#(somebody please stop traumatizing this child ;;)
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rawliverandgoronspice · 1 year ago
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babies <3
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clanwarrior-tumbly · 1 year ago
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cuddling mark after the alternate attack that you saved him from, just trying everything you can to help soothe his nerves,,,little nightlight, keeping doors locked, tv's unplugged, etc.. so maybe like reverse comfort/angst with fluff in it,,,
i would do anything to make sure that man is happy and comfortable ughh
SO true bestie. In this house, we reverse-comfort traumatized characters <3
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"Oh god, oh my god. I-It's back, [y/n]!! It's inside the room a-and it's gonna fucking kill us both-!!"
"Mark, there's nothing there-"
"NO, NO, NO!! GET AWAY FROM THAT THING!! It's wearing his face a-and it's staring right at-!"
"It's a jacket!"
"....it is..?"
"Yes. That's all..see?"
Despite his blurry vision, the Heathcliff boy managed to blink back tears, struggling to catch his breath.. But he could see you approaching the closet door, calmly removing the article of clothing hanging on it before showing it to him.
And slowly, yet surely, he stopped hyperventilating as he stared at it for some time.
You were right.
That's all it was.
Just a stupid jacket he sloppily hung up after coming home from school one random day. He didn't realize that his careless placement of it would become the thing that sent him into a panic attack.
But he couldn't help it.
In the darkness of his room, it so-happened to resemble an amorphous tall black blob....the shape of those monsters that dwelled in the shadows and tormented him for two days.
Even though you saved him from their influence a while ago, he was still too afraid to go back to school...or even be alone, which was understandable. He wasn't officially diagnosed with M.A.D, though he remained delirious from sleep deprivation and overly paranoid that every moving shadow is an Alternate waiting to kill him.
It didn't help that his own mind was making him see things that weren't actually there--like frightening bastardized imagery of his dead friend.
You never realized how seriously traumatized Mark was until he suddenly screamed in terror while you were both cuddling together on the bed. At first you thought he was waking up from a nightmare after falling asleep..
Then he insisted somebody was watching you two from the closet.
For a moment you believed him, getting up (despite him begging you not to leave) and grabbing a baseball bat you brought over to attack the threat..
Only to find out that the "threat" was just a jacket. There was no actual danger present.
Or at least..not to you.
Yet even when you looked back at your partner, you saw he was still deeply-shaken over everything, gazing at the open closet with a thousand yard stare.
That's when you decided to do something about it.
While you couldn't make him forget about what happened, there's things you can physically do to put his mind more at ease and feel safe in his home again.
So you shut the closet door and locked it tight, propping a chair under the knob for good measure.
After that, you noticed the nightlight in the corner of the room was a bit dimmer than usual, so you went over to unplug it, tightening the loose bulb and dusting off its plastic star-shaped exterior.
When you plugged it back in, it shone twice as bright.
"That's better. Now...I'm just gonna go check out the rest of the house, okay?" You turned back to Mark, who was now looking at you in panic. "I promise I'll be back in two minutes. Just two. That's all I need, alright?"
Tears welled in his eyes, but he nodded in understanding. "Just come back..please.."
"I will. I swear it." After giving him a small kiss of reassurance, you left the room, hoping your task will be quick and easy, while he mentally counted down the seconds you were away.
You triple-checked all the TVs to ensure they were unplugged, deciding to cover the screens in case a certain child-stealing asshole could somehow turn them on.
It can't hurt what it can't see, right?
As for the doors, well...you couldn't install brand new locks with passcodes, chains, or iron bars into them right away. So instead you pushed some heavy things in front of them--things that would make loud noises if they were ever moved by the doors being forced open.
It's a temporary fix, but even you felt safer knowing you did something.
Roughly two minutes later, you returned to Mark's bedroom..only to see that he had shut the door on you, locking it tight.
That was only expected.
Sighing softly, you raised your hand and knocked in a unique rhythm, assuring him it was really you on the other side.
It swung open to reveal him standing there, hood drawn over his head as he hugged one of the stuffed animals you gifted him for Valentine's Day. His nose was buried into its fur, inhaling the faint rose scent still infused into it.
Although it's nice that he kept it after all this time, you could see him clearly using it to hide his tears and the heavy bags under his eyes.
It dug a knife deep into your heart. You hated seeing him look so terrified and broken, wishing you could take all his pain away instantly.
You wanted to make the Alternates pay for what they did to him...and get the cop who ignored his cries for help fired.
But all you could do right now was be here for Mark.
"Thank you for doing all of that..." He finally spoke, voice trembling. "I-I'm sorry. I...I knew it was you, b-but...I just-"
"No, no..it's okay, Mark. I understand. But everything's more secure now. None of those bastards are gonna get us." You softly reassured, going back to the bed with him as he set the plushie down.
Before he could say anything else, you pulled him into your arms, gently pushing back his hood so you could run your fingers through his hair. He sniffled in response, burying his face into your chest since he didn't trust himself not to look around the room and find something--or someone--he didn't wish to see.
For now, all he wanted was to be surrounded by you and your presence alone.
Where prayers failed to comfort him, you were here to keep him from falling apart.
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clownrecess · 2 years ago
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(TW: Talk of ABA, trauma, abuse, self offing, etc.)
ABA is abusive whether you want to admit it or not. It just is.
It doesn't "depend on the therapist", it is abusive by nature. The abuse and trauma inducing experiences are deeply rooted in it.
"Oh, well ours is basically just some OT and speech", that's not ABA, then. Whilst yes, OT and speech do very much have the ability to be abusive, ABA always is. A combination of some in home OT and speech is not ABA.
So what is ABA? ABA stands for applied behavioural analysis. It is a "therapy" that parents of autistic people are usually pushed to do. And often times, the parents agree! Whether that's because the insurance covers it, or because the school told them to, or whatever, they tend to accept it.
I was one of the people who's parents accepted it.
I was in ABA for a little over a year, I would have been in it much longer but eventually I was taken out because I threatened to off myself if I remained in it. And this didnt work immediately, I had been threatening this for months. I'm not sure why it finally worked.
ABA likes to trick you at the start. My therapists in particular referred to this tricking as the "honeymoon phase". In this phase, they would act like my friends. They made me trust them.
We would talk about our interests, and play games together.
It felt safe, and I liked it!
Until it changed, that is. About two months into ABA, they stopped being like my friends.
It went from me happily playing chess with him, to him yelling at me, a child hiding under a table, because I didn't say what he wanted me to say.
And this of course evolved too. And I was further traumatized.
I was tricked, and then abused by the hands of so called therapists.
It has been around 2, almost 3 years since this. I am still extremely frightened by anything remotely related to those experiences.
I had a panic attack in a water park because somebody looked **slightly** like one of them.
Please don't put your kid in ABA. I don't care how helpful you think it'll be.
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frenchgremlim1808 · 11 months ago
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hello frenchgremlim1808, which yttd character is your least favorite and why? :^
Helloo! thanks for the ask!
Before i even start with the ask to make things easier if you ever have to call me, you don't need to type mys username fully just call me either french or Frgremlin. it will be easier.
So lets get started: So you might say that choosing a singular character out of this wonderfully written cast with such diverse background, realistic motivations and fantastic writing would be hard well, let me say this....
It's midori and it's not even close. I have never hated somebody has much as him. I Fucking despise him from the bottom of my being, he is the worst asshole know to human kind, i hate everything about him. I hate every single of his ships, especially s**shin (won't even say it out loud this ship gives me trauma). He is a pathetic, narcissistic, man child, who can't accept no, who only feel in power when somebody is under him, he's egocentric, sociopath, abusive, like REALLY ABUSIVE, and the definition of a groomer.
To every stupid ass s**shin shipper who claims that shin was not abused that bad and that we exaggerate, guys shin was STILL abused, stop being delusional. How do you think in GODS NAME, does a guy who i precise is know to like breaking people apart and ruining their life for fun would even works with an impressionable teen. Also, yes it is a proship.
And yes compared to them i have media literacy, sou is clearly in love with shin, and there is possibility that shin maybe( i hope not) had feelings for him. BUT I DON'T CARE, THIS SHIP STILL IS A SOCIOPATH ABUSER WHO DESTROYED AND TRAUMATIZED A TEEN. THERE IS NOTHING ROMANTIC ABOUT S**SHIN. Sou is not even cool, i mean he is a pathetic wimp, who cries because he got beaten by a 14 years old.
simple reminder for you guys, but midori age is still unknown, like you know that? Midori could be older than shin, which could implicate some even more creepy relationship than it already is.
he has no redeeming qualities, he abused shin, traumatized sara, destroyed keiji life, told gin he would """"cure"""""" him from autism, and pretty much caused all the pain of the cast.
That's why i love him. The character not the person. Like as a person he literally the worst guy ever, i hate him. But has a character he's amazing, like so amazing, he is written so well, he makes the game more fun, and overall he is such a bad person that's it's great!
I'm probably gonna write a thesis one day on why midori is such a breath of fresh air compared to other antagonist in modern media, and why i hate hims passionately. I'll also make some short analysis on him if i stop procrastinating.
But yeah my arch nemesis as person, but an a amazing character.
but not counting him it would probably be ranmaru. and the boring one hayasaka. Maybe if somebody sends me a ask about why i dislike ranmaru i'll answer (wink wink please somebody send me one i'm sad)
Also sou is mega ugly
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fizzigigsimmer · 2 years ago
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😡 Y’all need to stop before you hurt somebody with your garbage victim blamey nonsense. Your blind spot when it comes to sexual abuse and grooming when the proposed victim is a male is genuinely alarming.
