#(i think this is cool of him to do tbc these calendars are out of print but a lot of these can be found very easily!)

[atopvisenyashill]

Bran Stark in the ASOIAF Calendars

October 2009, Michael Komarck - Queenscrown

January 2012, John Picacio - Bran Stark

April 2013, Marc Simonetti - The Three Eyed Crow

December 2015, Donato Giancola - North of the Wall

May 2018, Eric Velhagen - Fly or Die

September 2019, John Jude Pelancar - Bran Stark

March 2020, John Howe - The Three Eyed Crow

[fizzingwizard]

so Digimon Adventure 2020... excuse me but OH YESSSS!!

^btw why does yamato look so angry when he eats popsicles

I haven’t read anything other people have said about it yet so this is all just my own take. Pics, observations, but mainly SQUEEEE under the cut.

(Part 1 of 2 because I took too many screenshots xP)

The animation y’all... y’all. It’s so niiiice. I mean, it’s choppy here and there, we’re still talking about a kids’ show and not a Shinkai movie. I love that they preserved the original art style! Idk much about what else is out there so many other kids’ anime blow it out of the water, but I was drooling over the fact that the characters’ pupils remain largely the same size most of the time x’D The 90s were crazy dude.

Although we do get this gem in the preview for next ep bawhahaha:

... but that’s next ep so I don’t count it xD

OK right first off let’s talk about my boy Taichi. Ep 1 99!Taichi opening scenes was him sleeping in a tree. 20!Taichi is dutifully collecting his things for camp. Clearly he is a far more obedient and responsible boy lol

(I appreciate that the house is the same!)

(Also look he’s got his telescope!)

btw what’s on this August calendar... is that takoyaki floating in the ocean?

... then his mom calls and complains that she’s lost and Taichi says “Well I told you to take lessons somewhere close by.”

HE’S ROASTING HIS MOM

AND. AND HE’S TALKING TO HER LIKE HE’S THE MAN OF THE HOUSE

20!TAICHI’S ALREADY A DAD... HIS OWN

(idk how far they’ll carry that in the future but while 99!Taichi was hardly frail or spoiled, this bit is still new to me. But if anything, it echoes the very first Digimon movie, where his mom just leaves and 6 year old Taichi cooks breakfast for his 3 year old sister all alone x’D i hope they keep this up. I been writing “dumb jock is actually incredibly useful at practical things” Taichi in my fics for years)

So while I was still reeling from that, the ep decided to hit me with unexpected Taishiro. I mean, I’d been warned about it, but still I was not expecting THIS. This is the Taishiro content I thirsted for throughout Tri but only ever got crumbs.

I MEAN LOOK AT THESE DORKS.

SO CUUUUUUTE I WANT TEN

“Yobisute! Yobisute! Oh god! That means we’re dating!” - Koushirou, probably

So Ep 1 has now decisively set up 20!Taichi as a Dad and an incredibly friendly guy. He doesn’t sweat Koushirou’s somewhat awkward approach. He’s completely at ease, and that puts Koushirou at ease. (Life lesson!) At least until he’s invited inside. “Um... shouldn’t you at least take me to dinner first?” i’m sorry i had to

Koushirou’s shyness is perfect too. It’s not hang-your-head, wish-to-be-anywhere-else anxiety. He is trying hard. He’s probably practiced what he’ll say the whole walk over, and it’s the pressure of performing it that trips him up. The minute he knows he’s not being judged or sneered at, he calms down. Of course, it’s not till he’s back in his element (computers) that he’s completely himself.

Who couldn’t love this scowl of determination:

So Koushirou in this world Knows Everything. It all feels a little fast... but that’s kids TV for you. It’s also Koushirou’s Cool Factor, like Taichi’s unnatural Bravery and Gravity-Defying Agility. (I’m referring to his hair.)

... Koushirou’s also more responsible than is natural for a boy his age. X’D What’s poor Jou even going to have to do when he shows up if everyone takes over his role as Team Rememberer of the Toilet Paper?

The way Taichi reacts to Koushirou’s being a genius - while the only realistic reaction, honestly - is so well done. Koushirou is so happy to be appreciated. Genuinely appreciated, especially by someone he doesn’t know well and who he half-expected to yell “go away nerd!” and slam the door in his face. If Koushirou was blushing because he was shy before, now he’s blushing because he’s overwhelmed with pride. He’s gonna get hooked on that praise let me tell ya

This is the angelic face that will haunt Koushirou’s dreams for years to come.

