#(feel like that made it sound like im a dentist I AM NOT i have zero qualifications and was just on reception but theyre getting me to do
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undistortedworld · 1 year ago
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guess who got covid :( i was so proud of myself for avoiding it up until now as well :(
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spitinsideme · 11 months ago
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hihihihihihihiiiii !!!
most memorable highschool moment?
woah !!! personal questions ahoit me !!! i love them i feel lime im on a talkshhow
i have like .. SO MANY high school memories and mosr od them are sas and embarassing in a funny silly way bwcause i had no friends AND zero social skills AND ALSO i donr understand social cues and am overall just rrally bad at talking and everyrhinf ... i lesrnt origami to make friends because i thoufh "hey, if i make people origami animals, theyll be friends with me !!!" whixh didnt work ! so j nlw can make like really intricate detailed oragamis by memory ! also the same with juggglong whixh i can do now ! dodnr get me any frienxs thoufh
ANYWAYS THE STORY !!!! i have a habit of falling over everyrhing and everyrhinf because one, my school shoes didnt fit and i didnt bother to get new shoes since it was my last year and two, i wear huge fucjing platform shoes wore like thise mary jane platform shoes to school so youknow falling is mkre likely with me. i was walking home in a new path because i has to fo to the dentist and i wasnt looking down, and si i fell. but i didnt just fall. i had a school uniform which came wirh a skirr, and as i fell my skirt FLEW up into the air i looked like i came out from a scene made for fanservice i looked like i was going to say KYAAA !!!! in a high pitced voice my skirt flew UP in a way self diagnksed weebs wpukd moan and grunt over do you get me ? i had nothing but oants on undeneath, and god humself wouldnt be able to xounr how many people there were behind me becaude it was badically half the fuxking school taking that same road. i showed my ass to everyone. whenever i fall i also alwyas make a noise, bur nor a normal OOOH !!! noise bur a fucking cartoonish ass tom and jerrys sound.
i fell down, ass up, skirt flyong, pants showing, and i yelled out loud "yeeEEOWCHIE !!!!!". and eveeyone hesrd me. everythinf fell ot of my pockets but i didnt look back ir was like a scene from james bond bur instead of wlaking away from explosions i was walking away from embarassmenr. my keys, earphones, charger, pen, pencil, had fallen onto the floor on my descent to the floor in an anime girl style and a mickey mouse voice. and thats nkt even the msot embarassing moment of my life. i gave the kids behind me a SHOW
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kadensmusictheory · 8 months ago
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explaining the names of my playlists because i care.
"the butterflies are exploding" = the butterflies i feel around the girl im hopelessly falling for are turning me inside out and i dont know how soft i can be, but i am not afraid of the gentleness. (softer love songs)
"precisely princely" = im a prince, that's it. im precisely a prince. (pop and pop rock)
"torture ending. chill bae" = went to the dentist, a calming playlist so i wouldnt freak out. (r&b songs or indie)
"man" = stereotypical athletic man music (rap or hip hop)
"in the back of a car, florida paths and high state" = i was sick and drugged up on every medicine i could be on prior to going onto a 14 hr straight car ride to florida. i needed to have soft music or i would have died. (laufey or inspired songs)
"car crash" = songs i added to a playlist when i saw the worst car crash imaginable and the car was flipped over (owner was fine) so i named it in remembrance of the car. (upbeat differing music)
"they call me hephaestus" = my leg was beyond fucked up and in so much pain when i discovered these songs that i was like "im so greek god core". (nxdia playlist)
"ballbus" = playlist for the bus on the way to my sports game. (uplifting music)
"burrerrrererrrrr" = chase atlanic playlist that i couldnt think of a name for. (chase atlantic or inspired)
"arachnid and deceased body of water" = spiderman and deadpool inspired playlist for my friend to get writing inspo with. (childish gambino, the weeknd, etc)
"anthroapology" = apologizing to the history of the world and it's culture. (any song mentioning love or hatred for the world as it has been or is being)
"wallow in sighs" = made in sheer disappointment. i was so disappointed in everyone that i made a playlist. (indigo de souza themed)
"renovated and renewed" = after a breakup i was told i could not change, i changed to be a badder bitch. (sex songs or breakup songs)
"HELP." = country songs that had me in a chokehold. (country)
"stranger crush" = made after having a massive crush on a boy i saw once at a roller rink. (love songs)
"build a bear shark" = the shark i got with a guy i was dating for two days but ended up shoving deep into my closet because he made me uncomfortable. (breakup songs)
"2 and 2" = there are four songs here. i dont know why. (catchy indie love songs)
"memories i dont have" = nostalgic sounding music of stories based on things i can imagine a little too well but have never experienced. (indie songs)
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screampied · 1 year ago
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I'm embarrassed. I was talking to a dude I like then he said that he's gay and he has a crush. I was about to ask for his number bro 😭😭. I FEEL BAD EVERYTIME I DO THIS BCS WHAT IF I MADE THEM UNCOMFORTABLE SECRETLY 🥲. I wished him gl with his crush though. I saw a pic of his crush and omggg, they'll look so cute together so i'm supporting! We're friends now though 😇.
BUT OML! I'M SCARED FOR TOMORROW! I get my wisdom teeth pulled tomorrow around 7:30 am ish and I have to be put to sleep 🗿. What if once I wake up, I call the dentist attractive or something? My mom said she'll be recording me too. Sorry for ranting 🥲.
Anyways, HRU VEGAS?
HELPPPPME. aw that’s good u wished him gl tho, you’ll find someone dw 🤍. && THATS GOOOOD UR SUPPORTING HIMMMM <3
omg ur gettin ur wisdom teeth removed? i’ve never had mine pulled n everyone’s experiences sound so scary omg. u will be fine !!! take deep breaths girly. LMAO some dentists do b rly attractive tho
UR GOOOOOD. im okaaaay, i think imma start writing fics again so that’s fun, i kinda came up w a plot/au i wanna do but ‘m nervous af lmao. i’m gonna be busy today thoooooo, i gotta go to the bank then shop around for a new laptop n stuff but yeah !!!! 💋
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v-anrouge · 2 years ago
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exposing myself on the internet for a character assignment go brrrrr
also: *sweats in aroace*
Okay so I possess a distinct lack of hobbies because ✨ mental illness ✨ and also I am a total hikkineet. I do however, have less active hobbies like drawing, painting, reading/writing. I do enjoy rewatching Musicals from my childhood whenever I’m feeling down or generally empty. Some faves would be “The Sound Of Music”, “Mary Poppins” and “Anastasia”. Ya boi likes singing along with em even though I am terrible at it hehe ❤️
God okay. My personality. Uhh. I have a lot of feelings (and cry a lot) and I am extremely affection starved so show me positive attention and compliment me and I am fucking worshipping the ground you walk on so.. affectionate? I guess. Also Kind of quiet. I’m in my head a lot, and I have anxiety about voicing my opinion and thoughts to people. Especially irl. I’ll usually just remain silent or provide a few comments but otherwise mainly a listener. But if it’s a special interest and I can see that you are actively listening to me instead of waiting for me to stop talking I’ll turn into a walking Encyclopedia about Said thing. I do love physical affection but only when I am in the mood for it lol.
Giving love language is acts of service and gift giving (flashbacks to the time I offered to buy you something even though we barely knew each other). Receiving love language is words of affirmation probably idk i have 3 irl Friends outside of Family so my experience on the matter is limited.
Also people who are audibly/visibly angry will set off my fight/flight/freeze response and I will physically distance myself from them due to discomfort/fear. I’d also definitely go non-verbal as a result. This would be a time where touching me could result in a panic attack/me just crying lmao
Okay bare with me here because I have never actively considered my type so I’m only really thinking about it now
Type wise, perhaps someone kind but firm, I’d say? I lack a lot of motivation, self-discipline and self-respect, so a partner who is gentle, accomodating and understanding of my situation but isn’t afraid to call bullshit when they see it would definitely be preferable. Also direct communication because I CANNOT read between the lines. And.. someone who would go places with me. Not even for like the cute coupley things like Dates and Shopping or whatever (though that would be great too) but literally as a Support Person for stressful situations like dentists, doctors and other such appointments. Lord knows I need it because I stutter so badly when talking to strangers irl and stare straight at the ground and go silent when I inevitably become embarrassed at my lack of social skills💀 I don’t really have a strong preference for any hobbies a partner might have, but it would be cool to watch musicals together. And dress up and stuff. Maybe even cosplay. Idk just Indulging in each others hobbies would be fun. Also I struggle with like, mobile(?) communication and find it difficult to take the initiative to start text convos or call people, so they’d need to take the lead on that otherwise I may accidentally end up ghosting them. Not maliciously, but as I said, ya boy is stuck in his own little world a lot.
Also my favourite colour is green! HEX Code : #9AEEC8 (this probably wasn’t necessary but teehee)
And if a partner can’t handle spice I will constantly give them shit for it but in an affectionate way ❤️
(THIS WAS SO LONG IM SO SORRY IDK HOW TO SHUT UP WHEN PPL GIVE ME ATTENTION 😭)
THIS IS PERFECT ACTUALLY U GAVE A LOT OF DETAILS VERY IMPORTANT DETAILS AND THAT MAKES RHE JOB WAY EASIER!!
