#(To be fair the Emiya family is real great on the subject of angst)

[tinyholygrail]

Examine: The servant "Faker", so obviously Shirou, yet has somehow become a Heroic Spirit after living his lifetime in full.

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The Servant you summoned, of a previously unknown class, and entirely different from the Heroic Spirit your catalyst had been intended for.►There are a few nonstandard Servant classes that you know of, but ‘Faker’ is not one of them. You can’t believe that you messed up that badly to have called forth a Servant that shouldn’t even exist in the first place.►You refuse to think of what his existence means. ►Who he really is.►It doesn’t matter how much you ignore it, because the dream cycle tells you anyways. ►You despise it. You despise him, and what he represents.►You don’t want to see his life, because the only thing that you have left is your rage against the boy that had replaced you in your father’s eyes. It’s the only thing you have, when the end is approaching, far closer than it has ever been, and you don’t want to lose the only thing that gives your suffering a reason beyond your ingrained purpose.►But you see his life anyways.►You see it and despair, because that one thing, that one thing that has kept you going, you are watching it slip away.◼