#(Sorry for the rambling I'm just anxious)
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#zutara#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#katara#zutara fanart#Wip#First page of three is done!!!#Won't be sharing until I have the whole thing but I'm. So. Close!!!!!!!#It's been ages since I started this project omg#But it's worth it#Hopefully I'll get the chance to finish it tomorrow... Won't be making any promises tho#I've missed you guys and I can't wait to share this with you#Anyways I know it's ZK month (and all the content has been WONDERFUL so far) but I won't be participating. Sorry about that.#Working with prompts is such an amazing creative exercise but I know myself good enough to be certain that I'll never get past the first...#... prompt without coming up with seven different AUs and I can't deal with more of those right now lol#Like I've got this Blue Spirit! Katara and Painted Lady! Zuko AU on the works since last week or so. And more lore for the og BS/PL spirits#And also this S3 canon divergence AU... And another one... And another one...#And I need to work on them at my own rhythm otherwise I'll go nuts#So uh#Yeah#Love u all and I hope I'll get to share this one soon (if only to start on yet another comic. I've got ideas for two of them. Yay)#Dema out#(Sorry for the rambling I'm just anxious)#(Don't know why but I stopped caring a long time ago)
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Very funny how at the beginning of the year I would tell myself stuff like I'm gonna post here more often! With no shame!
And in reality I get scared and immediately crawl onto my little cave-ajdnsdjdn
#pan rambles#I'm sorry everyone </3 I am just. scares little creature#*scared#Also ngl lately I've been pretty anxious about some irl stuff#So it's been directly affecting how I've been feeling lately-akfnsdksmsn#That self worth has taken a majot dip as a result-#Afjsnfjsnfjdn Just struggling to feel like my f/os would like me y'know?#It's like a mix of “Oh they wouldn't think I'm all that noteworthy. Uninteresting in every way imaginable”#and “Yeah if they did know me then they'd find me incredibly annoying or just wouldn't want to talk to me at all”#Not a fun time I will admit!#Anyways apologies for getting all sad near the end there-#I intended to post something more happy today but negative feelings sure can negative
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You take requests O: what about them dying each others hair?
I can see Remus just being messy as all get out with it but he does His Best so Roman's hair is nice.
Remus 100% goes at it with his bare hands
#thank you so much for the request!!#sorry for how stylised/undetailed this is‚ i just finished making something for my main that took a Long time#i was literally just thinking about this btw !! in the context of a human AU i have hehe#remus was too anxious to bleach too much of roman's hair but they wanted matching dye jobs so they went with Just The Streak#and yes there is dye on remus' tongue because he tried to eat some.#remus is so careful to make sure roman is Pristine that he wipes the dye on his own clothes. (i love my remus devoted a ridiculous amount)#also: thank you for the fic recs !! ive see your AO3 account before#(i loved the one where they walk home and Remus had them handcuffed hehe it's really cute)#thank you so much for the request i wanted to draw them so bad but i didn't have any ideas#remrom#drawing#digital#mmmm i'd tag this with the platonic pairing tag if it weren't for my blog's name. but it's like that on purpose isn't it#. i ramble in tags a Lot i'm sorry#shut-up-its-funny#creativitwins#ask
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Thoughts on Padmé x Anakin x Rex?
Padmé and Anakin are so mutually obssesed they would first have to check into that before trying to bring another person to their carefully-balanced-kind-of-damage or something it's going to explode.
Honestly it's a fun ship! But I don't have too many thoughts about them because when I consider them is usually in very low-stakes-fun-AU-scenarios.
And I'm actually a bit of a fan of Rexwalker myself! Athough I tend to like them more as very good buddies, the covering-for-you-dynamic it's so funny for them, lol It's also angsty and complicated because, y'know, the power-imbalance and unchecked trauma? Is funny that the clone that's actually a slave for the republic is the most normal if you bring him into the anidala romance circus.
Also shout out to @phoenixyfriend , she has a lot of rexanidala fics and recs for anyone interested reading this!
