#(Sometimes you can get two daily chuuyas a day I know)

[dailynakaharachuuya]

What..? A confession? Where?

[khloeloves]

Random chuuya bf headcanons

he would definitely let you win in card games just to make you happy

checks up on you every hour, even if it’s just small texts like “You okay?” or “Did you eat”

he worries about you on the daily, he always makes sure that you and him both share your location so he makes sure nothing bad happens to you

he always always ALWAYS opens doors for you and pulls your chairs on

he also always compliments you no matter what

it doesn’t even matter if you think your ugly or if your in pajamas he always compliments you

if you were sick he would take extra extra care of you, he would make you soup and tea and whenever you get up to go do something or get something he’d be like “sit back down, your sick i’ll get it for you”

before bed, you guys would have deep conversations about random things. if you guys dont talk about random things then you’d talk about how your day has been

when you guys ate driving somewhere, he makes sure you have your seat belt on before you even pull out of the driveway

if your the one driving then he makes sure you don’t look at your phone whether someone is texting you or calling you

his favorite part of you is your smile, he’d do anything to make you smile and it doesnt matter to him if it’s embarrassing he’ll still do it because he doesnt like to see you upset

sometimes he’ll brings you guys something to eat after he comes home from work, but thats only if your hungry and you guys dont feel like cooking

he loves to watch random shows and movies with you

whenever you’re talking to a group of people and you feel like nobody is paying attention or everybody is talking over you, he’d definitely be the one listening to what you have to say, he doesn’t only do it when your around a big group, it happens when you two are together too because he always listens to you no matter how dumb he thinks whatever your talking about is

his favorite place to kiss you is on your forehead, lips, and hand (on rare occasions)

i feel like his love language is either physical touch or receiving/giving gifts

he would let you and only you play with his hair, he’ll even let you brush it if you want to

he’ll always bring a extra jacket for you if you get cold, if he forgets to bring one then he’ll give you his

if your sad then he will comfort you and let you cry on his shoulder, he would hold you until you feel ready to talk about why your upset

if you guys both have off days and have nothing to do, he would take you to the store to get board games/random fun stuff you guys can do

he loves looking at you, he likes to look at every small detail you have

he likes to do stuff with you especially on holidays, on christmas he’ll make gingerbread houses with you, on your birthday he’ll take you out to wherever you want to go, and on new years he’ll buy you guys champagne and bring you outside to see the fire works

he would call you baby, babe, love, and dear

he loves you a whole lot and wouldn’t want anything to happen to you

he would be such a good boyfriend

he always buys you things that you want, even if you feel bad for spending his money he’d tell you it’s fine

i just KNOW this man can cook, he cooks breakfast lunch and dinner. if you don’t know how to cook then he will teach you, and if you find random recipes that you want to try he would definitely find a time where you to could go and get the stuff you need to make it

he always rubs your cramps,

[16-animated-rats-in-a-trenchcoat]

Chuuya has Chronic Pain Headcannons

Disclaimer: I do not have chronic pain but I do have HSD (possibly h-eds but that's undiagnosed) which causes me an amount of daily pain, it's just not severe. I have no idea what it is like for people with severe chronic pain so please, correct me if something is inaccurate or harmful.

Chuuya started to have chronic pain after the second time he used corruption. At first, he didn't think the two were related, the pain was very mild and it was only really noticeable when he had been sitting too long or was in a really cold environment. But, after years of repeatedly destroying his body and almost dying, it caught up with him

He doesn't tell anyone but Dazai being Dazai notices very quickly and corners Chuuya into telling him what's going on.

Chuuya gives a very relaxed, downplayed answer but of course, that answer wasn't good enough for his partner.

He has a pretty rough time accepting that he's chronically ill and that he needs to rely on others sometimes.

He is not aware of his limits at all. He really struggles with the concept of 'taking a break' 'self care' and 'just stopping for once omg'. Eventually, he figures out that if he wants to not be in a constant flare he actually has to take care of himself

He drinks to cope. He already was a heavy drinker but this didn't help.

Very few people know about his pain, it is something that can be exploited by the enemy after all. But the people that do know (Kouyou, Akutagawa, Dazai) are generally pretty supportive and know what he wants and needs during a flare up. They also don't make a huge fuss which is deeply appreciated.

Under his black fancy gloves he wears compression gloves.

Typing is a bitch. His fingers and wrists are the first place he feels pain when he is about to enter a flare so it makes all those fine motor tasks difficult.

on the bright side, he can force his paperwork onto Dazai as revenge for making him do all his paperwork when he first joined the Mafia.

Akutagawa is a very unlikely friend when Chuuya is first accepting his chronic pain diagnosis. Aku has been through the whole rodeo with his lung disease so they bond over how isolating the experience can be. They both check in on each other whenever the other is struggling and know exactly what the other needs/wants.

It takes Chuuya a long time to learn how to take care of his body. He loves to refuse help because he doesn't want to be "weak". Eventually, he starts allowing himself to do small things like sitting in the shower or mentioning when he is in a lot of pain. It's a slow progression but progress nonetheless.

He picks up reading as a hobby on his bad pain days

He started a blog where he reviews movies, TV shows and books that he reads during flare ups called 'Chuuya Screams' because he uses speech to text to write most of his posts. He gets very frustrated with bad writing very easily.

Hi! I don't normally get a lot of notes so I'm hoping this won't be an issue but this is a reminder to everyone who may want to reblog. Please do not use the 'Chronic illness' 'chronic pain' or 'disability' tags or anything similar. Those tags are for disabled people to find each other, not for fan works. please be mindful. thank you!

[allisonlol]

Hii can I request how Fyodor,Chuuya,Dazai (separately) will react that their S/o randomly bite their neck and leave hickeys?

/Sorry for grammar,English is not my main

a/n: i luv luv luv this req. also, thx sm for 1.5k followers!! ◝(⁰▿⁰)◜ my one year anniversary of creating this acc was also a few days ago so, we can celebrate that too i suppose

warnings: tiny bit nsfw & suggestive

(Chuuya, Dazai, Fyodor) When Their S/O Randomly Bites Their Neck

Chuuya

god u get him so flustered lmao

literally makes the exact same expression as the pic i inserted

his neck is sensitive, what else can i say

you have no filter so it doesn’t matter whether y’all are in public or not; you’ll still do it at the most random of times

the two of you will be walking down the sidewalk on a date, when you’ll grab his shoulder and just chomp down on his neck affectionately

the more you catch him off guard, the funnier is it

fr goes bright red and pushes you away, looking around frantically to see if anyone noticed

has to take a minute to reboot and get his shit together afterwards

if it’s at a private place, he won’t push you away but will still get just as flustered

sometimes a low groan will slip out and- 💳💥💳💥💥💳💥

swats at you like a cat to get u away from him if he senses that ur gonna do it

chuuya has no problem leaving marks on you, but the second he has them he gets all embarrassed?? 🙄 hypocrite

tries to cover it with his collar & hopes none of his subordinates notice they definitely do

Dazai

…😭😭😭

you BOTH do this to EACH OTHER

no one knows who started it, but now it’s basically a competition to see who can catch the other off guard first and straight up just bite their neck 🧍🏻‍♀️

the rest of the ADA has been low-key emotionally traumatized from witnessing this on a daily basis

kunikida exclusively had to make a “no pda” rule

regardless of where y’all are, dazai obviously enjoys it 🙄

laughs under his breath while you do it too (definitely mocking you) but once ur done, he pushes you against the nearest wall and returns the favor

sometimes if you’re actually able to surprise him, his eyes will go wide for a split second before he maintains composure

^will then gently grab your face & tilt your head up so he can kiss you instead

9 times out of 10, moments like these will lead to something more 😶

dazai doesn’t bother to cover the hickeys up either, shows those things off like a badge of honor smh

Fyodor

if you're trying to get a reaction out of him, you won't be very successful lol

unfazed king™

secretly his heart is beating twice as fast…but you don't have to know that

you love "sneaking" up on him (as in, he pretends to not know ur there) while he works to oh so lovingly bite his neck out of nowhere

fyodor will tense up for a sec before turning to you with a mildly amused expression

"i never knew you were a vampire, my love" (the irony of him calling you this)

lets you do your thing for a few more seconds before snaking an arm around your waist and lowering you into his lap

returns the favor but x10 so your neck is COVERED in hickeys

you're low-key mad afterwards cuz how tf are you supposed to go back to work looking like this ⁉️

fyodor thrives off this cuz he's a possessive mf and wants everyone to know you're his

on himself tho, he's somewhere in the middle between covering them up and not giving a fuck

doesn't like the attention it puts on him but also wants others to see your...handiwork

^cue nikolai yanking down the collar of his shirt and yelling WHAT'S ON UR NECK HMM???

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[bluebxlle-writer]

Dazai’s morality and what makes him different from other “morally gray” characters

Everyone knows that Dazai is morally gray - but I only recently realized how he’s different from other “morally gray” characters we often see in fiction. 

Most of the time, those characters we conveniently label “morally gray” don’t even deserve the title - they’re just good people who had done a few bad things, or bad people who had done a few good things. But Dazai is truly in the middle - he has done too many bad things to be good, but too many good things to be bad.

He’s abusive, manipulative, ruthless, and made life a living hell for Akutagawa. And yet- 

He was Atsushi’s savior - giving him a home when nobody else would accept him. Although this still isn’t enough to forgive him for what he did to Akutagawa, it still proves that he isn’t fully a bad person. 

Now, here’s when things start to get more interesting. Most morally gray characters tend to switch back and forth between two sides, right? Lots of writers depict them doing kind things more often while on the “good side”, and doing cruel actions more often while on the “bad side”.

But that's not the case with Dazai.

Dark Era Dazai was terrifying - he shot innocent people, manipulated his subordinates, abused people, and many more. But he was still good, in his own way. He helped Chuuya cut ties with the Sheep, who were obviously using him for his powerful ability, despite having only met him for a day. He genuinely cared for Odasaku, willing to risk his own life to save his friend. 

In the ADA, he seemed more compassionate. He gave Atsushi a home and cared for all the members of the ADA. But although it’s subtle, he was still evil. It’s more obvious in the manga - since the anime tends to focus on his humor and suicidal tendencies more. Take a look at this manga panel : 

Although it’s implied, it’s clear what he did - he slept with the nurse only to obtain information. He manipulated an innocent woman without hesitation, as if it’s a daily habit. No other ADA member would have the heart to do this, even if it meant saving the world or whatsoever. And let’s not forget this anime moment that made all Aku stans’ blood boil : 

Yes, Dazai didn’t directly abuse Aku anymore after being in the ADA. But if he was truly a good person, he wouldn’t have taken advantage of Aku’s emotions, thinking that he had every right to control him. He would have acknowledged Aku and sincerely apologized for abusing him. 

No matter what your argument is, you can’t deny that Dazai doesn’t have a trace of his PM tendencies left in him even after transferring into the ADA. That’s the depth about Dazai’s gray morality - no matter which side he’s on, he'd always do an equal amount of good and bad things. 

Alright, last point, I promise. I’ve seen lots of people think that Dazai underwent his "redemption arc” in the Dark Era, when Oda died, just because Dark Era and ADA him are opposites. But now that I think of it, his moralities never even changed. He never had a redemption arc. His way of viewing people and the world are still more or less the same. The only reason Dark Era and ADA Dazai are different is because he changed his mannerisms, and obtained more will to live.

“Oh, then why did he join the agency?”  

Because he wanted to honor his best friend’s dying wish. He still doesn’t care about “good” or “bad”. Even Oda knew this - that’s why he said this line to Dazai: 

I’d like to believe that a part of Dazai's kind actions are genuine, but you cannot tell me that this man, who didn’t give a f*ck about shooting innocent people, is unconditionally kind all the time. We can never guess what’s going on in his head, but I’m sure that he sometimes puts up a facade of being kind, in hopes that one day, it’ll become real. 

