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Anon 1 said: (dubcon, maybe noncon?)

hi, do you know of a fic where post-ws, bucky comes in from the cold and finds steve, & they start a relationship. but towards the end it's revealed that (the big plot twist), bucky doesn't actually feel anything for steve and is only in the relationship because he thinks he has to be like steve's bucky from before the war/feels as though he has to play the role of bucky barnes and thinks that's what that entails/or similar icr exactly. steve, who thought bucky meant it, is really hurt. thankyou

Anon sent in Out of the Dead Land by orphan_account (complete | 62,707 | E)

opaline-pixie said:

Hello. I’m looking for a story that I read years back. All I remember about it was that Bucky liked being bound up. Steve took them to a cabin and instead of bondage tape he bought vet tape because it was cheaper. That and I remember a game where he blindfolded bound Bucky and surrounded him with sex toys and Bucky had to guess what they were.

Anon 2 said:

I read this fic a while back; I remember that the summary was part of a book that Bucky had written about the accident that lost him his arm (he had a Stark prosthetic, and was touchy about people liking it)? It was an AU where Bucky and Steve were both college professors, with Steve possibly an art teacher? I think Bucky and Steve didn't get on at first? There's a scene where Steve does a painting lesson for some of the professors, and a faculty event/party towards the end? Thank you!

Anon 3 said: (sex work, polyamory)

i’ve been looking for the fic where steve or bucky experiments in sex work and does a porny photoshoot that turns into a threesome w peggy on set for like an hour now and can’t find it. any idea?

buckycuddlebuddy and somesortofitalianroast sent in Push It by thepinupchemist (oneshot | 8,982 | E)

eclipseofparis said:

Hi! I hope you’re all doing well. I’d like to ask if you know or are familiar with this fic. It’s a time travel au (??) where Bucky as The Winter Soldier was accidentally or purposefully sent by Hydra to the 1930s? or 1940s? to kill pre-war Steve Rogers. Before Bucky went back, he told Steve abt Pierce. TFA timeline still happens and when Steve woke up to the new century, he acts all oblivious but in actuality he was plotting his revenge on Pierce. He did killed Pierce in the end I think?

Anon sent in Savage God by LenneWithMilkAndHoney, PottersPink (restricted, complete | 36,127 | M)

Anon 4 said:

i’m looking for a fic I read before, what I remember is bucky works at a company where steve is like the boss/ceo and steve is an ass and fires him one day, then later steve asks bucky if he wants to be in a D/s relationship with him and Bucky moves in to steve’s apartment? that’s all I remember, I hope it’s enough!

buckycuddlebuddy, miraishu, Anon, keepyourelectriceyeonme, wayward-lives, its-a-harlequinade and time-lord-no-more sent in Collar Full of Chemistry by 2bestfriends (complete | 188,111 | E)

Anon 5 said:

hi, I’m looking for a doc that I’m pretty sure is from Buckys pov and it has a recurring motif of a story about a woman going into a river. very literary, it’s like the type of story that has an all lowercase title. Hope that helps

Anon 6 said:

Hi! I’m looking for a WIP fic where both Bucky and Steve are princes. Steve comes to live with Bucky because Steve’s dad thinks it will help Steve learn how to be a better prince. I remember Thor working as the stables guy too. Peggy and Becca are also Bucky’s older sisters in this fic. Thanks!

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Anon 7 said:

I'm looking for a fic(probs 1 chap) that basically takes place in a nightclub or somewhere similar, and Bucky sees a girl with a pixie cut and black sparkly dress at the bar, goes to talk to her, and realizes that she is, in fact, a dude(Steve) pretty sure hes not trans,,, the do the dirty,,, pretty sure there's fanart in it too

Anon 8 said:

Hi, what’s that fic where Steve has to teach Bucky how to masturbate or at least just had to be in the same room as him? I stopped reading it a while ago and there’s a lot of works in my ao3 bookmarks that say deleted and I’m scared that’s one of them! Thank you

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keepyourelectriceyeonme sent in both fics mentioned in this post as possible answers

sleeplingsupernova said: (HTP)

We can't find this story anywhere anymore. It was an HTP where the Winter Soldier just got through a mind wipe and was still in the chair and a doctor was trying to give him a blow job and kept getting mad at him because he couldn't get hard. I remember reading it on AO3 but no matter what I try to search up I can't find it. Thank you so much!

