#(he rlly is Going Through It….)
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breaking the angel
#potp#phantom of the paradise#winslow leach#swan potp#cw blood#cw gore#nightmaretheater#This didnt rlly come out the way i intended…. But thatsss Okkaayyyy Hehehhehahahaha#Its a bit hard to tell whats going on#but he is drilling a hole through her jaw#this is relevant to my headcanons fyi#this will not be the last time i draw him doing this because i do not feel fulfilled by this piece…#hes wearing white to contrast winslow’s dark suit#they call me symbolism jeremy
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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#senart#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering
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Percy Jackson and the Olympians?? No it's Annabeth Chase and holy fucking shit my favourite person is doomed to die and he doesn't even know!
#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#annabeth chase#percabeth#girl was going through in those books#4th book she rlly said “he cant die before i kiss him”#5th book shes like “u want to sacrifice ur life for me? uno reverse fucker i just got stabbed.”#i want more unhinged Annabeth Chase#she does some crazy shit that is just overlooked
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i will never feel lonely ever again
happy birthday rui kamishiro from the hit game project sekai colorful stage featuring hatsune miku, you are my number 1 fav and kin and I will treasure you for a long time. Your ending will be a happy one.
#rui kamishiro#project sekai#project sekai colorful stage#prsk#prsk fa#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#digital art#illustration#fanart#my art#honestly rui is such an important character to me#relate to him on a personal level#been my fav for nearly 2 years#his journey to finding people who love and care for him#after being outcasted for so long#reminds me a lot of what i went through lol#still going thru it now tbh#anw happy birthday rui kamishiro#love you lotsss#edit 25/6/2024 dunno if i should consider this a fun fact or not but he was originally#going to hold the bouquet shown in the mv but i decided wxs gem flower pins were more meaningful#they're rlly precious to him#yorix art
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all the talk about "never leaving that desert" this "grian is still stuck in the desert" that ... I AM STILL WITHIN THE WALLS OF DOGWARTS AND BY GOD MARTYN IS STUCK HERE W ME!!!!!
#im losing my mind#i almsot cried going through the treebark tag what the fuck#SAVE ME!!!#biting at the bars of my enclosure (dogwarts walls)#martyn inthelittlewood#itlw#rendog#not rlly mentioned persay but like. hes half of dogwarts lol#treebark#dogwarts#3rd life#life series#traffic smp#trafficblr#trafficshipping
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Still can't tell if this is going to become a new obsession or not, but just in case i have to get a (podcast) sherlock design ready
#id in alt#rlly hard to just convey his voice through design while trying not to just. draw Jon#theyre not the same character but they fill the same design niche#ive also tried a john (watson. see the H) but. tbqh. he's getting more on my nerves each ep#we'll see if thats intentional and will get resolved/confronted or if its a kind of comic relief flanderization#still have like. 3 or 4 cases to go before the current one?#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#gammijart#he still looks a bit jon-ish but not quite MY jon so ill take it#also the unfortunate side effect of enjoying some sherlocks is that twitter now thinks id also like bbc johnlock tweets. ha ha. no#sh&co
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so working on a valgrace fic that isn’t even close to being done but it’s going along smoothly (and i finally know what all the chapters will be) so imma talk about it a little bit since i like it :3
basically it’s a canon divergence fic where the prophecy of the seven never happened (aka gaea never tried to rise so things are chill). suddenly, jason starts having dreams of these alternate lives and the one thing they have in common is him falling for this boy named leo and them ending in tragedy with leo dying. so, he begins to wonder if this is a warning, if it’s worth it to even meet this boy if he knows there isn’t a single universe where they don’t get a happy ending
so each chapter is a new universe (besides the last chapter)
and so a basic overview of the chapters are:
- surfer leo and actor (nepo baby) jason. jason is intrigued by the passion in the guy and leo has no sense of stranger danger (guys it’s cool if he pinkie promises not to kill you)
- shadowhunter au with werewolf jason and warlock leo. childhood friends to lovers. valgrace are very oblivious and their pack and friends are tired but let them figure things out at their own pace
- modern au with high school sweethearts valgrace where they deal with things like gender identity, parental issues, and so on
- canon divergence au where, a few days after leo dies, festus shows up and drops off a half-dead leo. jason is very emotional to have his best friend back. they get to be teenagers together yay! however, leo seems to be hiding something
and yeah! then the last chapter is jason thinking over everything and wondering about things like fate (and maybe even a meeting with a certain someone).
