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1/2/25
#dailyink#1-25#spent all day doing impromptu digital housekeeping#this included clearing out the ~250 tabs in my phone browser#it feels so weird and empty now...#it also included updating the blog queue!#I'm not sure of the exact dates they were drawn so hopefully I won't accidentally duplicate post one of them#(that's what I get for waiting months to take pics of them haha)#anyway that took way longer than planned and I really need to get to bed so now it's#late night mouse little buddy time
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spill your guts!
charles x singer!reader
fc: olivia rodrigo 🫀
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yn two days and guts is yours to have💞🪄💌💟
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yn.updated cant wait! 💜💜💜
ariana_2000 whore
⤷ theynroom stfu
⤷ ariana_2000 she literally gets a new boyfriend every month and writes an album about them 😂
september 6, 2023
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liked by charlesss__16, and 1,191 others ynvroom youre joking. YOURE ACTUALLY JOE KING. view all 68 comments
charles.updated what’s happening?
⤷ ynvroom YN PERFORMJNG AT FERRARI GALA WHERE CHARLES IS 😭😭😭😭😭 MY PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIP
september 7, 2023
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charles_leclerc Beautiful night at the @ ferrari Gala in New York! Congratulations on the amazing performance @yn 😉❤️
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yn Thank you!!!💜💜💜
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september 7, 2023
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yn grazie for having me @ ferrari! the people here got to a hear the album a day early haha🪄 (didn’t get a photo with my favorite drivers but got a photo of them in a non stalker way..)
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chhacha CHARLES🤺STAY AWAY FROM HER🤺
charles_leclerc Oh no, next time! I would have loved to take a photo with you! [ COMMENT DELETED ! ]
charles_leclerc Oh no, maybe next time:) We would have loved to meet you!
⤷ yn definitely! hope to maybe see you guys at japan gp;)
september 7, 2023
━ charles_leclerc has sent you a dm!
Charles Leclerc
You are going to the Japan GP?
yn
Yes!!! Failed to get paddock tix though:(
Charles Leclerc
If you would like, I have extra tickets😄
yn
ooo no thank you, i wouldn’t want to be a hassle😭
Charles Leclerc
It’s no hassle at all! No one will be using them anyways.
yn
are you 100% sure?
Charles Leclerc
1000% sure, is this a yes?
seen 4 minutes ago
Charles Leclerc
hello?
yn
Sorry i was jumping around my living room.. YES!
Charles Leclerc
Haha anytime! I did not know you were that interested in F1
yn
truth be told, i’ve been watching it for over a decade like i remember you in f3 2015😭
Charles Leclerc
Oh no🤦♂️
yn
it’s okay, just an inchident 😁
Charles Leclerc
No one will let me live this down, yes?
yn
Yes 💌
delivered 20s ago
yn
listen, i really enjoyed talking to you but sadly i have to cut it short since i have this listening party for the album. thank you sooooo much for the paddock tickets and ill see you in a week:))
Charles Leclerc
I will be (re) listening to the album! See you:)
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yn 😭guts😭is😭out😭
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charles_leclerc INSANE! 💜❤️
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⤷charles1616 oh my god?
⤷ chachaferrari CHARLES USING A PURPLE HEART FOR HER IM SHAKING
taylorswift Amazing, showstopping, splendid, and all that! [liked by yn] carlossainz55 Want to write a song about chilis 🌶️ next time?
⤷ yn done. francisca.cgomez you’re hot.
⤷ yn wait 🤭🤭🤭🤭
september 8, 2023
yn
tokyo, japan
liked by charles_leclerc, and 7,239,448 others yn 🇯🇵
• “get him back!” broke biggest streaming song in the world in one day (22 MILLION?????)
• guts broke biggest streaming album in the uk ???
• top 10 in billboards is all guts ??? how is life real??? thank you everyone ❤️❤️💜
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ynvroom did she just try to sneak in a f1 garage pic. L4NDOS she’s hot in the last slide and knows it
scuderiaferrari ❤️💜
charles_leclerc Congrats! 🍾
⤷ yn champagne is for podium, sharl
⤷ charles_leclerc My bad…
⤷f3rarri55 so we’re never getting champagne? september 15, 2023
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charles_leclerc P2! 🍾Thank you! We did the best we could today❤️
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yn LETS GOOOOOO!!!! 🍾🍾🍾🍾
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september 18, 2023
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charles.yn FUCKING BAWLING THE WAY HE LIT UP TALKIJG ABT HER
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chynaep THEM TEXTING??? HELLO?? mcarlando HIM INVITING HER IM GIGGGLINGGGG
september 18, 2023
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pierregasly Japan dumppp
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yncharll NOT PIERRE EXPOSING YN AND CHARLES 😭
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september 26, 2023
yn
monte carlo, monaco
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yn beautiful place
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chhgasly oh she’s confirmed wag.
yndata not this being her first post non promo post in 2 months😭
⤷ chayn.updates after the 4 “yn seen in paddock/ferrari garage” mentions 😭
conangray i wonder what’s interesting in monaco
carlossainz55 Whose camera is that? Its nice
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carlossainz55 What camera is that? It’s nice november 29, 2023
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charles_leclerc Back home!
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november 30, 2023
yn
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yn YNDUMPSTERS ITS BEEN A WHILE BUT CHARLES FUCKING ACCDEITANLY STAINED MY TS CARDIGAN WHILE DOING CAR THINGS AND I NEARLY CRIED. now that i think of it im happy because it’s stained with him and i love him tho🤷🏻♀️ im freezing someone get me a sauna
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charles_leclerc Though most likely unintentional to post here, this is the sweetest and most chaotic thing someone has ever said about me. I love you too
charlesyn111 STOP “it’s stained with him” LEAVE ME BE
pierregasly Who might be in this dump account…
⤷ landonorris YOU’RE IN IT?
⤷ carlossainz55 Been in there for 3 months papaya…
december 23, 2023
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yncutie ITS FUCKING HAPPENING. SHE FOLLOWED CHARLES. SHE ONLY FOLLOWS CHARLES. view all 1,189 commented
december 24, 2023
yn
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yn well.
i kinda fucked up how we were supposed to share our love with the world but now that it’s out there, charles and only charles has my heart, forever.
i wrote a song when i was 15 about having a dream guy and losing him because life isn’t always so kind. though charles showed me that isn’t always true. to the man who makes me feel like the only girl in the world, you are the 1.
“the 1” out now on all platforms 💜💌🏩❗️
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charles_leclerc Proudest of you, Amour! Je t’aime💜
maxverstappen1 du du du du du Max Verstappen is better / kidding.
⤷ yn ngl… yeah.
ynsline “if my wishes came true, it wouldve been u” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
december 24, 2023
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charles_leclerc Spilling my guts, I love my girl! 💜
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yncharles 3 years and charles is still WHIPPED!
yn mwahhhhh loveu babe
⤷ landonorris Ew
⤷ yn me when i see u
⤷ landonorris wow
⤷ yn jk loveu lando no rizz
carlossainz55 Why does she not age. ⤷ charles_leclerc My pretty girl 💜
november 30, 2025
charles_leclerc instagram story :
#f1 fanfic#f1 imagines#formula 1#charles leclerc#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc x you#social media au#charles leclerc imagine#charles leclerc 16#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc one shot#charles leclerc imagines
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sunshine baby [2]
heyy you can find part one here!
yourusername posted to their story!
guys just woke up and have over 2,000 follow requests from people who love my boyfriend @bobby why the softlaunch
bobbyskeetz hahahahah Im prized goods but allll yours bobbyskeetz brb gonna go hardlaunch ya yourusername DONT YOU DARE
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yourusername a mad bittersweet week. some temporary goodbyes and I made my last coffee in THE BEST COFFEE SHOP IN DUBLIN, cause my boyfriend and his silly little band are in need of a piano player for a few gigs 🫣
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bobbyskeetz ooooohhhh yeeahhhhh lets GO
ryanmcmahon_15 thank you for making our little boys dreams come true
joshjenkinson_ fr its his first good idea in years bobbyskeetz jenkinson you can not ruin my mood ;)
yourbestfriend IM SO HAPPY THE WORLD IS GONNA SEE MY SUPERTALENTED BESTFRIEND
yourusername i am freaking out, that god the girlies get so distracted by the four handsome devils (liked by elijahhewson,bobbyskeetz, ryanmcmahon_15 and joshjenkinson_) yourusername its me I am girlies
yourfriend1 dinner was amazing as always! keep us in the know about touring life!!
yourfriend2 gonna miss the free coffees, and you ofc :(
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inhalerdublin we still can’t believe you nearly broke the floor at this one. the greatest fans in the world. it's great to be back!
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inhalerfan1 eli: "we're gonna ask you to please stop jumping, the floor is collapsing" hahahaa (73 likes)
inhalerfan2 we love you!!
inhalerfan3 who was on keys last night!?
inhalerfan1 I noticed they didnt introduce them, was defo not louis tho!
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yourusername like paris in FOURTY FIVE the whole world's waiting to come aliveeee 🕺🕺
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lewevans please please get over the shyness I have cute pictures of you that belong on inhalerdublin
yourusername hahaha im TRYING lewevans its also so refreshing taking pics of people that acc smile!! yourusername hahah they have a image to uphold you know this loll
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inhalerfanupdates GUYS i got a really clear pic of the girl who's on keys for the boys at the moment!! so then I did some digging and found this photo of her with the ryan and eli a year or two ago, do you think they're friends from home?
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inhalerfan1 no stop shes sooo pretty
inhalerfanupdates Ikr ! she seems really shy tho I think thats why the boys dont introduce her, cause they used to with louis...
inhalerfan2 I think I'm gonna make her a cowboy hat! welcome her to the inhaler family!!
bobbyskeetz added to their story!
life is pretty great rn. barcelona you're next !
