#(fun fact: the subtext of My Massive Long Angsty Bird Laguz Fic | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

queenlua · 9 days ago

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it's extremely unfortunate how much of your own life experience will end up suffusing into whatever fiction you write. including-but-not-limited-to cringily saccharine subjects such as "weddings." yes, even if you're not a "wedding person." yes, even if you hate most of the conventions of traditional weddings. this bitch here (me) had one, & apparently i had Feelings about it, & now they're all on the page, against my will, in a story that involves a wedding, ALSO against my will,,,,.......

#(fun fact: the subtext of My Massive Long Angsty Bird Laguz Fic #is that Buying A House Is Emotionally Traumatic #probably no one ELSE noticed that there. but *I* noticed that there.#and that's enough to make me die a little inside every day <3 #anyway if i ever have a kid i am NOT ALLOWED to write kidfic #hold me to that. swear me to that.#that's one cringe too far. i can't do it.#kids are great but i canNOT be doing anything remotely close to naming a character Albus Severus yaknow #origfic is there if i ever get such an urge. it's there. it's waiting)#(admittedly i DO like weddings but for the giant-party and drama-having aspects #the amount of Tradition involved can be. uh.#have you ever been a bridesmaid for your beloved childhood friend #while her Extremely Southern Baptist Minister Father #reads a bunch of the most misogynist out-of-context bible verses ever #and you exchange a Long Desperate Stare with your beloved friend #of I Know He's Your Dad And All But Christ Alive #yeah it's a thing lol)#anyway. sigh. yes i'm writing weddingfic

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