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ROOK HUNT let me start this off by saying that this can be taken in both a platonic or romantic way and that in either way u and rook are like made for eachother im serious like u two are fucking inseparable, rook absolutely adores everything about you, you two have A LOT in common and he LIVES for it, rook and you can constantly be found almost sobbing over eachother and how much you mean to eachother, you two are so close people consider u both goals (couple or friendship it's up to u). rook is absolutely sure you two are soulmates he has never felt so connected to someone like he feels connected to you
rook loves spending time with you he adores talking to you even if to other ppl it might seem like he's being ignored rook knows he isn't he knows that you are listening intently to him and he loves it, most people hate it when he starts talking to them since he talks A LOT but you? you don't mind it! you stay there and listen to him ramble and sometimes even join him! rook always feel so warm when he manages to make you feel safe enough to ramble and infodump him and he'll be very happy if you allow him to do the same in exchange you two have a lot of interests in common and love talking about them to ppl that actually care so this normally ends w u both talking for hours non-stop and not even noticing as time goes by (not u two talking about vil for 5 hours straight)
rook absolutely adores your works, wether it's a drawing, a painting or a piece u wrote he'll love to see it, he could spend hours talking about your works seriously it became one of his special interests his ur number 1 fan now he'll always hype you up and even do some of them with you (like painting and reading together etc)
rook swears he can feel his heart exploding in his heart when u give him a gift this man won't stop smiling as he goes on and on about how much he absolutely adores you and how much he loves the gift and how he's so honored and happy to receive something like that and there's literal tears on his eyes as he does so, rook feels so happy when you offer to help him too, it means he gets more time to spend with you! and rook loves spending time with you<3
if you like words of affirmation than rook is the man for you, this man constantly writes poems about you and the special connection you two share and even though he has written multiple of them somehow they never ever look the same it's always so fresh as if it was his first time writing something like that, it also never fails to make you smile rook is very observant so he'll def know what makes you smile and he WILL be making a LOT of use of his privileged knowledge
rook knows how you get when someone is mad and being loud about it so whenever rook feels an situation escalating he'll immediately take you away from it and make sure you're okay, if rook ever happens to arrive to late he'll do his best to help you calm down, rook is super patient and even if you go non-verbal rook somehow still always know what to say and what to do, if you like company in times like these rook will not leave your side, he'll constantly be making sure you're feeling alright and comfortable and paying attention to your body language if you can't speak
rook will always encourage you to try new things at the same time he'll immediately take you out of any situations that make you extremely uncomfortable, for rook it isn't easy to trust people, however he trusts you, and he wants you to trust him back so he wants to be there for you, to show you he will always be by your side to support you and he wishes that you feel the same towards him
if you want to talk to someone or ask for anything but you're too nervous because they're a stranger rook will offer himself to do it for you, he has no problems doing that for you, rook would never shame anyone for not having good social skills because rook himself used to be very shy as a kid and he understands how hard it can be to talk to strangers
rook LOVES to watch and re-watch musicals with you! it's one of his favorite things to do, rook feels so happy when he's watching a musical you two like by your side he truly wishes that moments like these lasted forever, because there is no place rook would rather be than by your side
other possibilities: vil ( u two are like made for eachother seriously as i read ur info i was like omfg it makes sense why you love vil so much) lilia, cater & malleus
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bonesandthebees · 1 year ago
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Ider if i told u but i got my wisdom teeth removed today and that shit was the worst experience of my life ohmygod
The actual procedure went okay, though like i took an anti anxiety med that was supposed to knock me out but i was Fully Conscious LMFAO AND SO I ASKED THEM TO GIVE ME THE OTHER ONE BUT THEY WERE LIKE "naur bro ur fine" BC I WSNT FREAKING OUT A TON DJFKGKF WHICH I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR (tho it turned out to be a good thing bc those meds ended up making me . Hashtag emetophobia tw ifykwim)
BUT YEAH THE RECOVERY PROCESS WAS SHITTTT THEY TOLD ME I COULD TAKE OUT THE GAUZE IN 2 HRS AND SLEEP BC I WAS VERY TIRED BUT NOOOO IT WOUKDNT HEALLL FOR A WHOLE SIX ASS HOURS
Ahem sorry for yelling i was just very . Upset bc i wanted to sleep or even just drink fucking water man
BUT I DIDDD EVENTUALLY I DIDD WE REJOICEEE i think there was still a little bit of blood but i couldnt taste it anymore and i was really thirsty so shfkfkf and food (literally just broth lmao) made me feel a lot better so that's good
But yeah . -1100000 experience i would literally never recommend it (unless u have to, also from who I've talked to almost everyone else has had a better experience than me so if u are scared, do not worry king it won't be that bad. And even if it is like me, im here!! And alive!! And the nausea wasnt that bad, it kinda just came and went. Much better than migraines bro fr, migraines suck BALLS)
Like everyone kept telling me to watch a movie but that was stressing me out so what i ended up doing wss putting on a podfic (passerine podcast on yt woot woot, i listened to change fate by sircantus) and man it's actually wild how much it helped me. It helped calm my anxiety AND distract me from the pain. Once i did that existing felt less like suffering and more like an annoyance ahahah
OUGH I DIDNT EVEN GET ANY SILLY GOOFY MOMENTS EITHER BC I WASNT LOOPY AT ALL JUST TIRED DHFJFK
Anyways ty for letting me get that out of my system LMAOO
oh man this sounds literally horrible I'm so sorry icy 😭 that sucks that you weren't able to knock out even a little bit but at least the procedure itself wasn't horrible
god that sounds terrible though just sitting there for 6 hours waiting to be able to take the gauze out. that's so strange that it took so long. but at least you were able to listen to passerine podcast that's nice!!
everyone I know whose gotten their wisdom teeth removed had a better experience than this I am so sorry you got so unlucky.
I'm very grateful that I'm never gonna have to get my wisdom teeth removed. I had soooo much horribly painful dental work done to my mouth throughout my entire teen years that I now genuinely get bad anxiety anytime I'm in a dentist office even if I'm not there for myself, I straight up was getting anxious when I took my grandma there for a cleaning the other day 😭 and I keep putting off a recommended (minor) procedure bc of this anxiety it's badddd
I hope you're feeling better now though!!
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kyuala · 6 years ago
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i really feel like im gonna cry but im too numb to at this point
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nagdabbit · 4 years ago
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MY GIRLFRIEND'S COMMENTARY WHILE WATCHING HER FIRST AEW PPV
"my entire fitness goal is hook's shoulder-waist ratio, but with taz's extremely dense neck."
"the funniest thing about wrestling is that this fucking company is trying to make something called a stadium stampede sound both cool, AND serious."
gf: "if you cry listening to a crowd sing judas again, im divorcing you." me: "so that means youre gonna marry me." gf: "i've been bamboozled."
about brian cage: "this man is a huge dork. like, literally, i could fit me in him."
"i dunno what it is, but i would die to protect mr. hangman. he hunk, but he also baby."
thoughtfully, "i bet i could just catch you out of the air like that. i mean, i can squat you, i could probably even curl you like that, too."
because she is deeply in wrestling twitter now: "HOOK! babe, look, its hook! hook hive, rise up!"
"what i love about this feud is that all these men are fuckin' idiots. no brain cells, just shoes and fwiendship."
"what do you mean their tag team isn't just the wild boys, wtf? missed opportunity."
"those kicks are ugly, but i would steal them, too, honestly." *thirty seconds of silence layer* "for you, babe. i'd steal them for you, i mean."
"jon, no, the germs, jon, jesus christ, please dont drink that jon you dumbass."
"i love eddie, but i'm pretty sure we should never hang out. too much extremely new york energy, we would get arrested in like ten minutes. possibly less."
"diorsday device is the funniest shit ive ever fucking heard, how goddamn sad is that."
"max caster is gonna get murdered, but i love him."
"i wish bowens and his extremely attractive boyfriend the best in life."
"colt cabana and tay conti are tied for best smile in wrestling, but tay wins because i dont want colt to kick me in the face."
"penta is the only joker i formally recognize."
"today i found out that some people don't like stu and uno, and to them i say get entirely fucked."
after rush came out and i lost my entire shit: "i don't fully understand yet, but i support you." *one minute later* "oooooooooooohh. okay, yeah."
gf: "i enjoy that cody is pushing ogogo by being a dumb bitch with this america schtick." me: "you gonna say that when cody wins?" gf: "...fuck."
"ogogo got that guy ritchie movie ass music you love to see it."
"you were right about cody and i fuckin' hate it."
"aw yeah, its big boi season."
about miro: "i'm very gay, but the thing is, men with extremely jacked traps just do something to me."
"lance changed changed the color of his extensions and i appreciate that." *thirty seconds later* "are those... three crosses? tattooed on his back? jesus doesnt like murder, i don't think he likes murderhawks, either."
"britt baker is the only dentist i want in my mouth. no, wait, don't type that one!"
"oh, fuck, shidas getting teary i'm gonna fuckin cry, oh fuck, i get it now, i'm so sorry i made fun of you, i love her."
"oh fuck, shida knee me directly in the face."
"britt scares me. like the blood drip details on her gear are really cool, but i would legit believe its real blood from her."
"are you really crying about britt and the nice announcer man hugging?"
"hey, quick question, just real quick while ive got you here... why is the emo twink... like this?"
"darby's dad looks like my dad, and i'll never be okay with that."
"i like that darby just yeets himself around like that. he came in like a wrecking ball. a tiny, tiny wrecking ball."
"sting just tossing his son around the ring like that is very good, but, sir, that's bad parenting."
"the thing about sky and page is that these are the suburb guys i beat up at the beach on summer vacation. they have big "i robbed these guys at the pier" energy."
"damn, darby just feels his emotion with his entire face, doesnt he."
"okay explain the gambling thing and WHY it's a thing."
"orange rolling into the ring is so fucking good, that man is national treasure."
after me showing her the video of younger orange cassidy shitfaced and holding a fish for no reason: "i am shocked and appalled that you're only showing me this now."
after explaining the history of the jansport: "the range of this dumbass."
"i get that kenny is good and all, but his hair really fucks me up. it's upsettingly bad and i hope he knows that."
"pac is just. so much muscle. flippy beef man. a meateor." she did specify how to spell it for the joke because it was important.
"that man is a weeb, isnt he."
"something about a man breaking a hold by putting his hands in his pockets really gets me hype."
"fuck just murder omega and be done i hate this, put it on the beef man or the juicey boy already."
"babe, ill be right back i gotta murder this callis bitch."
screaming, "THAT'S MY FAVORITE REF, YOU UGLY FUCK!"
after kenny won: "i fucking hate wrestling, this is bullshit."
"holy fuck, babe, i forgot mark henry was a wrestle boy! i know him from the olympics!"
"hey, is mark henry bigger than large paul?"
"mjf is a dumb bitch and i love him."