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inhalerfanupdates this was sent in by inhalerfan2 who was at the barcelona show:
omg hi so Im just back from the inhaler show,they were obviously incredible! but I wanted to send you my pics of yn! who I made a cowboy hat for, she seems like the sweetest person ever, the first pic is her reading my sign (about making her a hat). then the second picture which is i think the most beautiful thing EVER, is her coming down to take it. after she stole josh's mic to thank me 😭💓
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inhalerfan1 wow she is gorgeous. what were the boys doing during all of this hahah
inhalerfan2 they were loving it haha kept laughing and all, think eli said something like "if only we knew all it took was a cowboy to get her to say hi" inhalerfan2 also rob had major heart eyes for her the whole time
inhalerfan3 WAIT remember the soft launch rob posted a few months ago, i think the instagram username that replied to him had the name yn in it!!
inhalerfan2 awww wait do you think they're dating inhalerfan1 let her cook!
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inhalerdublin we finally got the go ahead from our shyest (and sweetest) member of our crew! yourusername has been with us from the very beginning in music class and then in the recording studio for both albums, only felt right we got her on the road with us <33
📸 lewevans
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inhalerfan1 OH MY GOD SHES SO BEAUTIFUL
yourusername ahhh my gonna cry you're so SWEET
inhalerfan2 not so patiently waiting for her to make her account public...
yourusername hey gorgeous I think it'll be another while yet until I do that sorry !! <33
bobbyskeetz angel on the keys
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inhalerfan2 called me single in a thousand ways
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yourusername romance is not dead, if you keep it just yours.
last few weeks have been a dream thank you boys, particular this handsome devil !!
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bobbyskeetz ah would you stop! keep going...
elijahhewson 👍💪👊
yourusername old man you know what an emoji is??
yourbestfriend is he giving you back yet??
ryanmcmahon_15 never thought id see the day we'd get you on the band insta
yourusername me neither tbh, talk about some personal GROWTH! joshjenkinson_ feel like a proud mother 😭
bobbyskeetz added to their story!
home time with the don 💪
inhalerfan1 SHES SO PRETTY PASS IT ON
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#inhaler band#inhaler dublin#bobby skeetz#bobby skeetz imagine#robert keating#robert keating x reader#robert keating imagine#robert keating fic#inhaler fanfic#inhaler imagine
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Hello can i request mark as a boyfriend?
Thank you so much for requesting :)
Mark as a boyfriend
You two were friends
Not exactly best friends but you were comfortable with each other
After being caught up in work, mark felt bad because you two don't hang out anymore
It was for a kinda long period like two months
So mark decided to call you because he randomly thought about you
"Y/n, how about we hang out today? Kinda missed you haha :)"
And ofc you agreed to meet him because who wouldn't hang out with mark?
So he cleared his schedules for you
When he saw you for the first time after these months, he couldn't tell what changed about you, but you just became prettier and hotter
So when you talked, he would accidentally stare at you for too long and ask you to repeat what you said
That's when mark started falling in love gradually with you
In the following days, he would accidentally zone out thinking about it
He missed you a lot even though you guys literally text and face time every day
And you started hanging out more and more
Bro would be so awkward the more he falls in love
But it's cute
And the confession will be so cute actually
It will be a cherished but thought of as funny memory lol
Now moving on to bf mark
He would be so caring ???
He himself doesn't know that he's caring to the point of willing to help you with every little thing
Bro just discovered his protective nature and is kinda overwhelmed
Spends all his money on you
Like you suddenly realize how many accessories, clothing items you have
But you remember you didn't buy it
He just takes gift giving to the next level
Like literally ask for anything even a five million ring lol
You're so spoiled im jealous :(
WRITES. SONGS. ABOUT. YOU
No because imagine mark writing a song about you
Where he pours all of his emotions into his work
And you discover how romantic he is because boi where did you get these words from??
When you read it, you can't help but fold and melt lol
He would be so shy to show because he knows you will tease him
But it's actually so ??? You didn't know he loved you this much
He would say "i just wrote a song why you making a big deal.." but you definitely didn't notice the other sheets hidden there in his studio with the 'for y/n ♡' on them
Can i mention that when he's with you he actually melts?
Like he literally loves you so much
But he's so shy to form his love into words and demonstrate it
So it's a good thing he can write his feelings for you
On his phone, he has 'y/n tingz' in his gallery
Where he has pics of you doing anything
And it's what he looks at when he needs inspiration
127 and dream tease him so much its unbearable poor baby
Just save him from haechan lmao
Whe they meet you they're like "so you're y/n? Mark keeps blabbering about you all day" "mark is always talking about you like give us rest damn" "do you know that mark always talks about you in the group chat? I almost thought you were a new member"
And boi just turns into a tomato
He's also very funny
"Send a pic of your heart?" "Just say you want a boob pic" "no ma'am i asked for your HEART not my problem that it's behind your boobs 😤"
"My girlfriend didn't share her food with me :(((" "shut up mark you literally have your plate in front of you" "why so rude dude?? I can definitely tell you didn't MARK me in your heart"
"Did you just skip my song???" "No it's an nct song" "girl I'm in nct 😭" "wait you were in the sub unit for this song??" "Dude..." "not my fault youre in 23 member group"
"Mark can we hold hands?" "No I'm christian.." "why tf do you suddenly turn christian around me??! As if you don't write sex songs" "y/n????"
Anyways
You absolutely shake him up
He's extremely grateful that you're in his life
Like he just becomes a better version of himself everyday thanks to you
He also loves showing you off
Says "This is my girlfriend, y/n :)" so proudly
He also thinks that you deserve love
So he tries his best to shower you in love even if he's shy
He also thinks that you don't have to be insecure because you're so gorgeous
So he also makes sure that you're absolutely confident
He's very hardworking and wants to take his boyfriend role seriously
Provides for you
Because he really wants your relationship to develop into something more stronger
He treats you with a lot of respect
He's also fair, so you'll receive the same amount of love you give him
Gets lost in his thoughts while thinking about your future together
You're both his girlfriend and his best friend
He also acts confident all the time but on the inside, he's so scared that you'll find someone better and leave him
He has that hidden fear
So reassure him :(
Also
An attention seeker
He can't live without your attention
That's why the boys tease him by occupying you in their shit so you can forget about mark 😭
Poor boy doesn't realize that they're behind this at first
He'll think you're avoiding him and thinks too much deeply about the cause of this
"What did i do? 😟" so cuteeeee
Johnny is definitely the one behind all of this
Says the only way to make it for him is by cuddling
So he'll act in a cute way which is rare since he wants you to see him as mature
He's the cutest boyfriend ever awieeeeee
#nct#nct 127#nct fanfic#nct imagines#nct scenarios#nct x reader#nct fluff#nct u#nct mark#nct blurbs#nct reactions#nct boyfriend
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Then vs Now (November 2019 > November 2024)
Thank you for the tag @stalwart-spirit ! I think most have already done this, so I'll skip tagging anyone directly this time. This is an open invitation to tag me if you get inspired to make your own post tho! I'd love to see what everyone's blorbos used to look like ♥
Gasp, he barely looks different! Hawu'li's actually only ever had one hairstyle change - from the starter hairstyle to the one he has now - during which I also swapped his original forehead dot to the red makeup on the outer corners of his eyes. I did have him cosplaying Popola/Devola for like a month or two back when Tower released, but other than that his looks have been the same ever since that fateful day in post-HW patches where I got annoyed about his mullet clipping through his healer outfit ( ̄▽ ̄)"
Since I took the trouble to go digging through old screenshots for this tag game, I'll add some older extra pics and rambling under the cut~
Don't think I ever posted these here, but yeah I had a full Popola/Devola cosplay going on for couple of months after getting that top on patch day haha. Red hair looked pretty nice on him, but wearing anything blue felt weird while I had it, so sometime around when Paglth'an dropped I swapped back to his normal hair.
The True Oldest Screenshot I have of this game, taken Sept. 29 2019 while waiting for Nana (brd) to finish a quest so we could go do Praetorium for the first time (we started playing somewhere around mid-august). I didn't even know how to hide HUD back then, so pls ignore the uh, very weirdly set skill bars.
First meeting with the bratty red cat + first time I could measure Hawu'li next to the pretty blue elf (Dec 4th and Nov 26th). There's like 5+ pics from the CT questline of just... me parking Hawu'li next to G'raha and trying to mimic his pose lmao. I wasn't even shipping them back then, I just found it very fun that they are the same height + share the same face base (and tail).
Very zoomed in since this was from a cutscene, but the last pic I have of Hawu'li with his old hair AND literally the only shot I ever got where his little forehead dot is visible. His bangs covered it most of the time, so I chose to take it away when changing his hair. (Dec 4th, according to screenshot dates I changed his hair less than week later)
Some of the few good shots left of Maito (Jan 19th 2020 / Feb 15th / Feb 18th), my first alt who actually finished MSQ before Hawu'li (with whom I was waiting for friends). She no longer exists at all: she was fantasia'd to Yusui (her older brother) sometime during ShB patches, who in turn was later fantasia'd to Einn sometime after EW gave us bunnyboys. I sort of miss her sometimes (Einn has a retainer made with her characer creation save data but that's not quite same), and have thought doing some silly stuff and maybe merging her and Momo in some way, but we'll see if I ever actually go through with that.