There are no grey areas. There are not buts, no ands, and certainly no justifications. Karen Wheeler entertained sexual fantasies and engaged in an inappropriate flirtation with a teenager - full stop. The end. She memorized a teenagers schedule and showed up at their place of work in order to sexually entice said teenager for her own mental/emotional gratification, and then agreed to have a sexual encounter with that teen for further gratification. That's all there is to know and there is no qualifying data that releases her from responsibility from her own actions.
If your response to the Kareen Wheeler story line is not some version of WTF Duffers, please explain your gross mishandling and fetishy framing of this serious subject matter; and is instead some version of 'But Billy' or 'I'm just saying, Billy', then STOP. Review these cold hard facts:
Adults should not engage in inappropriate relationships with teenagers, and when they do, the adult is to blame and not the teenager.
An adult who forms an inappropriate relationship with a teenager is always taking advantage and it is always an abuse of power.
What a teenager wears or how they dress, speak etc. does not excuse an adult seeking an improper relationship with them.
A teenager giving their consent or offering sex to an adult does not relieve an adult of personal or moral responsibility to be the adult in the situation.
A teenager may act on inappropriate feelings, behave irresponsibly and erratically, and we should expect this. An 18-19 (which Billy is not, he's canonically 17-18 during this story line) is not fully developed and does not have the life experience of a middle aged adult, and it is blaming the victim to suggest "they knew what they were doing". Teenagers literally do not. No offense to teens.
A teenager is gonna think a lot of stupid shit and do a lot of stupid shit. The adult in the situation bears the responsibility to correct inappropriate behavior and make sure boundaries are set. When they do not because it tickles their genitalia and makes them feel special to have a child say and do inappropriate things with them, it is creepy and wrong.
A 17 year old is a child, and when a child flirts with an adult there is only one acceptable response.
An 18 year old is no more realistically an adult than a 17 year old, and counting down to the day a child turns 18 so that you can make your sexual fantasies a reality is predatory.
Arranging moments where you can show off your body and entice a teen into inappropriate feelings for you is also grooming and predatory.
Trauma manifests differently for everyone, and masking is learned in early childhood. Tears and wailing are not required for trauma to exist.
Just because a teenager does not act bothered by the flirtations and sexual advances of an adult doesn’t mean they aren’t in fact being bothered, or that they aren’t being traumatized by the event.
It is not a teenagers responsibility (or a moral requirement) to know that the things they are experiencing are creating trauma, or that their current behaviors are a result of previous trauma. They literally do not have enough life experience to be experts in recognizing and dealing with trauma.
It is an adults responsibility to recognize unhealthy situations, behaviors, etc. withdraw and set boundaries.
If the adults have decided that it is okay to sexually fantasize about a teenager and show up scantily clad to a teens place of work in the hopes of forming inappropriate relationships, and the culture cosigns this as just another Tuesday, then the teen cannot logically be the one at fault for their own skewed perceptions of sex and morality.
It is the responsibility of a sane adult to recognize when a teenager needs intervention and correction. Not a blowjob in a motel. Sorry Karen. Not sorry.
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pastelalleycat · 2 years ago
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Young kid gets stuck in the Stanley Parable (click "read more" to see the whole thing!)
(This is a scenario that I came up with and might expand upon! I think it's pretty interesting, and I hope y'all enjoy it!)
A small child, no older than 6 or 7, finds herself stuck in the Stanley Parable. She's alone in this big office where nothing's familiar, she's scared, and all she can hear is this weird British voice that definitely doesn't belong to her parents or anybody she's been told she can trust.
The Narrator, tough-shelled though he is, grows soft for this little girl almost immediately. Keeping order in the Parable is usually his top priority, of course, but never at the expense of somebody unprepared to handle its dangers. He may have a harsh tongue sometimes, but he really does value connection over control, even if he doesn't realize it.
Things can go disastrously wrong in the Parable. There are staircases and giant metal crushers and high places to fall off of, not to mention many endings with monologues that would frighten and traumatize sensitive people more than prove a point. So the Narrator thinks it best that he stop his story, for just a little bit, and physically accompany the girl in the office. Just to keep her safe.
After hastily programming one of the doors in the office to transport him there, The Narrator opens the door, still getting used to his corporeal form (which he doesn't take very often), and approaches the child, who is huddled in one corner singing a slightly atonal song to comfort herself.
"Hey," the Narrator says quietly. Very quietly, trying to make his voice gentle and kind. "It's me, the voice you heard over the speaker. The one talking about the Stanley fellow."
The girl abruptly stops singing. She doesn't answer at first. She's been taught not to talk to strangers. But she does seem to be a bit more attentive, looking up into the Narrator's hazel eyes, and she slowly speaks a single sentence. "Are you a bad guy?"
The Narrator weakly chuckles at the question. "No. I'm not a perfect man," he continues with a bit of strain in his voice, "but I'm not all bad. Nobody is, dear. I'm... a friend. I can be a friend to you, yes? Would that be suitable?"
The girl looks down again, hugging her knees to her chest.
The Narrator sighs and hesitates a little. Maybe this spontaneity on his part, rushing over like this, wasn't the best idea.
"Let-- let me explain what's happening, please. Even if you don't trust me entirely, just let me explain."
He sits down next to the child, who flinches a little but doesn't move away.
"Stanley is a close relation of mine. A very close relation of mine. I am a storyteller, it's my job to tell his story, but sometimes... when I try to tell it..." He pauses, trying to come up with a simple way to explain the girl's situation. "Sometimes, when I'm telling Stanley's story, somebody gets put... inside the story, so to speak. And sometimes they get stuck."
It takes a minute for the girl to realize what the Narrator is saying. She bites her lip, trying to fight back tears.
"I know. It's a lot to take in, isn't it. And I'm sorry. This place isn't exactly... the best place for a little one to be by themselves." The Narrator finds himself putting a hand on the girl's back. "You will be okay. I won't leave your side, I promise, if you'll have me to stay there."
The girl nods slowly.
"Good. Very good." He lets out a long sigh. "Now, onto introductions. What's your name, little one? Can you tell me?"
"...Ella."
The name stands out to the Narrator, as he recalls a blonde-haired woman who he made up for one of the Parable's endings. "Ella. A beautiful name. It suits you very well." He smiles. "I am the Narrator."
The girl sits up, looking once again at the Narrator, still seeming cautious but slightly more trusting. "Narry?"
The Narrator's eyes widen. He's never been called that by anybody before. In fact, he's never had anything other than his job title to refer to him. But he finds himself very attached to this mispronunciation of his title, and perhaps to the name itself.
So he allows himself to smile.
"...Yes. Call me Narry. If you must."
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dumbbitchenergy17 · 2 years ago
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Mimic Chapter 39
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A battle until anything heroes would ever be able to experience. Power, unlike anything, was here and death was in the air.
Words- 4775
Izuku Midoriya x Reader
Warnings: Fighting, violence, angst, MHA WAR ARC SPOILERS (TW: HEAVY GORE)
A/N: Enjoy this early chapter as a Christmas gift🎄! I hope everyone enjoys the holiday season!!
“He foresaw his downfall and entrusted all he had to his successors..”
“Successors?” Present Mic says. All For One had another player involved?
“He even chose to pass on his quirk. So, just like I once did for him…he took in a duplicate of his own quirk…”
“Tenko please.” His last sister called out to him standing right between him and his master, the shadows of the space and decay were getting to you crawling from your feet up. Your hand reaches out to him, “Brother…”
“Don’t do something stupid Tenko…because you won’t win. I won’t let you.” You speak out to him and his gaze hardens.
“I’ll kill you then.” He says before his hand grasps your neck with all five fingers and cracks appear covering you, “This is my destiny. Don’t reject who I am.” He says before walking to the shadow covering his master.
“…and split the original to Tomura and Y/n Shigaraki.” The doctor says.
Electricity rushes through his body as he seizes, and life is brought back to him as power and hatred flood him.
Your hand slams into a wall letting out a gasp of air a loud thudding in your brain. Unaware of another frozen in place as the evacuation goes on, the same words ring in your head.
“He’s Coming. He’s Coming!”
Your head snaps straight in the direction of the hospital your chest tight feeling his eyes staring back at you.
“Tenko…”
The sounds of the evacuation go mute your eyes still focused on the hospital and your classmates begin to notice both your and Midoriya’s strange behavior. Then you see it.
“The hospital…” Midoriya whispers out and you watch birds around it fly off in flocks before familiar cracks appear and it crumbles dust kicking up in the air and the wave of it heading towards the city.
“GET THESE PEOPLE MOVING!” “EVERYONE RUN!!”
Heroes and civilians start running and Midoriya rushes but when he looks back seeing the way of decay you’re still frozen in your spot.
“Y/N RUN!” He screams seeing the decaying grow closer to you. He shoots over grabbing you just before a stray piece of decay could touch you running off with you in his arms. Your gaze stays glued to the wave of destruction heading towards you all but that’s not what your eyes see. You see a man standing with chaos looking straight back at you the man you knew was completely gone.
“Y/n~”
“Y/N!” Midoriya’s voice pulls you out of your head as he runs holding you, “You gotta run we need to help people!”
Nodding shakily he tosses you ahead and you catch your footing running scooping up a child holding her close to your chest as you all run from the wave.