#I have rexwalker wips somewhere in my endless wips folder although im generally very lazy to draw or care about ships unless i REALLY dig it#which is why you see me mostly drawing anidala despite the fact I do actually have lots of ships i like/consider#anakin is such a strange character he's hard to ship around bc look at him his social circle consists of 4 ppl#and padme's impressive social circle are her coworkers and her decoys#which is impressive bc SW has SO MANY characters lol#also sorry i ramble a lot just to answer 'it's a fun one'#thanks for the ask!#rexanidala#anakin is also such an anxious and intense guy he would need a LOT of talking and reassurance and stuff#bc otherwise he would feel guilty as hell like the three of them could have agreed to it and he probably would feel like he's cheating LOL#the thing with rexanidala which is the most interesting to me to wonder about is how padmé got into rex#she's actually a very closed person and part of the reason she fell for anakin that hard was over mutual trauma bonding#so i wonder i wonderrrr#but also generally the thing with me is that i tend to lean more into non-romantic dynamics and platonic stuff believe it or not#so if you see me doing lots of art for a ship (like anidala) it must be bc i really love them both otherwise i'm more into family or#complicated relationships stuff probably because i'm aroace and a ship must have some incredible complex thing going on for me to care#with rexanidala the biggest brownie points it gets to me is all the AU possibilities the ANGSTY AU possibilities bc it would change A LOT
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I changed his hair and changed his outfit ;o; !!!!
#HELLO while I was watching a video I learned that the hairstyle I gave him originally was super overused in media so I changed it#I HOPE HE IS CUTE ;_; I made his hair longer!!! I was incredibly anxious posting it the first time and I still am because#I never want to overstep or misrepresent another community but I'd rather make mistakes and learn than not try and make nothing at all#which is the same way I feel about trans representation by cis people I just want more and I want it to exist#sorry for rambling I might delete some of these rambles in the tags also I don't want to make this about me!!!#ALSO I'm still making edits to this#OKAY BYE RUNS AWAY
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I see Joshua from TWENTY is going to be in the Runaway AU, does that mean Neku gonna be in it too?
Absolutely he's involved! Sure he's not part of the crew that travels between worlds, but Roxas had to have met Joshua somehow, of course!
Since I'm still new to twewy, most of my insight and characterization of Joshua and Neku would be from my partner, and I haven't even seen all of the secret reports yet so do be warned on that front! I would tag their blog for crediting their design for Joshua, but they haven't uploaded the images I used as reference and I don't want to reupload its work without permission obviously. I'll probably tag them when I upload the character sheet thing I'd been working on, just in case.
#joshua twewy#Joshua kiryu#Catstar insight#I think this is the first time in a long time I've gotten an ask on this blog so I think I'll label them as my insights#Runaway City AU#sorry for rambling more than was asked by the way. There's just so much I want to talk about lol#I'm also just chatty and anxious#I feel like twewy is best experienced with minimal spoilers but I'm so worried that Joshua's existence here is spoilery by default
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Honestly not enough content about Harry getting married considering how upset he seems about not having been able to do so in his youth/pre phonehead years...
#luly talks#dsaf#harry fitzgerald#dsaf harry#sorry I've been rambling sm today#i have my moments like sometimes I'll just not have a thought other times I'll be like this I'm unmedicated ok?#anyway yeah I'd think it'd be so fucking cute for him to have his ever first wedding#imagine how anxious he'd be about it like a fish out of the water...#whoever he's marrying is up for you the reader to decide 👍 love is love
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y'all know how the j.oongi i ship with is a body double of the j.oongi from y.akuza 6 who happened to keep his name and all that?
all I'm saying is... if he was a body double worth his salt...
he would reenact this scene live. just saying. you know. to prove it. no other reason. haha.
