#(the buddie aspect will be such a slow burn tho lol)

[wikiangela]

seven sentence sunday

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to no one's surprise, more alive shannon lol I'm gonna share way too much of it now bc apparently I can't get inspired to write anything else atm, too excited about this one haha

this time a bit of shannon's pov - I'm planning on switching povs, it's gonna be mostly eddie bc i feel most comfortable in his head lol, but a chapter here and there will be shannon or buck pov too

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She doesn’t remember the impact, the car hitting her – all she remembers is how much pain she was in after that, laying there in the street, unable to move. It was so scary, too. Shannon didn’t want to die. She was just getting her second chance at being a mom, at redeeming herself, trying to make up for it all, and suddenly she was faced with the prospect of being stripped away of it – what’s even worse, she could imagine how confusing and painful this would be for Christopher, getting his mom back just to lose her again. Honestly, that part, the thought of her kid hurting because of her, hurt much more than the fear of dying.

Fortunately, she’s still here, and she has no idea what crazy miracle happened, but she’s so grateful. Now she needs- she needs to see Christopher, promise him she’ll never ever leave him again, she never wants to be away from him again. She hopes Eddie will let her, despite the divorce bomb she dropped on him. It’s not even surprising to her how much of a mess they always end up in when they try to be together – which is why she sees divorce as the only option right now, it’ll be better for everyone.

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[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 31.07.18 lb

TL;DR: remember when we thought the forced wedding in 2016 was THE WORST it could possibly get? ahahahaha NO. kudos to harneet for topping that!

his obsession with her ghoongat is both perplexing and hilarious.

so... surbhi had a scene where she bites nakuul, and still SHE'S the one who ended up with bruises??????? HOW? it's so much easier to fucking control your hands and the pressure they exert than with your mouth? I AM CONFUSION *tapping the screen* AMERICA EXBLAINNNNNN

what is this chachi's damage? no really, is there any kinda backstory to this hatred she has for anika ya bas ainvayi????

GAURI I SWEAR TO GOD JUST SLAP HER SHE DESERVES IT

RUN ANIKA FUCKING RUNNNNNNNNNNNNN

ohhhhhhhhhhh fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk. [psycho violin screech.mp3]

ok he's scaring me with how still and unblinking he is. he really is.

YIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIKES OK THIS IS THE MOSTTTTTT SHIVAAY HAS SCARED ME AFTER THE ORIGINAL FORCED WEDDING

he has gauri's number on speed dial? jijuuuuuu moves faaaaast. 

"satyanaaaaaash. pehle toh badi gayab thi, ab toh choti bhi bhaag gayi."

lmaoooo this chachi is so OTT.

dang my chest realllllly hurts for anika. it really really hurts. 

oh no. trigger word. “priyanka”.

he's lost it. he's beyond alllllllllll reason now.

lmao that was a short af rikshaw ride. kuch toh transition shots dikhaate.

GOD ANIKA JUST LET HIM TELL HER. LIKE... YOU CAN AT LEAST EXPLAIN TO HER. YOU CAN MAKE YOUR WAY BACK FROM THIS WITH HER. IT'S NOT FUCKING WORTH MARRYING THIS CRAZYASS FUCKER FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

... is gauri blind/deaf? can she not see/hear literally the only two human beings within a 3 mile radius STRUGGLING AND YELLING AT EACH OTHER?

yeah he's compleeeeeeeeeeetely off his rocker.

no literally, shivaay and anika are straight up looking at her, he's even yelling her name, and gauri can't see/hear them??????

TUM DONO KE IS BAKCHODI MEIN MERI GAURI KA HEART FAIL HO RAHA HAI CAN ONE OF YOU FUCKING PICK UP THE PHONE AND TELL HER THAT HER SISTER IS ALIVE AND WELL

OK NOT WELL. BUT ALIVE.

ok i really realllllllllly REALLLLLLY hate this garbage. what the everloving fuck???? could they possible degrade the female character more?

THIS FUCKING PANDIT. HE SHOULD BE JAILED.

