#(like think kinda like stranger things or jackson’s diary)

[autistic-katara]

bitches making scenes with their ocs/blorbos in their head: 😄

bitches when they need to actually draw/write those scenes for other ppl to see them: 😡

[khaleesiofalicante]

Then I will fix it for you,” Papa said. “Now. What’s the rule?”

You go fix your brain and your personality and the fact that you exist asshole

He was studying a lot lately – with Claude and by himself. 

I'm sorry, with Claude? How is Claude not in prison by now?? Oh my god, is the guy David yelled at in front of Max Claude?? Please tell me it's not?? Please tell me Claude died a painful death?

“I think you are ill,” Marcel whispered. “I think you know it too.”

HOW MANY ASSHOLE CAN EXIST IN A SINGLE CHAPTER??I'm so so glad we only get Albert in one fic. I'm so glad that in all the other ones he's already dead or not a part of David's life. Because the "he got away, he survived" always makes reading this part, learning what David has been through slightly easier. But here he hasn't and that hurts even worse. And we've never seen it in such detail. It makes me truly sick.

“Good,” Papa nodded before leaving the room. “Remember that’s how I feel every time I look at you.”

SOMEBODY PUSH HIM OFF A BALCONY

David was thirteen when he had his first kiss.

Okay I really liked how you separated Madeleine kissing him and being kissed by a boy. Because the first one didn't mean anything and the second one did. That is a very important distinction

Henry was in the choir too. Henry could sing really well. Although Henry wanted to be an actor – just like his dad.

Henry being the first male character introduced in this chapter I didn't want to throttle, we stan Henry. Thank you for existing Henry. When we first saw him in the Star Wars premiere I didn't think much of him, but he is one of the few people that made David's life a little brighter and we thank him for that, this bouquet is for him💐

When David returned to his own quarters, wiping away tears that weren’t there, his dairy was gone too.

What happened to his dairy? I'm scared, what happened to his diary??

David turned the copy of Paradise Lost in his hands, slow and careful, and smiled at the man. “Thank you, Uncle Lucien

BE GONE SATAN

Lucifer rebelling against God?” David asked.

“I wouldn’t call that disobedience,” Uncle Lucien tutted. “Justice perhaps. Retribution?”

Of course you wouldn't you psychopath. Can we even call Lucifer a psychopath? The actual devil doesn't seem as gratifying

Uncle Lucien smiled and touched his face. “I want you to come to Oxford

See Lucifer says he wants David in Oxford and suddenly I want David as far from Oxford as he can get. Honestly I miss TLND, the only world where David has healthy male role models/ father figures in his life (and LBAF but his memories were tampered and he is very different there plus in LBAF 5/6 we didn't get a lot of David/Jace and I feel like they are distant? Hope that never happens in TLND)

Please note that every Lucifer/David interaction kinda made my skin crawl, you've described as super creepy and his gaze kinda prickling at your skin? Amd that has been conveyed beautifully to us, I get goosebumps every time he is mentioned

I don’t need to know,” Jackson shook his head. “No reason could ever justify abuse.”

I'm so happy David always gets to have Jackson. That he is a canon event. He is to David what Malec/Rafe are to Max. Family, the person who is always there, the home you turn to when you've lost your way. It's really beautiful

He wrote the things he wanted to tell some man in the future. A man he’d probably never meet.He wrote about how he wanted to be loved. Even though he might never know what any of it might actually feel like.

I want Max to read that notebook and know he loved David in ways David himself never thought existed. He will be so proud of himself. And David will be so happy to know what he once thought was impossible is now his reality

Claude is indeed there and David is forced to spend time/share a space with him. A lot of children who are abused by people they know (which is more likely to happen than by a stranger) continue to share a space (or even a home) with their abusers, and I didn't see it being any different in David's case.

Fun fact: Marcel is mentioned in LBAF. Points if you know who he is.

I'm glad you caught the 'first kiss' bit. I was hoping someone would.

Henry was neat. Also, I named him after the rwrb character hehe.

I think a couple of people inquired about David's diary. One of the students stole it/read it. We see Albert asking Jackson to spy on David in uni. He does the same during David's school years too.

GET DAVID HEALTHY MALE ROLE MODELS 2KFOREVER.

Lucifer's obsession with David reminds me (in a very different way) of Mallory's obsession with Max. I KNOW THEY ARE PERFECT. LEAVE THEM ALONE.

David and Jackson 💜

The beautiful thing is Max never has to read that poem David wrote. He loves David without being asked. He cares for David without being prompted. And that is everything to David too.

[trvbblemaker]

finally made an intro post!

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current favorite song: bad idea right? by olivia rodrigo

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random asks

more random asks

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more musical theatre asks lol

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i do not message people i do not personally know, sorry :/ but if it’s really urgent (??) then it’s fine ig

my current main fandoms:

stranger things

heartstopper

pretty much any and all of rick riordan’s books

jackson’s diary

a large number of musicals (listed below)

maze runner (i do not support the author as i have seen the controversy with him. i just like the series.)

my favorite romantic ships:

byler

lumax

ronance (kinda)

steddie (also kinda but a bit more)

percabeth

solangelo

narlie

dexer

taradarcy

taoelle

imogen x sahar

isaac x books

my favorite platonic ships:

stobin

willel

elmike

elmax

isaac and james

nick and imogen (they deserve more bestie moments change my mind)

my current favorite musicals:

[💚 - i have seen live 🤍 - have not seen live]

beetlejuice 💚

mean girls 💚

six 💚

newsies 🤍

dear evan hansen 💚

heathers 🤍

DNI:

homophobes

racists

transphobes/terfs

swerfs

ableists

creeps

b*lly h*rgrove stans

anyone who supports/apologizes for the above

my interests:

writing (my main hobby)

reading (also my main hobby)

acting (i’ve been in one play—and dozens of tv shows and movies and musicals in my shower)

singing (although i’m not very good) - (but now i'm taking voice lessons!)

watching musicals

art (don’t draw a lot, also not very good)

hockey

i think that’s pretty much it! i’m just a nerd reblogging nerd stuff and occasionally posts cool stuff of my own. hope you enjoy :)

[forabeatofadrum]

I, uhhhh, had fully told myself to write today, because for the first time in 1.5 weeks my day wasn’t occupied with my thesis, but instead I thought to myself: “Hey, what if I work more on my thesis anyway?”

