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fearlessstateofmind · 2 years ago
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Ooh Great post!
Even Akufo's involvement asside I found the framing/casting of the people in this scene deeply fascinating as a choice the show made because it's also just no longer the case that most premier league clubs are owned by local-ish businessmen who have done well with massive social climbing types like Rupert is meant to be.
We are like two steps on from that reality having gone through smaller time russian oligarchs and Chinese and American businesspeople to the current situation where the heavy hitters are American hedge funds, middle Eastern oil companies, and more than one team that's effectively owned by a very rich gulf country...Rupert's type of rich is no longer the establishment in this space and hasn't been for like 20 years it's gotten a lot more wealthy and largely a lot younger. (The russian oligarch presence is alluded to but as an outlier amoung them?)
And, Rebecca's 'but remember when you all grew up as kids enjoying football' doesn't work at all in that situation - even to the suspension of disbelief on this working on people this was true for etc. Because the current ownership crop (in the premier League and increasingly in contental Europe and the lower leagues) largely didnt get into club ownership for this reason but purely because it was the most profitable business decision.
for ted lasso fans who aren't football fans, the akufo league subplot was pretty directly inspired by the april 2021 announcement of a proposed european super league founded by 12 of the richest clubs in europe competing in a closed group against each other plus 8 other teams tba.
the enterprise was cancelled very quickly after its announcement, but the differences between how that played out in ted lasso and the story as it played out in real life are.....hmmmm interesting choices to say the least.
the esl wasn't proposed by a cartoonishly villainous ghanaian billionaire. it was launched by a c-suite of white european and united states billionaire businessmen/team owners. - real madrid president florentino pérez spearheaded the proposal and claimed CEO position with andrea agnelli (owner of juventus), joel glazer (owner of man u), john henry (owner of liverpool), and stan kroenke (owner of arsenal) making up the rest of the proposed executive board. -these five are worth $2.3B, $13.5B (agnelli family), $4.8 (glazer family), $4B, and $12.9B, for a total of 37.5 billion dollars.
the esl proposal was formally announced on 18 april 2021 and by 21 april all 6 epl founding clubs had publicly announced their planned withdrawal from the league. this wasn't because of a rich white lady giving a heartwarming speech to a room of other rich people, it was because of a mass movement of working class fans denouncing the move as the capitalist greed and exploitation that it was, with some calling for fan ownership of clubs entirely:
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i get using real events as inspiration and adapting them to fit a narrative purpose within the story, but i think it's worth it to know what the story line was based on, especially considering the specific racial and class changes that were made reframing the villains and heroes of this particular story.
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i-sveikata · 1 year ago
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okay so just finished reading dark heir and let me tell you THEORY TIME:
-okay so my guess is that anharion was actually being magically controlled by the sun king when the lady betrayed sarcean thats why he walked away like it was nothing
-sarcean managed to free him from it and thats why he was able to switch sides in the battle/ follow the desire he feels for sarcean and go against those in the sun kings court and the 'light'
-despite popular belief the collar doesnt actually control him, thats why james didnt feel any compulsion when it was put on again. it was devised by sarcean to ensure anharion has control of his own mind forever and nobody else can ever compel him if he gets magically drained (whilst also being a show of ownership because hes a possessive bastard)
-i also think that how james/anharion was acting once the collar was on wasnt even about being forced to do what will says. it could honestly just be that he understands him so well that he knows the exact right things to say to reassure him? and will was just too afraid at seeing the collar on his throat to look beyond it and consider the possibility of james/anharion actually not being under his control. which could explain that weird moment where he realised james/anharion was mirroring sarceans desires and not actually his own. like those last few moments to me seem like james/anharion trying to talk to sarcean- not will.
-because like maybe they were just genuinely lovers in the past?? Esp if the collar doesnt work how everyone assumes that it does.
-but all the rumours etc surrounding anharion and sarcean and anharions sudden switching of sides could only have been understood as by force because ppl always viewed sarcean and his magic as different and evil?? and anharion being so pure and of 'light' that they could only see it as being corrupted by sarcean and anharion not following him willingly
idk i just feel like theres so much of the story that we havent heard from either anharion or sarcean themselves and these books are about how bad perceptions of people can lead them to ruin and fuel a story rather than the reality of their actions. so anyway im so down for the next book in the hopes that we can learn more about their history!!
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themole · 8 months ago
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i genuinely am starting to change my opinions on cheating n shit, i think theres theoretically nothing wrong with it,,, even if you agreed to be closed off prior and then go and fuck someone like, its obvious that the person who got cheated on will feel hurt or betrayed but as someone whos had a long and extensive history with that feeling i can safely say its something that should be broken and i think just because you experience that pain in the moment genuinely doesnt morally imply anything for the other person except that they put u in a situation of experiencing some mental grief. Literally, there is nothing else going on morally, unless you believe in ownership or whatever lol like the whole idea of "my trust was betrayed" is just one of many frameworks we use to make up excuses for caring when people we're partnered with decide to sleep around.
The truth is its very comforting to have a stable monogamous relationship, and being truly apathetic emotionally at the prospect of your monogamous partner sleeping with someone else is very hard because it causes you to have a crisis about how you spend your time, you want to have as much fun as your partner who cheated on you did, you want to be as free and daring to try new things as your partner who cheated on you did, you have an entire crisis overhyping the experience for your partner and doubling down on punishing them morally because you feel you're "in the right" which is a reason people berate each other more than you would think. Most of the time people berate each other in interpersonal situations like this, its because theyre unsatisfied in their own lives for a ton of different reasons and when youre slighted in a way thats morally backed up by social norms, you've struck gold, you finally have an outlet to reign your anger upon and you will naturally take that opportunity and cherish it, sobbing and yelling at your partner pretending this is an issue of "trust" or of "loyalty."
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tremorsmackenzie · 2 years ago
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the inhuman debate in season 3 really brought up a lot of interesting questions for me, about how something like this should be handled in the world of the mcu. first its relatively clear cut:
rosalinds pov: these people are a danger to themselves and others, better convince them to go into stasis until we can find a cure. people should have a choice whether they want to have powers or not and not just be forced to accept them (not that we accept yes for an answer actually and killing them is also fine).
daisys pov: these people can learn to control their powers and have a normal life and get past this, and thats the only real option. the initial damage from their powers doesnt justify the way theyre being treated by the atcu because of this. the atcu is putting them on ice, and they say theyre looking for a cure, but i dont really believe them. theyre simply putting us away because theyre afraid of us. but i can admit after some thought that theyre not wrong about how people might also just want an out (also as far as she knows the transformation is irreversible anyway, though i dont know how much of a factor this actually is, the last time she says it is before they start collaborating with the atcu and she never brings it up in the actual arguments).
but then later a cure actually seems possible, and at that point you have to think about a whole different set of problems, because now it is potentially a choice (this is a long list of questions, buckle up).
would a cure even be voluntary, and should it be?
can you justify taking these peoples powers away because of what they could potentially do with them?
powers cant only be used as weapons, should that potential risk justify taking them away?
is the security of the public worth the invasion of these citizens bodily autonomy?
can you justify putting all inhumans under general suspicion because of a few bad apples like lash?
is it right to treat these people as potential terrorists without there actually being a history of terrorism associated with them?
can you even use the potential weaponized usage of powers as an argument in a country that has this little limitation on gun ownership?
are taking their powers away or letting the inhumans roam free really the only options here?
isnt there a compromise to be reached, like what was attempted with the sokovia accords?
wouldnt it be better to try and find a productive approach for people with powers, like for example employing them in a dedicated government agency or a nonporfit organization somehow and maybe keeping an eye on them without constant suspicion, like what shield does?
is it even possible to take away the inhumans powers without major injury to them, and if it isnt, is the risk to the rest of humanity great enough to justify doing it anyway?
arent their rights protected by the constitution just like anyone elses, or can they be ignored in this case like the rights to privacy are ignored when global or national security is at risk?
is it morally correct do do this, regardless of threat potential and government assessments?
isnt a psychological background check enough?
dont these people have a legal right to keep their powers, since they are inherent and biological and the genes have been present since birth?
can powers even really be defined as separate in this case, since this is a product of their biology, and not an external weapon like tony starks suit for example, which already defied definition because he argued it was a prosthetic?
how can you generally legally justify taking these peoples powers away, while people like the avengers roam free without prosecution?
can the potential threat to the public even be used as an argument, since there are plenty of other powered people running around without inhumans being in play at all?
does the number of inhumans even justify this kind of response?
shield has succesfully handled powered citizens in a non-invasive way theat respected their autonomy for decades through the index, wouldnt it be wiser to continue this policy?
wouldnt the index technically just be profiling and problematic entirely on its own?
isnt the security of the inhumans also important, especially when it comes to who has access to documents like the index?
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kiwibirdlafayette · 1 year ago
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on your Aitheaca au, when I was writing I was trying to imply that what was stolen was Capsize, but in my want to be vague I know I didn’t do a good job. Like my train of thought was that Ianite was, to a lesser extent, sensing Capsize in a similar vein to how she was sensing ‘Dianite’ when it was actually Tom, if that makes sense. I interpreted this version of Ianite as a goddess who despises not knowing, seeing it as a weakness in herself, so when she senses something that is “hers” but unrecognizable to her, she lies to Flash.
also! thinking about crew dynamics is interesting, cause depending on how you split them up you are almost always stuck with an instigator and an arbiter. The way you’ve split them up rn, Sonja and Tom are instigators (more Tom leaning than anything) and Spark’s the arbiter. Martha’s the arbiter while the other two are instigators. But this fluctuates depending on who’s in the room. Essentially, there’s always going to be a high chance for issues caused inside the group and out.