#ash rambles 💚#like a flowing wind 🔳#every now and then i remember that the original j.oongi was like THAT and my j.oongi has this one line about how he'd occasionally have to#entertain clients at the club in his place.... 😳#all I'm saying is#he said that he was pretty good at acting like him#so maybe i should get a little show- (IS SMACKED SO HARD SHE GOES FLYING OFF INTO THE DISTANCE)#sorry for being thirsty on main (i am not sorry nor is this main)#but the original j.oongi h.an is one of those characters that I absolutely cannot stay calm about because holy shit#no wonder i fell for his body double-#this whole section of the game....... probably the part of 6 i enjoyed the most 😋#ohhh j.oongi h.an first boss fight in the ring in the middle of the club... this series really is so peak huh#anyways#i made cupcakes today#theyre lemon flavored#and i added a dash of lavender syrup in the buttercream (which also had lemon zest and lemon juice)#theyre fucking fireeee#i dont mention it much here but i really like to bake!!! it's what takes up most of my time when I'm not gaming or napping#so all my f/os get tasty treats from their gf! i accept payment in kisses#that took a surprisingly wholesome turn for a post that was originally gonna be about my many many feelings about the original jgh#the girls squealing in the back.. yeah no guys i get it#maybe I'll stay up tonight and play y.akuza. next week i havw midterms!!! I'm so scared!!!! I'm cooked!!!!#i get so anxious thinking about it.. but I'll worry about that in the morning! time to continue y.akuza 7 once i finish eating my cupcake!#I'm on chapter uh... 11?#got to the part where i.chiban just found what ACTUALLY happened the night of the killing in the prologue#then I'll play G.aiden! which I'm stoked for because i have a crush from that game!! .. ofc it's the old man 😋 h.anawa is so hot actually#and then I'll play 8! which I'm also stoked for since there's a certain girl in that game who i think is just. ajdhwjrhejhwjehwhruw.#and then I'll be caught up with y.akuza! WAIT. THE NEW GAME IS COMING OUT IN TWO WEEKS-#i wanna play it at release so i dont get spoiled online but. like. come on. who the fuck buys a game at full price on release day#i cannot justify 70+ bucks on like. what. m.ajima?? no offense but like..
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#i will go to the gym voluntarily for the first time ever and my anxiety decided to jump up and now i'm not so sure#but i promised to go with my sister and it would be a healthy thing to do#the previous time i was at a gym was in school where we were just tossed there and told to do something with no instructions#which caused me to dislike gym strongly#but the thing is i feel anxious about it because i'm afraid others will judge me even though i'm not the center of the universe#hngnghhhngghh#but my sister will be there so it might be easier#i feel like i'm this huge girl going to the gym so that others are free to judge how fat i am because i've heard that in school a few times#why is it so hard#why have others caused me to feel like this i hate bullying and bullies i'm sure they don't even think about what they caused me and i'm#sure they aren't even thinking about it like i am and i'm like wtf!!!#sorry to rant#elena rambles
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okay not that anyone asked but I feel like I'm just in a really odd state of calm like I'm detached just enough that whilst I am still invested it's more of a "I'm just gonna sit back and be a part of the ride and see where this all ends" I know I've used this metaphor a million times but yes the world is on fire but I'm waiting to see what will come from the ashes
#idk I just feel like. this is definitely the end of a chapter. but I'm very willing to see what the next chapter will bring y'know?#also I think that nothing from this situation could be as emotionally devastating to me as the w//lbur situation sooo#that's probably playing a part in my reaction tbh#anyway sorry for yapping about this a lot maybe I should take up journaling#oh also I'm so serious literally all this could've been handled privately#I doooo get anxious bc of this sometimes though but that's just side affects of my anxiety disorder I'm getting anxious daily anyway lmao#stella rambles