So, hi! Hello and thank you @aroace-genderfluid-sheep, @facewithoutheart, @artsyunderstudy, @larkral, @quizasvivamos, @cerriddwenluna​ and @captain-aralias for the tags.

I mean, I did talk about some angsty fic ideas on my blog, but nothing happened. I mean, I now have 3 ideas for the same premise, thanks to @cerriddwenluna and @thnxforknowingme, but I didn’t write and if I am going to write then I really wanna focus on finishing existing WIPs. I did call my mum on information re: the glass bottles. We’re donating them! My mother also almost cried when she heard the news.

So instead of new fic, I’m going to show you something fun. Or I think it is fun. For my thesis, I’ve had 7 interviews so far. I ask my respondents to talk about media and now I started analysing the first 6 interviews. While doing that, I wrote down which TV shows, movies and books have been mentioned by these 7 ladies. Under cut with the weather, because it is a lot:

Glee

The Bold Type

Atypical

Killing Eve

Heartstopper

Stranger Things

Outer Banks

Community

Alien

The Last of Us

Adventure Time

She-Ra

Percy Jackson and the Olympians

Heroes of Olympus

A Portrait of a Lady On Fire

ANNE+

Heartbreaker

Sex Education

The Danish Girl

Scott Pilgrim vs. The World

Star Trek

Deep Space Nine

Ocean’s 8*

The Prom

Brave*

Aladdin*

A movie with George Clooney and a chick*

Married At First Sight

Dix Pour Cent

Madre Solo Hay Dos

Black Panther*

The Owl House

Carol

Black Mirror: San Junipero

Puss In Boots 2*

One Day At A Time

Shadow and Bone

Once Upon A Time

Brooklyn Nine-Nine

A Court of Thorns and Roses

The Vampire Diaries

Lucifer

Supernatural

Orphan Black

Sense8

Something from the Wachowski’s about a transgender bowling club

Disclosure

In The Heights

Ellen Degeneres on The Oprah Winfrey Show

Vrouwenvleugel

Orange is the new Black

Pacific Drive

Gia

Girl, Interrupted

Snowpiercer

Your Place Or Mine

Heartbreak High

I Am Not Okay With This

Special

Wednesday

It is cool to see different interpretations of them, especially from stuff that I also like. They teach me new ways to look at titles I love. Another note is that not every title was discussed in a positive light. In fact, some titles were liked by some, but disliked by others.

* indicates that they didn’t have anything to say re: queer rep, but the show/movie just came up.

Kinda interesting to see such a wide variety, and I am only halfway with my interviews. Some titles are mentioned by multiple people, others are only mentioned once. (For example, only one person mentioned Glee, which is maybe a good thing because I need to be totally neutral and pretend that what people say is completely new information, and I cannot be normal about this show.) (I’m literally listening to Glee while I type this.) (Although, okay, I do mention Glee myself, if needed, for the topic of queercoding/queerbaiting/heteroflexibility.)

Not really sure what to do with this and also not really sure y’all care, but hey, I am having fun!

And now, the weather: @blurglesmurfklaine @coffeegleek @esperantoauthor @otherworldsivelivedin @caramelcoffeeaddict @sillyunicorn @bazzybelle @dragoneggos @raenestee @tectonicduck @nightimedreamersworld @urban-sith @thnxforknowingme @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @takitalks @justgleekout @tea-brigade @ivelovedhimthroughworse @moodandmist @whogaveyoupermission @bookish-bogwitch @confused-bi-queer @ionlydrinkhotwater @1908jmd @special-bc-ur-part-of-it @chen-chen-chen-again-chen @cutestkilla @nausikaaa/@wellbelesbian @martsonmars  @shrekgogurt @boyinjeans

[edwardsissyhandsthtdanceslikeabb]

LOOKING FOR MOOTS!

(from my [former] main: @ slovenlyh8makerwenish8er)

♥︎ Looking for interactive moots bc I need friends and I procrastinate via the internet.

♡/💬/follow 2 b moots.

↻ for reach pls !!

☆mulignan | jared.19.neverfcknlearnedhowtaread | atheist | 🏳‍🌈 | aroace | they/he/bug/any neos - for nonblks + ma/my nigga for blk ppl

Use tone tags and tws/cws!

☆Basic dni

*+° I like analyzing stuff and politics. And I'm a lil depressed lol 😆 🤪 😭🥲

Ships!

Bkdk, Eruri, Huma, Batjokes, Stelena, Klefan, Jalec, Eremin, Miki × Miko, Rexi, Stony, Scira, RobRae,

Fav characters!

Levi Ackerman, Adam Groff, Mr Peanutbutter, Gustavo Fring, Gihun, Bakugou, Miruko, Rue Bennet, honestly the whole AOT cast except for Ereh. with a heavy emphasis on Sasha (aka i love her)

Anime!

AOT, Beastars, Inuyashiki, Castlevania, JJK, Mitchiko e Hatchin, Death Note, Boondocks, OPM and more

- Anti Light Yagami

- Anti Eremika

- Anti Eren Yeager

- Anti Izuocha

Shows!

BOJACK HORSEMAN, BrBa, Smiling Friends, Hannibal, The boys, Sex Eduction, Stranger Things, Euphoria, GOT, ATLA, squid game, MLB, Invincible, Extra Curricular, SU, The Magicians, Deadly Class

Cartoon Network Shows

Adventure Time

general media!

- Anti Marinette

- Anti Sangwoo

- Anti Damon Salvatore

- not a fan of Otis Melbourne

- Anti fire nation

- not a fan of starco

Movies!

gay movies in general

WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT KEVIN, Whiplash, Interview with a vampire 1994, Beautiful boy, Descendents, Kingsman franchise, Jennifer's Body, ShortBus, The handmaiden, Luca, The lighthouse, Misandrists, Kill your darlings, blackkklansman, Harry Potter, Planet of the Apes, Priest (1994), Blue is the warmest colour, The color purple, Elephant, Concrete Cowboy, tenet, Scream

- Anti Mal

- Anti VKs

- Anti King Ben

- Anti Steve Rogers

Webtoon!