OH!!! Listen listen liSTENNNN do not say you didnt do didnt do a good job you did an excellent job, there aint nothin wrong with the choice to be vague with it I just dont catch onto things very well xD I really love that idea a ton, I totes agree that she would be able to pick up on Capsize's Ianitian quintessence (the ownership thing I feel could have ties to Capsize's connection to Ianite in the S1 world leaning on the side of being a messenger rather than the champion kind of cues that Jordan would carry if that makes any sense) and also what ya had mentioned on AO3 too, about Jordan's quintessence having ticks of World Historians in him as well that would obscure things a little makes a ton of sense as well and bangs :D
and yeah!!! Aitheaca Ianite is absolutely someone who is hellbent on being an 'all-knowing' for the sake of ultimate balance, where her logic is that if she can control everything, that's how she can guarantee that chaos or order doesnt have an opportunity to rise up- and is the principle on which her reign was founded on. I can imagine this brings her into conflict with the notion of the Watchers (who inherently possess this ability, while she has to rely on her intuitive judgement and using visual conduits/spies, like taking control of Flash) which is why I could maybe imagine she'd want to keep these kinds of things from Flash. She's very much aware of Merina's presence around her champion, and holds resentment that she can't have Merina as her spy and that under the right theoretical circumstance, could break Flash free of her manipulation at any given moment due to her having a higher form of omnipotence (all this being said, Merina is a lower level watcher and isn't at the level of possessing godly foresight that Ianite seems to think she has) I very much want it to feel like a psychological game that Ianite plays with her subordinates that she would only want Flash to believe and be aware of certain things while lying about things like weakness or potential flaw
And crew dynamics!! yessahh the instigator-arbiter combo was absolutely intentional >:] For the sake of chaos (dianitee moment) but also while it would be so easy to just pair them off in travelling groups as syndisparklez/foxxsize or embersduo/zombiecaptains it makes for more interesting writing for them to be split up with the person they had the rockiest history with + a Ruxomarian who does not want to be stuck there (in some random reality across the multiverse) to begin with. In a way the thought process is the "get along or fucking die" premise especially when they start encountering like Flash but like ya said it really is a lot of infighting xD in the Martha led group the dynamic centers around 3 Ianitees all holding some kind of reasonable resentment towards one another (though they can bond over seein their goddess/mom in such a different light and how thats affecting them; like Martha especially not having seen much of Ia in Ruxomar and while she spent time with S1 Ia, I can imagine how jarring it is to run into a universe where your mom is a corrupt deity) And then the Spark led group is just a mess, because Tom and Sonja are both massive instigators in their own way and while they can get into some absolutely unhinged shenanigans as a duo a rift was absolutely torn between them post-S2/Isles era that they become prone to not be willing to go back on their opinions of something and hear the other out. Spark hasnt spent a lot of time with either of them so its hard to take on anything but a methodology of compromise which neither of them want to really entertain- When the four are together the banter can feel a little friendlier because deep down they do all care for one another, they just have a hard time expressing it
In terms of the other instigator duos with Spark n Martha (speaking of, I have a scene with them two and Sonja, which has been funky to ponder on when they encounter Mianite for the first time) its kinda just chaos. Chaos like when you put two besties together xD
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batboyblog · 2 years ago
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Wha your an inspiration! Also sorry I meant to say what things will you see in your lifetime enter the public domain bsbsbhsbs should have said that! Anyways I'm happy to see the final stuff from the 1920s finally be layer to rest and enter the public domain by 2025! Also should more people be hyped and anticipated for the Steamboat Willie (1928) or The Opry House (1929) in your opinion/thoughts?
Anyways, what your top 15 most anticipated and hyped things whether it be cartoon/film, book or something else that will enter the public domain? Wah so sorry for so many questions dvbdbdd qwq
Things I'd like to see in my life time? well I did bring up a New Hope because I could live to see that enter the public Domain, I'd be in my 80s so it could happen. I'd love to see the end of the 95 year copyright, which would be the same year as Star Wars, in general I'd love for the law to change to something more reasonable because right now.... when the 95 year copyright term runs out we could be looking at works under copyright for well over 100 years, for example George Lucas is still alive if he died tomorrow by my math Empire would be under copyright till 2099, since he's a healthy (as far as I know) man in his late 70s he could live another 10 or 15 years (maybe even 20+) expending the term deep into the next century.
On Mickey Mouse, thats a tricky question. The Issue is the difference between Trademark and Copyright. Copyright is ownership of the whole idea in all contexts, while trademark is limited to images and words (or phrases) used for marketing. SO for example you could do a "Who Framed Roger Rabbit" style movie and have Mickey (and/or Minnie) show up. However Disney still holds/will hold the Trademark because those can be renewed endlessly, so you wouldn't be allowed to use his name in the title, or say his name in the trailers or any marketing. My question and I don't know is how much of the image do they own? could you use him in Steamboat Willie form? I would guess no, I think you'd be barred from using his image in marketing but I'd also guess you'd have a legal fight with Disney trying to use trademark as copyright.
in any case I think... there's a big big Disney community and I'd guess the first effect would be fan art and unofficial merchandise blowing up big time.
top 15? hmmm well I'll stick to stuff coming out in the near-ish future, I'm very unlikely under current laws to live to see Harry Potter become public, but that'd be a trip to see.
The Hobbit (1937): thankfully Elves and dwarfs were not made up by Tolkien so fantasy can basically steal his ideas freely but it's very clear we've all been playing in JRR's sandbox since at least The Lord of The Rings of not the Hobbit so releasing this out into the wild will be amazing also hobbits which he did make up (and also Ents, and the Uruk-hai) to finally be allowed to appear in all the fantasy literature that has elves and dwarfs.
The Wizard of Oz: Of course the original book by L. Frank Baum has been public for years and years and nothing stops any one from trying to make another one, and some have. See "The Wiz" and also "Wicked" but the 1939 movie remains a triumph and a huge piece of cultural history, I'm unsure what could be done with it, but you know
Superman, Batman, Robin, Wonder Woman, Captain America: I mean this should shock no one that this is something I want to see. But I think... Superman and Batman in particular are SUCH a universal part of our culture, you can stop randos on the street who have NEVER read a comic and say "what is Batman's name?" or Superman and they can answer, they can tell you Superman's powers. I think in terms of universally known and recognizable pieces of pop culture... I mean nothing else under copyright today is as big of a pop icon as they are they are as part of the basement of our popular imagination as Dracula, or Santa.
I'm sure a lot of other stuff but I think I've gone on long enough
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godcantstopme · 3 years ago
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nobody asked but im gonna let you guys in on a little thing i recently learned that blew my mind:
every single thing thats existence isnt based in the physical world is completely imaginary. corporations? gender? the united states of america? every single one of those things is based upon human mythology and none of them are real outside of our own collective imagination!!!
another fun fact for you before i get back to that last one: these social constructs are at the core of what makes us so different from other animals!
see, the reason that homo sapiens are so complex when compared to other animals is that we have the unique ability to make wild shit up. no other species can create myths or tell stories like we do. other animals can lie and communicate, sure, but they cannot converse about anything that's not based in physical reality. a monkey is able to lie and say that there's a lion around so that it can steal another monkey's food, but is simply unable to tell the other monkey that there's a fruit spirit who will to strike it down if it doesn't share the food. this is because animals aren't able to conceptualize things outside of their physical world. all aspects of their social structure and behavior are based upon their genetic makeup, and these things can only change when their dna does.
humans, on the other hand, have creative abilities that are simply nonexistent in any other species. we can create entire stories about things that have no physical existence. an obvious example of this is any kind of cultural mythology such as the stories of nature spirits, divine entities, or various ideas of an afterlife. but the thing is that all kinds of non-religious entities, such as corporations or countries, are just as mythological.
this post ended up being longer than expected so i put a 'read more' option in lmao- but this is a really cool concept so id encourage you to read through the whole thing!! (there's also a tldr at the end of the post under the cut fyi)
the company Target is a great example of this. you may want to stop me right there and tell me that target obviously isnt a myth of any kind. you can find its stores all over the world, and talk to millions of people who interact with it every day. but let me ask you this: if every target location worldwide was burned down, would the company still exist? of course it would. they would simply build new stores and continue on as usual. similarly, if the hundreds of thousands of people who work for target all vanished off the face of the earth, the company would still exist. the death of the ceo would not equate to the death of the company- the ownership would simply be passed on to someone else, and target would remain in existence. no matter how many of the physical components of target are destroyed, it continues to exist. this is because its existence of corporations isnt dependent on anything physical. they are simply products of complex legal storytelling. every single company's existence began when a lawyer performed all the required rituals, did the necessary spells, and declared it to be real. once this ceremony is complete, every single legal system, politician, and person acts as if something tangible has been changed and that this entity truly exists. and for all intents and purposes, it does. it can only cease to exist if a judge should perform all of the rites and rituals that are required to banish it from existence.
now, how the hell do we differentiate things that "really" exist from things that are just a product of our collective imagination?? you really just have to ask one question- would it still exist if people stopped believing in it?
you see, the legal system only exists as long as a significant amount of people believe in it, along with other myths such as the power of the government, justice, and human rights. without those beliefs, it would crumble. the country of the United States of America exists because people worldwide believe that it does and act accordingly, but gravity and genetics existed long before we were ever consciously aware of them. gravity didn't suddenly pop into existence when Newton's theory of gravity was published in 1687. this is why anything that depends on human belief in order to exist is, essentially, fictional.
but just because these things are a figment of our imagination doesn't mean that they dont matter. human myths are what work together to form our society, whether positively or negatively. myths such as human rights, the legal authority of elected officials, and the importance of empathy are what nearly everything around us is based off of. they are are infinitely important and absolutely exist, just not outside of the human mind.
had we never developed the ability to create myths, we would've remained as other human species did for millions of years and how all other animal species continue to exist today- living in small groups with our worlds consisting only of our physical reality. our ability to create stories and, consequentially, to bond/establish trust with humans outside of our known "tribes" has allowed us to also create mass systems and rules that dictate behavior. this is precisely what makes us so unique. creation and imagination are at the core of humanity.