#honestly hawu'li might've had the gyr abanian plait or pvp hair had i changed his hair later#or even form and function#plait was too pricey for a small sprout (as was form and function)#and pvp was scawwy and i didn't want to go there#so i picked the one cheap AND cute hairstyle i could pick lol#uhhhhh what else#hawu'li is smn in many of these bc while i started as whm and have been playing healer since then#i was scared of healing 8-man content for some reason#so i leveled smn for them lol#i should look through these old shots more lol#there's some really great ones from msq cutscenes#hawu'li has really emotive face so he gets some fun expressions during some cutscenes#also so many “two of them” pics lol#(he and g'raha often stand in identical poses near eachother during cutscenes which really reminds me of that meme)#tag games#purple catboy
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hi nakamura (i'm. not entirely sure which name you prefer to go by,,)
i. don't really know, personally, the depths of hurt that came from min leaving can't claim either. to understand what your going through right now
you both seem really close. it was always funny, to read ur asks that you'd send i remember reading the "happy morning" one you sent and it had like this image of a smiling kid for some reason, for like a solid 5 months i just thought "oh cool, so that's what they look like:0" before i looked back and thought, "huh wait. they always added (very funny, mind you) meme/pics to their asks. was that pic a meme too-?" and only then did i realize lmao
looking back on his responses, i can almost hear the amused tone or, however min would react. lol it was nice to see him talking to people who cared about him
im. not really sure what to say, without coming off as like.. pretentious.? but. if i can just assume for one second, from the asks they'd answer of yours, to everything i hear about min from all the people who know him, i. i. assume he really cared for you, and. i assume you cared for him as much.,
i dont. know your situation, at all. min had. already made up his mind when i even found his blog. so, just. i hope you'll be able to make a decision, you'll be. happy with
the future could get better. it could get worse i can't really see which one it'll be. i don't understand how close you and min were, at all but know. you arent alone im not sure, if you need to. understand or know someone to be there for them,but from the looks of it, min was. never really alone if he had you. so,i hope you also know your not alone there'are people here for you
im sorry. this is probably, meaningless to you in hindsight i just. yeah. in the end, whatever you choose is your decision but. your not alone im sorry if this comes off as assuming. please. feel free to ignore this ask, if it oversteps in anyway or is just uncomfortable. i know sometimes one might just want- to vent and let it all out and the to have that acknowledged or responsded to might be. uncomfortable i. hope i didnt come off that way
but .yeah,
nice to. meet you by thw way. O(∩w∩)O (im sorry the kaomoji is so out of place jhsjsh i just remembered that one ask u sent hh)
hi custard
it hurts that he's gone, obviously, and i just haven't been on Tumblr for a minute, so seeing everything again is having a terrible effect on my psyche (ill live though haha). im just super weird about him and i realize that uhh nobody really knows that. but I'm super . . weird about him and uhhh yeah and um i regret everything lol
im surprised you thought i was a young chinese boy :sob: but. i understand how you could make that.... mistake.....
did you know the :smile: :sob: thing is a discord reference? :sob: is 😭 and :grimace: is 😬. if you're on a phone and u type the emoji out it should probably pop up, and the same thing happened on discord so he. um would do that when posting on Tumblr too out of habit, and i guess it eventually became a Min-Pal staple haha
and yeah he definitely cares about me, and im mad at him because he cares about me and left me his emails and shit to take care of and he did that because he knew im. weird and needed more than old messages and tumblr posts and i . m glad he did do all that and i love having some stuff to hold onto like his Spotify but. it's just upsetting i guess, since you know, id rather have him.
its really funny seeing how other people view him, to me, at least, i guess since i got to see not just him being bad-pathetic but him bad-bad in general (and I'm not going to explain further than this, as i, despite claiming to find it funny, am happier than not that he died with a t least a somewhat positive. Uh. Perception.)
idk I'm not like, a great persoj, and i did Just let him die instead of going to unimaginable lengths. and I regret that everyday, but he was so steadfast. he just didn't care anymore , and he had me to talk to but it was like he didn't care about trying (because once he decided he'd died, what really mattered past that?) Ssorry this is all so congested and contradictory and I make no sense
and, id love to believe you when you say stuff like "you're not alone" but it's terrible because I really am. like it's out of personal fault, but even the people I feel as though I could go to for help, I coukdnt bring myself to,, not when it's anything Too serious,, not to mention the fact I just got dumped because he said I was 'unhealthy' (after 10 months of reassuring me that its ok if I am cuz he'll help... but that's. A whole different thing and has nothing to do with min and I'm just bitter and bringing him up out of.... bitterness.)
and im glad u left the ask mikey i really am
idk it's just kinda sweet. now I feel more like angel and saki..... Auuuhhuhhh
i don't know what to do in any regard currently though so I think I'm just gonna continue mourning something that's been gone for a year now. Someone. and being bitter and upset, and reminiscing and trying his memory into music I like (and emailing my bf. [not considering him an ex] [email cuz he blocked my number] obsessively until he decides to take me back)
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Hi!
Ah, thanks! I just had my final exam yesterday, it went well, and as soon as I’m done sending this, I’m loading the car up and getting on the road home.
I understand why sometimes it’s not for everyone to research bands. I can’t help but research them, and it can be sad and disappointing at times, but it does remind me that these guys are indeed imperfect humans. And it really makes me appreciate bands where there’s minimal drama, and a lot of love between the members all much more. One of my favorite bands recently imploded with drama practically out of nowhere, and it has been heartbreaking to watch it all go down.
All I know is with the indoor snowball fights in my family with the yarn snowballs, it spirals out into chaos and hysterical laughter every single time, and it seems the more senior family members get the craziest with it! We don’t usually do it at Christmas because of all the fragile decorations that might get knocked down, but it’s not a family birthday party until there’s an indoor snowball fight. There have been a few times where when we didn’t have the yarn snowballs wherever we were, and we just crumpled up tissue paper from gift bags and went at it. In some ways, I actually like that method better, because since we throw the tissue paper away when we’re done, the snowball fight ends with a little basketball game of trying to throw all the tissue paper balls into the trash can from across the room. Wish I could bottle the serotonin from that and give it to everyone, because the world needs more of it!
Ah. Well, I hope being at home will give you some good relaxation, even if there is some working involved. I’ll be working over break, too, but even while my job certainly has its tough days, and a certain subset of those days are tough because of parts of my job that can be sad, I do truly love my job, and I enjoy spending time with my work family when I’m home, as well as my true family. It’s extra special this year, because this summer, with how my school program works, I won’t be able to go home for a long break like I have in the past. Just one week at the end of the summer. So I’ll probably be very tired when I go home for Christmas next year, but it is worth it. And I enjoy being busy, anyway. It only takes me about three days home from school to start getting stir crazy if I don’t have something in particular to do!
Coming up with a menu is fun! I’m helping my mom with one too, for New Year’s Eve, because one of my cousins has a lot of food allergies. So we have to get creative each year to make something that everyone will like that she can eat, too. Is there anything in particular you’re looking forward to making?
I have two cats waiting for me back home -that I’ll be seeing when I get home this evening! One is a brown tabby, and the other is a longhaired lynxpoint -so she’s part tabby and part Siamese. Maybe I’ll send pictures of them after Christmas when I’m out of anonymous restrictions.
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Sorry I took so long to answer, these last few days before Christmas have been insane. I'm packing up to travel tomorrow :)
I'm glad to know you're probably home now and your final exam went well, also really glad to know you have that tradition in your family, I bet it's amazing! I wonder what you'd do if I were a part of your family, as my birthday is on Christmas lol. Probably do it a little before or a little after, or maybe in another location, right? When I was a kid we used to throw birthday parties, but we had to do it way before my actual birthday because, you know… otherwise no one would attend! I hope you're able to make the most of the holidays this year :)
I'm looking forward to making the panettone recipe that I learned this month. I've made panettone before, but this new recipe seems to be a lot more moist. Let's see if it works haha
I'd love to see the pics of your cats! What are their names?
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Good morning! It's 10:57am, January 30th of the year twenty-twenty-four.
Well, not much is new these days... Wait, what am I saying?!
Actually, I finally had my ears pierced, earlier this month to mark a milestone birthday. I quite love the studs that are in my ears right now, (synthetic) black opal. They flash green-ish. It's a vibe.
And I have a few pairs of earrings I've either bought for myself or had gifted to me by my mom and grandma, that I am also super excited to wear once my piercing holes are fully healed!
That, and I got my first tattoo a little over a week ago! I am beyond happy with it. I drew out the design two different times, with the second design being the one I was the most satisfied with. My tattoo artist managed to follow my design nearly exactly, so I'm hyped that I essentially have my own art on my body. Closest thing I could get to actually tattooing it on myself, haha. (Maybe one day, we'll see...)
Picture/video updates are going on my public/professional Artist's Instagram. Yeah, I guess I'm being a tease.
P. S.: Virtual cuddles + kisses for my one and only. I'm trying to cherish the dwindling number of days that you can be in one place.
P. P. S.: I did this guided meditation earlier (as soon as I woke up), that really helped me to clarify why I regret and hate myself for feeling regret. Jay Shetty, you da real MVP today. Apparently I am human, though. I love deeply, some people will feel the same way back and be obvious about that, and I also value loyalty so some relationships stay as friendships for good reason. Some relationships of my past, if they went beyond friendship, fizzled out if they were problematic to begin with but some also ended because I intentionally stopped putting in the effort. I've made mistakes but the important thing is that I continue to find ways to learn from them.
P. P. P. S.: Someone who devotes attention and effort to their relationship with you, even after you've completely fucked up, is the kind of person you want in your life forever.
P. P. P. P. S.: This one is an angry rant of a post-script. Fucking just stop. Being photographed with someone problematic doesn't automatically make another person a problematic person. The problematic person needs to take accountability, it has nothing to do with the other person just standing there and enjoying something else. I'm saying this because I saw someone I used to follow "Like" a reblog, with screenshots of an article that included pics of Taylor standing next to one of the Mahomes brothers - the original blogger's message was incredibly critical and basically demanding that Taylor needs to make a statement regarding some made-up connection to said brother, who is accused of something socially and morally unacceptable. Like, excuse me, since when is it Taylor's responsibility for some guy's reprehensible actions? She is seen in a picture with him, it doesn't mean she knows everything about him or even talked to him. Fucking stop preying on her privacy. You're the reason she feels like her life is inspected and critiqued under a microscope. Stop expecting her to be perfect and on top of all the bullshit news that you are making up about her. (I am fuming and I hate ending my blog post on this sentiment, but don't worry about it - I'll be fine eventually.)
