORMAL PEOPLE#I need you to get it into your head that the people committing atrocities in war were NORMAL when they joined#and that for every person in the military who's actively shedding blood there's 20 who do PAPERWORK#and they both are being put in the same category by you!! and they are BOTH being controlled by the same system!!#sergle.txt#I hate yall I really do.
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listen. listen everyone. come close.
i have finally, finally, finally convinced my mom and brother to put my shit ass father into a nursing home. for good. in six months.
if everyone i know could please like help me manifest this or whatever that would be dope bc if it falls through for any reason less than him dying i will explode into one billion pieces
thank you im love you okok byeeeee
#whiny baby post#honestly im so like oh my god yes im2so happy about this#i have 6 months to make as much of a money cushion as i possibly can and that's gonna be just fine#but holy shit finally we're all on the same page#and i can look forward to getting my life back holy fuck
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Guess which bitch now has room on its phone for instagram for the first time in like 3 years. This is only good bc now we can post art there again.
Not that instagram is nice to artists or anything. Just that our art tumblr is so very tiny and unused. Gonna probably have to clear it out somewhat when I finally get around to posting art.
#thank fuck for our silm special interest tho#we can finally get like traction on posts#which'll mean that when our fibro flare-up finally dies down (lmao it'll be ages bc our dad is Stressing The Fuck Outta Us)#we can get commissions done again#and through those. well.#money both for clothes to make us comfortable#(which will also last for years & be the right kinda clothing for when we move overseas)#and also for savings for WHEN we move overseas#like our grandma is nice & all &'ll probably help pay for us getting housing or whatever#but i dont want to have to Rely on her inheritance from her aunt(?)#and disability benifits are dodgy at best. and we'll have to survive somehow *before* we get them through#and i kinda dont want to have to rely on the generosity of an old school friend's mum. or a 10th cousin 4 times removed (or whatever)#who might well be dead before we move to ireland#bc he's like 95 rn#and idk if he'd even let us stay at his (scarily enormous) house At All#also. idk if we'd have the money without some kinda work to get HRT when we move out. dont wanna have to be reliant on parents or the gov.#for our HRT. i doubt we could get public healthcare to cover it. not immediately at least.#and i kinda dont want to have to go back on birth control. cause progesterone or w/ever its called has feminising effects iirc#and we're not sure if we want a hysterectomy yet. so.#it'd be a choice between periods (hell) and HRT (expensive)#fuck i hate being disabled sometimes#like actually if anyone calls chronically fatigued ppl “lazy”. i fucking WISH i was lazy.#like bitch please this flare-up is making it so that NONE of my meds get rid of the pain anywhere NEAR fully#and im low-key on the Good Shit™#also so annoyed that ireland hasnt legalised weed. bc. we're almost certainly gonna be doing it for pain#and getting an *illegal* product is so much more difficult#lmao i worked out commas#—Roquén#my fingies hurt so much rn lmao#anyway gonna go draw my source drowning in blood & despair. then im gonna work out what the fuck kinda pigments caranthir would use
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I hate how half of people think "natural climate change = humans cause all climate change" & the other half thinks "natural climate change = no climate change is caused by humans at all"
"the Earth's climate naturally changes over time" & "human activity has caused rapid, unstable climate change" can & should co-exist
#this ties in with my annoyance surround the whole ''humans caused megafauna to go extinct''#which 1: isn't true because we still very much have megafauna today#& 2: what humans did back then is nowhere near what has been happening more recently#species like mammoths went extinct for a multitude of reasons & ''humans hadn't invented conservation yet'' is not one of them#like yes humans hunted mammoths. but they were already going extinct due to natural climate change#their ecosystems were shrinking due to the Earth warming & there being less grasslands for them to survive#what were humans supposed to do? make zoos for the animals they eat & preserve them instead#just so they don't get compared to billionaire oil executives??#we sure as shit didn't help them survive but like. why. why help mammoths stay extant#i fucking love conservation but it being necessary does not make it any less of a luxury#the ecosystems that mammoths lived in are not the same as what we have today so bringing them back is stupid imo#if we're gonna spend money on something spend it on conserving extant but endangered species & ecosystems#''put mammoths & miracinonyx in northern canada'' are you fucking stupid. do you have a brain in your head or is there just CO2#saw someone say we should do that but also put them in florida too & i honestly just don't have anything to say but you're stupid
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[paces around the room voice] no because its like. super interesting isnt it. how in the pursuit to carry out her [Joy mgs] will the people closest to her end going directly against it.