(plus, when you think about it, the fact that we were able to make up such complex and incredible stuff is really fucking cool)
tldr: if something wouldn't exist without a significant amount of people believing in it, then its a social construct. our ability to create these social constructs through imagination and storytelling is what has enabled us to live so differently from other animals, and this creativity is at the core of everything that makes us so uniquely human!!
note: the majority of the information, concepts, and ideas within this post originate from pages 25-39 of Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind by Yuval Noah Harari, which discusses the anthropological history of humans. i just wanted to share it because it's so fascinating to me and it altered my entire understanding of reality!!
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witchysolfan · 2 years ago
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When I look at your portrayal of Vanessa with Sun/Moon, I keep seeing her as this Stunning Ballerina dancing her trauma away with a Waltzing Sun/Moon by her side. Thats just me though…
Also I really think she’d look beautiful in those costumes
That’s a pretty nice visual. Though maybe for a different AU era setting.
If I may just do a bit of history and story symbolism nerding out here, I based the AU fantasy setting on the start of the 1920’s America for symbolism purposes. The time where women started to be rebellious in their appearances with short dresses and hair, people danced in provocative and freeing ways, go to speakeasies to drink freely in the Prohibition era, and also the historical time where women gained the right to vote. The very setting itself is symbolism for Vanessa and Sun and Moon exploring their new found freedom together.
Edwardian clothing is very reminiscent of Victorian era and some principles there.
The Medieval clothing more so with views on ownership and entertainment.
By shedding these clothes and embracing their world’s modern look, they are liberating themselves and all of those past expectations and principles forced on them.
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honeysweetbabyfrisk · 2 years ago
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rhaenyraisadyke · 3 years ago
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My New Purpose Transcript: 8/4/21
It's the entire thing! Heres it on a google doc if thats easier!
T: Hello, Big Q! Hello?
Q: Ah! OH, oh, sorry sorry sorry sorry, I was just just making sure that they went- they left hehh
T: Are you alright?
Q: That was ha-heh
T: That was, that was pretty
Q: No no no yeah that was interesting huh
T: Yeah I didn’t expect that- but they seem to be a lot more you know like… agitated then I thought. I didn't think this was gonna be too much of a big deal hehe
Q: Ha ha well yeah it's just what happens when people start you know.. when people start competing against you…
T: Yeah yeah
Q: And Tubbo here’s the thing, the saying I’ve always heard… is people will root for you until you are doing better then them alright?
T: Really?
Q: When you start doing better than them, that's when everyone turns on you and starts getting jealous and all that… you know um so I think this is a situation where maybe I don’t know Wilbur was rooting for us until
T: Until
Q: We started doing better than them?
T: Heh yeah I mean we know, you know we haven’t really made any burgers yet and we’re not quite doing better yet but we should- we gotta work on that
Q: Oh Tubbo, Tubbo you shouldn’t even worry about that, I have so much trust in you to run this place, you know, I- this, this place ah has had the possibility of having many employees and I thought you were the best, and you, you were telling me telling me this whole thing about how you needed to find purpose, how you needed to do something
T: Yeah
Q: And um, you know this, this I think this is a good place to start!
T: I just want to say thank you so much for letting me work here man I feel like I’ve not had much to do ever now since I’ve had this job like its nice to finally have a purpose, something to do, a reason to do stuff
Q: Yeah Tubbo listen, it doesn’t have to end here, a lot of things are happening in the country you know there’s a lot of people in here um
T: Yeah yeah
Q: Things move forward in a really really good way and Tubbo I- I trust you I mean we were comrades in Lmanburg and all of that so this is, this is great this is really good
T: Thank you I appreciate that
Q: But
T: Especially after that little blip we had
Q: Yeah, thats what I was gonna say- but
T: Yeah
Q: I don’t want to ruin, I don’t want to ruin the moment but there is something we have to discuss
T: Yeah yeah maybe we should head over there, yeah okay
Q: I, listen I’m putting a lot of trust in you
T: I appreciate that as well
Q: But we ah
T: This is a really nice- this is really exciting
Q: I do want to talk about that one thing um and we never really discussed it
T: Yeah we kind of yeah we left it, I kind of didn’t want to jeopardize my chances of getting the job you know?
Q: no and at the end of the day its not even about the job Tubbo it's more that our friendship and the history we had together
T: Yeah
Q: I think that's the most important part to me because you know what? Um jobs come and go, you you are meant for so many bigger things, this is where we’re starting Tubbo but you know um
T: Yeah you know, first this, tomorrow the world I guess
Q: Yeah absolutely - waha I’m just, I’m gonna be straight up with you wh-a
T: Why the fuck is there a duck on it? Haha
Q: What what's this tubbo?
T: I’m gonna be honest thats not me- I didn’t I didn’t do that one
Q: So the cookie outpost, we had a discussion, you and me we were fighting
T: Yeah it was getting pretty heated
Q: And so what is this really for tubbo?
T: It was to mainly sell cookies if i'm honest, I - I just I- I wasn’t myself that day
Q: Tubbo… Tubbo….. Tubbo….
T: Yeah?
Q: What was it actually for?
T: I- uh just wanted to keep an eye on you I wanted to see what everyone was up to, it wasn’t a sign of aggression or anything I kind of wanted to see what everyone was up to and me being nosy, I wasn’t acting like myself, I’m sorry
Q: I- I it just felt super uh out of nowhere and build this whole entire thing
T: Yeah this complex
Q: In Front of my country so um, you know what uh, it still feels a little weird, it it feels like a needle poking, I have no problems with you but there is something there that keeps me uneasy
T: Yeah, I 100% understand that
Q: Tubbo, I don’t think , this is a really nice structure, this is a really nice structure.
T: Aw I appreciate that
Q: You have full ownership of this place right?
T: More or less yeah, Started it all out under my name, definitely, I mean I’d like to leave the past in the past you know and just work on building from there
Q: I- I can’t figure out any other way to do that than probably to take- no no you know what Tubbo? You know what?
T: What?
Q: Clean slate clean slate. I don’t think we should take it down because at the end of the day, you, you built it and I think its uh
T: I think it also helps show my initiative on what I can bring to the burger shop as well.
Q: Of course, of course but I have an idea, how about we integrate this land, this structure into Las Nevadas?
T: Wait, you want it to become part of Las Nevadas?
Q: Yeah yeah!
T: That could be cool
Q: Yeah you know what we can- forget about everything in the past forget about everything in the past, we can integrate this beautiful place into las Nevadas its built close its built in proximities,
T: It makes sense it's on the outskirts and maybe-
Q: Yeah, yeah yeah yeah so we can integrate it into the las Nevadas outskirts and we can do you like that idea? Are you down with that? We can just make it part of las Nevadas
T: Well yeah yeah I mean
Q: It’s your structure, your property
T: Yeah i'm a little apprehensive but I mean as long as I get ownership, it's just that you own the land
Q: Yeah yeah yeah! I own the land, its like rent but you’re not going to be paying rent obviously
T: Yeah yeah yeah
Q: I just can't make sure this can be part of Las Nevadas and so there’s no confusion and stuff. Is this cool with you?
T: Yeah its cool with me just like keep it as it is, keep the pond keep the farms
Q: Yeah it's your ownership but yeah it does have to be a part of Las Nevadas land and everything. How about we make it official?
T: You want to make it official?
Q: Yeah yeah yeah I have a book and quill
T: Oh, okay I wasn’t expecting you to move this quickly already. Could we sign it up to the top of the needle so we can have a look at it while we do it, you recon?
Q: That is a wonderful idea, let's go there right now.
T: Yeah I mean it makes sense, its where we first had our first discussion about this, it only makes sense to you know cross the t’s dot the eyes, put the past in the past
Q: Yes yes especially since its part of las Nevadas
T: Yeah It makes sense to sign it in one of the most significantly important buildings in las Nevadas here I'd say
Q: Absolutely Absolutely tubbo, hey I think it's great you’re taking steps to move your life forward um wow- how you know, I haven't really spoke to you properly after everything that happened in Lmanburg
T: Yeah everything with Technoblade… Damm
Q: Yeah we talked about this whole project and you and me but um you know what I want to know a little bit about your insight of what happened in lmanburg and all of that
T: What happened with Lmanburg? Oh yeah I didn't see you after Technoblade left, to be honest I haven't seen much of Technoblade either, I barely have seen anything or anyone, like yeah I kind of have been isolated on my own just hanging out, like I said no kind of purpose, just walking around, drifting kind of you know living in the past mainly and im trying to move that behind me, uh well what happened with- uh after um well you went Awol in lmanburg well its all kind of a blur, all the values just changed away um like we lost our core values and the country fell after that. Which is really, yeah that's more or less it.
Q: Yes, yes sorry I feel like I’m not paying enough attention, im writing the thing im sorry my bad
T: No its fine
Q: We will insert the coordinations later but yeah, just yeah really fast just sign that
T: So “Tubbo cookie outpost proper is now part of las nevadas land and is under its rules and constitution.” Yeah this um
Q: yeah we’ll well insert the coordinates later
T: I- I sign on the second page right?
Q: Yeah yeah yeah go ahead and sign it on yeah the second page there
T: Okay done and I still feel like I own the property there, everything still belongs to me it's just part of las Nevadas which is cool
Q: Right which, right it's just part of las Nevadas, its territory,, its rules constitution and all that, but you inergreating into the country is that first big step and Tubbo,
T: Yeah?