“WHAT’S UP AT THE HOSPITAL? SOMEBODY, PLEASE RESPOND! ENDEAVOR! RYUKYU! ANYONE!!” Burnin yells out into her comm but nothing is coming through.
“WHAT’S GOING ON?!”
You had escaped to a far enough distance that the decay had stopped everyone traumatized witnessing everything decay in front of them, homes, friends, family, and heroes all gone. The child in your arms gets taken by another hero towards the evacuation station as the rest of the heroes look at the destruction. He had done this. This was different than anything else he’s done.
On the battlefield Shigaraki holds back the full force of Endeavor, something inside him is urging him on. Telling him to go after it.
“To get One For All.” He whispers seeing far off in the distance two bright stars, the power his master seeks in two of them.
“One…For…All?” Endeavor says confused by the name.
“SAY WHAT?! ONE FOR WHAT?! WHATEVER HELP’S COMING YOUR WAY!” Burnin yells back but moves forward toward the battlefield.
“It’s…down there and her…dear sister~”
“Sister? He…has a family?” Endeavor says and the blood rushes out of your body and you feel two pairs of eyes move towards you hearing Endeavor’s voice.
“Burnin! Wait!” Midoriya tries chasing after her but she runs off yelling back at him,
“YOU KIDS EVACUATE WITH THE REMAINING HEROES!!”
“He’s heading for the evacuees!” Endeavor’s voice rings through your earpiece.
“Expand the battle perimeter! Start evacuating the city outskirts too!” Many heroes yell out as you stand frozen, seeing children and adults trying to escape while mourning. Even heroes trying to understand the shock of losing friends. He was coming for you…to kill you and to claim One For All.
“The Sword of All For One.”
“And when that moment comes you will finally become what I created you to be…a weapon to destroy all of heroes society.
Your feet move before your mind can catch up and you’re sprinting away from the civilians.
“Y/n!” Midoriya’s voice calls and you see him running beside you, “Guess this is the fight we were told about.”
“If you told them there’s no denyin’ that they’d hafta devote a lotta people just to protect you.” Bakugo’s voice appears next to you running alongside you, “Because heroes are supposed to protect everyone. And you if they knew they probably shoot you on the spot. ”
“Kacchan!” “Bakugo…”
“You two have already made up your mind right?” Bakugo says.
“We gotta prioritize the people’s safety!” Midoriya says.
“First we hear ‘One For All’ and the whole sister thing and then that he’s heading our way…that’s ain't exactly solid proof, but still you know you’d better start moving,” Bakugo says.
“Huh? Where are you going!?” Todoroki yells out to the three of you.
“I…forgot something! I’ll be right back!” Midoriya yells and the three of you disappear into the city.
“Deku, here! Sorry for using the private frequency, but… There’s a chance that Shigaraki is after me and Shimura specifically! Maybe we can lead him to a deserted area!” Midoriya explains in his earpiece in a private channel with Endeavor.
“I’ll explain later! I’m too far away to spot Shigaraki now cuz of all the dust and smoke! Please let me know if he suddenly changes courses!!” Midoriya says and in a second he speaks again, “Thought so! Thank you! We can buy the evacuation effort time! We’ll try to lure him away!”
“Listen up, everyone! Shigaraki’s changed tack! He’s heading southwest! And he’s got hyper regeneration now, so he’s not the same as before!”
“Hear that guys? He’s coming out way!!” Midoriya yells out.
“Of course, I heard! Were you listening?! That total scumbag turned into some kinda monster! All the more reason to play keep-away!” Bakugo says
“This is different than some kinda monster!” You say running along the rooftops using Airwalk to bounce yourself off gaps with All For One boosting you, “He has All For One and has accepted All For One’s control. He’s on a completely different level….he plans to kill me.” You say and the two boys are shocked by your knowledge of the plot of your death.
“You’re his sister! Why would he do-” Midoriya speaks but you cut him off “My brother is dead! He died the second he sided with All For One…he’s threatened as well. I’ve had his quirk longer than him….I’ve had more time to learn, I’ve been All For One’s damn weapon and he knows I can beat him. That’s why if he finds me. He’s not going to stop until he knows I’m dead. So before he can kill me….I have to kill him.” You say pushing yourself forward and you don’t realize Midoriya is watching you as you run in the air, Bakugo uses his explosions to boost him forward. You had completely accepted your life, your destiny. You were forced with the burden of killing your brother.
A sudden shockwave spreads through the field your earpiece letting out a loud ringing noise, “WHAT’S THAT?!” You all look forward as time slows down as he appears in front of you. Darkness and the stench of death surround him. You felt it in Kamino, standing before All For One and it was exactly the same as now that fear of death.
“Hand over One For All, Izuku Midoriya.” He grins and before he could reach out for Midoriya a blur passes and you catch a glimpse of yellow grab Midoriya and Bakugo but before it could catch you a hand already latched onto you and the two of you crashed into the ground. Instinctively you erased his decay but the others you would have to deal with.
“Y/NNN!”
Your hands grasp his wrist holding him back from stealing your quirk as the two of you stare at each other the pure force and power from the two of you holding each other back.
“Y/n~” He grins.
“I won’t let you hurt anyone else Shigaraki!” You scream out and he grins before slamming his head against yours sending you flying back rolling on the ground for a bit. Pushing yourself up and pressing your hand to your head you pull back seeing red and it drips down your face wiping it on your clothes you stare across at him.
“I’m taking One For All from the boy and once I’ve down that, I will fully take All For One from you.” He says and you glare at him, in a frightening instant he’s in front of you his hand slamming against your chest ready to decay when nothing happens. Someone snatches you up into the air and you see Shigaraki get slapped away by Ryukyu. Looking up at your savior seeing it being Endeavor.
“You’re his sister aren’t you…” He says and you don’t bother hiding and nod. He sighs before he throws you off and someone else grabs you sending you away.
“You’re insane fighting him Shimura!” Gran Torino’s voice yells at you before he lands back down with Midoriya and Bakugo. Midoriya instantly grabs you pulling you into his arms and you clutch his sleeves safely in his arms.
“Should be good here.” Gran Torino says the four of you are a far distance from Shigaraki.
“But Aizawa Sensei’s down there!” Midoriya says…so it was him that saved you..he erased Shigaraki’s quirk.
“Yeah, he’s sealing off Shigaraki’s quirks.” Gran Torino says and from the distance, you could see flames shoot up in the air.
“We’re still pretty damn close gramps!” Bakugo yells. Gran Torino gives him a look before looking at the two of you.
“Bakugo already knows everything…” You say.
“One For All and All For One? Yeah, Toshinori told me. And this is as far as we go, Bakugo. That thing’s capable of moving quicker than any of us expected. There are only so many heroes…who can chase, and since our comms are jammed, luring him too far away would actually give Shigaraki free rein. You already got that thing away from the people and into Eraser’s line of sight! That’s a job well done.” Gran Torino says before turning away from you all, “Now I’m heading back to help keep Eraser mobile.”
“Are you saying we should just hide?!” Midoriya says.
“Word is All For One’s quirk was transferred to Shigaraki. If he manages to steal One For All and All For One from the both of you, well… what’s worse than the worst-case scenario?” Gran Torino says before a loud roar covers the battlefield. Far off in the distance, you see creatures appearing from the rubble…Nomus.
“Dang it! Two of ‘em are heading right for Eraser!!” Gran Torino says shooting off, “You three keep hidden!” He’s gone the fight before you but you were forced here. You take a step forward but an arm shoots out stopping you.
“We can’t. Gran Torino told us to stay back.” Bakugo says but you push his arm aside another hand grabs your wrist and you look back seeing Midoriya looking at you with a hard look on his face.
“Y/n…”
“No, I’m not just gonna stand to the side while he kills them off!” You yell trying to pull your hand free.
“Shigaraki almost killed you if it weren’t for Mr. Aizawa!” Midoriya yells back.
“I have to! I have to be the one to stop him! It’s my fault he’s like this.” You yell out, “Maybe if I tried more he wouldn’t have felt unloved…if I was stronger I could have freed both of us!” Tears brim your eyes but you swipe them away. If you just did more maybe things would have been different.
“That’s the past,” Bakugo says and you look over at him, “Like you said that thing is on a whole different level. Your brother is dead.” His words strike deep and you freeze as your tears mix with the blood dripping from your wound. Looking back at the fight you see the manic look on his face, the bloodlust…the power. He wasn’t Tenko anymore…he wasn’t even Shigaraki anymore…it was just All For One.
Your eyes widen seeing Shigaraki propel himself right toward Mr. Aizawa. You could see Shigaraki’s hand making contact and Aizawa being dusted in the air. It was simultaneously as the three of you took off. Aizawa pulls his knife ready to face off with Shigaraki and Gran Torino is just seconds from blocking Shigaraki when a boy rushes in colliding him head-on.
“SENSEI!” Midoriya yells holding back Shigaraki a cold look on his face as the villain grins.
“IT’S OUR TURN!!” Bakugo yells out appearing from behind Midoriya with an explosion ready.
“What-?!” Gran Torino yells out.
“AS LONG AS SHIGARKI’S QUIRKS ARE ERASED, WE CAN JOIN THIS FIGHT TOO! THE WORSE CASE…IS LOSING OUT TEACHER! THE TEACHER WHO HAS WATCHED OVER US ALL THIS TIME! WE CAN’T LOSE HIM!” Midoriya yells out.
“Midoriya.” Aizawa breathes out a flash of the young boy completely gone to the boy...no...hero in front of him.