#amanda4love#I'm Good If Youre Good#Taylor Swift#privacy#post-scripts#predators#earrings#tattoos#anger#protection#reflections on love#protective
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survey #179
Do you eat or drink as soon as you wake up, or do you wait a while? I get water immediately, and then 30 minutes after I take my thyroid medication, I eat breakfast and may get a drink that isn't water.
Tell me about some of your interests. I love animals and learning about/interacting with them, being artistic (writing, drawing, photography, etc.), exploring nature (at least I will again once my legs are 100%), watching YouTube, various social accounts, listening to music, playing video/computer games...
What's your favourite kind of Oreo? Double stuffed ones. I actually checked what there were, and I can basically guarantee my favorite would probably be mega stuffed, but I don't thiiink I've tried those. My favorite Oreo product are the Oreo Cakesters though, I used to be FUCKING OBSESSED with them and would still snatch them up real quick if I wanted something Oreo-based.
Do you play any games on your phone? If so, tell me about one. I only play Pokemon GO, it's all I have space for. I already have to clean out my phone before trying to update the game.
Do you have more male or female coworkers? I'm unemployed.
What's the longest stretch of time you've spent completely alone? Over a month, maybe closer to two, when my mom went up to New York in her mom's twilight weeks.
Do you use Instagram? If so, what's your current profile pic? Yes. My personal one is my favorite pic of me when I had red hair.
What are your thoughts on kids being given iPads to keep them entertained? I think it's fine to a degree. I do support limiting screen time; I would never want a kid to grow up as reliant on technology as I am; I do think it's important that we humans know how to stay in the current moment with what's in front of us, and computers and the like definitely do not do that.
[TW: SUICIDE] Have you ever thought about giving up on life completely? Well, considering I tried to kill myself,
Have you seen the entire Harry Potter series? I've never seen a single full movie, and I have exactly zero intent on watching a single one because I will not in ANY sort of way support the work of a hateful, haughty as actual fuck terf, her work can rot in history for all I care.
Do you still have both of your parents? Yes technically, but my dad plays an astronomically smaller part in my life than Mom. I barely see him. I love him regardless of that, though, but I know he's not a grade-A parent.
Do you play video games? I do, but nowhere near as much as I used to, and I've found that I tend to have more fun with them when playing with others, when I used to prefer single-player stuff. Ironically, the only game I regularly play nowadays is WoW, and in THAT game, I very much prefer doing things by myself, despite it being an MMO.
Do you have the same color eyes as your mother? No, hers are brown and mine are grayish blue.
Have you ever been put to sleep for surgery? Yeah, twice.
Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? Not one that was even remotely realistic; we hadn't had full-on sex but my period was missing so I was freaking out over how foreplay stuff might make me an extremely small statistic of getting pregnant without proper sex. Safe to say, I wasn't pregnant haha.
When was the last time you went bowling? Ha, I haven't been bowling since Girt and I tried dating the first time, in like... 2017, I think that was. I'm kinda thinking maybe we should do it again, this time on our second anniversary; I think that'd be cute and fun.
Do you personally know anyone who is transgender? I know a handful of trans people.
When was the last time you spent over $100 in one transaction? What did you buy? Months ago when I got my tattoo finished.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Would you judge a grown adult for doing so? No, I sleep with a real cat. I wouldn't judge someone for that at all, I did it too before I got Roman. I like hugging stuff in my sleep, nowadays I very often fall asleep kinda like hugging myself.
Would you describe yourself as fashion-conscious, or do you just wear whatever feels comfortable? I definitely wear whatever the hell I want. I'm more so conscious of how others see my body, so I never do anything more revealing than a tank top. I don't have that sort of confidence.
What are the main two colours in the room you’re currently in? Did you pick these colours out yourself? It's really just beige-ish with white doors and window outlines. We didn't pick any of the colors in this house.
Do you have piercings anywhere except your ears? How many and where? Yeah, I have a vertical labret in my bottom lip. I want way more, it's just that they're far from my priority right now.
What’s your opinion on leggings as pants? I don't give a shit, I've definitely done it. All the leggings I've seen really aren't revealing if they're appropriately sized????
Who was the last person you were in love with for more than a year? Girt, still in love with him.
Do you have a secret life? I wouldn't call it a secret "life," that makes it seem like a bigger, more important part of my general existence than it is, but I very much keep the fact I enjoy feral animal forum RPs an extremely strict secret because I feel so awkward and judged about it. Barely anyone in my real life knows; just my mom, my boyfriend, and maybe Nicole. Possibly Dad, but I'm very doubtful he remembers that. It's insane, I feel like I anticipate WAY more "omg that's weird you're weird" judgment than it would actually get, but seriously, I can't even talk in person about it to anyone, like even my own mother barely knows the details. I'll cry and feel like puking and I also get VERY snappy and like, innately defensive. My embarrassment response is so goddamn strong that it majorly affects my life, not just in this topic, even.
Have you ever seen the last person you kissed without a shirt? Yeah, that's socially acceptable for a dude anyway.
Do your parents know EVERYTHING about you? Oh definitely not.
Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? Chocolate!
If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be? Right nostril redone. It'd be like... the third time lmao.
The last time you held a baby: Not since my three-year-old niece was an infant.
Does your mom eat meat? Yes.
What would be your reaction if one of your parents said they were having another kid? My mom's entire reproductive system is out lol, not to mention she's way past menopause. I'd be very shocked if Dad said that; it's extremely unlikely his wife hasn't gone through menopause too, sooo I'd like to know who the hell the mom was.
What fish scares you the most? Probably stonefish, they're hard to see and extremely venomous.
How do you feel about snails? I think they're VERY cute, but I don't really wanna touch them; slimy is a texture I absolutely despise, and to this day I have a fear response to slugs because of being slimy and way less cute than snails lmao.
If you were told by a professional that you were unable to become pregnant, how would that affect you? Is there something important to you about conceiving a biological child rather than adoption? And finally, if you even want to have children, would you choose adoption or surrogacy or would you go on childless? I would honestly be very relieved lol, protection wouldn't be a big deal then but more importantly, I never have to really decide if I want to have a baby; so, I can't make the wrong choice/have no chance of fucking a kid up. I personally am very disinterested in adoption, I'd need the kid to be mine and/or my partner's to bond to it properly, I think.
Are you physically affectionate with your friends? With hugs, yes, absolutely. I don't go beyond hugging my friends though, maybe a kiss on the forehead if they're crying or something.
Do you kill spiders when you see them? No.
What’s your favorite makeup brand/brands? I know almost nothing of any, save for Jeffree Star's seeing as I like him as a person and respect his work being purely vegan/cruelty-free. He as a person has evolved more than probably any other celebrity I've seen. I've never actually used a product of his though, that is NOT money I have lmao.
What fictional creature would you like as a pet? A faerie dragon from World of Warcraft. They're the cutest goddamn things I've ever seen in fantasy, and I was ECSTATIC when they finally became tameable pets for the hunter class, esp because I regularly play the class, and of course I keep mine in my pet party always lol.
Have any local businesses closed that you’re sad about? Yeah, Highway Diner.
How do you feel about TikTok? No opinion, I've never even opened the site once.
Any current trends you dislike? Crocs. They're hideous and always will be hideous.
If you had three daughters, what would you name them? Miquella (me-kell-uh) Lynn is the one I'd really like IF Girt and I ever do have a kid, then Alessandra (not sure of middle name), then I guess probably Cheyenne, just in respect to his heritage. Or Justine, another feminine name I adore. Three kids is absolutely not happening, though; I doubt even one will, it's smarter for both of us.
Would you ever adopt a child? The one and only case I can imagine myself doing this is if I got in the very unlikely situation of marrying a person who already has a child and the other parent isn't involved. But me dating someone already with a kid is very unlikely, it's absolutely not my preference.
Do you like your name's meaning? lol no, it's literally just "of Britain," and a bitch ain't ever set foot in Britain.
Do you and your mom look like sisters? Not really; that's the case with her first child though, Katie, like to the point it's kinda scary lol. You look at pictures or literally see them together, and you KNOW immediately that they're mother and daughter; hell, you probably WOULD guess sisters if Mom was younger, the age gap is clear by now.
Are you the same height as your mom? Apparently she's like, half an inch taller than me.
Do you know anyone named Travis? I knew a Travis, but I haven't known anything about him since high school.
[TW: DOMESTIC ABUSE] Did your parents abuse you? No. My dad used to scare me as a kid, but he was never literally abusive. I think.
What is something you've learned to never take for granted? My mom being alive and an incredible parent that keeps me safe and cared for.
Tell me about something significant that happened to you in the past week. This isn't REALLY "significant," but after two fuckin years I've finally set foot in my boyfriend's room, lmao. It's always been messy and he's just never wanted me to see it, so in an incredible act of love for me he tidied it up apparently lol. I thought his room was actually pretty cozy.
What subjects do you like to read about? Meerkats and their behaviors. Rammstein history/their stories together.
What is the name of the last book you bought? Darkstalker by Tui T. Sutherland, I believe. I got all the mainline WoF books that are currently out last Christmas, but Darkstalker is like a side-story of a major character. Best book in the series so far, to me.
If you could change one thing about your home, and money was no issue, what would it be? Wood floors, probably. Our carpet is like this dirty pink color and it's honestly hideous; Mom especially hates it.
Are there any (obviously fictional) villains you can't help but love? Stiiiiill Darkiplier, please his story makes me cry. Very much like the whole else of the WoW fanbase too, I love Arthas Menethil/the Lich King, but if you know anything about the franchise, you saw that answer coming lol, it's common knowledge. Alessa Gillespie from Silent Hill can also be considered a villain, and she is Everything
Can you name a villain who you could kind of side with? ^ Alessa haha
What color eyes does your significant other (or crush) have? (If applicable.) Brown.
Does anything around your home need repairing? Yes, specifically one of the beams holding the front porch up; it's very weathered and almost looks termite-eaten, but thank god that's apparently not the cause. I can't remember what is.