Q: I just want to say thank you for your disposition to just to just you know help out with las Nevadas and everything it- it means a lot you wanting to manage the place and again I felt like it was the right thing for you
T: Aw thank you man.
Q:I mean briefly you told me about how much you miss Lmanburg, how much you miss those times….
T: Yeah it's been, it's been I’m gonna be honest it's been a little bit upsetting as of late especially, I’ve just been missing it as it was a year ago yesterday… it all started and I've been there since the beginning of it and to see where its all come now has been a bit upsetting
Q: I- yeah…
T: but it's really admirable with what you’ve done here,
Q: Thank you tubbo, thank you tubbo
T: It’s got a solid foundation, you're really inspiring I feel very inspired just looking around
Q: Thank you, thank you tubbo. You know, I uh, thank you, that means a lot man
T: It’s alright man
Q: It's been uh, things can, things can get difficult, but I appreciate that Tubbo, but at the end of the day, you know whatever you need from me, whatever you need or require anything at all from me tubbo, just let me know. That restaurant you managing it now, you have a project to go off on
T: Yeah
Q: And there’s a lot of opportunities so if there’s anything you need, anything else you need you can cem talk to me
T: Will do,
Q: And we’ll figure stuff out
T: Will do yeah, I think it's about time for me to get back to work, I wanna scope out - they apparently they said they had a burger shop they said so yeah
Q: Yeah
T: I wanna make sure we are taking strides in the right direction for the competition, i'm gonna make burgers that will be remembered.
Q: Right, would you want me to go with you? Would you want to-
T: I- I think I’ll go alone I think I can see it just actually, is it that little thing behind the pool area, by the penthouse thing?
Q: Yeah yeah I like to call it a market study
T: Yeah yeah
Q: Yeah I usually do that alone, so Tubbo, Tubbo, I’ll. Be up here
T: Yeah when I’m done with my market study we can come up with some groundbreaking material for the burger shop!
Q: Oh yeah absolutely, actually you know what, just meet me at the burger shop, I’ll be there working on it, making some changes doing some redecorating and stuff
T: Alright, sounds amazing! Again, thank you so much for the job!
Q: Of course Tubbo!
T: Thank you!
Q: Oh Tubbo you shouldn’t be thanking me, I should be the one thanking you- you you are a great, you are like a gear in the machine and you are one of †he most important gears in the machine, you know when the machine loses a gear and it- Tubbo you’re a pillar you’re like a pillar to our structure is what I’m saying
T: Aw thank you man I do appreciate it
Q: Alright
T: Catch you later mate
Q: Alright cya
T: Ohh I thought he was gonna be more upset about the cookie outpost, I thought he would be a bit more upset, Alright let's check out the burger shop, I think it's gonna be nice, I think it's gonna be really really nice because the way Wilbur described it it was a really nice place.. oh oh! Ranboos here!
Hello!
R: Oh! Oh uh - hel- hell- hello
T: Hi Uh
R: Uh ho- how are you doing?
T: Um im I’m doing alright
R: W- what were you up to?
T: Well I- I was just talking with Quackity over the burger business and stuff you know
R: Well is everything okay with that?
T: Yeah, Yeah I'm pretty sure it's fantastic!
R: You- you sure?
T: Yeah 100% I think it's going really well. Can I come inside? I kinda want to have a look at your place!
R: Sure- I mean its it's not all done we are still uh me and Wilbur are still working on it and stuff
T: Why do you trust Wilbur so much?
R: Hmm?
T: Why do you trust Wilbur?
R: Well, here here’s the thing, basically I I don’t trust trust Wilbur yet but I do have more trust in him then you do
T: Yeah
R: But I mean 13 years I mean a guy is gotta change throughout all of that right?
T: I mean I suppose so I don’t not think he has changed, I just think he has to have the opportunity to prove it because- trust
R: Yeah thats why, why I am here so when he does something that does redeem himself, then someone can be there that will be able to see it and everything and honestly I rather it be me the person, rather it be me than someone else. So um
T: I guess I guess that makes a lot of sense I guess, I I don’t know I guess I don’t think I feel I can put my life in his hands again if you know what I mean.. heheh..
R: Well this isn’t this isn't putting my life in his hands this is just making a little little burger shop and everything… Are you okay with all of this right?
T: Oh yeah I yeah its fine its fine
R: okay that's that
T: Yeah it's enjoyable, yeah I understand it all it makes a lot of sense
R: You sure you understand? Because like- if if you need me to stop, then i'll stop
T: Yeah yeah, I noticed, is there a reason that you haven't told Wilbur about the tax reasons.. marriage hehe
R: Yeah yeah thats just because from what I’ve heard from Tommy and everything the Wilbur that thirteen years ago at least used stuff against Tommy and everything so you know just incase I mean I still trust Wilbur not super fully just at least a little bit
T: Ahh, I can fully completely understand that honestly
R: I like working with him as well its nice it's just nice to do something
T: Yeah, fair enough, I think the competition will be good yeah I mean i'm very excited I haven't felt this happy in quite awhile, I feel like I finally got something under my belt, something I can you know really sync my teeth into and be apart of, it feels like I am part of a bigger cause now, like-
R: So, so you’re sure now that this is the - you’re all okay with what’s going on?
T: Yeah yeah it's just friendly competition man, it's gonna be awesome, if anything it will just be better for consumers which means its gonna be better for everyone
R: Yeah yeah that makes sense at least
T: I mean are you alright?
R: How did you bury the hatchet with Quackity though? That's what I don’t get…
T: Bury the hatchet, what do you mean by that?
R: I mean, how how did you make peace with him because the last time we spoke with him you were talking about how he had a roll in your… unfortunate uh removal of life
T: Yeah he did, but to be honest, this, it's a lot… Well no I’m not even sure it is as much Quackity’s fault as Wilburs, I don’t like- I was gonna die no matter what that day, it just happened. I mean, I I dont have much quarrel with him, he seems to uh I mean look at what he's built, he seems good
R: yeah
T: I mean I managed to also clean up all the ruckus over the cookie outpost and stuff as well so that's in the past now.
R: Wait, he's all okay with that now?
T: Yeah he promised me a good life,
R: What do you mean? Was your life not good before?
T: No- no no no no it was, he talked a lot about Lmanburg and he
R: That wasn’t really much of a good life for you though was it?
T: Oh no you- you’ve only heard the bad bits of Lmanburg, lmanburg was amazing
R: So he promised you the good bits?
T: Yeah yeah basically yeah which is awesome
R: Thats good thats good
T: Yeah so I- I figured out how to get rid of the tension regarding the cookie outpost, I signed a contract, dotted the t’s and the i’s put the past in the past I’m excited to uh keep moving forward its exciting
R: Okay… a-a awesome. So he's Okay with the cookie shop now?
T: Yeah hes 100% okay, we basically came the agreement,
R: Awesome
T: I wasn’t being myself like before when I was working on the cookie shop, I- I was
R: MHm
T: upset and sad and I - I was like I just wanted to have something to feel part of something bigger again but then I realized that instead of fighting the thing that would of given me that feeling I tried to make my own, I dug my heels in, it wasn’t really the right thing to do I-
R: mhm
T: So we signed a contract, so the cookie shop is owned by me. It just exists in las nevadas now and.. yeah, it follows its laws and regulations.
R: Okay So is, is everything everything, um everythings everythings… w- wait so how exactly sorry did you make Quackity okay with it all?
T: We went up to the needle, we just talked it out, we wrote up a contract, we talked it out, basically agreed to have the cookie shop become part of Las Nevadas. Because I mean-
R: Wait, you gave away the cookie shop??
T: I didn’t give away the cookie shop away, I still own it, its just now part of las nevadas,
R: part of las nevadas which is owned by quackity,
T: Well yeah, but not entirely
R: Y-yeah entirely,
T: no.. that's not how it works at all it it's still owned by me just exists in his territory
R: Which is property of las nevadas which is owned by quackery…….
T: Noooo it's not like that at all
R: Okay…. It seems like you just….
T: No there’s a lot more than that, it's not black and white like I just “gave it to him” I still own it I still have full control over it, it follows his laws which is fine
R: And his rules- ……..
awesome cool um that's great oh which would you look at that the bread is stale, it was nice um it was nice uh talking you to, I’m gonna go throw this bread in the river
T: Okay
R: Alright thanks for stopping on by, ill ill talk to you later alright?
T: uh okay, buh bye
R: bye
T: That was….. that was um uh I wasn’t expecting that to go uh quite like that, I didn’t think it mattered that much. wuhhh… uh that was I was not expecting to- he seemed, oh god that felt a little awkward, I I didn't, I mean it's mine to give away I built the entire place, I built all of it, that's so weird…. Okay I’m gonna come up with some burger recipes I didn't actually manage,
I probably should've done some research that would of been nice- OHFUCK
Q: oh god holy shit
T: Sorry honestly
Q: You fucking scared me
T: I didn’t notice you just then
Q: Tubbo tubbo you were supposed to be here uh work has already started your a little late
T: Oh sorry
Q: you’re a little late tubbo
T: sorry sorry, I’m sorry
Q: Remember we can’t build a kingdom here of fast-food burger- sorry sorry I got like 10 things in my mind right now uh tubbo
T: Yeah
Q: You can’t keep arriving late okay
T: Okay?
Q: We gotta make sure you- this place runs very well, listen I have an idea help me take this thing down
T: Oh, okay…
Q: You’re gonna love this tubbo, when Wilbur sees this because I know hes gonna be fucking spying around hes gonna freak out, hes gonna finally realize what an idiot- Wilbur is for whatever he decides to do
T: Why do you care so much about what Wilburs is doing?
Q: Check this out check this out
T: I’m excited for it
Q: That guy really thinks he can go in and blow up the godam restaurant, who does he think he is? Who does he godam think he is?!