Now, you’ll notice that most morally gray characters undergo a meaningful redemption arc before joining the good guys - which implies that the writers think only post-redemption them belonged in the good side - that pre-redemption them will never be able to become “good”. 

But Dazai?

He joined the agency without undergoing a redemption arc and still passed the entrance exam. 

You see what this means? 

From the start, Dazai already had the potential of becoming both "good" and "evil". He would have fit in either organizations perfectly. Mori just happened to find him first. It’s just the matter of timing. 

Dazai’s morality is truly in the middle. 

[whorefordazai]

OMG YOUR REQUESTS ARE OPENN AGIN, OMG, uhh hi! can I request some separate hcs for Dazai, Chuuya, kouyo with a s/o who can turn into a cat. Like their ability is the same as Natsume’s. OKAY THANK YOUUU ILY 😽

s/o with the ability to turn into a cat

ft. dazai | chuuya | kouyou x gn! reader

genre: fluff

warnings: none

note: sorry this took sooo long to do bae :( these were really fun to write and ahhh I died this was too cute and wholesome I think I went overboard but oh well hehe I love cats

Dazai

(disclaimer: I know his ability would technically nullify yours but for the sake of all things wholesome let’s pretend it doesn’t 🙏)

can I just say, he loves cats 😼

they’re his absolute favorite. he likes the aura and mood they give off. being low maintenance helps too. you don’t need to walk them, they don’t make a lot of noise, they eat minimal food, the list could go on and on. total cat person.

so when he finds out you have the ability to turn into a cat, 👀

ngl, he’s all over you. even more so than before. first off—cuddles !!

just imagine coming home after a long day, changing into a cat (I’m laughing hold on 😭), and resting on dazai’s chest. he’ll be a little surprised the first time you do it, because a cat has never done that before 🤔 but now it’s a daily thing !

I heard somewhere that a cat’s purrs can cause vibrations that help you sleep. and that’s proven to be true when dazai sleeps a few more hours than usual :) his sleep schedule is irregular, and he only sleeps when it’s pitch black. and even then, it’s only for three hours at most.

so purring on his chest helps him calm down sleep 😖

since your ability is similar to natsume’s, it’s pretty useful when the agency has to spy on things. you’re a cat—no one is going to suspect you, even if you walk into an underground gang base 🙄

just pull up like “🐈 🤙” and everyone will go about their merry day of criminal affiliation.

little do they know, you’re getting intel and reporting it back to the agency 😏

okay more wholesome stuff ☺️

when you guys sleep together as a cat, you’ll nuggle up and hide yourself in the crook of his neck. he can’t stop caressing or playing with your fur cuz it’s sooo soft (HELP I’M MELTING 🤾)

he’ll just use his thumb and gently rub the space between your nose or tickle your stomach. and even head pats !! SKSJS MELTS

when you decide to be a cat during the day, he’ll definitely carry you around. and I don’t mean in his arms—hehe I mean your body will be hanging from behind his neck and you’ll just be chilling on his shoulders 😎

It’s happened so many times, the agency members don’t question it anymore. however, sometimes you’ll be doing it out in public and a civilian will ask a question.

“Is that...a cat on your shoulder?”

“Hm? Why, yes! They’re my (s/o) 😄!!”

NOSOSJ PLEASE DAZAI DON’T SAY YOUR CAT IS YOUR S/O IN PUBLIC—

the stranger will slowly back away from this obvious bomb of ~beastality~ that your boyfriend has dropped 😄 <3 (shane dawson who 🤔⁉️)

Chuuya

not gonna sugar coat it, he’s 100% weirded out. especially if you work with him in the mafia?? like what are you gonna do? meow the enemies away 😭?? kitty fight⁉️

but then he put two and two together and realized you can actually be useful. especially when it comes to going undercover and using disguises to lure people or find out information.

you’re his...cat partner 🤔?

he likes dogs, but mostly because he’s had terrible experiences with cats. they scratch him, ruin his expensive furniture, and most of all they never seem to like him (his words, not mine)

I headcannon that once when he was a kid, chuuya tried making friends with this cat for days but the cat scratched and bit the fuck outta him, so went home and cried himself to sleep. poor guy, he really did try 😭 but now he’s:

traumatized.

he’s hesitant, he knows you won’t bite him or scratch his furniture. but you once said:

“If you ever break my heart, your curtains won’t be free from these claws ☺️”

he just nervously smiled, pet your head, and internal shrieked.

okay but imagine the duo you guys are. the partnership. working in mafia affairs with your man. it’s like you go in first, gathering the juicy secrets and then he goes in with his power to totally obliterate the enemies.

after a job well done, he’ll smirk and let you leap into his arms. he’ll rub under your chin and say “good job kitty” (insert howling noises 🐺)

he didn’t realize how much snuggling he craved until you jumped onto his lap, got comfortable, and fell asleep there. at first he’s like “what the fuck ᇂ_ᇂ?” but when he sees you looking so comfortable and cute, he can’t help but feel his heart soften.

he won’t dare move an inch. his legs are hurting? oh well. his back is breaking? oh well. he might use his ability to slightly move you tho, and if you wake up he’ll apologize so much. stuff like “oh god, I’m sorry I tried to move. It won’t happen again. Come back on my lap, okay?”

rai why are you getting excited over those words, you’re not even a cat 🤔

he’ll keep feeling bad until you nod your little cat head, lick his finger, and settle back onto his chest. the both of you snooze away 😴

he’s so careful about his hair—doesn’t let you near it, but he’ll allow you to sit on his shoulder while he lounges around or takes a walk.

sometimes you end up sitting on the top of his head and when you won’t get off (because his hair is so soft and comfortable ☺️) he’ll be forced to walk around pm headquarters with you on his head.

“Uh, executive...is that your cat—”

“Don’t fucking ask 🚶‍♂️”

Kouyou

total cat woman.

she doesn’t know it, you don’t know it, she won’t even admit it. but she’s a fucking cat woman.

I say woman, and not cat lady because that would mean she loves all cat. spoiler alert, she doesn’t. kinda like chuuya, she tried getting along with cats but they’re just too...similar to her?

same attitude, same power, same motives to scratch men in the eyeballs. cats don’t like her, she doesn’t like cats.

or that’s what she wants you to believe 😏

you’ll see it in her eyes, when you gently lay on her lap for the first time and snuggle up to her stomach. she’ll let out a tiny squeak, vigorously look in all directions for a way out, and eventually give up.

you’re. just. too. cute.

she can’t take the adorableness, it’s too much for her. she’s been holding it in for too long . that’s when her switch flips.

she looovess pampering you as a cat. even if you resist, she’ll take you to a groomer or vet to make sure your cat body is healthy. she’ll buy you cat onesies and make you try them on while you’re just like “🧍‍♂️” in the corner.

absolutely no one can touch (man handle) you except her and golden demon.

speaking of golden demon, she actually lets you sit on her lap uwu

kouyou has hundreds of pictures of you on her phone as a cat. It’s her guilty pleasure for when she’s missing you 😞 if she ever gets caught (most likely by chuuya) she’ll deny ever doing such a thing.

she’ll even buy you cat toys and a liter box (you told her that you don’t need one because you don’t use the bathroom as cat, but she didn’t listen of course 😎)

“kouyou, I’m not gonna take a shit on your carpet. I know how to use the bathroom—”

“Nonsense. One can never be too prepared.”

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[fluffy-ami]

do you have any lee! chuuya hc’s? <3

A/N: THANK YOU SO MUCH, FINALLY, MY MAN CHUUYA, YEEEEESSSSS- (Warning: possible spoilers, but peOPLE YOU MUST WATCH-)

(Also tagging @danibby because. Daniiii, your parents are being dorks again-)

Chuuya Nakahara 💢

AAAAHDHODOJDPJDJFP💖💞💕💗💘💓 Okay I'm fine, we can move on.

First of all, I like to think that Chuuya had never really been tickled until he met Dazai. I mean, of course, he was with the Sheep, but they all had to grow up pretty early, so “we're a serious organisation consisting of children, what's tickling?... ಠ_���”

(Man, Dazai really do be like: “Oh, by the way, are you ticklish?...... Why are you looking at me like that?” and he hAS TO EXPLAIN WHAT IT IS TO THE POOR BABIES LIKE CHUUYA AND ATSUSHI BECAUSE THEY NEVER EXPERIENCED IT AHOSHOSCNJ-)

And of course Chuuya was like “What? No, this is stupid. H-huh..? Wipe that dumb smirk off your face!.. Stop doing that with your fingers and don't come any closeeEEEK–!”

Welp, time to talk about Chuuya's worst spots, I think? I'd say that his knees, thighs (especially the inner part ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)~), sides and tummy (I AM DECEASED–) are gold.

R A S P B E R R I E S .

This man's laugh is so childlike (he never really grew up, my comrades 🌚), loud and genuine, you can even say that he's having a good time being destroyed.... Perhaps–

Definitely the type to throw his head back and just cackle when one of his worst spots is under attack.

Chuuya, in fact, becomes very embarrassed when he hears the t-word. Even if it was not used in the sense Chuuya is most familiar with. During his missions together with Dazai, this bastard made tons of his stupid dark humor jokes, and if one of them finally made Chuuya crack a smile, a cheerful “Oh, am I tickling your funny bone?~” followed immediately. You know what else followed shortly after? A loud bonk for Dazai, because he deserved it.

When Dazai was still a member of the Port Mafia, Chuuya suffered random tickle attacks from him on a daily basis. When Dazai found out about Chuuya's sensitivity, it all started with the light sneaky pokes in his sides or belly when the duo met in the corridors. But one day the redhead dodged another poke attack. And regretted it.

So, after a few weeks, seeing the two boys running with the speed of light around the building with one of them screaming bloody murder and the other giggling cheerfully, hot on his heels, became quite a normal thing. Dazai never tickled Chuuya in front of the others though, but if the redhead tried to use it to his own advantage..... “Ane-san, hide me from this idiot..!” “Chuuuuyaaaa, don't try to hide from the Tickle Monster~” “Chuuya..?” “I-it's not what you think..! Dazai, shut up! (////)💢” Well, Dazai made sure that our little boy Chuuya will never do that again~

Kouyou started tickling Chuuya sometimes too after that "accident", just to see her student's adorable smile (and to playfully punish him for calling her Ane-san every time, even if she wasn't actually annoyed by it anymore). The boy just couldn't get angry at her for real, he only quickly became a red, flustered, giggling mess and didn't really try to fight back. Her long tickly nails still appear in his worst nightmares though.

And now, when Chuuya is an adult, all of it just stopped. Annoying Dazai finally left, no-one's going to distract him during his missions and breaks..... Right...?

“Oh Chuuuuya, what are you doing here?~”

“MY GOD-DAMN JOB!”

That bastard is always somewhere nearby. They grew up, they work for different organizations... But now their field for chases is the entire Yokohama. Maybe Chuuya did miss it, after all...

A/N: I hope that they aren't so bad! Thank you so much for this request! Don't forget to take care of yourself! 💖

[dreamkidddream]

Hello sunshine, would it be possible for you to write me some headcanons for my beloved Chuuya, Dazai and Atsushi? I was thinking about them having a fragil health s/o? Maybe they work an office job in the ada/pm and they somehow fall for the s/o? I hope this is no trouble and you have inspiration to write this. If you don't like this you can just ignore it. Thank you very much :)

Hi anon! Thank you for the request! So I’m assuming that when you say fragile health s/o is that the reader can get sick easily/overall very weak? I hope that I got the interpretation right, and I didn’t please feel free to send it in again so I can do it over for you. Reader is gender neutral, and hope you enjoy!