"hey, quick question, who thought repelling down the stadium would look cool, they're so far away."
"there's wardlow, my sweet boy. this is cool now."
she laughed for a solid two minutes at tony schiavone saying, "here comes the little guy."
"i fuckin hate hager. kill him wardlow, kill that crispy maga ass bitch."
"okay what's with the chairs." *after a brief explanation of the chairshot heard round the world* "and, like, he can't just pick a new gimmick? it's been two years, bro. move on, shes not coming back."
"okay, i admit that this is great and i love it, kill that old man on the dancefloor."
upon learning this is technically the main event: "you mean it's over after this? theyre ending the show on THIS? not the triple threat match, this?"
"i just noticed mjf's bedazzled jeans, i'm not angry anymore, this is perfect."
"no, more wardlow. gimme the beef."
"christ, sammy guevara is kinda incredible and i'm fuckin angry about it. why cant inner circle be just sammy and santana and ortiz, fuck the other two."
"no, shut up! i refuse to sing along to this! whats wrong with you?! this is a bad song!"
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h0neyjaehyun · 4 years ago
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☁︎ 𝐀 𝐜𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 ☁︎
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Summary // Apparently everyone needs to go to the dentist?
Characters // Talia Flores + Park Jisung + Mark Lee + Yang Jeongin (I.N Skz) (ft. Chan(skz), Jungwoo, Haechan(Nct). Mention. Chenle, Jeno(Nct) Felix, Hyunjin(Skz)
Era / Year // January 2019
Word Count //
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Some of the boys don't like the dentist and then some are okay. But the ones that don't, usually go to Talia to take them to the dentist since she is good a reassuring people and making them feel safe. So some dentist even know Talia's name even though she is not the patient. The people she usually takes is, Jisung, Chenle, and Mark and sometimes Jeno in Nct. While outside she takes I.N and Felix, and sometimes Hyunjin from Straykids when Chan can't or when they ask her too.
So she would usually say yes, and cancel her practice or recording for later to take them. But once for some reason three of them go on the same day?
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"Noona"
Talia turned to the voice to see Jisung in front of her.
"Yeah?"
"Can you take me to the dentist tomorrow?" He asked shyly, embarrassed he is asking.
"Aren't you to old for me to take you?" She teased, he grown flustered.
"Im kidding I'm kidding, I'll take you. What time?"
"1 pm." He smiled happily, knowing his Noona will still take care of him.
"Thank youu."
"Your welcome." She smiled and messed up his hair.
She continued on with her day finishing some stuff up then got a text message.
BabyFox🦊:Noona?
Tali: Yeah?
BabyFox🦊: Can you take me to the doctors?
Tali: Ah depends which day?
BabyFox🦊: Tomorrow
Tali: What time?
BabyFox🦊: 1:20pm
Tali: Ah sorry baby no Im busy.
BabyFox🦊: oh its okay I can ask Chan.
Tali: We can go out to eat later though if you like?
BabyFox🦊: Yes please.
Tali: Alright at 3?
BabyFox🦊: 3 is fine, see you Noona
Tali: see you
Tali smiled down at her phone, happy that she gets to spend time with both her maknaes. But is sad she can't be there for Jeongin (I.N).
She got to her the dreamies dorm and went to her room since most of them were already in there rooms preparing to go to sleep. She went in and saw Mark laying there, looking like he is contemplating his life.
"Hey Mark." She said as he jumped at her voice, not noticing she entered the room.
"Hey, you scared me I thought you wouldn't be back for another hour." He said putting his hand on his chest. She shook her head at him and showed him the time on her phone, his eyes grown wide as he saw the time was already an hour past since she last texted him.
"It's been an hour and how long have you been here?" Asking him putting down her stuff and getting ready to do her routine.
"Apparently and hour." Her eyes looked at him with utter confusion.
"Why would you wait for me in my room?" Wondering why would he wait instead of visiting her in her studio.
"Well, I wanted to spend time with you and also your room is really cozy." He said chuckling, Talia shook her head.
"Well, I'm going to change and are you gonna sleep over?" Asking him while she gets her clothes.
"Yeah, can I sleep with you...that sounded wrong...can I sleep..next to you...that sounded okay, how about lik-"
"Yes yes you can." Talia giggled interrupting him.
"Theres some clothes of yours in that drawer it should be in a section called Mark." She pointed at a small dresser.
"You have sections for different members?." He chuckled grabbing the clothes
"Yes, yes I do.."
"Thanks Flower." He smiled at her.
"You're Welcome." She said walking in her bathroom and changing. She finished and knocked on the door.
"You still changing??"
"No you can come back."
She came in with Mark now under the covers, she smiled at him since he seemed so adorable. She turned off the light and went under the covers with him, he clinged on to her immediately. She giggled but she knew Mark wasn't just there to spend time with her, he had to have a question.
"So, why are you really here?" She questioned him.
"Can't I spend time with my favorite person." He said in a offended tone.
"Oh don't let Yuta or Chenle hear that." She giggled.
"No but really why are you here, I literally have dance practice with you at 10am which is....6 hours away..wait why we sleeping so early?" She said while checking her phone. He huffed and tighten his grip on her and layed his head on her shoulder.
"Are you free at 1?" He said softly.
"Sorry, no baby I'm busy 1-4 pm, why?" She said softly massaging his scalp slowly trying to make him fall asleep.
"Oh nothing, I just wanted you to help me with something, but I can do it." He said slowly dozing off.
"Ah okay, night Mark."
"Night Flower."
It was the next day, they got up and had breakfast and Mark was sulking the whole time until they got to dance practice.
"Why is Mark sulking?" Jungwoo whispered to Talia curious on why the younger boy was sulking
"I think its because I can't help him with something because I'm busy." Jungwoo's face went :0 in realization. She shook her head and they continued practice. Tali went back to the dreamies dorm and went to shower and pick up Jisung.
She knocked on the recording studio door, and Haechan open the door giving her a bright smile with a hug.
"BUB you came to visit me?" He said dragging her in the studio while hugging her, sitting down and her now on his lap now back hugging her. She chuckled at him.
"No, sorry I came to pick up Jisung." She smiled at him apologetically. Haechan's smile turned into a pout on his face.
"Ah don't do that to me, you know I care about you." She said now pouting as well. Haechan smiled at her.
"But do you loveee me?" He said in a teasing smile tightening his hold on her, she was caught off guard that was when Jisung came through the door.
"Oh noona you're here?" He said surprised, she nodded and quickly got off of Haechan successfully.
"Ay, where are you going?" He said now trying to reach out to her.
"Sorry hyung, noona is coming with me, let's go." Jisung said smiling at Talia and grabbing her hand and running out the studio.
"HEY!" Haechan yelled, laughing alittle at the antic, but inside he was alittle sad that Talia didn't say I love you to him, but he just needs to be a little bit more patient to hear those words again. He sat back down.
"Hm, maybe next time Bub."
Meanwhile Jisung and Talia now got in the car and giggling. She shook her head at him. They got to their destination and walked in, she could tell he was nervous.
"Hey its okay, sit down while I sign you in okay?" She said holding his hand and rubbing it to reassure him. He nodded at went to sit down and she went to the front desk, the lady smiled at her recognizing her from other visits.
"Hi again."
"Hi." Talia smiled at her.
"Ah, so which member did you bring today?" She said looking around and spotting Jisung.
"Jisung, the youngest." Tali smiled writing down Jisung's name.
"Oh I thought you were gonna bring the older boy, I think his name was Mark?" Talia looked at her funny.
"What do you mean?" She questioned.
"Well, Im not allowed to say, but you do bring him every time he has an appointment. So he is supposed to have a check up at 1...15." She finished, Talia mouth was open and like she had called for him the door open to see Mark in a mask and hat now making eye contact with Jisung. Jisung and him both looked surprised.
"I didn't know you were gonna be here?" He said now standing infront of Jisung.
"Me either."
"Who are you with?" Mark questioned, Jisung turned his head to the front desk, then Mark did and made eye contact with Talia she slowly waved him giving him an awkward smile.
"Hi." She said shyly. She sat down the pencil and walking up to him.
"IS THIS WHY YOU COULDN'T GO WITH ME, IS BECAUSE OF JISUNG?" He raised his voice a little bit to loud. She winced at the loudness.
"Sorry, I didn't know, I thought you meant music NOT THE DENTIST." She said.
"Noona?"
Talia turned around and saw I.N standing infront of her while Chan was signing him in. She stood there in disbelief.
"I thought you were busy?" He said now confused.
"Uh, I am, I was taking Jisung to the dentist." She said slowly, and blinking her eyes a lot, tryin to processes whats happening. I.N eyes go big on her.
"IS THIS WHY, NOONA THE BETRAYAL, YOU PICK HIM OVER ME??" He said a little to loud like Mark, she winced at the volume. Chan quickly came over and put his hand over I.N's mouth.
"Shhh, so you make me deal with this?" He looked at her, directing his eyes to I.N she smiled at him apologetically. She heard a person clear their throat behind them to see Mark looking at her.
"So you chose, the youngest over US." He said moving his hand to I.N and him.
"Well, he asked first..." Mark looked him in disbelief.
"I told you I was going to the dentist." Looking at Jisung for an explanation.
"Well, you didn't say you were gonna ask Noona to take you, either way aren't you to old for Noona to take you and also aren't you older than her?" He said now questioning Mark attacking him with questions. Mark was now caught off guard not expecting the youngest response.
"Aren't you too old too?" Mark retaliated. Jisung just shook his head.
"Im still a minor I have an exuse."
"Well-"
"Mr. Park can you please come in?" A nurse interrupted the bickering. Jisung nodded and grabbing Talia's hand in the process and walking away while the other 2 boys glared and Chan was falling asleep.
Tali shook her head at Jisung.
"What's with you." She said smiling at him holding his hand to distract him from his nervousness.
"I just feel special thats all." He said with a smug smile on his face.
"And why is that?" She said raising her eyebrow at him.
"Because you chose me."