Zero tries to follow the letter of what she said. we'll start philosphers 2. we'll unite everyone (by force) (whether they like it or not) (because i know whats best) and by the end the system he created devolves into a machine that just exists to promote the war economy. Snake's biggest thing is how the powers that be will just. use people with no concern for them and then discard them the moment it becomes more convenient then keeping them around. because thats what happened to the boss. yknow of course les enfants terribles would be the breaking point i think it would be for most people but also it was literally creating people just to be used with a built in self destruct when they would no longer become useful. and like. And like snake isnt carrying out the will of the boss, he acknowledges this, he Knows hes going down a different path
Miller: Snake? You still here? C'mon, let's go back. Snake: I'm not going back. Miller: Huh? Snake: I'm done. Miller: Snake, you don't mean... Snake: I'm done looking for the truth. Miller: What are you saying, Snake? Snake: I was wrong. Miller: C'mon, Boss. Everybody's waiting for you. Snake: ...She betrayed me, Kaz. Miller: She what? Snake: In the end, she put down her gun. And when she did... she rejected her entire life up to that point... including me. Miller: What do you mean? Snake: In giving up her life, she abandoned everything she was as a soldier... Miller: And you consider that betrayal? Snake: I won't make the same choice as her. My future's going to be different. Miller: Then... Snake: Yeah, that's right. From now on, call me Big Boss.
BUT LIKE. HES STILL DOING IT FOR HER. HE WANTS TO PREVENT ANOTHER THE BOSS SITUATION
Miller: Then who are we going to fight? Snake: The establishment... anybody who tries to restore the old balance, wants to snuff us out of existance. Miller: Which establishment? Snake: It won't be a particular country or ideology that hunts us. Miller: Who, then? Snake: We're gonna be fighting the biggest beast of all - the times. Ten years ago, the times rejected The Boss... and killed her.
and then he like loses the plot really bad but everyone in these games do. doing it via war bc he sees himself as a gun bc of course he does thats what anybody ever wants him for. joy trained him up to be a balling soldier zero used him as a figure head and then made 3 more of him. to be used as guns. kaz went behind his back and used him so they could build of msf. as guns. moving on im getting sidetracked.
AND THEN STRANGELOVE strangelove who couldnt understand why in a million years why things would go down like this, that wasnt the joy she knew. so she recreated her in an ai pod, and obviously the only way she could get the resources and funding to do that was through nuclear weapon development, and she ends up putting joy in the same situation she was back in operation snake eater, where she gives up here life to prevent nuclear winter. ack good shit
#ashen.rambles#^see this is why i need to wait off on doing snake i have so much to say about him. also joey was right hhawufha my shorthands are so silly#for these events. “the shitty babies” the “she hates my pussy kaz” moment.#the “WE'RE GONNA TAKE ON SOCIETY / AND WE'RE GONNA MAKE A SHIT TON OF MONEY” moment#i didnt use any of them but jdaidj i do often#strangelove takes it way better shes like wow snake look at that. shes so awesome. fighting for peace and snake is like 🐴 man.#under a cut bc dont look at me
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my gm just told me they're opening a new store up near her place. it's also next to the kc speedway (racetrack) and in the legends shopping center (iykyk) they offered her the store and she's thinking about it. but she wants me to take over our store if she does because she doesn't want our hard work to go to waste.