TW: Suicide (Dazai’s part, nothing heavy is mentioned, and it’s only in one line) and Abuse (Atsushi’s, nothing heavy is mentioned)

Easily Sick/Weak S/O with: Chuuya, Dazai, and Atsushi

Chuuya

Oh man, he hated this feeling. He already hated you even working in the Port Mafia (even though he was there too), but he hated it even more since you were weak physically

Don’t get him wrong, Chuuya knows that you’re a strong person through and through, but it was so easy for you to get hurt or sick working on the field, it honestly made him worried

What also made him worried was how he was falling for you and quickly. He’s an executive! He doesn’t have the time for romance, and what if (really when if because he wants you so bad you have no idea) someone decides to come after you because of your ties with him? It was already so easy for him to lose you now, he didn’t want to chance things and speed up the process

But, you were just...a really great person. You were determined, always kept your head up, didn’t take anything from anyone (you backtalked Mori once and still walked away with your throat intact, so that was a sign), and it didn’t help that you were really easy on the eyes (he couldn’t help it, you were already attractive, and those things were just icing on the cake for him)

Chuuya didn’t know how you could stand being in a stuffy office all day, so he always stopped by to check on some “information” for some “case he’s working on). It started out genuine, but then it became a daily occurrence, even on his rare days off. 

One thing about him is that he’s a true gentleman, he knows how to treat his partner right. Bringing lunch to you, flowers sitting on your desk for no reason with a random note (”Hope you have a good day”, “Saw these when I was out, made me think about you”, “These don’t even compare to how beautiful you are, inside and out”, etc.), driving you home no questions asked, even offering you his favorite bottle of wine to share

He knows that he’s being cheesy but he was pulling out all the stops just for you

He knew it was risky for you to be out all the time, so whenever he did finally ask you on an “official” date (you thought sharing his wine was a date but he said that he wanted to show you off, not just in the office), you guys were either in a fully reserved restaurant or at his place. Seriously the way his place looks was like luxury! Damn you knew his job paid good money but wow! This was better than going out honestly

He confessed when you went over to his house one night. It was a particularly rough day for you both, and you just needed some reassurance which Chuuya was happy to give. It seemed like he went on for hours, but really it wasn’t too long, and you were in tears by the end of it. When he ended it with, “anyone would be beyond lucky to have you (Y/N), and I wish it were me. I wish I would have the chance to show you how much I really do love you, words aren’t enough for me. I’ll take the chance if you let me, and I swear you won’t regret it. Be mine, (Y/N), I’ll treat you like you deserve, and you deserve more than the world.”

You both understood the risks that came with dating you, but he swore that he would protect you with his life. If you did get sick, he couldn’t be there for you during the day because of his work, but he made sure to text you every hour on the hour to check on you and as soon as he got home, it was caretaker mode until you both went to bed

He bought you your medicine, the fluffiest pillows ever known to man, I mean did everything and anything. The dude was loaded, money was not an issue obviously

Chuuya is a great boyfriend, and will honestly do anything it takes to keep you safe and happy. He loves you after all, and he doesn’t mind all the extra work that comes with it (he doesn’t even see it as work, just precautions, which still isn’t a problem)

Dazai

He was not only worried about your health and safety, but also the fact that he was falling for you. Dazai was a very secretive person who didn’t like to show his true feelings, and he was scared of what he’s feeling for you. Him being attached and actually caring about people never paid off for him, as his past would tell you...

But here you were, being a bright, shining light in his cruel, bleak, dark world. He tried to keep his distance at first, but he couldn’t help but be drawn to you. You were so fun to be around, despite your condition! You always helped as much as you could in the office, being the first one to pick up on his work when he was too lazy busy to complete it and having reports ready for any meetings, even on short notice. You looked out for him, both as a coworker and as a caring friend, and he could tell

You even helped him annoy Kunikida sometimes, which just made you even more stunning in his eyes

He felt himself falling for you more and more everyday, finding excuses to stay in the office just to be next to you. “(Y/N), please don’t strain yourself my dear! Let me handle this for you, I would be a terrible suitor if I didn’t.” “Dazai, I just have to staple these- nevermind, thank you my knight wrapped in bandages!” 

Kunikida would of course hate this and drag him out every time, but all that it concluded in was Dazai whining and complaining about how it was so unfair that he was being kept from his “precious (Y/N)” and how they must be so lonely without him. It got to a point where Kunikida made a compromise with him: if he actually does some work and help on the field missions, then he can spend more time with you in the office

I feel like they forget that Dazai is actually crazy smart and most likely already knows the culprits to whatever cases that they are handling, and he was definitely waiting for this outcome. No extra work for him and more time with you. It’s a win-win!

When he does eventually accept that he was in too deep, he started to take his advances in a more serious manner (I mean he was always being serious but he was not going to hold back anymore). He’s a great listener, so anything that said wanted that was said in passing conversation, expect it to be on your desk with a little sticky note. You had a strong craving for something? What do you know, Dazai brought just enough for both of you to share (and he gave you the bigger portion of it). You want to go see the stars? Sounds like the perfect date night for you two!

That’s how he actually confessed to you, right underneath the stars. It was perfect, you guys were away from everyone, having an amazing time just stargazing. He couldn’t remember the last time he felt this at peace, and you were to thank for that. He knew that while he was risking his life on a daily basis, but you were constantly fighting for yours. You couldn’t even go on a mission with how easy it was for you to get an injury you couldn’t recover from. But he had faith in you and in himself, that he wouldn’t let another person that he cares for perish in front of him. He made that promise to you, and that he would do everything in his power to keep it. He will not fail you

After that night, your dates were usually held at your place, and it ranged from cooking together to having movie nights. You didn’t have to spend money really, you were both fine in the house in each other’s arms. And if you did get sick, you thought he was clingy before, WHEW did it get more intense

You had to push him off of you too many times to count. What part of NO HUGS did this man not get?! You were already suffering, he didn’t need to either. He did try to make this a double suicide opportunity though, and you were not very happy

Was banned from cuddles for 3 weeks straight, it was pure torture for him

You were Dazai’s distraction from this horrible joke he called a life, and he was welcoming of you. He embraced you, never complained about your weakness or anything. You were someone that he can proudly say that he loves, and that won’t ever change

Atsushi

He was so nervous, so scared. He doesn’t even know how to look everyone in the eye, how was he suppose to admit that he started to like you more than a friend?!

Atsushi was in love with you, I mean he was in deep. He couldn’t help it! You’re just so nice, so easy to talk to, always there to give him a pep talk and just keep him in high spirits. It just wasn’t fair what hand life had dealt you. He wanted to spend time with you outside of the office, but due to your delicate situation, he was so scared to. What if the Port Mafia tried to strike and he wasn’t strong enough or quick enough to protect you? He wouldn’t be able to forgive himself if you died because of him. He wouldn’t be able to live-

So he tried (keyword: tried) to spend time with you at work. But with Kunikida on his ass about work, and Dazai being Dazai making his life difficult for his own amusement, made it difficult. Every time he got a chance, before he could even speak a word, someone needed him for something. If he did somehow had the spare time to talk to you, he would either choke or say something that he really meant but chickened out last minute and tried to change it (which was kinda your fault, you like to tease him sometimes too)

“So, um, (Y/N). I remembered that you said you liked that one takeout spot, so if you want I can bring you some back?”

“You would do that for me, Atsushi? Wow, it’s almost like you’re like my boyfriend!”

“Yep, I don’t mind! It makes me happy when you’re hap-w-WAIT HU-“

But besides that, he always checked on your whenever he got back from his missions (even if he was the one injured and bleeding), brought you back small trinkets or food, and always walked you home, not caring if it was out of his way

He hated that you were confined to the office majority of your time working, but he was worried that literally anything could and would happen on his watch, and he didn’t want to risk it. With Kyoka tired of watching him in distress and even Dazai showing a sliver of compassion for him, they helped him set up an inside date

But first, he had to ask you. Dazai wanted him to do some elaborate, over the top, proposal for asking you out (which Atsushi was pretty sure that he just wanted him to panic and embarrass himself) and Kyoka suggested that he gets you tofu (which he was also convinced that she just wanted some again). He decided that he was just going to have to suck it up, and do it himself. He has been through Hell and back, and if he survived that, then he could ask you on a date damn it!

So he finally got some courage, and directly went up to your desk. When you looked up, you flinched back. What was with the intense look in his eyes?! But you realized soon enough when he bowed and asked you to come over for a date. And of course you said yes!

The date was marvelous, and the poor boy was sweating so much you thought he was going to pass out! Whatever Dazai and Kyoka did to the place blew his expectations out of the water. Latern lights strung up along the walls, your favorite meals readied, little messages stuck to the wall made just for you, and the biggest/most comfortable blanket fort that you had ever seen. It sounded so simple, but one look into your eyes and you were overjoyed. He really did mean it that it made him happy that you were happy

He confessed with you snuggled into his side, so anxious yet at ease. Despite everything that he has gone through, you were brave too. You were stuck in that stressful environment, had a body that could quit on you after one bad day, yet you still encouraged him every day, every time you spoke to him after he’s had a bad day, or an encounter with Akutagawa. He was so convinced that he didn’t you, that he didn’t deserve anything good in his life after the abuse he endured at the orphanage. But you didn’t let him believe that for a second, and he’s indebted to you for that

He poured his heart out to you that night, and ever since, he’s been a lot more confident, both in his ability and in himself. You gave him that push in the right direction to trust himself more, and everyone could see the change (Dazai was pretty proud to be honest)

Dates after that were spent at his apartment, relaxing. Once in a blue moon, you guys would go to the arcade where he won you guys matching Tiger phone charms (he was a little embarrassed but he loved you and the charms too much to let it affect him)

If you did become ill, he would panic so bad that you had to bring him back down to Earth while hacking up a lung (not literally but it felt like it). He tries his best, he’s a little shaken because of how distraught he would get due to your fragile body, but he does care for you pretty well. If you need anything, he was too scared to leave you so Kyoka would be his go-to (with the promise of tofu afterwards)

(But don’t worry she’s a little worried for you too)

Atsushi knew he could never forget the horrors that he experienced at the orphanage, but you reminded him of the strength he had to not let it hold him back. He was your hero without a doubt, but you were his in the sense of how strong you really are, and how you didn’t know or believe it when he told you. You became an overall positive influence on his life, and helped him see life a little brighter and more meaningful. He loves you more than you could imagine, and he would continue to prove it to you in everything that he does.

[anomia-sama]

Akutagawa x Reader | Dark Chocolate

Pairing: Ryuunosuke Akutagawa x Reader

Warnings: Gender neutral reader (they/them), probably uncorrect english, curses, verbal aggression. 

Notes: Nobody asked for it, this Headcanon is just my way to wish you a happy St. Valentine’s Day, full of love, warmth and affection; even if you’re single, you deserve to celebrate love. Love for yourself, love for you significant others, love for your life! I hope you’ll enjoy it.

Small reminder: In Japanese tradition, only women give chocolates to men, but I wanted to write a more inclusive Headcanon, so I used Gender Neutral pronouns. There’s a huge difference between Honmei Choco and Giri Choco. The so-called Honmei choco (known as the "true feeling chocolate") is given by women to men whom they have romantic feelings for, like husbands, boyfriends or desired partners. It is a qualitatively better chocolate, and it’s generally quite expensive, but sometimes it can be home-made. The so-called Giri choco (known as "obligation chocolate") is given by women to male co-workers or friends, as a customary gift. It’s cheaper and less refined, but it’s a very apreciated symbol of respect and friendship.

◈ ━━━━━━━━  Headcanon ━━━━━━━━ ◈

Akutagawa is totally clueless about St. Valentine’s day. Seriously, he knows nothing about it! He has no idea of the cultural meanings of February 14th and he doesn’t know much about traditional gifts linked to this celebration.

First of all, he never had time to devote to such a nonsensical feast. And then, he never cared about useless things like romance and love. They’re like profanities to him. 

So, when he sees you offer him an elegant and refined dark red box full of assorted chocolate, he’s a bit confused. Like…what the hell are you doing, exactly? His deep and grey eyes sharpen in a frown, his cheek muscles unconsciously contract, but even in his confusion he looks so cute and adorable at your eyes.

He quietly stares at the box for almost five minutes, exploring every single detail of it, careful not to touch it. It’s a big and rectangular pack, he notices, closed with a thin ribbon, and he doesn’t imagine what it could contain.