Kim Carnby (Sweet Home, Bastard, Pig Pen), Jackson's Diary, Lalin's curse, Siren's Lament, I love yoo

- Anti LO

- Anti Persephone & Hades

+ books:

Carry on Rainbow Rowell

-Anti the Grimm Pitches

Music!

SOAD

krap

Michael Jackson

Melanie Martniez adjacent music

Hyperpop

Heavy metal

chill music - tame impala-esque stuff

fav songs: uncle by msi & northern lights by kennie

Other interests!

- Youtube

- Aesthetics

- Writing

- Horror

Celebrities!

Fatou, Megan Fox, Gina Torres, Sophie Turner, Lupita Nyongo, Jonghyun, Rupert Grint, Gina Torres, Giancarlo Esposito sorta, Caleb McLaughlin, Dev Patel

Stuff I have a love hate relationship with:

TAWOG, kpop, krap, MSI (i hate them but their music is good), Killing Stalking, Draco Malfoy, Robert Pattinson, George Miller, Timothee Chalamet, CMBYN

Stuff I kinda like:

1D lol (dont know much about them except zayn and harry are kinda gay)

That's it me thinks. I really need moots! Pls omg pls!!! I'm so looonneeelllyyyyyyy 😭

[paolaofthewatertribe]

young k - did i mention? part one

«and i would give my kingdom for

just one kiss»

Once upon a time, during the 20th century, in the beautiful lands of The Lemore Kingdom, the King and Queen welcomed a little girl into the world. They named her Elle, which meant light. Meaning she would light up the kingdom and bring it joy.

Growing up, she fell in love with Kang Jinhyun, a boy who worked at the royal stables. She loved how tender he was with animals, and he loved how her smile lit up the world whenever she was around.

The kingdom wasn't in a good financial state, and so her parents wanted her to marry someone of royal descendance.

She refused. Jinhyun and her loved each other, and she wouldn't marry someone who wasn't him. Her parents prohibited her from seeing him, and they also fired him.

But, every night, without anyone knowing, they would meet in the skirts of town. They talked about the stars, about life, about having a family together, even about leaving. Jinhyun told her that he was going to get a better job, so he could provide for the both of them if that moment came.

He didn't give up. Every morning he would go to the castle and try and talk to the King, telling him how he would do anything for Elle.

A couple of months later, the King and the Queen finally realized they were wrong the whole time. The happiness of their daughter was more important than some financial problems, at least for now.

Jinhyun and Elle became rulers of the Lemore Kingdom, after her parents decided to retire. And from there, everything went uphill.

They closed deals with nearby countries, solving the kingdom's financial problems. The Lemore Kingdom was doing better than ever.

Three years after stepping into the throne, Jinhyun and Elle became parents to a little boy named Younghyun, Kang Younghyun.

Every person in the Lemore Kingdom knew this amazing love story, including [y/n]. She loved it. It was just straight out of a fairytale, and that made it one of her favorite stories.

Her parents used to tell her the story every night before she went to sleep. And she couldn't help but fantasize about it.

She would imagine marrying a prince and having the same love story as Queen Elle and King Jinhyun. But sadly, something like that happens once in a lifetime. And [y/n] was sure it wouldn't happen to her.

– We're here! – her mother's voice woke her up from her fantasies.

As they exited the car, a small building came to view. It wasn't the prettiest one, but it was something.

[y/n] had been accepted to Lewis Lemore University, one of the most prestigious colleges in Northern Europe and named after the first King of the Lemore Kingdom. She worked really hard during her whole school career, doing extracurricular activities, studying day and night just to get into it. And she made it.

The bad part about it was leaving home. Her family lived in Alevine, a small city in the south of The Lemore Kingdom, which was three hours away by car. That meant she had to move all the way to Lundale, the capital, and start living alone.

She was half excited half nervous. She couldn't wait to experience living alone, but what if she wasn't made for it?

After a couple hours, her little apartment looked more like home. She would probably be living here for a long time so she needed to make it feel hers.

– It looks so pretty [y/n]! – said her mom while hugging her.

– Let's see how long you survive living alone – joked her father, making them laugh.

– I'm going to miss you so much. I'll try to visit as much as I can, I promise.

[y/n] had tears in her eyes. She didn't have any siblings, so she was practically leaving her parents alone, after 20 years of raising her.

– We're gonna miss you too honey. Remember to close the door every night, don't open it to strangers and take care of yourself, alright? I love you.

– And stay healthy! – said her father while they were leaving –. Oh, and no boys!

The first day of college. Now, [y/n] was officially a student of the Lewis Lemore University. And she couldn't be more excited.

The first week was supposed to be an introductory week, where you get to know new people, and also go to parties.

She was studying journalism, since she loved to write. She wrote diaries, blogs, she even was the main writer of the newspaper at her school. So yeah, journalism was her thing.

After her classes, she headed towards the library. She knew she would spend a lot of time there in the future, so why not check it out now? She also needed some books for some of her classes so she could kill two birds with one stone.

There weren't a lot of people there, which was normal, considering the semester had just started. [y/n] greeted the librarian and showed her the names of the books she needed. She was kind enough to accompany her to the right section.

She looked through the shelves and found the books she needed. But she kinda wanted to look for another books. She decided to look for her favorite childhood books, the Percy Jackson series, and read them again.

And so she headed to the fantasy section. She was so mesmerized about the selection of books available, she kept taking books out and reading the summary on the back.

She found one written by Rick Riordan, the same author of Percy Jackson, called Heroes of Olymp. And she realized it was a sequel. Her smile reached her eyes while reading the summary. She would definitely take it home.

She looked through the pages and saw there were more than one main character, there were Jason, Leo, Percy, and a lot more.

She was so into the book, she didn't realize someone was watching her from the other side of the shelf. She looked up after she felt it and then her eyes met another pair. And it was the one and only Kang Younghyun, also known as Prince Brian.

[y/n] was mesmerized by his beauty, he looked straight out of a fairytale. He smiled at her, sweetly. And she couldn't help but smile back. But then, panicking, she left, breaking the moment.

She used her student ID to lend the books and then quickly exited the library. Prince Brian, on the other hand, kept thinking about how pretty her smile was. But he told himself he would probably never see her again, so why get his hopes up?