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Haha, if she wasn’t already his girlfriend he would have definitely teased her about the part where she used the term 𝐖𝐄 when speaking about the birthdays he’s missed over the years. But Mulan is definitely right, after everything that’s happened the three of them do deserve a little R&R and what better place to do it than to go over to Tokyo..hmm maybe he shouldn’t have gotten rid of the bike. Then again, one motorbike wouldn’t be enough to take three people plus luggage into Tokyo.
━━ ❝ 𝐀 𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝? ❞ That’s DEFINITELY something she has to show him when they got there, or maybe tell him about the ideas she wanted for the blade, sheathe and the guard. Weapons were also things that Yusuke had a fascination for weapons as well as wrestling. “Tell me more about it when we get there…yeah how will we get there?” Yusuke wondered. The first thing his mind came up with was public transportation..but after all the excitement over the course of that one week he wondered if magic of disney world wouldn’t drain from them by then and turn them into rather ‘sluggish’ people.
“Don’t worry about it Yusuke, we have a rental.” (‘Teehee I still got it’) Atsuko spoke, but then had her little moment of internal monologuing to grace into the vanity of what types of discounts she could get away with thanks to not just her looks but overall charm against working men. The car she’s managed to rent was nothing fancy as its only purpose was to get them from point A to B and back.
“Way t’ go Mom. IF that’s all then I say we head on over there now. I can’t wait t’ get those watches.” His hands began digging into his pockets until he felt his cellphone and pulls it out. “I’ve gotta start deletin’ shit I don’t need so I can get enough pics of the place.” Haha he couldn’t wait to rub this into Kuwabara and Kurama’s face, though maybe one day it would be nice to go there with the guys one day too. It’s definitely something to think about. “Either way..I’m guessin’ I’m the only one that needs t’ pack.”
Yusuke really was the only one that didn’t know abut this trip so it made sense to HIM that the women had already packed their things in preparation..and with the place being covered for the month there wasn’t any rush to try and hunt down ANOTHER part-time job for him to get fired from because of the complaints regarding his absences. Ghosts and yokai always typically tend to attack whenever he was on the clock..definitely would be best if he was his own boss…
she was so excited to give him this present, especially after everything he had been through over the past three years. she knew that this trip away with his mom and herself would be a refreshing one and she had saved enough for them to splurge a little on their vacation away with one another. ❝ well... consider this a birthday present that is celebrating the last three years that we missed together. ❞ she said as she excitedly watched him open the leader and gleefully took notice as his features shifted from curiosity to shock and lastly pure joy.
❝ Urameshi Yusuke you are going to an all expense paid vacation to Disney Japan ! we are going to Tokyo for a week, the hotel tickets are already there and there is a meal plan too that is included and pass hopers... so we can visit all the parks and stay late. Okāsan already knows and has everything planned with me. so all you have to do is pack and get in the car so we can get a move on. ❞ she paused before leaning forward, ❝ rent is taken care of so you don't have to worry about it for next month. we wanted you to not have to worry and only just enjoy. so all that you need to do now, is go pack and by dinner tonight you will be having a birthday celebration with a certain mouse ! ❞
she nodded excitedly, her hands clapping in joy over the fact he was so ecstatic to go. ❝ i am not. truthfully, i was going to get a custom made samurai sword but Okāsan said no, so then we were planning on what to do when one of us started humming a disney song and the idea sprung from there. ❞ pausing for a moment she grinned as she motioned to the tickets, ❝ wait until you see the watch they give us as passes for everything. its so cool and very much your style ! ❞
#❛ rp ━ all these bitches comin' but i'm stayin' at the ready.#❛ au ━━ heard you turned it up to 99 well bitch you gettin' betty'd.#❛ yulan ━━ i wanna tell you how i feel but i just wish i could.#adversitybloomed#queue
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Another request because ✨yes✨
Trans!reader (ftm) → Showing up with a tattoo representing them? (For example; Showing Philza a tattoo that represents him)
AIKE, that's adorable-
You're giving me such creative liberty with the tattooes dodbddkdk
Hope you enjoy <3
DSMP react to Reader having a tattoo about them
Includes: Dream, Georgenotfound, Sapnap, Badboyhalo, Skeppy, Quackity, Karl Jacobs, Wilbur Soot, C!Philza, C!Technoblade, Nihachu, Eret, Punz, FoolishGamers, Awesamdude
Click Here before requesting, please ^^
Reader: Male (ftm) - He/Him (even tho the pronouns are not mentioned much :'D)
Dream: Smiley Face Blob
It's a very simple tattoo, that's true, but for some reason to Dream it means a lot. It's also very adorable and he loves it. But it does boost his ego a bit, so be careful haha
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George: Mushroom with gogles
He at first looked at it and was like "Ok, cool lmao", but after you told him it was about him he got very exited. Like "Wait me? That's me? Hold on, let me take a pic, I need to show EVERYONE"
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Sapnap: Panda with a bandana
Like George, he gets all exited and giddy. Will literally start jumping around because he's so happy. He'll like tweet about it and just brag that you chose him to get a tattoo after haha
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Bad: Muffin with horns and a halo
You got the tattoo in celebration for his song "Muffin". After the song was released, you showed him and he couldn't stop chuckling from how happy he was. He even considered taking one, but he got too scared
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Skeppy: his Minecraft skin
He at first thought it was a joke, or like one of those tattoo's that last a week or month. But when you told him that it was permanent he felt very touched, even if he did joke about how you'll have him with you forever
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Quackity: Las Nevadas chip
He came with you to get the tattoo because you needed "moral support", but instead you just wanted to surprise him. Once he saw the tattoo he was shocked but very happy; might've said "pog" at least a thousand times out of shock haha
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Karl: g swirl (the one he has on his mc skin)
Such a tiny and almost unnoticed tattoo held so much meaning to Karl. He couldn't stop looking and caressing it cause he thought it wasn't real
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Wilbur: "It was never meant to be"
This is one of the most famous Wilbur quote, and obviously you had to get a tattoo of it. When Wilbur first saw it he let out a laugh; not in a mocking matter, more in disbelief, but he does secretly love it even if he doesn't out right say it
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C!Philza: Crow with a hat
He found the tattoo a bit funny and quiet adorable, even if he does question why you would have a tattoo of him
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C!Technoblade: Axe of Peace
You got the tattoo as a thanks for what Techno did for you by keeping you safe from the fight no matter what happened. And he found it quiet amazing, he just stared at it happily. But he does make fun of you a bit tho, it's in his blood to do so
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Nihachu: Mermaid tail
You wanted to represent her in the OSMP, and the tattoo had very nice pastel pink and blue colors. Niki fell in love with it instantly and even got it matching with you
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Eret: Flamingo w/ a crown
It's her signature animal basically, so Eret found it very cool and she thanked you for even showing it too her
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Punz: Bee w/ a chain
Punz couldn't help but let out a chuckle when he first saw it, his thumb gently gracing over the tattoo. He really liked it and even braged about it on twt. I imagine him and Sapnap having a fight on which one is better 😂
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Foolish: Totem of Undying
You at first joked with Foolish that if he ever got the powers of a totem of undying you would get a tattoo of it. And once he did get them you got the tattoo, which he was surprised about because he thought you were joking. But he does love it
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Sam: Creeper w/ crown
He did a live stream just to show off your tattoo, that's how happy Sam was. He really couldn't believe you actually got a tattoo of him, but he appreciates it very much
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I'm editing and just noticed that I forgot Charlie and Aimsey, but I don't have much time to add them cause I'm tired, sorry :'D
#dreamsmp#dsmp#mcyt#dream smp x reader#dsmp x reader#mcyt x reader#dream x reader#georgenotfound x reader#sapnap x reader#badboyhalo x reader#quackity x reader#karl jacobs x reader#wilbur soot x reader#philza#technoblade x reader#nihachu x reader#eret x reader#punz x reader#foolishxreader#awesamdude x reader#beescenarios
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Tokyo Rev boys with a S/O who runs an ONLY FANS ACCOUNT
pairings: multiple tr boys x you (f!reader)
note: came up with this idea a while ago and wanted to write for more boys that I’m horrendously down bad for 😩 ty for reading (I’m not super informed on OF so I apologize in advance if anything is inaccurate pls lmk)
after scrolling mindlessly thru the tl, they immediately see you post a suggestive photo of yourself wearing some cat ears with a choker accompanied with super sexy black lingerie and instantly clicked subscribe, becomes your #1 supporter and even tries to pay you extra if you message them, they also love how accommodating you are to their requests and will always praise you and the work you put into your streams (instantly busts whenever you give them a shout out during their livestream)
Shinichiro, kazutora, takemichi, akkun, hakkai, kakucho, Souya
knew prior about your work and didn’t become too interested about what exactly you posted. They are aware of the amount of subscribers you have but aren’t phased by it bc they’re the ones who get to lick that pretty pussy of yours while you moan their names begging for more. Sometimes they think that they oughta show the viewers how you like to get fucked if they ever dare to think they have a shot with you. You aren’t opposed to that idea if that means you’ll make more money AND post up more content.
DRAKEN, Mikey, Ran, Hanma, Nahoya, BAJI, Wakasa, KOKONOI
is super possessive about what you post, making sure your face isn’t revealed only because they think your viewers aren’t worthy of seeing your beautiful features and the faces you make after you cum. Those expressions are only reserved for them and will make sure it stays that way. They’re okay with other things such as voice audios and teasers for your next post. They’re also in a lot of the pictures you take. If you have a post with leather straps around your body they’ll make sure there’s a clear view that they’re the ones holding you by a leash. A titty pic? No prob, their hands are the ones grabbing or massaging them during a video you posted.
Rindou, Hanma, Kisaki, Sanzu, Mikey, Izana
was supportive from the start, and even helps you come out with themes for each month. Halloween season? Say less baby they’re already planning out cosplays for you to wear for the month. Sometimes they’ll ask if they can print out some of their favorite photos of you from your account bc they can never get enough of your body. They definitely have your nudes kept as polaroids ;) they also like to brag about how you’re the one who’s the breadwinner while they get to gladly stay in and be malewives. Will fight ANYONE who dares to talk shit on your job.