“LET’S DO THIS THING RATIONALLY!” Bakugo yells as Midoriya uses Blackwhip to flip behind Shigaraki and the blonde fires fast A.P. shots at the villain.
Shigaraki pushes through the burns, “Cute fireworks show, there.” He grins trying to move forward but Blackwhip holds him back. He rushes forward pulling the boy with him appearing in front of Bakugo, “Sorry. You’re not on my radar anymore.” Before he could land a hit on him. Black rivets stab Shigaraki through his stomach and arms and he is ripped away from them, pulling away. A fist comes in contact with his chest and sending him flying forward and getting dug into the ground. Aizawa and Gran Torino's gaze shoot over as the dust clears and your walk towards them with black rivets returning from one of your hands the other hand still sparking with All For One.
Shigaraki stands up looking down at his chest and arms the small holes healing but where you punched him cracks are forming but healing slowly this time, looking across the field your look could kill a man ten times over.
“Endeavor!” Midoriya yells out as the flame hero lands beside you.
“Where’s Shoto?!” He yells his gaze still focused on Shigaraki.
“It’s just us three here!” Midoriya responds.
“That body’s beyond human at this point.” Gran Torino says and Bakugo scoffs.
“As powerful and sturdy as All Might…” Endeavor says the flames covering his body burn brighter.
“As….All Might…?”
“He’s healing slower,” You point out to see the decay healed but it took a while, “Regular injuries he can heal but his own quirk against him…it takes longer.” Fighting a quirk that works so quickly would be his own downfall.
“But as long as I don’t blink, that power is all he’s got. And I’ll hold on for a good long time.” Eraser says.
“For whatever reason, you three are here now…” Endeavor says, “Let’s save the ‘why’ for later!” You cut him off as Shigaraki rushes toward you all.
“We’re giving Eraser the support he needs! Bakugo you cover Deku and Shimura!” Endeavor yells out.
“One for All….!” Shigaraki groans grabbing his head before looking up a large crack appears from the right side of his face going straight through his eye and to his mouth, “YOU WILL BE MINE….LITTLE BROTHER.”
Brother? Endeavor quickly uses hell spider but Shigaraki dodges them skillfully Gran Torino bursts through kicking him back and dragging him to the ground.
“Now quit….trampling all over…Shimura’s memory!” He yells out rearing his fist back to strike him but Shigaraki grabs him throwing him aside flying right past Endeavor as well getting hit as well and through the flames he grins seeing the two of you standing together your quirks ready to defend yourself.
“THEY WERE JUST BAIT!” Bakugo yells pulling the pin of his gauntlet sending a tower of explosions and flames right down on Shigaraki’s head Endeavor dives into the flames swinging a fist full of flames right at the villain and he is brought to the ground steam coming off him as he twitches.
“Tomura Shigaraki…gather up all the power you like! But without ideals, your hollow destruction will never bring us down!!” Endeavor yells out at him and Shigaraki slowly pushes himself to his knees letting out gasps of air.
“You heroes….hurt your own families..just to help complete strangers!” Shigaraki spats and you watch as deep black cracks appear across his skin, “Dad told me that. He told us that! You want ideals…? I have it..! No, I had it…! You heroes….pretend to be society’s guardians.” He pushes himself to stand his body barely able to support himself as his hair covers his face.
“For generations…you pretended not to see those you couldn’t protect..and swept their pain under the rug. It’s tainted everything you’ve built. That means…your system’s all rotten from the inside…with maggots crawling out. It all builds up…little by little, over time. You’ve got the common trash, all too dependent on being protected. And the brave guardians who created the trash that need coddling. It’s a corrupt, vicious cycle. Everything I’ve witnessed…this whole system you’ve built has always rejected me. Now I’m ready to reject it. That’s why I destroy. That’s why I took this power for myself. Why I’ll take your power too. Simple enough, yeah?” Shigaraki says raising his hand and pointing it straight at you when he says ‘your power’.
“I don’t care if you don’t understand….that’s what makes us…HEROES and VILLAINS.”
A wave of fire shoots out right at Shigaraki, “Thanks for the breather! And since you’re on death’s door and all…prepare to-” Shigaraki jumps from the flames a look of pure evil paints his face before he is quickly slammed into the floor by Gran Torino. He swings around but Gran Torino moves back. Shigaraki’s hand shoots out grabbing his leg and with a sickening crunch, blood paints the air.
“GRAN TORINO!” Both your voice and Midoriya’s cry out and you all rush toward him as Shigaraki slams Gran Torino into the ground a crater forming and blood flies into the air.
“NOOO!” Your voice rips through the air and you swing your fist out at Shigaraki but before it could make contact he had disappeared from in front of you. He was faster now! Your head snaps behind you and he’s rushing straight toward Eraserhead. Shigaraki collides with Ryukyu’s hand trapped inside her own hand digging through the flesh and dragging her forward. Midoriya appears choking him from behind Blackwhip binding Shigaraki to him.
“I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!” “And I won’t forgive anyone.” Shigaraki elbows Midoriya hard blood spurting from his mouth but his hold on him stay strong.
“HOLD HIM RIGHT THERE, DEKU!” Endeavor yells out as you and Bakugo rush toward Shigaraki.
“HE’S GOT A DELETER ROUND!” Ryukyu roars out and you all are sprinting toward him. If that were to hit someone their quirk would be gone forever.
“100 PERCENT WYOMING SMASH!!” Midoriya screams out bringing his fist right down on Shigaraki the air pressure sends you all back and the bullet is let loose.
“SENSEIII!” A scream rips through your throat as the bullet hits Eraser’s crimpled leg just as fast as it hits him his leg is a stump of the limb on the floor. A shockwave sends you all flying back, you hit the ground rolling for a bit when you look up Shigaraki is in front of Eraser his hand digging into his face. A wall of ice sends Shigaraki up in the air and Midoriya punches him further away grabbing Eraser and the other heroes pulling them away.
“Sensei!...Sensei!!” Midoriya cries out holding his teacher in his arms.
“So you protected him…So what?” Shigaraki’s voice calls out through the smoke as it begins to clear his injuries healed, “Delay the inevitable all you like. Destruction is all that awaits you.”
“SHIGARAKIII!” “SHIMURA NO!”
Fiery red rage blinds you. It’s like a blur from where you stood beside Bakugo and appeared in front of Shigaraki your fist slams into the ground and it cracks underneath him before spikes appear underneath him cutting him up but he jumps back. Swiping your arms down blue flames erupt from your arms crashing down on Shigaraki the heat and power burn up your sleeves straight up to your shoulder. Push past the pain. He appears with burns littering his body as they heal but you’re at him again your hand grips his arm throwing him up into the air before your shoot yourself in the air with One For All lighting up your veins and an explosion from your palms. Rivets appear from your fingers digging into his chest pulling him closer your fist sparks bright red and he stares up with widened eyes. Your fist connects with his chest and he collides into the ground a crater forming and you hit the ground a cracking forming under yourself.
“Take All For One.” His voice rings clear in both yours and Shigaraki’s heads and the two of you stare at each other. The two of you take a step forward when a large rip appears from Shigaraki's body going through his arm and his chest blood pouring out of him.
“Ah, I see…I get why I was all busted up just a second ago…I had to push past my body’s limits to keep moving…” He says before looking up at you, “What’s the date today…?” His body…his body wasn’t fully ready to accept the quirk..too much power for his body to keep up with!
“You’re reaching your limit too, huh dear sister?” Shigaraki says looking at you and you glare at him ignoring the pain radiating through your body.
“I’ve had this quirk longer than you have! I’m not the one being ripped apar-” Blood spurts from your mouth and you stumble on your feet.
“Y/N!” “SHIMURA!” The voices of your fellow heroes call out to you. As fire rushes through your veins and skin. Looking at yourself you look in horror as your arm barely hangs onto your shoulder and the gash running across your chest is similar to Shigaraki. Looking up at him as his own wounds slowly start healing while yours grows worst. He didn’t touch you, you made sure.
“A connection runs deeper than you think Y/n! You will feel the pain I feel!” He yells out and he quickly crouches down, “One touch..should end this!!” His palm slams against the ground and before his quirk could touch you, you’re suddenly up in the air.
“We’re floating?!” Rock Lock yells out as you see you all are wrapped in blackwhip in the air safe from decaying. Looking up you see Midoriya holding you all up floating in the air…
The seventh user’s FLOAT!
“Up here…is where I’ll beat you! I swear it, with all I got!” Midoriya yells out the full power of One For All running through his veins. His grip on all of you falters before he lets you all fall back to the ground, “Take care of Gran Torino and the rest!” Midoriya yells before pulling himself back into the fight with Shigaraki.
“Izuku!” You cry out trying to push yourself up but Bakugo holds you down as you scream out in pain.
“They need first aid now! Get to it Shoto!” Endeavor yells out as your gaze is glued to the sky seeing Midoriya fly through the sky. Your free hand grabs Bakugo by the collar pulling him to your face.
“Bakugo you better not let him die!” You scream in his face before crying out as your arm and chest continues to bleed out. Bakugo looks down at you and back at Midoriya in the sky. This was bad the two of you were the ones Shigaraki was after and he had to choose which one to defend.
“DEKU! YOU’RE THE ONE GUY WHO NEEDS TO KEEP HIS DISTANCE FROM THAT CREEP! HE’S NO LONGER HELD BACK BY ERASURE!” Bakugo screams up at him.