Anon 9 said:

There was a story I read once where Bucky worked at planned parenthood and would escort women from their cars into the clinic, protecting them from the protesters? I can't find it and I was wondering if you guys know what I'm talking about? Thanks!

Anon 10 said:

im so sorry this is vague but im looking for a book with the cap quartet in sams house i believe? all i can remember is that bucky drags steve under a dining room table because hes trying to protect him when something makes a loud noise in the house, im pretty sure it was sam dropping a pan. thank you if you can think of it!

Anon 11 said:

Hey, im looking for a fic where steve is buckys neighbor and he has a little kid. Bucky also a kid, but he's older, maybe a teen. Bucky has a crush on steve and starts helping him out like driving him to work and shoveling his snow because he's struggling and always seems to be late to work. Ive tried hard to find it but i cant, please help!

Anon 12 said: (sex work)

looking for this fic: steve find bucky in an alley (?) and because they used to know each other he offers bucky a place to stay, but bucky thinks thinks steve wants some sexual favour in return because he’s been doing that for a while (i think he was homeless?). steve doesn’t want any of that and takes bucky to his place, i think i remember that he was rich or that it was a penthouse or smth? anyways bucky starts trusting steve again and eventually they get together. i’m worried it’s deleted 😭

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Fan Fic ask 4,5,26,30,49

4. Name three authors that were influential to your work and tell why:

Since I write fic I guess I’ll have to name authors that have influenced me enough to want to write for their worlds, which sadly makes me admit that Stephenie Meyer was a major influence, not bc I thought she was an amazing writer, but bc I was convinced she’d written the wrong couple ending up together in her Twilight Books. So, I went ahead and created my own offshoot of her world where Bella and Jasper fall in love and I got to kill Edward bc that guy was a big bag of dicks.

JK Rowling is another author that’s influenced me, I suppose. I enjoyed her books a lot (but haven’t read The Cursed Child bc not many good things have been said abt it and I want to stay inside my HP bubble where the books ended in 2007 and the movies in 2011). But despite loving her books, I was never happy that Harry ended up with Ginny in the end. That ship never made sense and felt a bit shoehorned in bc JK decided it was endgame at the start of the series ala Ross/Rachel (another ship I don’t like). Early on I shipped Harry with Hermione, but then settled on Luna and so, again, I started writing bc I felt an author got a ship wrong. 

And I know I’ve mentioned this before, but another author, a fic author, had a major influence on my current writing style. Where I used to write angst, hurt/comfort I realized I much preferred to write fluff, and it was only after reading dollsome’s 30 Rock fics that I realized fic could be funny, romantic, and end w/o anyone dying.

5. How long have you written:

Since I can remember. It used to be retellings of fairytales written on notebook paper and stapled together. That then moved on to trying to write my own fiction (which I was never very good at, bc world building isn’t my strength hence the reason I write fic). I took up blogging for a while in the late aughts, but after LiveJournal died, I moved onto fic and that’s mostly what I write now.

26. Story you’re most proud of: 

I’m the type of author that thinks all my fics are terrible after I leave them behind. Sure, they’re great while I’m in the moment writing them, but if I go back and try to read a finished work I find every flaw there is to find. There’s only one fic that that hasn’t happened with. My Rachel/Joey fic from 2013. It’s only 8,000 words, but I wrote exactly what I set out to do, find a realistic way for Rachel and Joey to end up together, and sometimes I still sneak on over and read the last chapter if I need a pick me up.

30. Hardest part of writing

Looking at a blank google doc when starting a new chapter. It honestly takes me 3 or 4 days of looking at it to even get 500 words down. Once I reach the 1k mark I can usually hash out 2k more words in a day or two, but it’s that initial start that makes me want to cry and pull my hair out.

49. Writing advice

If you’re writing fic, try and find a happy medium of something you want to write that will also find an audience (even if it’s only a tiny one). Writing for yourself is good advice, but only if you’re a strong person who doesn’t care what other’s think (something I am not). Let me tell you, putting your hard work on the internet only to be ignored is a huge letdown. But then again, writing something just bc you have an audience eventually becomes tiresome. You start writing for them and not out of a love for your story. I’ve been in both places before, and the happiest place has always been finding a medium between these two. If that means scrapping that idea for a fic you have in a fandom that hasn’t been active since 2005, then so be it. If that means letting go of a hugely successful story in a popular fandom bc your heart is not in it, then do it. 

Write what you want, but makes sure it’s something that will find some traction out there on the interwebs.