... she heard the mandir ki ghanti ring ONCE, and she knows it's a shaadi??????????? like.... ?????? what kinda ESP (extra sanskaari powers) do tellywood heroines these days have??????

UM GAURI, MOVE FASTER. PLS.

yeah if the groom has THIS look on his face, like he's on bath salts; maybe reschedule your shaadi.

GAURI WTFFFFFFFFFFF JUST GO LOOOK OMGGGGGGGGGGG

hero apna on bath salts + cocaine + x, toh heroine apni is on weed.

FUCKING DO NOT PLAY MANGALAM BHAGWAN VISHNU. DO NOT. PLEASE. I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN OVER IT FROM THE ORIGINAL WEDDING IN 2016. + RUMYA'S WEDDING. I'VE HEARD THAT ONE LINE REPEATED SO MUCH I NEVER WANNA HEAR IT AGAIN.

omfggggg the way he's YANKING at her.

AND THIS PANDIT HAS NOOOOOOOOOOOO ISSUES? NONEEEEEEEE WHATSOEVER. HE DESERVES TO BE STABBED IN THE FACE AS MUCH AS SHIVAAY DOES.

dude pls blink. you're scaring me. you really are. 

..... THIS IS... LIKE ... HE'S LITERALLY DOING THIS WITH AN UNCONSCIOUS PERSON. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MAN?????

gauri you beautiful idiot. i can't even with you rn.

SEEMS LIKE THE TRIVEDI SISTERS WERE GIVEN STUPIDITY GENES IN SPAAAAADES IN THIS UNIVERSE.

THE PANDIT IS SMILING. HE'S SMILING. TELL ME WHY I SHOULD NOT GET INTO THE FUCKING SCREEN RIGHT THIS MINUTE AND MURDER HIM.

... so the mandir just has a supply of mangalsutras for situations like these? cool. cool cool cool cool cool cool.

YAAAAAAAS GAURI RAISING HELL IN OBEROI MANSION. FUCKING BURN IT DOWN MY LITTLE BIRD.

lmao gauri's like FUCK MY CRUSH ON THIS DUDE AND THE EYE SEX WE HAD THAT DAY, IMMA FUCKING YELL IN HIS FACE RE: HIS BROTHER AND RICH PEOPLE FUCKERY.

whoaaaaaaaaaaaa buddy boy. yeah you're hot and all, but it's waaaaaaaay too early for you to get all “nice guy” handsy with her like this. keep your ameeron waale paws to yourself.

ohohohoh he scored her digits tho. smooth, omkara! smooooooooth.

UGH NO GO BACK TO OM AND GAURI; THESE TWO MAKE MY STOMACH HURT FROM SAD AND ANGRY 

um fuck that's the tightest fucking mangalsutra ever? is he trying to strangle her to death with it?

YEAH DON'T TRY TO ROMANTICIZE THIS SHIT BY HAVING HIM SLOW DOWN AND GENTLE HIS MOVEMENTS AT THE SINDOOR AND LOOK AT HER ALL DEEP RN. YOU'VE MADE HIM A FUCKING BRUTE ALL THIS WHILE, KEEP THAT VICIOUS CONSISTENCY GOING. BLOODY BEECH MEIN PANDERING TO THE FUCKING FANGIRLS ALSO.

oh yeah totally the faces of two people in a healthy sampannn vivaah. 

oh she's waking up from her catatonic state. yiiiiiikes.

the varmalas are the FIRST part of the wedding, you dumbass pandit. they have LITERALLY no meaning if allllllll these rituals are over. they literally just put this part in to have HER do something and him to reject it. it's bogus and bullshit.

OMFG THIS FUCKING PANDIT. BADE AAYE “ZYAADA HAI!” TOH YEH ZABARDASTI KI MANHOOS SHAADI KYA PUNYA KE LIYE KARWAAYA TUNEY???????? FUCKING FUCK OUTTA HERE BEFORE I....

more sign language that... man idk wtf you're trying to... just use your speaking words.

OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ANIKA YOU IDIOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF A WOMAN OH GOD WHY THE FUCKKKKKKKK WOULD YOU WANNA GO WITH HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM GOD HELP ME I CANNOT GET OVER HOW FUCKING DUMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB SHE ISSSSSSSSSSS

OHHHHHHHHH FUCKKKKKKKKK, THAT'S WHY HE PAID THE PANDIT SO MUCH. SHIVAAY YOU FUCKING....

please don't tell me this dumb bitch is gonna use bhagwaan as sakshi and gawaah.

oh no the pandit's still there.

girl i can't believe you're putting your faith in this fucking pandit who fucking conducted this wedding while you were clearly not consenting and were half-dead through all the ceremony.

pandit you motherfucking coward tujhe toh gauri gundi dekh legi. AND I WILL JOIN HER IN BEATING THE CRAP OUT OF YOU YOU SPINELESS TURD!!!!!

OMFG SHE DID THE BHAGWAAN AS GAWAAH THING. JFC I REALLY CANNNOTTTTTTTTTT WITH THIS ANIKA.

literally my face at her bs too. lol good luck PROVING that, you stupid twit.

OMFG MOVED ON FROM BHAGWAAN TO AGNI AS SAKSHI. THIS GIRL IS...

yeah this episode is gonna get lottttttttttttttttt of trp aunty approval. definitelyyyyy.

ARDHANGINI. JANAM JANAM KA SAATH. OMFGGGGGG I CAN'T EVENNNNNN.

anika please stop talking lord above this is painful.

OH FUCK HE'S GONNA BREAK IT. HE'S GONNA BREAK IT???????/

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK HE BROKEEEEEE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT MOTHERFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

... SHE'S GONNA PICK UP THOSE FUCKING BEADS? ARE YOU... ARE YOU FUCKING....

THIS IS LITERALLY ME RN. #BIGFUCKINGMOOD

IT'S OFFICIAL: NO FUCKING TELLYWOOD HEROINE I'VE EVER WATCHED HAS BEEN THIS LVL OF DHEENT AND DUMBASS EVER. THIS IS THE WORST DEPTHS I’VE EVER SEEN A FEMALE LEAD SINK TO I THINK.

lmaoooooooooo now she's giving him vaasta of his fucking dil. yeah coz this man here seems like a real big dilwaala. HIS CHHEDH WAALA DIL WILL BE JUST FINE, DON'T YOU WORRY SIS. HE’S GONNA GO HOME AFTER THIS AND SLEEP THE BEST SLEEP OF HIS DAMN LIFE. 

no literally anika, what did you think this was? like did you really think you'd go back home with him and be like lalalala happy happy with him?????

god shivaay you... you.... YOUR MOTHER SHOULD HAVE MURDERED YOU TOO WHEN SHE MURDERED YOUR DAD YOU DIRTY SON OF A

... how and WHY would she be known as a rakhail though? I STILLLLLLLL DON'T GET IT. she'll say she's married to you, you'll say she isn't. WHERE DOES THE RAKHAIL BIT COME IN HERE???????? I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND.

oh thank god omkara is taking things up there and yelling at shivaay. thank god they retained that aspect of his.

meanwhile here this idiot chick is just spouting off her mouth about being married to shivaay. goddddddddddddddddd WHY? JUST... WHY??????

[fmdhyunmi-blog]

you thought you saw the last of me, but here i am w/ my original baby. 😈 i revamped hyunmi. & despite that, i will be keeping all her threads (paras & texts) as she hasn’t changed much. that being said, if we plotted but have no thread, that connection has been dropped simply bc i do want to start fresh in certain aspects. (but if we’re still plotting, ofc i’m keeping that!) come talk to me if you still wanna keep something, tho! 🤗 any differences will be touched upon below! but before clicking keep reading here are hyunmi’s [ BIO ], [ PROFILE ] & [ PLOTS ] pages. check them out, & LIKE this post so i can hop into inboxes to get started. i do also have discord now! *scattered applause* anyway, without further ado, chae hyunmi.