i have turned down every gm offer i've gotten over the seven years i've worked here on and off. and i always told them im never going to be interested. bc i know how fucked over gm life can get. i prefer to just be the agm where i can do a lot but am not the fall guy lmfaooo. basically all of my gms (except the one i have now) were basically figureheads and i ran the store.
and i plan on moving next year anyway. i'd only be gm for like six months before i leave. that being said. six months which most is over summer - our busiest time of year. where i get my biggest bonuses which would move from 30% to 60% if i become gm (all my other stores were never busy enough to make a bonus that even mattered, here, they're pretty fuckin' hefty sometimes) hmmmmmm. she's the one that reminded me of this part. she knows my weakness is my greedy little brain (she's the same)
god i love money so ig we doing this lmfaoooooo
#i also wouldn't have to fucking close anymore which is my biggest gripe#i just fucking HATE monthly meetings#which they're over zoom now which is way fucking better but goddamn fuck meetings dude#like everything they talk about is stuff they already send emails about so like????#im probably gonna get fucked over hard but here we go#but she hasn't even officially accepted the other offer#she asked me about it this morning#rn we're the only two souls who know about the new store opening besides our regional and the fucking owners#we always know the trends and shit before everyone else bc the regional loves my gm so much and she tells me everything bc we're besties#ugh decisions decisions#but i love money soooo#make a lot then move sounds like the move
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#i am at my fucking limit lol#i need to leave this fucking town and this fucking state the very second i can nail down both a car and a remote job#the fucking ''''affordable'''' housing company i rent from has once again opted to start harassing us#and we're once again gonna have to be in a fucking fight with landlords who think that we're making too much money to live in a $1200 apt#and want us to pay $2000 a month for this rathole we live in despite taxes and deductions literally absorbing a quarter of our earnings#so they want to absorb half of what we have left when ive yet to be able to even afford a car that isn't a fucking beater destined for scrap#at least not without using p much all of my current life savings in the process#so we have to instead get around by buses that refuse to actually show up take us on huge detours for no reason have lead feet that-#-exacerbate my chronic pain and - oh! how could i forget? is also horrifically mismanaged to the point where they're now canceling entire-#-bus routes including the one i take to work and ALSO GOES TO THE AIRPORT lol#and nothing will fucking change about the highway robbery rent hikes bc the entire state legislature is filled with and bought by-#-landlords NIMBYs and property management firms.#that's not even getting into the fact that ive got too many traumatic memories too many enemies and not enough good things to show for it#the only thing I've got in this fucking town is my partner bc not even our home can be considered safe anymore.#i want to take them and the home we dream of and get the fuck out bc i can't keep doing this shit#and i can't even fucking talk to them about this bc they need me to be the strong one for once#im so tired. i feel like im in danger even though i know we'd be able to tank the hit to our finances. but i would like to escape.#i know of a city in ny where our $1200 rent is considered the norm. there's also so much more to do within reach that isn't just. drinking.#i wanna go there. i may have had a desire to live there since our vacation there this past March.#but for now im stuck here dreaming of the future and fighting off desperation and despair in the present#this breakdown brought to you by: the bus purposely avoiding my stop this morning after learning my landlord wants to ruin us again#vent
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everything is really wrecked by people not knowing themselves, and not respecting each other, and not being able to communicate (reciprocally).
need to inject the definition of intimacy into peoples' brains. how do we do this.
