#(it’s my mother tongue)
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I wonder what Gojo sounds like when he’s getting £&@?%|£);;(🔞
Also Geto when Gojo ea- oops! I meant when he @/(|~<£&&(£@🚫
My tongue almost slipped here
#Sorry#it’s my mother tongue#sometimes it just comes through#I shall see myself out#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jjk
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Southeast-asian chinese miku but she’s a 4th gen immigrant who’s never gotten to try hanfu on in her life because we only have cheongsams here,,,
i’m also part peranakan so heres peranakan miku
#hatsune miku#my art#初音ミク#yes thats a miku fan#shes just like me for real#growing up i never realized that qipao wasn’t technically the original chinese trad clothing#anyway yes im a 4th gen immigrant thats very disconnected from my culture#i thought of drawing peranakan miku in a kebaya too#you get to witness my atrocious mother tongue handwriting#vocaloid#artists on tumblr#vocaloid fanart#renting a hanfu to visit a temple...#sea chinese miku would be like. 150 cm#international miku
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Lately, not a single day has passed without the Armenian phrase "cavd tanem" [ցավդ տանեմ], directly translating to "Let me take away your pain", crossing my mind. A phrase filled with such deep devotion and yet, it's uttered daily and graces simple everyday conversations. In a sentence, it simply replaces the name of the addressee.
"Vonc es, cavd tanem?" - "How are you, [let me take your pain away]?"
"Cavd tanem, jur kberes?" - "[Let me take away your pain], could you bring me a glass of water?"
Such abundance of love that miniature rivers of it effortlessly flow into the most pedestrian pathways!
#every day I fall more and more in love with my mother tongue#armenian#languages#quotes#armenian culture#words of love#on devotion
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here have a nonsense doodle I don’t even remember drawing
#cotl au#white collar au#narilamb#cotl#cotl narinder#true devotion#for those who are wondering he’s speaking Marathi because that’s my mother tongue#he’s saying “they’re too cute I have to kill them”
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A lot of the g/t narratives and dynamics I see revolve around the giant, in some way or another, dehumanizing the tiny: the giant sees their smaller counterpart as inferior, fragile, or even as a plaything. And that is really cool to explore as well but… what if we flip the script? What if we subvert that trope a bit?
What if the tiny isn't able to see the giant as a “person”.
Think about it! How easy it is to see someone who is so much bigger than you, who is so much more powerful, who is capable of so many things, how easy it is to see that person as something other. As something better than yourself. And how much that can be hurtful for both the giant and the tiny, since it entails that the tiny fails to recognize their friend or lover as an equal, as someone with feelings, desires, and vulnerabilities.
In this dynamic, not only we have a tiny with some pretty messed up self-esteem issues (to say the least), but we also have a giant that wishes to also be loved and respected by the tiny. Who doesn’t want to be seen as an object. They don't feel seen by what they truly are.
And it’s funny because, in the beginning, all of the tiny's awe and admiration might seem or even feel like love, but in reality it is not — or, depending on the point of view, it’s at the very least an extremely messed up interpretation of love. This type of "loving" can feel isolating, because it denies the giant of their personhood (is that a word?) and instead, they are placed on a pedestal so high that real emotional connection and intimacy becomes impossible.
It kinda feels like the reverse uno card to the “dehumanization” trope.
Or, if you really think about it, maybe it’s the tiny who is dehumanizing their own self for the sake of seeing the giant partner as this impossible, holier-than-thou, being. This concept adds another layer to the problem: someone who thinks so little of themselves next to someone else may not even realize the way they’re hurting the other. After all, they're far too insignificant for that, right? It’s as if, by elevating the giant to god-like status, the tiny avoids confronting their own ability to hurt or influence someone else, in this case, the giant. They outright ignore the ways in which their actions, their perceptions, and their emotional distance might be hurting their giant friend/partner.
All this “reverence” comes off as a form of objectification, not exactly in a sexual manner (although it definitely can be), but in the sense that when someone looks at me, I become an object for them, while they remain a subject.
I love this concept so much — I know it's not exclusive to g/t but it can definitely be enhanced by it. Just... that moment when we realize that others do not see us the same way we see ourselves.
Imagine all of the anguish that comes from this gap between the way the giant sees themselves and the way the tiny sees the giant. They’re trapped by the other’s gaze, forever seen as something they are not.