— the first main difference is hyunmi’s heart issue. the problem has been fixed, altho, there have been concerns as of lately, which she refuses to acknowledge bc she’s scared of being pulled from ELEMENT. — and the second would be hyunmi’s family dynamics. her parents are somewhat present in her life. her mother, a famous fashion designer, is against & shames her being an idol, while her father is kinda “there”. — also she’s no longer lazy & is the typical hardworking, ambitious, driven, perfectionist capricorn. let me tell you kids in ballet class did not like her bc she was so bossy. LOL. but she still cannot cook. it’s a running gag i can’t drop, ok! — another running gag is her lack of eyesight, but she actually utilizes her glasses and contacts this time. tho, she probably glared @ you & pretended she was blind to avoid trouble. 💁🏻‍♀️ — regardless of how independent and serious hyunmi seems, she’s actually not that independent. her mother purposefully hindered her to prevent her from being strong enough to leave (& easier to puppet). hence, why she cannot cook, clean, etc. yet she was still tossed aside. 😒 strongly dislikes her mother. — so, yeah, hyunmi’s bratty disposition stems from always having everything done for her. in simpler terms, a spoiled brat, and that shows in how she handles certain situations or lack-there-of. — demanding of attention, since she was so used to her mother giving her just that. & she’s scared of being left behind but won’t actively stop anyone from doing so bc her pride is tremendous. confidence goals, tbh. chasing after anyone isn’t her thing. — likes to nag others to do chores & complains a lot but won’t actually clean the dorms & probably has only recently learned how to turn on a vacuum cleaner & do laundry. her half-siblings mockingly call her princess bc she was waited on. — should have half-siblings on her father’s side. older and younger ones. (connection, anyone? 👀��) most likely they do not get along too, too well bc hyunmi is an illegitimate child. — back to her heart issue, it tends to flare up when she’s too passionate(?). whether it be joy, sadness or anger, her chest starts tightening & you can find her counting to ten to calm down. aloud, too. everywhere. — isn’t as rough as she used to be but isn’t demure, either. still feisty, headstrong and stubborn. a blue flame, really. hotter than the usual fire but seemingly cool; her temper can be really, really bad but she’s learnt to keep it in check for health reasons. — can come across glossy eyed & disinterested. bored & unenthusiastic. & she probably truly is. but mostly bc she was taught to act… confined(?). or if you’re a guy. 💁🏻‍♀️ — she’s bisexual but prefers girls over guys. she was sexually assaulted, so it takes a longer time for her to warm up to them. nor does she ever want to devote herself to them like her mother did. yet those who are her friends she appreciates & cherishes. — loves girls. all girls. girls for girls. girl power. a whole feminist. v flirtatious to her girl friends, often hugging & clinging onto those she trusts w/ her life. — but yeah, give her a casual girlfriend (a boyfriend will be cool, too), someone to have a little fun w/. ✨⭐️✨ hyunmi loves having time to herself (selfish selfcest), so she won’t invest in a relationship unless someone is down for a slow, slow burn. 👀👀👀 trust issues galore. — before the revamp, hyunmi used to use people & she might continue because it’s for the job. nothing against her targets, ofc, but she’s a career woman. it has to be done. (networking!) she befriends people w/ greedy intention (all business) but does genuinely consider them a buddy & won’t shit talk them. — still left BCE w/out telling anyone bc she her mother pulled her out. and hyunmi was too miserable in the hospital to reconnect. she was already starting to shut down before leaving bc of what the actor’s son did, then she collapsed not too long afterwards & rumours spread she was pregnant. she was too angry to clarify, too. — while training at BCE, tho, she was quite popular, finally doing something for herself & happy. she made friends easily. but gold star was another story. she just kinda burst in & snatched an ELEMENT position. rumours also said she was dropped from BCE bc of attitude issues. — ELEMENT is her family & no one messes w/ them; she’s fire, so she considers herself quite strong. some would think she’s disheartened & sad with what happened to her but she’s livid more than anything & she uses that as motivation. — goes from sweet to dry in 0.5 seconds, but that’s who she is. a friendly, sarcastic, narcissistic, dry cynic with astounding self-confidence, who loves those deserving fiercely & unconditionally but is rather methodical & business orientated, appearing cold & heartless.