#you're at the dinner table at my house right now. let's go.#it's so hard. bc everyone is stuck in pain at the same time.#where do you put in the idea of 'I hold firm in the truth of what I know about myself BUT ALSO allow you to communicate your truth'#'and then we have a mutually respectful discussion or parting ways or whatever comes out of this interaction'#WHERE DO WE PUT THAT in this current setting#there are so many reasons why any given person cannot do that right now.#too much emphasis on being in control of other people. probably because of The Way that The Systems That Be Are#ugh ugh ugh it all comes back to capitalism y'know? - in the sense of prioritizing making money over everything else.#it turns people into commodities. it makes people think of themselves as commodities#it builds entire nations on the backs of specific groups of people and leverages that power over and over again#until people cannot access their own desires or self image or a sense of calm#control control there's bosses everywhere#this system doesn't care. it makes people not care because as long as there's control the system is 'working.'#if people weren't clawing for their basic needs they could actually have the energy to build intimacy with one another#so props to everyone who is still trying to carve a space for that despite the Everything around them#huge props actually#and to everyone else. we're gonna do this. we're gonna figure this out
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Putting on last year's trans rigs stream from Drawfee before i have to get ready to go out with my mum and her bf today (bc i have the worst feeling in my gut he's gonna make that An Thing for me if given the chance today, aka whenever i eventually need the restroom while we're at Mystic)
#text post#Housemate was amazing and helped me calm down a bit before ae went to work bc my brain woke up in meltdown mode over this tbh#it sucks bc like. im excited to see my mum despite the Everything with that lmao#but im not excited for how her bf has been acting since they got here (and it's been day 1 out of 7 days)#with some outright homophobic comments while Housemate and i hosted them briefly at our house yesterday afternoon#not abt us but like. i mean. u know we're both queer so#doesn't really matter if it's abt us or not it's still fucky and makes me worry abt how he's gonna be today!!#doesn't help that he really wanted to go to Italy with her instead this summer#(despite the passive aggressive complaints from him & mum to a degree abt how expensive it was for them to come out here)#(we're ignoring the fact that a European trip would be even more expensive lmao tho i do think if they want to/can afford it they should go)#like. the Vibe from him has just been that he'll be Just Polite Enough but that he didn't want to be here#and he doesn't expect to have any fun and it's like#dude i am Trying. i and Housemate have looked up stuff to do that includes things he likes (like guns and historical weapons)#we tried making comments abt that yesterday like hey u might like this but if there's anything u have in mind already#and he was just. whatever idc but then made comments that made it clear he's not excited for anything else#like museums or the beach for sea glass hunting or the bird sanctuary or even the zoo#and all have places to rest/sit plus restrooms and food so I don't think it's a worry abt facilities thing for him#i think he's just fed up that I'm still involved in my mum's life since i moved and like#yes there's a detangling of the umbilical cord i and my past therapist were trying to eventually get my mum to cut#since cutting it myself in any attempt has had her metaphorically taping it back together#but like. it's not entirely on me here. I'm trying to set boundaries and make sure she's giving him more attention than me since he's w/her#more than i am now#i know he's upset when she helps me financially too (i offer to pay her back but she always refuses it) bc she took me aside yesterday#to give me some cash for the time with them for souvenirs/fun stuff i might not buy otherwise bc im trying to be mindful of money#aka still waiting on money my fkn job should have already paid me like. a week or more ago now#he makes her happy so even if he hates me i still care abt his frustrating ass#and i do want him to have as much fun as he can while still relaxing during the trip out here#but i feel like im gonna have to physically shake him by the shoulders screaming this before he listens#and even if he listens he probably won't believe me#sorry for the tag essay the edible hasn't kicked in yet can u guys tell lmao
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And maybe you'll be like "but if you don't trust businesses, how can you trust welfare?"