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Oddly enough I feel more comfy anxietyposting here instead of twitter so uh. I preface this with Yes I’m A Grown Adult but I am irrationally anxious about This :’)
#i'm 26 coming on 27 and not had my wisdom teeth pulled and every year that passes by the thought of it freaks me out#main reason is because they never gave me issues or pain and anytime i saw a dentist they said it's likely i don't need them pulled#but as i get older it's like. is this the year they're going to start giving me problems?? should i have just bit the bullet and got them#out when i was younger despite them not giving me issues?? which in itself is terrifying because#everyone i know who's got the procedure talks about how awful it is and how much pain you're in for weeks afterwards and it's like hhhhhh#i'd rather not go through that much pain if i don't have to yknow? but also *do* i know if i don't have to? what if by the time i find out i#need to get them out it's too late? i've heard the procedure is more risky if you do it at an older age (though dont know how true this is)#like i think about this an irrational amount despite my wisdom teeth not affecting my life at all :')#but yeah...sorry for bein anxious outta the blue here; i don't post here much but it's still in a lot of ways where im most comfy Rambling
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I don’t know if I’m just imagining things but I feel like Olli and Aleksi are actually so close 🥺 for example I feel like they post so many pics together and I know they post with others too and it’s not a big deal but e.g. Olli has posted 5 pics with someone else this year and 3 of them are with Aleksi.. so it must mean something right?? 🥺 and I feel like they spend a lot of time together yk even ”outside the band” when they’re having a day off and they still do music (the remix) etc. together 😭
Yeah I mean I for one am so deep in the Olli/Allu delulu land that it's VERY easy for me to agree and confirm all of this 😭 they're boyfriends secret lovers special friends and it shows 🥺
Here are all the pictures of the two of them I could find on Olli's IG, for reference 💞






+ the group picture Olli posted when Aleksi first joined the band, with the caption 'so now there's six of us' 🥺


#i left out the one where he's pushing aleksi's and niko's heads in the water 😳#and one from balboa bts with tommi in the background#ngl the anon ask i got yesterday has given me MASSIVE headworms of 2 young guys having thought they had their life all figured out already#and then one day they realise they've fallen for their friend and bandmate 😭#friends to lovers but with troubles in between my most beloved trope in the world 💞💖💗💓💕💖💞#with truckloads of (mutual) pining and just general confusion about what they should do about their stupid (mutual) feelings#(i'd love to read/write something of this sort but i'm too anxious about everyone being all#'boohoo they'd never cheat also you're disrespecting their gfs'#like............first of all it's fiction second of all IT'S FUCKING FICTION third of all i ain't gonna tell 'em lol#obviously i wouldn’t include their actual gfs and OBVIOUSLY i wouldn’t show the fic to anyone who's in it??#i just don't understand how someone could be offended about something they don't know about lol#and OBBVVVIOUSSSLLYYYY i wouldn’t write either of the guys as somehow happy or confident about cheating like come on#there'd be SO MUCH guilt and shame and angst and they’d still love their gfs so much#but then there's also this guy who's their friend and whose stinky socks made them barf once on the tourbus#and who means the world to them. they didn’t mean for it to happen. it just did 😭#anyway sorry for rambling i swear i don't mean to make everything about my silly fic ideas#i just can't help myself and i need a way to let it all out somehow without bothering anyone in particular 😭😭😭)#ollixallu#anon asks#answered asks
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a word to the wise sometimes the only true rest is looking beyond what you thought was success
so true! adamandi is full of wise advice such as this, including: "and you'll never feel better if you - fucking die- you stupid ass!"