“BUT WHO ELSE CAN KEEP SHIGARAKI OFF THE GROUND?!” Midoriya screams back.
“Please I…I gotta stop Shigaraki...I gotta.” You try pushing yourself up but Todoroki moves over to you holding you down and your vision goes white for a second from the pain.
“You’re in no condition to be moving. Stand down!” Todoroki yells down at you and tears brim your eyes, you were covered in scuff marks and blood and with the gash across your chest and your arm barely hanging on he was surprised you didn’t pass out from the blood loss. “You’re arm I don’t think it’s going to make it.” He says almost hesitating to make the decision to remove your arm but your hand jumps out stopping him.
“No! Stop its healing…slowly...It’s taking a while to learn…to learn this quirk.” You wheeze out and he looks at your arm and chest and you were right slowly your skin and muscles were fusing together but how long would that take?
“Just stay down…until you’re ready.” He says and a shockwave and an explosion of light send dust and debris flying back. Up in the air, it’s just flashes of green and explosions of power…this was One For All.
“A-Amazing…” Manual breathes out.
“No. He’s gonna lose if this keeps up.” Bakugo says as you all look up at the intense fight Midoriya is putting up, “Deku’s using his legs and air force to negate the blowback…controlling multiple quirks…simultaneously..it’s taking every skill he’s got to keep Shigaraki in the air. But since that first hit didn’t seal the deal, it’s now an endurance match. Deku can’t last forever against a guy who can regenerate. In a few minutes, he’ll be dusted and have his power taken from him. YOU FINISHED WITH THAT FIRST AID, TODOROKI?!” Todoroki looks down at you and you nod and he moves over to Bakugo leaving you propped against some rubble beside Rock Lock who is holding Mr. Aizawa.
“Endeavor! Don’t waste any fire on flying up there, cuz I’ve got that part covered! And, Todoroki, keep Endeavor cool till the last possible moment!” Bakugo yells out.
“You’re thinking I should finish him off…with a max firepower attack…leave it to me!” Endeavor yells out steam pouring off him.
“But…they’re just kids…” Rock Lock stutters.
“Take care of Sensei and the others!” Todoroki yells back at Rock Lock and the three of them shoot up into the air.
Why was he doubting ‘em…? Seeing that Deku during the raid and now he was one helluva hero and you, just a glimpse during the raid he could tell you were powerful but now as you laid beside his feet healing slowly. You tore yourself apart fighting single-handly against Shigaraki and those boys you all were putting your all more than he could say for some other heroes.
Bakugo and Todoroki throw Endeavor up in the air and he latches onto Shigaraki.
“PROMINENCE BUUUUURN!!” A bright light of fire fills the sky as Shigaraki burns up by the point-blank attack.
Tomura….lend me your body.
Rivets erupt from Shigaraki impaling Endeavor as he falls back plummeting to the ground before more head straight towards Midoriya who can’t dodge. At the moment there were no thoughts…in his head. His body just moved on its own.
“KACCHAN!”
A scream rips through your throat as your back arches in an unusual manner and Manual and Rock Lock look down at you shocked as you scream bloody murder.
“HEY, KID!” “STAY WITH US!”
“I request your assistance child…it seems your insolent brother rage is stronger than I expected.”
“NO, I WON’T LET YOU!”
“My dear…you can’t fight the hold I’ve curated for years….now.”
Fight My Sword.
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gnomeyflamingo · 1 year ago
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Acco and Kiry: *smooching noises*
Atreo: “AH! W-WHAT?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! WHAT’S HAPPENING?!”
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Atreo: “YOU’RE KISSING?! HOW COULD YOU?! MY BROTHER AND MY BEST FRIEND?!!?!”
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Kiry: “Uhm… This is mortifying.”
Acco: “Omw, he really has been ignoring me for months.”
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Atreo: “I CAN’T BELIEVE IT. I EVEN MADE A FRIENDSHIP BRACELET FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THEN YOU GO AND BETRAY ME!”
Kiry: “Please stop screaming.”
Acco: “Er, how am I betraying you?! Also by the gnomes, I already told you about Kiry and me so many times!"
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Atreo: “YOU ALWAYS STEAL WHAT’S MINE, YOU ALWAYS RUIN EVERYTHING!”
Kiry: “Atreo calm down, you’re not making any sense.”
Acco: “You haven't changed one bit. I thought after the whole fake nanny ordeal you realized-"
Atreo: "SHUT UP!"
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Atreo: “I HATE YOU! I WISH WE COULD HAVE BATTLED TO THE DEATH INSTEAD OF AN EGG-FINDING COMPETITION!"
Kiry: "Atreo please-"
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Acco: "Why are you so angry?! Kiry and I are in love, we're dating. Why can't you just be happy for us?"
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Atreo: "I'll never be happy for you Acco, you're the spare, your life is a dream! You’ve stolen my best friend and now you get to date him, without having to fulfill a stupid aspiration! Why do you always get to have everything?!”
*shoves*
Kiry: “Hey stop it!"
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Kiry: “That’s enough. Atreo, your behavior is unacceptable. Acco doesn’t deserve this. I-I don’t deserve this. I… I do not want to continue being the best friend of someone as selfish and cruel as you… Please leave.”
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Atreo: “Fine. You can have him Acco. You won.”
Acco: *cries*
Kiry: “I’m not an object you can own-”
Atreo: “Bye.”
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Atreo: *grumbles* “That travel better get here fast..”
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Scientist: “Excuse me young man, I require your assistance. There is… Uhm… My handsome military husband and I lost… A horse! Our horse got loose.”
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Atreo: “A horse? There are horses now? Where?”
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Atreo: “Gah! What traumatizing pose set is this from-”
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Scientist: "Shh shhh sleepy time."
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Military guy: "...You think I'm handsome?"
Scientist: "Yes you're gorgeous- wait, I hear somebody coming, quick, let's get out of here!"
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An hour later in a basement dungeon in Tartosa…
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Atreo: "Ughhh my head, where am I? What uncomfortable pose am I in now?”
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Scientist: "Quiet prisoner!"
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Arnessa: "You're awake and alive. Good. I feared we used too much mandrake concentrate.”
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Atreo: “Oh you have no idea what you’ve done. Zehra’s hidden a tracker somewhere, I think in me? She’s unhealthily obsessed with me and ridiculously strong. She’ll come to rescue me."
Arnessa: “That’s what I’m counting on, silly child!”
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Arnessa: “Once she enters my lair, my vampire offspring will overwhelm her and end her reign of vampire-hunting terror! You’re the bait!”
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Am I ending on a cliffhanger so I have a good incentive to continue after my summer hiatus? Yes, I am. Have a good next 2 months everyone!
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carbonateddelusion · 2 years ago
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I need to put this SOMEWHERE bc Ben is busy and I don't see wanna have him return to my Noahposting for the 50th time.
oo aa the beast writes. it's nothing BIG I just need to get it out of me. warning for discussion of Catholicism, child murder, and parent death
"What kind of a loving, all-powerful God would let that happen? Huh?" Edgar snapped. "What kind of God would let the lives of helpless babies be snuffed out?"
"Edgar..."
"Don't you 'Edgar' me! You're doing it again--you're talking to me like I'm a fucking child, Noah! I'm OLDER THAN YOU!"
"These things happen because of human sin. You know that; you, of all people, should. It's free will."
The fire was stoked again, sending a burst of flame back at Noah's face. "Free will? Free will?! Free will to what? You're telling me that God is entirely unable to do ANYTHING to stop people because humans are allowed to make choices?"
"Edgar, please, calm down. You're going to wake somebody up," he sighed.
"I don't care! What LOVING GOD would let this happen? I- Either- Either He doesn't exist, or He's actively malicious! It's like He enjoys human suffering! What other explanation is there? I've been talking to Isaac, and--"
"Of course you have," Noah groaned, covering his face. "Look, I love Isaac. Very much. But they're too traumatized to think about it objectively."
"And what makes YOU the objective one here? What's so special about you that makes you exempt from bias, huh? I mean, if you want to talk about free will, sure! But what about things that aren't caused by other people?"
"Like what?" he asked flatly, lips pressed into a thin line. "What, Edgar?"
"Like your father."
Noah stood up at once. "You know what? If you want to sit here and throw a temper tantrum, fine. But you don't get to drag my father into this."
"You know I'm right!" he retorted, jumping back on to his feet. "Did you make him sick? No? Then who did, huh? What human choice led to him dying frail and alone?"
Noah's anger flared; it rose from the pit of his stomach into his throat, burning like acid. He drew in a shaking breath. Slowly, a wave of cool washed over him. Edgar was hurt, he reasoned to himself. People say stupid things when emotions are running high. He bit back an insult. "I'm not talking to you right now."
"Ohhhhh, you're too big to lower yourself to me, huh? Too important?"
The acid nipped at his tongue. "If you insist on acting like a fucking child, then I'm going to treat you like one," he spat. "Goodnight."
"Where are you going?"
Tossing his jacket over his shoulders and grabbing his keys, Noah didn't bother to turn back to speak to him. "Out. Goodnight."
The door slammed shut behind him.
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omgjayaaa · 6 months ago
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Time for part 2 but Dragons Rising edition
quick disclaimers:
This is just for fun and I’m not trying to say any one ninja is more traumatized then the rest.
I only put what I remember and you’re welcome to add stuff I forgot 👍
And let’s get into it!