I fucking don't. My mom trying to get on food stamps fucked me up because a lady I never met without my permission got my SSN from my mom and started editing my files. My heart still races to this very second whenever I think about it, it kinda messed me up bad and I'll never ever ever see any kind of recourse
And I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose my medicaid just cause I inherited some money from my grandpa
And I've never even applied for disability cause it kinda doesn't matter finding out if I'd qualify or not cause of my depression, when the rules are so restrictive I don't know if I've even be allowed to keep my house
I do not fucking trust these things on a personal level. I feel like out of a lot of people I have the most to fear from them cause I'm on the edge of having things work, and that gets you punished
...but I need medicaid in order to have insurance (and when you strip out the finance side of medicaid, I love medicaid... they're honestly incredible insurance... I just... I just... dental is like 90% of why medicaid is so important to me, ever since I found out this state pays for it I've actually been able to do cleanings which is important to me cause I can't always get myself to brush)
And I think things like disability and food stamps are pretty damn important on a personal level, and honestly are also good for the economy cause they get people spending... it's practically a free cash infusion into the economy, cause these are people who need to buy stuff
There's just so much important stuff welfare does that it's worth dealing with government
No, what I want is more accountability so if someone gets my SSN from a 3rd party like my mom they're held to HIPPA styles standards where that's not ok to access my files without my permission (She changed my fucking address and tried to get medicaid to investigate me for fraud! Never even met me)
Like have some accountability there and in every situation
Secondly I want less punitive focused rules. I'd frankly prefer bezos get on disability than smack down some poor sod cause they got $2000 in the bank or cause their friend lets them live with them for free
If there's gonna be a cut off on these programs, it needs to be a solid step above the poverty line, cause... by definition I assume poverty line denotes kinda the minimum expected income people can reasonably live off of, and if you take away benefits people are gonna lose a chunk of money to covering that stuff themself, so you need a buffer before you kick people off
I don't fucking trust the government for a second, I've actively been fucked by them and on a personal level I avoid everything but medicaid and only that cause everything but the money is pleasant to deal with and I kinda need it (honestly if I was rich I'm not even kidding that I'd rather give medicaid like $400 a month than some insurance company, I sincerely like them as insurance)
But I'd trust them a lot more if they were less punitive, less out to hunt me down and gut me cause someone handed me a fiver or cause I started to get on my feet, and if government employees had concrete rules they had to follow that were actually transparent and enforced
Like 90% of my problems with welfare go away if they're held accountable and there's less "catch the welfare cheats" mentality going around
I don't trust the government in the slightest, but sadly there some jobs it kinda has to do, so I'd just rather force it to be an open book where the public can keep an eye on it and if they step out of line there's consequences (sort of like I don't trust most mega corps but happen to sometimes need stuff from them... did you know literally every cell service provider has been illegally selling shit like your location data to random people like bounty hunters, and the FCC just slapped them with a fine that's 0.02% of their yearly incomes and debated even doing that? I even can offer a source on that)
...I don't trust much of any authority cause they constantly fail me and kinda screw me. Don't trust doctors either, but I still gotta go to them, you know? ...they're just... they're real bad at listening... so many systems need systemic change
(You know who I really don't trust is the cops. I could point to so many examples. My uncle doesn't trust cops either, and he's an ex Fire and SWAT paramedic, he worked with them and we still got into a long conversation where he basically tore into them far better than I can)
(I don't trust authority that's not accountable)
#anyway; if I'm a lousy cheat or whatever least they can do is give me a gun so I can solve that problem#shit makes me wish I was canadian so I could take advantage of their sick implementation of assisted suicide#what should be a system that gives people a choice about the quality of their life; and I don't think should be relegated to terminal illne#...there was... think he was dutch; had been burned by his girlfriend all over his body; was in constant pain#and he ended up using assisted suicide in the end cause he was just in constant agony... think that's his choice to make#but of course the canadian system concretely pushes people; mostly the poor and disabled; to kill themselves#not theoretically; as in literally says word for word to them 'you should really kill yourself; just sign here'#it's sick; it truly is#but for any americans that want to dunk on it; I'm telling