Being a kids show, the kids are much more proactive about dealing with problems in the world than the adults are. Wait, what am I saying, that is an exact reflection of reality.

They’ve known each other for 20 min tops, and Koushirou can already read Taichi like a book:

Next Taichi goes into Hero Mode. To switch on, he must put on his goggles.

And leap over a ticket barrier.

Koushirou: “Holy shit this guy’s Spiderman!”

Koushirou: “I wanna be Spiderman too!”

Ticket Barrier: “Try pole-vaulting?”

I just added this pic because his face is cute

Taichi races... somewhere. I am honeslty not sure where he thinks he is going, or what he plans to do when he gets there. Jump in front of his mom’s train? Let’s all die together as a family? As cool as all this is, I rather think he didn’t, uh, think about it at all...

He starts running up the stairs and glitches out.

“Kouichi! NOOOOO!”

tbc in part 2...

[makduf]

I just needed to write it down, you can keep scrolling, it's nothing.

At days like this I usually think if I'm dreaming or if my life is real.

After graduation I decided to move into completely different city, almost 5hrs away by train from my hometown. Far away from family and anyone I would know. I started studying Czech and at my first year there was only 10 students.

At my 2nd year I became a head of student's council at my department. I used to feel powerful, I was going to these important meetings and absolutely screwing up my studies. It was the beginning of my panic problems. More more and more responsibilities, every day in my calendar looked like nightmare - I didn't realized it then, I know it now. From 8am to 8pm at university and then from 8pm to 12pm work at call center. I wanted to be on my own, little take off from my parents shoulders.

Panic attacks keep coming and sometimes I barely know what's going on and where am I. I kept failing exams, missing meetings, my work was exhausting me emotionally - almost every customer was yelling at me, insulting me just because they want to.

Between I kind of was dating with my very first boyfriend. I didn't know he would be interested in someone like me. He was handsome - that kind of guy which probably would have any other girl. I met him at one of the student's council meetings. We occasionally started talking and I realized that his whole image was a fasade, he actually was kind of shy and nerdy. We were a couple (well. kind of, it was just two weirdos hanging out around sometimes and lot's of texting). But eventually he started to be abusive, started to shout at me without any reason and then trying to make it up, saying sorry and it was the last time blah blah. Of course it's just got worse and worse. My panic attacks came back with double strength.

It was a time when I had a friend from my hometown. We were talking on the phone every few days. She knew that something's not right and one day just came to visit me. She came all across country just to check if I'm okay.

I clearly wasn't. We talked all night and she help me with making big decisions. First of all: I broke up with the guy. It was a disaster but I knew I needed it. I needed to be calm, to have big calm ocean in my heart instead of a big fucking storm ready to ruin everything.

She stayed few days but finally she had to come back to her place and once again I felt so lonely.

It wasn't easy but I did it. I wasn't proud of myself but somehow I did it (with great help of my fellow students) I graduated to 3rd year and decided to give up at student council. Also I finally moved into another apartment. I was living in big one at the old part of the city where one of the roommates was a son of the owner. He never did anything at the house, not even cleaning his own dishes. Place was cheap but I felt trapped. Luckily I got to rent a really small room in completely different part of town.

I knew I will need extra money so I decided to stay at call center. Unfortunately my panic attacks went really bad and I decided to go home for summer break. I didn't said anything to coworkers, only my boss knew. I just disappeared, I needed a big break for myself.

In the meantime I decided to give a last chance to scouting (I was deeply committed when I was living in my hometown). I went for a jamboree, a meeting for scouts mostly from Europe. One of the workshops was about LGBTQ+ and discovering themselves. It was a really open-minded place when everyone was just helpful, there was always a hot tea, books and brochures about coming out.

And then I realized. I'm a lesbian. Don't get me wrong, I just never thought about it but my whole childhood and everything after that became clear. I always felt little different, I was fascinated by other womens but always felt like I just admired them cause they're super cool. I even thought that they're pretty but you know. I never had anyone who would just open this door in front of me. And at that workshops I met other people with who I could talk. They showed me it's okay (to be gay, nanana) and I don't need to be worried. Until now I'm super grateful to them. They basically changed my whole life with small gestures of kindness.

