#(and I don't know how soon that'll happen tbh I was kinda trying to ignore how huge this is for me too)

[1d1195]

Omg Sam you’re so sweet😭 sorry to have worried you :( but still that’s so kind of you! If I had to take a VERY long break I would let you know in advance! BUT I KNOW I FEEL SO GLAD THIS QUATER IS OVER!!! Rip to seeing the hot TA though lol

YAY TO ONE MORE WEEK!! Hope it will go smoothly and you can start break on a good-ish note! And omg that sucks that got sick!! But at least it was because of you niece so it can be to bad especially if she’s so adorable! And Sam YOURE ALLOWED TO COMPLAIN IF ANYTHING LIVE THAT UP! I hope you feel better bestie and recover soon 💕

Oh I get totally being in love with fictional men lol girl do you even know how many times I’ve literally compared fictional to irl?! It’s crazy😭

I agree with it’s so gross being ill and hot!! I’m on your side for this temp war though lol

I bet your tree looks so cute!! I think I’ve mentioned before how I can see you be so good at decorating! But so real about the spending but like it’s the holidays lol do you have like a go to recipe when it comes to baking? What’s your fave to bake?

Oh Traditional Harry would so not care at all and it’s kinda hot lol and i obviously need HIMMM badly for reasons beyond his money lol

It’s really amazing though how much care you put into your students and I’m glad you all made it out of the trenches lol but seriously it’s most definitely means so much the kid that’s so sweet 😭

Not the Christmas lights😭 but omg I totally get you, and honestly that seems very healing! I think I’m okay like idk I’m just tired and perhaps I’m still ignoring stuff but I’ve been worse lol but I hope so too!

BESTIE I FORGOT TO MENTION THE MOON PART!! SHES SO ME BC SHES A MOON GIRL😭 I definitely do like this approach you’re taking with the flashbacks and all, it definitely gives perspective of how truly SLOW burn can be and sometimes this happens irl! Gonna be lame and mention how it reminded me of the lyrics from a song by Hayley Williams 😭 “Would I do it all again? Oh yeah in a second. Might taken 30 years. But I was always on my way to him”. Anyways lol it’s so cute that you have Christmas related part! Hope you can have time to write but please don’t stress bestie!-💜(this is gonna be a two parter agin😭)

Omg I dread the day that happens, but you never have to let me know! Things happen! OMG I lowkey FORGOT about hot TA. I imagine by now he wears his button down unbuttoned or was just half naked.

I have recovered mostly from my cold! I'm hanging onto some congestion and a dry throat but otherwise thriving. I'm fairly tired though and that's annoying. I know I've mentioned my brain functions best early in the morning so I like CANNOT write right now. I feel so bad because ALL I want to do is update The Lottery (but tbh it's kinda not hitting, I don't think I can write series; I don't think people want to commit to them) but I opened my doc just now and BLEH. Nothing. So I don't think it will get updated tomorrow (Thursday) :( but I will be able to update by Monday or die trying lol

I'm a chocolate chip cookie girl for sure (Massachusetts state cookie of course.) But I made brownies from scratch too. I just used a recipe I found online and I've done it before but I tested one of the brownies (and like seven scoops of the batter) and it tastes better this time around. I am also my family's apple pie baker. When we go apple picking I usually make like three or four pies for family/friends/coworkers. Then usually two for Thanksgiving and at least one for Xmas. I also make a few for my AP Stats/Calc students for Pi-Day in March lol. the recipe is from a cookbook my mom has had since the 70s/80s? Idk it might have been my grandma's lol it's old as hell and my sister nearly destroyed the book pressing her wedding flowers last year so I had to type it up finally to keep lol.

ANYWAY. Cookies are my favorite to bake from scratch. I've never tried cupcakes from scratch so maybe that'll be a project for myself. The series involving my Basketball bf, the following book was the one with the baseball guy/nanny that I had to wait to read so I could finish Honey, the main girl was a baker (and turned into the nanny). If I wasn't so smitten with my basketball bf I would accept him as my baseball bf but that seemed like too much. Gotta spread the wealth, ya know?

I too am a moon girl! I was staring at it all weekend since it was full! And Mars was right next to the moon this morning on my drive to work 😍 I love the sky 🥰

xoxo

[fuckyeahkagepro]

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[willel]

El also knows that MF was Henry all along, and she knows the Hawkins Massacre. Didn't she connect the dots that... Hawkins Massacre and that massacre that happened in S2 were kinda way too similar, after also explicitly learning that MF was Henry and he used it to steal her powers in S3. Bro..? Something is surely not clicking.

Okay maybe they are just waiting for the moment where all the characters are going to explain things to each other and then it will click for them or something?

I gotta agree on characters' being 'too confident' or sometimes careless part because that is actually kinda how Max died imho. But they are way too careless about Will, when they already know he has been connected and 'marked' since S1 already and we know what happened what they ignored Will's warnings in S2 (Bob dead, an entire army team is dead/massacre). Will almost lost himself completely because of that connection, albeit he is not possessed anymore he still was feeling him in S3 and now in S4. Weird writing choices tbh.

You know, that is very true. El knows Henry was the Mind Flayer all along now. El told the Cali gang nothing from what we know right? That means Will independently figured out that the Mind Flayer was Henry all along too. Interesting. I mean, in a way, Will knew that before anyone. He always referred to a sexless creature as "he". He knew, he just didn't understand without some context.

But anyway, yeah. I can only hope this is gonna lead to some epic plot twists. Even if I see it all coming, I'll be excited for it if it all ties together in a mostly neat bow. I just need these dots to finally connect.

Sometimes when I'm planning out my fic or imagining what they'll do in season 5, I think so much stuff will finally start clicking for the cast and they decide to try and take Will out of town because they realize proximity is a problem for him. The closer he is, the more dangerous it is for him.

But something prevents them from leaving, whether it's a government lock down or something, or maybe even Vecna does something to keep Will trapped in Hawkins.

Then I imagine they try to replicate season 2 and take Will somewhere in town he doesn't recognize so that Vecna can't easily find or get to him. I imagine it being like some weird team game of "hide and seek". Our protagonists are trying to find Vecna and Vecna's team of monsters are trying to find Will and they have to do everything they can to make sure their locations aren't given away to give the other side an advantage.

I doubt that'll be the story or anything, but it's fun to imagine.

I don't know if I'll be frustrated if our protagonists don't notice the danger of Will's connection soon or if I'll be so excited to see everything go to absolute SHIT. Because I do enjoy seeing my favs suffer. Mixed feelings. Lol