Little did he know...

– You cannot do that! What about me? Are you just leaving me alone?

[y/n] couldn't help but laugh at Dowoon's reaction to her going back home during the holidays. He was the Duke of Islurgh, a small town near Lundale, and they met at one of her classes. He was 24, but he had just finished his first career and wanted to do another one, one that he found more interesting. He also knew Prince Brian, so he would tease y/n about having a crush on him all the time.

– I'm sorry that I miss my parents and want to see them, maybe you should visit yours too?

– I will, but not over the whole two weeks!

– You wouldn't understand. I'm also going there to work, since I'm a broke student, not like you, Mr. Duke of Islurgh.

– I can give you money, just stay! – she laughed again, he really was a baby.

– Stop whining! You can hang out with Wonpil, or Jae.

– If it's necessary I will. But I'll miss you.

– I'll miss you too. But it's only two weeks. I'll be back as soon as you can say "I'm drum" - he looked at her like saying "are you serious" and she laughed –. Oh, the train is here, bye!

They hugged and she prepared herself for a very long ride home.

Days passed and [y/n] had a great time with her parents. She had missed them a lot, so they spent a lot of time together. They went to the aquarium, to the cinema, and they also went to the town's annual carnival. She had so much fun, feeling like a kid again, and forgetting about her adult problems for a while.

Her parents owned a small coffee shop that was situated in the center of town. She was working there during the holidays to make a bit of money, and also spend time with her parents.

It was Sunday evening. Her parents weren't working today so she was the only one in the shop. It was about to be closing time, and there was only one client left. It was Mrs. Love, an old woman that lived in Alevine her whole life.

– Thank you for the coffee, [y/n]. It's nice having you here – she thanked after standing up and heading for the door.

– It's always a pleasure Mrs. Love, see you next time! And get home safe! – she waved her goodbye and turned to clean the table.

But then she heard a male voice and turned towards the door. A young male was holding the door for Mrs. Love, and they exchanged a few words she couldn't hear since she was at the front. He also smiled sweetly at her, and at that moment y/n knew who he was. She would recognize that smile everywhere.

Prince Brian was there, in Alevine. At her parents' coffee shop. She let a deep breath out and kept doing her job. Even though it was hard having her crush there, she supposed Brian wanted to have a normal evening and she was going to give him that.

Anyway, she found it quite funny how he was wearing a cap and sunglasses in the middle of autumn, and at 6pm. He kept looking at a menu he took from a nearby table, didn't really knowing what to order, which, for whatever reason, she found adorable.

Truth is, Brian was in Alevine to deal with some some royal businesses. But he really wanted to spend some time as a normal person, alone and not with his bodyguards around. Thankfully, he had Sungjin. They were the same age, but he was kind of like his main bodyguard. He knew how Brian enjoyed having some time for himself, and he wasn't gonna stop him from doing it. So he offered him help, for him to get a whole evening for himself, without anyone bossing him around. He had to be back at the hotel by midnight at the latest, but he wouldn't complain. He was really lucky of having such a good friend by his side.

Brian didn't want anyone recognizing him, so he opted for a cap and some sunglasses. Sungjin laughed at how ridiculous he looked, but he didn't care.

He really wanted to get some coffee first, so he entered the first coffee shop that he found. On the door he was met with a lovely old woman, who recognized him and wished him a great evening, making him smile. He noticed he was the only client in the shop, and that there was only one employee left. He felt kinda bad for making her work more when she could be closing up to go home.

After staring at the menu for way too long, he finally made his way to the counter, facing the employee. He recognized her from somewhere, he was sure about that, but he couldn't seem to remember.

– Excuse me... –he started –. I don't really know what to order, what would you recommend? – she looked at him deeply, which make him nervous.

– Looking at you, I'd say an Iced Americano. You look like someone who would enjoy it, even in this weather.

– Well then, I'll have an Iced Americano, please - she smiled and turned around to make his drink.

He couldn't shake the fact that they had already met. He then remembered she was the girl with the pretty smile from the library. What were the odds of meeting her here, in Alevine? The fact that it was her made him even more nervous than he already was, but he wasn't going to show it.

– Here you go – she placed the drink on the counter –. That would be 2,95€.

At the mention of these words, Brian froze. He was so used to not having to pay for anything that he forgot to take money with him. Now, that would definitely make him look like a douche.

– Ehm... I don't have money with me – he touched his neck, embarrassed. [y/n], on the other hand, found it cute. She already saw it coming.

– Don't worry, it's okay – she smiled at him –. I'll pay for it.

– No! I can't let you do that! – what would his parents say if they found out he was going to let someone pay for his drink? They didn't raise him like that.

– It's fine, really – she reassured him. Brian found the small gesture cute, and smiled at her, making [y/n]'s cheeks turn red.

He took a sip of his drink and smiled. She took the right decision. He loved it.

– Thank you for the drink, it's amazing – he smiled –. By the way, I'm really sorry for making you pay for my drink, and I'm also very sorry for coming 10 minutes before closing.

– You don't need to be sorry about anything, really.

She went quickly to the back to get the stuff she needed to start cleaning and then came back. Brian didn't know what to do, he was probably annoying her, but he wasn't going to leave. Something inside him wanted to spend time with her, get to know her. And he was going to follow those feelings.

[y/n] found it a bit embarrassing to be cleaning in front of him, but on the other side she was happy he decided to stick around. It warmed her heart.

She was done after some minutes. She went to the back again to get changed. She took her stuff and when she came out, Brian was next to the door, drink empty, waiting for her.

He opened the door for her, and she smiled. She liked chivalry in guys. She turned off the lights and then the two of them went outside. She make sure the door was closed and then turned to face Brian.

They stood there for some seconds, both staring at the ground. Brian was struggling. He didn't know if he should tell her that he was the prince. It could change the way she treated him, but he wanted to be honest with her.

– I'm the prince – [y/n] looked up at him. He took of his sunglasses to show her. He was expecting to see a surprised look on her face, but she just smiled.

– I know – she laughed –. I didn't want to say anything because I thought you'd like to be a normal person, at least for once. It was an honor to help you, Your Highness – she bowed slightly.