With the end of summer, I came back to big city and to work. With my new discovered sexuality and panic attacks I was keep saying to myself that all I had to do is stay fucking calm like a big ocean, I had to have a big, calm ocean, nothing more. I didn't expected from myself to be the best. Everything was okay, customers was a little less pain in the ass than usual. University got started and I realized that someone's trying to make friends at work. And by someone I mean a girl.

At first she started to sit near my desk and sometimes asking if I need anything from the nearby shop or kitchen. She was smoking at that time so she often went down for few minutes.

We eventually started talking, beginning from some basic stuff, then sharing some fav songs at night shifts. But beside work we didn't had a contact. We usually tried to pick closest desks and I realized that maybe maybe I'm a little into her. I was charmed by her knowledge, she was impressing me at almost every field. I was considering myself as a person who knows a little about everything - I'm just a curious one. But she knew the answers almost to every question I have.

We became couple and in this year we'll have our 4th anniversary.

TBC.

[thepenisparker]

obscure ◍ peter parker x reader

description:

“do i even matter to you anymore? just answer me that.”

“…you don’t.”

pairing:

mcu!peter parker/spiderman x reader

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table of contents:

one.             two.           three.         four.         five.            six.            tbc

two.

Aggressively bouncing her leg up and down, (Y/N) waited for English to end. The last one of the day. After this, she would get the chance to make new friends, but she found herself more nervous than usual.

She kept herself occupied in the back of the class doing her calculus homework.

"(Y/N), could you answer for us?" Mrs. Richie grabbed her attention. Clicking her pen a few times, (Y/N) looked up at the board and briefly looked at the question.

"I think one of the greatest symbols in The Great Gatsby revolves around the green lantern at the end of his pier." (Y/N) commented, looking back down.

"And why is that?" Mrs. Richie pressed.

"Well, uh, arguably Gatsby's main goal is to bring back Daisy. And this green light symbolizes his jealousy of Daisy's husband, since every time he looks across the water that's what he's staring at is the life Daisy has that he isn't apart of." (Y/N) said.

"Very good, Miss (Y/L/N) just gave you an answer to your quiz this Friday. I'm glad someone did the reading." Mrs. Richie gave a half smile. (Y/N) put her head back down. When the bell rang, she was approached by someone she had noticed before. He was very cute.

"Hi, uh, hi I'm Joseph." He introduced himself, he had blue eyes and dark quaffed hair and wore these circular glasses that nicely framed his face.

"Hi, (Y/N)." She shook his hand and walked out with him.

"You're new right?" Joseph asked her, "Like you got into the class last week?"

"Yeah." She smiled.

"Awesome, yeah. I just wanted to know if you needed a study buddy for the quiz on Friday? I'd be happy to show you around the library and stuff, you know?" Joseph asked. Finally, some kind of social interaction. She was so thankful she did that reading.

"Yeah, why not?" She shrugged trying to stay cool as the cute kid in class had just asked her out. Not out-out but like to study.

"Joseph! You comin', bro?" Over his shoulder and down the hall two guys waited for him.

"Yeah, man, gimme a minute!" Joseph swatted them, "Thursday, during lunch?"

"Yeah, that's fine." (Y/N) smiled,

"See you then." Joseph smiled back and ran off to join his friends. As they walked away, she watched them. It wasn't until Peter came down the hall with his head down and the two boys with Joseph "accidentally" knocking into both sides of him that she became turned off.

She smiled at Peter. He was so cute and sweet. If he would just look at her.

"Peter!" She got his attention. He looked up and smiled.

"Hey, (Y/N)." Peter looked behind him, self-conscious of the fact that he was just picked on right in front of her.

"You still going to the decathlon?" She asked.

"Yeah, yeah. I just had to stop by my locker." Peter said, shoving some books inside, "You have class over here?"

"Yeah, Mrs. Richie for English." She explained, leaning against the locker next to his.

"Aw, I had her last year. Her quizzes are the worst." Peter said, slamming his locker shut.

"Even if I did the reading?" She asked.

"No, if you read you should be fine." Peter said, starting to walk, "Uh, so the Decathlon is usually just for kids who are the smartest in school. But Ned and I are thinking what'll happen is, like, if we bring you there and obviously, you have to be really smart to come in halfway through the year, if you show your grades from your old school Mr. Harrington'll let you in."

"Thanks, Peter." (Y/N) smiled, nervously. Starting to pull up her grades on her phone.