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cherishingstydia · 4 years ago
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Hey! Buddie prompt for ya, 5+1 as requested 😁
Le prompt: 5 times Buck took care of Eddie and Christopher and the time they took care of him ❤️ I just need soft people showing up for each other, tooth rooting fluff basically 😅
P.S. Please no Established Relationship!
Thank you for the idea! Hope you like it🥰
1.
It was Bucks day off, and Chris had to leave school early because he had head lice. Now Buck wanted to have everything taken care of before Eddie got home that night. He bought lice kits before picking up Chris at school.
“Buck my head itches.” Chris sighed.
“I know bud, but I’ll take care of it. I promise.” Buck smiled.
When they got back to Eddies he washed Chris’s hair then combed it to remove the lice. When he finished he put new sheets on Chris’s bed and threw the old in the wash.
By the time Eddie got home Chris was all tucked in and asleep.
“Thanks Buck.” Eddie smiled. “Do you wanna hang for a bit, maybe have a beer?”
“Sure.” Buck grinned.
“How do you know if you have lice for sure?” Eddie asked.
“Do you think you do?” Buck asked.
“Feel like I keep scratching my head now.” Eddie sighed.
“Here I can check. Just sit down on the kitchen chair and in the light.”
Eddie did and Buck ran his hands though Eddies hair examining it.
“Just your mind playing tricks on you. You only thought you had it because of Chris. No lice.” Buck smiled.
“Thanks.” Eddie smiled.
“Anytime.” Buck nodded.
2.
Buck loved to cook, and cooking for two of his favorite people was something he enjoyed more than almost anything.
“Buck you don’t have to cook for us again.” Eddie laughed.
“I’m not letting you and Chris eat frozen meals or takeout again.” Buck laughed.
“Well my Abuela cooks for us sometimes.” Eddie said almost embarrassed.
“Hey it’s ok. I like to do this. Ok.” Buck smiled reassuringly.
“I just I feel like a failure. Like as a father I should know how to cook. I’ve tried I just I don’t know how.” Eddie sighed.
“I can teach you. Just watch me for now, and later we can have you actually try something with my help of course.” Buck laughed.
“Thank you. For all you do for me and Chris.” Eddie smiled.
“I’d do anything for you.” Buck said softly.
3.
Eddie was running late to get Chris to school on time, which had been a problem in the past. This morning he had a flat tire! So he called the person who was always there for him...Buck.
“Man I got a flat can you come get Chris for school?” Eddie asked.
“Be right over!” Buck said rushing out the door.
Buck hastily drove to Eddies and hopped out of the jeep.
“Buck are you driving me to school!” Chris squealed.
“Not today. I have something I need to do, but your dad is gonna take you in my jeep.” Buck said tossing Eddie his keys.
Eddie had no time to question Buck as him and Chris got in the jeep and hurried to the school. Buck quickly began to change the tire. He got out the spare, crowbar and jack. He was almost done by the time Eddie came back.
“Buck I know how to change a tire.” Eddie said.
“Yeah, and I know how to do it to.” Buck shrugged.
“I know, but I mean you didn’t need to do this for me.”
“I wanted to.”
“I feel like you do too much for me and like I’m a bad friend.” Eddie frowned.
“Eddie you’re an amazing friend.” Buck smiled.
“Ok, but I’m making breakfast to thank you.”
Buck looked at Eddie trying not to laugh.
“Ok fine buying.” Eddie smirked.”
“Ok deal.” Buck said.
4.
Eddie was smacked in the face by a board at work. So of course Buck took him to the dentist, and then went home to help with Chris.
Eddie took a nap and Buck helped Chris with his homework, and made dinner.
“Thanks Buck.” Chris grinned as he’s shoveled a bite of potatoes into his mouth.
“Oh it’s my pleasure. I love having someone to cook for.”
“You’re really good.” Chris nodded. “Dad still hasn’t got it yet, but that’s ok he still tries. If you practice you can get better.”
“That’s right! Now we can watch one movie and then it’s gonna be bed time ok.” Buck said clearing the table.
Which it wasn’t one movie considering how fast Chris feel asleep. Buck spotted Eddie when he was exiting Chris’s room.
“I’m sorry if you wanted to say goodnight.” Buck frowned.
“It’s ok.” Eddie said loudly.
“Ok well maybe we should go to the living room. So we don’t wake him up.” Buck whispered.
“No.” Eddie laughed.
“Eddie Shh.” Buck said putting his finger on Eddies lips.
Eddie licked Bucks finger.
“Let’s go to my bedroom.” Eddie winked.
“Eddie you’re acting weird.”
“No im not.” Eddie said loudly acting offended.
“Fine let’s get you to bed.” Buck sighed.
They got to Eddies room and Eddie grabbed onto Bucks belt.
“What are we gonna do.” Eddie asked.
“You are going to sleep here, and I’m going to sleep on the couch.” Buck said guiding Eddie to the bed.
“Stay here it’s more comfortable.” Eddie smiled patting the bed next to him.
“Ok.” Buck sighed climbing next to Eddie.
He soon felt Eddies hand wandering up his thigh.
“Ok.” Buck said jumping out of the bed. “What’s with you?”
“Nothing.” Eddie said acting annoyed.
“Eddie how many of these did you take.” Buck said grabbing the pills from the dentist.
“Two?”
“Eddie I’m taking these ok. You can have more in the morning, but you definitely didn’t read the label. I knew I should have read it for you.” Buck stopped talking when he realized Eddie was passed out completely in his bed.
5.
Buck was going over to have breakfast with the Diaz’s. He got their favorite donuts, coffee, and a juice for Chris.
“Buck.” Chris grinned
“He buddy.” Buck said scooping him up before sitting him back down and handing him his juice and donut.
“Ugh.” Eddie groaned.
“I’ll be right back.” Buck said following the sound.
Eddie was on the floor messing with the pipes under the bathroom sink.
“What are ya doing? Buck asked leaning in the door way.
Eddie stood up and his white shirt was clinging to his skin showing every muscle. Buck had to force himself to look Eddie in the eyes.
“Would you mind taking Chris to school. I’m kind of a mess.” Eddie said running a hand through his damp hair.
“I’d love to.” Buck grinned. “Then I’ll be back to help you with what ever is happening here.”
Buck went out and told Chris he’d be taking him to school and Chris was over the moon.
“Buck you haven’t taken me in so long!” Chris said.
“I’m sorry buddy. I promise I’ll start doing it more.”
When Buck finally got back to Eddies he went to see how the progress was going. There was now even more water on the floor than before. Eddie stood up.
“Buck I think this might be a little out of our wheelhouse.” Eddie laughed.
“Oh let me take a look.” Buck said slipping and landing directly on top of Eddie:
He didn’t mean to but it took a moment to actually get up, due to the utter shock of being ontop of Eddie....not that he minded it, but that wasn’t really something he ever allowed himself to think about too much.
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Buck groaned as he looked at his phone and saw the time. He felt terrible. He swore it had been a few hours since he last checked the time, but it had only been fifteen minutes.
A new text from Eddie appeared on his phone.
“Feeling any better.”
No....not even a little.
“I’m doing ok.”
Another text from Eddie.
“That’s not what I asked. Be over soon.”
Buck quickly called Eddie.
“Hey you ok?.” Eddie asked worriedly.
“Yeah. Great.” Buck lied. “You don’t have to come over.”
“I’m already on my way...Bye.” Eddie said hanging up the phone.
A few minutes later Eddie was right by Bucks bedside.
“What are you doing here. I’m fine.” Buck groaned.
“You aren’t fine. You take care of me so let me take care of you.”
“But...”
“Remember we have eachothers backs. I have soup in the fridge for you and here is a card from Chris.” Eddie said sitting on the edge of the bed.”
Bucks face lit up as he read the card.
“He said he wanted to make you smile.” Eddie said softly.
“He’s always does.” Buck said bringing his hand up to rub his head.
“What are you doing!” Eddie asked.
“Maddie would rub my head when I was sick when I was young.” Buck said.
“Here let me.” Eddie said gently caressing Bucks temple.
“Thank you.”
“Buck you don’t have to thank me I want to do this for you and you help me more than you need to. I don’t know how to repay you for everything.”
“You don’t have to.” Buck yawned before mumbling. “ I do it because I love you.”
Buck was soon asleep and Eddie was just sitting there unsure of what had just happened. Love can mean different things, did he mean in a friendly way, familial way, or did he mean something else. Eddie knew there were times lots of times he felt more, but never really had any idea what was going on in Bucks head.
Eddie called Carla to see if she could stay overnight with Chris. He didn’t wanna leave Buck alone and knew they’d probably need to talk in the morning. Eddie went down stairs and laid on the couch before falling asleep, after a lot of over thinking.
“You’re still here?” Buck asked with a soft smile.
Eddie practically jumped as he woke up.
“Yeah um I didn’t think you should be alone.” Eddie said clearing his throat trying to act calm not looking Buck in those beautiful blue eyes.
“You ok?” Buck said.
“Yes? Are you?”
“I feel better, but you’re acting strange.”
“Ok. Maybe we need to talk. I think I need some clarification.
“Ok?” Buck said sitting next to him on the couch.
“Lastnight you told me.....told me you love me, and I just I wasn’t sure in what way. Like love can mean different things like friends, family, or um a romantic way.” Eddie said avoiding eye contact.
“It can and I do Eddie. Love you in all those ways you’re not just my friend you are family and I am in love with you.”
Eddie looked in shock. Not really expecting Buck to say it.
“Eddie it’s ok if it’s just like a sexual attraction on your part. It doesn’t have to be weird. I hid my feelings so knowing you don’t feel it should help me get over it.
“Sexual?” Eddie choked.
“Yeah you were getting a little handsy after the dentist you took a little bit too much medicine and you were trying to....well I’m not 100% what you were trying.”
Eddie took both his hands shielding his face in embarrassment before Buck pullled them away and looking him in the eyes.
“It’s ok Eddie just talk to me.” Buck said softly.
“It’s not just sexual for me...I mean part of it is, but there’s so many layers to how I feel for you. I feel the same way you do.”