#ray rambles#valgrace#leo valdez#jason grace#for a wrapped fic this got very out of control#i’m trying to finish it but… it’s not gonna be done anytime soon#chapter one is done might need some more polishing and maybe a thing or two added#I just love it so much already#poor jason he’s rlly going through it#also he’s connecting the dots once he realizes leo called a son of pluto a son of hades 🤔
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You won…
#cw blood#dream smp#dream smp fanart#c!tommy#rozu art#don’t mind me I’m just going crazy over my version of the finale again#this guy is just such a tragedy… the lengths he had to go through to finally kill Dream#he had to do it alone and it’s just so unfair man#like even after that his happy ending doesn’t come for a while#he probably didn’t believe the totem would work either he tried so hard to prepare himself to go back to limbo rraahsgdghdhdjjd#anyways#I gotta use filters more theyre rlly fun#the end au
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Blyke in Season 3.
This is my prediction. With the way Season 2 ended, I think they’ll find Blyke months later looking something like this.
Shit happens to people in prison. Terrence was murdered in his cell, Rein was worried about being killed by other inmates, hell, Blyke’s already pretty banged up in the finale and he’s been there for 2.5 seconds. Not to mention that the Authorities seem to have no problem torturing kids *COUgh* Keon.
Perhaps it’s a bit pessimistic, but the story’s been getting a lot darker lately. I doubt Blyke’s getting out of prison without a little extra trauma at least.
Latest Chapter as of Prediction: Side Story — Triple Threat (1)
#blyke unordinary#unordinary#Prediction#Drawing in my diary again#art#unordinary spoilers#normally the spoiler warning is at the top but not this time bc it’s an image post#I changed his expression so many times#I was going for that resigned kind of dead inside look#At first it looked too angry#and then it looked just like nothing#totally nuetral face#then it looked too sad#like he was gonna cry#and then I got this#many more iterations along the way#Was worried about damaging my paper the amount of times I erased his eyebrows#Tbh I think I still fucked it up#Also I spent awhile on the background and you can barely see it#could’ve just made it gray ngl#I also spent a long time on this band of light on him#like as if someone had opened a door and light shined through#but I got rid of it#Waste of my DAMN time smh#I’m rlly proud of the hair though#Shit happens in Lovun Prison#Is all of that blood his? Who knows.#also I drew all those cuts in different stages of healing be proud of me#This was supposed to be a doodle/warmup I did NOT expect it to take all day#Ngl Im really glad I turned my sketchbook sideways for this one bc the lined paper reminds me of prison bars like this
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i really like what teru’s currently doing in the awakening lab
#this is like a revamp of my old age swap au hahaha!#mob psycho 100#mp100#hanazawa teruki#teru#my art#fanart#i would also like to have ritsu work with him but i dont know what ritsu does yet jdhkjd#i rlly like teru trying to teach kids not to be like him when he was his age#and ritsu not wanting any kid to go through the same thing his brother went through
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I know you went into this briefly before. But truly. HOW INSANE adding a child into the Isabelamance arranged marriage Hawke.
Is the child expected to inherit? Does it remove potential matches Hawke could have had, potentially making the fiance lower on the social ladder than Hawke?? The implications?? Does Isabela even LIKE the kid??? What if the kid gets seasick. What then. How does no attachments no complications Isabela allow herself to fall in love with THE most attached man in Thedas.