T: I thought you weren’t that bothered?
Q: It’s so fucking annoying that he does this shit its annoying man. Check this out Tubbo, you ready?
T: What's this what’s this? Oh my gosh,
Q: What do you think?
T: That's awesome dude what the hell??
Q: I cant wait to see the look on- what his stupid fucking face is gonna look like- im gonna absolutely, Wilbur’s gonna see this and realize he messed with the wrong fucking person Tubbo and that I am no one you want to mess around with and his little buddy Ranboo is oh- oh sorry I don’t know if you, guys are friends-
T: Yeah yeah we are
Q: but for fucks sake they FUCKED up Tubbo
T: Did they?
Q: They fucked with the wrong person, he is going to regret what they did to me
T: What did they do?
Q: And to my fucking country
T: What did I feel kinda left out?
Q: What what?
T:What happened?
Q: I’m sorry, I'm sorry , ignore me, I'm just rambling, I'm just rambling, you know what we gotta do, besides selling burgers we gotta sell more shit, we gotta do this NFT, did you hear about these NFTs?
T: Yeah yeah, the turburgers NFTs?
Q: The tuburgers NFT system they have a system, we are gonna make a system too
T: Not just one, but TWO
Q: Yeah yeah, I need you to try this out, its Wilburs burger
T: Oh okay,
Q: It’s smelly— Tubbo, do you see this fish tank?
T: Yeah?
Q: It looks normal to you and it looks normal to them, but to them, they left a huge crater in my goddam restaurant and they could think they could fucking get away with that but this fishtanks means much more then that
T: Does it?
Q: IT means much more than that, this fishtanks is not who he thinks he is right? He used to be slick and all this powerful guy in lmanburg, he's not the same guy.
T: Do you think he's changed? Hes- old age I guess?
Q: Changedd? Haha Tubbo you think Wilburs changed? Comeon, Wilbur hasn’t changed one bit and Im excited, I’m excited once he realizes everything we are doing and everything we are up to its not gonna be the fucking same, I am going to destroy him, we’re gonna destroy him
T: woahhh
Q: WE”RE gonna destroy him in
T: friendly competition of course?
Q: yes yes of course
T: We aren’t gonna hurt them right?
Q: No no no no I’m sorry I get. Little startled
T: Financially maybe
Q: I’m sorry I’m sorry I just like completion
T: Competition is good for everyone, friendly, the only people that win here are the consumers and that's what matters. That could be our motto, “the customer is all that matters''
Q: I love it I love it, let's do that, lets do that Tubbo uh I apart from this, sorry I got a little startled I think it is important to recognise we need competition at the end of the day
T: Oh of course we can’t exist without them
Q: This is your place this is your place now its set in stone
T: That is such a cool sign
Q: You’re the manager, what's the next boss?
T: Do you want to hear my three step program? I have a three step program for this
Q: Oh sure sure!
T: Well be in the kitchen woohoo I thought of a couple of ways to make burgers quick and not sacrifice the flavor so from what I can see in their place they don’t have smokers and you still get the quality, we can smell smoked steak burgers
Q: Oh really??
T: We can sell the wagyu burgers if you know what I mean?
Q: Wait actually???
T: I think we are doing wagyu burgers,
Q: I love that I love that, Tubbo, based on what you’ve told me this means a lot to you.
T: Thank you
Q: Resources, items, what farms, what do you need, you say it's an important project, what do you need to make this thrive?
T: We need grain we need a lot of grain, we need a way to make fresh dough, our supplies are a little dire
Q: Just, just close that chest
T: This is like my first actual day
Q: We will get you the best of the best products
T: When will you get the grain farm down?
Q: Is grain different to wheat?
T: nonono its the same just we take the grain from the wheat and grind it to make the dough
Q: Tubbo, come with me… look at this!
T: WOAHHH
Q: I thought you had seen this
T: I must have completely overlooked this!
Q: Yeah!! And we also have a spot for meat. They are grass-fed tubbo. Look at this Tubbo listen, I want to emphasize that this is all you man, this is your project. The sign out there says tub burger so as far as i'm aware you are incharge of the restaurant. I know there’s also food regulations that are put down and stuff
T: Oh yeah yeah
Q: If you need any way around the constitution let me know
T: I noticed the kitchen is a little worse for wear, I noticed the kitchens a little, we are gonna have to get that cleaned up because it's probably a health violation
Q: Yeah yeah we will get that cleaned up for you
T: Yeah its really gunky its genuinely, it's really strange
Q: Ah I had a friend who lived there for a little while
T: In the kitchen……?
Q: Yeah he kinda was like yeah.. he left the place a little slimy, I’ll get it cleaned up
T: How… what?
Q: He he actually uh -
T: When was the last time he showered?
Q: You know what, you know what man? You should meet him one day
T: Does he still live there or does he have a place now?
Q: He-he's around I think, I haven't seen him in a bit but he can…. I haven't seen him in a bit of tubbo…. Besides before
T: You haven't seen him?
Q: He should come back soon
T: Well if you ever need anyone to lead a search if it gets to that point, I can do that
Q: No no no don’t worry
T: It’s not like a big deal- no?
Q: focus on your project instead of worrying about these other issues others may have…
T: Let's get started on naming the burgers shall we? Do you have any signs or. anything?
Q: Well for original or classic tubbo? The tubburger right?
T: Oh defiantly, we should number them so it's easier to order them and on this side we do like… gold, I’ve seen your city
Q: Ohhh so you’re thinking more than fast food
T: No i'm thinking we can account of the masses like the people who want that find dining and the people who want the quick bite
Q: That's genius
T: Do you want to know the second step in my three step program?
Q: Yes, yes tubbo of course
T: We need a drive through on this place, we need drive through wagyu beef
(Goes to break a wall down)
T: Wait- uh people live there
Q: uh I try to act impulsively its-
T: No no it's okay
Q: I really really
T: It makes sense
Q: I think it would be really badass
T: Yeah yeah, do you think we could get like a road going through here for the drive through, do you think that could work?
Q: Oh yeah yeah
T: They got a burger van, they are on the roads, we are in the roads if you know what I mean
Q: 100% tubbo, 100%, Tubbo you’re coming up with all of these great ideas I- I couldn’t of chose a better person to run this place then you tubbo
T: Aw thank you man
Q: I think that's one of your more underrated features
T: I’m gonna be honest I’m just enjoying a place to feel like I’m doing stuff again
Q: I don’t know if anyone has told you this Tubbo but one of your most underrated features is your creativity and drive to do good things, I dont think I’ve ever seen you tubbo and thought on this is a bad person
T: Oh… oh the fish may have just offered itself….
( A couple of beats of silence, then quackity goes and eats the dead salmon
Q: One of the most underrated features Tubbo and I don’t think anyone has told you this
T: Yeah?
Q: That your drive to do good things
T: AW
Q: I dont think I’ve ever seen you and thought oh this is a bad person, I think you are inherently good
T: Aw thank you so much mate
Q: Yes tubbo build up the menu
T: I will I will get on it
Q: I’ll make sure everything works well, the wheat farms…
T: Oh what the hell have you seen this book? “YO SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH YOUR DOOR YOU SHOULD PROBABLY CHECK THAT OUT I THINK YOU GOT THEM HALF OFF AND I DON'T MEAN PRICE WISE” Sorry I mean
Q: That- Wilbur, fucker that guy… that guy thinks hes so fucking funny “Yeah big q don’t you think there’s something wrong with your doors you should probablyy check that out I think” shut the fuck up, fuck you fuck you how the hell do I get rid this this I will spit on it and throw it in the fucking garbage can
T: Woahh woahh
Q: What the hell is wrong with that guy
T: Who wrote that, how do you know who wrote that?
Q: WHO DO YOU THINK “WROTE IT”
T: What Wilbur?
Q: Of course it was fucking Wilbur wanna know what he did to this place he fucking came and blew ahhh oh my god
T: Yeah I heard about the explosion, I never got to see it though,
Q: It doesn't matter it doesn't matter, you know what Tubbo, don’t ever even like bring it up in front of him don’t talk about it it never happened
T: Okay so we,- we just are better than that. We just
Q: We’re better than that, bigger and better and everything good
T: We don’t need to resort to staboutouge
Q: 100% 100% I - ahh whatever man, listen tubbo, I’m gonna go back to my office and count how much money I have and then I’m gonna come down here for a quick lunch break and then, I’m gonna tell everyone to start helping with your wheat farm, your grain farm, your bread farm
T: uh huh
Q: And we’re gonna up the production with cow meat
T: And I’m gonna get more recipes down thank you so much, thank you so much im gonna get on and start working on that
Q: This is all you tubbo, this is all you
(Sam logs on, maybe to ellude quackity is going to torture dream in the vault who knows)
T: This is unbelievable , I can’t thank you enough honestly
Q: I can’t thank you enough tubbo, I’ll go back to my office and get some work done, and how much money we have
T: I’ll get to the kitchen. Goodbye mate cya later!
Q: Not gonna lie tubbo, that fish was some bad shit
T: hah ahha, ohhh
Q: my stomach I really have to go I really have to go
T: Oh god i'm so sorry I’ll get the fish water treated, bye mate
Q: Yeah… yeah- bye mate!
T: Yeah okay, time to get off and work. I'm gonna start working on some new recipes, let's be excited, it feels so good to have this new job finally.
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luidilovins · 4 years ago
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You should turn your post on the Uncanny Valley into a book or something. I am not even kidding, it's brilliant and sorely needed information. Thank you for it.
Tbh its just speculative that the uncanny valley is an inherent biological trait and not cultural or a learned behavior at the moment. A good example would be the cultural phenomenon of colorophobia where in the US we have a longer history of using clowns in our horror pop culture genres than countries like Japan.