Chifuyu, Kazutora, Senju, Mitsuya, Shinichiro, HANMA
Ok they’re just incredibly down bad for you in general but when you’re working they’ll get a notification about your post and they’ll drop the HORNIEST comment and will try to one up every person who’s also commenting. They’ll drop something like “damn ma that pussy so wet lemme drown in it” or “your thighs are heavenly… can you tell me I deserve to die while having you crush me with them?” Or “can’t wait till I get to rip off that pretty little bra of yours and pound you until you can’t remember your own name” but then you get home and they’re just super soft for you and make you tea after a hard days work <3
Shinichiro (he’s all talk HAHA), Chifuyu, Baji, Peh, Yamagishi
#tokyo manji gang#shinichiro x reader#baji x reader#chifuyu imagines#chifuyu x reader#rindou x y/n#tokrev kazutora#wakasa x reader#rindou x reader#ran x reader#souya x reader#nahoya x y/n#hanma x reader#kisaki x reader#takemichi x you#senju x y/n#kokonoi x you#kazutora x reader#mitsuya x you#draken x reader
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TOH HOLLOW MIND SPOILERS;
(those are just my reactions from the beggining of an episode till the very end)
— poor hunter doesn't know what the bananas are and has to pretend that he doesn't care
— oo luz teaches king spanish!!
— teenage rebellion
— run hunter run or otherwise you'd have to face your trauma soon
— the way she just yelled "hunter!" and he already knew what's going on. he looks so disappointed and as always tired
— went well
— *laughs* "you want to prove that my uncle is evil" damn could he be even more traumatized?
— of course he read alot about this subject. from "ugh how could you" he kinda quickly switched to "ooooo" nerdy
— he looks so happy
— he never found out what happend to the previous one you say? HMM I GUESS HE PROBABLY JUST RETIRED AND LIVED HAPPILY FOR SUREE
— "darius looks so sad here" is there a chance that he knows what happend to previous golden guard and this is why he's part of the rebellion?
— BELOS OH NO
— smol belos hwh
— he actually felt something after he touched that palisman
— oh NO eyEbAllS
— so easy to scare indeed
— omg i love how much he cares about flapjack
— "ⁱ ᵗᵒˡᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ˢᵗᵘᶠᶠ" he said softly while behind him we have a pic from he's childhood where he haves obvious human ears CAN SOMEONE TURN BACK AND LOOK AT IT GOODAMIT
— "i love you" hvdjsvxsbhdjdhshsbsjxhd hunter said that he loves flapjack hunter said that he loves flapjack
— kid belos is so cute
— never done anything worthy appearing guilt sure
— lil nod
— flapjack in an owl house
— hooty the protection system
— DARIUS THATS DARIUS DARIUS AND RAINE AND EVERWOLF GODDAMIT I LOVE THIS EPISODE
— darius actually cares about hunter omg
— another golden guard oh man that's getting harsh
— greater good sure
— he's so classic british evil (don't get me wrong all you british people out there i'm just taking about *kind* of evil like all of those colonizers
— hunter is not fun of dying
— show for kids
— hunter is in denial
— creepy belos
— COLLECTOR OMG FINALLY
— hunter in the memory
— "not as long as he stays on the right path" pls hunter don't die
— well how can you be in denial now huh?
— hunter grimwalker confirmed? HUNTER GRIMWALKER COMFIRED
— "it hurts every time he chooses to betray me" now it's just sad
— found family trope? it's kinda bit to soon for that luz
— oh fuck dead golden guard gallery
— the inner belos is a child. there's living monster made out of the dead palismans in the emperor's mind. that's.. interesting.
— yay my youtube just lagged, waiting for the rest in that important moment cool
— okay, back again
— ⁿO DON'T
— why-
— he's killing those palismans again
— did they changed the actor to philip now? can't tell
— i feel so bad for hunter this is just painful now
— "it wasn't wild magic, wasn't it?" he sounds like he's gonna cry and i want belos dead
— yes he's a grimwalker ladies, gentlemen and all of the other genders we were right
— "you looked the most like him" is he talking about he's brother
— witch hunting did he named hunter cause of witch hunting if so hunter should legally change his name to caleb
— haha philip wittabane goes wild
— "no no no no no" actually yes
— HE ALWAYS KNEW
— his not just belos he's philip lmaoo
— king is worried
— RAINE BRINGED FLOWERS DID THEM
— belos needs more human friends in this world huh
— he changed his form to philip HE DID
— "better version of an old friend" does he mean his brother or not i don't need sleep i need answers!!
— he's evil lmao
— hunter yesss
— i mean.. at least flapjack is alive
— that's called panic attack sweetheart
— pain
— pain
— pain
— that's awful i really do feel bad for him i really do
— we the hell are they standing outside we need darius to help hunter
— and that's it?
— why isn't there more
— we need more
— pls hunter come back he's going to catch you there
— okay so that's it? that's it. and there wouldn't be more episodes for another month. they just left us with a cliffhanger. cool.
#hunter the golden guard#hunter the owl house#toh hunter#golden guard#hunter owl house#the golden gaurd#the owl house#the golden guard#the owl house incorrect quotes#toh incorrect quotes#hollow mind#oh nooo#why why why#toh spoilers#hollow mind review#toh flapjack#fuck belos#i hate belos so fucking much that i'm gonna hit him with idk knives#hunter needs therapy#grimwalker#toh theory#toh darius#raine toh#toh eberwolf#inner belos#hunter toh#the owl house hunter#wittabane#luz noceda#king
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Questions Answered
I have gotten quite a few questions in my ask inbox and DMs. a lot of them are a very similar vein and I haven’t answered them because been busy with the holidays. Now I have a bit of time I thought I’d smash some out (still feel free to DM me if these answers create more questions or you had one I didn’t answer)
Q1) Do you take roids/plan on taking roids? A1) No, and I don’t think I ever will. For a few reasons, 1 being I like the idea of being natty even if it means Ill never really reach my goal and 2 being my family already has some thinks like heart disseise that is genetic and I don’t really feel like dealing roids onto the table Q2) How long have you been working out/ Why didn’t you start earlier A2) consistently I have been working out for about a 8 months, although a lot of that has been learning what I am doing and studying form so I can push myself in 2023 without injury. As for why I didn’t start earlier I grew up in a remote community in the outback and we didn’t have a gym, I learnt what bodybuilding was about 18/19 and push ups only get you so far, but now I live closer to civilisation and am trying to get my grind on. Q3) what kind of guys do you like other than bodybuilders? would you date a twink? A3) I like other kinds of guys, a bloke doesn’t have to be a bodybuilder to catch my fancy but he does need to be into fitness and lifting and that’s more out of a shared interest thing. I want to date a guy who’ll work out with me and push me in the gym, go on hikes with me and other stuff and just in my experience twinks aren’t for me. Q4) do you have a picture of what you wanna look like? A4) yep,
again unknown how close I’ll ever get to my goal going full natty but my plan is to put on as much muscle as I can naturally gain.
Q5) do you want to compete A5) I have thought about it, it’d just be a minor thing, nothing too big but possibly? don’t really know yet. But I do know I definitely want a poser when I have some more mass, those things are fucking hot.
Q6) will we ever get pics? A6) probably not. Sorry for people who wants pics of my progress but no. I dunno there may be a chance in the future when I like my body a bit more but even then I’d need to be careful as I am studying for a government job.
Q7) do you have other fantasies or just muscle growth? A7) yeah, a few others. It kind of came out of no where a few weeks ago but race change, the idea of staying the same person but at the same time becoming an entirely different person is very hot to me. Also sweat and B.O
Q8) Do you actually want to be sweaty all the time? A8) in fantasy yes, but I know in reality that is not possible with work. However there is nothing stopping me from hitting the gym and enjoying the stink for a few hours after. Not to mention it takes about 20-30 minutes of scrubbing to even wash it out because I am hairy as and it gets stuck. [as a bonus answer same goes for burping, I know I wouldn’t be able to forever but there is something about it that makes me feel sexy when I’m belching after a work out]
Q9) can I fund your growth for pics? A9) I’ve had a fair few guys message me asking if I have a pateron or somewhere they can send me money to see my progress and fun my progress and whilst the gym is expensive no, but unlike the pics in general where I dunno if ill get to a point of liking myself to post pics I don’t think I’ll ever make a pateron to fund my progress. Q10) what is something you think you’ll do when you get bigger? A10) Flex and wear underwear haha, once I start getting bigger I definitely see myself flexing in the mirror in my underwear for at least an hour a day. Hopefully one day Ill have the perfect storm of being big, having a massive pump, sweating up a storm and belching out my protein bloat.
Hope all the people who have been waiting for their answers got their questions answered. If not or if you have more you can always send in an ask or DM me.
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Ok so… I saw Louis yesterday 😭 tbh I’m still processing it because he is the first concert I attended to in years and I was very anxious about it 🫣 I wasn’t sure what to expect but it’s easy to say that Louis exceeded my expectations by miles!! This will be long 🫠
It all started a few months ago when Ceci @uruwhy gave me the idea to go Buenos Aires’ concert, since at the moment Peru wasn’t in the tour. I obviously say yes since I didn’t want to miss the chance to see him live and I started to arrange my trip and holiday so I could also have some days in the city.
Months passed and the day finally arrived!!! Me and Ceci arranged to stay at the same hotel and spend a day together, which was lovely!! We met Friday night… hugged as if we were friends from many years, walked through one of the main’s streets and just talk and talk and talk! The next day she joined me in the Bombonera’s stadium tour and we took lots of pictures in Caminito, a colourful place 💛🧡 we had lunch and then took the subte (underground) towards the venue!!! There were many Louies wearing merch there too, which indicated us we were in the right train 😂
We arrived and saw a VERY VERY LONG LINE!! Like… seas of people!! We obviously realised we weren’t going to be in the front 🪦 but we were chilling, just enjoying our company and trying to buy merch… when we see a commotion! A lot of louies were running and screaming so we also run towards that direction and we saw OLI!!!! Who is so HOT!!!!! He was unbothered hahah he didn’t pay attention to our screams but he is just… hotter than we expected! He looked so good in white and his cap.