– No! – he was surprised about her recognizing him straight away, but also relieved –. Like you said, I'm trying to enjoy a day as a non-royal, so please call me Brian.

– As you wish. So, Brian, what are your plans for tonight?

– Honestly? I have no idea – both laughed –. Do you recommend anything?

– Let me think... Oh yes! This week is the town's annual carnival and it's beautiful. I was there yesterday with my parents, we usually go every year and it's always an amazing experience – her eyes lit up talking about it, and Brian couldn't help but smile –. You should check it out, I'm sure you'll love it!

– If you're saying you love it, then I'll have to check it out.

The sun had already set down, so they stood there under the light of the street lamps. Brian didn't know why, but he wanted to ask her to accompany him, to show him around town. He just wanted to spend more time with her. And so did she. But she knew it wouldn't be right.

– I'll be going home. Have a nice evening, Brian – she curtsied and turned around to start her way home.

Brian watched her leave, but then something inside him snapped.

– Wait! – [y/n] turned to face him –. What's your name?

– [y/n].

– Well, [y/n], would you like to show me around? – he smiled playfully at her, and her heart jumped at that gesture.

– It'd be an honor.

– So you just eat it with your hands?

[y/n] had just bought two crepes for them to eat, and let's say Brian was struggling to eat it.

– Yes! Look, like this – she took a big bite out of hers and Brian just stared at her –. Hmm, it's so good.

He mimicked her and took a big bite. The flavor of the crepe and the Nutella together was so heavenly he went straight for another bite, making [y/n] laugh.

– Oh my god this is so good! I'm telling my parents to add this to the menu like as soon as possible – [y/n] noticed he had a little bit of chocolate on his cheek and let a small chuckle.

– Brian, your cheek – he frowned and touched his cheek, but he only spread it even more, making her laugh really hard.

– Stop, you're making it worse! Stay still – she took a napkin and put one hand on his neck and used the other to clean his face.

Having her so close made Brian nervous. He held his breath during the whole moment. [y/n], on the other side, couldn't help but look at his lips. Those were thin and had a very soft pink tint. Once she was done, she looked at him and smiled before distancing herself from him. He let out the breath he was holding and smiled back.

– Thank you.

It was getting colder and of course [y/n] didn't have a jacket with her. Her house was not far away from the coffee shop so she never had a jacket with her, since it was a very short walk home. Brian noticed it and his instant response was to take his jacket off and put it over her shoulders. She was surprised and wanted to object, but his jacket felt so warm she just couldn't do it.

They walked around the carnival for a while, talking about their lives. She told him she lived there her whole life and that she was studying journalism. He told her he studied business management and graduated last year. He also told her some funny stories about him, wanting to hear her laugh.

It was getting really late, and so it was time for Brian to go to the hotel. He was really dreading it. He was having so much fun with [y/n], talking about common hobbies and laughing at stupid jokes. But he promised Sungjin he'll be back by midnight and he wouldn't break that promise. And also, [y/n] was getting really tired.

– Do you still know where your hotel is? – she asked, and he smiled embarrassed –. I guess you don't. Tell me the name and I'll walk you there.

He did and after a couple of minutes they arrived. Sungjin was waiting for him outside, and it really surprised him to see Brian with someone, especially a girl. He was going to scold him later for blowing his cover.

– Thank you for everything today [y/n], I really felt like a normal guy – "going on a date with the girl he likes", whispered a voice in his mind –. And I'm really sorry you had to pay for everything, I promise I'll make it up to you soon – he bowed, took her hand, and kissed it softly, before turning around and entering the hotel with Sungjin.

[y/n] bit her lip. She hadn't felt happier and more alive in her entire life. She walked home with a big smile plastered on her face, and only once she was there she noticed she still had Brian's jacket. She didn't know if return it to him, but she decided to keep it. Just to remember and cherish this amazing night with him.

[softrosyqueen]

tag game thing woo

@loverboy-mercury tagged me to do this tag game thing (thank u erin 💫) and I’m bored so Here We Go!

how tall are you?

5′8

2. what color and style is your hair?

Blonde, below shoulder length, kinda wavey, fine but Thicc, I usually have it in french or dutch braids or a bun bc I’m Lazy and there’s too much of it and someone pls continue to egg me on to cut it lmao

3. what color are your eyes?

Blue 💙

4. do you wear glasses?

Yes I am near sighted and have a slight astigmatism, my perscription is really low but if I don’t wear my glasses everything is Slightly blurry and I’m pretty sure I’m legally required to wear them while driving bc I can’t read street signs for shit without them

5. do you wear braces?

Nope! Never have and don’t plan on gettin them any time soon

6. what is your fashion style?

I literally have no idea one day I look like a fuckin dad on vacation and the next I’ll be a 70’s fairy ??? The goal is Roger Taylor realness?? But most of the time I think I give off deacy vibes

7. full name?

Johanna Nunya Business

8. when were you born?

CANADA 🇨🇦 in a hospital. That’s all the info you’re gonna get from me lmao

9. where are you from and where do you live now?

CANADA, and I live... In Canada. The end.

10. what school do you go to?

I went to university in Ontario for two years (not gonna say which one but it was ..:::: not a gr8 experience) and now I’m working freelance doing editing and videography, sort of want to go to art school in my own province but 🤷🏼‍♂️🤷🏼‍♂️ we’ll see

11. what kind of student are you?

Profs/teachers either love or hate my writing style, I pay rly close attention and will either do really well or bomb, get HELLA ANXIOUS during exams, will lend a pencil to anyone but not my good pencil, I was once “a joy to have in class”, will call you out if you look like you’re cheating off my test but I won’t stop you

12. do you like school?

I miss it because I’m a Fucking Nerd but when I’m in it I’m a mess

13. what are your favorite subjects?

In high school my faves were art, drama, European history, and English, in Uni my faves were art history, film studies, film production 101, and contemporary issues ! (Kinda like gender studies but more comprehensive???)