Buck squeezed Eddies hand. “Guess we’ll just have to see where this goes...I mean if you’re interested.
“I am.” Eddie smiled before bringing Bucks hand up and placing a soft kiss on his knuckle.
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sunshinemellow-fic · 3 years ago
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thank you for the tag @kuriousaboutuzumakis !! 
Rules: List 10 things you are thankful/grateful for that happened in 2021:
1. This was my first full year out of school / a very rigorous exhausting program that left me with... 0 sense of self (WHOOPS). So I started watching TV again which sounds silly but I hadn’t watched full shows in their entirety for years! I forgot how nice it was to just curl up on the couch and become a potato. 
2. In the same vein as being freshly out of school, this was the first year I had the bandwidth to do a lot of the Adult Things that I had procrastinated doing while in school! Finding a local dentist / primary care Dr / etc. I was a wreck in terms of my health and had previously just not done any routine checkups (lol) so this was Big for me! 
3. More health stuff-- got blood panels done! I was miserable and had just assumed I was physically healthy bc I was running long distances each week and that all my misery was caused by mental health problems. Finally got nutritional blood panels done and it turns out I’m deficient in like everything related to mood! This tracks, bc I generally eat like an unmanaged 13 yr old boy, but in some ways it was a big relief to know part of my current condition is “fixable” via food and supplements when I had just assumed it was my baseline state.  
4. Made a bunch of Fancy Adult purchases. Got myself a really nice mattress and a really nice bed. And bookshelf. And other unnecessary things to turn my apartment into something that resembles an adult habitat LMAO. It is very nice and light and airy and exactly my aesthetic which feels Good.  
5. Started crocheting again! I’ve made a couple of things that I have given away. Working on a blanket for my grandma now. 
6. Once I was vaccinated, I started hanging out with friends again! Board game nights and museum trips and lots and lots of boba. Went to a halloween party and slept on a friend’s floor bc we were too drunk to make it to the beds HAHAH. Embarrassing but also feels nice to have these early 20s experiences. 
7. Started reading books! In school I took a bunch of lit courses but I had stopped reading books for pleasure rather than study (of course books for study can be pleasurable but not exactly in the same way). I read like a book a week this year which felt Utterly Luxurious given my previous lifestyle. 
8. Started saying no to things when I knew they would impact my health! I used to be the kind of person who would work through the night (I still am, I did a bunch of those this year lol) but I’m getting better at looking at the time and saying, alright I need sleep more than I need to get this done. I am still working on this lol. Working on cutting work off once the weekend starts and keeping my work computer Shut through Saturday and Sunday. 
9. Setting financial goals! I wish this was something that is discussed more but I understand why it isn’t-- it can be very stressful and private. But I built up a several month emergency fund for rent/food if I ever need it! Also contributed big chunks to multiple retirement accounts and got it invested and learned about stonks which was both Stressful and Empowering! As someone who doesn’t have a good relationship with my parents and who cannot rely on them as a safety net (bc honestly, we all will need safety nets at different points in our lives), it was very important that I do this for myself to feel safe! 
10. I adopted my cat in 2020 but I spent this year relentlessly spoiling her. She is a brat and a tyrant and I couldn’t be prouder. 
Tagging (im sorry if u have already done this, I haven’t been online in forever and might have missed it): @birkastan2018 @sleepyfoxfanworks @heyitswrenn @bl1ndbraavosi @gleafbb @x-cloud-x
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traumatizeddfox · 3 years ago
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i feel like no matter who i meet irl or where i post online, i'm just not welcome. everything i do feels so one sided, like people see and hear everything i say and do and choose to ignore me. every single person i've tried to talk to has dwindled, and every single thing i've created and posted or shown to people has been met with :| irl and if i even talk on my account my post's interactions dwindle. i know i sound like i'm being a baby, but literally nobody cares about me anymore and i feel like no matter where i go i'm just not welcome or ignored even if i try to go out of my way to be kind or whatever, it just feels like people use me and run and if i have nothing to offer i'm not worth anything.
i don't know if it's because i'm overbearing or i have bad opinions or i just get into things a little too much but i just really really want people to like me, my mom completely distanced herself from me when i was like 5, so i still struggle with basic hygiene and now need multiple oral surgeries to restructure my jaw because i was never taught the importance of brushing, and i go months without showering. i have two separate bedrooms that are completely full of hoarder-eske piles, and one of them i have completely abandoned. i suppose it stems from my mom's neglect to regard my mental and physical pain, and being SA constantly in a hoarder house for a handful of years when i was a preteen by my dad, but i annoyed my mom so much with my needs like therapy and surgeries and hormones that she just kicked me out at 17. i just turned 19 and i'm still alone. i'm almost homeless. i haven't had a single penny since i quit my first job a week after i started at 15, because my health being too horrible to keep up more than that single week. nobody in school liked me either. people made fun of me for being fat and hairy but still being a girl, and when i came out as trans, i thought it would help because i would be a man to them and the other things wouldn't be a problem, they all made fun of me for that too. (i also am trans for other reasons not just that) i'm alone. i'm so poor. i'm so hungry. i've been stuck in some crazy cultist's house for two years now because i have literally nowhere else to go.
and i don't care if "i can just go call xyz organization and make a gofundme and blah blah blah" because no matter how many fucking hoops i've jumped through the past two years with all of the options at my disposal for being someone with literally no physical identification, a high school drop out, and no driver's license or access to a car, or anybody who will actually help me. i beg and plead with my girlfriend, the single only person who actually is still around, and has resources, a car, and a job, to please help me find means of help, a therapist, a doctor, a dentist, something, for the past two years after being promised for the first two years of our relationship that she would help me when she helps me get out. i'm stuck. in the same small room every single day, packed with my literal garbage, while i play meaningless video games and rewatch my little pony over and over and over. my teeth are falling out. another one chipped today. i have no weed left. i'm not sure what's wrong with my stomach, i actually eat good food like roasted veggies and shrimp and drink ensures when i'm hungry in between meals, but i have no idea what's wrong with my stomach. it always hurts. always. but i was starved by my dad to be more appealing for his "plans" for like four years straight with minimal food to keep me alive so im sure that damaged my stomach somehow, but the single doctor visit i could get my girlfriend to take me to, they took an X-ray, saw shit, said i was constipated and sent me home. but i wasn't? i shit like 30 minutes later after i got home and i spent the entire time on the toilet crying.
nobody believes me. nobody wants to be around me. i am unlikeable, annoying, and overbearing. i will never get help. no organization will help me because i have zero identification, money, or because of the severity of my situation. the (maybe?) tens of thousands of dollars i will need to restore my body. my mom didn't care, doctors don't care, and my girlfriend doesn't care. i am in so much pain. i always have been, and i always will be.
I am so sorry, it breaks my heart reading this. Im sorry no one makes you feel loved, and im sorry about your mom and being neglected :/ it is so hard to deal with. You are always welcome here, on my blog <3 I really do hope things turn around for you, and that you will see it was all worth it <3 ily
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pbandjesse · 3 years ago
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I was very worried about the dentist. But I was actually mostly fine. I just didn't feel very good. Just generally unwell, from stress. From the cold. Who knows. I am trying to not be to hard on myself.
I woke up and got dressed in my comfy clothes. I sat in the kitchen with James and ate my bagel. And left with lots of time.
i drove over to the Rotunda. And didn't get lost this time. I parked and walked over. And they actually brought me back basically right away.
I rinsed my mouth and wore the little eyeglasses they gave me and I waited. The doctor didn't take long. She is very sweet and soft spoken and she worked very quick. It was a little upsetting because of the sounds of the drill. But I was numbed really well and it didn't hurt at all. We did have some laughs about tattoo needles and how I am always afraid they will sound like the dentist drill. And we talked about the UV light that sets the filling and if people understand whats happening more now that people get Gel nailpolish and resin art is all over social media. She said probably and we had a laugh.
I was very numb though. I was glad I had my mask because even though it felt wildly swollen, it wasn't. And the mask made me feel like no one was looking at me.
I was not feeling great after though. My stomach hurt. I waned to go somewhere. I didn't want to go to my normal couple thrift stores. So I just typed in goodwill and went to the first one outside of the city.
I ended up at 3 different goodwill today. And none of them are like. Excellent thrift stores, but today was a quality over quantity type of day. So much true vintage stuff, still in boxes or with tags. It was a little wild. I only picked up a few things that I felt were very overpriced. I had a really good time.
I got a few excellent things. A big fluffy sweater dress that I love already. I also got a ModCloth brand dress that I am sure was $150 new and is so well constructed and beautiful. Like a picnic dream dress. I also got a few vintage fabric napkins. And a couple little gifts for Christmas and some candle holders. And probably my best find: this angle tree topper. She is a fire hazard Im sure and I love her.
I stopped and got tacos. I wasn't actually that hungry but my stomach was still bugging me. And eating made me feel better. So that was good.
I would then go next door and walk around the party city and have some laughs and hug their stuffed animals. I am always on the look out for the Christmas tree squishmallow but they didn't have any holiday ones. I am trying to not buy plush unless they are amazing, I only want plush as gifts. But it was still nice to hug.
I headed home then. I was getting tired. Usually after the dentist I just sleep but I had pushed myself to not go home. But it was time. I had a nice drive. Cried over a song. I also cried over bread shaped like a Christmas tree so you know. Im having a day.
But I got back and gave James a tour of all the things I got. Tried on my dress. And wore the new sweater because it was so soft.
Mr Will came over after that to let us know they had to turn off the water for a bit to change the hot water heater. Then said it was to cold in our apartment (true) and turned on all the burners on the stove and said that would help. I let him do it but turned them off after he left. Open flames make me nervous. And our heaters and sweaters are alright for the most part.
I wanted to do some organizing and cleaning up of our bookshelves that have gotten a little out of control. But I just all of a sudden lost all my energy. I laid on the couch while James worked. And I played animal crossing. I found a character that reminded me of my mom and so I moved her into the house with the character that reminds me of dad. I tried to make they house, with their own bedrooms and their chairs. I even gave them three little dogs. It was fun.