We also met Vane @lou1e ❤️❤️ who is so sweet and kind!! I’m so happy that she was at the barricade in the Paraguay show! She truly deserved it!!! ❤️
After that special moment we decided to eat and drink something before the show so we wouldn’t get hungry during the concert. After that we saw people were starting to enter the venue so we patiently waited to our turn to enter. Paz was singing and she was so lovely!! Like she seemed so nice and excited for the opportunity! So sweet and her voice is so good!! We truly enjoyed her set!! After we were extra anxious because only 1:30h for Louis 😭 Sunroom came and the crowd went wild! We were concerned because the venue was very very warm and there was no aircon nor ventilation so it was understandable that some fans were feeling poorly and fainted 😭 fortunately security reacted quickly and could help them.
Then Louis came and we just SCREAMED LIKE CRAZY!!! Like I think I couldn’t believe it! We weren’t super close but I could clearly see his face and his curves and everything! He sounds so perfect!! It amazed me how PERFECT he sounded!! Like so much better than the album 😭 my baby 😭 I felt like a proud mother tbh 😂 the crowd was so LOUD!!! I’m pretty sure I’m dead hahaha I also had a sore throat because I didn’t stop screaming with everything I got! It’s been a while since I’ve felt this carefree and the adrenaline stay with me during the whole night!! It was a crazy experience! There were times I couldn’t hear Louis because the crowd was mega loud 😭 there was a moment when everyone was chanting Perfect Now except for me and ceci since we were screaming Just Hold On 😂 and then we thought he forgot to take the picture so I yelled: Y LA FOTO??? So obviously Louis listened to me since shortly after that he said: ok let’s take a pic 🫣
The concert ended way too soon 😭 me and Ceci walked through the streets feeling so sad it was over 😭 but the funny thing was that our night wasn’t over since our taxi driver played us Louis’ music during our trip and we talked about him and hopefully we turn him into a Louie since he seemed a Harrie 🪦 and maybe a Larrie??? Haha I think the bald man knew way too much 😂
Thank you so much @uruwhy for your friendship and for being so lovely!! We’ll see each other SOON!!! I promise!!! ❤️

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troublemaker
― dancer youtubers!lee heeseung x gn!dance major!reader
sparks fly when the top two dancers on youtube collab!
genre: slow-burn fluff, s2l
wc: 3.9k (omg i'm sorry) + 2 twitter pics
warnings: probably some wrong dance terminology, slightly suggestive (the dance is just 😳), short timeskip, it's cheesy please bear with me
part of my youtuber enhypen series, the fifth upload! feel free to read on its own~ ♞──────────────────────────♞
you finish off your last move with your arms wide open, your chest heaving up and down from lack of breath. smiling nevertheless, you know you absolutely love the feeling of getting your breath taken away after dancing because you know it meant you did your best. you walk towards the camera lens and peek at the comments through your open laptop.
"did you all enjoy that?" you ask breathlessly grinning. the flooding comments are filled with compliments from your cover of nct u's boss. however, one comment, in particular, caught your eye as others seemed to reply to it.
heeseung ✔ 2s ago wow that was amazing do you wanna do a collab sometime? 😊
line break insurance you've failed me 5x already
your eyes widen as you let out a gasp. "is that the lee heeseung?" you accidentally say out loud. you wince at the realization of your mistake. the comments are both praising you for your success in getting noticed by the other top dancer on youtuber and relating to your remark.
heeseung ✔ 3s ago haha yes it's me dm me if you want to hear more about it 🤍
"oh wow... this is really cool..." you state before blinking to get you out of your stupor. "well everyone, that's going to be all for y/n's motion of dance today! thank you so much for tuning in, love you!"
you wave goodbye for a few more moments and then shut off the broadcast, closing your laptop as soon as you do. you blink twice and suddenly let out a scream.
you stop with a gasp and cover your mouth with your hands because you cannot believe you forgot that your dance studio isn't the most soundproof of places. "sorry, other dance students..." you whisper to them but more for yourself.
taking a look around your escape, your passion, you can't believe you've made it to where you are, being praised as one of the top dancers on such a vast social media platform like youtube. if anything, you guess it runs in your family, after all, you are related to choi yeonjun, who is considered 4th gen's it boy.
though people were skeptical of you at first when you came on the youtube scene as a dancer after your older brother started taking more to modeling and acting, you quickly proved them wrong by showing them your talent and bloomed from then on. of course, you can't forget to mention the person who skyrocketed just around the same time as you.
and that was the aforementioned lee heeseung. you sigh as you finish packing up your clothes and things to head back to your dorm, glancing out the window to see the sun beginning to set. it seems today was a rare early finish for you.
"i could go for a coffee... i need to finish my classics essay anyway," you mumble to yourself, throwing your bag over your shoulder before hitting the showers and changing into a more casual set of clothes. the finishing touch is a baseball cap that sits snug on your head. tightening the strap on the back and grabbing your backpack and dance bag, you finally take your leave of your beloved dance studio and return the key on the way out. fresh air meets your face, allowing you to take a whiff of the cherry blossoms that have been blooming for a month or so as you make your way to the campus café.
ding ding, the coffee shop's calm doorbell welcomes you as your nose is hit by the sweet smells of freshly ground coffee beans. "welcome!" one of the servers calls at the counter, smiling at your figure that walks closer to order. "what can i get you?"
"hi, may i have..." you scan the menu quickly for a familiar drink. "a honey cinnamon iced latte please?"
"of course, name please?"
"choi y/n," you reply.
if they recognize you, they don't make any notion of it, simply scribbling your name on the plastic cup as you make your payment. you're grateful for the normal interaction and the peacefulness of the café, especially after a surprising stream. "i'll call you when your order's ready, choi y/n-ssi," they inform you with a warm grin.
"thank you," you smile back before going to find a seat. spotting a relatively private area close by with only a pair of boys sitting at the booth, you decide to take the booth two spaces away from them. one boy, you notice, sits taller than the other, but his face is covered by a baseball cap. the other looks like a freshman, his cheeks accentuated by a pair of deep dimples.
as you take your seat, you can't help but think the boy with dimples looks rather familiar but can't seem to place your finger on it. shrugging, you simply begin preparing to write your essay by taking out your laptop and notes from your classics ge. the moment you finish is when you hear your name being called.
"choi y/n-ssi, your honey cinnamon iced latte," the server's voice calls. on your way to receive your awaiting drink, you can finally hear the voices of the two boys sitting two booths down from you.
"did your crush just say choi y/n?" the one with the hat says.
'yes, that's me,' you think to yourself nonchalantly.
"weren't you just watching their stream, heeseung hyung?" another voice says as you pick up your latte and thank the server.
wait, heeseung? as in lee heeseung? it's when you turn around with your drink in hand that you notice the two males looking straight at you. now you're able to make out the features of the boy with the cap, and there's no mistaking it.
"lee heeseung?" you mutter out loud at the same time he speaks out yours.
well, maybe that wasn't what you were expecting today, but hey, life is full of surprises, even if they are one after the other for you. after that unexpected encounter, you and heeseung acquainted yourselves, he invited you to sit with them, and now you're sitting at their table, awkwardly sipping on your latte.
"right, so should i leave?" the other boy, who you found out is studytuber and vlogger yang jungwon (which is why he looked familiar to you), blurts out. you chuckle as heeseung shakes his shoulder lightly. "what? you two clearly have to talk about something, i need to study."
"yea, yea, lover boy. make sure you say bye to your crush on the way out," the male dancer teases, causing the younger one to turn bright red.
"don't call me that, hyung," he mutters before picking up his bag and leaving the booth. sure enough, you watch as jungwon passes by the counter and erupts into a nervous mess the moment the server beams at him.
"ah... so he likes them?" you think out loud.
"yup, it's been almost four months now. i'm the reason he even knows this cafe and that server exists," heeseung mentions, making you nod courteously. he turns his attention back to you with his hand placed under his chin. "but their relationship is besides the point. let's talk about us."
"d-did you have to put it that way?" the forwardness catches you off-guard, and you suddenly have a harder time swallowing a sip of your coffee.
"sorry," he says with a teasing smile. "i just think the collab i mentioned would be good for both of us, and it'll be really fun too."
"i agree, people who like you will come to me and vice versa," you nod. "but do you know what we would be dancing to?"
"so does that mean you're in?" he asks, smile starting to grow on his face. wordlessly, you roll your eyes and hold out your hand for him to shake. that's when his full smile comes out, causing your cheeks to heat up as you think about how much more handsome it makes him look. taking your hand, heeseung shakes it with his vigorously. "alright, dance partner, we have a deal."
after much deliberation and research, the two of you finally agree on troublemaker by the duo hyuna and hyunseung. heeseung suggested this song, stating that he always wanted to do the choreo with somebody and that it's destiny that both males have a name that starts with h and ends with seung. quite frankly, it's not like you could find much anyway, besides some cool music bank mc stages, it is cool that troublemaker was originally an opposite-gender duo in the korean entertainment industry.
the choreography however is an entirely different story. at many points, hyuna's body is touched by hyunseung and vice versa, but if they can do it and stay professional, then you believe you can too. besides, dancing will always be just dancing. heeseung also assures you that if you want, the two of you can just have your hands hovering, which makes you feel relieved to have an understanding partner.
hours pass by, and you and heeseung decide to meet at your usual dance studio daily after all your classes, which wasn't hard because he also frequented the same one.
"i still can't believe we attend the same university," you say aloud as the both of you pack up your laptops and supplies.
"i know right, you would think one of us would recognize the dance studio we go to 24/7, right?" he laughs. "although, i've seen you use a different one sometimes."