14. favorite tv shows?

sex education, mr. robot, the office, parks and rec, b99, please like me, the good place, arrested development, oitnb, skins, snl, stranger things, bojack horseman, breaking bad, dirk gently, baroness von sketch, literally so many more I’m just ..: gonna stop there

15. favorite movies?

borhap (of fucking course), trainspotting, eternal sunshine, the truman show, spirited away, what we do in the shadows, hot rod, the to do list, loving vincent, grand budapest hotel, fight club (sorry for bein a basic bro), swiss army man, frank, papillon, buster’s mal heart, coraline, and again this list is never ending so let’s just ... stop

16. favorite books?

Percy Jackson series, Harry Potter series, airborn series, perks of being a wallflower, looking for alaska (had to do it to em), smoke gets in your eyes, from here to eternity, ???? Uhh?? Dear dumb diary??? I don’t know I don’t read a lot to be honest?? That’s it

17. favorite pastimes?

Dancing in my room to loud music and creating intricate drag dance routines, playin guitar, drinking tea during a rainstorm, journalling

18. do you have any regrets?

Yeah A Few

19. dream job?

Full time filmmaker 👏👏👏👏👏

20. would you like to get married someday?

://////////////////// not really tbh I’m a child of divorce next question

21. would you like to have kids someday?

I might adopt idk ?????? Not really thinkin about it a whole lot

22. how many?

Most likely: 0, but if I found a partner that was down and we were both stable: 1

23. do you like shopping?

I used to like it a lot more before I was actively aware of how bad my social anxiety is and aware of uuhhhhh capitalism ? Yeah. Yeah kinda harshed the vibe.

24. what countries have you visited?

US, and UK.. that’s all

25. what’s the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had?

That’s a Nope from me I’m not gonna legitimize my brain fog ahahha

26. do you have any enemies?

I hope not !!!

27. do you have a s/o?

nope single like a pringle jingle

28. do you believe in miracles?

You will

If you

BELIEEEVE

And that’s the end of the tag I’m gonna tag @r4mimal3k, @bohelpmian, @youworryyouworryshit , @joemazzelloz and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it!! Tag me so I can see it!!! (Also if you’re tagged and don’t wanna do it’s all g)

[waldowski89-blog]

Two Lazy Weeks in the Making… (somewhere at the beginning of August 2017)

(Edit: Okay, the title sounds more dramatic than the actual bulk of this post but lets get into the ramblings of a madman who talks about nothing whilst trying to make it sound interesting. I’m also going to have to do a lot of writing as I want to catch up with all the post I’ve missed… which is a lot. Off we go into the post then)

(After Edit: Scroll to the credits music at the bottom and you can also listen to some albums/music that I listened to while writing this)

Hello again, I’m back! Not that I really left. I’ve been over on Twitch and Twitter mainly. So I’ve got lots of plans for social media stuff and am keeping myself busy. I know this shouldn’t be a diary type thing. Those can be boring. Especially mine seen as nothing much really happens in my life… honest!

I will be starting an Instagram account this week… yay! Please feel free to follow me on all my different accounts. It sounds like it’s all me me me (meme, har har) but I promise you it will all be entertaining… like a train wreck is entertaining. Tune in to watch a fully grown man go slowly insane. (Edit: That’s a laugh)

I’ve said before that: “Waldowski” is a character of mine and he is. However, my own personality seems to be… “shining” through in his work… or my work I suppose.

(12/8/17 (Edit: English style date)):

Right, so I wrote the top part a few days ago (Thurs 10/8/17 I think) and now I’m coming back to this. I’m going back to my old schedule and goals and adding a few things. When I do Twitch streams, which should be everyday. TWITCH STREAM ERRYDAY *AIRHORNS* I may do longer than an hour. I just bought Assassin’s Creed Origins too so stay tuned for that, exciting stuff! (Edit: I literally just bought it because I forgot to enter the discount code. What a mess!)

I was watching a vid earlier about Michael Jackson’s involvement in creating the music for Sonic 3. It was very interesting and I have heard about this before. The whole thing is pretty much confirmed now but it’s interesting to follow all the theories and research that’s been done into this. I won’t reiterate what’s already been said but I will link the recent vid on the subject. There are links in there too so hopefully I haven’t sent you into a research, insomniac inducing frenzy of a pit of information where you’re just holding a steaming cup of coffee with straggly hair and bloodshot eyes just looking for your next fix on that Michael Jackson/Sega music conspiracy… and breathe. Sorry for that long sentence, I got carried away.

Okay I’m back writing this again on 13/8/17. I’m going to finish this post tonight! I’m watching Key and Peele again. Those guys are funny, anyway, what I’m doing is writing out four pages by hand with my brilliant Parker fountain pen… okay… I think I’ve really lost it. I’m coming back out of retirement (secret link of more Key and Peele I didn’t post on twitter) (Edit: I put it in the Research section below too. Also, thanks to Philip DeFranco for the idea of a secret link. What fun!)

More plans are a: “Let’s Read” YouTube channel called: “Waldowski Reads”. I still have to get a few things to set that up first. It will be much like a let’s play channel but with me trying to read a book… funny, eh?

This kinda reminds me of when I’d do work at University. I’d have to set goals, plan things, etc… I have been doing this but falling behind lately. In any case none of that matters now. I’ve gotta move on and get on with actually doing stuff.

So, everything’s planned out for a little while for me. Anything happening out there? (apart from all the bad news of course. I already know about that stuff) I genuinely mean it too with following me on social media. I try to talk to as many people as I can nowadays.

Blergh, how did I do this before? A few months ago I’d bang out 1,000 words like it was nothing.

Oh my God, I totally forgot, Na Wri Mo (Edit: Almost, but it’s Na NO Wri Mo because it happens in November) is happening soon. Ugh, I’d always wanted to try it for years. What I’m worried about is one whether what I write will be any good, if I stick to it (quitting will feel like a massive failure for me) and if I’ll take it seriously (nothing should, I suppose) (Edit: Kinda gave up on the numbering of reasons, didn’t I ?) but I’ve had a tendency to let things travel into the realm of ridiculousness before… hmn, maybe that’s a good thing? It might turn out silly and fun for once. I’m not putting “The Vague Chronicles” in there either. Maybe the characters can crossover, I dunno.

It’s pretty much 12:00am as I write this. I’m gonna get it finished before I sleep anyway. So it’s four sides of handwritten A4 pages… did I already write that?