I would just lay on the couch and try to stay warm. I was tired. James would make us some food. I took a shower. It helped my headache go away. And now I am cozy in bed. I painted my toes and my aches arent to bad. I am going to sip some water and try to have a calm night.
We have the market tomorrow and sunday. I hope it is a fun day. And that the weather is nice. Sleep well everyone. Take care of yourselves!
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artificialqueens · 5 years ago
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Girl I Met On The Internet, 2/? (Crystal x Gigi) - Strawberry
a/n: aaaa i’m so glad everyone liked the first chapter! i think this story will end up staying focused on gigi and crystal for the most part, but there is some (one sided) jankie in this chapter if you’re into that! also: just in case no one got the reference, the nickname crystal gives gigi, ‘georgia rose’,comes from the 1d lyrics “Said her name was georgia rose, and her daddy was a dentist” from their song ‘best song ever’!
gigi: are u okay :( ily crystal
crystal: yeah i just got picked on by this cheerleader that doesnt like me
Technically, she wasn’t lying. Crystal didn’t think it was too bad, considering she really only ever saw Dahlia in history class, but she still made it her mission to make that 45 minutes rough for Crystal whenever possible. This time it was pushing all of Crystal’s belongings off of her desk while she was leaving.
gigi: fuck. im sorry. 
crystal: it’s fine dskjdshjgkjf i wish all cheerleaders could take notes from you and jan
gigi: yaaas me and jan invented being nice
gigi: but i was wondering if maybe you could teach me about one direction later tonight?
Crystal had tried to convince the group earlier in the week that One Direction was the best boy band ever, and had only managed to get Jan to agree. She was glad that Gigi had finally come to her senses.
crystal: finally changing your mind? amazayn!
gigi: i regret asking now. take that pun back to 2011!!!!
The rest of the day went as normal. The chat was pretty active, but eventually died down at the end of the school day. Everyone seemed to have plans; Jan was studying, Jaida was going out to hang with friends, Nicky was sleeping, and Heidi was starting a new challenge on the Sims. It appeared to be just her and Gigi, alone in the group chat. 
Crystal decided to message Gigi privately, not wanting the rest of the girls to see her go into full stan mode. If someone asked Crystal about her interests, she could go hours before thinking of stopping herself.
crystal: ok miss gigi are you ready for your 1d crash course?
Crystal told Gigi everything she wanted to know and even more. A history of how they got together, way too much information on each of the five boys, telling her the best songs on each album, and making sure that Gigi knew ‘Midnight Memories’ was their best album. 
gigi: but ur @ is dedicated to made in the am?? fraud!
crystal: HELPFDFHBJ
crystal: mmcrystal sounds weird… like no thanks 
gigi: that was very interesting.. i’ll def listen to midnight memories in the morning <3
crystal: YAY! gigi 1d stan finally
gigi: no promises! :)
Crystal didn’t respond to that, not really knowing what to talk about now. Having a group of friends helped her be less awkward, but it definitely didn’t fix that problem completely. 
gigi: do u wanna play 21 questions or something?? to get to know eachother better???
Of course, Crystal jumped at the chance to get to know the other girl better. It started very innocently, asking about favorite colors and foods. Gigi quickly changed that.
gigi: uhh… have u ever kissed a girl?
crystal: sadly no.. my state is full of straight people
gigi: same.. ur turn
crystal: this feels awkward to ask but uhhh….
As soon as she hits send, she instantly regrets it. She backtracks what she had originally typed, desperately trying to come up with another question. Crystal was not able to think of anything else.
gigi: ????
“I guess I’ll have to do it,” Crystal says, talking to absolutely no one. She types it out again, looking away from her phone as she blindly tried to hit the send button, like it would help her situation be any less flustering for her.
crystal: how long have you and nicky been dating?
Would Gigi find it weird that she asked? Gigi was the one who brought up kissing girls, not Crystal, so it would be fine. Right?
gigi: CRYSTAL WHATBDGNHSDMFD
gigi: nicky and i are not dating omg im single
gigi: she’s like my sister. plus i would never do long distance
Crystal was so embarrassed. She was relieved this conversation was taking place through a screen, so Gigi wouldn’t see her blushing face. 
She was pleased that she was wrong about the two girls, but Gigi’s answer was upsetting to her.
They asked a few more personal questions before Gigi started asking Crystal would you rather questions instead. Crystal’s favorite out of them was if she would rather get a mullet or dress like a clown every day for the rest of her high school career. The answer was both, obviously. 
They spent the rest of the night sending each other stupid questions, giggling to themselves. The later it got, the more Gigi would flirt with her. At least Crystal thought it was flirting.
gigi: it’s really late and i have a test tomorrow so im gonna go to sleep. goodnight, babe
Gigi always would say ‘goodnight, bitch’, and this made Crystal even more confused. The ongoing joke that lesbians had the hardest time telling if a girl is into them or not was one of Crystal’s favorites, but now she couldn’t help but wonder if that was exactly what was happening to her. There was obviously a connection between them, but it was unclear to Crystal if it was just platonic. 
It didn’t hit her until later that night, while she was trying to fall asleep, but Crystal wasn’t entirely sure where Gigi lived. She knew they were in the same time zone, but wasn’t sure what state she was in. It was totally possible that Gigi lived in Missouri, but Crystal highly doubted it. Though Gigi obviously trusted Crystal enough to want to play 21 questions with her, she was still very private, and Crystal wasn’t too sure if Gigi would tell her what state she was in. 
Crystal fell asleep thinking about her highly unrealistic perfect world, where Gigi lived in Missouri and where Crystal wasn’t just another Nicky. 
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Crystal got onto Twitter right after waking up the next morning, ready to ask Gigi if she happened to live in Missouri, but quickly got distracted with a very interesting conversation going on in the group chat.
jan!: now i may not be gay but i’m in love with a woman… 2 words jackie
jaida: i- that’s only one word
jan!: fuck
heidi: the way i can’t tell if you’re joking or not
jan!: the way i don’t think i am joking
gigi: YAAS about time u admitted that u like her
crystal: hold on i thought jan was straight?? who’s jackie???
nicky: do you really think a straight person would hang out with us?
crystal: good point 
jan!: I AM STRAIGHT! i think? i don’t know i’m so confused. 
heidi: jackie is jan’s local @ crystal
gigi: jan be like: im straight.
gigi: but also jan is like: wow jackie is so pretty and she’s so funny and smart i’m going to fail geometry so she can tutor me but no homo!
heidi: the delusion janice has…
jaida: not to be serious but if you think you like jackie, you probably aren’t straight baby. everyone else hush and let her talk
nicky: ^^ yeah jan what happened
jan!: first of all i did not fail geometry i just said we should study together so we did!!! and have been for months! but last night i couldn’t focus at all bc she’s so pretty all i wanted to do was k*ss her out of nowhere
In a way, Crystal could definitely relate. Gigi wasn’t her local, she still didn’t know what the girl looked like, but she still kind of wanted to kiss her. She couldn’t focus on anything besides Gigi sometimes, not like she would ever admit it. 
All of the girls had sent many comforting messages addressed to Jan, saying that it was okay, and she has all the time she needs to figure out her feelings. Afterwards, everyone had gone back to being playful. Gigi also tried to convince her to make a move on Jackie, which Jan refused.
gigi: if u talk to her u guys can get married <3
crystal: gigi you’re so stupid i love it
jan!: omg did someone say stupid love??? stream! 
gigi: crystal back me up :(
crystal: i might’ve found out who jackie is only 10 minutes ago but i will cry if jan doesn’t talk to her right now
jan!: better start crying bc i dont think i can even look at her now
jaida: that’s not saying much at all. you cried the other day bc gigi sent a pic of her dog
crystal: I AM A NANCY STAN FIRST AND A HUMAN SECOND!!
Crystal knew she looked like an idiot, walking to her locker with her eyes glued to her phone and a dopey smile on her face but she couldn’t care less.
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The day actually went well for Crystal. The highlight of her day was finding out that the story she wrote for her creative writing class had gotten the highest grade out of everyone in the class, earning her a piece of candy. 
crystal: just got candy and a 99% on my story for class… i truly have the mind of a mastermind
jaida: beauty and intelligence in one combined!
Navigating through the halls was much more difficult when your eyes are glued to your phone, but replying to a meme Jaida sent seemed much more appealing to Crystal than getting to her seventh period without worrying about bumping into someone.  And bumping into someone, she did.
“What the actual fuck, weirdo?” Dahlia yelped, looking extremely offended, “Get off of your sad, cracked phone and watch where your dumb ass is going.”
Crystal just stared at her, frozen in fear. Dahlia taunted her daily, but this was very different from how she usually acts towards her. It was quite terrifying. 
“I swear to God, if you ever look at me, let alone fucking touch me again-” She continued, but before she could finish her statement, she was interrupted by her friend, Georgina running over and pulling her away. 
Crystal didn’t think Georgina shared Dahlia's hatred for her, and Crystal didn’t hate Georgina either. Georgina actually seemed very sweet besides the fact that she had never bothered to step in on the rare occasion Dahlia happened to target Crystal outside of class.
“Can you please leave her alone? We don’t have time for this.” Georgina groaned, looking back at Crystal, flashing her a quick smile, before turning around to escort Dahlia to what Crystal assumed was cheerleading practice.
“But she bumped into me!” Dahlia whined, not used to being interrupted like this.
“Really? Wow, funny. I don’t care.”
Once they were out of sight, Crystal was alone again. She pulled out her phone and went to check if anyone had said anything else in the chat; just Jan freaking out, because Jackie had smiled at her in the hallway.
heidi: everyone say i if you think jan should stop being a baby and ask jackie out
jaida: i
crystal: i
jan!: WTF
jan!: friendship ended with heidi, jaida and crystal. now nicky and gigi are my best friends
jaida: they would say i too if they were online and you know that
jan!: i don’t need friends! they disappoint me!