you we're no better#we have the exact same miserable desperation and people (again; mostly poor and disabled) into despair#only difference is we don't offer assisted suicide#the underlying issues in the US and canada are so damn similar; so much of what's happening ends up being the same#you can't act smug just cause you only make people want to die instead of also offering to help#that's like saying that you're the good guy cause while you did everything you could to drive someone to the brink#get them fired; slash their tires; just cartoon level villain stuff to personally harass this person... at least you won't hand them rope#we have such similar systemic issues to canada; and I am explicitly telling you that like the people in canada that have said#'I can't take it anymore; disability doesn't cover my expenses and I can't get any help... I'm at my wits end so I'm gonna go die'#I'm telling you that I feel that same way; just without any eugenics agency I can call up#I'm really working to get things stable; but it feels like I'm teetering on the edge of falling into permanent failure#and... and I'll actually tell you the amount even though I don't like to mention money... makes me feel guilty#my gramps left me $27k; which sounds like a lot; but I got 20 windows that need redoing (house has a lot of windows)#...if they ended up being 1k each; that's most of the money gone; if they end up being more...#and I got a whole lotta other stuff I've been putting off like plumbing around here; need to replace that faucet#it's an amount of money that helps; but it's an amount of money that isn't gonna last#...that's like a year of bills; and my mom already needs me to pay like $400 to the propane bill since she got behind#I want to use it to... to try and really get my feet on the ground; but it might loose me my insurance... it makes me want to die#and not to be a selfish bastard; but if I could I'd like to try and take and invest a bit to maybe build some passive income#given that... that a job never seems to work out for me cause I fucking suck and cause like... my insomnia has me up at 5:30 am right now#mm tag so i can find things later
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i am desperately trying to be more active but i'm experiencing mental burnout. just want to say thank you for the interactions even when i'm only checking in here now and again - i'll respond when i'm feeling better! <3
#nothing really happened - work and the house just got on top of me.#for context i was promoted to a management position in october and i hit my stride so i have a lot of responsibilities and i'm hhh.#having to play catch up in terms of skillset. i'm good at my job but i'm not the best - therefore ? i must keep pushing :y#as for home... Man (horse.jpg)#we bought a house a year ago. i envy people who renovate days after moving in. we're a year in and i'm only just redoing the kitchen floor#after a leak that happened in JUNE 2022. it's expensive as fuck and takes so much time.#i'm so fortunate to be able to afford a house but like. i won't lie. it's really hard having to be responsible for everything that goes#wrong with it. my kitchen has been subfloor for months. we destroyed our kitchen island trying to make room for the floor to be done#so we're down storage and stuff is just piling up. eh i know this is like. first world problem and really not a big deal.#but when your house is in disrepair because you don't have the money to fix it quickly or time to do it yourself. shit's hard.#anyway this is a rant. don't want a wrench or a tissue- just wanna get it out.#[puts on pantalone hat] i have money anxiety too#like i earn the most i've ever earned. i won't really get much higher than this atm. i'm due a bonus and i can cash out my shares#but fixing up the house is so expensive. i'm worried i'm gonna lose it all somehow. idfk why. when things are going well i worry i'm gonna#lose it all somehow. growing up poor does a number on your resource guarding. if i spend a penny I Will Lose It All.#' dima why do you like pantalone so much ' HE JUST LIKE ME FRRRR#sry this is a ramble . i treat tumblr tags like my diary but i hope you enjoyed the read xoxox#anyways! point is! i'm alive! i'm itching to come back but i dont have the mental space for fun rn.#can't have fun until i feel safe enough to have fun if that makes sense.#aight byeee
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Yeah no hard disagree with this post. I'd understand the logic maybe a few months ago, but tumblr is making some EXTREMELY questionable decisions rn that really don't deserve rewarding.
Are they financially struggling? Yes. Is that bad for us? Also yes, but their solution is even worse! We've seen how they're planning to strip down posts, hide notes and move tumblr away from being a blogging platform and more into a twitter-instagram-tiktok mashup. American users are gonna stay stuck with tumblr live (which they confirmed is here to stay), they're stripping away huge amounts of features, and they're telling epileptic people to BUY AD-FREE IF ADS ARE STROBING TOO MUCH.
Honestly, if you'd told me they were in the red and planning to open donations/do crab day last year, I might've even donated. But tumblr needs to learn that pulling this shit is NOT gonna start making them money. If they want to get out of the red they've gotta start caring about their users.