"do you really watch my covers and streams often?" you ask baffled. he and you wave the workers goodbye and make your way to the brisk evening air waiting outside as the staff sends you off.
"i do, is that so hard to believe?"
"a little," you reply sheepishly.
"well, let me walk you to your dorm and prove to you how much of a choi y/n stan i am," he boasts, and you let yourself laugh freely as you walk beside him to your destination.
it's strange, knowing a famous youtuber you watched also knew and followed you, but then again, you're not exactly nobody either. when heeseung drops you off, he admits that he actually lives a few floors above you and that you two can walk home together after each rehearsal. it's even stranger, knowing a famous youtuber literally has been on your campus, in the same dorm building as you, and this whole time, the two of you have both been clueless as to the other's existence as an ordinary college student.
speaking of which, he can't be a dance major, right? otherwise, you would've already seen him! these thoughts keep you tossing and turning to the point you don't register when you fell asleep. when you wake up, you feel as if you didn't get any sleep at all, but get up and ready nevertheless, going through another regular day as a dance major.
by the time your classes are over, you walk out of the studio yawning about to stop by your dorm to freshen up and maybe fit in a nap. you're holding a hand over your mouth mid-yawn when a voice starts talking to you.
"good thing i stopped by to get coffee." you open your eyes and close your mouth to see lee heeseung holding two cups of coffee. he's dressed in an oversized white shirt and grey sweatpants, a common dance practice outfit, so why is your heart skipping so many beats. "yo, choi y/n."
"heeseung," you say, still shocked. he hands you the coffee, which is actually the same flavor you got yesterday. "thanks."
"no problem," he replies coolly. "maybe we should take a break before we get to it?"
"i'll be fine, how about we can start watching the choreo?"
"they're always ready to dance," he nods with an impressed smile. "as expected of a dance major."
the two of you walk inside and book a studio for a few hours as you raise an eyebrow at him. "wait, what major are you?"
"music production."
"that makes so much sense!" you say relieved, stepping into the studio room for the umpteenth time. "i was racking my brains wondering what major you were."
"so the famous choi y/n is curious about me?" he smirks. you groan and facepalm in response. "i'm kidding, i'm kidding. let's watch the video on my tablet?"
nodding, the two of you watch carefully, eyes glued to the screen at your respective roles. you hold your breath at some touchy parts but also notice that both idols were able to shine in their solos.
"a few tweaks here and there, and it'll be perfect," heeseung comments once the video is over. "but let's go over some boundaries, yeah? let me know what you're comfortable with and what you're not."
"right," you agree, once again relieved to have such a safe and understanding partner like him. "well, i think i'm okay with you touching my arms, shoulders, and hips like hyunseung did to hyuna. i just need some time to get used to it."
"alright, that sounds good," he says nodding with a hand under his chin. "then for today, i'll just hover my hands over the places they need to be."
"what a gentleman," you tease.
he rolls his eyes playfully at you. "let's start marking."
and so that's what the two of you start on. with the video on the tablet, you go through the motions with the speed lowered, eventually picking up more moves until you're able to follow at the normal speed. as expected of the top two dancers on youtube, the two of you are quick on observing and learning the dance and get done with basic marking within 20 minutes or so.
after marking, you take a quick water break to watch the video again in full detail, officially beginning your first real practice. as promised, throughout the entirety of marking, heeseung has kept his hands to himself, but you've become comfortable enough to have him do a little more.
before you start practicing for real, you decide to speak with him. "hee," you call him as he puts down his water bottle.
"hm?" he confirms that you have his attention, looking up with his large doe-like eyes while wiping his mouth off from some excess water.
"uhm.." you fidget with your top a little before mustering up some courage. "you can do light touches now for the choreo."
"really? are you sure?" you nod at his question, causing him to come up to you and ruffle your hair lightly. you bat his hands away with a pout, smoothing out the mess he made as he laughs at you. "that's great, y/n," he says with a bright smile, unknowingly making your heart beat a little faster as you nod again. in your head, you rush to cover up the physical reaction with an excuse that it's just from the amount of exercise you've done.
the two of you stand in front of the mirror, ready to go. before the music starts, heeseung turns to you and says, "just let me know if i make you uncomfortable at all."
"i'll be fine," you reassure him with a small smile. that's when the song begins, and the sparks start to fly. every move flowed like water, yet every touch between the two of you was like electricity as if the two elements were working together instead of fighting. even though the touches are light, they still put chills up your spine, in a way that you can only describe with the phrase "meant to happen."
was fate moving its course to put this match together, or were you imagining it? you're not sure, but you grin while catching your breath once the first practice is over. falling to the floor softly, you sit with your hands splayed behind you and let out a relieved sigh. "ahh... dancing is so... great!"
heeseung chuckles at your reaction and offers a hand to get you up. "i'm glad you think that because we got a lot more practice ahead of us, partner."
"yup!" you say with a widening smile. the moment you took his hand, you felt an electric jolt that almost made you let go. getting up, you shake it off and barely catch the expression on your dance partner's face. "is something the matter?"
he blinks a bit before he's shaking his head with that charming smirk of his. "nope! let's practice!"
practice, practice, practice. that's how the next few hours go. and just like the day before, heeseung walks you to your dorm building, this time the conversation about how excited the two of you are for the recording.
that's basically how the next four or so days go, now that heeseung came into your life. your daily routine of wake up, eat, class, dance, repeat was shaken by him, because now he was a part of it. it's an indescribable feeling, hanging out with him. the best word, or phrase actually, is the same one you used while dancing with him: meant to be.
so when you finally get to the day of recording, you almost don't want it to end. at least, that's what you're telling your best friend and makeup artist, kim sunoo.
"friend, you're telling me that you and this guy have been following along to..." he tells you to look up as he curls your eyelashes. "a dance like that for four days and you've been getting shocks this whole time?"
"i mean, yeah?"
"y/n, i love you, but you're missing a little something, aren't you?"
"wha-!?"
"pucker up, sweetie, we're making your lips look kissable," sunoo commands. you do an eye-roll but do as he says. "if you don't ask him out or do something by the end of this, you can at least kiss your best shot at a boyfriend goodbye with luscious lips."
he finishes applying the color and asks you to rub your lips together and make that pop sound. "perfect," your best friend compliments. "go out there and get your mans."
"thank you, sunoo!" you say, gazing at your reflection in the mirror and loving the way he accentuated your features. "by the way, you're all talk. you should ask your celebrity crush out when they appear on your channel."
"i'll get there when i get there!" he whines and starts pushing you out of his dorm room. "just go get 'em, tiger."
with that, you make your way to the dance studio where heeseung is waiting for you, dressed in hyunseung's iconic suit with the leopard-patterned blazer. your heart quickens, seeing how much more handsome he looks dressed up, hair slicked back and some makeup done. he looks up upon hearing the door open and his mouth slightly hangs open as well.
the both of you are silent as you approach him, in your equally bedazzling outfit, sheer to mimic hyuna's stage dress. "you look amazing," the two of you say at the same time. stunned at the simultaneous sentence, you two immediately start guffawing at how this was unlike your usual interactions.
"that was so awkward!" you blurt out, unable to contain your laughter.
"yea, not like us at all," he admits while he wipes a stray tear from laughing too hard away. smiling at each other, you admire the way his eyes reflect your image and sparkle. "you ready to get this show on the road."
"ready as i'll ever be." the two of you get into your positions on the opposite ends of the room, and heeseung starts the camera and the music soon after. you take each step slowly to meet him in the middle as he takes your hand and brings it up to his lips to give it a kiss while smirking. you keep your face professional as the two of you take a few steps forward, the back of his fingers curled over the front of yours.
starting back-to-back, you walk forward a bit before the beat drops and heeseung's part begins. you're on autopilot as you dance your fingers from his chest to his shoulders, and then the chorus comes. hips swaying, you're able to feel his hands' light taps on your body as the two of you lose yourself to the music you've danced to hundreds of times this week.
then, it's your killing part as you lipsync hyuna's rap and take bold steps around heeseung's body, ending up behind him to bring your hands over his shoulders and make a scratching movement across his chest. you step towards his side, do your thing, and walk away as if playing hard to get.
you wait for his part during the bridge and make a side glance towards him before moving towards him and performing the hip-heavy part of the chorus together. your partner moves his face up along your arm, taking it in like you're a statue. you then act like you brush him away when heeseung gets close enough. after this second chorus, you're leaving him to do his big solo, watching carefully as he makes his every move precise and crisp yet flow well.
it's the last chorus now, and this time, you can't take your eyes off each other as you finally face one another. you stay drowning in his shades of brown without a single misstep until you have to walk away from him. you wait for him to come towards you, back slightly turned away as he jaunts forward, making his way to be captured by your hand behind his neck.
the last breath of the song is the one where you're supposed to turn your head away as his own chases yours, but this time, you brave forward and lean in close. the music fades away, but all you hear is his breathing, feeling it against your own.
you stay like this, ensnared in each other's arms, forgetting about everything except the person wrapped close to you as you feel his every breath against your lips and every inhale and exhale under your hand. he searches your eyes, looking for some kind of sign. "do you mind if i—"
that was all you needed before you're pressing your lips against his. it only takes seconds for him to kiss you back, moving his hands from their previous position on your hips to hold your face. becoming breathless from dancing was one thing, becoming breathless from kissing heeseung was another thing entirely, it was in a league of its own you note as you pull away and rest your forehead on his.
"we'll have to edit that out," you say after what seemed like ages of taking each other in while chuckling.
"i have a better idea than editing."
"oh, and what's that, handsome?"
"look at you getting all bold, troublemaker," heeseung replies with that smile of his. he shakes his head, moving away from you and taking your hand in his. "how about we go on our first official date as youtube's top dancer couple?"
"that does sound like a better idea," you agree, your own smile widening.
"then let's make it happen, sweetheart."
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a/n: wow this was a long one!! i'm not sure if i detailed all the movements well, but i hope you all enjoyed it nevertheless <3
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