Crystal decided to not use her phone while she was walking home, not wanting to have a repeat of the Dahlia situation. Her after school routine changed a lot in the past week, making a rule to not check Twitter before completing her homework. Her Twitter addiction was getting worse, but since it was also causing her to be more productive with doing her homework, she saw no issues with it. Once she had finished, she picked up her phone to see that Gigi had messaged her less than a minute ago.
gigi: hey clown :) im done w practice
crystal: WHY AM I A CLOWNDFSHDM
gigi: u just have clown energy. i cant and wont explain 
crystal: honestly yeah i see it but can i at least be your clown wife or something
gigi: yeah <3 hey clown wife! i listened to most of midnight memories and it was really good! my fave song is u and i
If that’s not love, then what is? If that’s not friendship, then what is? Crystal had never been able to get anyone to listen to anything she recommended, ever. She was filled with glee, double tapping the message to heart it. It meant a lot to her.
crystal: YAYAYAYAYA im so glad but it looks so ugly when you spell it like that 
gigi: my fave song you and i* >:(
crystal: better 
gigi: if i have to stop spelling it as u to make you not divorce me i will
Crystal knew deep down it was just a joke, but it made her heart race. The feeling she got every time Gigi would flirt with her was very unfamiliar, but very nice. It didn’t help that Crystal thought ‘You and I’ was one of the most romantic songs One Direction had, she couldn’t help but make the fact Gigi liked it out of all of the other songs into something it was not.
This reminded her of her late night thoughts. She had completely forgotten to ask Gigi where she lived, but the idea didn’t seem the greatest now that she was fully awake. She was still curious though, so against her better judgement she asked, without a segway or anything.
crystal: i forgot to ask but what state do you live in? asking for science
gigi: oh i live in missouri
crystal: omg me too
gigi: i don’t wanna reveal where but this is amazing.. maybe we won’t have to break the distance at all <3
Pleased that she somehow got an answer, Crystal changed the conversation into a discussion of ‘Midnight Memories’, and if Gigi agreed with the opinions Crystal had shared the night before. She did, for the most part and before they knew it, it was time for Gigi to go sleep. Had they really talked all evening? 
gigi: i have to get up early so i need to go to sleep but im really glad jan added u to the gc
crystal: and im happy you asked me about one direction!
gigi: me too. ur cute when ur passionate. i hope we can continue to grow closer
crystal: i’d like that.
gigi: goodnight, my clown :)
crystal: goodnight, georgia rose
gigi: U DID NOT
gigi: my full name isnt even georgia and dad isnt even a dentist but i’ll allow it bc i know u think u invented comedy
gigi: ok gn now <33 luv u
crystal: gn!!! sleep well
Crystal wanted them to stay like this forever.
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taehyungtrash2-0 · 5 years ago
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Sincerely, Love and Affection
— genre ➙  fluff!!!
— words ➙  2057 bitch
— member ➙  Yuta Nakamoto
— warnings ➙  slowburn! strangers to lovers! foreigner!
Note: this was done out of inspiration from Kismet by Froggyyong! please look it up on AO3!!! So in the spirit of that all words in italics are them speaking in Japanese! This is the first of many imagines and maybe a part 2, let me know! pls take it easy on me
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“HEY NO GO BACK” I yell at Hyuck because he can never seem to follow simple instructions. Everyone around us watching us play FIFA or on their phones, I know a few are in the kitchen doing whatever but right now I am trying to focus on kicking the other team’s ass. 
“Hey I just wanted to give everyone a heads up, my sister is stopping by in a few” Taeyong yelled over the noise in the living room. 
“Didn’t she just move back?” Mark called from the kitchen, why is everyone yelling out of nowhere, wait he has a sister? 
“Is this the sister that Johnny thirsts after” Jaehyun chuckled out and nudged Johnny.
*SMACK*
“HEY, THAT HURT” Jaehyun whined.
“How old is she?” Sicheng called from the couch. 
“HoW oLd iS SHe? What are you, 12???” Hyuck mocked him. Okay, now that was funny! 
“I do not THIRST after her.” Johnny clears his name to the group. 
“You cried when taeyong took her back to her hotel room because you couldn’t.” Ten laughed out, making everyone else start laughing with him. 
“I WAS EMOTIONAL THAT DAY!” Johnny whined, with his face getting red. 
“AS I WAS SAYING, shes going to come over and we are probably going to go to dinner so whoever wants to, can come.” he invites loudly so everyone can hear. 
“ILL GO” Johnny screeched, standing up just for Ten to put his arm in front of him,
“First of all Johnny, Hyung said ‘come’ not ‘cum’ and secondly, you have a recording session with donghyuck, jaehyun, and I at 4 o’clock,” he said in response. 
“When you try your best but you don’t succeeeeeddddd” Lucas starts yelling and Sicheng joins in, everyone laughing at Johnny all over again, myself included.
“I’m going to go get ready, everyone better have CLOTHES ON! IM LOOKING AT YOU JOHNNY!” Hyung yells leaving the room. 
*Johnny cries in zipper*
“Hyung, has a sister?” I ask Ten, keeping my eyes trained on my player. 
“Yeah, you and a few other members were busy with a photo shoot the last time she visited, remember?” he recalled, looking back at his phone. 
Oh, I never really focused on it I guess. 
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*knock knock*
“SHES HERE!” Hyung yells from his room. 
*CHAOS ENTERS CHAT*
*Choking sounds in the background*
“JOHNNY IS DYING HELP!” Mark yells from the kitchen and everyone starts laughing al over again. Taeyong runs through the living room and opens the door as everyone crowds into the living room to greet her. 
“Y/N!!!!!” he yells and covers her in a tight embrace. Wow, she’s a little thing, slim thick with your cute as-
“YONGIE!!!” she cheers back into his arms. AWWW even her voice is cute what the FUCK. 
“Wait, is everyone here?? Wow!” she steps back, her eyes widening at the group, you can definitely tell shes hyung’s sister. Her eyes are so big, she looks like a little doll. I can finally understand the hype on Johnny’s part. 
“Yeah, you haven’t met everyone yet,” Taeyong replied, guiding her further into the living room. 
“Everyone this is y/n!” he presented to the class. Her little form bending to greet us all in unison. 
“Hello! I’m a very big fan of the group! You all are so great! Especially this recent comeback! I have so much respect for you all!” she said sweetly, her smile is so heart-melting that everyone can’t help but smile back. It’s almost infectious. 
“She’s so sweet” Sicheng coos.
“Look how cute” Lucas whispers.
“Johnny stop drooling!” Ten elbows.
“Y/n it’s so good to see you! You moved back finally!” Mark exclaimed, pulling her into his embrace. Are they a thing? 
“Hey, Mark! It’s so good to see you too! And yeah ill text you my address so we can hang out again!” she states casually.
“AGAIN?! WHAT H-” Johnny’s voice being covered by Taeyong’s glare. 
“Hey y/n! I’ve missed you so much, no one likes to go shopping much with me but you! So as soon as you get settled and arent too busy I’m treating you to a day of shopping!”
“I’ve missed you so much too Ten! Facetiming just isn’t the same and I would LOVE to go shopping! I can’t tell you the last time a man spoiled me!” she giggled out and I nearly choked. I say nearly because Johnny audibly choked and everyone laughed at him...AGAIN
 “Hey y/n...do the thing I’ve been telling everyone about it, please!!! He has been acting like a total spaz since he heard about you coming back to Seoul.” Ten whispered to her. 
“Cmon Ten, I can’t be that mean to him!” she whined out like a little puppy.
“Pleaseeeee?” he whined back.
“Fine,” he huffed out.
 “Johnny?” she called, looking around past the group of boys until they met in gaze, he looks like he’s about to piss himself.
“Johnny!” she squealed, running to him and jumping into his arms. HIs huge form completely engulfing her, lucky little asshol-
“I think I missed you the most, you big teddy bear!” she muffled into his chest, his face turning a keen shade of red. 
“I missed you too y/n!” he almost cried, is he smelling her hair?! She slowly unwrapped herself from him, waiting to be released, and she never was.
The End. 
*Wheeze*
Taeyong stepping in to pull his sister from the giant as she winks at Ten and everyone laughing. 
“So Johnny, why didn’t you call? I thought you missed me huh?” she pouted as she trailed her little finger down his chest flirtatiously. What a minx, no wonder Johnny was such a simp. 
“I uh my um the Yong, I mean I’m aakjhladks I’m sorry, I gotta go to the restroom.” he blurted out, turning red all over again and leaving the room. God, so blatantly sexy, has a sense of humor, and she is so sweet I feel like I need a dentist on speed dial. WHAT A WOMAN LADIES AND GENTS.
“Y/n you remember Haechan and Doyoung right?” Hyung asks her, pointing them out as they wave.
“Of course! Hey!” she smiles and waves back at them, look at her so innocent and friendly. 
“Hey, y/n I love your bracelet!” Hyuck tells her.
“Aww, thanks, Channie! And how are you holding up these days Doyoung?” she asks.
“I’m barely managing but thank you y/n.” Doyoung smiles at her, heading back to the kitchen. She’s so dainty and pretty, is it bad I just want to kiss her face. Her hair looks so soft and her voice sounds like butter. What the hell is wrong with me??
“I’ve been working on this for a little while so I think I’ve got it down pat, let me try,” she tapped her finger to her cheek, making her way over to all of us.
“You are Jungwoo, the sweet voice that also is always hungry?” she asked and smiled at him.
“HAHA yeah, hello hi!” he chucked and bowed to her, politely. 
“Oh my lord, such an aegyo face!” she cheered at him as he posed for her, what a ham. 
“You are Sicheng! Your voice is great! Your hair looks amazing by the way!” she greeted.
“Awww thanks! It’s so nice meeting you y/n!” he smiled and bowed to her. 
“Taeil! Wow, your aura is just as striking in person!” she exclaimed getting to Taeil. 
“Thank you! You look just like Taeyong but prettier!” he complimented with a bow. 
“I get that a lot, especially with the hair. I like to see what colors work on him and use them to my advantage!” she laughed out. A sudden throat cleaning gets the attention Jaehyun is asking for
“And the notorious Jaehyun, who could miss such a face!” she smiles to him, he boldly grabs her hand and gives her a soft kiss to her knuckles.