It takes a while before Ryuunosuke finds the courage to look at you in the eyes and ask for clarifications. 

“What is it?”

Poor boy. It’s not his fault, he’s just a bit (a lot, actually) ignorant about certain things. 

He notices your bizarre and inexplicable look, that makes his gaze sharpen more and more by the second. His irises linger on your red cheeks, he can see how desperately you try to avoid eye contact and that makes him a little suspicious. Your entire body is shaking, it’s really a weird behavior…

“It’s a…gift. A Valentine’s gift, actually.” You try to explain, with trembling voice.

“A… what?”

Your heart beats so fast, in this moment. You don’t understand if the young man appreciates it or not, he just stands there, right in front of you, with a stern look and crossed arms. An unconquerable stronghold that turns your heart in dust every single time you’re in the same room. 

You don’t even know when you started being so attracted to him, nor when attraction became love. You really thought offer him Honmei Choco was the most natural way to express your feelings and confess to him. But…

“Chocolate, Akutagawa-san. Just chocolate.” You murmur, now embarrassed and quite in panic. You really don’t understand if he’s rejecting you or not.

Being in love with him is a daily challenge. Akutagawa is unpredictable, fierce, a broken soul… and, well, he totally lacks in social skills. You know it, you always knew it, but that doesn’t cushion the blow when it arrives.

“Are you trying to poison me or what?”

Oh god. Is he allergic or something? Does he hate chocolate? What did you do wrong?

Your eyes widen and you finally meet his gaze. He seems angry.

The truth is Akutagawa is not used to kindness. He doesn’t know what it means to receive a gift and something like pure and selfless love, so he just thinks the worst option is the most credible.

“N-No, Akutagawa-san, I could never…” 

“So is this because you failed your last mission? You really think you could corrupt me?”

His voice raises in a rough expression of anger, he makes you feel so small and defenseless. Ryuunosuke totally misunderstands your intentions, but you know you don’t deserve such a treatment, even if you love him and even if he’s your superior.

You put the box on his desk, firmly (because you’re upset, and you got the right to) but gently not to ruin it.

 “I don’t want to disrespect you, Akutagawa-san, you know, or at least you should know, how much I admire you. Think what you want about this gift, I let it here. Now excuse me, I have work to do.”

You get out of his office with fast pace, your eyes shining with tears you proudly don’t cry. 

At the door, you almost bump into Chuuya; the redhead was right there with a raised fist, ready to knock, but you barely notice him. You have rush to walk away.

“...The fuck happened?” He whsipers, following your silhouette with his eyes before enter Akutagawa’s office.

Obviously, the Port Mafia rabid dog has a terrible pout drawn on his face. He’s even more confused than he was before and now he even feels inexplicably weird. His chest is so heavy he’s not sure he can normally breath, his hands are closed in fists.

“Akutagawa.” Chuuya says. 

 “Chuuya-san.” The ravenette murmurs in response, looking at him and trying to mentally come back to his work. He has no time to think about these strange feelings, okay? He has no time to investigate why the hell he suddenly feels so bad.

“Here is a message from the Boss. He wants you to… wohoh! What do we have here?” The redhaired executive notices the box on Akutagawa’s desk and a sly smirk appears on his lips. He looks like knowing a thing or two.

“A box.” Akutagawa answers laconically. What kind of problem do they all have with boxes, today?!

“This is not just a box, man.” Chuuya seems quite intrigued and he delicately opens the box, peeking inside it. His ocean’s eyes widen a little and the older man whistles in appreciation. “My, my…”

“What?”  

“This is the most fucking expensive chocolate in town. The logo is unmistakable, it comes from a famous and refined bakery.” He explains, grinning while he crosses his arms. “From whom is it? I didn’t know you were such a successful Don Juan. No offense.”

Wait, a successful WHAT?!

Akutagawa’s pale cheeks are suddenly touched by a peach colored shade of pink but there’s something in his eyes that suggests Chuuya he not fully understand the situation. The two of them looks at each other for a while, the one with a perturbed expression, the other trying not to laugh. 

It’s Nakahara that breaks the silence: “Seriously, man. It’s St. Valentine’s Day, if you recieve such an expensive gift today, well... you know what it means, don’t you?” 

But, against Chuuya’s expectation, Ryuunosuke perseveres in his silence. The black-coated man starts feeling uncomfortable, realizing he truly has no idea of what the other executive is talking about and rapidly avoids his inquisitive gaze. Akutagawa is clueless, okay, but he’s not stupid at all. He perfectly understands he’s not perfect (someone in his past never missed a chance to remember it to him) and he can recognize his lacks.

Chuuya, on the other hand, he’s quite more understanding than other Port Mafia members, especially when it comes to emotions and feelings. No, obviously he’s not a softie, he just understands a little more human beings and their emotive nature, so when he sees how confused Akutagawa is he sighs in exasperation.

“Man, if someone gives you expensive chocolate on St. Valentine’s Day, it’s because they have feelings for you. They like you that way. It’s a way to confess and, trust me, this is clearly the chocolate box I would only give to someone I fell fucking hard for.” 

First reaction: shock!* 

To our poor Ryuunosuke it’s like receiving a punch right in the stomach. His cloudy eyes widen in surprise and he’s quite sure his not-so-stoned heart lost a beat or two. So… is this the true meaning of your gift? You were trying to confess to him? You wanted to make him feel your affection? You wanted him to feel…loved?

He hisses a curse and slowly hides his face behind his left hand. Shit. He yelled at you. He accused you, just because he never thought he deserves love and affection. 

“So? Whose heart did you broke?” Chuuya jokes, hearing Ryuunosuke swearing.

"Y/n L/n. I asked them if they were trying to corrupt me or poison me.” He admits with a gloomy and yet shocked tone. 

In his defense, he had no idea you could have feelings for him. Let’s be honest: he never cared about certain things, but he’s not blind nor deaf. You are good looking, understanding, kind, diligent, resourceful, supportive. He is...well, he’s a demon. How could he even imagine someone like you falling in love with someone like him?

Chuuya sighs again. 

“You rejected Y/n. Good fucking job, man, only an idiot like shitty Dazai could do something so stupid, you really are his worthy heir.” He says sarcastically. “They gave me chocolate too. But not such an expensive one, so I can assume their feelings are stronger then we can even imagine. Maybe you’re still in time to fix the situation. If you’re interested, of course. Are you?” 

His final question sounds definetly like an insinuation and a provocation at the same time. Akutagawa narrows his feral gaze in Chuuya’s direction, meeting his allusive smirk. 

He doesn’t say a single word. But he knows the answer. 

Later that night, you come back from your daily mission. A successful mission, you want to specify, just to prove yourself (and someone else) you don’t need to corrupt your superior, because you’re the best in your job. Failure can occur, of course, but it’s a true rarity for you. 

You just endend report to the Boss himself when you see a familiar shape standing in the corridor, next to one of the polychrome windows. 

Your steps hesitate, you’re still upset and embarassed so you’re not in the right mood to face Akutagawa again, but just a second later you see he’s holding your chocolate box. 

You just stop your walk, a couple of meters separate you from the man and despite distance you can see how nervous he is. 

“Dark chocolate.” He suddenly says. “Dark chocolate is my favourite. But I didn’t know it before tasting one of each kind in this box.”

He avoids your gaze and his words kinda hurt you. He never tasted different kind of chocolate before today?

“The box is still full. I...I thought, maybe... sharing such a good chocolate with you would be a good idea.” 

“It would be nice.” You say softly. “Dark chocolate is my favourite too.” 

Your voice is trembling again. You didn’t like at all the way he treated you some hours ago, but you can see in his gesture how hard he’s trying to remediate.

“I have to apologize.” He suddenly says, and your e/c eyes widens with emotion and surprise. You perfectly know how hard is to say sorry, for a man like him, but he did it. He really did it.

“No matter what you say, I have to.” He continues. “I just... had no idea. I’m not used to all of this, and probably I’m not wort-”

“Please, don’t say that.” You firmly interrupt him and he finally looks at you. 

“That’s not true. I made you the gift you deserve. And I...”

Now or never, Y/n. Now or never. 

“ ...If you let me, I will give you the love you deserve, too.” 

Ryuunosuke needs some time to process what you said. He stays there, his eyes in yours, incredulous. Now he feels even more guilty about the way he treated you. 

How is it possible? Even after that, you still have feelings for him? Even if he yelled at you, even if he’s nothing more than a cruel and merciless rabid dog?

The silence between the two of you is dense and heavy, but not as much as your breath. He doesn’t say a word, again, and you have no idea of what to do. You did your best, today, and more. 

But, you know, Akutagawa is not a word man. He doesn’t know well how to verbally express his feelings, he’s instinctive, a man of action.

“Can I kiss you, Y/n?” 

Honestly, he thinks it’s kinda weird to ask something like that. But Chuuya always says consent is important and Ryuunosuke is a quiet learner. He doesn’t want to desrespect you, ever again. 

You are so surprised to hear this question, and yet so happy, your eyes are filled with tears. So...does he accept your feelings? And even return them? 

You slowly nod in affirmation, walking at his direction, and just a second later you wrap your arms around his body in a strong hug he tries to return properly. He’s a bit tense and awkward, but he holds you very tight. 

And then he does it. 

He presses his lips against yours, not gently, not softly, but with the quiet and passionate desperation of someone always yerned for love.

Yes, Akutagawa is totally clueless about love, St. Valentine’s Day, affection, human feelings. Totally clueless.

But he will learn, with you by his side. He will. 

* Sorry, only Italian readers will fully understand this, but I had to.

[dazedbydazai]

If possible can i request a either Scenario or headcanon about chuuya dazai and kunikida about spending a week end with them just fluff or anything You want feel free to ignore if You are busy btw love you💖💕

Hi!! I decided to do hcs for this and also made reader their s/o~ Thank you for requesting and I love you too, anon! ☺❤

Spending the weekend w/ their s/o

➳ Nakahara Chuuya

You and Chuuya always look forward to the weekend.

It's the time that you could both be together for a whole day or two without interruptions.

Chuuya always makes sure that he won't be summoned over the weekend, unless it's really urgent.

He has already planned to stay at home with you, just watching your favorite movies/series, making food, or just lounging around all day.

But sometimes, Chuuya would want to take you someplace far away from all the stress that you experience on a daily basis.

He'd take you to your favorite restaurants, or a quick trip to the beach maybe? It all depends on your mood.

He'd also take you shopping if you wanted to (he likes to spoil you like that).

Chuuya will focus all his attention on you, since he's been craving this comfort and relaxation for the whole week.

To top off your weekend, Chuuya would take you to a beautiful clearing and just stargaze with you.

You'd sit in front of him, his arms wrapped securely around your waist and his chin resting on your shoulder.

"Did you have fun today, Y/N?"

You hum in response and look up at the sky, "This is the best, Chuuya."

"I'm glad," Chuuya says as he pecks your cheek. "I wish we could stay like this forever."

You nod and place your hands on top of his, "I'll be happy as long as you're with me."

You could feel his heartbeat sync with yours as he takes your chin and turns your head to face him.

"That's what I was thinking," He smiles. "I will love you forever, princess."

It's a great way to end the night, with Chuuya's lips on yours, as you kiss underneath the starry night sky.

➳ Dazai Osamu

Weekends with Dazai are spent lying in bed all day, your arms wrapped around each other, as you get the sleep that you deserve.

Dazai knows just how stressful your week went and he wasn't gonna lie, he was also pretty stressed out.

He loves the weekends because he'd get to spend the whole two days with you, no distractions, no work.

not like he gets any work done anyway

It's just you and him, away from the stress and ugliness of the world.

You'd get him to watch some movies with you but it would just end up as background noise because you're falling asleep again.

Dazai finds it endearing and he loves it when you rest your head on his shoulder or chest

You're both content with this.

You don't really need to go someplace else because you're happy to be with Dazai like this.