Don't give them a damn penny till they back down from some of this shit. I'd rather watch the site burn to the ground without funding than watch it become a sanitised social media clone filled with advertisers and nothing that makes tumblr tumblr.
#the fact that someone blazed this. war and hate on planet earth this post is so annoying#you wouldn't pay ppl in any other industry for actively trying to ruin your life so why would you here?#pay them or whatever but like. if you do I'm v much not on your side lmao#things like blazing and badges were creative ways to make money but. their current plans to change the website are awful#and shouldn't be rewarded#don't support crab day and let them know exactly WHY#or at this rate we're gonna see the second great tumblr exodus#(as in leaving. not taking refuge here)#the only people who are gonna stay if this keeps happening is twitter users. do y'all really wanna be stuck here w a bunch of twitter users
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Looking back on Detroit become human in the wake of the ai craze is like. The most morbidly funny thing to me One of these days I have to write something on how the story of that game just gets HORRIFYING when you view it through a (more) modern lens. Man
#This definitely isn't an original thought but as someone who devoted way more time than I should've to dbh#I just wanna share what's going on in me brain#Like. About dbh#Horrible racism allegory aside. A corporation creating robots meant to replace human workforces while like. People still have to rely on#Employment to uh. Survive. Is genuinely a terrifying nightmare scenario and the thing that's funny to me is dbh just doesn't seem to know#This. Like at all#It doesn't even. Like I don't remember it taking a second to reckon with the way the working class is forced to interact with the world#And how introducing what we're seeing in 2023 (ai being used to replace artists in most cases) on a mass scale is just. Unfathomably evil#And the game doesn't examine like. The corporation behind all of this at all. Like Cyberlife (from what I remember. Which isn't much) is#Effectively PASSIVE in the game. It's just like. Neutral robots and good humans vs EVIL humans who uh. Don't want to be homeless. I guess#Like you're not gonna even. Say a word. About the company willing to let this happen. Like this game has hundreds of scenarios and not a#Single thing that examines how a corporation effectively sentencing people to death for money is fucked up#You don't even need to incriminate the androids for this one man.#I don't know :) like there's a lot wrong with the game but it gets so much worse looking at it now#My thoughts are so disjointed man I just have words floating in me head that bounce into each other sometimes#Sorry about the rant! I'm scared of making this an actual post so it's tags now#Dbh#I think that was my tag for Detroit posts. I just want to sort it :')#rant in tags#Hope everyone's having a good day! :3 I'm sitting here thinking about robots :)
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i didn't even know tumblr had shareholders ngl
#it probably doesn't but automattic does#and every so often they're like ''so hows that tumbler website going''#and they have to scramble to be like haha u see uh we have. uh. algorithms now and. videos. we're gonna make soooo much money
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do i have high expectations for tiny toons looniversity? no.
have i finally accepted the change to buster and babs’ relationship? NO. GROSS. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?
am i still gonna watch it because at the very least, it looks less cynical than the animaniacs reboot and i’m a sucker? ...yes.
#ooc!#(i watched the trailer again and i do appreciate that it's lowkey doing its own thing instead of leaning hard into the meta references)#(there's no 'we're gonna make so much money')#(low bar i know)
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hmm. is she really..?
hmm... well what's the original design look like?
...huh. interesting.
#i'd bet money that whenever his contract is up with Netflix (everyone's favorite super trans-inclusive company) the og creator will be like#'oh yeah they made us give her normal hair and make her skinny and give her Hollywood's straightest‚ most cisgender actress :/'#turning off reblogs bc i know tumblr's gonna go crazy for this movie and i don't wanna be eaten alive#also the trailer was HORRIBLE#we're gonna watch it and i HOPE it's better than it seems and it's just another case of shitty trailer syndrome but...#the 2010s Disney + Marvel quippy dialogue makes me gag#the way that they called the movie 'metal' in the trailer and used such a slow and boring song....#there's just. so much#i wasn't even familiar with the source material but my partner is and i agree with all of her complaints tbh#darryl speaks
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