Lloyd
Got separated from his family for a concerning amount of time
probably separation anxiety times 20
Nearly loses his kids students a lot
He misses his uncle poor guy
(rip master Wu crab rave 🦀🦀🦀)
Where is his family. Give them back now .
Gets high from dragon powers 👍
gets horrible visions from dragon powers 👎
Pls comfort him
so many panic attacks
hugs
he needs hugs
PLEASE HUG HIM
watched his big brother get sucked through a portal and be banished <33
he’s a silly little guy
Nya
Literally lost her family (AGAIN)
Misses her yin
give him back to her >:(
the whole dream scenario .
foreshadowing is evil
lost her brother
Found her brother
lost her brother to a flying boulder
Her brother came back :D
oop there he goes :0
Zane
If this man gets dehumanized one more time I’m losing it
STOP KIDNAPPING HIM
Petition to stop Imperium from cocooning random nindroids. It’s immoral.
Bro he’s not just a machine 💀
‘WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DINT EXPIERNCE COMPLEX EMOTIONS
somebody give him a hug or I’ll do it myself >:(
Cole
GIVE HIM BACK HIS DAUGHTER
and his best friend :(
If s2 makes Jay and Cole fight each other in the tournament I will die .
theyre best friends fight me
PUPPY COLW (im not sure this counts as trauma)
‘but hes cuteeeee
Promised to protect Bonzle. (Mission failed successfully ig)
Jay
Let him play his video games
JAYAAA
im not getting Jaya am I ?
just soul crushing angst ;-;
Amnesia. So much amnesia
Kai
Oh wow uh
gets separated from family
lloyd almost obliterates him
gets obliterated by a boulder
season one is fairly tame
becomes a single father of one
proceeds to panic over child’s wyld behavior
‘haha funny right? Wyld. (I’ve become Jay)
Gets sucked through a mergequake portal
sees a really messed up vision but they won’t tell us what it is :((
SHOW US THE VISION
gets banished womp womp
Wyldfyre
Yeah. Her family died.
dragon family death count worrying
was rocketed away from her family and us fostered by a dragon family only for them to pasta way
Doesnt really connect well with humans
‘Realizes pranks aren’t always funny the hard way
lost her father dragon for a good while
then loses her human dad (kai) through a portal
let’s not forget about Cinder breaking her leg 💀
Sora
This girl needs about a thousand hugs
lets speedrun this trauma list shall we?
Parents who are absolutely horrendous
she finally makes parents proud and gets invited to help work in the lab (her hero is evil womp womp)
She gets her creation turned against her
watches an innocent dragon get tortured
Gets disowned by parents
isnt allowed at the dinner table
gets her work bench taken away
runs away
all this results to her having self worth and identity issues
has to return to her home because of her past being used against her once again
has to bring online more weapons which causes distrust with her and Arin briefly
Her self worth issues get worse but Nya helps
ultimately she realizes her parents aren’t her true family anymore and she doesn’t need to prove anything to them, unlocking her true potential
Her and Arin start to drift apart
she helps him with her powers thinking it’s right (it’s probably gonna end badly)
And I will cry
they make me sad
really sad
btw if I see Sora’s parents again I will yeet them
deadname Sora again I dare you 🔪
Arin
Lost his parents in the merge
he blames himself for their disappearance
Gets a hammer yeeted at him by Ras at some point and Sora had to watch him get hurt
is terrified of losing people he loves. Riyu, Lloyd, Wyldfyre, Sora…
Begins to spiral worse in s2
This little guy can hold some much self hatred in him *pats head*
GIVE HIM HIS PARENTS BACK
HE DESERVES IT
i swear if they end up being bad guys I’ll cry
Gets shatterspined by Cinder
Constantly fails which puts a strain on the guy’s mental health
Gets beaten within an inch of his life by Ras
seriously Ras chill
thats a child
On his villain arc
The morro parallels are terrifying me
Mom come pick me up I’m scared
there’s a lot of debate of which ninja is the most traumatized and I honestly can’t decide, so I’m gonna list all the trauma I remember. Feel free to add anymore I missed.
Kai
Parentless
raised his sister by himself and had to run a blacksmith shop as a teen to make ends meet
his sister got kidnapped
Got hit with snake venom and was high for awhile
got stuck in a collapsing volcano
the whole birthday human piñata thing
saw his brother explode (rip Zane)
ends up falling in love with a villain
loses his powers
gets tricked by said villain and almost destroys Lloyd with the power staff
gf turned into a snake
got teased about what happened to his parents
(still parentless)
fails to protect his possessed brother
is forced to fight said possessed brother
nearly drowns
gets swarmed by psycho fangirls (s6)
finds out his parents may be traitors
truly believes his parents are traitors and tries to stab them
father gets hit my the time punch
is forced to go back in time and watches Master Wu be lost to time
watches his best friend fall off the bounty and “die” (and literally can’t do a thing)
loses his powers (again)
gets thrown into a bunch of walls
literally has to summon his fire or everyone will DIE
watches everyone get turned to ice sculptures
Loses powers and gets turned into a cube o7
gets pelted with rocks
sister turns into the sea
gets in a car crash
turns into a Crystal zombie
oh, and he gets hit by a giant blast and thrown into the distance, then nearly gets killed by dragons.
Jay
Turns into a snake man
Gets tied up and nearly hit by a train
has a pointless love triangle where he breaks up with his best friend
literally resents him the whole time but is secretly sad
said best friend sacrifices himself and Jay has to watch him be thrown into the pit below rip
is adopted
Bio dad is dead (dead as hell)
bio mom is gone (who knows where)
he’s just motherless
Spider tries to eat him
literally gets tortured by a bunch of pirates
loses his ex gf to a super hot djinn
watches Nya die
is traumatized by even the mention of time travel (s7)
adoptive mom gets kidnapped
is so traumatized that he just becomes emotionally depleted and is okay with a dragon eating him???
watches best friend literally fall into a cloud of darkness and can’t even do anything
almost falls into lava
watches his whole family and gf get cubed
gets sacrificed to a sea beast (which isn’t technically real but still)
almost drowns
literally almost dies because water in lungs
gf turns into the sea
is depressed for awhile
grows a beard
Gets turned into a Crystal zombie
‼️‼️SPOILER‼️‼️amnesia
Cole
Mother died when he was a child
Which lead to a bad relationship with his father
ran away and climbed a mountain in his grief
nearly got killed by a dragon
got mind controlled and was forced to fight his friends/ninja brothers
had a weird love triangle
lost powers
sacrificed himself for Jay
turned into a ghosty boi
got kidnapped by the sons of Garmadon
falls off the bounty and nearly gets frozen in the oni cloud
feels so responsible for losing the travelers tea that he literally climbs up a snowy mountain without sleeves-
gets cubed in a video game
is attacked by a creature wearing his moms locket
no one believes him
despite all the crazy things that have happened
gets thrown to the bottom of the mountain
Gets in a car crash
crystal Zombie time
Zane
Fatherless
wandered for like 10 years-
had amnesia
everyone calls him “weird”
is actually a nindroid
bird robot dies several times
btw his dad is actually alive
falls in love with a robot girl
literally gives her half of his heart
sacrifices himself to protect those he loves and all of ninjago
is rebuilt only to be kidnapped
gf is scrapped and now lives in his head
dies again because smartphones aren’t real (s7)
nearly dies from being thrown off the cliff by someone who was essentially supposed to be himself
Had visions about his literal banishment
gets banished to the never realm
loses memories and is manipulated
commits mass genocide
nearly assassinated
Gets electric shocked and hooked up to power a giant machine
turns off emotions because of Nya becoming a mermaid
crystal zombie
literally locked in a imperium temple for years (but doesn’t remember a thing???)
Nya
Lost both her parents at a young age
was kidnapped
becomes samurai X because she wanted to help and the others wouldn’t let her
im not even going to talk about s3
gets hunted down by Chen’ forces
is actually the water ninja
unlocks her true potential before everyone can die
is forced to deal with misogyny at every turn because she’s the “girl ninja”
gets possessed by the spirit of Delara
dies
someone steals her samurai suit
her parents are alive
she watches her family and bf die
has to deal with survivors guilt when Cole “dies”
is forced to confront her powers once again in s12
gets cubed
watches her bf get flirted with and he doesn’t do anything
Becomes a Queen despite not wanting to???
watches bf get sacrificed
Misses her mom but she’s been gone so long things have changed
sacrifices herself to save Jay
turns into the sea
amnesia
is alive again but is separated from Jay once again (merge)
Lloyd
Mom left him at a boarding school as a baby
dad is evil
Is mistreated and opens a serpentine tomb
gets gatekeeped, gaslight and girlbossed by a purple snake
kidnapped
nearly dies because he’s forced to retrieve a fang blade
almost dies in a volcano
Hes destined to defeat his father btw
and fight him
Son vs father
loses his childhood to save his friends
mother is alive
has to fight his father and destroy the overlord
friend group breaks up after Zane dies
Recently redeemed father dies because Lloyd has to banish him to the cursed realm
gets possessed by his cousin
gets thrown into a river and nearly drowns
says a final goodbye to his father
gets really old
isnt old anymore
is forced into a leadership role and no one cares
falls in love with this really pretty, nice girl
oops
shes evil
she beats him up and brings his father back from the dead (only the evil part)
his father beats him up and leaves him for dead
watches family be crushed
is forced top into leadership again and confronts loss
fights his father one last time and defeats him narrowly
Is forced to work with and babysit his evil dad
is so traumatized by Harumi that his trust issues are heightened
distrusts a Wolf girl but works with her
she kisses him and then he leaves (for good?)