Clown entertainment has been around since the Egytian times and maybe some people have always been freaked out by them it honestly just takes one director or author to have an disproportionately irrational fear and good cinematography skills to convince people that they SHOULD hate clowns just as much, (I could say the same about the movie Jaws but thats a bit of a tangent,) or a memorable event that damages the public's trust in something that SHOULD be innocent or harmless. (A good examples being the John Wayne Gacy trials.)
Clowns are also thought to be in the uncanney valley so ita a fairly good argument on cultural phenomenon versus genetic traits. Up until aroud the 60s-70s clowns were actually fairly well liked by the US general public and a lot of older generation still find a fondness in it that would scare the living shit out of their grandchildren.
As far as evidence that I may be right about the "uncanney valley might be because of rabies" theory, there has been a small case study suggesting that the movements of a non-human robot that trigger the effect in us, is also present in people with parkinsons but the sample size is too small for me to be thoroughly convinced.
And don't be mistaken I also dislike this concept because saying that ableism is an inherent human trait is just as bad as saying racism is an inherent human trait. There is little to gain from distrust in the disabled and little historical evidence to suggest it was common or beneficial to discard disabled people. Disabled people's remains have been found time and time again to live to incredibly long livea and be cared for, and participate in their communities. I'm highly critical of this particular case study and I take it with a grain of salt because its on cosmo, but evidence of human disabilities and compassion can be sourced by actual bones and it's been placed on VERY credible sources. NPR, NBC, Discovery, Nat Geo, NY Times, literally the clostest you can get to creme of the crop news articles on DOZENS of accounts and if you have a goddam problem then pay for a tour to the Smithsonian, find an archeologist and coherse them into showing you the bones and then explain phorensics to you because you probably wouldn't understand unless you too were a phorensic archeologist yourself.
What I DO BELIEVE tho is that if the uncanny valley is a legitimate inherent trait, that like most evolutionary traits, it made it this far for this long because it somehow served us benificially. And the biggest benifit I can think of is identifying neuro-infectious diseases because they can spread agressivley, many of them lead to death or lasting effects and are fucking MISERABLE to catch. We're talking brain swelling, fevers, uncontrollable vomiting, tremors, hallucinations, motor and vocal tics, difficulty swallowing, seizures. This could all happen because they eat infected deer meat or because of one bad fox bite. It's miserable if you survive and horrifying if you dont. Rabies can survive in your muscle tissue for years before infecting your brain and once it does usually you only live for about 5-10 days in and out of concious knowledge that you're going to die painfully, and disease aggrivated psychosis. It would be hard to pinpoint the causation because the amout of time before full blown infection would vary too much to assosiate for a long time. So your only option is to hone in on telltale signs.
The disabled people who would suffer from herdeditary or developmental neurological disorders run the risk of prejudice from mistaken identity, but if a human is part of a community, and doesn't die within a week from having a wobbly head, it would sooner or later become apparent that they're not dangerous. I think nowadays culturally people don't press to learn more about disabled people due to social and political prejudice and never fucking grow up past that. Mistaken identity or not. You learn about people from the patterns of their behaviors so even ones that seem abnormal to you become a normal recognizable pattern for them. Fancy that.
We don't get grossed out by chimps or gorillas, who are even more distant cousins, and the proof that we don't have a search and destroy button for anything immediatly related to us is a bunch of bullshit can be found in almost every human's blood on earth. And not just neanderthals, but denisovans as well. And that's not even accounting for genetic backtracking the crossbreeding of other sapiens species before we were whittled down to just the three. What makes the tweet even stupider is that when neandertals still roamed the earth humans were shorter, hardier, and overall more rough looking so we looked even indistinguished then. We Also Chewed On Bones and neandertals handled cold climates better than us based on a study on chest cavity density and, skull nasal intake and heat circulation, providing genetic diversity and the upper hand in survival in the tundras or mountainous regions spanning over Eurasia. If it wasn't for humans fucking neandertals we might not have been able to spread over the contient or diversify the way we did.
So my full hypothesis is that if the uncanny valley is a genetic inherent human trait it was used to benifit people from catching agressive diseases in a time where the benifit of fearing a group member with rabies outweighed the cost of fearing a group member with a disability like parkinsons.
WHAT PISSED ME OFF was the idea that we are DESIGNED to be unwary of our evolutionary cousins could easily be used for white supremacist spaces to justify racism BECAUSE IT ALREADY HAS
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So that one tweet that might seem like a quirky thinkpiece in my eyes is just fuel for eugenics trend round whatever number we're on. It's like we don't fucking learn. It would be REALLY easy to retool the concept that it's natural for people to be fearful of whatever the bullshit definition of sub-humans are. Claiming that black people were sub-human thus deserving of mistrust and submission to white ownership worked like a fucking charm.
Maybe if I go to college and major in psyche/socio/civics it'll be my college thesis. Right now I'm more of a hobbyist than anything, but what I DO know is that anyone can make an untested hypothesis to combat another untested hypothesis and it should hold just as much goddamn value. I combatted the idea that the idea that human othering was funneled into an unconfirmed effect that causes disgust and terror based on non-human sapiens is in fact racist and gave what is in my opinion a more evoluntionary practical approach to the uncanney valley.
The generalized links that I used APARENTLY weren't good enough for some people but aparently a single tweet that says "hur dur heedle dee uncanney valley exists because of human cousins" was taken at face value even tho it was probably tapped out in five seconds without regards to the reproccussions. I find a huge discomfort that less than studious links about the evolution of monkey social behaviors that I used as a guideline to explaining my concerns became the focal point for people to nitpick without even having the gall to "well actually" on the subject. That absolute ravaging NEED to rip apart at it and devolve into name calling because I MENTIONED racism is fucking suspicious and I don't trust it. I had to stop looking at the responses because some people were only reblogging and arguing with barely half of my argument and i was getting nowhere fast.
There were a few people that made actual points with cited sources that made their own rebuttle arguments. That I respect. It's just as valid an argument as mine and I'm ALWAYS willing to take on more credible sources to strengthen my stance or gain perspective.
But it's the utter dismissal of a concerning concept that just seeped into the subtext that gnawed at my gut. Some people on top of hating the linked sources I provided, admitted they didn't read it, refused to read between the lines to purposfully misinterpret or derail my main points, and detract that my claim that the tweet was a result of systemic white supremacy saturated into modern science was a bunch of bullshit because I claimed that 1500s anglos invented racism.
The thing is we did invent the racism that we fucking currently subscribe to.
We practice the science that we formulated based on our own social prejudice. Real people die from this.
We remain uncritical of our own theorums that we postulate then pat ourselves on the back like we're philosophical geniuses even though racism is a family heirloom with a new paint job.
We preach the eugenics ideals that we pulled out of our asses to benifit from fearmongering, promises of national security and unpaied labor.
White supremacists create subtext with the intention of it being consumed by accident or in ways that seem palatable.
Fuck.
That.
I don't hate the person who wrote the tweet. Chances are that they gave the tweet as much thought as they took the time to write it and went on their day as a fun little thinkpiece. Everyone on the internet does it. But its that kind of thinking error that needs to be adressed as a progression of historic and scientific prejudice that gets rehashed, recycled and untouched and continually damages and is weaponized against marginalized people. I am not wrong for taking it seriously especially when a bunch of people were sitting around nodding their heads just as effortlessly.
I don't owe the internet any more sources than the tweet. I don't owe anyone on the internet a full scientific ananysis. And the people's reaction to what I had to say was actually what further convinced me I might have hit the nail on the head.
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william-afton-positivity · 3 years ago
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I’m hearing a lot about “We should give Fnaf to ___” and “We should replace Scott with, blah blah blah” and stuff like that, s-should I be worried or no? 😳
Well
Scott does have plans on retiring and handing the franchise to someone he trusts
Not yet tho
I don't think its much of a thing to worry for now but thats just my opinion on it.
The main thing I'm "worried" about is how much the story may change when this nee person gets ownership (I think its ownership?)
While scott might be handing it over to someone, he might throw in some input here and there as like a guideline but without making the story himself. Like...a rough draft or small notes. Annotations.
So far the top candidates I'm seeing for the new owner are either Steel Wool Studios (would kinda make sense given their history on already working on fnaf and already know some of the lore) or MatPat due to the lengthy list of him already working on putting the lore together (I haven't seen a single video sooooooooo I can't give input on that)
Then there's the question of if that person will continue the story and wrap it up for a final game (possibly being SB that ties is together) or restarting the Franchise with their own twist on the story
Long story short: I don't think its much to worry right now.