When night falls, you'll see Dazai bringing some cushions and blankets with him to your living room.

"What are you doing?" You ask, kind of amused, as you see him working hard to make it look neat and comfy.

He'll simply motion for you to come over and you settle on the space beside him.

"I wanted to build a fort earlier but I failed so here we are," He smiles as he pulls you in his embrace.

Dazai idly plays with your hair and plants a kiss on the top of your head.

"Being with you like this is the best reward after a tiring week," Dazai says as he lays down and looks at the ceiling.

You lay down with him and start talking about different things. You even made plans for your next weekend together and you couldn't be more excited.

This is how your weekend usually goes, you and Dazai just laze around all day.

But if you'd like to go somewhere, Dazai will definitely accompany you.

All that matters is that his belladonna is happy.

➳ Kunikida Doppo

Of course Kunikida has your entire weekend already planned out.

But does it go accordingly to his schedule? Not all the time.

He had planned to go to a flea market with you and you were up for it.

But he hasn't anticipated that you would take a lot of time going through each of the merchandise.

You were also caught up in talking to the vendors and asking for discounts and such.

At one point, your attention got caught by a bunch of puppies at a nearby café and you immediately went over to play with them.

And there goes his schedule for the day.

But seeing your smile and hearing your laughter as one of the dogs licked your cheek, Kunikida couldn't help the smile that tugged on his lips.

And so he's closing his notebook and tucking it away, deciding to just go with the flow for once.

Kunikida loves your carefree attitude and bright personality that's why he lets you drag him along the rest of the way.

You'd stop by a few more stores, not really buying anything but just simply admiring things.

But once you see something that's on sale, you bet that Kunikida would buy it and brag about how much you've saved.

And you loved that part of him.

He was strict and methodical but with you he was a little more loose.

You love how he puts you first and how honest he is with his emotions towards you.

"I had a lot of fun today Kuni," You smile at him as you take a sip of your drink. Kunikida brought you to your favorite restaurant and it was the best way to end the night.

"I'm sorry we couldn't stick to your schedule though," You pout as you reach a hand out to him.

Kunikida shakes his head and laces his fingers with yours.

"That's okay," Again, he's so honest with you and you can see it in his eyes, and the small smile on his lips as he says, "We didn't need that anyway. I'm just happy I got to spend this weekend with you."

[osamiiya]

Pet names I like to believe the BNHA 1-A boys would call me (1)

Pairings; Bakugou x reader, Kirishima x reader, Kaminari x reader, Midoriya x reader (separate)

Warnings: Cursing, fluff. Kirishima is aged up.

A/n I was having a bad day so I wrote this to cheer me up, sorry if it's not the best quality :(, and reader has the same quirk as Chuuya from Bungou stray dogs but modified a little.

(2) Todoroki Shoto, Hanta Sero, Iida Tenya

Bakugou Katsuki

In public/ daily: Dumbass (but make it affectionate) and other "insults".

When he's tired, worried, or being affectionate: doll(face).

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"Hey, dumbass" Bakugou plops onto the bed besides you, intertwining his left hand with your right, and pulling out his phone as you work on homework.

It hadn't been a good day, you felt overwhelmed with balancing school, social life, and hero work. Bakugou noticed the tears rolling down your cheeks before you even registered you were crying.

"Hey hey, look at me" His red eyes are worried and wide with alarm as he wipes tears away.

You gently turn your head away from Bakugou, letting out an embarrassed chuckle.

"Sorry, don't know why I'm crying."

He nods and pulls you into his chest.

"You don't have to tell me anything, doll."

You both lay there for a while, just resting and healing from the day's work, he smelt like colonge, caramel and smoke. Overall just, Bakugou.

Kirishima Eijiro

I'm public/daily: Babe, sweetheart

When he's tired, worried, or being affectionate: Darling

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Winter shopping with Kirishima was always fun. The lights, ambiance, and the fact that the love of your like was right next to you through it all.

"Babe, babe, look at this." He leads you through the crowd on the street to a large Christmas tree in the middle of the outdoor mall.

"It's beautiful" You smile, admiring the lights.

"Hey darling?" Came Kirishima's slightly wavering voice from your right.

You turn around to find him on one knee, hands shaking ever so slightly.

"Make me the happiest person on earth?" He gives you a slightly nervous smile.

Kirishima forgets he was ever nervous when you nod vigorously and get on your knees hugging him.

Kaminari Denki

In public/ daily: Gorgeous, babe, princess

When he's tired, worried, or being affectionate: Bug (but make it cute), kitten

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"Ready kitten?" Denki smiles as the music swells.

"Your electric love!" Denki sang out, slightly out of tune as he twirls you around.

You laughed, all thoughts of your failed test disappeared from your head.

When you first broke down in Denki's arms over a failed test, sobbing about how hard you worked, and for nothing, his heart cracked a little, a lump forming in his throat at your body wracking heaves.

He soothed you with back rubs and whispered jokes followed with a kiss on the temple.

When your sobs calmed to the occasional sniffle and stray tear, Denki pulled you up off his bed where the two of you had cuddled, and plugged his phone into a speaker you had gifted him for his birthday.

"Candy, she's sweet like candy in my veins..."

he holds out his hand, an invite to dance.

You smile and let him pull you off the bed and into his chest, inhaling deeply, visibly relaxing at his familiar smell.

He swayed back and forth, singing off key on purpose to make you laugh, smiling fondly at you as you throw your head back in laughter at his antics.

You continue swaying as the songs switch, the atmosphere calm, except the occasional line that Denki would sing out.

"Love you buggy, I'm so proud of you."

Midoriya Izuku

In public/ daily: Darling, dear, peach

When he's tired, worried, or being affectionate: Sweet

(I think Midoriya would also call you a nickname from like an inside joke- hense the "peach", also bc you're pretty as a peach.)

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"Hey dear, could you repeat the last part you just said?" He called out from a couple feet away as you demonstrated your quirk for him.

"Yeah, basically if I use my quirk too much, I get dizzy spells, which sucks because sometimes I'll be in the air."

You threw up a rock, taking away it's gravity as you jumped and kicked it, changing it's gravity and making it heavier than it was as it crashed into the floor.

"So you're like Uraraka?" Deku questioned, looking up from his notebook.

You nod "it's similar, but I can only change the gravity on an object I touch, while Uraraka can take away the gravity, and she can make a larger number of things float at once."

He nodded, getting up and walking towards you embracing you.

"You're so cool. Come 'ere" He sighed into your hair, causing a faint blush on your cheeks.

"Oh, hardly, I almost couldn't beat Bakugou in a fight." You snort.

Midoriya laughs a little "In my eyes, you're the best."

"Better than All might?"

"Don't push it."

[midnight-strays]

Omggg what about sister Headcanons for them like older or a smaller sister.(You can pick any character)

//So many of these precious characters need the guidance of an older sister, so let’s do older sister headcanons! I could so do this for like, majority of the characters. As an older sister myself, all I wanna do is help these poor souls XD I may have gotten a little carried away here.

Atsushi Nakajima

As the older sister of Atsushi, it would be easy to compare your life to taking a burning stroll through hell. It wasn’t easy, having to watch on as your little brother is beaten for reasons he didn’t know or understand. You barely understood yourself, but you did try to take care of him to the best of your ability.

After leaving the orphanage, the two of you wandered together for a bit before eventually, Atsushi took it upon himself to keep you safe from the ‘tiger’ following him and left you. You looked up and down for him but to no avail, he was always on the run and because he was always running, there was no telling how far he would get in a day, what turn he would have made and if he was even alive anymore.

You had a better grasp as to what was wrong with him now, understood he was an ability user- you had heard of them during your time on the streets but wasn’t sure how to explain it to him, so you kept it to yourself for now. You’ve regretted that decision every day since because maybe, just maybe, your baby brother wouldn’t have run off the way he did.

You just thought for sure that while together, you had done enough for him to feel safe with you. You gathered as much food as you could- though it wasn’t much- you were more willing to steal than he was, kept him as warm as you could, told him stories you’d made up in your head to help him sleep and even stayed up at night to ease his mind about the tiger returning, despite you knowing that it was in fact him that was the tiger.

It was months after he ran off that you met again. Atsushi was on a job, nothing serious, and you were running down the street, still in ragged clothes and holding a loaf of bread close to your chest. You weren’t looking where you were going for a spit second, looking back to see if you were still being chased, only to run right into the boy, knocking him to the ground and making you drop the bread.

The both of you immediately sprung into apologising to each other, helping each other up before finally making eye contact. As much as I’d like to say you threw yourself at him and the two of you hugged in the middle of the street, the guy chasing you caught up and pulled you back by the collar of your shirt, yelling at you about stealing form him and how he was going to report you to the police and everything.

Atsushi almost threw himself at the man but quickly put two and two together when he saw the bread on the ground. Taking responsible action, he calmed the man down and paid for the bread to get you out of trouble and once everything was taken care of, he took you by the hand and brought you elsewhere, where you finally held on tight to each other, quietly weeping to each other about how much you’d missed each other.

From there, he takes you back to his apartment so you can get cleaned up and things go from there.

Being his older sister means lecturing him whenever he doesn’t take care of himself properly because he doesn’t exactly know how to or because he’s been too stressed out or distracted to do so. It means being scared for his safety often because he’s constantly dealing not only with the mafia but other dangerous people who could hurt him. It’s being so proud of the new skills he’s developing, the control he has over his ability and him finally finding people he can trust aside from yourself. It also means putting up with Osamu Dazai on the Daily because ‘Hey, Atsushi has a cute older sister.’

I don’t really think Atsushi would allow his older sister to join the ADA and would maybe insist she get a job in the café downstairs as it would be safer but still close to him. He feels like he should be the one protecting you because of what he does now. He knows he’s capable of taking care of you.

This does not, by any means, mean that you don’t treat him like your baby brother. This is the kind of relationship where you’ll openly be affectionate towards him in front of everyone, lecture him in front of others and so on. Embarrassing older sister anyone? I also see you bringing him lunch whenever he forgets or you’re feeling generous (which makes Dazai swoon and beg you to bring him lunch sometime- before asking you to commit a double suicide with him)

Oh for the record, Atsushi isn’t one to get too grumpy with Dazai, not openly at least, but he does get really fed up with him asking you to commit suicide with him all the time though so he has been seen passively telling Dazai off.

It’s a very loving relationship, the two of you supporting each other in ways you always have in the past, but now with the benefits of being able to eat properly, stay warm and healthy and not need to rely on each other to survive another day of hell, because every day isn’t hell anymore.

Kyoka Izumi

If Kyoka was to have an older sister, she’d be reasonably older, perhaps a stepsister that wasn’t around when their parents died. I imagine she would have been studying abroad or something of the sort, so by the time she arrived to be there for her baby sister, Kyoka was already gone.

This would leave you searching for her for years. Missing posters, private detectives, constantly bothering the police, asking if they had any leads yet and so on.

You would end up broke, exhausted, possibly depressed and unbelievably desperate, so much, that you would take one last chance at reaching out for help. The police had recommended the Armed Detective Agency to you after pestering them repeatedly, but you had been sceptical.

You still were after seeing them. They seemed quite… unorthodox. Not a very professional bunch but then again, they seemed to be focused on making sure the dramatic brunette left you alone.

That was last year and even they didn’t seem to come up with anything, so you slowly began to lose hope.

You didn’t find out that they had found Kyoka until after she had officially joined the Armed Detective Agency and you’d just about choked Dazai out for waiting so long to call you until Fukazawa explained their reasoning to you.

After that, you were a sobbing mess, in the middle of the office, just holding onto your little sister who seemed oh so unsure of how to feel. She had thought for sure that you had forgotten about her, that you’d not even bothered searching for her and continued on with your life. It took her a while, but she too broke down, more so from relief than anything else, as she had someone who actually loved her by her side.

You would be so grateful towards Atsushi for everything he had done for Kyoka, he was the reason she was still alive after all. This was after managing to sit through the explanation of what’s been going on for the last few years.