Is forced to fight video game Harumi and they kill each other (poetic but cruel)
is cubed
sneaks into Cole’s bedroom just to tell him how much he distrusts the new princess
sister gets turned into the sea
works at Starbucks?
his ex gf is alive and pissed
dad loves a plant more than him
father plays dead and Lloyd turns into a demon goat man
Gets separated from his whole family in the merge
gets a vision of his family’s grave
gets high, beats the shit out of some bad guys and passes out
probably traumatized after that
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zephyrdagonheart · 1 year ago
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ZephyrDagonheart's Blursed Destiny Shower Thoughts!
Some goofy thoughts and ponderings I've had. Enjoy. They get more and more cursed as we continue.
DISCLAIMER: These are simply meant to open discussion. Please if you do comment, try to be respectful towards myself and others in the comments/reblogs.
Anyway, onwards to the ponderings!
1) Is there an equivalent to Easter in Destiny? I mean this in both the religious and secular aspects btw. If so how is it celebrated?? I'm imagining something involving Guardians chucking eggs at each other like it's a snowball fight.
2) While on the topic of Christianity, what happened to all the other religions in the world of Destiny, like Christianity, Islam, Judaism, Hinduism and others?? Did they all just die out immediately once the Traveler showed up or did the more radical members try to idk, prove it was a false god or prove it's acts were that of their god(s)?? Do some people in the Last City still follow some of them???
3) Still on the topic of religion, do Guardians think of Jesus as a Guardian?? Since he died and was resurrected? Do they think that the Christian God is just a syncretism for the Traveler or his Ghost??
Okay let's move on from religion before I piss somebody off lol-
4) How do Ghost Shells work?? Can you just swap them out or are they fixed to the Ghost's body? I assume that you can just swap them out since you can in game, but in lore is that something you can do?
5) So far, we have yet to see Guardians below the age of at least 21, maybe 18 at the youngest, physically speaking. While I think it would be messed up, what do you think a child Guardian would be like? As a hard stop, I'm speaking of a Guardian below the age of 18, but no younger than 15.
6) So far we've only had vague mentions of Earth beyond where we can go in game (EDZ, Old Russia, The Last City), like Old Chicago for example. What about Egypt? Or Australia?? Is the Great Wall of China still standing?? Did global warming cause Japan to get swallowed underwater?
7) Pineapples and, if I remember correctly, dragonflies are extinct in Destiny lore. What other stuff could have gone extinct by now? What animals have had the chance to thrive and come from the brink of extinction as a result of the Collapse?
8) A bit NSFW, and I apologize, but do you think the Last City has a red light district? If so, do you think there are some Guardians who participate in it??? Idk one day the thought of a Guardian on a stripper pole sent me down a weird train of thought.
9) Another slightly NSFW question and I apologize again, but do we know how Hive and Eliksni reproductive systems work?? We know about the Cabal, thanks to that very traumatizing lore book told from Caiatl's perspective growing up (we did NOT need to know about Calus's kangaroo baby pouch, BUNGIE), and I know we have a very vague idea of how it works for Hive, but how much do we exactly know about the Eliksni and Hive's reproductive cycles??
10) Do you think Guardians like collecting Golden Age video games and media?? Like watching holotapes of Disney movies and playing COD Warzone on restored servers? I wonder how they'd react to games like Doom or even more hilariously Halo.
And lastly, on the topic of Halo...
11) I heard once that apparently, Halo and Destiny take place in the same universe. I know that there's that Master Chief reference in Destiny 1 where Ghost tells you about the one Guardian he was gonna resurrect saying he didn't want to be, claiming that "the last war was enough for multiple lifetimes" which could be a reference to the Covenant. I also heard that apparently if Halo and Destiny truly are in the same universe, then Halo would have taken place during the Golden Age and maybe into the Collapse, and even moreso, the Covenant could still be out there beyond the Sol System. Given that we're nearing the end of the Light and Darkness saga, and moving beyond the Sol System and fight between the Traveler and the Witness, I wonder if this is true or not. This probably isn't, given that Bungie separated from Activision and is now partnered with Sony and that story merger may never happen, but I wonder what could have been if this was true.
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rpmusingsforthesoul · 2 years ago
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Conan Gray Superache Sentence Starters
Feel free to change pronouns
trigger warning for domestic violence mention
Movies
“I want a love like the movies.”
“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring.”
“Still can’t believe that this isn’t a dream.”
“Falling in love with a damn fantasy, that’s so me.”
“I’ve been living life in fiction.”
“In my head, we’re dancing in the dark.”
“Baby, this ain’t like the movies.”
“You say that it’s over, but why does she call you at 3am and 4am? That’s a funny way of staying friends.”
“Baby we lost all the life that we had and I can’t pretend it’ll ever come back.”
Disaster
“The potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long.”
“This could be a disaster, like what if you freak out and then we’re losing it all at the critical chapter where I say I love you and you don’t say it after?”
“I’m drunk, I really shouldn’t have called, I’m a little bit plastered.”
“This could be a disaster.”
“Let me just lose my mind.”
“Is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night.”
“Maybe I just made it up, messed it up.”
Best Friend
“Remember when you broke up with your fucking ex? God, I’m glad you’ve finally gotten over them.”
“God, I swear that bitch was such a narcissist.”
“Everybody knows I love you so so so so much.”
“That’s my fucking best friend, that’s my fucking right hand, that’s my fucking throw up in the bathroom, but still love them.”
“I hate, like, everyone except for you.”
“Who else is gonna grocery shop with me at 2am? Who else is gonna take that picture for you just to get revenge?”
“You’re just as psycho as me, just as sick inside the head.”
Yours
“I’m somebody you call when you’re alone. I’m somebody you use, but never own. I’m somebody you touch, but never hold. And you’re somebody I’ll never really know.”
“I know I’m not the one you really love. I guess that’s why I’ve never given up.”
“I could give you all you want, the stars and the sun, but still I’m not enough.”
“All I really wanted was that look in your eyes, like you already know that I’m the love of your life, like you already know you’re never saying goodbye.”
“I want more, but I’m not yours. And I can’t change your mind.”
“I should’ve known that it was dumb love.”
“All the things that I’ve done for you not to notice.” “Can’t believe I chose you over all my best friends. What the fuck did I do in the end? Just to not be yours.”
Family Line
“My father never talked a lot. He just took a walk around the block till all his anger took a hold of him. And then he’d hit.”
“My mother never cried a lot. She took the punches, but she never fought.”
“I say they’re just the ones who gave me life, but I truly am my parents’ child.”
“I’m so good at telling lies. That came from my mother’s side. Told a million to survive.”
“God, I have my father’s eyes.”
“I can run, but I can’t hide from my family line.”
“I watch the fathers with their little girls and wonder what I did to deserve this.”
“Someone who loves you, wouldn’t do this.”
Footnote
“Why would I lie? It’s so clear I’m in love with you.”
“I’ll stop being pretentious and loathing our friendship.”
“You taught me a lesson, that love isn’t precious.”
“I’ll just take a footnote in your life and you could take my body. Every line I would write for you, but a footnote would do.”
“We’re perfect together, but I’ll never be the one.”
Memories
“It’s been a couple months. That’s just about enough time for me to stop crying when I look at all the photos.”
“Please don’t ruin this for me. Please don’t make it harder than it already is. I’m trying to get over this.”
“I wish that you would stay in my memories, but you show up today just to ruin things.”
“I wanna put you in the past ‘cause i’m traumatized, but you’re not letting me do that!”
“Tonight, you’re all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal position, too busy playing the victim to be listening to me!”
“Grab your books and your coat and that one good cologne that you bought when we were fighting! ‘Cause it’s still on my clothes, everything that I own and it makes me feel like dying!”
The Exit
“It’s crazy how fast you tilted the world that we were busy building.”
“Feels like we had magic wounds, but mine’s still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine now.”
“Feels like we buried alive something that never died.”
“You love her, it’s over. You already found someone to miss while I’m still standing at the exit.”
“I can’t hate you for getting everything we wanted. I just thought that I would be part of it.”
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shinesurge · 3 years ago
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sort of wrt that last reblog: i mentioned to a friend my (pentecostal) church used to do pretty gnarly homebrew exorcisms in the sanctuary and he went UM?? NO WONDER YOU HATE CHURCH SO MUCH WTF
and i go “buddy i’ve literally dedicated my entire career to tearing this shit down did you think all that anger came from having to get up early on sundays” and he sheepishly admitted that yeah, he did, and that i should try his church sometime and i just. can NOT express how fucking frustrating it is trying to explain to christians that i care about that no, this was not an isolated thing, this was not one shithead running one bad church, this is a very common thing and is happening in your group literally right now.
like please please stop telling people with religious trauma that “WE’RE not like that, i’m sorry that happened to you but you should try a REAL church like mine instead :)”. i PROMISE you people who dragged themself out of that muck believed it with their whole chest, probably for a long time, and are constantly being told that they’re overreacting and it wasn’t that bad and it’s So Mean to be so angry about this. even “nice” churches are at least tacitly part of the problem because whenever someone speaks up about what’s going on in fundamental spaces the Good Normal Christians are held up as the people we’re attacking (even though imo christianity is unhealthy all the way down, “normal” or not), and they’re what allows the religion to be so pervasive and normalized in american culture. i don’t even know how to explain how alienating it is, it’s like finally growing up and escaping the murder robot processing facility and spending the rest of your life digging out the machinery they put in you, then you make friends and find out they’re also robots but they’re quieter and gentler but they still /sometimes/ do robot things and get really upset about you having problems with the facility they go to every week for maintenance, it’s really not a big deal to stand up for the robot chant before dinner that makes that one circuitboard lodged in your brain zap you WHY are you so shitty about this. it’s RUDE to talk about how religion fucked you up, but if you don’t then people think you’re just mad because you didn’t want to sit still in a pew for an hour as a child and not that the sunday school teacher told first grade kids to be ready to get shot in the head for being christian at school
if you’re christian there is already an enormous gap between you that your traumatized ex-christian friends are trying to deal with from their side; we were taught to Reach For The Lost too, we know exactly how you look at us. PLEASE don’t respond to somebody opening up about their stuff with trying to get them to go to a “better” church, all you’re doing is demonstrating you’ve missed the point and reminding them they’re Surrounded
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daisylovesatla · 4 years ago
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VERY hot take, If you are not an abuse survivor, particularly emotional abuse, please stop making posts about how Azula doesn’t deserve redemption.