#g/t#g/t thoughts#this is my first post#and im scared it's CRINGE#i dont know how tumblr works yet#so dont be mean to me pls#also#jesus christ english is not my mother tongue#i cant tell if this makes sense or not#g/t community#g/t idea
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on this reread of gideon the ninth I am picking up on the frankly hilarious background thread that naberius genuinely seems to want to be buddies with colum asht, in his third house mean girl kind of way. and colum seems to count this as a genuinely painful event amidst a life defined by suffering fhdskjsha
(they're seated next to each other at magnus and abigail's party and naberius keeps trying to drag colum back into conversation (by telling him he's wrong of course) while colum mostly suffers in silence and tries to eat his dinner, and before the duel that was supposed to happen between the eight and the seventh naberius invites himself along to the walk there chattering the whole time and it makes colum, and I quote, 'look like he wished he were deaf'. how hard do you have to work at it to be insufferable to a guy who hangs around silas all day long. can colum ever catch a break. can we just see him have a chill time for like two minutes in alecto the ninth. maybe have a drink with a little umbrella in it. I realize I hope for too much but has he not suffered enough? his day job was basically to go to day trips to hell already, of all the people who could end up stuck in there he's deserved it the least let's fish him out before the series ends huh)
#like augustine might be in there now and you know what? fair enough he is my guy but that tracks. get colum out of there tho!!!#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#colum asht#naberius tern#y'know... poor naberius too I suppose it isn't his fault he comes from a house which mother tongue is 'catty' he does seem to try
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there is something about magic systems that borrow from a specific craft that makes them so special. Maybe it’s because they feel more tangible and it’s very easy to get swept away by the passion for the craft that is clearly written on every page.
Whether it’s the art based magic system in Witch Hat Atelier. Or the translation based magic system in Babel. Or the alchemy/chemistry based magic system in Fullmetal Alchemist.
The relation to a specific craft makes the characters passion for their magic feel so personal and relatable. Because there is magic in art, in translation, in chemistry and any other craft that people partake in. The magic system becomes a love letter towards creation and everyone who creates and there is nothing world building wise that could be more charming.
#my gf is reading Babel 🤭#I knew they would like the magic system because when I started reading wha I was reminded of all those feelings I had while reading babel#while the art based magic in wha is more personal to me (because well this comes closest to my kind of craft and magic I partake in)#Babel’s magic system stuck with me so much. maybe it’s partially because translation is such a inherent part of my daily life.#and I always think about what is lost in translation and how words and finding the right meaning is so important in translation#(esp when your mother tongue starts to fail you)#fma might be the least relatable to me from those faves because I’m not that kind of stem girlie but the way fma talks about creation and#life and the universe. how everything is connected is such a beautiful way of looking at life. one that has deeply changed me#in general there is something about fiction that is built on the passion towards a specific topic#those always catch me in an iron grip. because yeah. that’s relatable.#fma#wha#babel
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I have this little headcanon cause i was reading the comic of obey me and we as mc have been given the neutral name zephyr in the very early chapters since we are a sheep and all and they want to make it inclusive since the name itself is gender neutral but I was thinking that let's say one day the curse is solved and sheep!mc gets their body back but the characters continue calling mc zephyr, what if one day someone (probably a side or secondary character) brings up the fact that "hey you know what? Your face doesn't really scream zephyr" and mc is like "yeah that's because that is not my actual given name, my actual name is ________" and the characters are like "😱😱😱" I mean they did know that this wasn't their real name since they gave it to them cause they can't just call them human and all but it's still shocking to hear it coming out of their own mouth, they would also probably coo when mc tells them their birth name because it means they learn more about their favorite person, well I mean they would coo at everything mc does regardless so-
#i also want to add that mc saying their actual name would proably lead down to a whole other rain of questions#about where they are from what is their mother tongue blah blah blah#obey me#obey me lucifer#obey me shall we date#obey me x reader#obey me mammon#obey me barbatos#obey me beelzebub#obey me satan#feel free to add your own thoughts#obey me!#obey me imagines#diavolo obey me#belphegor obey me#obey me simeon#leviathan obey me#obey me luke#every time i write it always somehow ends up as a long ass paragraph one way or another does anyone have any tips?#im actually quite new to writing these are my pure thoughts slapped on the screen#obey me solomon#obey me mephistopheles#obey me nightbringer#obey me manga#obey me comic#obey me the comic#obey me leviathan#obey me levi#312005
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i'm so damn proud of tina, she was super nervous about speaking korean but she still went up to him and spoke korean !!
it's so daunting to speak a language that you grew up with but are not fully confident in speaking, and she did amazingly <3
#qsmp#tinakitten#i can relate to her so much like i would be terrified if someone told me to speak my mother tongue in front of so many people aaaaAAA#my ramblings
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“Killer.”
The call of his name had been so soft and sweet he hadn’t believed it possible to come from Nightmare himself, least of all on such a bright day as the firstborn fairy of autumn rarely wished to come out during daybreak, and yet as he turned towards the great tree which gave Nightmare’s underground nest its structure, he came to see the firstborn sitting upon a raised root.
Stars and wishes alike, he couldn’t prevent his face from slackening as awe and disbelief painted itself across his whole skull. Nightmare had always been beautiful, from the moment he laid his hidden eye lights upon him, and long before that as well, but now, as he stared in shameless wonder, he couldn’t even begin to set words upon the emotions that racked and destroyed his soul from within. Clad in near-transparent silks of shimmering iridescent colours, Killer took in the sight before him, wishing he could permanently burn it into his wings so he may look upon it over and over again.
Nightmare smiled, a soft blush of colour blooming across his cheekbones.
Killer had a visible reaction to it; his soul nearly curved across his chest.
“Months of courting and unabashed flirting, and a simple dress and a smile leaves you at a loss for words?” Nightmare questioned, clearly taking a lot of pleasure from the current situation at hand. It wasn’t often he managed to render his ever-chattering fairy silent, but now, as Killer stared with open admiration, Nightmare found himself enjoying it; immensely.