In any case, I keep liking vids on YouTube but they don’t stay liked (random I know but what else can I write… look at this shit. How the fuck is my Na Wri Mo (Edit: Pleb) project going to look? I don’t even have a plan Jesus Christ. Also yes I’m swearing… I’ve been drinking a little bit too. I’m not an example of how life should be lived… this is just an account of how I’m living mine)

Shit, I’m supposed to disappear. Well, at least in novel writing I am. Writing is about the characters not me, at least that what I’ve been told. I’ve also been told: “Write what you know”.

Back again. Been distracted by life. In… anyway what I was saying was ugh… it doesn’t matter I’m not supposed to be in the story, my characters are… but why do I become them sometimes? I have to… that’s the point.

So, this is the last page (handwritten anyway)

Damn, look at this, I’m letting myself get distracted at every turn. It’s 4:04 in the morning and I haven’t finished. I’ll have to type all this up tomorrow. Hello me! Weird right? You’re typing this up and I’m talking to you. (Edit: … yes very… I hope I get back to the point, whatever it was)

So, seriously. I dunno. This pen is kinda cool, right? Tired AndwewsiesTM. This will go up on Tumblr. I know I’m irrelevant at the moment. So drunk WHO CARES ABOUT THAT!? Nevermobf.

So, Assassin’s Creed Origins is coming soon… in October. Hopefully I’ll be ready to do a let’s play/stream hey I might even do an unboxing. It’s a collector’s edition with a figure and other stuff too. I’ll do it like the vid I’m showing someone now. Wink wink. (Edit: It was just me reading the handwritten version out… HUSHIES) She gets to see the handwritten stuff. This is her day after all! The best fan/troll anyone could ever hope for.

Gosh my writing is getting bad, so drunk. I’m okay of course. Oh! So there’s like four things I think I have to link in this “blog”. Um, the Michael Jackson Sonic 3 vid, the music from the Jetzons associated with that, the Key and Peele vid, oh and finally the AC Origins pic.

I’m back but for now… goodbye and I will see… MAY see you tomorrow. My name’s Waldowski and thank you to everyone who read this or listened.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ILY UWU!

AW

Research Links:

A Brief History of Michael Jackson's Sonic the Hedgehog 3

The Jetzons - Hard Times(Sonic 3 Ice Cap Zone Act 1 & 2 Remix)

Michael Jackson's Moonwalker - Sega Genesis - Angry Video Game Nerd - Episode 63

I’m Coming out of Retirement One Last Time...

Credits Music:

Thought Beings - Italo Nights

Tommy '86 - Disco Machine - [FULL EP]

Nightcrawler - Strange Shadows - [FULL EP]

VHS Glitch - Halloween Strangers [FULL ALBUM]

Bonus

Off we go...

Into uncharted lands...

[thefantomblogger]

Tagged by @eevaeon and boiiiiiii this is such a long list lmao

Favorite Place: My room. In my chair or bed. away from people. or anywhere with squad tbh.

Relationship Status: Single

Favorite Colour: Aqua/Turquoise or Lavander (and every other color out there)

Pets: None. The most my parents ever let me have were fishes.

Last song I listened to: Goodbye-2NE1 (lets go cry now)

Favorite TV show: I don’t watch TV :\

First Fandom: It has to be Percy Jackson. That's what exposed me to everything about fandoms and the joy of reading.

Hobbies: Tennis, Reading, Writing, DIY’s, Crafting, PC games...there really isn’t much.

Books I’m currently Reading: A Tale of Two Cities, Tales from the Shadowhunter Academy, The Hammer of Thor

Favorite book: Thats like asking a mother to pick their favorite child! I cannot choose.

Name: Akira

Nickname: Akii

Sign: Libra for Western. Tiger for Eastern??? well...the asian area...

Height: 5′05″

Sexual Orientation: eh? I don’t know. Never really explored.

Hogwarts house: Took the test and it said Gryffindor :o

Favourite animal: Once again with the favorite ;-; anything canine or avian would be my first decisions. omg and feline too.

Time right now: 8:19 PM (I should start on my work but procrastination)

Average hours of sleep: I either have no sleep or I go into a Coma. There is no in between.

Cat or dog person: Dog but I also love cats 

Favourite fictional character from Harry Potter: Sirius Black. Kinda connected to him for some reason.

Number of blankets you sleep with: 1-3 depending on where they are in the house.

Favourite singer or band: STAPH WITH THE FAVORITES OMG ;-; my tastes changes :\

Dream trip: Travel the world. Specifically, the places that were mentioned in the books I have read. Plus Vietnam, Japan, and Korea.

Dream job: Creating. It could be writing, composing, or just making anything. Crafts ya know?

When was this blog created: 2-3 years ago maybe?

When did your blog reach its peak: Has it? I don’t think it has.

What made you decide to make a tumblr: Best Friend convinced me to.

5 things you’ll find in my bag: Wallet, Phone, Keys, Chapstick, Pen

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom: Craft Materials, Jewelry, Books, Bed, Medals.

5 things I’ve always wanted to do in life: Be able to socialize with people without feeling awkward/not knowing what to say, stop procrastinating, rescue a dog and possibly a cat, be decisive, be known

5 things that make me happy: Reading, Squad, Food, Music, Tennis

5 things I’m currently into: ...what do you mean?

5 things on my to-do list: STOP PROCRASTINATING, Start working out, Start eating healthy, Keep a Diary/Planner (Bullet Journal?), Get a job

5 things people may not know about me: You can easily detect my mood changes and like, If I know you well enough or trust you, I will tell you everything and anything that goes on in my life.