This being said, it was no big surprise that you, Kyoka and Atsushi started going out places together, having a good time and experiencing the many amazing things in life that they and even you had missed out on over the years.

I totally reckon Kyoka’s big sister would totally take Atsushi in as a lil brother or something thanks to all he’s done for the girl.

Alone time with Kyoka would often involve eating. The both of you are foodies and share a love for crepes. Your time together isn’t just spent eating though. It’s full of kept promises, getting to know each other again, teaching each other new things and rebuilding a bond that was never given a chance to bloom in the past.

Much like she does with the ADA, she looks to you for guidance since she doesn’t know how to live a normal life anymore, but she’s bound to adjust quickly.

You offer to take her away with you, away from the mafia and the ADA, but she insists on staying, leaving you to settle down in town so she can continue to stay with Atsushi and the others, keeping a close eye on her and giving her a place to live so she isn’t crowding Atsushi.

Chuuya Nakahara

Chuuya was a loner from the start, so you’re not his actual sister. Instead, you’re the one who found him on his own and offered him a hand up. Sure, he didn’t exactly trust you at first but over time, the two of you came to rely on each other and eventually formed a sibling bond. If someone asked if you were siblings, the answer was quite simple. Yes.

Even while you were members of Sheep, you, being relatively high rank thanks to Chuuya becoming the leader, the two of you remained closer than anyone else. You could see Chuuya, in a way, liked being relied on, gave him a purpose. You were of course, proud of his strength, but also a little concerned over the dangers that came with the Port Mafia fighting with the Sheep constantly. Of course, you were just as much of a delinquent teenager as anyone else was, but you didn’t want your little brother on the front lines like that.

Honestly, you’re concerned about him most of the time until he joins the Port Mafia. Whether you join or not doesn’t make too much of a difference to your relationship. If you don’t join, Chuuya would insist you receive the Mafia’s protection as a condition to him joining their ranks. If you do join, he insists you stay by his side.

I doubt you’d become an executive unless you’re able to develop quite the amount of skill like Dazai or have an ability that is of great value. You need to be ruthless to be an executive and I don’t quite see Chuuya being okay with you changing so drastically. He’s always been this way, while you’ve been softer, kind, helping those around you when they need it. So, you’d most likely end up a subordinate, but still ranking quite highly.

You’re not allowed around Dazai without Chuuya there and even then, he doesn’t want you around Dazai. Chuuya would rather die than allow Dazai to lay a hand on you. Not only because he sees him as a complete asshole who should kill himself already, but because he understands that Dazai is an incredibly dangerous, deceptive guy who can and will hurt you if he needs to. (Dazai would never hurt you).

You hate it when he uses Corruption. Seeing him or just hearing about him losing control in such a way hurts you deep down because you know that he could easily die after taking a whole lot of lives. You have slapped Dazai for being careless while he was in that form too. If something were to happen to your brother while they were together, and it could have been prevented, you will blame Dazai.

Despite this, you’re both heavily impacted by Dazai’s disappearance, but you step up to help your little brother handle his anger (mostly about his exploded car) and even became his new partner on important missions. Meaning, yes, you became an executive.

Do the two of you drink wine together? Hell, yes you do. It’s how you relax, unwind from all the stress of the mafia. It’s time for you two of open up to each other and reminisce about the past, even if it did suck.

You take care of him to the best of your ability, even if he is stronger than you in so many ways. He won’t say it out loud but you are his rock. He needs you to keep him grounded. If anything were to happen to his big sister, the one he relied on so much to get by, he wouldn’t be able to cope.

Days off are almost always spent together. Treating each other out to lunch, getting drinks, buying new clothes, and just acting like normal people. You’re both very ready to jump into action if need be, whether it’s against criminals, targets or just assholes getting in your way. Chuuya also doesn’t tolerate guys flirting with you. No one is good enough for you. In return, you tend to cockblock him when he meets someone because two can play at that game.

While being Chuuya’s older sister, you don’t always get to see him or act as an older sister to him. Actually, a lot of your time while you can’t be together and you’re not doing your own thing, is spent on Akutagawa and Gin. Having had a rough childhood, somewhat like theirs, you take it upon yourself to try guide them in the right direction and even too over Akutagawa’s training. Needless to say, you were a lot easier on him than Dazai was, but it was too late to make much of an impact on him. Gin, however, was easier, so you kinda have a younger sister now too. Aku is you new lil bro, he just doesn’t know it.

You and Chuuya don’t rely too heavily on each other. Well, you do but you don’t. You need each other, no doubt, but you can cope on your own as long as you know the other is okay. You don’t want Mori finding out about how much you guys need each other because while you’re both completely and utterly loyal to the man, you both are very aware that he is a bad man who can and will manipulate situations to his advantage.

So, just a headcanon of mine- obviously, but I feel like the two of you could share a penthouse apartment of sorts. Absolute comfort considering the money you both make and all that Jazz. You both have your own large rooms, your own bathrooms and all that, but you’re always close. Your rooms aren’t far from each other, you sit across from each other at the dinner table, sit right next to each other when watching tv and occasionally, when one is having a hard time sleeping, you’ll curl up beside each other to help ease you both into sleep, feeling safe in each other’s presence.

[diverse-hearts-ocs-a]

Time Skip for @frozcnlight

Broken toys were no fun but sometimes it was required. To get to the results that he wished to accomplish, the test subjects needed to be modified - broken down but with the body strength to survive the various tests. Honestly, people may look towards him and see him as insane but he wished only to reach the same heights as a God. Humanity’s next evolutionary state. Why else would they be given access to these abilities? The research into what abilities were and just why some people gained access to them and others didn’t, it was still such a new field and he would do everything in his power to crack this mystery once and for all. The mafia had its benefits and Mirans betrayal opened the gates to all that research to have been placed on hold for so long. 

Perhaps this was the reason as to why they’d survived the explosion all those years ago. He’d been foolish to believe that only himself and Miran had survived. The clone had been at the centre of the explosion but he had never known just where Chuuya fit into the picture. He dimly recalled the boy trying to help Miran to escape - but what had happened that day? Had he found the clone instead? Had he somehow caused some type of reaction to occur - despite still being in the early stages of his own tests? A lot of questions remained over the events of that fateful day but the answers weren’t too important. He had more than enough to continue with his research - additional help even - and a new test to carry out. Cloning was a difficult and timely process and the clone of Miran who laid sleeping in the cell before him, she could be seen as a miracle. Only she and one other had ever been successful and so modifying cells and DNA and transferring that between his lab rats seemed to be the safer and quickest method of testing. Chuuya had already shown how his own ability and Mirans had taken root inside him.

And so this was how the cycle would begin - a year of misery for some and large leaps in science for others. It wasn’t as though money had been Kyran’s motivation when he’d started this but he needed the funds to continue with his work and so, as long as the results kept coming and he was left to his own devices, more sponsors meant more funds for himself and Port Mafia. There were two main desires from such sponsors - that was the ability to create weapons, abilities that could be used for their own purposes, to win the tide of war and the means on which to control said abilities if there happened to be any issues. Of course, Kyran didn’t care much for war, but the results could still prove useful for his own desires. Reaching the height of the Gods. If it were possible, he’d find it. He’d captured a god before, harnessed it’s powers - it was just a matter of time before the key would be revealed. 

A girl, no older than perhaps thirteen or fourteen sat on a bench that stood to the back of the room, sipping on a juice box as a woman by her side silently took some blood samples. The girls attention was focused on her father, watching in curiosity as he looked at some slides under a microscope, two of his assisstants standing to either side of him. She enjoyed when this happened, when she got to witness her father’s work in person like this - Yet, there had been this growing annoyance lately. Ever since she’d meet her original...no wait Miran was a clone too...then why was she made if her father already had a child? Though, Miran hadn’t seemed so happy at the suggestion of Kyran being her father. There was a lot that the girl didn’t understand. Usually, she was happy to be of help. Her entire life had been here inside these walls, poked and prodded almost everyday, her ability tested now and then and with small rewards that let her know she really enjoyed sweet things - but what was all this for? Never before had these questions really come to mind. Why should it? Kyran kept her away from the more questionable side of experiments and meeting Miran had been a mistake too - but once made he couldn’t keep them apart as Mia would insist on meeting with Miran as one of her rewards for when tests had been passed. 

Lately, these requests had begun to be turned down, making the girl worry about the reasoning behind such. Sometimes, she tried to sneak into the deeper parts of the lab that she was banned from entering. Some nights, she thought she could hear screams or cries for help...but she’d write them all off as nightmares. She had to. All she had in this world was her father...well...that’s all she had until this year...until she’d met Miran...until her eyes had slowly been opened to how wrong all of this may be. Yet, she displayed none of these thoughts out loud. She was still the same quiet and curious girl that her father wished her to be, passing tests as required. With a small smile, she thanked the nurse by her side and shifted off the bench, walking over to the nearby computer screens, moving the mouse to bring up the camera feeds. Miran seemed to be sleeping, the usual young male sitting by her side, also looking like he may have fallen asleep. The girl didn’t know that one - she only had met Shirase and Miran - but since both had talked about one name she guessed that one was Chuuya. 

“Mia?”, as always when she got too curious, her father was quick to turn off the delays and pull her gently away from the screens, “If your examinations are done then you should go and rest…” “Can I visit Miran?” “Maybe later. As you saw, she’s sleeping right now”. The girl wanted to protest but knew better, so she just turned and walked out with the nurse that had been taking the blood samples. A lot could change in a year and yet the girl still wasn’t sure who to trust in or what she was supposed to do. Was she really created just for test purposes? Was she loved? What even was love?

The year had been one full of various experiences - none all too pleasant either. Chuuya, he found it hard at first to accept that the girl he’d fought so hard to protect all those years ago, wasn’t this Miran - but that he’d failed to help her at all - that he’d fled from that explosion and left her here to suffer on her own for as long as she had. Had she been sleeping this entire time? Did she realise the pain that Kyran continued to inflict on others? They’d been so young and maybe he should be excused for running, for being afraid..as he was just a child. What child wouldn’t want to be free from the place that housed his many nightmares? Yet, he’d fled back to the very same parents to have sold him in the first place. To them, his ability was nothing but a curse - he could heal but it also inflicted wounds on himself - a sign of it’s evil origins...according to them. If only they had any idea of how things had changed now. If they could see the monster that their son would be twisted into becoming, perhaps they would have left him out on the streets to rot, or sold him once more to the highest bidder. 

How he wished he could still be that same child. That child that had fire in their soul, that would have died to protect those dear to him...it wasn’t like he didn’t try still. Some of the worse injuries he’d had over the last few months was from suddenly attacking the lab assistant or Kyran himself. Daichi was the worst to deal with - he could inflict rather serious injuries without a weapon, could leave burns that would make you burn with a fever for days. It was better for him if he sat back and gathered his energy but whenever Miran or Shirase were injured infront of him, something inside would snap and he’d just move, almost on instant, almost as though something inside took control for those few vital moments - 

He sighed, reaching up to twirl a section of Miran’s hair between his fingers. He had been sleeping but had moved over to her side of the cell, healing some of her wounds before just watching over her. He seemed to heal quicker now too - he had no idea when that had started but sometimes he could heal Shirase and Miran almost completely before it would get too much for him. Over the last twelve months, they had all gone through such hell. He was trying to hold onto the believe that they’d be able ot break out of here soon….but would they survive to see that day? 