"Honestly, it's not that hard." Peter attempted to aid her nerves as they got closer to the theater.

"You say that, but Ned said you were the smartest guy on the team. I've been in public school my whole life, I don't know about-" (Y/N) started, but Peter turned to talk to her and walking backward.

"That means nothing. It's all about memorization and what you know." Peter said, opening up the doors for them, saying a little quieter: "At least you won't be last."

"Peter! There you are," Mr. Harrington got up to meet him, "you said you needed to talk, what's going on?"

"Bad news or good news first?" Peter asked, wincing a little bit.

"Really?" Mr. Harrington shifted, "Bad news."

"I can't go to Washington." Peter swallowed hard. Mr. Harrington waved for him to join him to sit at the front table. Peter sat down. (Y/N) uncomfortably hung by the door.

"Let's move to the next question:" Liz, the girl from the cafeteria stood at the podium asking questions, "What is the heaviest naturally occurring element?"

Uranium

(Y/N) answered in her head, that was an easy one. The bell rang immediately.

"Hydrogens the lightest." Some kid with glasses and a jean jacket answered, "That's not the question, ok."

A bell rang right after, "Uranium."

"That is correct. Thank you, Abraham." Liz said. Abraham did a celebratory fist pump.

Ned was also practicing on the stage and looked over at her. He waved just before everything blew up.

"You've never even been in the same room as Tony Stark!" Another boy, who she recognized from one of Josephs friends, called at Peter.

"Wait, wait what's happening?" The only girl on stage chimed in.

"Peter isn't going to nationals." Another girl lying on the floor answered.

"What? N-No, no, no." The girl on stage said.

"Why not?" Abraham chimed the bell.

"Really? Right before nationals?" Liz looked over. If the look on her face didn't change Peter's mind nothing would.

"He already quit marching band and robotics lab." Michelle, the same girl from the lunchroom said from the side, everyone looked over at her. "I'm not obsessed with him, I'm just very observant."

"Ok, then, Flash you're in for Peter." Liz called back to Josephs friend.

"Oof, I dunno. I gotta check my calendar, I have a hot date with Black Widow coming up." Flash said, flipping through a magazine.

Abraham ringed the bell again, "That is false."

"What'd I tell you about ringing the bell for comedic purposes?" Mr. Harrington scorned him.

"Sorry." Abraham leaned back.

"I wish I could, I just, with the internship and school it's a lot on my plate right now." Peter stuttered, "But I did find someone else for the team."

"We did!" Ned chimed in, everyone looked at Ned, "Technically I hit her in the face with my locker, so I did."

"No way, we don't just pity let people on this team so close to nationals!" Flash threw his magazine down.

"Peter, that's great but we both know that we don't accept people that way." Mr. Harrington said.

"I know, but she's really smart and really wants to join. She just started school here just give her a chance. She could take my spot." Peter said, "(Y/N), come here."

(Y/N) got off the wall to go to Peter. Mr. Harrington got up to stop her, "You two follow me outside."

(Y/N) and Peter stopped to follow him out into the hall. Mr. Harrington rubbed his brow, trying to understand what was happening.

"Alright, so, you want to join the team. Is there anyone you could get to reference you? Besides Peter." Mr. Harrington asked.

"Uh, probably my old teachers at Bayside." (Y/N) said nervously.

"Ok. What was your GPA there?" Mr. Harrington asked.

"A 4.2 GPA, sir." (Y/N) said quickly. Both Peter and Mr. Harrington were surprised at that, she shrugged, "It was a public school, I took AP's."

"Okay, well, between us-- I need another head to go to DC. It's too late to cancel the bus and I need at least 15 heads. So I'll give you the entry-level test, but sure you're in." Mr. Harrington said, "But if those kids in there ask, say I interrogated you so hard. You start tomorrow."

Mr. Harrington went back inside the theater after that. Leaving you and Peter alone in the hallway.

"That wasn't so bad, right?" Peter smiled.

"Only incredibly embarrassing." (Y/N) sighed, moving her hair out of her face.

"Get used to that while you're here," Peter said, looking at the anxiety-ridden girl, staring at the theater door. He noticed this look in her eyes, one that he knew all too well of wanting to be accepted and hopefulness. Her eyes were really pretty, "I'll walk you home if you want, you're gonna need to start studying, right?"

"Right."

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