CW for abuse, trauma, etc.
You really have no idea what it is like to be abused and manipulated. And you’re sending a message to all the survivors around u that you think they are tainted by their trauma and will never be more than it.
Azula is a child. She is 14 years old. I am currently 19 and have been out of my abusive home for a little over a year and a half. The person I am today is somebody my sad, traumatized, manipulated and wounded, abused 14 y/o self could not even imagine I would become. And I have decades of healing left to do, and a LOT of mental health problems that have stemmed from my abuse.
When you make these arguments, you don’t necessarily realize that you are not holding compassion for the real abuse survivors in your life, the people who witness stories like Azula and, even if they’re not war machines, still see themselves in Azula to a certain extent (myself included). And yes, there is damage that Azula will never be able to fully heal, every abuse survivor has damage that’s never fully repaired. But at the very LEAST we (and Azula) deserve the chance to rise above the circumstances controlling and manipulative people put us in.
I know azula is just a fictional character, yes. But if y’all don’t understand what abuse and manipulation can do to a person’s brain, what gaslighting can do, what it’s like to act against your own will in order to protect yourself, you have no fucking place to make an argument. It’s disgusting to speak about her the way you are. And it makes me think y’all don’t have compassion for the people in your life recovering from traumatic situations that are similar to hers.
Yes she did bad things. I’m not denying that. But to implicate she doesn’t even deserve a chance to redeem herself, doesn’t even deserve a chance to rise above the shadow of her abusive father, to become her own, independent person, to form loving, healthy relationships with people who care about her and don’t want to use her, is an extra kind of fucked up. And if you have compassion and understanding for Zuko, who tried to kill the avatar on multiple occasions too, it makes me wonder why you don’t for Azula??
She deserves love. She deserves to be cared for. To be freed from the source of her trauma and pain. She deserves to be given compassion and understanding in the aftermath of a really awful childhood. She deserves all of that and more.
Every single abuse survivor does...even the ones who have been forced to do bad things in order to protect themself, who have been manipulated into doing bad things by terrible people. So when you say Azula doesn’t deserve redemption, to a survivor of emotional abuse, (amongst others, but that’s not what I’m talking about here), what it really sounds like is, you don’t think anyone who’s been abused deserves compassion if their actions under the thumb of their abuser doesn’t align with your morals, which is really fucked up when you think about that even for half a second.
So stop and think abt what you’re saying, and maybe don’t fucking say it. Yes I’m angry and yes this discourse is incredibly triggering but I have to say this shit bc. Please listen to abuse survivors when u talk abt abuse. Lmao.
Disclaimer: This is NOT to say that it would fit with canon, lol, to give her a redemption arc, that’s not the argument I’m having here, so don’t make it abt that.
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asphodel-night-adder · 3 years ago
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You literally advocate for killing human beings while they're not fully conscious or able to defend themselves. Do you actually comprehend how awful that is? You're advocating for eugenics and literal murder. That logic applies not only to babies but to people in comas, elderly people, handicapped people. They are all people and deserve to be treated as such. Maybe you don't know but it is possible to care about both mother and child rather than one over the other.
Get off the internet and live life and actually talk to people who have experienced these horrible things.
... y'know I've spent the entire week thinking of this anon and thinking of how I'm going to respond such an idiotic, sexist, piece of shit this ask is.
Anon, you do not fucking know me.
First, you claim that I'm advocating for eugenics. Second, you act like I don't think that the elderly, disabled, and people in comas don't deserve to live. And worst of all, you fucking assumed that I myself don't have personal experience with abortion.
I'm sorry that abortion is an uncomfortable subject for you to understand. I'm sorry you aren't able to have compassion for women who have to have an abortion. I'm so very sorry that you pick and choose when the child is able to have a say in what goes in their lives. I'm extremely sorry that youd rather have your actually brain dead loved one be forced to use a machine to keep them alive because accepting that they are actually gone is too much for you to handle.
Abortion is a difficult decision that most women wouldn't want to make for themselves. Yes, many women hate going through it, I've met those women and their struggles and hardships are often unheard of by pro-choice people because they can't handle the fact that abortion isn't actually an empowering experience and is in fact really traumatizing. But like, pro-life people don't get it either. Most of them don't give two fucks (yeah I'm fucking generalizing, most of y'all don't care what happens to the women or child, y'all just can't handle that your abstinence-only religion riddled sex Ed backfired on this fucking country, and hate seeing a woman taking matters into her own hands).
Pro-life people all talk a big game about "oh think of the disabled kids, won't somebody please think of the disabled kids???" Maybe when the fucking doctors stop acting like a child that gets diagnosed w/ autism is the end of the fucking world. So many people get children hoping that they end up "normal", and get so unreasonably devastated when they aren't. But like, children are hard work and disabled children are harder. Many parents are alone when dealing with their disabled children, some facing the reality that their children is never going to be independent. It's expensive and many people often act like there's no value to these people.
It's wrong, it's horrible, it sickens me to my core, but like this is what happens when society severely undervalues neurodivergent people. You really honestly think a women who's feels like abortion is the only way for her, has a support network that can help raise her disabled child? I'm sorry, but no she often doesn't.
Adoption needs to be talked about more, because you as a birth mother can choose your parents. But like, most women don't know that and most pro-life say they want more people to give their babies up for adoption if they honestly can't take care of them, but irl, y'all shame and bully women who do. Many women often feel like adoption isn't an option and it's either take care of a child you never wanted and will grow to resent the child, or go through a very painful and isolating surgery.
You wanna see abortion rates got down? Promote actual sex education. It's the only fucking way. Talk about birth control, contraceptives, adoption options, government services to poor parents, single mom support groups, and so much more.
But nah, y'all just want to shame women.
Go fuck yourself anon
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variantia · 3 years ago
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BELLUM.   been thinking lots about Chara (and obv Chara and Lo uwu)
I wonder if they would ever tell her the Truth about what happened with them and Asriel
I wonder if Asriel has told her anything about that, tho he knows the parts Chara doesn’t want anyone else to know
I can only imagine what it would look like, her holding this sobbing child as they confess that they intentionally poisoned themself so they would die, and how they didn’t want to restart the actual war between humans and monsters but GOD they hate humans so much and they wanted their village specifically WIPED OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH, and how they STILL see Asriel’s smiling face as the humans attacked their fusion in their nightmares and how Chara couldn’t get control and no one even asked what was happening they all just assumed Asriel had killed them
crying because they KNOW, they know it was wrong, it wasn’t a good plan, it was HORRIBLE of them to be so hateful that they got themself and their baby brother killed and things went so fucking wrong AND IT’S ALL THEIR FAULT
pressing themself in against her shoulder and just wailing, they know they weren’t a good person and they still probably aren’t but they never wanted their family to get hurt, they just wanted all their pain to end and for everyone to be on the surface because that was all their family ever wanted
their parents know what happened because Asriel told them but neither of them have ever told anyone else and sometimes Chara feels like they’re going to explode if they don’t let someone in and they DON’T TALK about all their trauma and deep down inside they know they need to trust people but it’s so hard but they TRUST Lo because every time she treats them kindly another part of their walls crumbles away and she’s inside before they know it
and they’re clinging to her CRYING because all they really are is a scared, traumatized child who’s angry because they’re hurt and prone to lashing out after the first nine years of their life being nothing but abuse and they’re STILL processing it and they’re so PISSED because they managed to traumatize themself even more and hurt their family
and they don’t want to talk to their family because they’re so afraid their parents will start to see them as this little broken thing and Asriel will try to fix them and they know he can’t, they know all he can do is love them while they try to heal themself but they don’t even know where to START
and maybe the start is telling someone else and letting themself fall apart
at least somebody else knows the truth now
at least they’re not walking around saying they trust her and feeling like they’re lying because they’re not actually this “good” child she thinks they are
but they are, they still are
she knows they’re hurting and they’re screwed up but that doesn’t mean they’re this evil demon who wanted to hurt people
and anything she says along those lines will make them cry harder and try to curl into a tiny ball to be protected in her arms
because they love her so much
being told they’re not a horrible person, even though they’ve made so many fucking mistakes, that hurts
but it hurts in a good way, like antiseptic sprayed on a wound
and they cry for her to hold them tighter
tighter, tighter, please don’t let go, please don’t change your mind, please don’t stop loving me now that you know the truth.
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