#(spesifically refering to my roommate. lots of missing context bc fingrts hurt
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You know what i hate more than liars?
Lying hypocrites.
#you fucking bitch you never even wanted to why even fucking bother telling me then#i fucking hate my lying ass roommate so much#‘its okay we can go another time’ shut up shut up shut up shut up just kill yourself atp#every damn day you insult me for something i dont do#and then when i do do it you fucking cancel on me just fucking cause#im tired of this shit. my apologies i cant fucking drive and theres no goddamn public transport my fault!#i hate you. you wont. we wont. you dont want to go anywhere so badly? fine.#we wont go fucking anywhere. anywhere. its your goddamn dream.#im glad hou can live such a fucking shut in life while i have no choice to do the same and suffer.#this probably seems wrong to others but idc youve not lived my lifr. its more than this.#its years of nitpicking and making choices that i shouldnt be in the middle of just to be held over later#physical and probably emotional or mental abuse.#its more then ‘being tired’ its more than ‘going another day’#you lied to me. you flat out lied and didnt even try.#do you know how many times ive been berated because i couldnt wake up at the time they wanted(#how many fucking times i was called names just because i asked for it right?#shut up. you have absolutely no goddamn right on what you think is justified until you know the full story#and still probably not even then.#i wish my roommate would just [redacted]. —/ talks about how often she thought about it#and uses it as leverage so might aswell make it a reality right?!#you wanted this you wanted this so badly.#you dont know what the fuck it means to feel and be suicid.#(spesifically refering to my roommate. lots of missing context bc fingrts hurt#but this 1000% doesnt mean that you arent depressed or anything just because you dont selfharm.#—/will never understand the threat of someone commiting suicide just because you didnt respond at a certain time. —/ will absolutely never#understand how important times are to me and why. its not that you didnt. its your constant lack of effort on things i like and nothing else
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