Rules: Put your music on “Shuffle” List the first 10 songs Tag 10 people 

Don’t Flirt-Winner

Irresistable-Fall Out Boy

Departure-Scandle

Rough-GFriend

Zero for Conduct-Block B

Close as Strangers-5SOS

If I Can’t Be With You-R5

I’ll Back off so You Can Live Better-G.Na

Something You Need-Against the Current

I’ll Show You-Ailee

A - Age: 18 B - Biggest fear: Never Good Enough C - Current time: 8:39 PM D - Drink you last had: Water E - Every day starts with: Stupid Alarm F - Favorite song: No more Favorites ;-; G - Ghosts, are they real: yee H - Hometown: somewhere in the USA I - In love with: Bed J - Jealous of: People who know what they want to be and know where they are going for college. K - Killed someone: not..yet... L - Last time you cried: Would have been last night but nope. just remember I had a breakdown a few hours earlier too. M - Middle name: Parents didn’t give me one lol N - Number of siblings: 1 Younger Brother O - One wish:To have a talent P - Person you last called/texted: Best Frienddddd Q - Questions you’re always asked: “Are you Chinese or Asian?” kms R - Reasons to smile: Squad. Books.  S - Song last played: Let me Know-BTS T - Time you woke up: 5:30 AM U - Underwear color: Black V- Vacation destination: Anywhere away from here. I am never allowed out. We don’t even do vacation. W - Worst habit: Worry. Complain. Cry. Bottling everything up.

X - X-rays you’ve had: hmm. I believe I had either a chest X-ray or lower back x-ray done before. I can’t remember. I have an upcoming one for my stupid knee tho.

Y - Your favorite food: Food. Because who doesn’t like food.

Z - Zodiac sign: libra

1. What can’t you sleep without? Depends on how tired I am. If im exhausted, expect me to pass out within minuets. Otherwise I need some background noise. It can be music, or like ESMR. and a light. You can thank those movies for that. 2. What are your favorite kind of socks? FLUFFLY SOCKS 3. What’s your favorite snack/meal/drink? Snack? Probably seaweed. Drink? Most-likely Aloe. 4. What’s your favorite kind of weather?Not too hot but not cold either. With the sun out and everything. 5. What do you like to listen to/do to relax and feel better when you’re upset?message best friend. Listen to Paradise Fears or like piano covers of kpop. READING!!! That always takes me away. Even if its just for a moment. I would forget my problems and I go have an adventure. I hate how reality just comes rushing at you when you are done tho. 6. What’s your favorite store to shop at? Target bc clearance is nice. Booksamillion because BOOKS! Ross/Marshalls/Burlington because they have nicknacks that are cool and sometimes you can find useful stuff for cheap. 7. What color do you wear the most? It doesn’t really bother me what colors I wear. Its mostly dull colors tho. Nothing BRIGHT. 8. What’s your favorite (video/board/social/party) game to play? Tera 9. Any guilty pleasures? Fanfiction :3c and Shipping 10. If you could go anywhere (in real life or in fiction), where would it be? anywhere and everywhere. Let it be with the shadowhunter, demigods, squad, the flock,...etc.

Tagging @ohmykokuroo  @amare-lily and whoever else wanna do this.

[autistic-katara]

ok finally making that writing post-

hi! i’m Ryan, or Raines_Adopted_Son on AO3. i write fanfic (mainly angst) and my inbox/dms/ao3 comments r always open for requests, here are some guidelines:

fandoms i will write for: (keep in mind i join new fandoms all the time so if theres a fandom u want me to write that isnt here that u think i like just ask, i probably forgot to update it // will say next to the fandom if ive written for it before or not)

Stranger Things (written for it before)

The Spiderverse Movies (written for it before)

The Owl House (written for it before)

Nimona (haven’t written before)

PJO/Riordanverse (including mcga and tkc // written for it before)

ATLA (including lok/the kyoshi novels // written for it before)

Heartstopper/Osemanverse (haven’t written before)

Jackson’s Diary (written for it before)

Bungou Stray Dogs (haven’t written before)

The Dragon Prince (have written but never posted)

Derry Girls (haven’t written before)

Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency (haven’t written before)

Good Omens (haven’t written before)

stuff i enjoy writing/specialise in:

shortish one-shots (1k-2.5k words // i would like to write longer and/or multichapter stuff, this is just my current level)

angst

hurt/comfort

heavier topics relating to mental health stuff (depression, eating disorders, self-harm, suicidal characters, etc.)

queer (specifically trans) stuff

stuff i feel uncomfortable writing/am unsure if i’m able to write it but wanna push my boundaries on: (aka send me requests but theres less of a chance i’ll write it)

nsfw stuff/smut

depictions of abuse (non-romanticised obv)

depictions of SA (specifically just the recovery tho, i am NOT writing non-con)

longer fics

multichapter fics

pure fluff (idk if i’m able to write smthn w/o angst 😭)

stuff i will not write: (do not ask me to write this stuff :))

nsfw/smut of characters under the age of 15 (that being my current age // still kinda iffy abt characters 15-17 but yk)

stuff that romanticises things like SA or abuse

any ships where both a) at least one of the characters is a minor and b) the age gap is canonically 3 years or more (emphasis on canonically, looking at u punkflower antis)

incest

other stuff i wasn’t sure how to fit in:

when it comes to depicting types bigotry or hate or whatever theres some stuff i feel comfortable including and some stuff i dont (obviously in a non-romanticised way as just like part of what a character experiences):

homo/transphobia, i’m fine with including this, i am queer + trans and feel like i could sensitively depict those topics.

racism/xenophobia, i dont rlly feel comfortable writing abt this stuff given that i’m white i rlly dont think id be able to write that stuff properly like at all.

ableism/saneism, depends on the type tbh, maybe subtle ableism to an autistic character (i am autistic) and casual ableism to a chronically ill character (i am chronically ill) but other than that ehhhh

antisemitism, while i am Jewish and have experienced it myself, for personal reasons i’m not comfortable writing stuff including it, even if its subtle and not a big thing (other kinds of religious discrimination i wont write simply cause idk enough about allat and dont wanna be insensitive abt it)

thats all i could think of for that one but next thing: i dont like AUs. its not like i hate them or anything, and if i time traveled to the future and found out i learned to love them i would be ecstatic since thats more fics for me, but for some reason i just don’t enjoy reading/writing them (excluding canon divergence, i wouldn’t mind writing a fic with canon divergence // didn’t wanna put this in the hard-no section cause again its not like they’re smthn i hate or am disgusted by or anything, i just don’t find them appealing)

also if u dont know what i ship/what ships id be ok w/ writing just ask, a couple of them should be clear based on what i rb/post tho lmao (still if u gotta ask, ask)

anyways yeah thats all i could think of for now, i probably forgot smthn important so i might edit this later + lmk if u have any questions srsly id love to answer :)