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[magicaldreamfox1]

KINNPORSCHE ANNIVERSARY — WEEK 3: CONFESSION

‌“My papa just left. He scolded me for being a disappointment. I suck at everything I do. Well, I deserved that. Whatever I do, I can't seem to beat your boss.”

“Who said so? When I was little, my dad forced me into boxing. When I lost, he beat me up. Until one day, I won.”

[kamil-a]

@byzantineamber

[lyrakanefanatic]

again congrats on 100! DESERVEDDD

may I please request ♟️ and ⌛️ (you can choose character or whatever. im trying to get moodbaords on tig to convene my bestie to read it. so are you able to make it something for it? if not, than avery please!). take ur time!! no pressure!! and you don't have to do all!! <333 ilysm

THANK YOU SO MUCHHH ILYYY 💗💗

I THINK MAX WOULD FIT UR PERSONALITY BC UR SOOO FUNNY AND I LOVE MAX AND U

and since avery is the main girl of the trilogy, I think it’d be good to get a mood board of her since ur friend is just getting into it 😜

[the-sparkling-diamond-satine]

christian the composer!!!! 👀

[starryfacedjerk]

BREAK DESIRE AND FAILURE FOR BOTH DATA AND KINGSLEY >:3

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

DATA- He's broken down a few times in his life already! But NOW, I think there's maybe TWO scenarios that would do him in now. ONE, would be if Pacifica decided to leave him. No matter what the reason, really. Loss is something Data still deals with horribly, despite it all. Which is why the other scenario would be in the case Kingsley died. Again. THAT BEING SAID, the reactions would go in the exact opposite ways. If he lost Pacifica, it'd be grief first, scorched earth second. He'd just slip back into power tripping, and probably proceed to ruin things for everyone else because he'd probably pull some shit with Kingsley and Toby. It's definitely probably going to end in the "Bottom Of The Ocean" scenario. Sorry. Now, if he lost KINGSLEY, then it'd be grief, as followed by, probably, an identity crisis. Data would be losing like. the last real connection he had to who he ever was. It would just completely fuck him up. He'd end up in a strange haze for a LONG time after. Kingsley was always the one to see him at his lowest, ironically enough. KINGSLEY- See, those keen in the know know the number one thing for HIM would be losing Cupid, ESPECIALLY forever. He could handle a breakup, but. If she DIED. You know how that turns out. He could hardly handle it for a temporary time, let alone having to lose her forever. Really, he's not as complicated as Data. It's just pure depression. Hardly responsive, hardly living, hardly anything. If he doesn't just waste away, then he's probably going for the drastic measure. NOW, EMOTIONALLY, Kingsley's worst is very hidden inside! But, physically. Data definitely has been the one to see him at his worst. And, he'll be the one to see it when the emotionally breaks out. It's only fair

desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?

DATA- He just wants to be normal again. Two hands, two eyes. None of this god shit. He wants to be normal. He doesn't talk about it, cause he figures there's no point. He's never gonna do the one thing that could give him what he wants, so it doesn't matter. He's stated that clearly enough. KINGSLEY- He wants to see his mom. He wants to know she's okay, and that she remembers him, that she misses him. He wants to take care of her again. He misses her so much. It's not something he talks about, but it's pretty obvious, when he does talk about his mom. He doesn't KNOW or THINK he can do anything to get this, but really, he would give anything. He just wants her to know he's okay.

failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

DATA- Cody's death. He knows it was an accident, but still. Cody was just a kid. AND HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE. UNTIL NULL INFORMED HIM THAT CODY LIED ABOUT HIS AGE, THAT HE DIDN'T KNOW EITHER. Either way, it fucking RUINED him. He hates birthdays now, as a result. ALL birthdays. Of course, Kingsley is the only one who knows about it. If TOBY knew, then Data would be dead, accident or not. Data knows this, so. Hush. KINGSLEY- Signing up for that damn study. This was his fault. All his fault. He should've just gotten a damn job. Why did he think it would be a good idea? He's so stupid. Fuck. All this bullshit, and for fucking what? He just knows he doomed himself and Data to hell. Data knows it too. Even if it was worth it... God. Was it?

[whorifics]

“ you do as i say at all times. understand ? ” / @atvrvxia​

[tomoshibi]

@lyriccl .

' I doubt there's anything I can do, can't you ask someone else? '

[dnangelic]

' my first love letter ... and it's "return to sender" ... ' @seachant || one liner .

[arckhaic]

perhaps a puppy to doodle? :)

puppy!!! he’s confused but that’s okay

doodle requests are open!!

[stjoangerard]

Where are you watching the stream?! I cant find it 😭

[inkskinned]

this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.

good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.

sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.

so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.

one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.

[dawnreborn]

@dariaryz liked for a starter. / for rhaella.

"i understand more than you think. more than i should know."

[sentientsky]

just a friendly reminder that, just because slavery was formally "abolished" in the so-called united states* in 1865, enslavement itself is still ongoing in the form of incarceration, which disproportionately affects Black and Indigenous people

(*i say "so-called" because the US is a settler-colonial construction founded on greed, extraction, and white supremacy) recommended readings/resources:

The New Jim Crow: Mass Incarceration in the Age of Colorblindness by Michelle Alexander

"How the 13th Amendment Kept Slavery Alive: Perspectives From the Prison Where Slavery Never Ended" by Daniele Selby

"So You're Thinking About Becoming an Abolitionist" by Mariame Kaba

"The Case for Prison Abolition: Ruth Wilson Gilmore on COVID-19, Racial Capitalism & Decarceration" from Democracy Now! [VIDEO]

[meruz]

(5 years late, covered in sweat) GUYS.... I JUST PLAYED OUTER WILDS

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