“The gorgeous Y/n. I’m so sorry I had to leave so early last time,” he speaks softly to her, who does this handsome man think he is???
“Oh, its no problem at all! I understand really, I love your comeback photos by the way! The theme really suited you.” she complimented again.
“God, she is so hot! Do you think Taeyong would mind me getting her number?” Lucas whispered to Kun as everyone else was distracted. 
“Hey man, that’s his sister!” Kun commanded. 
“I know that’s why I said do you think he would mind. I mean she is so hot, I could cry!” he whispered back to him, no longer paying attention to the fact that she was now listening in as they were turned away from her. 
“I think you’re very attractive too Lucas,” she whispered like she was in on the secrets passing between their lips. Kun and Lucas jumped so high she laughed and so did I. (HOw could you not when seeing this unfold).
“Oh my god! I am so sorry about him. Hello, I’m Kun and this is-” 
“Lucas, of course, I’m actually a really big fan.” she smiled to him as he smiled back
“Oh really? Say less?” he chuckled lowly and started looking her up and down. 
“DOWN LUCAS!” Yongie called out.
“Yes, WayV is actually my second favorite band entirely.”
“Oh, that’s cool! You should meet the rest of us then!” Kun added in, getting his phone out like Lucas. 
“We should so do that!” she smiled.
“Here just give me yo-” Lucas fades into the background now… She’s looking at me... Her big doe eyes staring into mine. I feel my heart just drop to my balls. Her perfect form walking softly up to me, a gift of presence, really. 
“And of course you are Yuta.” she smiles shyly at me. 
“Hello! It’s nice to meet you y/n!” I say with the most genuine smile I think I’ve ever made.
“I think I’m a bigger fan of yours than Taeyongie’s! I was so sad I couldn’t meet you the first time!” she starts speaking to me sweetly and happily. Wait,
“You speak Japanese?” I ask, catching my jaw from its home now on the floor. 
“Yongie didn’t tell you?” she quirked in confusion, looking at him and back at me. 
“No, he just said that you moved back here, he never said anything else.” I chuckled in surprise, her pronunciation is so native-like. I can honestly say I don’t think I’ve heard such a clear pronunciation from a foreigner. 
“He’s such a dummy, I just recently graduated with a major in Japanese Literature from the University of Tokyo. I’ve been living there for almost 5 years.” she giggled.
“You have no idea how happy I am to finally talk to someone in MY language! This feels like a breath of fresh air. That is so cool! He never said a word about it.” I ramble on, wondering how someone could dePRIVE ME OF SUCH HAPPINESS.
“It’s okay, I assumed he would either brag or neglect it altogether. I’m glad you enjoy the natural conversation if you ever just want to talk or vent in a way that’s easier for you, I’m always here! That’s if you want too…” she mumbled shyly, was that blush on her cheeks? God, she is so adorable.
“Of course yeah! I would love to talk more with you. Do you think it would be too much to ask for your number?” I asked, rubbing my hand on the back of my neck. 
“Yes, Yongie can I have a pen?” she turns to her brother. With a confused face and everyone looking at her weirdly, he gives her the pen.
“All my friends back hom- well back in Tokyo all my friends call me Yua, so if that’s easier on the tongue you can call me that…” she recalled while writing her number on my palm. 
“I’ll definitely text you later, is that okay?” I asked, looking at my palm and back at her.  
“Can’t wait, it’s really nice meeting you Yuta.” she looked deeply into my eyes and took all my breath away.
“It’s nice meeting you too, Yua.” I smiled back.  
“So Taeyong, show me your room so I can steal my beloved plush back!” she turned and call to Hyung. 
No way…
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dentist fetish 2doc drabble hnnnng
The smartly dressed woman tucked behind the tiny secretary’s desk at the front of the waiting room poked her head over the tall counter in front of her. Stuart didn’t look up from his phone, not until he heard her voice pierce through the still quiet of the dentist’s office. “We’re ready for you, Mister Pot,” 
Stuart pushed himself up to his feet and tucked his clamshell in his pocket, swiping his palms against the front of his hoodie. He stalked forwards, shoving his palms into the pockets of his jacket so that his slim shoulders hunched forwards while he walked. He really didn’t like the look of this place. From the flickering fluorescents overhead to the grimy tiles underfoot, to the secretary he’d caught smoking indoors, nothing about this tiny, private practice screamed “professional” by any definition of the word. It was, however, the cheapest place he could find, and with his shit-awful insurance and minimal allowance while away at university, Stu really couldn’t afford anything better. 
He stopped in front of the front desk, lips parting to ask something, but the petite woman behind the desk answered gruffly before he’d even spat it out, like she’d read his mind. “First door on the left, it’ll say Doctor Niccals on the doorway,”  “..Right,” He nodded once, reaching up to brush a stray blue lock out of his eyes, then proceeded down the short hallway. 
At the previously indicated doorway, Stuart found himself pausing. Behind it he could hear the hiss of gas, a guttural groan and then giddy laughter. What the hell? He reached up to rap one knuckle against the doorframe. Immediately, whoever was tucked behind it cursed, and the sound of something plastic being dropped against the hard ground sounded out, before the young adult heard a gleeful. “Come on in!”  He pushed the door open and stepped inside. He’d met with a strange looking man, sporting one of those silly doctor’s reflectors perched between his temples, the kind of thing you’d see in a cartoon, not real life. His white lab coat was unbuttoned, revealing a tight-fitting black sweater and beneath it, baggy brown pants and a thick leather belt. The strange fellow bore a huge, unnaturally wide grin across his features, wide wild eyes, and a hairstyle that looked familiar but Stuart just couldn’t place where he’d seen it before. He was crouched in a rolling stool next to a reclined examination table, and beside him, a large canister of what could only be laughing gas. The plastic mask for it was on the floor, as if it’d just been dropped.  “Evening!” It was two in the afternoon, if Stuart was remembering correctly. He fixed the other man with a puzzled look. Doctor Niccals gave the younger a beckoning palm, before slapping it against the grey faux leather of his examination table. “Come, come! Have a seat, yeah? Let’s get you fixed up, Stu-... Steward-” Stuart should’ve been alarmed that the guy couldn’t seen to recall his name. He was incredibly alarmed, in fact. Anxiety was already creeping up his spine but he didn’t want to make a fuss or be rude, only wanted this to be over with, so he corrected him cooly, sliding down against the chair gestured to.  “Stuart. Stuart Pot. I’m er... I’m here about the tooth ache?”  The doctor clapped his hands together and laughed at his own blunder, a little too loudly. “Ah! Right, right. Sorry chap, you go through as many patients as I do a day and they tend to blur together,” The waiting room was empty when Stuart had walked in, the check-in sheet he’d signed was also barren. He squinted at the other, but said nothing. 
The doctor leaned across Stu once he’d gotten settled, his fingers jamming into a cardboard box located on the small table besides the younger and extracting two blue latex gloves from its confines. He shoves his fingers into one, pulling the plastic down to his wrist before letting it snap sharply against his skin. The sound made Stuart wince. “So, which one of the little buggers has been bothering you, mm?” The second glove was pulled on, latex snapping against the older man’s wrist.  Stuart shrugged his shoulders vaguely. He felt so uneasy about this whole situation, his eyes kept darting towards that canister sitting on the ground besides the doctor. What the hell was it doing out? Wasn’t that sort of thing reserved for surgeries? The bluenette opened his mouth and reached up, poking his index finger against his left canine, before looking back towards the gas.  Niccals hummed and nodded, he reached up, gloved fingers tucking under Stu’s jaw before he gripped him, turned his face towards the doctor’s and peered into his open mouth. “Let’s see here...” He released Stuart’s jaw after a moment, before two fingers slipped past those open lips. His index finger pressed between Stu’s molars to pry his jaws further part, his middle squished against his tongue, pinning it to the base of the younger man’s mouth. The doctor’s eyes, mismatched shades of brown, fixed on that problem tooth. Stu’s tongue wriggled beneath the grip. 
This was... odd. He’d never tasted latex before, in fact he’d never had a dentist shove fingers in his mouth. It felt strangely intimate, the way those digits flexed against him while the doctor inspected his pointy canine. Above him, Niccals grunted, he was so close Stu could feel his breath puff out across his cheek. The sensation made him shudder, he flexed his jaw and swallowed around nothing.  “Uh huh. No visible cavity, lucky you! Would hate to have to drill today. Thing’s been on the fritz lately” The dentist adjusted his grip, retracting his fingers before the two digits pinched around that problem canine. “Tell me, does it hurt when I do this?” He squeezed, wiggling that painful tooth back and forth, it was just slightly lose in the poor college kid’s gums.  Stuart flinched hard, he gasped through his nose and his shoulders tensed up, a whine pouring from his open lips before he could stop it when pain shot right up to his brain. “Ow, ow- Yesh- yesh tha’ ‘urts!” Murdoc pulled back, the tsked, and then grinned. He grinned at the pained look on Stuart’s face, the cruel look made his stomach flop. 
“That’s no good, Stuey. You been remembering to brush, yeah? Been flossing like a good boy should? Mm?”  Stuart fixed the man with an incredulous look. He closed his mouth as soon as he was able, reaching up to rub at his cheek and mutter meekly. “Not as often as I should,” Murdoc, who had turned to regard a rather menacing  array of instruments to his left, froze up, his head turning too-quickly back towards the other man, a briefly furious expression overtaking his features, before they softened again. It gave Stu whiplash, really. He stared at the other, sinking as far back into the examination table as he could.  “Ohh, Stuey. You should know better,” He chuckled, leaning down at the waist to pluck the laughing gas’ mask up off of the floor by the plastic tubing connecting it to the valve. Murdoc cuppe the plastic in his palm, rolled imself up closer to the younger man, who was by now quite anxiously gripping the sides of his chair. “Not to worry, by the time we’re through here, you wont be forgetting to brush anytime soon.”  ____________________
I dunno if I’ll ever finish this and im getting DRUNKER so fucking.... fucking HEREE take it good god i am so sorry 
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