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Hi, so I just finished the new season today! I have so many thoughts, the last few episodes felt kind of rushed? I wished they had gone about the whole situation between Gray and Carm at the end differently. More so on seeing them reunited. My biggest question, is why was he so quick on going back to VILE? He knew what they were capable of yes, was it to feed his criminal impulses? Why did ever want to steal in the first place? What led him to that conclusion and how did he learn of VILE? I was keen on seeing more of his backstory, and still need time to let the story simmer so I can analyze it more. It's just confusing. I guess it's just because the show ended that I feel so bittersweet y'know. What do you think Carmen would've done after they all disbanded? How could she leave them so quickly after she just got back to Team Carmen in the end? Besides wanting to see her mother. I was hoping they'd at least stay together.
i think that more than a few people feel that ( the knee jerk incredulity at her just leaving them a note and yeeting was real)
like disclaimer again: i do love carmen and this season this is just expanding on some little ??’s
on gray and “thinking gray.”: I was also feeling the lackluster on the payoff motivation wise for gray returning to VILE ( which was definitely needed as he was the secret weapon needed to finally get evil carmen back and at least partially inevitable due to ownership of the choices yadadadada )but like when he finally got his memories back he just repeated some things that i never really doubted. that gray did this of his own free will, he probably is of a lower empathy in general (which does not mean incapable of caring and doing the right thing. just that..~~~), that he regretted hurting carmen. in s1 he says his primary motivation as making more money and i was like”mmhmm fits.” being a thief and all and why not since they hadn’t introduced the big “needs to be able to tie up loose ends.” as a operative qualifier to anyone, including some of the recruits there. the only newer thing was his video that he seeked them out. which is interesting and all but sets him up as a go-getter so its so confusing that he’d choose to return to VILE ...a place where he was hurt and is so freaking selfish with what capers they choose to pursue. i kinda went on a tangent on another post that there is a theme of using a false sense of bonding to give them a little more loyalty which is like really heavy considering that means offering a “home” to what looks like operatives who might all be orphans but i don’t think it was highlighted enough to say “HEY YO” even tho GRAY LOOKS SO TIRED TO LEARN ABOUT HIS PAST WITH VILE
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its really interesting because of the 3 people who had access to him/nature we got; carmen who only encouraged his desire to help (for the kiddos, for her safety, for assuring her that they were in...whatever... together, and make sure that they weren’t being secret spy jerks) ACME who got like...0 usefulness (riperonis ma guys), and VILE with maelstrom just hammering home all his shadier deeds with  “YEAH THIS IS YOU.”  AND HIM JUST ACCEPTING IT AFTER SITTING FOR A LONG AF TIME ALONE.
and when this was happening I was thinking about this analysis from another fandom about characters who resign to the law of the strong which could have been a reason for why gray doesn’t seem to hold the consequences for his failure against VILE even though he really should. (if they bothered but listen-)
its something that happens when characters choose to live in worlds they know are unfair, know that they choose to lie and steal and cheat, and thus should not be surprised or hurt when it happens to them in return. which of course lead to them not knowing where to draw the line on what happens to them...and i mean this in like some narratives usually go (hahaha no thats messed up please gtfo being treated like that is not ok and in allowing others to define your limits you are whittling yourself away). and they decide to live in resignation that. i am capable of bad... so i AM bad. (I am that guy. i’ve always been that guy) and makes them absolutely ripe for the (but you’ve been good . you can choose to be better.  it won’t erase the wrongs of the past but it will make for a better future)
but that still leaves exploration of “WHY WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO LIVE BY THE LAW OF THE STRONG??” and you know...not having anyone to rely on, poverty, or what was simple rebelliousness turning to darker and darker paths, are some easy reasons to put a spotlight on maybe our operatives having depth and like..arcs. especially any of those reasons combined. ESPECIALLY SINCE THEY’RE WHAT VILE CONSISTENTLY IS SHOWN OFFERING. (shadowsan really is their s-tier character huh)
which i really thought this show would go for when a shivering brunt who is loyal and protective asked if she was really going to be left behind or remember how unsympathetic most of them seemed to see carmen chloroformed because “she did interrupt our heist.” meaning that they understand this world. probably have understood it for longer than anyone should. (antonio being content as a “pawn” is the tenant in my head today) and why shouldn’t more money be important. or honestly how simple it was to accept that someone would just need more money.
with gray they introduced that he could be good and he could be bad but like leaned into “no all that niceness was fake and he’s bad.” due to the hyper specificity of the mind wipe apparently? which also leans into really flat interpretation of evil!carmen (i just mean that there is a lot there ...) meaning theres no really exploration of him and more of a judgment (even though he’s shown to be kind, snarky, and upfront, as himself without a mind wipe.) and then we wait...
the pacing of the last 2 episodes: adrenaline bebe!!! but also there were so many concepts being introduced and resolved and skimmed past so that it is a little confusing at some conclusions. like the scene you’re talking about where carmen just leaves a note and ghosts is like 30 seconds and thats a lot to unpack because ?? i’m really thinking that it might have been insinuating that carmen left them the pen specifically to give them a new home to wait for her because she was going on that little break like she planned (and they knew was the endgoal) because it was behind her note and presumably placed by her but because i was focusing on the letter goodbye like ??? i thought for some reason that it was zack saying he would now like to try ACME because HE thought of it and i was like ??when did you consider this?? and 3rd watch i was finally “ahhh ok ok i think i get it.”
another bitten off scene i think might have been when gray in his first mission is already exhibiting signs of going...”huh this is not good.”
from stopping carmen from unprofessionalism to seeing that new carmen is willing to up and leave the group for mental gymnastics instead of relying on them 100% to going to the ferris wheel where he DEFINITELY SAW HER TRYING TO KILL A CIVILIAN since it showed his reaction after ivy’s. and then it turn to team red because how they feel about it definately matters more than gray but its also so easy to miss that choosing to have gray witness that as the start of what makes him turn himself in (maybe this is just a possible interpretation and its midnight ok)
evil carmen! lost her empathy. ok. so then like thats a static judgment about how they’re gonna make her do bad stuff and she still absolutely cares about her history and VILE still needed to enforce bonding and giving her memories that they comforted her and gave her her coat so thats why she cares about it and her anger at betrayal and sense of loss that she still throws right in shadowsans face when “evil”
carmen thought she crossed a personal line?? like jeeeeeez that’s 6 months of crossing lines and the most recent and horrifying one happened like not even a minute ago and then 5 seconds later we get chief and her reconciling because yes it needed to happen so we’re not gonna address how traumatizing it was or
VILE JUST WENT ALL THE WAY DOWN HUH??
and all these things are important and have the groundwork for happening but man they just happen one after the other and its like
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before moving on to the next thing and like let me breathe omg
and yeah that means that so many people were left confused because the show about family (carmen’s family that SHE built ) seemed to disband for carmen to go to see her mother at last alone, shadowsan to go to his brother and a heartbroken pair of red heads to join ACME
and we get a time gap before reuniting but only a few seconds to decide if reuniting was the plan all along(the pressure point)
and there is a lot of actual IN TIME that is broad strokes that many people have already picked whats going to haunt them that wasn’t explored more...
TLDR; i get it on both counts (gray and rushed)! glad there was some sweet in your bittersweet and since canon definitely had team red in the same place they absolutely reunited and moved back into the shop and carmen talked to them about how great her mom is and planned a dinner
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edge-lorde · 5 years ago
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hp update: its been a long time, boys. ud think that with this plague outbreak id have more time for shitty phone games, and ud be right! however, the time i normally might use to make tumblr posts has been taken up by reading lotr orc fanfiction non-stop for at least 1 full month. id still be in the thick of that obsession even now if only the fics would update. that is how i find you today folks, for the first time in many weeks i am staring at a screen with nothing to do. so come with me friends, theres no better way to fill the soulless void we are all in than reading a nice long tumbler post. 
disclaimer, first of all, a lot has happened, i prefer to keep these updates as plot spoiler free as possible but do to extenuating circumstances i feel like it is necessary to say, [SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER BELOW]
that rowan fucking died,
i wont say exactly how, but i will say that her death was animated as were animations of myself and a few others reacting to our friend fresh corpse. obviously meant to be serious moments but the animations made it seem almost comical. 
i saw at least one post going around right after this update that was like ‘how could the game devs do this to us..... how could they hate rowan so.... this is punishment from on high’ and its like.... u guys do know what a story is right? the events of  a story are not typically done to punish less faithful fans, im pretty sure they were planning to kill rowan off from the beginning. this isnt disney im pretty sure the writers are not writing each chapter the night before its released by popular vote. 
that little “are we drifting away..?” scene with rowan makes more sense now. there was a bit in one of the scenes where the kids all reminisce on rowans life and the mc talks about it being the last real one on one time they had with rowan. a nice bitter sweet moment. i dont hate this turn of events. its a good reminder that actions have consequences and we are way past they days of “should i wear a hat or scarf?” its YA time now. 
i did manage to take 1 screenshot from this time, i had commented that before that when rowan said she didnt have many friedns that barnaby seemed to be hanging out with her without be there as a friend buffer and here was his reaction to her death:
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;_;
the funniest part in all of this however, was of course cedericks reaction to rowans death “but she was so young....” LOL fuckin RIP.
lets see... what else.... i forget a lot of what happened but i think there was a time sensitive quidditch event in there somewhere? if so i  dont remember it. what i do remember of the quidditch pals is that im gonna play beater now, skye is being weird and cagey about it, andre is involved.... the others are there.....
sidenote, i love the shitty b characters they throw in to be like yes you know this person but no they are not cool enough for u to even think about befriending. the first one of those is face paint kid, and now we have another, who is a former beater girl with horrible bangs named bean who didnt go to any classes for a whole season so she could just play ball 24/7 and got kicked off the team.  this is a character who only exists to provide an explanation as to why there would be a beater position open but i love them on principle. 
right now im in the midst of another time sensitive event, this one is a bother-your-brother-at-work-day event where recent hogwarts graduate bill weasley is bullied by myself and his younger brother charlie into letting us go with him on one of his curse breaking jobs. 
so for those unfamiliar, bill works for the magical bank of england.... and his job seems to be “retrieving treasure” for said bank. in the books, there is a bit where he takes his family on one of his trips to egypt, where his job seemed to have been tomb plundering indiana jones style for the posterity of the english bank :X. i wont explain here why thats bad but its bad. 
the game devs however in this instance, at least SEEM to be doing what jkr couldnt do by attempting to salvage what is left of gringotts bank and form it into not a super shitty implications factory run by horrible jewish caricatures. bills mission is to retrieve a goblin made artifact that was taken by dragons, so no going to foreign countries to steal things from other people! only going to a dragon reserve to rifle through animal nests. they even appear to be providing us with a likable goblin character, egad!  
my hope for this event is that we get a plotline about how maybe, goblins arent shifty human haters for no reason, and in fact they hate magic humans for very understandable reasons, like being forced to go into hiding with the rest of the magical world even though only the humans wanted to do that, and maybe despite running the bank in england they still dont have a lot of political sway in the world of wizards and witches, and have to rely on the faith that said wizards and witches wont fuck them over at every turn, even as they see how they treat other non-humans, such as house elves, which they desperately dont want to end up like. and maybe they DONT only care about gold... maybe thats a human stereotype based on the fact that theres a long history of humans not respecting goblin ownership customs.... which i could get into..... but i wont.... i just....... very badly dont want them to suck ;__________;
i know i said its ok to still like a piece of media as long as you recognize the problems with it, and i do, but once this game is done im gonna stop hp posting all together. ive been feeling more and more uncomfortable making these posts lately.  