Killer couldn’t let that taunt linger in the air.
“Simple? Why, my queen; the silver moon in my darkened sky, there is nothing that could ever be simple about you,” he said, regaining his composure as he approached and knelt before Nightmare. He took the hanging silks into his hand, keeping eye contact with his queen, and kissed it tenderly. “Don’t judge me so heavily for admiring the only light in my everlasting night.”
Nightmare’s blush darkened and he turned his head to the side. “Flatterer,” he said, though his voice lacked any bite. Killer had struck a tender spot, one that was easily softened under his warm caress.
“Only for you, my queen.”
Thank you once again, @aoi-kanna, for making my fairy Nightmare stunning beyond words. I just love how he seems so flirty in this illustration, but really, he must steal Killer’s words from his mouth every now and then. He cannot allow his handsome red fairy to fly around unpunished for all his brazen proclamations of love and devotion. Killer, for his part, will for once keep his mouth shut about this so-called punishment. How could he ever complain about this?
#aufairyverse#utmv#fairy!nightmare#fairy!killer#nightmare sans#killer sans#aoi kanna#the art is just... nydelig as we say in norwegian#gorgeous in english#when i feel compelled to use my mother tongue then you know your art has struck me
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is anyone gonna match my freak (i think John Gaius should smoke a bowl with the traitor Baru Cormerant)
#what if we were both colonized subjects and betrayed the people who were willing to sacrifice everything for us#in service of single minded revenge#what if we were both colonized subjects and our greatest power is exerted only VIA our colonization#what if we were both colonized subjects and we were only granted power due to what was taken from us.#anyway read a post abt how john named everything after like. roman stuff. catholicism. not his own culture#but like u know that makes sense to me. when i renamed myself I chose another white name#because i didnt know enough to rename myself in my birth mother's tongue#thats the tragedy 🤌#anyway she should kill him. but they should smoke a bowl first#trb.txt#baru cormerant#john gaius
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Seras you absolute muppet head.
#hellsing alucard#hellsing integra#hellsing organization#hellsing ultimate#my artwork#hellsing#alutegra#hellsing fanart#Seras your a wanker#A tired romanian man speaks his mother tongue#It's 2am Seras#seras victoria's hand#seras hellsing#Casually uses british slang
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i applied for a job at a call center, even tho it was the worst job i've ever had when i did it for a year in 2014-2015. but i have no choice, i need a job. here are the steps to get hired. the wage would be between $16 and $18 CAD (minimum wage where i live is $15.75 CAD so it's not even a great wage)
send your resume + cover letter and hope to be selected
first assessment on the phone (conversation of about 15 minutes)
french test of 20 questions (only 60 seconds for each question)
english test of 20 questions (only 60 seconds for each question)
a "PI behavorial assessment" of 2 "there's no good or bad answer, we just wanna get to know you" questions
audio test of four difficult 30-second questions that are real work situations/calls where you have to read, listen, and type at the same time (2 in french, 2 in english)
if all of this works out, there's a 30-minute video interview with HR
and another final video interview with the supervisor
is it just me or its fucking CRAZY for a position that's barely above minimum wage???? like. what the fuck why is it so demanding skdfjbndfsds.
but then the dude also told me they received 250 resumes and there are only looking for 2 people, so i guess they have to filter people out, somehow...
#i'm just so flabbergasted#i just did all the tests but the audio test#tests weren't too hard and i think the english one was easier than the french one tbh lol#which. should worry me since french *is* my mother tongue#anyway kasdjhbsda#shut up alie
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has anyone writing aftg post tsc fics about my boy jean moreau touched the phenomenon where native romance language speakers can sort of kinda understand each other when we speak our different languages? especially when it comes to texting. it would be so sweet if cat and jean start picking up on the similarities between Spanish and French an are able to hold simple conversations alternating between their languages until they inevitably hit a point where they just laugh and go "that means something completely different to me" and try to explain in English 🥺
#the sunshine court#aftg#tsc#jean moreau#cat alvarez#bilingualism is one of my favorite topics#find a third home between your friends and your long forbidden mother tongue my lovely bird#the way nora writes about her characters speaking many languages is kind of silly but having two romance language speakers in the same hous#and NOT have them play around with the similarities? tragic
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Stumbled upon your blog by chance and it is SUCH A DELIGHT!!!! I’m new to Dracula daily and love the illustrations :3
hehe thank you so much!! I meant to answer this WAY earlier with a drawing but was going on a trip and couldnt find time to draw properly 😭 finally back so heres the quick doodle I meant to post...
#my art#dracula#dracula daily#note to self: dd2024#jonathan harker#inbox#ask tag#im slowly clearing out my inbox rn so sorry to the nice anons and mutuals whove @ed me. im in jobsearch hell rn if that clarifies things#regretting not learning chinese better because it couldve gotten me a banger remote job!!!!! but no i had to忽略my mother tongue...#anyways. im rusty can you tell#at both the art and language 😭😭😭
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