They’d been through a lot. He and Miran had their abilities pushed to their limits rather often, though separate, the new ability that was copied from Miran still proving to be something difficult to control. There was a special type of room that was used for those type of experiments, where gases filled the air, designed to weaken or strength as required, designed to inflict pain whenever you tried to fight back against the drugs that shut your brain down into almost automatic mode. Pain and the promise of being released from that pain - it seemed to be the main way in which Kyran pushed them past their limits - though when it came to his healing ability… That one required no pushes. He’d often find himself trying to heal those that he or Miran would have struck down earlier in the day or week. They were supposed to be weapons and as such, they’d be forced to strike down other victims in the facility that were seen as failures. Not daily, but enough that the scent of blood always seemed to hang over them. Enough that they were seen as the monsters that Kyran painted them to be. It was rather hard to hold onto the belief that he deserved something better than this - so he focused on Miran and Shirase and his old friend. He needed to stay alive in order to let them all live the life that they deserved. Yet - he’d have his off days. He’d have his breakdowns, his nightmares. Days when he wouldn’t allow anyone near him out of fear of hurting them by accident. He was trying to take on the weight of the world but honestly, lately, he’d been looking forward to the numb feeling that took over whenever he was drugged. The chance to shut off from the world, to ignore the true horror that he was stuck in. He hadn’t mentioned that feeling to anyone though but maybe they could already tell. 

Shirase - he hadn’t got out of this lightly, though while Chuuya and Miran seemed to constantly be pushed to their limits in order to improve their abilities - he seemed to be losing control of his own. It wasn’t as though he’d ever been proud of the ability that he’d managed to have - it was usual but also rather draining but now that it seemed to be fading, he wasn’t sure on how to feel about it all. This was a part of him...a part of who he was and yet lately he’d been unable to use it at all. Maybe it was down to this new feeling that had been growing deep inside - almost like the sensation of pins and needles just constantly there, making his skin feel as though it was crawling sometimes. So much crap had been injected into him, he had scars from surgeries that he’d rather not think too much on and there was just this constant feeling of being drained of energy that he was unable to shake off. Sure, anyone would be exhausted when they were subjected to various tortures on an almost daily basis but even when adrenaline was flowing, he just wanted to pass out and never wake up again. 

And yet, there he was, sitting in this stupid chair, wires attached to various pads over his chest as machines read over vitals, his gaze falling towards where a certain blonde woman floated inside one of the clear cylinders. Where Chuuya and Miran taken in here often? Did they have to watch that same sleeping face? If they did, were they thinking the same as he did? How to wake her? How to get them out from this place? Attacks to the scientists had only resulted in more pain or food being withdrawn for days on end, the stomach pains worse than anything he’d ever felt while living on the streets. 

That same wave of cold stuck to his skin - another fun symptom to add to his ever growing list. The scars to run up the length of one arm were also another side effect - Chuuya seemed unable to heal him anymore, a fact that was pretty darn hard to keep hidden with how often the rags he called clothes seemed to get destroyed. He had to wonder if perhaps he was reaching his own limits. If this shit kept going on for much longer he wasn’t too sure how he’d be. This new sensation was annoying. He’d spend night curled up under his blankets, scratching so hard at his skin that he’d cause his arms to bleed pretty often. Other times he was so cold that he honestly though he’d freeze to death - and wouldn’t have minded that to have been his fate either. 

The last fight he’d got in with Daichi had left a rather painful burn - he’d gone such a long ass time without giving up his fear of fire and yet that one little instant had caused him to panic, a lot more than he knew he should have - but at least he’d got in a few stabs of his own before he’d been drugged and dragged here for monitoring. The drugs in his system just added to that overall numbness that surrounded his entire body, that made him feel like his skin was crawling - yet they were trapped here...how much longer could they hold on like this? 

They needed to find a way out and...well he was working on the details. They needed to bring both the original Miran and Mia with them too - and that was just going to make this even harder. But if they stayed here for much longer, what would happen? Would they still be themselves? He didn’t know how much time had passed since they’d been taken here but he could pretty well tell he was quickly beginning to lose this daily battle. It felt so strange. To feel like an alien within your own skin. 

A few hours later and he was finally flopping onto the small pile of blankets that he tended to sleep in more than the rock hard beds they had. He’d grabbed one to wrap around his form before walking over to where Chuuya laid sleeping, head in his arms beside Miran, Shirase glancing towards the girl with a small smile, “Hey...hows it been?”. He hadn’t been back in this room for a few days now and yet he could clearly smell the scent of blood that seemed to constantly surround his friends, blood and chemicals - their new normal within this hell hole. “Have you seen Mia? Have you tried to talk with her?”. He still wasn’t sure if they could trust her or not but if they wanted out they needed a bit of inside help - that and well Miran had more or less adopted the child now so there didn’t seem to be a way in which they could leave her out of this mess, even if they had wanted to. 

[bungouimagines]

chuuya in a secret relationship with mori's secretary (female preferable).

Ooh, saucy. ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°) Juuust kidding. Here you go! I know it’s a bit short, but I hope you enjoy it!

The One Where Chūya Dates a Port Mafia Secretary

They met just before a typical “meeting of the minds”: only that time, Chūya ended up being a tad bit later than usual. He didn’t notice it at first, all he had done was initiate the usual secretary-to-client conversation. But there was something special about this secretary, something that drew him to her more so than any of Mori’s non-discernible (and questionably lolicon) aides. 

He talked with her a lot longer than he had anticipated that day.

“You do realize there’s a meeting that started five minutes ago, right Mr. Nakahara?”

He could see that she was laughing at him, covering her mouth slightly as she did. The way her smile tugged on just one side of her lip was…rather cute.

“Mr. Nakahaaaara? Earth to Mr. Nakahara?”

He stuttered and caught himself staring, apologizing profusely, he dashed into the Boss’s chambers and slammed the doors behind him. The other heads of the Port Mafia looked at him with mirth in their eyes.

They started dating shortly after that.

It was pure bliss: just having someone on the inside to vent to, someone who understood what stress the Port Mafia can create, someone to walk home with at the end of a long night’s worth of work.

They took their time initially, ensuring that the two of them had their lines drawn when it came to information. They were in a business where secrets were customary, after all. But once the wine glasses started flowing and the two enjoyed a number of giggly dinners together, they began to open up in a way neither of them expected.

Not that there wasn’t drama…

Mori’s secretaries were known for being targeted by invading forces. After all, they knew their boss’s schedule, his contacts, and sometimes even his sleep patterns. This annoyed Chūya to no end sometimes; sure, she could easily fend for herself. She was a trained member of the Port Mafia, but that wouldn’t prevent all workplace injuries, and a certain vanguard of the Mafia didn’t have the patience for that. 

There would be hell to pay if someone laid a hand on her. 

She’d often come home tired more than anything. Rival groups didn’t attempt to infiltrate headquarters like that too often, and on nights where she’d stumble through the door and yawn into her greetings, Chūya loved to have dinner ready on the table or promise a backrub when he got home from work himself.

No one objected to their relationship, most members had a general idea of it but kept quiet out of respect. Higuchi scoffed when she first heard, but got over it once she saw how happy her colleagues were together; a pleasantry most Mafia members never got to experience themselves. Mori, ever-wary of the things he shares with his secretaries, keeps a steady eye on their relationship, and teases his lieutenant mercilessly whenever he gets the chance.

And when they had time alone…it was bliss.

Mori’s office wasn’t a busy one, and his secretaries always kept the various God’s Eye cameras in mind when they went about their daily duties. 

The two would occasionally meet up right in the office they had met…sometimes even on top of the very desk they held their first semblance of a conversation at.

Though, for subtleties sake, they’d normally go out for a nice dinner after work, drink a fair amount of wine and giggle the day’s worth of work away, then head home and…relieve some stress.

[bungou-stray-dogs-indulgences]

Your blog is great :D anyway, may I have hcs for Dazai, Chuuya, Akutagawa, Atsushi, and Ranpo with their s/o that use wheelchair because of their disability? Thanks :D

Why thank you, I’m glad that you like my blog! (And thank you for taking the time to clarify what kind of wheelchair when I asked, I appreciate it!)

Dazai Osamu

Dazai probably enjoys the fact that you’re on wheels a little too much. As long as you’re not endangered by his doing so, he often gets a bit… acrobatic while he’s pushing you around. It’s not uncommon to catch Dazai sprinting through the ADA’s hallways, the back grips of your wheelchair grasped tight in his fists, squealing around corners as he has you time how fast the two of you can circle the building. He’s also been known to tip you back, testing how long he can make a wheelie last.

You have no idea where he got the thing, and you probably don’t want to know, but soon Dazai has a wheelchair of his own, polished and ready for tomfoolery. Despite the fact that you’ve been in a wheelchair for a long time before your boyfriend broke this one out, Dazai is convinced that he can maneuver one better than you. At every opportunity, Dazai pulls out the thing and challenges you to a wheelchair race. No hill is too steep, no back alley is too complicated, and no street is too crowded to be the site of an impromptu relay. No matter whether he wins or loses, there’s always a twinkle in Dazai’s eyes as you reach the finish line, and you swear you’ve never heard him laugh quite so hard as when you blaze past bewildered pedestrians.

Although he’s often chided for his childish antics by those who think he should take your situation more seriously, Dazai wouldn’t dream of stepping down from anything that brings a smile to your face. He can’t imagine what it’s like to be bound to a chair for so many hours a day, and he only wants to ensure that you’re enjoying yourself as much as possible even though you’re limited in what you can do.

Even though Dazai may act like it’s all fun and games, he’s got a keen eye on you at all times. He wouldn’t dream of doing anything that would place you in harm’s way, and while he doesn’t treat you like glass because he knows that’s not how he would want to be treated, he’s always especially careful around you.

Nakahara Chuuya

Ever the romantic, Chuuya takes every opportunity to show you he cares through your wheelchair. Often, when you wake up, there’s a fresh bouquet of deep red roses resting on the seat of your wheelchair, paired with an encouraging note scrawled in his messy cursive. He knows that you must feel a bit trapped when confined to your wheelchair, and wants to make sure there’s sweet, positive memories tied to the device, too.

Sometimes, Chuuya sweeps you right out of the wheelchair, moving your arms to latch around his neck as he carries you, bridal-style. “You must get sick of sitting all the time,” he explains, when you ask. Whenever you’re tired of the wheelchair, all you need to is beckon to your boyfriend, and he’ll whisk you out of the device, holding you for as long as you want.

Your comfort is Chuuya’s number-one priority. Whenever you’re sore from being stuck in the same position, he’ll rub and massage anywhere that aches until you feel better. He makes sure that you have a soft cushion in your wheelchair if you want one, and if there’s a loose screw or squeaky wheel, Chuuya either puzzles through how to fix it or just purchases a completely new wheelchair for you, custom-made to perfectly fit your body.

If you share an apartment, there’s no high shelves in the entire house. He pretends this is so that he doesn’t accidentally store something above your reach, but the no-upper-shelves policy is as much for him as it is for you. He would never admit this fact; it makes him feel better if he can fool himself into thinking he’s not that short.

Knowing that it must be discouraging to be bound to a wheelchair, Chuuya encourages you at every opportunity. If you even drop a hint of feeling defective, or not good enough because you need the help of wheels, he does his best to chase these thoughts away. For every flaw you can list, Chuuya will wax poetic about a hundred of your qualities, complimenting you ceaselessly until you have no choice but to feel confident.

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

Nobody is going to even lay a finger on you without Akutagawa’s permission. Although he realizes that you’re not some delicate flower just because you’re seated in a wheelchair most of the time, he can’t help watching over you with an especially close eye. Akutagawa is your fiercest protector, and if someone so much as glares in your direction, Rashomon’s snapping at their heels before they even realize what they did wrong.

The only one Akutagawa trusts with your care is himself, and he hates being gone from your side for even a second. Whenever Port Mafia business calls him away from you for awhile, he assigns one of the more trusty Mafia members to look after you (usually Gin, or Higuchi, if she’ll come unglued from his side long enough to be of service). Even if he knows you’re in good hands, worries still flood Akutagawa’s mind when he’s gone. Not until he comes back home and witnesses for himself that you’re still alright can he rest easy.