#these are all very good reminders. especially during exam season (i am suffering. but at least i'm working on art coursework so it's#suffering i love.) guys i have maybe a bit too many thoughts on ambrose. sculpture. and ceramics. and studio. in my art student 3d era rn#tmr it's black and white 2d so it's vincent vibes instead... anyways. in my breaks i ended up brainstorming more doodles again so..#anywaysndhfnfjfhf sorry to detract! but like these two quotes are holding my sanity intact i think.#at this point even without listening to the live soundtrack it sounds in my head so. lasting impressions i guess. every time i get anxious#' you'll never get better if you fucking die'' sounds in my head and i go ''ah yes there's a whole life outside''#continuing this ramble you ever think how vincent went from you'll never get better if you fucking die to '' first i chose my friend#ambrose for my debut :DD'' realll quick. or also how this principle worked for when he was talking to ambrose about it and then. for himself#he didn't want to get better. he wanted quincy to get better and so '' you'll never get better if you die'' held through to the end#it just wasn't a mentality that saved him... god that screws me up. so many thoughts.#anyways anon!!!! thank you for sending this :3 made my day <33 very vibes#going to put the soundtrack on and power through studio again.. :3 adamandi asks are welcomed ngl teehee#ask me stuff???#on another note sometimes it's so surreal that actors are real people... i guess the magic of theatre is that it makes the characters come#to life.. like i believe actors are real. and deserve to be treated like people. for the record. but also when consuming media and it's the#suspension of disbelief? these are Real Characters i can't believe that someone who isn't them is making these sounds and doing these things#it's so insane. incredible. idk i just have very high admiration for the cast and idk how i got here even... akshdjdhdf#<blinks> they did such a good job akdhdnfhfbgfhff ok bye#first time i swear in the actual post on this blog and not in the tags... of course
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How are you feeling today, post crash? I am sorry that happened. I am sending you a virtual gift basket: 🧺🍓🍰🍉🍪🥯🧃🌸🍫
i am feeling... very exhausted :/ I've stopped shaking and everything like if I think about it too much or anyone asks me about it I'll probably cry because I really fucking loved my car man and I loved driving in general and now I am very anxious about it. Like driving was the one time I always felt sorta okay and now I'm just like fucked basically. but it happened and there's nothing I can really do about it because the person (grown-ass woman) who hit me drove off so now I have to deal with all the expenses and won't hear about most of them until Tuesday... so hopefully I'm not super fucked over I want my car back :/
Sorry for rambling a bit thank you for the message I appreciate it <3 I'm okay just a little worried and a little pissed off but I'll survive nothing to do but go through it at this point
#i also just got no sleep last night because I was so anxious so hopefully after tonight I'll feel closer to 100%#right now I feel like I could sleep for a million years#I'm still rambling I'm sorry 😭#thank you for the basket <3
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will y'all be mad if i reblog a fluffy meme or two (; ω ; )
#i've just been!! very anxious today and i'm trying to motivate myself to write#i have some things in my inbox already that i think i'll work on but it also just helps to reblog something that grabs rn me you know?#and i know i always tell y'all to take your time and to take care of yourselves first but i just feel so bad atm that i really am worried#someone's gonna be mad i'm reblogging another meme when my inbox is indeed bursting from unanswered stuff#and there's still starters i owe#like i don't even feel comfortable liking for interactions rn bc i know i'm so behind but!! then i feel like i'm not reaching out!!#my brain's going through it so i'm being silly and sensitive and i promise did not mean to vent asdfg sorry y'all#i'm gonna take a chill pill or try to at least :' )#get ready to ramble | ooc#tw vent
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can't help but think that all these friends i made are just buddies who are come and go, yk the type? like, whenever i think about texting any of them my heart just clutches and one thing plays in my mind "they probably found you annoying right? they will ignore your message for hours or not even text you again." again and again until i just don't text them, sometimes it goes up to the point when i make small talk finally but i just cannot answer in time because i don't wanna be a bother.
and i'm not surprised when they don't text me, i guess i'm just a lot, a dry texter, bad at conversation, talking about ow or league, valorant or ideas of what to write constantly is nothing fun so yeah, maybe it is a deserved sentence to be locked in my mind and feel this alone :/
so i just regret having friends, but not because it's their fault but mine. writing fics was my main priority until i met all these amazing ppl who were excited about things i was, then keeping these friends were all i could think about but now... now i'm not even sure they want to keep me.
#🍃 — moss rambles !#i just wanna play#i just wanna chat#but whatever#i know i cannot make the first move to chat#i'm just too anxious#been left on read or been ghosted too many times#leaving this site and moving on is strong today#i just wanna stop feeling like this#sorry for the rant
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