GENERAL GAME NOTES; theres been some new layout changes and such. 
most notably the stairs screen has been changed from a bulleted list of all locations to a screen with tiles picturing an image of each location along with the name + icons of all classes at each place. there is one additional location that is new and yet to be unlocked, and the dragon reservation is appearing temporarily as its own tile as well. i prefer this method of getting in and out of a temporary location to how they did it with car during the last christmas special. the stairs icon also now stays in the corner when you scroll through locations, allowing you to open the stairs menu without scrolling all the way back to the left. 
they also moved a few of the buttons down into the lower left corner rather than the left side & combined the story button and sidequest button. they added a little camera button as well, just like in the dormitory, that makes all the icons in a location disappear and look better for screenshots. 
the daily special add offer thing now has its own button in the top right corner of the screen, and idk if i mentioned it before but now there are daily challenges that appear in the sidequest screen that offer small rewards for completing 3 tasks per day + a better one if u get all 3. the prizes are things like 4 energy, 75 coins, 3 monster food. the better rewards are usually either more coins, 8 energy, 3 gems, or 1 notebook. i think that it does all the different color notebooks but i cant remember for sure if i ever saw the gold one up as a reward. i like this addition in any case. if you dont pick up ur reward by the end of the day, the next time u log on it will force u to stop and accept them, and if one of the rewards is energy and ur energy bar is full, it does not seem to stack beyond the bar so watch out.
 the character stats page is now more zoomed out so you can see your full character instead of just from the waist up. no change to the leaderboard. rowans face in the friendship roster is now a still black and white image that says ur friend may be gone but friendship is forever u-u. 
rowan has been removed from all classes. in the classes where the minigames involved her, those minigames have passed the mantle onto other friends in the class. in potions that person is now liz helping u find stuff off the shelves and in tranfiguration that person is badeea. bless these girls for helping mc get through it. touched my heart. 
theres been a few fun little “i know u have more free time now so uhhhh have some energy” prizes like they do sometimes when they dont update on schedule so thats been nice. just a few days ago they gifted us 3 gold notebooks the same way. :O. 
theres also been a few instances of a energy happy hour where for a limited time energy takes less time to refresh. normally it takes 4 mins for 1 energy to do this but during happy hour its like 2:30 mins. :U its all very interesting.
and that will have to do it for tonight my friends, ill do a post for the dragon event when its done because i do like it so far and i do like getting to bully bill with charlie. 
until next time, remember.......
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demyrie · 5 years ago
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30, 31, and 45 for your ask game!
30. hardest part of writing
Getting started!!!!! and also separating your voice from authors you’ve read recently, or developing a voice at all. I’m very, very sorry to say that the only way to develop a voice is to write, write, write and keep banging up against things you like and don’t like, realize the line between consistency and baldfaced repetition, and just have patience. mega yuck
Also managing the line between fascination and fixation. When we get a new toy (a phrase, or a piece of punctuation or expression) we tend to put it EVERYWHERE JUST BECAUSE ITS NEW AND SHINY. Having a beta reader who knows your bullshit really helps with this because Rae can personally tell you about the time I weirdly hyperfixated on the phrase “his brainstem lit up like a christmas tree” and I managed to unknowingly, VERY CLEVERLY, center it in three different HiNaBN fics before she sat me down and patted my head and said “this is what ur doing” and I went oh :l
31. easiest part of writing
When you have characters who are so real to you, so fully fleshed, that you can just let them speak through you. It’s amazing. To me, thats the magic in writing. The different relationships you have with a given cast is so amazing.
For instance, when I write Erasermight, I am Aizawa, and I’m friends with Yagi. I feel very close to Yagi, I adore him, but I’m not writing from the inside like I am with Aizawa. Aizawa is a personal excavation; Yagi is appreciation and extrapolation.
With my own books, I am Eli, and I’m friends (or getting there) with Tyler. On most things, that is, but I can write Eli EFFORTLESSLY because he’s coming from the same place I am. Depression, mainly, haha. But with Tyler, I’m witnessing him, and I have to make a few passes to get him right. It’s fascinating and illuminating on a personal level and assists in healing.
45. share the synopsis of a story you work on that you haven’t published yet
UHHHHH oh man. I have a few secret things on the backburner hmm.
I think the one I’m most passionate about is a MightyShield or DaveMight fic that takes place during the little extra comic where All Might comes to see Dave to get his new suit. I imagine this is soon after the fight with All for One, and Toshinori, half-eviscerated, pretends everything is fine and normal until it comes to trying on the suit. 
There’s history between them, of course. Dave’s wife has passed and the two heroes have never really lost their love for each other, so when Toshinori just kinda freezes and then asks for privacy to try on the suit (and take off his clothes and reveal his broken body) Dave is confused. It begins as “what aren’t you telling me, toshi, what’s wrong” and escalates to this tenuous line of complicitness and guilty ownership that Dave feels that he has in Toshi destroying himself for the world. He makes a stand and says “I make your suits, I have a right to know if what I’m giving you will just lead to you getting hurt. I have a right to know whats going on with you”
So then Toshi is forced to show him the enormous freshly bandaged chunk missing out of his side and breakdowns and very sad sex ensue :) I WANNA WRITE IT BUT WHAT IS TIME!!!!
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amoveablejake · 4 years ago
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The Death Star Versus, um, The Death Star
Bayern Munich against PSG, a Champions League final preview, sort of. 
Before I begin this, I have a small disclaimer. I was not going to write a Champions League Final piece. I just wasn’t going to do it. I have sat at my keyboard for the past half an hour starting and then deleting quite a few different ideas for today’s entry but none of them have clicked. I think thats mainly because today is quite a big day in the world of football and even though this is not a football blog I feel that as I have mentioned it here and there I would be remiss if I did not talk about one of the biggest games in the football calendar. But I promise, this isn’t going to be a traditional football piece and I will try to make it at least somewhat interesting for those of you who don’t care at all. And then tomorrow we’ll have an album of the week post to absolve me of my sins. 
Perhaps I should explain the title. Bayern Munich and Paris Saint Germain are two giants in European football. No, they are two juggernauts. The difference there being that they should not only be classed as huge but as overwhelming forces aswell. They are also both seen in their own ways as bad guys. Bayern are perhaps seen as the bad guys in the Bundesliga as they are just so damn good and it seems that no one can stop them. Well, not yet anyway but as I’ve mentioned before I am a die hard Dortmund fan and I have every confidence we will take that title one day but lets get back to business. PSG because, well, a lot of people have an issue with their owners. PSG are owned by Qatar Sports Investments which means that they are state owned team. Yes, this does mean that they get a lot of money and whatever advantages comes with that isn’t really the issue here, the issue is that a state owns a football team. That shouldn’t be allowed. I’m sorry, but it shouldn’t. A football club should not be owned by one autonomous power especially one that, how do I put this delicately, has some of its own problems on the global stage. Now, we won’t get too deep into the weeds about PSG’s ownership here but its important context to know as we move forward. 
Paris Saint Germain are a team I like. I don’t like the ownership, and I don’t like that the team is being used more as a brand than a club, see Nike and its almost celebrity status for further details, but I do like the actual club. I love Paris as a city and so naturally I looked to their football team. I did not know when I was younger the problems that it has off the pitch but on the pitch I liked what I saw. And also, they play in Ligue 1 so they are Europe’s underdogs. That might sound like an odd thing to say when they are backed by a financial powerhouse and win in France 90% of the time but thats just it, they win in France. Now, before I make a lot of French enemies here, this is not a dig at Ligue 1. Its a good league, but PSG is a big fish in a small pond. It does not have the same competition that exists in Serie A, La Liga, the Bundesliga and especially the Premier League. Thats okay, it just means that when it comes to the Champions League they are sort of the underdogs. Also because they have never won Europe’s most prestigious trophy. If it was any other team in the final tonight playing against Bayern, five time champions, I think they would get unanimous support especially a team who could make history but because it is PSG neutral fans are left with a decision to support the Death Star or, the Death Star. 
It is always nice to see a team win something for the first time and as I said I do sort of like PSG, but I don’t want them to win. I don’t think they should. If they win it would be validation for the way the team is run, and it doesn’t need that. I don’t want it to have the praise for winning when quite frankly it is run appallingly and is not the team that it used to be. Yes it wins every year in France but at what moral cost. I would rather support a team with a conscious who loses then a juggernaut with absolute power. If we can look past all of that it is a dream final, two teams that play some very exciting football will come together for what I’m sure will be a historic match but I don’t think I can look past PSG. And Bayern, they’re not really a Death Star, not in the same way at least. They’re a team that are just so damn good and if you don’t support them then ofcourse they’re the bad guys. But at least they’re bad guys who are sad about blowing up Alderaan. 
As I said up top, this wasn’t a piece that I wanted to right but I felt perhaps that I should. I felt I should because it is an important game but also because its an opportunity for the spotlight to be on an ownership scheme that should just not exist. I know its only football but sometimes, it can be way more and this, this is one of those times. So as much as it pains the Dortmund fan in me, Bayern don’t let us down. 
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