AND THE KID WOULD BE OLD ENOUGH TO HAVE AGENCY AND OPINIONS AND AND SHIT IN ACT 3 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAJHHH
making this woman the not-stepmother to a kid growing up in a hightown estate just to feel something
#this banter is kind of bad and also makes me feel like a worm is eating through my heart#anyway. puts isabela in the device and shakes her rlly hard#its just so interesting to me like it doubles down on what makes hawkebela interesting#NEWSFLASH you cant cut yourself off and escape consequences!!! because people love you!!! what now girl!!!#without forcing isabela to be anything she isnt which she also fears#they dont need isabela to be wife and mother they just want her.#which is also something hawke needs to learn right. because hes trying to follow the arranged marriage be the good son and good father#and ignoring what and who actually makes him happy. like an idiot.#so theyre both making themselves miserable as if that is going to make the hawkeling feel any better. a story of stupidity#this is turning into a tag essay. you get it anon. is my point
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i cant help but wonder if john is going to use his newfound projection abilities to save arthur next episode??? like we have only seen him use it the once, and while that was rlly draining on arthur's body, he was also kind of mirroring the kiy. i do think it would be interesting narratively if john Did have this ability but couldnt use it without the threat of mutual destruction (arthur's life and john's humanity) HOWEVER it would be fascinating if john, fuelled by much more selfless reasons than a power grab or protecting just himself, was able to project in some manner to help. because god knows an evil knife to the chest is NOT within your average medieval english barber-dentist-doctor's skillset
#im relistening to s1 rn and although i think john being selfless when it comes to arthur is a theme (like the see you in the dark world#friend/it's okay to let go thing in ep 9) he is also worried a LOT about his own survival#which is understandable!!! and humanly selfish!!!!!!!!!!#but i think the end of the latest ep john is very VERY scared for arthurs life#in a way that i cannot remember him ever being before to this extent#also 'you call it madness/ah but i call it love' smth smth maybe two sides of the same coin#maybe . maybe love is johns new superpower#tldr i think it would be rlly funny if john saved arthur through the power of friendship#john doe#arthur lester#malevolent#words of wyrm
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Modern au Astrid does Hiccup's T shots for him. He's by no means squeamish, but I think doing it yourself would still be another level of stressful. They're such alterously in love best friends. Once a week Astrid comes over and is like 'okay babe, it's time to stick the hormone needle in ur asscheek' and he's like 'okay but pls don't say it like that'
#he texts her or comes over to check if shes taken her girl pills yet#they both think its sooo funny#its real. its canon#t4t hiccstrid#trans hiccup#httyd modern au#hiccstrid#this is like. a general modern au not my rotbtd one bc there astrids not able to transition yet </3#its got the angst of seeing someone you love achieve something you can only dream of and youre So happy#for them and want nothing more but for them to feel good about themselves but also youre so Envious and it just makes u feel worse etc etc.#theyre both going through it in that au actually...#it gets better though bc i love them and i dont rlly fw angst without a happy ending#httyd headcanon#my aus#moth.txt#deyas dragons
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lot: japanese shop + apartment by paszerine on the gallery
#the sims 4#ts4 gameplay#simblr#s4mm#building out my personal save w/ random households and sims#this sim is named jin he's got a ramen shop and he lives above it and he has a twin brother that lives in magnolia promenade#also jin has the likes psychology preference from the pref plus mod so hes def THAT kind of guy who likes to pick ppls brains#i think im gonna keep doing random slice of life posts i rlly like it theres no commitment bt i will return to my other households eventual#i go through phases dont worry they usually last abt 6mtnhs so bare w/ me if youve been here a while ur used to it now lol#s
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Even he was weirded tf out
#the sheer horror of whatever it is that sam did to the place where he buried dean#the ritualistic doing of it alone like#it's crazy that in sam's insanity or breakdown his raw grief manifests in a goddamn cursed satanic way#he rlly has demon blood running through his veins. i like to hc sam's innate nature is biblically wrong and he's just working against it#anyway its funny to me dean expected sam to go moderately desperate after his death mw this is what sam did to his grave alone#samdean#sam winchester#dean winchester#mine
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#So rn my parents are overseas at this gathering with family friends#And one of them got married + had a kid 11 weeks ago#All of this in the span of less than a year btw#And he’s 15 years older than me but rlly fun etc the kind of guy that feels at most 6-7 years older yk#And it feels wildddd cuz he was the rlly like mischievous (?) Kind of guy in our friend group#and it felt a bit weird to know he was expecting a kid since I found out a few months back but today my mum told me her name and everything#And I’m feeling super weird again like I can’t imagine him as a serious responsible dad buckling down yk#But also he can be serious when he needs to be so that coupled with his sense of humour means he’s going to be a great dad in sure#But it’s making me rethink whether or not I want to have kid(s)#maybe it’s just vanity but I feel like pregnancy would rlly wreck my body both looks and health wise#Like that is 9 months of commitment idk if I can handle it 😭😭😭#but sometimes i daydream abt what it would be like to have kids with the guy im 90% sure I’ll be marrying in like 7 years#and it makes me feel soooooo. like I want to do all that with him#and I feel like he would be level headed enough to help me through wtv insecurity or anxiety I’m feeling now#Idk idk#personal
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