#(WHY DO I HAVE TROUBLE BELIEVING YOU)

[dizzybizz]

terukane week 2023, day 2: sharing clothes. except i can never make actually romantic ship art so i bring stupid interactions instead

[mayonaisalspray]

One thing about me is I’m always fighting myself because i am both a coward who wants to never ever express an opinion and an over-sharer who has to tell everyone everything all the time and those two parts of me hate each other

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[fisherrprince]

oh so alisaie’s exaggerated bully behavior is 80% fanon. saying this she casually picks up a large rock

[gibbearish]

every time i see discourse about fundraisers go by on here im just fully struck with the realization that not a single one of you people have either taken a cybersecurity fraud prevention course or bothered to take one singular second to consider the website youre on. this is the broke bitches website. none of us can afford to fund our mutuals' grocery bills, much less entire evacuation funds, and CERTAINLY not FAKE evacuation funds taking advantage of genocide victims. all this shit abt how people are deliberately choosing not to fund every post that passes their dash because they hate palestinians literally just does the work of actual scammers for them by laying the high-pressure sales tactics groundwork, and the "do you guys have any idea how hard it is to keep coming up with new attention-grabbing fundraiser posts?" ones just ring EXTREMELY hollow because YEAH! YEAH I DO! and so does everyone i follow! and everyone they follow! because all of us are FUCKING BROKE and surviving on crumbs! i just saw one that said "i make sure to keep $40 in my wallet at all times so i can give $20 to any panhandlers i see, this is the same" and its like!! good for you, thats very nice, but like!!! you need need NEED to take a step back and realize that /being able to do that/ is a position of privilege, not the default setting to be a good person. i wont discount that some people do ignore fundraisers specifically because of racism because Of Course, but like. a) yelling at them isnt gonna make them stop, or more accurately yelling at /everyone else/ isnt gonna make those people stop, and b) trying to apply that as a blanket motivation for everyone just. realistically doesnt work. not donating is a nonaction, it is the literal default status, and while in specific situations you can use CONSISTENT absence of SPECIFIC actions to track a person's motivations SOMETIMES, broadly speaking that just. doesnt work.

there are 8 billion people on this planet. most of them will never know you exist. of the ones that do, most will not be able to help you. of the ones that can, most will not be on the broke bitches website passing the same communal $20 around. consider your audience and stop shitting on fellow poor people for having the gall to need to be careful with their money. and if you are genuinely only posting your fundraiser to tumblr, like. im sorry, but you need to anticipate not reaching your goal and prepare accordingly. theres a reason the last big scam scandal people talk about actually getting the money is like. all-or-nothing era, as a website none of us have the funds to make that kind of thing happen anymore or the security to risk it. a fundraiser not meeting its goal on here is not a personal sleight against whoever made it, its just how life goes sometimes. and it's unfair and it sucks and we should help however we can, but. sometimes you just arent able to help someone else, and continuing to feel responsible serves only to torture yourself. and blaming OTHERS serves only to move that guilt from yourself off onto another person. i imagine that has to be where a lot of the vitriol comes from, is people who cant afford to donate more getting pissed at people they see as having the funds but choosing not to share them, but again, sometimes you just are not able to achieve the goals you set out towards, through no fault of the specific parties involved.

people on tumblr choosing to buy groceries rather than potentially donate to a scam are not your enemy and are not the ones facilitating a genocide. we're all victims of the same horrific system, the question is just how that system manifests its influence on each of us. poverty kills just as thoroughly as a bomb. everyone is just doing their best to survive, and as much as we like to pretend that everyone should be a perfect selfless angel that puts others before themselves no matter what, humans are by default a selfish species, and it is a lot easier to say what youd do in theory than actually do it. and there's a reason you have to put on your own oxygen mask before helping the person beside you, youre of no help to anyone if youre too dead to do anything.

[gio-cosmo]

The p3r dlc really has me walking around Tartarus with the Junes theme playing in the background. What a time to be alive.

[fizzytoo]

adrien and rua take amaya to meet rua's side of the family! rua's nephew, broderick, makes his introductions too!

[anothermonikan]

everything about me is about my general disconnect with the world around me, except being Objectum which is about being Alive.

[totaled-drama]

Could you draw Tyler x Noah :)

I think we don’t talk about Tyler holding up himself + a sled + several people off the edge of a cliff during TDWT enough

[silusvesuius]

g*lmar rly has to be the best skajrim character on the real like even if you don't like him he just is . literally The best one i think......... on dat note i also imagine that he and ulfr*c despite being fairydust BFFs for lyfe genuinely have the worst communication skills ever seen

[raspberriesandstrawberries]

Been in a vampiry kind of mood lately



[hobimo]

this is because im a massive nerd but i think if you're going to write an a/b/o you have to at least have a solid understanding of wolf behaviour and biology if you dont at least keep up to date with the latest research. yes this about how people always write wolves as ambush hunters as if they aren't literally persistence predators

[hesperidia]

Rei is so good at switching between personalities, not even Koga (arguably one of the people who know him the most) could decipher him. He is so scared, scared that the Rei he became so close to and fond of is a meaningless persona and feels so distant from him. Knowing Koga, he wants to close that gap the most he can (in a not so subtle obsessive way).

All this worsened by one of Souma's comments to Koga (earlier on the story) paraphrasing, he told Koga to his face his loyalty to Rei was not reciprocated, which made him all self conscious.

And Adonis!!!! drops this on him (Adonis insight is always so overlooked i swear, people should pay more attention to him):

By the way the Jesus imagery here is so fascinating. This + the canon fact that people used to visit Rei at the cemeteries he used to frequent as a child to ask him for guidance are some of the most obvious examples (but the thing is Rei is just a normal person without any supernatural qualities, just has an insane amount of charisma and is very intelligent. this of course bites him back and makes his life miserable but that's a whole other can of worms for another day)

Like, both Koga and Adonis have such a different and striking first impression of Rei who made them want to follow him to the ends of earth (and in turn, Rei does watch over them with care proving the devotion is in fact, reciprocated) but what Adonis says is true, they are probably misjudging him!!! and Rei himself at times does not know who he really is or wants to be, but later on we see him loose up with them and see the goofy and lively side which is his true self* shine through. And it's all thanks to Koga, Kaoru and Adonis (among other ppl but these three are like. the pillar) uuuu undead the world<3

*what i personally think it is because he's such a difficult character to analyse and there's so much i can do

[thebrokengate]

Bro why the fuck did I decide to sign up to work at my mom's job lol, that was the dumbest life decision I've made yet

[red-dyed-sarumane]

being told my explanations of series songs make sense means so much to me bc im really bad at managing information neatly it all ends up as just one big train of thought & not really organized so i worry it ends up not making sense or comes across as super disjointed

[arisveah]

on one hand, i wish my family would learn sign language to communicate with me; on the other hand, the shit i say whilst engaging in maladaptive daydreaming (a favorite "pastime" of mine) is absolutely unhinged slash negatively. glad they dont have to question my hypothetical negotiations, at least