Akutagawa would never admit it, but he would bend over backwards to keep you comfortable. If you ask for anything at all, you’ll have it within seconds. Often, if you have more than one request, Akutagawa assigns Higuchi to take care of one while he sees to the other; he simply doesn’t want you to be without what you need for a moment longer than necessary. (Poor Higuchi doesn’t exactly understand why she’s being sent out on shopping trips for seemingly random items; she didn’t sign up for the Port Mafia to check off Akutagawa’s to-do list, but apparently that’s her fate.)

If there’s any daily exercises you’re supposed to do to strengthen your legs, Akutagawa hounds you until they’re done. He would never admit as much, but he’s incredibly concerned with your health. If there’s ever any orders from your doctor, Akutagawa will be their strictest enforcer.

Akutagawa will rip limb-from-limb anyone moronic enough to mock you. He doesn’t really know how to encourage you when you’re downcast about needing a wheelchair, but he sure as hell won’t hesitate to break out what he does know; punishment. If he’s not so good at soothing the wounds that words leave, well, he’s damn good at destroying the knives that made those wounds.

Nakajima Atsushi

There is no one more caring or attentive than Atsushi, and if you even think about needing something he’s by your side, begging you to let him help out. From vacuuming your carpets and taking out your trash to going on emergency toilet paper runs, no chore is too big or too small for Atsushi to handle. Anything that he can do for you makes his heart sing; he knows it must be difficult for you, and if he can do anything to help, he’s glad to take care of it.

Before bringing you anywhere, Atsushi scouts the place out, ensuring there’s wheelchair ramps and that it’s all easily accessible. He does this for anywhere ranging from grocery shops to potential date sites; he would feel absolutely awful if he tried to take you on a date somewhere and you didn’t enjoy it because it was too difficult to get around. To ensure this never happens, he double checks in advance.

Atsushi spends all of his free time and days off from the ADA behind your wheelchair. Pushing you everywhere, he brings you to all of his most beloved places across the city, describing what he loves about the scenery as you two criss-cross the map of Yokohama. Often, he’ll bring you to the spot of his latest adventure with the ADA (is it’s safe to venture back, that is), regaling you with tales of his work and all the strangeness it entails. If he doesn’t have a specific journey in mind, he lets you direct him, wheeling you down streets you’ve only looked down before and getting hopelessly lost in Yokohama’s back alleys, laughing as you try to sniff out the trail home. Atsushi hopes that by traveling through the city with you, bringing you everywhere you want to go, you won’t feel trapped, locked in place by your wheelchair.

Atsushi is your number one cheerleader, and whenever you’re feeling depressed about the wheelchair that’s constantly with you, he’s immediately by your side, snuggling your worries away. He showers you with affection when your mood falls, letting you know that you’re in no way lesser for needing a wheelchair. He assures you that no matter what, he’ll always stick to your side, and points out that everybody needs help sometimes; you’re not any different just because that help turned out to be physical.

Edogawa Ranpo

Whenever he notices someone offering to help you out, Ranpo feels a bit jealous. He’s been known to bemoan the fact that he doesn’t have a wheelchair of his own; to him, it sounds like a pretty nice setup, sitting all the time and being wheeled from place to place, with no need to walk. If these comments make you uncomfortable, he’ll knock it off, but every once in a while you’ll catch him eyeing your wheelchair with a pout.

Although Ranpo will push you anywhere you want if you break out your best puppy eyes and say please, he’d much rather spend your time together more lazily. He finds all kind of indoor hobbies for the two of you to do together; if you’re inside, he figures, you won’t have any problems getting around and he won’t have to wheel you. Ranpo’s open to most of your suggestions, but some of his favorite ways to pass the time with you include adult coloring books, baking (with you doing all the legwork and him doing all the sampling, of course) and snuggling while you two watch detective shows (although the experience is a bit ruined when he pulls out the glasses and spoils the entire episode). 

Ranpo’s confused when you’re discouraged about the things you can’t do because of you’re wheelchair. He points out that there’s many things he can’t do, either, but he’s still the greatest detective alive; none of your inabilities subtract from who you are, and he reminds you of this often.

All in all, Ranpo doesn’t see you as any different just because you’re on wheels. He’s more careful not to hurt you, granted, but otherwise Ranpo treats you exactly the same as everyone else. (Well, not exactly the same; thankfully, he’s considerably kinder to you than most. You’d have a long list of relationship issues if he wasn’t.)

On the rare occasions that the mood strikes him to go out and about, Ranpo brings you on dates where you can both sit. He doesn’t want a potential idea to be cancelled out because it’s all but inaccessible, so he figures if it’s a place the both of you can lounge around, that won’t be a problem. Often, he sets up a comfortable little spot along one of Yokohama’s beaches, or a picnic in a field somewhere that you can watch the stars once the sun goes down.

[whorefordazai]

Ayo, I know ur requests are closed, but I saw your gender bent hc, and honestly the boys being the ones genderbent would be 👌👌👌

I had too much fun writing this 😏 and was kinda confused on what pronouns to use when describing them so uhh (him/her???)

bsd boys: gender bend edition

ft. dazai | chuuya | oda | aku x reader

genre: fluff, slight nsfw

warnings: slight depictions of sex

Dazai

Y’all think normal dazai is pretty? Just imagine him as a woman 🙈 FUCKIDN LORD🏃🏼‍♀️

Just imagine him with long messy brown hair, the same outfit but like hotter.

If he were to become a woman out of nowhere, the first thing he’d do is flash himself in the mirror to inspect his boobs🕺

“Wow...these look so majestic, I feel so lucky😧 is this what you do every time you’re in front of a mirror, belladonna?”

“...not every time...ಥ‿ಥ”

Would definitely boost his ego 100x more because now he can seduce men too😏

But dazai, why was seducing men your first thought 😄

Imagine giving dazai head oh fuck

“Y-y/n...” Dazai’s soft moans whimper from under you. You chuckle onto the soft skin between his legs. His hands grip the sheets and he tilt his head back in pleasure.

“Make some more noise for me, pretty girl.”

Anyways😏🤚

Getting his first fucking period. He has no idea what to do haha! Blood is everywhere, his stomach hurts, he feels as though he really wants to kill himself right this moment.

“I hate being a woman ಠ_ಠ”

“Babe, you should get used to this.”

You help him clean up and get him some light snacks along with a heating pad. Both of you snuggle up on the couch. Your arms wrapped around Dazai’s small figure🥺

“Y/n, can you sleep on my boobs?”

“...why ᇂ_ᇂ?”

“I wanna see what it feels like ◕ ◡ ◕”

“...okay ʘ‿ʘ?”

You softly lower your head onto his chest, careful not to hurt him. Wrapping your arms around his waist, you bury your face in his shirt.

A giggle escapes Dazai’s lips. “Wait, that tickles!”

“Squish...squish...” you mumble, softly squeezing his boobs like a plushie.

“Okay, how do they feel ^ｰ^?”

“...very nice. They feel very nice ಠ◡ಠ”

He wears some of your clothes on the daily, but now he’ll wear almost half your wardrobe.

He feels really pretty in all those dresses you have oh my🙂

Chuuya

He’s already so hot and pretty, just imagine him as a girl. HOLY FUCK🏃🏼‍♀️

Curly red hair, that signature fedora, and even that choker around his neck. BUT ADD BLACK EYELINER OSHHS

He would definitely feel a little weird in his new body. Wouldn’t exactly like it at first and will definitely be complaining.

Give it a few days and let him look in the mirror and see how hot he looks as a woman😏

“Y/n...you’re still...attracted to me, right?”

“...babe, you have no idea ●‿●”

His attitude is the same so now people are even more scared of him. At first glance someone would think he’s just a cute little sweet girl but then BOOM he kicks them 20 feet into the air (only if they piss him off)

He now has the double struggle of being short and being a girl 👩‍🦯

FASHION SHOWS !!

This mf loves styling himself and looking really damn good, so once he finds out there’s a whole new world of outfits he can try on as a woman...just know you’ll be shopping for a while.

He’s a fucking mafiosa, always dressed in sleek black outfits with a hat that lets his red curls peek out. The black lace veil hiding his blue eyes just pulls the whole outfit together so well

He sometimes lets you do his makeup cuz he thinks he looks prettier with. The both of you will paint each other’s nails (he is somehow is very good at it. Anything you wanna tell us, Chuuya🧐?)

You thought you liked chuuya dominant as a male? Honey, you ain’t ready for him as a woman🏃🏼‍♀️

“Am I making you feel good, baby?” Chuuya looks up from the space between your legs. A few strands of his red hair fall onto your skin as he moves them away. You shiver, feeling his smooth fingertips dangerously graze against your core.

You can only nod, feeling his soft lips leave a trail of kisses on your inner thigh. The faint print of red lipstick followed the trail.

RED LIPSTICK ON YOUR INNER THIGH HOLY FUCKSJ🏃🏼‍♀️💨

Oda

I’M GONNA CRY he would be (already is) SO HOT

At first he wouldn’t have much of a reaction like, okay? I’m a woman now.

Little does he know there’s more to it than that😆

He’d go about his day like normal, sometimes even forgetting that he’s a woman now. But his hair keeps getting in his face?? Men keep staring at him?? Some kid thought he was his grandma??

It was sweet at first, but it was so overwhelming and uncomfortable.

He comes home, in slight frustration. Exhaling as he closes the door and begins to take off his coat, something harshly tugs at his hair.

His hair was stuck on the mf zipper ಠ_ಠ

You try to hold in your laughter at his misfortune. “Here, let me help.”

While you’re untangling his hair, his face remains still and stoic. “When will this be over ᇂ_ᇂ?”

He is actually very suddenly interested in skincare. Why? Not sure.

He sometimes sees you putting on all these serums and face masks but never felt the need to ask you about it. Plus, you sometimes helped him shave-that was the closest thing to skin care this man has ever gotten to.

But now he has a face of a woman, so his skin feels a lot smoother and softer. He thinks to himself, should I be taking care of it?? What were all those things y/n was putting on her face🧐?

WAIT THATS SO CUTE OSKJS🏃🏼‍♀️💨

So you help tie his hair into a pony tail and the both of you put on face masks😆

He somehow really enjoys doing all these self care tasks that he’s never thought about in his life🤔

Imagine the both of you sitting in a bathtub, rose petals covering the water. Your heads are wrapped up in towels as you sip on wine. Cucumbers are placed on Oda’s eyes.

He could get used to this😏

Sexy time🙈

He’s a very quiet dom on the usual, but suddenly he’s very vocal when he gets his pussy ate‼️

He’ll love it when you top. Now he kinda knows how you feel when he’s pounding into you 😏

If oda actually had kids as a woman, he would a A HOT MILF😳

Akutagawa

He’d be like what the fuck is happening ಠ_ಠ?

Wouldn’t give much of a reaction on the outside (pretending to play it cool) but on the inside he’s having 20 mental breakdowns at the same time.

Please help him😁

He’ll definitely dismiss you saying “I can handle it myself ಠ_ಠ”

“Ryu, your hair is in knots and you’re limping on your heels ◔_◔”

“...ಠ~ಠ”

Taking a bath is now even more difficult for him. He feels embarrassed even looking at himself. His chest has these two lumps and his hips suddenly have curves and his skin feels smoother and softer.

His boobs catch his eye in every outfit he wears. No one else really notices or cares except him. Finally one day, he’s had enough. He stomps to you with a determined face, pointing at his chest.

“I want these off. Now ᇂ_ᇂ”

“...I don’t think it works like that...◕ ◡ ◕?”

Eventually he’ll have to adapt. He’s still the same person but just imagine aku as a hot emo goth girl 🕺

Will be 10x scarier than before now that he’s discovered black eyeliner and actually likes growing his nails out (reminds him of claws to rip off people eyeballs)

It’s a love/hate relationship tbh LMAO sometimes he loves how powerful he feels in high heels. Other times, he hates how others look down on him just because they underestimate how powerful he is (even as a woman)

Can I just add, Atsushi almost did a double take and called aku “the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen” before he found out it was aku ಥ‿ಥ

Aku noticed, Atsushi noticed that he noticed, and they both just decided to keep silent and move on as if it never happened 🤝